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896,relationships,7nu7as,"[50, 55]","Its like that, if you want or not.“ ME: I have no problem, if it takes longer. But you asked my friend for help and let him wait for one hour and then you haven’t prepared anything. Thats not what you asked for. Instead of 3 hours, he helped you for 10 hours till 5am...",0,0.8,1514980773.0,22,-1.2387931034482733,55,2.82,57.22,55.41,5.95,11.0,7.27,94.55,67.27,29.09,18.18,5.45,0.0,9.09,3.64,0.0,10.91,0.0,12.73,7.27,1.82,14.55,7.27,18.18,1.82,3.64,1.82,5.45,0.0,1.82,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,3.64,20.0,0.0,0.0,7.27,7.27,0.0,14.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.27,3.64,0.0,1.82,1.82,1.82,5.45,10.91,3.64,12.73,0.0,1.82,10.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.64,12.73,5.45,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,1.82,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,2.6,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.65864,1.32245,1.80264,0.63,62,-0.14870689655172242,0.0
19059,anxiety,680i6d,"(5, 10)","I man the front desk and my title is HR Customer Service Representative. About 50% of my job is spent onboarding new hires. Maybe 10% is clerical/paperwork. The rest is dealing with people who walk in and need help with benefits, retirement, etc. Although I am required to know the basics of our benefits plans and how the retirement and pension benefits work, many employees have questions beyond my knowledge base.",0,1.0,1493348050.0,5,7.684583333333332,72,64.56,50.0,31.19,92.4,14.4,25.0,84.72,44.44,9.72,8.33,6.94,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.39,5.56,11.11,8.33,5.56,8.33,0.0,13.89,1.39,0.0,2.78,2.78,1.39,4.17,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.39,9.72,4.17,1.39,1.39,2.78,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,2.78,2.78,2.78,4.17,0.0,1.39,13.89,1.39,6.94,1.39,4.17,1.39,22.22,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.28,6.94,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,2.4444,2.8889,3.0,1.4,1.125,1.0,1.69133,1.6918,1.97249,1.0,2,7.398222222222223,-0.06590909090909092
7977,ptsd,8eeu1t,"(5, 10)",We'd be saving so much money with this new housr...its such an expensive city.... I did some googling in their language and found that it was illegal for them to do that. I was excited like oh ok if it happens ill call the police on them....  but now i did some further googling and turns out that if you sign the contract with that in it than everything is on their side... The contract is long term so we'd have to give 6months notice before leaving even if we give it next week ill still have to live six months with this.... i wanna die i swear i havent been so helpless and scared in so long.... Also two days ago my friend mentioned he ran into my ex who ruined my life and that he told him he wants to see mw and get closure.,1,1.0,1524516630.0,10,2.3604083885209732,148,14.79,75.05,62.88,16.15,21.14,10.81,94.59,59.46,23.65,14.19,6.08,2.03,0.68,2.7,2.7,9.46,2.7,12.16,10.14,6.08,9.46,0.68,20.27,4.73,2.7,0.68,1.35,2.03,3.38,1.35,2.03,0.68,0.0,1.35,14.86,0.0,0.68,0.0,2.7,9.46,2.03,0.0,3.38,3.38,0.68,4.05,0.68,0.68,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,5.41,2.7,0.0,1.35,1.35,0.0,6.08,12.16,1.35,16.89,2.03,8.11,6.76,0.68,0.0,0.0,2.03,0.0,0.68,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.68,0.68,0.0,17.57,16.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.9091,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.70974,1.52985,1.86108,1.0,8,3.1492880794701996,-0.03681818181818182
1214,ptsd,8d28vu,"[2, 7]","My ex used to shoot back with ""Do you want me to go with you?"" all the time, no matter what it was. I almost wonder if I blocked out him asking me that about our own wedding. I unloaded a terrible memory of this on my current BF today and he took it like a champ, I just could not stop chasing myself in circles over this and knew if I heard any sort of similar phrase I would lose it. I just needed to throw this out in the open, where others who might understand could 'hear' it.",1,0.5,1524018289.0,5,5.997,100,32.13,38.19,79.76,12.51,20.0,9.0,92.0,64.0,28.0,17.0,12.0,1.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,11.0,4.0,15.0,6.0,6.0,4.0,2.0,20.0,2.0,2.0,3.0,0.0,2.0,3.0,1.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,12.0,1.0,1.0,0.0,3.0,19.0,4.0,1.0,7.0,7.0,1.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,3.0,2.0,2.0,1.0,2.0,6.0,11.0,1.0,15.0,2.0,9.0,5.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,4.0,3.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.7143,2.8,1.0,1.3,1.0,1.72615,1.52,1.84909,1.0,7,6.606000000000002,-0.06666666666666667
1965,relationships,7r1e85,"[23, 28]","I haven’t said anything to him yet because I’m not sure how someone would take hearing that their partner has such fluctuations of feelings towards them (especially since he told me he loves me and is somewhat clingy). Nonetheless, I know a conversation will need to be had but I want to get my feelings in order first. What would y’all recommend, Reddit? TL;DR I have “hot and warm” feelings towards my boyfriend. Can’t figure out why.",0,0.8,1516200171.0,138,4.649417989417987,78,4.96,50.0,71.23,89.84,15.6,21.79,96.15,65.38,24.36,19.23,11.54,0.0,1.28,3.85,2.56,5.13,1.28,11.54,12.82,8.97,6.41,3.85,21.79,2.56,0.0,3.85,1.28,1.28,3.85,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.23,0.0,2.56,0.0,5.13,28.21,6.41,5.13,5.13,3.85,2.56,5.13,8.97,0.0,2.56,6.41,2.56,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,11.54,5.13,1.28,2.56,2.56,0.0,3.85,16.67,1.28,10.26,0.0,5.13,3.85,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.51,5.13,2.56,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,2.56,5.13,2.56,0.0,3.0,2.5,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.75642,1.43582,1.91725,0.84,70,4.8018694885361555,0.14166666666666666
850,assistance,7py440,"[10, 15]","Thanks. Edit 1 - Fuel Receipt As Requested. <url> Sorry for the long responses, I went to spend the night at a friends because it got really cold here! The Police said they don't give out a copy of the report but they gave me an incident number that can be used to verify the report was filed.",0,1.0,1515778002.0,7,0.9107142857142847,57,90.97,63.73,28.23,25.77,14.25,10.53,85.96,50.88,10.53,7.02,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,3.51,14.04,12.28,7.02,3.51,5.26,1.75,19.3,5.26,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,3.51,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,1.75,12.28,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,8.77,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,3.51,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.02,1.75,0.0,3.51,1.75,0.0,10.53,10.53,0.0,10.53,1.75,5.26,3.51,7.02,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,5.26,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,3.51,2.625,2.625,2.6,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.70441,1.56364,1.76971,0.7,16,3.2895238095238106,-0.275
1643,homeless,9e8zyg,"[10, 15]","When moving into their tiny house, they would be given a state I.D. with that tiny house's address on it as well as a list of strict rules they have to follow lest they lose some privileges or even be evicted from their house depending on the rules broken. So basically they won't be homeless anymore but ""homed"" which is why the place would be called ""Homed"". Anyway, the homed will have to pay rent for their tiny homes by either getting a job (which is why it is important for them to get a state I.D.) or doing volunteer work around the community (e.g.",0,0.0,1536453310.0,14,15.815576323987536,107,44.53,61.05,15.67,61.21,21.4,10.28,87.85,59.81,14.95,9.35,1.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.48,5.61,7.48,14.02,13.08,8.41,6.54,0.93,19.63,7.48,2.8,4.67,0.0,1.87,3.74,2.8,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.93,9.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.35,0.0,2.8,1.87,3.74,0.0,3.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.15,0.93,1.87,7.48,1.87,0.93,1.87,12.15,1.87,11.21,1.87,7.48,1.87,2.8,0.0,4.67,1.87,0.0,0.0,1.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.93,17.76,7.48,1.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.74,1.87,2.8,0.0,2.6,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.59863,1.4186,1.82149,0.82,15,13.097570093457946,0.0
39090,anxiety,71ma4y,"(0, 5)","More specifically, for example, I live with roommates and I can't remember the last time it has been quiet in the apartment. There's never a moment where it is completely silent and I know it's anxiety and sensory overload, but gosh does it make me angry. My roommates talk CONSTANTLY and they keep me from being able to sleep because all I can concentrate on is their voices. Another example, in one of my classes today, my professor talked non-stop and she's one of those extremely hyper, fast talking, off topic teachers who go off on tangents about things that aren't related to the lesson at all. It was so hard to stay in that class without storming out because I couldn't handle listening to her loud voice any longer.",1,0.8,1506028350.0,6,10.02995133819951,131,28.99,29.64,92.8,7.88,26.2,20.61,91.6,58.02,19.08,10.69,7.63,0.0,0.0,1.53,1.53,8.4,3.05,15.27,9.92,6.87,6.87,3.82,16.79,3.82,1.53,1.53,1.53,3.82,1.53,0.0,1.53,0.76,0.76,0.0,9.16,0.0,1.53,1.53,0.0,15.27,3.82,2.29,0.76,0.76,4.58,3.05,5.34,0.0,4.58,0.76,1.53,0.76,0.76,0.0,0.0,4.58,1.53,0.76,1.53,0.0,0.76,3.05,13.74,0.0,17.56,2.29,10.69,6.11,3.82,0.0,2.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.5,3.82,5.34,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.0,4.58,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70439,1.50598,1.82334,0.88,6,9.593832116788324,0.03997668997668998
19468,almosthomeless,6d5p34,"(0, 5)",Long story short my family in NE Ohio is abusive as hell so I had to leave the state and stay with family down south. It isn't working out and they're sending me packing to Ohio because I guess I'm a financial problem even though I got a job here. I have nowhere I can stay. I'm even getting rid of my beloved cat so I can have options. I can't go back to my family in Ohio.,1,1.0,1495666475.0,21,1.0686919104991404,78,13.57,4.8,99.0,2.7,15.6,14.1,89.74,60.26,17.95,16.67,16.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,3.85,12.82,12.82,8.97,8.97,3.85,21.79,2.56,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,1.28,3.85,0.0,2.56,0.0,8.97,3.85,1.28,0.0,0.0,10.26,0.0,1.28,1.28,2.56,1.28,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.26,3.85,1.28,1.28,2.56,1.28,2.56,19.23,0.0,17.95,6.41,14.1,1.28,3.85,3.85,3.85,1.28,1.28,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.82,6.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.41,0.0,0.0,2.4444,2.6667,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.69207,1.62817,1.88011,0.81,30,3.251153184165233,0.08240740740740739
48595,domesticviolence,83d7jt,"(5, 10)","This new ""roommate"" lived 3 hours away in an post code envious town and seemed super sweet, funny and SUPER handsome with a successful career mapped out in front of him. I agreed to meet him for dinner half way between our homes, in San Leandro.. He showed up with roses, a million watt smile and a full arsenal of lies. Within 5 days he had made the journey to personally escort me and my belongings to his personal prison he had concocted for his next victim - me.. The first week he was sweet, attentive,... almost too kind.. Then one morning it all changed.",0,0.6,1520659298.0,7,5.78962912087912,104,90.76,80.65,51.03,99.0,14.86,15.38,89.42,46.15,14.42,12.5,3.85,0.96,0.0,7.69,0.0,1.92,5.77,16.35,2.88,1.92,4.81,0.0,9.62,11.54,0.0,0.0,5.77,0.96,13.46,9.62,2.88,0.0,1.92,0.0,11.54,0.0,0.96,0.0,7.69,5.77,1.92,1.92,0.0,1.92,0.96,0.0,2.88,0.96,0.0,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.96,0.0,2.88,10.58,3.85,3.85,2.88,0.96,0.0,8.65,0.96,0.96,23.08,1.92,12.5,7.69,1.92,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.23,11.54,4.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.96,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70685,1.73571,1.88339,1.0,7,5.975439560439561,0.25896464646464645
1039,survivorsofabuse,7fvr4o,"[30, 35]",I've always hated nail files. Somehow that's a part of this. God. I'm confused by it all. It's a feeling to recall it that I've carried my whole life but never understood like a cloud.,1,0.5,1511795170.0,10,-0.3562499999999993,35,16.23,4.35,95.88,1.0,7.0,14.29,91.43,57.14,28.57,11.43,11.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.14,8.57,11.43,14.29,5.71,2.86,2.86,25.71,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,8.57,5.71,0.0,5.71,2.86,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.71,8.57,0.0,0.0,5.71,8.57,2.86,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.86,2.86,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,8.57,14.29,0.0,8.57,2.86,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,28.57,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.6,3.0,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.70079,1.42581,1.92775,1.0,2,2.280000000000001,-0.3666666666666667
588,ptsd,8o7ecd,"[0, 5]","Yesterday afternoon, two black males attacked me from behind, took my phone, and shoved me to the ground. The police came and did all the investigation he could and I came to my hotel I'm currently staying at (I'm traveling right now-yes female solo travel can be dangerous lol), slightly scraped and shaken but no major injuries. The police weren't hopeful that they will get to find my phone with all of my not-backed up travel photos but at least I survived the day and I can get a new phone! Money doesn't concern me, I'm just really bugged that I won't have all of my photos from two-week travel. The thing is, I was scrolling through youtube to find phone reviews (so that I can get a new one and not regret it lol) and clicked on a video with a black male person showed up.",1,0.6,1528016613.0,6,5.835128205128207,150,45.73,10.28,94.62,16.27,30.0,12.67,96.0,53.33,16.0,12.67,11.33,0.0,0.0,0.67,0.67,3.33,6.67,11.33,10.67,2.67,6.67,4.0,18.67,4.0,0.67,0.0,2.0,2.67,4.67,2.0,2.67,0.67,0.67,0.67,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.67,2.0,9.33,1.33,0.0,2.0,0.67,2.0,4.0,7.33,4.0,3.33,0.0,1.33,0.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,0.67,3.33,2.67,1.33,6.0,13.33,2.0,16.67,6.0,6.0,5.33,2.67,4.67,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,1.33,0.67,0.0,0.0,16.0,2.67,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.67,2.0,0.0,4.0,2.67,0.0,2.7778,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.75567,1.58167,1.88644,0.68,23,5.995641025641028,0.03508015422077924
53256,ptsd,7vhnbx,"(2, 7)","PTSD is life changing for the worse. Every day fight. Getting in a fist fight in high school( who did not get into a fight)  I'm not talking about bullying,  Playing video games,  having bad dreams does not cause PTSD. We have seen things, or done things or ,been part of things,  that most people will never understand and hopefully never experience. End of Rant",1,1.0,1517862147.0,28,3.551558441558445,65,30.37,37.9,63.54,1.0,13.0,12.31,92.31,52.31,10.77,3.08,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,4.62,10.77,13.85,6.15,4.62,7.69,23.08,4.62,3.08,1.54,0.0,4.62,10.77,3.08,7.69,0.0,4.62,0.0,12.31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,1.54,3.08,1.54,6.15,4.62,7.69,4.62,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,10.77,3.08,0.0,1.54,3.08,3.08,6.15,10.77,3.08,13.85,1.54,6.15,6.15,1.54,6.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.46,6.15,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,3.08,0.0,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.83167,1.61852,1.81584,0.91,8,3.284112554112557,-0.10999999999999996
39650,domesticviolence,5q0sh9,"(0, 5)","He’s abused my dog in the past and I’ve no doubt he’ll do it again. My dog is one of the only positive aspects in my life, so taking her to the humane society is something I really want to avoid. In addition to that I have no job, a partial college education (I’d prefer to stop going to school and get a job), and no place to go if I were to leave my husband. Please please tell me what I can do. I feel so hopeless about everything.",1,1.0,1485313405.0,3,3.1889716312056713,90,24.86,15.86,65.14,11.41,18.0,12.22,94.44,61.11,21.11,15.56,13.33,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,5.56,5.56,13.33,11.11,6.67,6.67,3.33,20.0,1.11,0.0,1.11,1.11,0.0,7.78,3.33,4.44,2.22,1.11,1.11,8.89,1.11,0.0,1.11,3.33,10.0,2.22,0.0,3.33,3.33,2.22,2.22,1.11,0.0,0.0,1.11,1.11,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,10.0,1.11,0.0,2.22,3.33,3.33,2.22,15.56,2.22,11.11,3.33,4.44,3.33,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.56,5.56,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.44,2.22,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.1818,1.1429,1.0,1.7255,1.59747,1.90621,1.0,8,5.33276595744681,0.015454545454545453
414,domesticviolence,9y3go5,"[5, 10]","the only thing I ever want is just to be in his arms. Basically, terrifies me back into his arms every fucking time. We'll say I love you, he'll hold me so tight. He's so warm, I'm craving soo bad to be in his arms rn tbh. I don't wanna go to sleep knowing hes not going to be in bed with me.",1,1.0,1542518143.0,5,-1.3475155279503142,63,6.9,56.31,27.77,7.46,12.6,7.94,95.24,61.9,23.81,22.22,11.11,1.59,1.59,7.94,0.0,1.59,1.59,14.29,15.87,11.11,3.17,3.17,25.4,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,7.94,3.17,4.76,1.59,1.59,0.0,15.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,9.52,1.59,0.0,3.17,0.0,3.17,1.59,4.76,0.0,1.59,3.17,9.52,6.35,0.0,1.59,0.0,6.35,3.17,0.0,0.0,1.59,1.59,0.0,19.05,6.35,14.29,3.17,7.94,4.76,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.63,7.94,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.94,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.65076,1.67636,1.93413,0.86,8,2.4484886128364387,-0.05408163265306121
1824,relationships,7rc73v,"[20, 25]","Despite being younger than him, I have had more experiences with love and sex. He has always been curious about my past and even when I refuse telling him, he always asks me about my experiences with my exes or people who I have slept with. That's okay, I am a curious person too. He's older than me but I'm the first guy he had ever dated and I even took his virginity. The thing is, I know he feels jealous(?",0,0.8,1516303531.0,5,1.7628571428571433,81,3.63,50.0,84.78,48.69,16.2,11.11,100.0,65.43,28.4,24.69,14.81,0.0,0.0,9.88,0.0,3.7,3.7,9.88,14.81,8.64,7.41,0.0,22.22,6.17,6.17,2.47,1.23,1.23,3.7,2.47,1.23,0.0,1.23,0.0,20.99,0.0,1.23,0.0,11.11,14.81,4.94,0.0,0.0,1.23,3.7,6.17,3.7,0.0,0.0,1.23,4.94,1.23,0.0,2.47,0.0,4.94,1.23,1.23,1.23,1.23,0.0,7.41,13.58,0.0,11.11,0.0,0.0,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,16.05,4.94,4.94,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,1.23,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.3333,1.0,1.0,1.71926,1.53784,2.00065,0.78,1,3.6764285714285734,0.16296296296296295
813,domesticviolence,8uv4cw,"[5, 10]","I go from living happily, almost as if that part of my life didn't happen, to being floored by pain. I feel guilty to myself for how strong the reactions are so many years later. I feel guilty to my partner who has to deal with it even though he's not the one who caused me this hurt. He's been nothing short of wonderful, but I'm scared my past will end up driving him away. I certainly wish I could get away from me sometimes.",1,1.0,1530294416.0,7,5.251573033707864,85,21.04,4.98,91.95,10.8,17.0,10.59,98.82,62.35,23.53,17.65,14.12,0.0,0.0,3.53,0.0,5.88,2.35,17.65,11.76,5.88,7.06,3.53,20.0,9.41,2.35,3.53,1.18,2.35,10.59,4.71,5.88,3.53,0.0,1.18,7.06,0.0,1.18,0.0,3.53,18.82,2.35,3.53,3.53,3.53,2.35,5.88,4.71,0.0,0.0,4.71,3.53,0.0,3.53,0.0,0.0,4.71,1.18,0.0,2.35,1.18,0.0,3.53,11.76,2.35,14.12,2.35,5.88,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.12,5.88,3.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.71,0.0,0.0,2.875,2.875,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.7441,1.48537,1.88472,0.89,4,5.538516853932588,0.16976190476190475
745,anxiety,6f4swf,"[0, 5]","I have a lot of self esteem. I value myself, I believe I'm smart, have a good personality and am attractive. Some days though (perhaps most), I will still get anxiety. I'll start to talk to some people and for no reason at all feel my heart rate go up and start to overthink the things I say, which then leads to me coming off as awkward. This doesn't happen with the people I'm fully comfortable with.",1,0.6,1496539614.0,3,2.6723809523809514,77,41.87,14.93,99.0,74.18,15.4,10.39,94.81,57.14,18.18,14.29,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.9,5.19,15.58,10.39,5.19,7.79,2.6,22.08,6.49,2.6,1.3,0.0,6.49,7.79,5.19,2.6,2.6,0.0,0.0,7.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,3.9,2.6,0.0,6.49,1.3,1.3,2.6,0.0,1.3,1.3,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.19,0.0,1.3,2.6,2.6,0.0,0.0,19.48,5.19,15.58,3.9,5.19,6.49,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.48,6.49,5.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.19,2.6,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.2857,1.0,1.8035,1.48169,1.99342,0.81,2,4.07347442680776,0.3357142857142857
895,anxiety,6f4swf,"[10, 15]","If I go to an interview for example, I'll know that I'm a good candidate, I'll know that if I don't get it there will always be other opportunities and it's no big deal. Yet I still get nervous because it's something that I want, I want that employer to like me. If I go to an interview with no expectations at all, not even wanting the job (I've done this a few times for practice interviewing), it'll turn out great. What are your thoughts on this? Edit: FYI I'm talking mostly about social anxiety, though it has happened that I get anxiety in the most random places like just going upstairs in a building.",0,0.6,1496539614.0,3,5.697384792626728,114,12.16,8.02,84.91,41.64,22.8,18.42,96.49,60.53,25.44,12.28,11.4,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,13.16,6.14,10.53,12.28,7.02,5.26,3.51,25.44,5.26,1.75,0.88,0.0,2.63,6.14,3.51,2.63,2.63,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.54,2.63,0.88,6.14,6.14,1.75,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.77,0.88,1.75,1.75,5.26,0.0,1.75,18.42,5.26,14.04,3.51,7.02,3.51,6.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.18,3.51,5.26,0.88,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.89,1.75,0.0,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70351,1.40571,1.87888,0.81,2,6.925023041474656,0.18981481481481483
1361,anxiety,8dllx7,"[25, 30]","Like sleep would never be a simple thing for me. So recently, I accidentally fell asleep at 8pm and I found myself awake around 4am. I immediately felt like I had screwed myself. My instinct was to try to go back to sleep but I decided, for whatever reason, not to. What I discovered was amazing.",0,0.0,1524206605.0,3,1.6340640394088695,56,24.06,1.0,99.0,25.77,11.2,16.07,91.07,64.29,23.21,17.86,17.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,1.79,17.86,8.93,8.93,5.36,3.57,19.64,7.14,5.36,3.57,0.0,0.0,3.57,1.79,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.86,8.93,1.79,1.79,1.79,1.79,3.57,1.79,0.0,0.0,1.79,7.14,5.36,0.0,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,5.36,0.0,14.29,3.57,5.36,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,8.93,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5556,2.8,1.125,1.3333,1.0,1.77426,1.49615,1.99557,1.0,0,4.120738916256162,0.15000000000000002
46063,anxiety,6nxuex,"(15, 20)","Discovering LimeWire was like breathing in fresh mountain air in the early hours of the morning while there is dew glazed over the leaves on the trees and surrounding grass. I felt a real connection with Post Hardcore/ Alternative. During this time I knew of Anxiety, but I didn't know OF it. In other words, I considered it a personality trait and not something treatable, more or less just apart of me. Playing video games secluded in my room and swimming on a variety of swim teams kept me sane to an extent but I was living in an isolated bubble.",0,0.8,1500344059.0,2,6.265714285714285,101,90.69,5.68,99.0,12.61,20.2,18.81,85.15,52.48,12.87,7.92,7.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.95,8.91,16.83,3.96,1.98,6.93,1.98,10.89,5.94,3.96,0.0,0.0,2.97,2.97,0.99,1.98,0.99,0.0,0.99,1.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.86,4.95,0.0,0.0,1.98,0.0,7.92,1.98,0.99,0.0,0.99,1.98,0.99,0.99,0.0,0.0,2.97,1.98,0.99,0.99,0.0,0.0,5.94,1.98,0.0,22.77,2.97,12.87,5.94,0.99,5.94,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.9,4.95,2.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.99,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70998,1.65679,1.85815,0.76,1,6.404621848739499,0.13472222222222224
6587,anxiety,6nxuex,"(65, 70)","Manageable enough to come home on weekends and work at the job I loved, while driving back to school Sunday nights for the upcoming school week. I was confident in myself that I would be able to balance my newly found work-school life. The apartment I signed a year lease on, which ironically ends this month, was about a 10-minute drive from the campus itself. Not having any help from my parents, and having some money saved prior to going back to school, I thought it would have been enough. I ended up also getting an on-campus student job in the same line of work I am pursuing, and at the time majoring in at that University.",0,1.0,1500344059.0,2,10.339075630252104,120,85.26,22.67,98.01,57.28,24.0,12.5,92.5,52.5,13.33,8.33,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,7.5,16.67,8.33,3.33,4.17,0.83,14.17,0.83,0.83,0.83,0.83,1.67,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,1.67,0.0,1.67,1.67,0.83,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,10.0,2.5,4.17,4.17,1.67,0.0,5.0,5.83,1.67,24.17,3.33,10.0,12.5,12.5,0.83,2.5,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.67,4.17,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.7112,1.62828,1.93243,0.76,1,9.061747899159666,0.18363636363636365
108,anxiety,6nxuex,"[0, 5]","*""When thinking about life, remember this: No amount of guilt can solve the past, and no amount of anxiety can change the future. ""* This is a quote I stumbled upon a few years ago that still sticks with me to this very day. At face value it presents the idea that anxiety is fueled by the very nature of what it's foundation is based on; **nothing. ** I keep an open mind these days, in fact, one can argue a quite possibly *too* open mind.",0,1.0,1500344059.0,2,1.0519893048128353,84,70.17,27.59,89.63,1.0,21.0,10.71,91.67,54.76,14.29,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.71,9.52,13.1,8.33,7.14,2.38,3.57,14.29,1.19,0.0,2.38,1.19,3.57,5.95,1.19,4.76,3.57,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.9,4.76,3.57,0.0,2.38,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,13.1,1.19,20.24,2.38,8.33,9.52,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,4.76,4.76,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,1.19,0.0,9.52,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72872,1.52533,1.79044,0.76,1,1.8612834224598949,-0.006249999999999999
337,ptsd,95x5tr,"[5, 10]","If I continue, I start to physically feel like I'm floating and nauseated. My instincts tell me to run.  I am to begin to treatment next week and was wondering if anyone has used a weighted blanket. If so, did it help with the physical symptoms? Ive expressed my fear to the specialist I am seeing.",1,0.8,1533826796.0,27,3.453620689655171,56,32.68,7.67,94.05,6.15,11.2,23.21,91.07,57.14,19.64,16.07,16.07,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,5.36,12.5,12.5,1.79,10.71,0.0,26.79,3.57,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,3.57,1.79,5.36,8.93,0.0,5.36,5.36,1.79,0.0,3.57,8.93,0.0,7.14,0.0,1.79,1.79,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,5.36,19.64,0.0,10.71,1.79,0.0,8.93,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,7.14,3.57,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.81601,1.44082,1.98934,0.92,31,5.616758620689655,-0.1
54251,anxiety,69uedd,"(0, 5)","I have a vague fear that I get when I'm ""alone"", or when such a situation is coming up. I put it in quotes as it is really when my wife is not going to be around. This weekend my wife and oldest daughter went away early saturday got back mid day sunday. I was home with my youngest. I had some mild fear about it leading up to it.",1,0.8,1494197983.0,2,2.453521126760563,70,11.74,7.67,99.0,1.0,14.0,8.57,95.71,61.43,21.43,12.86,12.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,2.86,14.29,11.43,11.43,8.57,1.43,20.0,8.57,4.29,4.29,0.0,1.43,4.29,0.0,4.29,2.86,0.0,1.43,4.29,4.29,0.0,4.29,0.0,8.57,0.0,1.43,0.0,4.29,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,2.86,1.43,4.29,2.86,0.0,5.71,10.0,2.86,31.43,7.14,10.0,15.71,1.43,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.86,7.14,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,1.43,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.3636,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.67975,1.48923,1.9042,1.0,0,4.240957746478873,0.019047619047619046
723,assistance,7n3y9z,"[0, 5]",I'm a senior who needs a small amount $60) to pay on my agreement with DWP and would like to ask for some help. (Southern California) I can give the account number. I also need $33 to renew my license (expired Dec. 8) so I can apply for utility assistance. They have strict rules and won't take an expired license. If anyone can help I would be overjoyed.,0,0.6,1514666735.0,0,1.9641071428571415,68,41.45,38.42,3.74,79.41,11.33,17.65,80.88,50.0,14.71,11.76,10.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,2.94,5.88,10.29,13.24,2.94,7.35,1.47,16.18,2.94,0.0,1.47,4.41,2.94,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.29,0.0,0.0,7.35,4.41,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.82,2.94,0.0,7.35,1.47,0.0,2.94,16.18,1.47,5.88,0.0,4.41,1.47,4.41,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.06,8.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,7.35,2.94,2.7778,2.8889,2.8,1.1667,1.0,1.0,1.7471,1.52727,1.87591,0.35,5,3.663095238095238,0.08333333333333333
1466,homeless,9ltr4j,"[3, 8]","I could be homeless soon, and that's not like ""anything possible"" but like it's gonna be possible soon. I was looking in my area and there are some nice areas where water meets land that are away from homes but still in the town. It seems exciting to live near the water, but I have no idea what I could face. I should say, I'm not afraid to be homeless, this isn't a bummer for me. I'm pretty stoic as well, but it's still nice to be prepared.",0,0.8,1538805577.0,6,3.5914035087719327,88,6.2,2.05,97.64,94.75,17.6,9.09,97.73,68.18,19.32,10.23,10.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,3.41,13.64,19.32,7.95,7.95,4.55,26.14,5.68,3.41,2.27,0.0,1.14,6.82,5.68,1.14,1.14,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.32,2.27,0.0,3.41,6.82,0.0,7.95,2.27,1.14,1.14,0.0,4.55,1.14,1.14,0.0,2.27,4.55,1.14,0.0,2.27,1.14,0.0,1.14,19.32,4.55,15.91,1.14,10.23,4.55,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,1.14,0.0,1.14,0.0,20.45,5.68,5.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,6.82,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.7778,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.67023,1.46747,1.91456,0.76,6,4.496578947368423,0.254040404040404
16030,anxiety,6qb0ud,"(55, 60)","Mushrooms, LSD, and DMT have  been the most effective means for me to solve my anxiety. If you choose to consume these drugs however, please be aware that these are powerful psychoactive substances that can have repercussions on your mental well being. Physically, they are incredibly safe. Personally, they allowed me to view my life free from the ego, which let me adopt a healthier mindset. If you are using drugs (Which includes alcohol) to escape your negative feelings, you are not solving the problem.",0,1.0,1501335816.0,94,9.733411764705881,85,23.56,54.68,28.81,70.09,17.0,24.71,88.24,55.29,21.18,14.12,5.88,0.0,5.88,0.0,2.35,7.06,4.71,8.24,12.94,2.35,4.71,2.35,16.47,5.88,2.35,2.35,0.0,1.18,7.06,4.71,2.35,1.18,0.0,0.0,8.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,8.24,5.88,3.53,3.53,0.0,4.71,2.35,1.18,0.0,1.18,7.06,0.0,7.06,0.0,1.18,9.41,0.0,3.53,3.53,0.0,3.53,1.18,12.94,0.0,2.35,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,2.35,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,16.47,5.88,8.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.35,0.0,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77851,1.44722,1.84728,0.99,12,8.392941176470586,0.215
38903,anxiety,6qb0ud,"(75, 80)","If it is negative, don't reject the thought. Follow the thought as far as your mind wants to, and move on when you notice another thought arise. Again, this creates a barrier between you and your mind. * Flow: Have you ever played a game where you are completely in the moment? Maybe the ball was just thrown to you, and your body seems to react automatically.",0,1.0,1501335816.0,94,4.047810945273632,66,31.44,98.25,70.57,54.29,13.2,15.15,92.42,63.64,16.67,12.12,0.0,0.0,12.12,0.0,0.0,4.55,9.09,12.12,7.58,10.61,10.61,3.03,24.24,4.55,3.03,3.03,0.0,1.52,4.55,3.03,1.52,0.0,0.0,1.52,13.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,7.58,3.03,3.03,4.55,3.03,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.55,1.52,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,4.55,15.15,1.52,18.18,6.06,6.06,6.06,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,6.06,6.06,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,1.52,2.3333,2.75,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.69569,1.47797,1.77161,0.99,12,4.263507462686569,-0.06000000000000001
801,anxiety,6qb0ud,"[45, 50]","You have mental noise: These are thoughts that arise spontaneously and we have no control over. For some people these are very negative. Behind this mental noise we have the observer however, this is you. When you are engaged in a activity that creates flow, your mental noise is reduced, and the observer has complete control. Engaging in mediation allows us to get in contact with this observer, separating us from our mental noise.",0,1.0,1501335816.0,94,8.310675675675675,74,25.48,99.0,15.32,91.56,14.8,24.32,89.19,59.46,21.62,12.16,0.0,6.76,5.41,0.0,0.0,9.46,4.05,12.16,12.16,4.05,5.41,2.7,14.86,5.41,0.0,1.35,0.0,1.35,4.05,4.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.57,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,12.16,1.35,5.41,0.0,1.35,1.35,2.7,5.41,0.0,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.86,6.76,1.35,5.41,1.35,0.0,0.0,14.86,0.0,10.81,1.35,8.11,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.51,6.76,5.41,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.5556,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.81654,1.47761,1.78547,0.99,12,8.041459459459464,-0.01
24942,anxiety,9vhgbm,"(0, 5)",Not sure the best way to describe it but for the last week and a half I have had to be social and around people every day except for a couple of hours each evening and it is KILLING ME. I’m on edge constantly because I need a break to just start over. And now I’m on the way to a 3 day work seminar in another country and I feel like there is zero mental energy left. I get back and then have work on Monday again. Anyone else feel like they need a day or two alone to “recharge” their (mental) energy?,1,0.8,1541738150.0,936,4.7325786163522,104,69.24,22.08,99.0,62.24,20.8,8.65,98.08,58.65,12.5,8.65,6.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,3.85,7.69,16.35,7.69,6.73,9.62,0.96,15.38,3.85,2.88,0.0,3.85,3.85,5.77,3.85,1.92,0.0,0.96,0.96,4.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,1.92,0.96,1.92,1.92,1.92,4.81,2.88,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.77,0.96,2.88,1.92,1.92,0.0,1.92,16.35,0.96,25.0,0.0,11.54,13.46,2.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.58,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.0,0.0,1.92,1.92,1.92,0.0,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72981,1.56,1.83439,0.99,89,5.6603773584905674,0.04166666666666667
32340,domesticviolence,75lf1x,"(10, 15)","I had poked fun at him for looking at /r/hentai or whatever a week or so ago, and I know I was pushing it too far, but I just thought it was amusing. I didn't think any less of him, and I told him that. I can understand him being embarrassed though. Anyway, last night I had been joking about looking at his browser history after seeing a recently viewed tab for porn. I figured it wasn't a big deal, since we both know each other's kinks and don't hide anything from each other (there's nothing worth hiding on either end).",0,1.0,1507681666.0,4,5.578348909657322,102,11.58,11.97,98.61,62.94,20.4,13.73,93.14,57.84,21.57,14.71,8.82,0.98,0.0,4.9,0.0,6.86,2.94,10.78,10.78,6.86,7.84,3.92,20.59,6.86,3.92,0.98,0.0,5.88,3.92,2.94,0.98,0.98,0.0,0.0,7.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.9,17.65,5.88,0.98,0.0,3.92,0.98,7.84,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.0,3.92,0.98,0.0,0.98,0.0,1.96,9.8,6.86,0.0,16.67,0.98,6.86,8.82,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.98,18.63,4.9,4.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.9,1.96,1.96,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.62476,1.42955,1.81819,0.83,5,6.252850467289722,0.08833333333333333
48561,relationships,7ruw1l,"(10, 15)","I did a few times but it always just blew up in us breaking up and then me being miserable for awhile. I just don't know if I should bother anymore and commit to the fact that I'm alone and will probably be for the rest of my life. Both my brothers are married, most of my family members have partners apart from me so I sort of feel like the odd one out there. I'm sort of just unsure of what to do next.   ---",1,0.6,1516500158.0,5,4.283181818181816,85,31.98,17.33,91.95,1.0,21.25,9.41,96.47,67.06,18.82,14.12,12.94,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.71,4.71,17.65,12.94,8.24,8.24,1.18,15.29,4.71,2.35,1.18,1.18,3.53,4.71,0.0,4.71,2.35,1.18,2.35,7.06,3.53,1.18,0.0,1.18,17.65,2.35,0.0,3.53,7.06,3.53,3.53,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,10.59,7.06,0.0,2.35,0.0,1.18,1.18,11.76,2.35,14.12,0.0,7.06,7.06,0.0,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.94,4.71,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.53,0.0,3.53,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72091,1.46076,1.85689,1.0,14,5.353545454545454,-0.10277777777777776
61,relationships,7p30ks,"[10, 15]","I've been texting Rebecca on and off for the last week, always about my breakup. Bill went through Rebecca's phone last night and saw she was texting me. He lost his mind. He won't speak to her, and said I betrayed him. I tried to explain that he is my best friend and even if I liked Rebecca I would never try anything, ever.",1,0.6,1515456416.0,1,3.1961194029850724,64,7.54,73.4,26.25,55.21,12.8,17.19,92.19,59.38,26.56,23.44,12.5,0.0,0.0,10.94,0.0,3.12,1.56,10.94,9.38,6.25,7.81,3.12,26.56,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.69,3.12,1.56,0.0,0.0,1.56,23.44,0.0,1.56,3.12,7.81,12.5,1.56,0.0,3.12,4.69,4.69,1.56,6.25,1.56,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,6.25,6.25,1.56,1.56,0.0,10.94,9.38,1.56,15.62,1.56,3.12,10.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.19,7.81,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.69,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.6364,3.0,1.1429,1.125,1.0,1.68664,1.57143,1.88558,1.0,5,3.9016716417910473,0.4
24225,stress,8ygp52,"(45, 50)","Should I stick around and save up my money? I mean college A and C are pretty good choices right? A is almost free and I could make the best of it, and C I could always figure things out my freshman year and then commute, and we could still see each other. Do you think we see each other too much? Should I limit my time with him?",0,0.6,1531454013.0,1,1.7265217391304333,69,9.17,33.19,80.16,99.0,13.8,5.8,95.65,60.87,23.19,17.39,11.59,2.9,1.45,1.45,0.0,5.8,4.35,7.25,11.59,5.8,10.14,0.0,20.29,4.35,1.45,0.0,0.0,4.35,7.25,7.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,21.74,5.8,1.45,7.25,2.9,1.45,2.9,2.9,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.14,2.9,2.9,4.35,2.9,0.0,0.0,13.04,1.45,14.49,1.45,5.8,7.25,4.35,0.0,0.0,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.14,1.45,2.9,0.0,0.0,5.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.625,3.0,1.25,1.1818,1.0,1.74606,1.50968,1.99308,1.0,9,2.747173913043479,0.25257936507936507
1462,assistance,9pf8ga,"[10, 15]","We are down to less than $100 for another week and 4 days. Her weight watchers is due, and she is sad we may have to cancel. I am already doing what I can, and anything seemingly extra goes towards our 3 kids which we love dearly. I started a gofundme. I am looking for $100 so I can give her money towards weight watchers.",0,0.0,1539912040.0,0,2.9852238805970153,65,14.38,89.07,43.37,54.74,13.0,16.92,87.69,61.54,24.62,18.46,7.69,6.15,0.0,4.62,0.0,6.15,1.54,12.31,15.38,3.08,6.15,0.0,18.46,6.15,3.08,3.08,6.15,4.62,4.62,3.08,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,15.38,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,6.15,1.54,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,1.54,4.62,1.54,0.0,3.08,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,10.77,9.23,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,3.08,15.38,1.54,13.85,1.54,4.62,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.85,7.69,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69925,1.53818,1.94114,0.32,6,4.6061492537313455,-0.07453703703703703
1234,relationships,7omiu8,"[35, 40]","His reason was that he would rather save money and stay home where he can smoke than pay for any expensive experiences. I managed to convince him to go on holiday with me for a week but he's always thrown it back in my face that he would rather have gone home (he's Spanish), saved the money, got a new tattoo etc. Now. I love to paint but I have in my life had a complete lack of motivation or energy. I started doing an evening course which I loved.",0,0.8,1515278127.0,9,3.213493788819875,90,38.89,28.91,58.07,94.19,18.0,11.11,94.44,57.78,21.11,16.67,8.89,0.0,0.0,7.78,0.0,4.44,5.56,12.22,11.11,5.56,4.44,0.0,20.0,2.22,1.11,2.22,0.0,1.11,4.44,4.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.78,16.67,3.33,2.22,5.56,2.22,2.22,6.67,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,1.11,1.11,0.0,1.11,6.67,2.22,1.11,1.11,1.11,1.11,7.78,11.11,0.0,16.67,4.44,6.67,7.78,4.44,1.11,2.22,4.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.22,5.56,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,2.22,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.77389,1.6241,1.97276,0.74,27,4.285714285714288,0.13376623376623376
1661,ptsd,7w62yh,"[10, 15]","My wrists start to itch. My bruises from rock climbing and martial arts remind me of other, past bruises. Nightmares. I had such a fucking nightmare last night. Nightmare on top of nightmare.",1,1.0,1518108010.0,4,3.707272727272727,33,84.89,3.48,99.0,1.0,6.6,27.27,87.88,42.42,15.15,12.12,12.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,3.03,15.15,3.03,3.03,3.03,0.0,6.06,6.06,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.15,0.0,15.15,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,3.03,0.0,0.0,3.03,9.09,6.06,3.03,3.03,0.0,6.06,0.0,6.06,3.03,0.0,0.0,6.06,3.03,0.0,21.21,3.03,6.06,12.12,0.0,6.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,15.15,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.93738,1.88276,1.75115,0.76,1,2.717333333333336,-0.06785714285714285
1224,survivorsofabuse,99747t,"[10, 15]","But the life at dads was always kind of not ok? He drank and was angry a lot. His moods would change quickly and at times it was hard to figure out why he was angry. He yelled and throw things and sometimes shoved me around too, but me he never got that physical with like he did with my oldest brother. My dad also cried a lot and forced me to listen to him talk about his sad childhoos and then had me comfort him.",1,0.8,1534886150.0,2,3.5360852713178303,85,16.53,63.81,22.52,1.0,17.0,8.24,98.82,62.35,21.18,17.65,7.06,0.0,0.0,10.59,0.0,3.53,3.53,12.94,8.24,7.06,11.76,2.35,16.47,7.06,2.35,1.18,0.0,2.35,9.41,2.35,5.88,0.0,3.53,2.35,16.47,3.53,0.0,0.0,14.12,16.47,1.18,3.53,1.18,4.71,2.35,3.53,3.53,0.0,2.35,1.18,3.53,0.0,2.35,0.0,1.18,3.53,1.18,0.0,1.18,1.18,0.0,12.94,3.53,1.18,16.47,4.71,4.71,8.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,7.06,4.71,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.2727,1.0,1.76646,1.62532,1.81792,0.67,2,3.8581395348837226,-0.1564814814814815
45743,ptsd,9m7nz1,"(3, 8)","The server encourages happiness and improving yourself. Glamorizing mental illnesses and encouraging people to harm themselves is prohibited. If you are studying something related to mental illnesses or well-being, or if you have a job related to one of those things, you can have a role that shows you are a professional and willing to talk to people in case they have questions or need advice. &#x200B; Invite link: <url>",0,1.0,1538938549.0,4,12.93173515981735,71,40.28,98.73,5.25,99.0,17.75,23.94,91.55,54.93,15.49,9.86,0.0,0.0,7.04,0.0,2.82,5.63,5.63,9.86,11.27,1.41,11.27,0.0,11.27,4.23,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,11.27,8.45,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.49,5.63,0.0,4.23,9.86,0.0,7.04,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,2.82,0.0,2.82,0.0,0.0,5.63,2.82,1.41,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,12.68,0.0,2.82,0.0,2.82,0.0,4.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,16.9,4.23,2.82,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.63,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.2,1.1818,1.0,1.79373,1.52963,1.94047,1.0,0,12.165753424657535,0.12142857142857143
1223,homeless,8rmj3w,"[0, 5]","So, I've been homeless since about the first, but I was expecting this. What I wasn't expecting was the changes I've made in my life since becoming homeless. Thankfully I have a job, so I do have money. But I hate everywhere that's affordable to eat! I've been a big junk food/fast food fan for years, so I'm a bit overweight, but lately, I just don't seem to care for meat as much, and fast food is just so.. gross right now.",0,1.0,1529185555.0,2,3.34,83,4.29,2.03,98.25,25.77,13.83,12.05,97.59,62.65,16.87,13.25,13.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.61,6.02,10.84,19.28,12.05,10.84,2.41,25.3,6.02,1.2,1.2,1.2,2.41,4.82,2.41,2.41,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.66,2.41,4.82,2.41,1.2,1.2,4.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.43,0.0,2.41,0.0,7.23,4.82,0.0,1.2,3.61,0.0,0.0,7.23,18.07,2.41,15.66,3.61,4.82,9.64,1.2,0.0,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.51,7.23,8.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,8.43,0.0,1.2,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.2,1.1429,1.0,1.67694,1.50541,1.9457,1.0,11,4.288888888888891,0.009523809523809514
5248,relationships,7rt3yh,"(55, 60)","I've had other things happening - lack of direction in life, nervousness about getting a job, feeling lonely by neglecting friends to do work and internships. I don't know if I don't love him anymore. I don't know if I can get past my resentment. I don't know. **Tl'dr: I feel numb to my boyfriend after a series of arguments/events that have left me not feeling loved or like a priority to my boyfriend.",1,1.0,1516482283.0,2,3.2317179023508125,75,26.4,3.11,98.01,1.0,15.0,20.0,93.33,56.0,21.33,16.0,14.67,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,5.33,4.0,13.33,12.0,1.33,5.33,6.67,25.33,1.33,2.67,0.0,0.0,1.33,9.33,2.67,6.67,1.33,2.67,2.67,9.33,0.0,4.0,0.0,4.0,16.0,8.0,0.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,6.67,4.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,12.0,6.67,1.33,0.0,2.67,1.33,4.0,20.0,0.0,9.33,0.0,4.0,5.33,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.0,6.67,2.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,8.0,0.0,4.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.77088,1.54375,1.94316,0.76,2,4.49497287522604,0.017857142857142856
751,relationships,7rt3yh,"[60, 65]",I don't feel like he's in love with me and I question my feelings for him. I don't know if I'm being clingy or he was being cruel and I'm overreacting. I don't know if my numbness is caused by other stress in my life. What do I do. **,1,1.0,1516482283.0,2,-2.6635909090909067,49,1.0,1.0,98.84,1.0,12.25,8.16,95.92,73.47,32.65,28.57,22.45,0.0,0.0,6.12,0.0,4.08,0.0,12.24,24.49,0.0,10.2,6.12,30.61,2.04,2.04,2.04,0.0,0.0,8.16,2.04,6.12,2.04,2.04,0.0,10.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.12,20.41,10.2,2.04,4.08,8.16,0.0,8.16,4.08,0.0,0.0,4.08,6.12,0.0,4.08,0.0,0.0,2.04,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,24.49,0.0,4.08,0.0,4.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.49,8.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.24,0.0,4.08,3.0,2.6364,2.6,1.1429,1.1818,1.0,1.76005,1.46087,1.93831,0.76,2,1.036704545454544,-0.20833333333333334
25778,anxiety,87dnky,"(5, 10)","But I just can’t do what I need to do because I am terrified that I am doing the “wrong” thing, regardless of what decision I make. But the current situation (doing nothing) is extremely detrimental as well. I feel like a total loser and I am deeply ashamed of this anxiety, though I know that it is nothing to be ashamed of. I’m confident in so many areas of my life, but anxiety targets me and I become immovable. This is one of those times.",1,1.0,1522106096.0,9,5.888863636363638,86,4.56,1.0,87.51,1.0,17.2,19.77,95.35,69.77,24.42,13.95,13.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.47,3.49,11.63,15.12,5.81,10.47,3.49,19.77,3.49,2.33,2.33,1.16,2.33,10.47,2.33,8.14,5.81,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.93,4.65,2.33,2.33,0.0,5.81,5.81,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,1.16,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,5.81,0.0,2.33,4.65,1.16,1.16,0.0,19.77,0.0,5.81,0.0,3.49,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,16.28,5.81,3.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,2.33,2.33,0.0,2.8333,2.8,2.6,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73457,1.31688,1.86562,0.92,3,7.364909090909091,0.05357142857142857
29555,ptsd,7a6o31,"(20, 25)",They weep after every session with me and all I can do is give them the thousand yard stare. I don't even know how to feel yet my girlfriend says I'm selfless to a fault how I can be I don't know she always says she wishes she could have rescued kid me from my mother and has been the saint of a women that is still by my side and still wants to marry me. How and why I don't know I feel worthless ans like I have nothing to offer up other than my love and the constant promise I'll never leave her. I have lashed out so many times at her for things not even done by her and I die inside a little more everytime I do. I know she knows why it happens and understands the brain chimstry behind my psych issues as she is a sociology and psychology major/minor.,1,0.5,1509571113.0,2,3.3532128740824376,156,10.81,26.07,71.23,16.59,31.2,9.62,94.87,65.38,22.44,19.87,13.46,0.0,0.0,5.13,1.28,2.56,5.13,12.18,12.82,7.69,8.33,3.85,23.08,3.21,3.21,3.21,0.64,2.56,3.21,1.28,1.92,0.0,0.0,1.28,12.82,1.28,0.64,6.41,0.0,16.67,5.13,3.21,1.92,0.0,4.49,1.92,3.21,0.64,1.28,1.28,1.28,0.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,1.92,0.0,2.56,0.0,0.64,1.28,19.87,1.92,10.9,0.64,4.49,5.77,1.92,0.64,0.64,0.0,0.64,0.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.05,3.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.21,0.0,0.64,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.67474,1.53188,1.91355,0.67,2,4.6299830604178425,0.020833333333333322
12230,domesticviolence,7rz7b4,"(39, 44)","Regarding my abuser, I still feel my heart ache with compassion, and the understanding that no human being is born a monster; it is an environment poisoned with violence they grew up in that guides them into life as an abuser. I have prayed every single day for John Doe and his foster family, in the hopes that he can overcome his inner demons and lead a life of peace. But if and when he finds a new woman to victimize and rob her of dignity, worth, and benevolence, I feel proud that I have taken steps to ensure that even if she is too afraid to step forward, I have taken that first step in her honor. I feel proud to have set the precedent to lead him on a path for growth and healing if he chooses. I feel proud to have broken that silence.",0,0.8,1516557412.0,28,12.11,147,56.05,52.72,46.05,64.46,29.4,10.88,93.88,56.46,19.05,13.61,6.12,0.0,0.0,6.12,1.36,5.44,6.12,13.61,6.8,2.72,8.84,0.68,14.97,3.4,0.68,0.68,1.36,1.36,11.56,6.8,4.76,0.68,2.04,0.0,10.2,0.68,0.0,2.72,4.08,10.2,4.76,1.36,2.72,2.72,0.68,2.72,4.08,0.0,0.68,3.4,4.08,0.68,3.4,0.0,0.0,9.52,1.36,5.44,3.4,1.36,0.0,2.72,10.2,0.68,15.65,5.44,6.12,5.44,1.36,0.68,0.68,0.68,1.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.84,3.4,4.76,0.0,0.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.76146,1.59339,1.98601,0.93,7,11.12770068027211,0.18317591499409683
30603,domesticviolence,7rz7b4,"(15, 20)","His consequences will never reflect or equate to the suffering I have endured and the life-long trauma that will impede on the rest of my life. Because on March 21st and 22nd in 2017, my humanity was shaken and distorted in ways that I still struggle to resolve. It exists in the shadows of nightmares I still have of his face, his screams, his weapons, his murder threats, suicide threats, and fists. It is perpetuated by the adrenaline and primal fear I have when I see vehicles that look like his. It is in my mind when I have to loop around my neighborhood before going home, out of fear that I will see him, because he ONLY lives 5 minutes from me.",1,1.0,1516557412.0,28,8.54099462365592,124,37.39,37.35,55.12,1.0,24.8,17.74,84.68,60.48,21.77,16.13,9.68,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,5.65,4.03,15.32,8.06,5.65,8.06,0.81,12.9,0.81,1.61,1.61,1.61,0.0,10.48,0.81,9.68,4.84,3.23,0.81,8.06,0.0,0.81,0.0,6.45,5.65,1.61,2.42,0.0,0.81,0.81,0.81,3.23,2.42,0.81,0.0,3.23,0.81,2.42,0.0,0.0,4.84,0.81,0.81,2.42,0.0,2.42,0.81,8.06,3.23,16.13,1.61,8.06,6.45,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.29,4.03,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73848,1.64571,1.82976,0.93,7,7.981290322580644,0.0
42340,relationships,7sazi6,"(0, 5)","I'll try to keep this short. I've never been able to feel empathy towards other people, I'm not a sociopath or anything (as far as I know), I know when I should feel bad for/with somebody but I can't make myself care as much as I want to. _ Anyways, my mothers best friend of 45 years just killed himself and she's pretty torn up about it. I gave her a hug and what not but I have no idea what else I'm supposed to do.",0,0.8,1516672473.0,8,2.7216666666666676,86,6.37,2.45,97.26,69.6,21.5,10.47,96.51,65.12,26.74,18.6,15.12,0.0,0.0,3.49,0.0,8.14,2.33,16.28,10.47,5.81,11.63,5.81,23.26,8.14,5.81,3.49,1.16,1.16,6.98,4.65,2.33,0.0,1.16,0.0,10.47,1.16,1.16,3.49,1.16,25.58,5.81,1.16,2.33,6.98,1.16,9.3,2.33,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.3,3.49,3.49,2.33,1.16,1.16,3.49,18.6,1.16,8.14,0.0,4.65,3.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,19.77,4.65,3.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.98,2.33,2.33,2.8462,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.2222,1.0,1.71069,1.42278,1.89592,0.9,10,4.113913043478263,0.1138888888888889
247,anxiety,7hciih,"[0, 5]","Sorry for the essay, poor grammar and punctuation. Thursday night. I asked a friend what they were up to tonight by text and instantly got a phone call after. Now usually I’d  ignore their called calls due to the worry of having an awkward phone conversation. This time I answer and we agree for them to come over.",0,0.0,1512336419.0,2,4.427627118644068,58,88.83,97.09,86.38,1.0,11.6,13.79,93.1,53.45,15.52,12.07,5.17,1.72,0.0,0.0,5.17,3.45,8.62,17.24,5.17,3.45,5.17,0.0,15.52,5.17,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,10.34,1.72,8.62,3.45,0.0,1.72,22.41,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,3.45,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.07,5.17,0.0,5.17,1.72,0.0,6.9,6.9,1.72,20.69,1.72,3.45,15.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,12.07,8.62,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.4286,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.74177,1.632,1.78546,1.0,3,4.812000000000001,-0.3125
1121,anxiety,9ohoj8,"[0, 5]","It started with a panic attack that led to hypertension. I felt my heart pounding with shortness of breath. I felt dizzy, and I thought I was having a heart attack, this was the first time I ever experienced this. I thought I was going to die. I went to the ER.",1,0.0,1539643302.0,3,1.290448717948717,52,59.0,4.19,99.0,1.0,10.4,13.46,96.15,55.77,25.0,17.31,17.31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,7.69,11.54,7.69,1.92,1.92,0.0,23.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,5.77,0.0,5.77,1.92,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.54,7.69,1.92,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,5.77,0.0,0.0,3.85,9.62,5.77,3.85,0.0,0.0,5.77,0.0,1.92,3.85,0.0,0.0,15.38,1.92,1.92,13.46,5.77,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,13.46,9.62,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.5833,2.8,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.84908,1.53023,1.93942,1.0,3,2.993846153846153,0.525
49500,relationships,7pe2io,"(10, 15)","None of the issues we discuss get addressed. 6) After a while, I get really pissed, my significant other gets angry with me over some issue, and she ends up breaking up with me. I am weary of this whole emotional drama that I have to go through to end a relationship. I almost feel like it's not even my choice to end a relationship. Is there a way to avoid this whole process?",0,0.6,1515569769.0,4,3.346,74,75.57,13.98,92.7,1.0,14.8,12.16,90.54,60.81,20.27,13.51,10.81,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,6.76,6.76,18.92,5.41,5.41,2.7,2.7,12.16,5.41,2.7,0.0,1.35,5.41,6.76,0.0,6.76,1.35,2.7,0.0,6.76,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,9.46,2.7,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,4.05,1.35,0.0,0.0,1.35,2.7,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,13.51,4.05,0.0,4.05,4.05,1.35,0.0,12.16,0.0,13.51,1.35,5.41,6.76,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.51,5.41,4.05,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,1.35,0.0,2.7143,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73322,1.55294,1.86978,1.0,5,4.703666666666667,0.049999999999999996
44234,relationships,7pe2io,"(12, 17)","I am weary of this whole emotional drama that I have to go through to end a relationship. I almost feel like it's not even my choice to end a relationship. Is there a way to avoid this whole process?   ---   **tl;dr**: My break-ups tend to be long and drawn out, with me unable to really break-up with my partner.",1,1.0,1515569769.0,4,0.8509907834101398,62,74.48,12.94,96.96,1.0,15.5,9.68,93.55,61.29,17.74,11.29,11.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,4.84,20.97,9.68,6.45,1.61,1.61,12.9,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,3.23,4.84,0.0,4.84,1.61,0.0,0.0,4.84,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,8.06,3.23,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,1.61,3.23,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,11.29,4.84,1.61,3.23,0.0,1.61,0.0,12.9,0.0,14.52,1.61,6.45,3.23,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.42,4.84,1.61,1.61,1.61,1.61,0.0,8.06,0.0,1.61,0.0,6.45,2.7143,2.5455,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.6718,1.50741,1.92535,1.0,5,2.5191244239631345,0.00833333333333334
365,relationships,7rdwbr,"[5, 10]","Like she said ""shes too much attached to her boyfriend, she knows that he fucks other girls but she cant break with him cause he will block her on fb and delete her phone number forever, he is her the best friend, soulmate"" Wtf? Run away and try to fall out of love or... or what? See what future will deliver? Im lost right now.",0,0.6,1516317320.0,6,0.9511134453781516,65,19.96,95.45,2.53,54.74,13.0,7.69,95.38,56.92,26.15,20.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,18.46,0.0,6.15,1.54,12.31,7.69,3.08,7.69,1.54,20.0,1.54,3.08,3.08,0.0,1.54,7.69,4.62,3.08,0.0,1.54,1.54,30.77,0.0,4.62,12.31,7.69,13.85,1.54,1.54,0.0,4.62,1.54,7.69,4.62,1.54,3.08,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,12.31,7.69,4.62,1.54,1.54,0.0,3.08,16.92,4.62,16.92,4.62,6.15,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,3.08,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.46,6.15,4.62,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.77669,1.74074,1.8948,0.67,12,1.560336134453781,0.19438775510204082
53,homeless,9i1o0k,"[0, 5]","Hello all, for the next two years I’ll probably be living in my truck. I am going to college for free (thanks AmeriCorps) but I can’t afford to live in a real home. So I live in my truck. Any tips for keeping it clean and keeping things orderly? It’s so much harder than I thought it would be.",1,0.6,1537639204.0,9,0.9813440860215081,59,40.89,4.53,84.61,85.2,11.8,11.86,84.75,54.24,18.64,11.86,11.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.78,3.39,15.25,10.17,5.08,6.78,1.69,20.34,8.47,3.39,0.0,1.69,5.08,3.39,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.56,1.69,0.0,1.69,3.39,1.69,5.08,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,5.08,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.56,3.39,10.17,1.69,5.08,3.39,1.69,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.64,6.78,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.08,3.39,0.0,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.3333,1.0,1.0,1.75929,1.47925,1.99221,0.91,18,2.9045161290322596,0.16742424242424242
55783,ptsd,89slho,"(5, 10)","He also tortured me in several other ways, like subduing me and pressing his knee into my temple or heatbutting me in the nose as a way to start a fight. I started taking martial arts and self defense classes and I started retaliating against him, when I was around 15. He'd also hit my mom sometimes and I'd protect her. One time while trying to avoid his chokes I cut my head so bad that blood was gushing all over the room - and when I got him off me, he came back and headbutted me in the nose and tried to choke me again, after which I threw him over the table. The whole room was covered in my blood and he was still relentless.",1,0.8,1522869607.0,6,4.89484375,126,24.5,28.91,89.63,1.0,25.2,14.29,91.27,59.52,23.81,21.43,13.49,0.0,0.0,7.94,0.0,2.38,5.56,12.7,4.76,7.14,12.7,0.0,12.7,1.59,2.38,2.38,1.59,2.38,4.76,0.0,4.76,0.79,1.59,0.0,10.32,0.79,0.0,1.59,7.14,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.79,2.38,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.79,6.35,4.76,1.59,0.0,0.0,7.94,0.0,1.59,1.59,1.59,3.17,7.94,0.79,0.0,20.63,1.59,10.32,9.52,0.79,0.79,1.59,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,3.97,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5714,3.0,1.1429,1.25,1.0,1.71082,1.78131,1.8326,1.0,5,5.584375000000001,-0.10416666666666663
1125,ptsd,89slho,"[20, 25]","My ""symptoms"": I know this probably isn't nothing compared what other people go through. I even thought this didn't affect me, I thought most people go through either the same or worse, until I was about 20 years old. But once every day, or every 2-3 days, I get intense, intrusive memories about these events. I feel extreme anger and hate, my heart rate goes sky high, sometimes even my hands start shaking.",1,0.8,1522869607.0,6,8.025526315789474,74,17.13,1.0,99.0,1.0,18.5,18.92,90.54,43.24,20.27,13.51,13.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.76,1.35,6.76,4.05,6.76,6.76,4.05,18.92,9.46,6.76,1.35,5.41,5.41,5.41,0.0,5.41,1.35,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.68,6.76,1.35,0.0,6.76,4.05,9.46,2.7,0.0,0.0,2.7,4.05,2.7,1.35,0.0,0.0,4.05,0.0,0.0,1.35,1.35,1.35,2.7,13.51,0.0,17.57,4.05,2.7,10.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.97,5.41,9.46,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,2.7,2.7,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.78756,1.5791,1.93196,1.0,5,6.880526315789478,-0.11900000000000002
1667,ptsd,89slho,"[30, 35]","Like, I don't think they happen if I distract myself with the Internet or doing some hobby that I like.  I remember feeling like this at least once a week ever since I was around 15 or so.   I used to have nightmares about either fighting for life with my brother or my dad or someone else, or about seizures happening to me or people around me every day. Now I have them maybe once a week or two. I get something that feels like an adrenaline rush when I'm bringing this up, for instance as I'm writing this, or when my brother decides to visit my mom, and sometimes it just happens randomly.",0,0.6,1522869607.0,6,9.069743589743592,114,17.96,4.8,99.0,13.81,22.8,17.54,97.37,62.28,23.68,16.67,14.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,7.02,3.51,15.79,6.14,9.65,12.28,0.88,18.42,2.63,5.26,1.75,3.51,3.51,3.51,0.88,1.75,0.0,0.88,0.0,8.77,3.51,0.0,0.88,2.63,23.68,5.26,1.75,0.88,13.16,1.75,9.65,1.75,0.0,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,3.51,1.75,0.0,0.88,0.88,0.0,2.63,11.4,0.0,17.54,2.63,3.51,11.4,0.88,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.4,4.39,4.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.1111,1.2,1.0,1.7609,1.45684,1.99749,1.0,5,8.66420512820513,-0.2833333333333333
40807,relationships,7u4fve,"(0, 5)","Throwaway, changed names, etc... My ex and i dated for about 2 years and had an incredible relationship. Traveling, great sex, got along with each others family’s, you get the point. This was also my first serious relationship. “Steph” was the kind of girl who didnt click too well with other girls, so she gravitated towards guy friends more often.",0,1.0,1517347400.0,3,4.627795698924732,59,36.24,80.15,67.53,57.83,11.8,20.34,91.53,49.15,15.25,8.47,5.08,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,6.78,5.08,10.17,6.78,10.17,6.78,1.69,15.25,6.78,1.69,1.69,3.39,3.39,5.08,3.39,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.64,0.0,3.39,5.08,1.69,10.17,0.0,1.69,0.0,3.39,0.0,5.08,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,11.86,5.08,1.69,0.0,5.08,0.0,10.17,1.69,0.0,15.25,5.08,3.39,6.78,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,27.12,11.86,10.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,1.69,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.625,3.0,1.2857,1.25,1.0,1.75567,1.50417,1.9559,0.67,3,4.998064516129034,0.37023809523809526
51868,relationships,7u4fve,"(20, 25)",I still wake up from nightmares about beating Adams head through a wall. Its the last thing i think about before i fall asleep and the first thing i think about when i wake up. I just want to stop thinking about it but nothing seems to work. I feel like I’m a prisoner to my own brain. Literally any advice or personal experience is welcome.,1,1.0,1517347400.0,3,4.32089552238806,66,64.89,8.65,99.0,25.77,13.2,15.15,95.45,57.58,19.7,13.64,13.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.06,6.06,19.7,3.03,10.61,6.06,1.52,12.12,4.55,3.03,1.52,1.52,1.52,4.55,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.15,7.58,0.0,1.52,4.55,1.52,3.03,3.03,0.0,0.0,1.52,7.58,7.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.12,1.52,3.03,6.06,0.0,1.52,0.0,12.12,0.0,15.15,1.52,4.55,9.09,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,7.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.69667,1.58596,1.93544,0.67,3,4.430029850746269,0.32999999999999996
864,relationships,7nrxo3,"[0, 5]","My girlfriend and I have been amazingly strong for the last 8 months, shortly before new years she told me that she feels very much in ""love"" with me but ""doesnt feel right"". She wanted an unknown amount of time away from the relationship saying only a couple of weeks and still wanted to keep the same ground rules as when were together (monogomous, etc..) Shes vague when i try and talk to her about it, stating she just feels like somethings wrong and that shes doing this so she can fix her self and come back to 'us' stronger I talked to her again last night and as always shes adamant this is because she loves me and wants us to work more then anything... Shes never lied to me before, not even over little things so i have no reason to doubt her intentions. Basically i said i feel like her backup and i wanted to breakup untill this 'problem' is resolved so today we split for a month",0,0.6,1514950506.0,1,7.13425505050505,171,14.86,79.35,31.62,47.39,34.2,10.53,95.32,61.99,22.81,17.54,7.02,1.75,0.0,8.77,0.0,5.26,3.51,14.04,7.6,9.36,10.53,2.34,16.37,7.02,5.26,1.17,0.58,2.34,5.85,3.51,2.34,0.58,0.58,0.0,17.54,0.0,0.58,6.43,0.0,14.04,3.51,1.75,2.92,3.51,1.17,1.75,3.51,0.0,1.17,2.34,1.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,5.26,1.75,2.34,0.0,1.75,5.26,12.87,1.17,17.54,0.58,5.85,11.7,0.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.28,4.09,2.34,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.34,2.34,1.17,0.0,3.0,2.6364,2.8,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.69564,1.52752,1.90936,0.66,2,6.451439393939392,0.05105360325948561
652,survivorsofabuse,933tk4,"[0, 5]","I was younger than 13 during my period of abuse and one thing I'm noticing now is that I can't wrap my head around consent. People tell me that I couldn't possibly consent to anything that happened, even if I asked for it. That I didn't even know what was happening to me. It doesn't feel that way to me. On paper, I get that.",0,0.0,1532955314.0,2,2.727857142857143,65,2.65,1.0,99.0,7.8,13.0,13.85,93.85,67.69,35.38,18.46,18.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.92,0.0,13.85,10.77,6.15,3.08,6.15,23.08,3.08,3.08,1.54,3.08,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,4.62,0.0,3.08,4.62,0.0,6.15,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,7.69,13.85,0.0,12.31,0.0,4.62,7.69,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.46,7.69,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.5,3.0,1.2,1.0,1.0,1.70451,1.43548,1.86423,1.0,2,4.030000000000001,0.0
12081,anxiety,9omoqn,"(15, 20)","That's why I've come to you guys. \- If the formatting is weird, it's because it's midnight and I've edited this damn thing so many times I want to cut off my own hands so I can't torture myself with editing it any more. It's probably garbled af. Yes, I did proofread it, but I can't guarantee quality because it's midnight lmao. I'm super tired.",0,0.8,1539688915.0,3,-0.006456456456458426,64,1.0,1.0,55.79,1.42,12.8,18.75,89.06,57.81,29.69,15.62,14.06,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,14.06,1.56,6.25,15.62,6.25,10.94,3.12,18.75,6.25,1.56,1.56,0.0,4.69,9.38,3.12,6.25,0.0,3.12,0.0,3.12,0.0,1.56,0.0,1.56,17.19,0.0,4.69,3.12,4.69,1.56,6.25,1.56,0.0,0.0,1.56,3.12,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,20.31,0.0,4.69,1.56,1.56,1.56,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,4.69,3.12,1.56,0.0,0.0,31.25,7.81,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,15.62,0.0,1.56,2.6667,2.2857,3.0,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.64136,1.36226,1.88118,0.81,2,2.4463963963963984,0.2333333333333334
1771,anxiety,9omoqn,"[83, 88]","&#x200B; I'm sorry if this isn't appropriate for the thread. I don't really know if it's appropriate anywhere. I guess that's the point? ""Am I normal or am I fucked up?""",1,0.0,1539688915.0,3,-1.850238095238094,31,1.0,1.0,99.0,1.0,7.75,9.68,93.55,67.74,25.81,16.13,16.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.68,6.45,6.45,22.58,6.45,9.68,6.45,32.26,12.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,6.45,0.0,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.81,3.23,0.0,6.45,16.13,0.0,16.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,29.03,0.0,9.68,0.0,9.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,45.16,6.45,0.0,0.0,3.23,6.45,0.0,0.0,6.45,16.13,0.0,6.45,2.375,2.8182,2.6,1.2,1.1818,1.0,1.63145,1.28148,1.91734,0.81,2,1.8212698412698423,0.041666666666666664
2603,survivorsofabuse,9y9zn9,"(61, 66)",Child Sexual Abuse is a huge problem which needs ending. Children never build a true sense of self and emotions if someone takes it away from them. I don't want to be seen as a victim. I just want people to know I understand them and hope this will make them happier. Thank you for reading and have a good day,0,0.8333333333333334,1542576457.0,10,3.382096774193549,61,43.04,74.41,3.16,83.88,12.2,11.48,98.36,54.1,18.03,11.48,4.92,0.0,1.64,0.0,4.92,6.56,6.56,11.48,8.2,3.28,8.2,3.28,26.23,4.92,3.28,1.64,0.0,0.0,14.75,8.2,4.92,0.0,1.64,0.0,14.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.31,4.92,1.64,9.84,4.92,3.28,1.64,3.28,1.64,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,11.48,0.0,0.0,6.56,3.28,1.64,1.64,21.31,3.28,8.2,0.0,3.28,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.2,6.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73786,1.6,1.98715,1.0,11,3.9008387096774193,0.375
471,ptsd,91pdnu,"[10, 15]","I feel like a completely different person. My best friend suddenly died in September and I thought I was finally healing from her sudden death, and now this horrible tragedy. I feel like I can’t relate to humanity anymore except for people who have also unfortunately experienced this. Everything seems so trivial and empty. I already had anger issues before this, due to traumatic brain injuries, and now I feel a paradoxical combination of extreme rage/complete emptiness, etc.",1,1.0,1532500046.0,3,9.649000000000001,79,33.2,30.63,99.0,1.0,15.8,29.11,94.94,54.43,18.99,11.39,10.13,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,7.59,2.53,12.66,3.8,10.13,7.59,1.27,12.66,10.13,6.33,1.27,0.0,0.0,13.92,2.53,11.39,1.27,2.53,3.8,10.13,0.0,1.27,1.27,0.0,15.19,7.59,0.0,0.0,1.27,3.8,3.8,5.06,0.0,0.0,3.8,3.8,2.53,2.53,0.0,0.0,5.06,1.27,3.8,1.27,1.27,0.0,5.06,10.13,0.0,16.46,0.0,3.8,12.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.92,6.33,5.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,1.27,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73751,1.55211,1.8923,0.81,0,9.677499999999998,-0.022727272727272717
25293,relationships,7rb3bo,"(10, 15)","I told him that even though I prefer living on the west coast, I am willing to try living anywhere in the country except for DC, and even then I could do another year or so there, but I couldn’t fathom the idea of spending my life, setting down roots, and starting a family there. He doesn’t seem keen on the idea of doing anything else. I guess I’m just looking for some perspective. After having this big talk we both expressed that we really, really don’t want to break up. Then I begin thinking, if I’m unwilling to move back to DC, and he’s willing to place this notion of an ideal career ahead of me, do we really love each other that much?",0,0.6,1516294822.0,54,9.934732824427478,125,25.77,21.18,95.52,70.9,25.0,12.0,94.4,63.2,20.0,13.6,8.8,2.4,0.0,2.4,0.0,6.4,4.8,15.2,9.6,9.6,8.0,2.4,20.0,3.2,0.8,0.0,0.0,4.0,4.0,2.4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.8,0.8,0.0,0.0,2.4,20.8,4.8,0.8,4.8,6.4,0.0,8.0,0.8,0.8,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,2.4,0.0,0.8,10.4,4.0,2.4,2.4,1.6,0.0,0.8,12.0,2.4,16.8,0.8,9.6,6.4,0.8,1.6,0.8,0.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.0,3.2,7.2,0.0,0.0,0.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.8,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8333,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.75757,1.43333,1.93039,0.9,66,9.85090076335878,0.18358585858585857
246,assistance,9p2sqf,"[0, 5]","Last week while my girlfriend was out of the country I noticed our puppy Luca wasn't acting himself. I took him to the emergency clinic and after some tests they told me he would require immediate surgery or we were at a high risk of losing him. The surgery was costly but necessary, however we are now having difficulty paying our bills. We have reached out to family and friends for support and are now searching for any help we can get. Thank you for taking the time to hear our story.",1,0.8,1539811406.0,7,7.672258064516129,92,43.39,98.04,33.7,11.64,18.4,17.39,94.57,57.61,18.48,18.48,4.35,7.61,1.09,4.35,1.09,0.0,5.43,13.04,10.87,3.26,7.61,1.09,19.57,3.26,1.09,0.0,0.0,2.17,5.43,2.17,3.26,1.09,0.0,1.09,21.74,1.09,2.17,0.0,4.35,9.78,1.09,0.0,1.09,3.26,1.09,4.35,2.17,1.09,1.09,0.0,3.26,0.0,3.26,0.0,0.0,19.57,11.96,1.09,2.17,3.26,3.26,7.61,10.87,0.0,14.13,0.0,5.43,8.7,3.26,1.09,1.09,3.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.61,5.43,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77259,1.60741,1.82796,0.65,0,7.524215053763442,0.04
51097,anxiety,7dxjtt,"(15, 20)","To help us transition smoothly, please place all Thanksgiving-related anxieties in this thread. Any feedback is welcome - please reply directly to the sticky comment with your thoughts. If all goes well, we hope to expand this idea to the December holiday season and beyond. Happy Thanksgiving in advance from the /r/Anxiety Mod Team! <3",0,1.0,1511056994.0,19,7.215357142857144,56,95.7,97.48,52.86,99.0,11.2,26.79,85.71,37.5,8.93,5.36,0.0,3.57,1.79,0.0,0.0,3.57,5.36,16.07,1.79,3.57,3.57,0.0,5.36,1.79,0.0,0.0,1.79,5.36,12.5,10.71,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,16.07,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.07,5.36,0.0,3.57,5.36,5.36,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.71,8.93,3.57,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,5.36,1.79,17.86,3.57,10.71,3.57,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,19.64,5.36,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73907,1.63636,2.03767,0.89,21,6.477999999999998,0.5583333333333335
28340,anxiety,7dxjtt,"(0, 5)","###Hello everyone!, We hope you've begun defrosting your turkeys in preparation for a delicious meal. As the holiday season begins to ramp up, we've decided to try a new approach to handling the influx of Thanksgiving-related posts we normally receive every year. We're excited to be launching a Thanksgiving MegaThread, a single post for users to share their turkey-day anxieties and support others. Our goal in this trial is two-fold:",0,1.0,1511056994.0,19,8.046710526315785,73,94.08,99.0,38.05,99.0,18.25,26.03,80.82,43.84,15.07,10.96,0.0,6.85,2.74,0.0,1.37,4.11,8.22,16.44,5.48,0.0,2.74,0.0,13.7,5.48,1.37,0.0,2.74,2.74,6.85,6.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.33,2.74,1.37,2.74,2.74,2.74,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.74,16.44,9.59,2.74,1.37,4.11,0.0,4.11,10.96,2.74,17.81,4.11,4.11,9.59,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.29,4.11,4.11,1.37,0.0,0.0,1.37,4.11,0.0,4.11,0.0,4.11,3.0,2.9091,3.0,1.25,1.1818,1.0,1.77843,1.65098,1.97796,0.89,21,8.503789473684215,0.31798701298701293
1278,anxiety,8xmzf7,"[0, 5]","Wondering if anyone has this same problem and if anyone has found a way of overcoming it. Regardless of who messages me (family, friends, strangers) I avoid opening the message (text message, email, social media message, calls, voicemails) and avoid replying until hours later or even the next day. I don’t know why I do this, but I feel like it takes so much of my energy to open the message and reply and it’s almost like I don’t want to have a continuous conversation with anyone. It’s very bad for trying to maintain healthy relationships. Does anyone else suffer with this from anxiety?",1,1.0,1531211281.0,2,5.154444444444444,104,34.81,68.46,32.46,1.0,20.8,19.23,95.19,54.81,18.27,6.73,6.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.54,4.81,12.5,8.65,4.81,9.62,1.92,18.27,3.85,3.85,1.92,0.0,0.96,7.69,1.92,5.77,2.88,0.0,0.96,18.27,0.96,0.96,0.0,0.0,18.27,3.85,0.96,4.81,9.62,0.0,4.81,1.92,0.0,0.96,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.35,9.62,1.92,0.0,0.96,3.85,0.96,14.42,0.0,7.69,0.0,2.88,4.81,0.0,0.96,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.23,3.85,6.73,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,3.85,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.78601,1.48315,1.91534,1.0,5,5.6974074074074075,-0.022083333333333316
5012,domesticviolence,9cfw8v,"(53, 58)",Any advice is welcome. I'll be checking in and replying to comments as much as I can but I have to be discreet so I may not be able to answer for a while. Thank you in advanced. Tldr: I was ready to move out then my car broke down and he is now fixing it. He doesn't know I'm leaving as soon as he's done and I feel terrible about it because he's actually being nice for a change and is trying to stay sober.,1,0.8,1535925313.0,5,0.03291819291819564,86,8.71,36.35,87.51,69.6,17.2,11.63,96.51,68.6,17.44,15.12,9.3,0.0,1.16,4.65,0.0,2.33,2.33,18.6,19.77,5.81,15.12,2.33,27.91,8.14,4.65,0.0,0.0,2.33,6.98,4.65,2.33,0.0,0.0,1.16,10.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.65,12.79,3.49,2.33,0.0,3.49,0.0,3.49,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.81,1.16,3.49,1.16,1.16,0.0,3.49,20.93,4.65,16.28,6.98,5.81,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.79,5.81,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.81,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.3333,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.65656,1.415,1.91051,1.0,7,2.746739926739931,0.16444444444444445
839,domesticviolence,9cfw8v,"[5, 10]","I stuck it out because I didn't have the means to leave and I had a hard time accepting it was abuse. I tried to change my behaviour, but nothing was ever good enough. It was a typical narcissistic and empath relationship. I slowly realized even if I was wrong, it didn't warrant this treatment. Cue months of gaslighting that I was suffering from ppd (this may be somewhat true, but didn't dismiss the fact that he was also abusive.)",1,0.6,1535925313.0,5,5.064377510040163,80,4.01,2.31,93.3,10.13,16.0,18.75,90.0,62.5,21.25,11.25,10.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,10.0,5.0,6.25,16.25,5.0,8.75,5.0,23.75,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,8.75,3.75,5.0,0.0,2.5,1.25,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,21.25,3.75,2.5,1.25,3.75,5.0,7.5,1.25,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,2.5,1.25,0.0,1.25,1.25,16.25,5.0,1.25,11.25,5.0,2.5,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.25,6.25,3.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.75,2.5,0.0,2.75,2.6667,3.0,1.1429,1.1111,1.0,1.69882,1.36522,1.84187,1.0,7,5.585722891566267,-0.029761904761904785
987,homeless,97o217,"[5, 10]",I don’t get paid again until 9/1/18. This is the only low cost apartment near my school. What can I do? I’m desperately in need help and it has to be paid. Very comfortable and willing to show proof of security deposit from the leasing portal.,1,1.0,1534383209.0,0,2.3081250000000004,48,37.39,20.24,23.51,25.77,9.6,14.58,91.67,56.25,14.58,8.33,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,4.17,14.58,14.58,6.25,6.25,2.08,20.83,4.17,0.0,2.08,6.25,0.0,10.42,4.17,4.17,2.08,0.0,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.42,2.08,0.0,4.17,4.17,2.08,4.17,18.75,0.0,10.42,0.0,6.25,4.17,2.08,0.0,4.17,10.42,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,4.17,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.375,1.0833,1.0,1.71427,1.51053,1.87417,0.38,11,3.641500000000004,0.045000000000000005
3879,ptsd,5rjlgj,"(1, 6)","I have reduced my drinking a ton since i started it and by the second week I could already feel a major improvement in my anxiety and mental clarity, but it may have been largely due to my reduction in alcohol. In the past three days I have felt myself beginning to spiral and today I am feeling very very dark, very disconnected. I am such a low dosage I am wondering if maybe it's just not working and what I thought was it working was actually just reducing the alcohol intake? Because now all I want to do is crawl into bed.. or drink.. fantasizing about self harm. I also feel like I'm just obsessed with feeling bad and I am doing this to myself.",1,1.0,1485996653.0,3,5.557187500000001,126,13.85,4.05,98.98,3.31,18.0,19.05,94.44,62.7,18.25,13.49,13.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,4.76,10.32,13.49,10.32,7.94,0.79,22.22,0.79,0.79,0.79,1.59,1.59,5.56,1.59,3.97,1.59,0.0,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.08,5.56,1.59,2.38,3.97,0.79,3.97,4.76,0.79,0.0,3.97,3.97,0.0,2.38,0.0,3.17,3.97,0.0,2.38,0.79,0.0,0.79,5.56,12.7,0.79,14.29,1.59,4.76,7.94,1.59,3.97,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.32,6.35,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0833,1.0,1.71093,1.48142,1.93197,0.67,5,6.967187499999998,-0.13395833333333332
1684,homeless,8s56as,"[60, 65]","I never thought I'd actually be homeless without the drugs. It's kind of like regular camping, except instead of raccoons and bears you gotta look out for tweakers, creeps, and J-cats... I plan on starting a work program soon, I've already signed up with probation, and I'm starting to be my own friend again. Laughing has helped too. Endorphins and oxytocin are getting me high as FUCK.",0,1.0,1529374028.0,28,5.74232876712329,67,32.48,5.04,97.53,25.77,13.4,28.36,85.07,55.22,13.43,11.94,10.45,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,2.99,16.42,11.94,10.45,7.46,2.99,23.88,4.48,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.99,1.49,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,2.99,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,10.45,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,1.49,5.97,2.99,1.49,1.49,0.0,2.99,0.0,1.49,1.49,0.0,11.94,1.49,2.99,5.97,1.49,0.0,2.99,14.93,4.48,14.93,0.0,5.97,8.96,2.99,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.99,1.49,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.37,10.45,7.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,5.97,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.7273,2.8,1.1667,1.2857,1.0,1.77102,1.45357,1.92824,0.97,15,5.783452054794523,0.11999999999999998
4426,relationships,7qoyg1,"(10, 15)","We talked for almost 2 hours that night and she insisted that she didn't want to end things, just wanted to slow it down for a while until she was comfortable. She told me she had just gotten out a relationship before we met, and didn't intend to have such strong feelings for me and now she is just scared. I actually ended up really liking her which has been rare for me lately, so this is something i would like to hold on to if at all salvageable. The problem is we barely text (once a week or so), and have not hung out since that party. Is this a case of 'Just not that into you' so she's just trying to be nice?",0,0.6,1516067862.0,1,6.935963541666666,125,12.22,62.56,24.19,82.9,25.0,7.2,94.4,72.8,21.6,13.6,4.0,2.4,0.8,6.4,0.0,8.0,4.0,16.8,12.0,12.0,8.8,3.2,19.2,5.6,0.8,0.8,1.6,0.8,6.4,4.8,1.6,0.8,0.0,0.0,13.6,0.0,0.0,6.4,0.0,16.0,0.8,1.6,4.0,4.8,0.8,6.4,0.8,0.0,0.0,0.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.6,4.8,0.8,2.4,0.8,0.8,8.8,8.8,0.0,16.0,0.8,5.6,10.4,0.0,0.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.8,3.2,3.2,0.0,0.0,0.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,1.6,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.64555,1.49825,1.84068,1.0,5,7.295625000000001,0.11161616161616163
1675,relationships,7qoyg1,"[5, 10]","It certainly seemed like we were both really feeling it, and ended up sleeping together after the second date (realize this is a little soon). After the first few dates we decided to host a party together around the holidays and for some reason after this her interest level dropped severely. Told me it was moving too quickly and she was scared that it was headed toward something she wasn't ready for. I backed off after this, eventually called her a few weeks later (because communication between us had severely slowed down). I attempted to end what we were doing because i could feel she wasn't interested anymore.",0,0.8,1516067862.0,1,9.188575757575755,108,39.91,84.58,97.12,60.88,21.6,20.37,96.3,60.19,22.22,12.04,3.7,3.7,0.0,4.63,0.0,10.19,5.56,13.89,10.19,4.63,4.63,1.85,20.37,8.33,5.56,0.93,1.85,3.7,7.41,4.63,2.78,0.93,0.0,0.0,14.81,0.0,0.93,4.63,0.0,13.89,5.56,2.78,0.93,2.78,0.93,2.78,1.85,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.19,7.41,0.93,1.85,0.0,0.0,12.96,2.78,1.85,25.93,3.7,9.26,14.81,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.04,4.63,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,3.7,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.1429,1.1,1.0,1.71424,1.56436,1.90502,1.0,5,9.260000000000002,0.05871362433862434
15807,relationships,7nzcyo,"(0, 5)","My (now ex) boyfriend (19M) broke up with me (20F) 4 days ago. We would have been together for 6 months this Sunday. However, the way in which he did it leaves me wondering if he left the door open or not. The reason why he broke up with me is that this coming semester, he will be working/in class for 12 hours a day and he doesn’t want to put me through that, since he won’t have enough time to give me. He then said that he didn’t think this would be the last time we spoke, and that we would somehow find our way back into each other’s lives eventually.",0,0.6,1515028160.0,2,7.5335593220338986,113,15.83,73.22,85.82,6.25,22.6,7.96,93.81,62.83,23.89,15.93,5.31,3.54,0.0,7.08,0.0,7.96,4.42,11.5,12.39,5.31,5.31,3.54,25.66,0.0,0.0,1.77,2.65,0.88,1.77,0.0,1.77,0.0,0.0,1.77,15.93,0.0,0.88,0.0,7.96,14.16,3.54,2.65,4.42,3.54,0.0,4.42,1.77,0.0,1.77,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,7.96,5.31,0.88,1.77,0.0,0.0,7.96,11.5,4.42,25.66,2.65,10.62,13.27,2.65,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.7,4.42,3.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.54,5.31,0.88,2.5556,2.5,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.69116,1.62474,1.9056,1.0,16,7.214000000000002,-0.020833333333333332
41401,assistance,8akunf,"(5, 10)","I can't ask my family because they don't have the kind of money to help me. If anyone can help me even just a little bit, I would be ridiculously grateful. I just can't even express what this has done to us. Yes, the bills are paid, but now we're so anxious that we barely leave the house due to panic attacks. I've done things like ubereats but $15 here and there isn't even making a dent in what I need.",1,1.0,1523133055.0,0,4.336704545454545,80,2.21,26.6,43.37,1.0,16.0,10.0,96.25,68.75,22.5,15.0,10.0,3.75,0.0,0.0,1.25,7.5,6.25,6.25,13.75,12.5,7.5,5.0,20.0,1.25,1.25,2.5,1.25,1.25,6.25,1.25,5.0,2.5,2.5,0.0,12.5,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.25,0.0,2.5,3.75,5.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,8.75,7.5,0.0,3.75,0.0,0.0,3.75,18.75,0.0,6.25,1.25,2.5,2.5,0.0,2.5,2.5,3.75,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,18.75,6.25,3.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,1.25,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71866,1.51944,1.8645,0.41,7,5.085363636363638,-0.04097222222222222
1800,relationships,7qhnq0,"[50, 55]","I’d appreciate any and all tips or suggestions about how I can best support her. My heart hurts knowing we won’t be dating anyone soon, but I love her so much I want to give her time and space to heal. In the meantime, I’ll work on being the best version of myself. TL:DR My girlfriend and I broke up due to a job that puts us 5 hours away.",0,0.0,1515994858.0,0,1.5399099099099125,71,22.7,50.0,95.18,98.42,17.75,9.86,95.77,56.34,22.54,19.72,12.68,2.82,0.0,4.23,0.0,2.82,4.23,12.68,8.45,5.63,9.86,1.41,16.9,2.82,2.82,1.41,1.41,4.23,11.27,8.45,2.82,0.0,0.0,2.82,15.49,0.0,1.41,4.23,0.0,14.08,2.82,1.41,1.41,4.23,1.41,4.23,1.41,0.0,0.0,1.41,5.63,1.41,2.82,0.0,0.0,14.08,7.04,4.23,5.63,2.82,0.0,1.41,11.27,4.23,16.9,1.41,7.04,8.45,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.08,5.63,2.82,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.23,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,2.8,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.74811,1.58983,1.99987,0.5,1,3.252432432432432,0.515
4114,domesticviolence,8en2cs,"(5, 10)","When I ask him why he’s done this he says “Shut the fuck up.” He also “talks down” to me in bed, calling me slut, pig, and stupid. I am NOT into this and I never told him I was. When I am giving him fellatio he pushes my head down even when I am resisting and I choke. He has also pulled my hair, hit me and punched me.",1,0.8,1524597095.0,8,-1.2703873239436625,70,1.0,28.39,78.4,1.91,14.0,5.71,94.29,70.0,32.86,30.0,18.57,0.0,0.0,11.43,0.0,2.86,1.43,8.57,10.0,11.43,12.86,2.86,24.29,2.86,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,5.71,1.43,4.29,0.0,2.86,0.0,20.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.43,4.29,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,5.71,1.43,1.43,2.86,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,4.29,12.86,0.0,17.14,2.86,8.57,5.71,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,7.14,5.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,1.43,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.72077,1.61724,1.9091,0.91,15,1.4994190140845092,-0.3777777777777778
1551,relationships,7qqtjw,"[30, 35]","I texted him good morning. Then begun the message about how I would love to, but I can't because marriage is something I want now. Before I got the chance to send that text, he sent another one. He had come to the conclusion that he wanted to marry me. Genuinely.",0,1.0,1516089327.0,0,2.428846153846152,51,21.86,65.27,53.79,90.49,10.2,15.69,98.04,62.75,27.45,19.61,11.76,0.0,0.0,7.84,0.0,7.84,5.88,11.76,5.88,5.88,7.84,1.96,19.61,1.96,1.96,1.96,1.96,1.96,3.92,3.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.57,3.92,0.0,0.0,7.84,21.57,3.92,3.92,5.88,3.92,0.0,3.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.73,9.8,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,9.8,11.76,1.96,15.69,5.88,0.0,9.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.69,9.8,3.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,2.6,1.25,1.0,1.0,1.72884,1.50638,1.98024,0.31,34,3.669846153846155,0.5333333333333333
10126,anxiety,85if2v,"(0, 5)","i know this is a common problem that many people have but i dont know what to do. i dont sleep at all on sunday nights and it fucks up my whole week. im scared of the sadness i will feel as soon as i wake up, im scared of having to repeat the same day over and over until friday, im scared of waking up in a panic attack, im scared of having a long complex dream and then waking up not remembering it or not liking it. the stupidest things freak me out and im so sad and tired. i brought this up to my therapist towards the end of my session but she didnt really have an answer, and i didnt bring it up the next week.",1,1.0,1521454852.0,1,4.729434737923945,130,38.42,1.07,99.0,1.0,26.0,6.92,98.46,65.38,20.0,13.08,12.31,0.0,0.0,0.77,0.0,6.92,6.92,18.46,12.31,2.31,10.77,4.62,18.46,10.0,3.08,0.77,0.0,2.31,10.0,0.77,9.23,3.85,2.31,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.77,0.0,12.31,4.62,0.0,0.77,0.77,0.77,6.15,0.77,0.0,0.0,0.77,3.85,1.54,1.54,0.77,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,6.92,0.0,0.77,3.08,12.31,2.31,22.31,1.54,10.77,9.23,0.77,0.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.92,3.85,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72443,1.58505,1.82925,0.67,1,6.331264131551901,-0.06499999999999999
1184,assistance,7ikavz,"[40, 45]","Please, I'm NOT looking for any handouts. That's the last thing in the world I need. I WANT to pay back every penny that's loaned to me. I just feel like this is too big of a loan to ask on /r/borrow, and I'm stuck in such a rut. I've found a few nice cars around here that I feel would fit the bill in the $2500 price range, and then tax, tag and title, and maybe a couple months of insurance payment.",0,0.0,1512789702.0,0,3.7409999999999997,84,64.03,14.19,80.64,70.57,16.8,4.76,91.67,55.95,15.48,9.52,9.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.95,9.52,14.29,8.33,8.33,5.95,1.19,17.86,3.57,1.19,0.0,1.19,4.76,2.38,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.9,3.57,0.0,3.57,2.38,1.19,1.19,3.57,1.19,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,2.38,13.1,1.19,15.48,0.0,11.9,4.76,3.57,0.0,0.0,11.9,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.43,5.95,5.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.95,0.0,3.57,2.7143,2.4167,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.66892,1.6058,1.86174,0.44,2,4.54111111111111,0.1142857142857143
21808,anxiety,7mzr4x,"(0, 5)","Okay this is driving totally insane and I can't function normally because of it, I have had intrusive thoughts basically for as long as I can remember, though now they are pushing me closer and closer to insanity. I am only focusing on one disturbing thought now which I really only need serious and helpful answers for. To start off, I remember it being the start off 2015 and I was sleeping over at my best friends house who we will call ""J"". Now J and I would always stay up all night when having sleepovers, and this certain night I managed to pull through to 6:30 am 30 minutes after J had fallen asleep, though when I woke up I was in his sisters bed. Now since then up until now, I just assumed that I was literally half asleep and that I was just looking for anywhere comfortable to sleep that wasn't taken in my literally half asleep state of mind (both his sisters had stayed up all night in the living room I've believed up until this moment, also something to keep in mind is that both of us were to young to be consuming alcohol and I have no memory of myself entering their room.",1,1.0,1514610817.0,2,11.148773584905662,210,24.86,25.24,99.0,52.57,42.0,18.1,91.43,60.95,18.1,12.38,9.52,0.95,0.0,0.95,0.95,5.71,0.95,17.14,10.95,8.57,9.05,1.43,19.52,7.14,2.86,1.9,3.33,1.9,3.33,2.38,0.95,0.48,0.0,0.0,5.71,0.95,0.48,0.95,0.95,11.9,3.81,0.95,1.43,1.43,2.38,2.38,0.48,0.48,0.0,0.0,3.33,2.38,0.95,0.0,0.48,7.14,2.86,0.48,3.81,0.95,0.0,8.1,10.0,0.95,23.81,3.33,11.43,10.0,0.48,0.48,1.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48,0.0,0.0,0.48,0.0,0.0,9.05,2.38,3.33,0.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,1.43,0.48,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.69058,1.49286,1.88429,1.0,1,10.719528301886793,0.010544217687074845
29364,ptsd,9vd7ns,"(0, 5)",I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that posts on here. I just found this subreddit yesterday and reading all of your guys' posts have made me feel so much less alone. Knowing that other people understand what I'm going through for some reason has helped me tremendously. Particularly a post that someone made about feeling like their trauma isnt real and like convincing yourself that it didnt happen. I have felt like I'm crazy for years because I was in such deep denial about what happened to me.,0,1.0,1541706213.0,27,8.446947368421053,91,16.63,41.32,89.63,1.1,18.2,16.48,94.51,59.34,26.37,14.29,9.89,0.0,3.3,0.0,1.1,12.09,1.1,15.38,8.79,8.79,4.4,2.2,26.37,4.4,4.4,2.2,0.0,4.4,5.49,1.1,4.4,0.0,0.0,1.1,9.89,0.0,1.1,0.0,1.1,21.98,8.79,4.4,1.1,2.2,3.3,3.3,4.4,0.0,1.1,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.99,12.09,1.1,7.69,1.1,3.3,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.79,5.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.3,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.4286,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73148,1.44471,1.9371,1.0,5,7.594736842105267,-0.003124999999999989
5725,anxiety,5tdluu,"(21, 26)","How can I be a good boyfriend in this situation? I don't think she should “give up having friends” and I think she should hold on to the ones who suffer from similar issues and understand (and some of them are also great, kind people that she should hold on to regardless). I think spending time with other people than me is good for her, but she is so afraid of ruining things for others. TL;DR: Girlfriend has anxiety attacks and cancels plans with friends, not all friends are very understanding. I know how to comfort her when she's feeling down, but how do I otherwise support and advise her in the best possible way?",0,0.6,1486811508.0,1,8.206666666666663,116,17.43,60.22,18.03,58.39,23.2,17.24,93.97,61.21,18.97,13.79,6.03,0.0,0.0,6.9,0.86,5.17,2.59,14.66,12.07,6.03,12.07,1.72,19.83,4.31,2.59,4.31,0.0,1.72,10.34,6.03,4.31,1.72,0.86,1.72,16.38,0.0,4.31,6.9,0.86,20.69,6.03,2.59,3.45,1.72,0.86,6.03,0.86,0.0,0.0,0.86,0.86,0.0,0.86,0.0,0.0,12.07,4.31,1.72,4.31,3.45,0.0,0.0,15.52,0.86,7.76,0.0,6.03,1.72,0.86,0.0,0.0,0.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.66,2.59,3.45,0.86,0.86,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,1.72,1.72,0.0,3.0,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73996,1.5156,1.89618,0.67,2,7.54662393162393,0.2835858585858586
1344,anxiety,9yac89,"[20, 25]","I stopped eating and stopped sleeping... I eventually ended up in A&E after telling my family I intended to kill my self, I'd already been self harming and pulling out my hair from the stress. I lost a stone and a half in weight in a month. I was given sleeping pills as I had not had the rest to let my brain consider recovery, and I was given lorazepam for the holidays so I could get out of the house to have Christmas with the family. I now only use lorazepam for panic attacks I have at work or situations I cannot leave when I panic , like catching a plane.",1,0.6,1542578861.0,32,6.40985250737463,112,67.14,6.47,98.92,1.0,22.4,16.96,92.86,59.82,15.18,15.18,15.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.93,16.07,9.82,5.36,7.14,1.79,25.0,3.57,2.68,0.89,0.89,0.0,6.25,0.0,6.25,2.68,1.79,0.89,4.46,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.89,1.79,0.89,0.89,0.0,2.68,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.89,5.36,2.68,0.89,0.0,2.68,8.93,1.79,2.68,1.79,0.89,1.79,10.71,8.04,0.89,16.96,1.79,6.25,8.93,0.89,2.68,2.68,0.0,0.89,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.71,6.25,2.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.89,2.75,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.77434,1.64632,1.89175,0.98,0,7.2098672566371675,0.14444444444444446
41244,ptsd,98lo07,"(14, 19)","I’m so tired of people evaluating me visually and telling me “I look fine” when 3 TBIs and complex PTSD are, by nature, invisible. I feel so alone in this, and judged because my resilience activities, running and lifting, make me appear perfectly normal. I’m desperate to overcome these issues, especially given my profession and the need to operate in crowded conditions. Army docs dismiss my problems because I look capable and am a high-achiever despite it all, even questioning whether the incident resulting in my PH “actually happened”. I need someone to believe me.",1,1.0,1534697877.0,15,8.892891156462582,96,26.8,10.58,84.47,12.09,19.2,33.33,85.42,48.96,18.75,14.58,14.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,3.12,9.38,4.17,6.25,12.5,0.0,18.75,6.25,0.0,2.08,1.04,1.04,5.21,2.08,3.12,1.04,0.0,1.04,5.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.83,5.21,4.17,3.12,3.12,3.12,3.12,4.17,3.12,0.0,1.04,2.08,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,4.17,3.12,2.08,1.04,2.08,13.54,0.0,7.29,1.04,4.17,2.08,3.12,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.79,5.21,7.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.04,4.17,2.08,0.0,0.0,2.7273,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.79111,1.58378,1.8557,0.99,5,9.322857142857146,-0.05925925925925925
45645,anxiety,6s8fij,"(25, 30)","Btw, I am only an exec.... I am afraid to have a gap in my CV, but for once in my life I want not to worry for a bit. Of course, during the next period, I will apply to jobs but I don't want to rush and take the first  offer. Anyhow, have you ever experienced something like this? What did you do to overcome it?",0,0.6,1502138440.0,2,0.3060784313725513,67,61.48,14.8,83.59,1.67,13.4,4.48,98.51,65.67,19.4,13.43,10.45,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,5.97,7.46,17.91,11.94,2.99,4.48,2.99,19.4,2.99,1.49,1.49,2.99,1.49,2.99,0.0,2.99,2.99,0.0,0.0,4.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.94,0.0,0.0,2.99,2.99,1.49,4.48,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,5.97,0.0,2.99,1.49,1.49,0.0,1.49,16.42,1.49,14.93,1.49,4.48,8.96,5.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.9,8.96,7.46,0.0,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,2.6,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.74173,1.42034,1.83794,1.0,8,3.2329411764705895,0.09000000000000001
33410,domesticviolence,8ziz81,"(5, 10)","I asked the other day if they've set a date. He laughed in my face and said 'no' as if it were the most ridiculous thing he's ever heard. He comes home late, and showers immediately. Then, he showers every morning before he leaves. He doesn't talk to my mum and I, at all, and he's cagey and secretive about everything, to the point of hostility towards my sister.",1,0.6,1531811142.0,6,2.9771689497716913,69,17.96,87.68,45.29,8.47,13.8,14.49,97.1,62.32,24.64,18.84,7.25,0.0,0.0,10.14,1.45,5.8,5.8,13.04,7.25,4.35,13.04,2.9,13.04,7.25,4.35,0.0,0.0,4.35,4.35,1.45,2.9,0.0,2.9,0.0,26.09,2.9,1.45,2.9,10.14,13.04,1.45,0.0,2.9,4.35,5.8,4.35,4.35,0.0,4.35,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.25,7.25,1.45,20.29,2.9,5.8,11.59,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.19,7.25,7.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.7,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.5,3.0,1.2857,1.125,1.0,1.66151,1.60339,1.91832,1.0,11,4.3495205479452075,0.08833333333333335
280,domesticviolence,8ziz81,"[15, 20]","I can't support their relationship on any level. To make it clear, neither does my mother. She only allows him to remain here because he'd be homeless and be forced to move hours away to a place with almost no transport and he'd take my sister with him (he did it before. It culminated in the allegations of cheating and the choking), and that's the last thing we want. Better the devil you know and your enemies close or something.",0,0.6,1531811142.0,6,3.8585714285714303,80,27.79,84.14,11.36,10.13,16.0,15.0,96.25,65.0,23.75,16.25,3.75,1.25,2.5,7.5,1.25,7.5,6.25,13.75,8.75,3.75,8.75,3.75,16.25,5.0,3.75,0.0,0.0,1.25,6.25,2.5,3.75,0.0,2.5,0.0,17.5,2.5,0.0,3.75,6.25,16.25,1.25,5.0,1.25,5.0,1.25,3.75,1.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,11.25,3.75,2.5,3.75,2.5,0.0,1.25,13.75,0.0,13.75,2.5,7.5,3.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.25,6.25,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,2.5,0.0,2.6667,2.75,3.0,1.2,1.0,1.0,1.66691,1.59155,1.81565,1.0,11,4.963809523809527,0.06
1682,relationships,7ovisa,"[5, 10]","It was two months ago and since then, we've been both trying to make some efforts to make our relationship great again (sorry for the reference, but I confess the phrase is catchy), but she's still not sure and is still often distant... Sometimes she says I love You, and sometimes she's not sure again... I don't really know what it means to not know what one feels for another. I guess it's a thing, and I try to accept that, but I don't know how to react, what to do, what to think... I was so happy with her, I just feel overwhelmingly sad and can't help ask myself what a did wrong, what I should do, where this is going.",1,0.8,1515379932.0,2,5.346378737541528,122,2.71,25.59,95.44,56.75,24.4,7.38,98.36,65.57,24.59,13.93,8.2,1.64,0.82,3.28,0.0,10.66,3.28,9.02,13.11,8.2,9.02,4.92,26.23,4.1,0.0,6.56,1.64,2.46,8.2,4.92,3.28,0.82,0.0,2.46,10.66,0.0,0.0,3.28,0.0,27.05,8.2,4.1,0.82,5.74,1.64,6.56,2.46,0.0,0.82,1.64,0.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.2,4.1,2.46,0.82,0.82,0.82,4.92,19.67,1.64,12.3,0.82,2.46,9.02,0.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.41,9.02,9.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.74,1.64,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.71737,1.32414,1.84937,1.0,4,5.683964562569216,0.020000000000000018
171,anxiety,9mulge,"[0, 5]","I've never been medically diagnosed with anxiety, and I know that I would need to see a professional to officially determine if I really had anxiety, but sometimes I relate to symptoms of anxiety I see online and wonder if I should be concerned. Some things that have led me to think I may have anxiety: I've been performing on stages for all of my life, but I still find my heart racing and knees weak every time I'm on stage. One time, I messed up a performance, and when I saw my peers the next day, I had to remove myself from the situation and go to a place where I could be alone. I don't mind public speaking though.",1,0.0,1539130631.0,1,9.60856,121,18.49,1.65,99.0,1.0,30.25,13.22,93.39,58.68,19.83,17.36,17.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.48,4.13,11.57,13.22,4.96,9.09,1.65,22.31,2.48,0.0,1.65,0.83,2.48,5.79,0.0,4.96,3.31,0.0,0.83,2.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.83,5.79,0.83,4.96,4.96,2.48,4.96,3.31,2.48,0.83,0.0,5.79,1.65,4.13,0.0,0.0,2.48,0.0,0.0,2.48,0.0,0.0,4.96,14.05,0.83,13.22,2.48,4.13,6.61,2.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.4,3.31,4.96,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.31,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.82743,1.47748,1.88921,1.0,4,10.019200000000001,-0.012499999999999992
48667,anxiety,8oerlq,"(10, 15)","I keep it together at work and hear I'm doing great, but I'm always on the edge of falling apart. I've been through tough adjustments before which always suck, but this is hitting me differently, maybe because it's high level/can't and don't want to quit. (But kinda want to win the lotto so I could quit). I want to get through this transition and get good at this job, bit I can't do survival mode much longer. Working too much but idk how to stop.",1,1.0,1528088871.0,1,5.893260869565218,86,15.2,1.0,97.26,69.6,17.2,12.79,95.35,55.81,17.44,10.47,10.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.98,2.33,12.79,11.63,4.65,11.63,4.65,24.42,5.81,2.33,2.33,0.0,3.49,5.81,3.49,1.16,0.0,1.16,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.09,0.0,2.33,4.65,2.33,2.33,10.47,2.33,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.12,1.16,6.98,2.33,5.81,1.16,1.16,20.93,0.0,16.28,1.16,10.47,4.65,3.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.49,1.16,2.33,0.0,0.0,1.16,22.09,5.81,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.14,2.33,1.16,3.0,2.6923,2.8,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.68879,1.405,1.82245,1.0,0,6.079478260869568,0.30888888888888894
25444,anxiety,7r6img,"(10, 15)",Last night one firmed and I were texting about something unrelated and B was brought up. I basically told her that I have distanced myself from B because of XYZ. She said she understands but B has been really nice lately and has been supportive of her pregnancy and has bought the baby tons of stuff... I don’t know why but I feel weird about that conversation. I even told her that I refrained from telling anyone for so long bc I don’t want anyone to view her differently.,0,0.8,1516242726.0,2,2.322737262737263,89,4.05,54.48,37.57,46.47,17.8,15.73,97.75,64.04,24.72,16.85,10.11,0.0,0.0,6.74,0.0,7.87,1.12,11.24,11.24,8.99,10.11,2.25,23.6,3.37,0.0,1.12,1.12,1.12,3.37,2.25,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.98,2.25,0.0,6.74,0.0,16.85,4.49,3.37,1.12,3.37,0.0,4.49,3.37,1.12,1.12,1.12,1.12,0.0,1.12,1.12,0.0,4.49,2.25,0.0,1.12,0.0,1.12,10.11,11.24,0.0,7.87,1.12,3.37,3.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,4.49,0.0,4.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.11,7.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.25,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.3333,3.0,1.2,1.125,1.0,1.66897,1.45753,1.90377,1.0,0,3.3264735264735315,0.03571428571428572
618,domesticviolence,7i4xtg,"[5, 10]","My sister is an alcoholic, which is something that seems to run in the family. Everytime my mother invites her over to spend the night, she has to hide all her beer and wine in a futile attempt to keep my sister from drinking it all. However, my sister always sneaks alcohol into the house anyway, and is drunk by nightfall. Then the arguments start. Usually they start over something like dinner not being done soon enough, or because my mother found the boxed wine my sister smuggled in, or because my mother simply said something that stuck in my sister's craw.",0,0.6,1512633479.0,2,9.539126213592233,102,58.07,57.77,85.89,5.16,20.4,16.67,92.16,57.84,18.63,11.76,7.84,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.98,6.86,6.86,13.73,5.88,4.9,7.84,0.98,14.71,0.0,0.98,0.98,0.0,1.96,1.96,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.98,0.0,14.71,8.82,0.0,10.78,0.0,15.69,1.96,1.96,0.0,6.86,3.92,3.92,0.98,0.0,0.98,0.0,7.84,0.0,1.96,0.0,7.84,8.82,5.88,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.98,3.92,9.8,1.96,16.67,0.98,7.84,7.84,0.0,7.84,1.96,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.98,11.76,4.9,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73712,1.75,1.9373,0.67,1,8.711961165048546,-0.2
257,homeless,9jvp2a,"[0, 5]","It has been some time since I posted, but with Fall setting in my anxiety is really getting to me. The cold frightens me, I don't think my partner can survive the weather to come. I used to love Fall, I still do in some ways, but these past couple years really puts into perspective how dangerous it can be. The dread that Winter will be here soon with such instability. But I need the rain; I need the colder temperatures, because I need to have the best mushroom season I have ever had.",1,0.8333333333333334,1538218883.0,18,5.52498245614035,94,27.85,4.46,98.44,4.35,18.8,13.83,92.55,60.64,17.02,12.77,12.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.26,6.38,10.64,13.83,8.51,5.32,1.06,21.28,4.26,2.13,1.06,0.0,3.19,6.38,2.13,4.26,3.19,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,18.09,2.13,4.26,3.19,2.13,1.06,5.32,2.13,0.0,0.0,2.13,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.45,2.13,2.13,1.06,2.13,2.13,5.32,17.02,2.13,17.02,4.26,3.19,9.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.77,5.32,5.32,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.78193,1.5,1.90853,0.92,8,6.359736842105267,0.05625000000000001
7774,ptsd,9o4kum,"(17, 22)","How...do I do that? How much/how little should I say? How can I face my class and my RAs again now that they know I'm a nutcase? TLDR: Had a meltdown in trauma class, and I'm afraid it'll happen again. How do I tell my professor and prepare for the almost inevitable hellscape that is my inability to keep my shit together?",1,1.0,1539538189.0,14,1.79825870646766,64,1.0,10.58,82.31,1.0,12.8,12.5,92.19,64.06,25.0,18.75,17.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,6.25,4.69,4.69,15.62,14.06,12.5,0.0,21.88,1.56,0.0,7.81,0.0,1.56,4.69,0.0,4.69,1.56,1.56,0.0,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.06,1.56,7.81,1.56,1.56,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,3.12,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.12,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,1.56,20.31,3.12,9.38,0.0,4.69,4.69,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.12,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.88,6.25,1.56,1.56,0.0,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.69,0.0,1.56,2.375,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.67385,1.45091,1.80308,1.0,6,3.382910447761194,-0.246875
1798,survivorsofabuse,7gbtt5,"[0, 5]",Hi everyone. For a few months now I haven't been able to get this off my mind. My abuser was my cousin who is 5-7 years older than me(24F). He is very close to my brother and father. His dad is a wonderful person and my favorite uncle.,0,0.0,1511944855.0,10,0.6202000000000005,50,20.57,57.92,79.76,63.69,10.0,8.0,92.0,58.0,24.0,18.0,14.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,6.0,4.0,10.0,12.0,4.0,4.0,2.0,14.0,10.0,4.0,2.0,4.0,2.0,6.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,22.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,6.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,4.0,12.0,0.0,12.0,0.0,4.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,4.0,0.0,2.8571,2.3333,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.63421,1.66047,1.92796,0.92,1,2.7059999999999995,0.36111111111111116
576,ptsd,9hty0a,"[5, 10]","By the fourth infusion, I was able to sleep through the night, and only got a mild feeling of anxiety when talking or thinking about it. Today, while leaving my psychologist's office, I saw someone get hit by a car. It was not pretty. He died. Right as I'm starting to move past one, another happens.",1,0.6,1537563275.0,3,3.453620689655171,56,62.42,23.75,94.05,25.77,11.2,21.43,96.43,51.79,16.07,8.93,7.14,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,7.14,7.14,14.29,5.36,5.36,8.93,1.79,26.79,1.79,1.79,1.79,3.57,1.79,3.57,1.79,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,10.71,3.57,0.0,0.0,5.36,0.0,3.57,3.57,1.79,0.0,1.79,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,0.0,1.79,0.0,3.57,0.0,10.71,8.93,0.0,17.86,5.36,1.79,10.71,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.43,8.93,8.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.72016,1.60408,1.84907,1.0,3,4.8029655172413825,0.09300595238095237
11173,anxiety,6bdo1p,"(0, 5)","Best friend knows I have anxiety and I am always asking her if she's mad at me. Well, yesterday she asked if I wanted to go to the beach next weekend, I said yes, and then today I told her I couldn't because I was supposed to watch my sister's kids. She wants to know why I don't take them with us. It's a two hour drive, and I really just don't want to go. But then she says that I always say no when she asks me to go somewhere with her.",0,0.6,1494888014.0,2,1.7220346320346351,93,3.33,50.0,60.4,25.77,18.6,8.6,100.0,62.37,27.96,24.73,13.98,1.08,0.0,8.6,1.08,2.15,2.15,9.68,8.6,6.45,10.75,4.3,26.88,2.15,1.08,2.15,1.08,0.0,4.3,2.15,2.15,1.08,1.08,0.0,21.51,1.08,1.08,9.68,0.0,17.2,2.15,2.15,6.45,4.3,2.15,4.3,4.3,1.08,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.38,3.23,1.08,1.08,2.15,0.0,7.53,20.43,3.23,17.2,4.3,2.15,10.75,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.0,1.08,1.08,0.0,16.13,5.38,4.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.72936,1.50444,1.94103,0.76,4,3.6327849927849947,0.15499999999999997
52355,survivorsofabuse,61y240,"(85, 90)","Dad is utterly distraught, he has never laid a finger on us. He's not even allowed to have at his house overnight, and all visitations are supervised. I did not stay at my dads house overnight until I was 16, and that was because my mom did something horrible, and I was foced to flee the house. &nbsp; I had struggled making friends because of my abuse at home and unruly behavior at school.",1,0.8,1490688014.0,6,10.475200000000001,74,17.13,34.24,54.14,1.0,18.5,18.92,89.19,59.46,17.57,14.86,9.46,1.35,0.0,4.05,0.0,2.7,2.7,12.16,14.86,2.7,9.46,4.05,20.27,1.35,0.0,0.0,1.35,1.35,5.41,0.0,5.41,4.05,1.35,0.0,10.81,4.05,1.35,1.35,6.76,12.16,0.0,5.41,0.0,1.35,2.7,2.7,1.35,0.0,0.0,1.35,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.11,2.7,0.0,4.05,0.0,1.35,9.46,8.11,0.0,13.51,4.05,8.11,2.7,2.7,0.0,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.86,5.41,5.41,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,1.35,2.8333,2.5,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.73347,1.60317,1.84855,0.88,8,9.578666666666667,-0.8
1460,survivorsofabuse,61y240,"[140, 145]",* I refused to fold his underwear. Just a couple smacks this time. (age 9) * I couldn't convince my dad to sign adoption papers so stepdad could adopt me. Late nights with mom ensue and I get special attention from stepdad for a week or two (age 7 or 8),0,0.0,1490688014.0,6,0.06400000000000006,49,56.05,34.14,71.95,64.46,12.25,18.37,79.59,42.86,14.29,12.24,10.2,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,2.04,4.08,10.2,4.08,4.08,8.16,2.04,6.12,4.08,0.0,0.0,8.16,2.04,2.04,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.24,8.16,0.0,2.04,8.16,12.24,4.08,0.0,4.08,4.08,0.0,4.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.16,0.0,0.0,6.12,2.04,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,12.24,0.0,0.0,12.24,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.41,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,8.16,4.08,3.0,2.5556,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74004,1.75,1.90194,0.88,8,1.7155000000000022,0.18571428571428572
2018,survivorsofabuse,61y240,"[75, 80]","Sister and I were watching the three VHS tapes we own on repeat because we literally don't have anything else. (I know, sorry for the whining. I feel very lucky that we even had a TV to share.) I should mention that this was to bully us as prior to this Dad sees me literally falling apart, starts playing video games with me more often. We get a PS2 to share and keep at his house (Jak and Daxter Bundle, so it was new and expensive) with what little money he has.",0,1.0,1490688014.0,6,4.653548387096773,92,28.96,83.61,33.7,66.89,18.4,10.87,90.22,55.43,21.74,14.13,6.52,5.43,0.0,2.17,0.0,7.61,4.35,10.87,8.7,4.35,7.61,1.09,18.48,5.43,2.17,1.09,1.09,1.09,6.52,4.35,2.17,0.0,0.0,2.17,14.13,2.17,0.0,1.09,3.26,9.78,2.17,1.09,1.09,3.26,0.0,2.17,5.43,3.26,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,9.78,0.0,1.09,2.17,0.0,5.43,11.96,0.0,10.87,1.09,4.35,5.43,0.0,4.35,1.09,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.13,5.43,3.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.09,4.35,0.0,2.8571,3.0,3.0,1.1111,1.125,1.0,1.74316,1.575,1.90444,0.88,8,5.427043010752691,0.06027462121212118
1783,homeless,7h8avw,"[3, 8]","Do you huddle up in the corner of some obscure building that's out of the way? Under a pine tree that's thick enough to prevent any outsiders knowing you're there? Those are kind of the best ideas I have... but I really don't know and I would greatly appreciate any advice. I don't want to give too many details but I live in a city of just over 100,000 people. I'm already on food and medical assistance.",1,0.0,1512283845.0,17,1.9732831325301206,77,52.91,34.83,93.03,74.18,12.83,15.58,88.31,55.84,14.29,10.39,7.79,0.0,2.6,0.0,0.0,3.9,6.49,15.58,12.99,6.49,5.19,2.6,19.48,1.3,1.3,0.0,2.6,5.19,2.6,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,5.19,0.0,2.6,6.49,0.0,3.9,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,3.9,0.0,2.6,0.0,1.3,6.49,0.0,1.3,5.19,1.3,1.3,1.3,16.88,0.0,15.58,0.0,14.29,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.48,7.79,1.3,0.0,0.0,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.79,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.74337,1.51884,1.90137,0.95,4,3.3839608433734973,0.32626262626262625
275,survivorsofabuse,5q8pe7,"[0, 5]","I'm an adult with a mental illness, went through a messy breakup with an unhealthy ex that I thought was  the one and was in a codependant relationship with, I felt like I was letting him use my body by the end of it. I have ended up  basically non functioning, isolated, living on couch eating take away once a day for the last 10 months. Started staying at my parents intermittently in November, having a rough time processing stuff with my ex. Cue four days of remembering incidents of inappropriate sexual touching from my father when I was a child. Non stop.",1,1.0,1485410670.0,5,7.571185897435896,103,95.91,46.12,96.68,5.27,20.6,20.39,90.29,50.49,13.59,10.68,9.71,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.0,2.91,10.68,17.48,6.8,1.94,1.94,0.0,17.48,2.91,0.97,0.97,3.88,0.0,1.94,0.0,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.97,8.74,1.94,0.0,0.0,1.94,3.88,2.91,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.91,0.0,0.0,2.91,5.83,0.97,2.91,0.97,0.97,6.8,2.91,0.0,1.94,0.97,0.97,8.74,3.88,0.0,20.39,1.94,6.8,12.62,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.68,4.85,4.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.2,1.1429,1.0,1.7392,1.6475,1.93031,0.79,5,7.9623076923076965,0.03749999999999999
40519,survivorsofabuse,9hbaxo,"(0, 5)",I don't necessarily want to come out and tell my story in hopes that someone bites. But I'm a survivor of psychological and physical abuse as a child... the abuser is my younger sister's dad. She is 20 and I'm 26. She isn't old enough to remember all that me and our older sister went thru. She defends him so much...,1,0.6,1537408990.0,10,1.6968181818181804,61,19.01,68.85,22.13,1.13,10.17,14.75,93.44,55.74,22.95,18.03,9.84,1.64,0.0,6.56,0.0,4.92,4.92,11.48,9.84,1.64,11.48,3.28,21.31,6.56,4.92,0.0,3.28,3.28,6.56,1.64,4.92,0.0,3.28,0.0,19.67,4.92,0.0,8.2,3.28,13.11,1.64,0.0,3.28,3.28,3.28,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,9.84,4.92,1.64,1.64,0.0,1.64,3.28,16.39,0.0,11.48,3.28,3.28,4.92,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.59,16.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.2,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.625,3.0,1.3333,1.1818,1.0,1.7027,1.62692,1.90014,1.0,7,4.075757575757578,0.058333333333333334
28894,relationships,7tnhfg,"(30, 35)",I wasn't sure when I argued with him and she said that when him and I were breaking up and I asked if he still is attracted to me (and he had said yes but now I know otherwise) that is considered as arguing. I explained that I just wanted to understand because I was so thrown. She said that it counts as arguing and there is no point to ask him that and she built on that and said some other stuff that expressed that I am wrong to feel this way. I finally told her that I am sick and tired of being told that I cannot feel betrayed/hurt. I didn't stay at ex's place for an hour because we were arguing.,1,0.8,1517176942.0,1,5.054285714285712,125,1.0,50.0,69.14,1.0,25.0,11.2,96.0,68.8,30.4,19.2,11.2,0.8,0.0,7.2,0.0,11.2,0.8,9.6,10.4,6.4,14.4,3.2,24.0,4.0,1.6,1.6,0.0,0.8,7.2,1.6,5.6,0.0,3.2,0.8,19.2,0.0,0.0,3.2,4.0,14.4,4.8,1.6,1.6,1.6,0.8,5.6,5.6,0.0,3.2,2.4,2.4,0.0,1.6,0.0,0.8,2.4,0.8,0.0,0.8,0.0,0.8,13.6,10.4,0.0,11.2,1.6,5.6,4.8,0.0,0.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8,0.0,0.0,0.8,0.0,0.0,8.8,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.4,1.6,0.8,2.6667,2.875,2.6,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72586,1.38033,1.8094,0.58,3,5.775437430786269,-0.20654761904761906
51808,assistance,63me9t,"(0, 5)","Hi guys, I'm a final year psychology student at university, and my dissertation is looking at the association between porn use and romantic relationship satisfaction, as well as sexual satisfaction. The link for my study is <url> I would be grateful to anyone that completes the study. In case after signing in, it redirects you to the main page, the name of my study is ""Pornography Use, Romantic Relationships, and Sexual Satisfaction in Homosexual Men"". Anyone interested in taking part will need to make an account for my university's online survey host site, but none of this information will be shared with me. I will only receive an ID number in case someone wants to withdraw from the questionnaire after completing it (details of how to do so can be found on the participant information sheet, which is attached to the description and introduction of the questionnaire).",0,1.0,1491407769.0,5,11.658032166508988,147,85.9,58.08,29.03,99.0,29.4,24.49,86.39,54.42,12.24,6.8,6.12,0.0,0.68,0.0,0.0,5.44,8.16,18.37,10.2,2.72,6.12,0.68,15.65,3.4,2.72,1.36,0.0,1.36,6.12,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.84,0.0,0.68,0.0,1.36,10.88,2.72,2.72,2.04,2.04,0.68,0.68,0.68,0.68,0.0,0.0,3.4,0.0,0.0,3.4,0.0,6.12,4.76,0.0,0.68,0.68,0.0,1.36,10.88,2.72,10.2,0.68,6.8,3.4,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.68,0.0,0.0,0.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.68,0.0,14.97,3.4,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.36,1.36,1.36,1.36,2.875,2.625,3.0,1.1667,1.1111,1.0,1.63613,1.58512,1.89412,0.72,2,11.734115421002844,0.1796296296296296
1678,survivorsofabuse,6nbxqk,"[15, 20]","Am I sick? The dreams got worse. My mother felating me and soaping me in the bath. I also dreamt about terrible things happening to my newborn daughter, kidnappings, terrible accidents and finally the last straw: Me inapproapriately touching her in the bath and her felating me. That is my nightmare image burned into my mind.",1,0.0,1500066741.0,8,6.290178571428569,56,37.39,18.6,74.76,1.0,11.2,25.0,85.71,53.57,25.0,21.43,17.86,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,3.57,7.14,8.93,3.57,5.36,7.14,0.0,7.14,7.14,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.93,0.0,8.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.93,3.57,0.0,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,1.79,0.0,3.57,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,1.79,1.79,5.36,0.0,10.71,0.0,5.36,5.36,0.0,7.14,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,7.14,3.57,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73809,1.83556,1.90509,0.85,3,6.688714285714287,-0.373469387755102
861,assistance,7wn11v,"[18, 23]","I have PayPal and I was requested on my previous post to start a GoFundMe so I've got that. I am also willing to pay anyone back if you want to do that. Please know that I am not some dead beat who doesn't support his kids, looking for a hand out. I've always been able to provide for my kids and I never expected this to happen. <url>",0,0.6,1518285903.0,8,0.5316602316602292,69,9.17,23.44,64.25,78.8,13.8,11.59,97.1,62.32,24.64,15.94,13.04,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,8.7,2.9,13.04,13.04,5.8,7.25,4.35,23.19,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,1.45,4.35,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,13.04,1.45,0.0,4.35,4.35,2.9,2.9,2.9,1.45,0.0,1.45,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.25,0.0,2.9,2.9,2.9,0.0,5.8,18.84,1.45,11.59,0.0,4.35,7.25,2.9,0.0,0.0,2.9,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.49,5.8,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,2.9,2.625,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.2,1.0,1.7201,1.42813,1.91988,0.63,11,3.0436679536679527,0.07222222222222222
621,ptsd,5uv96w,"[5, 10]","Spring 2102 I began to see a man that I worked with and that only made my roommate jealous and angry. I went to a pdoc (who was basically a pharmaceutical dispensary and appointments only lasted 15 minutes) who diagnosed me with ADHD, generalized anxiety disorder and caffeine dependency. My ex-roommate(who had PTSD from fighting in Iraq and BPD) became jealous that I was hanging out with and spending all my time with a man that was not him, he began to hide my prescription anxiety and sleep medication so I would have to spend more time at my apartment and with him. Late summer 2012 I was able to catch him doing a series of illegal things, had him arrested for petty theft and evicted him from the apartment. I spent a couple months more in the apartment and ultimately ended up moving in with the man I had begun to see (he and I have now been together almost 5 years).",0,0.6,1487459570.0,6,15.102378048780487,165,54.86,52.42,55.41,1.0,33.0,17.58,89.7,55.76,18.18,13.33,9.09,0.0,0.0,4.24,0.0,4.85,5.45,13.33,7.27,4.24,7.27,0.61,15.15,3.03,1.21,1.82,2.42,3.03,4.24,0.0,4.24,1.21,3.03,0.0,10.91,0.0,1.21,0.0,6.06,4.24,1.21,0.61,0.61,0.61,0.61,0.61,1.21,1.21,0.0,0.0,3.64,0.61,2.42,0.0,0.61,4.24,1.82,1.21,0.61,0.0,0.61,9.7,3.64,0.0,15.76,1.82,5.45,8.48,0.61,1.21,3.03,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,3.03,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.61,0.0,0.0,3.64,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.78328,1.57252,1.83457,1.0,1,13.966634146341466,0.009999999999999998
1423,ptsd,8adnkp,"[2, 7]","I’m a previous victim of abuse at home and since moving to university (the abuse ended way before uni) I’ve experienced very frequent nightmares both relating to and completely unrelated to my previous problems. It’s hard for me to go more than 3 nights without having at least a couple of nightmares a night, most of which relating to my trauma. Has anyone else experienced this? If so, would anyone be able to offer some advice on how to address these nightmares as they’re starting to affect my studies. Thank you in advance",1,0.6,1523053405.0,5,9.003711340206184,93,82.3,33.35,93.53,1.0,18.6,20.43,97.85,53.76,13.98,7.53,6.45,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,6.45,4.3,22.58,8.6,4.3,6.45,1.08,17.2,8.6,6.45,2.15,1.08,6.45,9.68,1.08,8.6,0.0,2.15,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.28,3.23,3.23,3.23,5.38,1.08,4.3,3.23,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.3,0.0,2.15,1.08,1.08,1.08,3.23,8.6,0.0,19.35,3.23,6.45,9.68,2.15,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.9,3.23,2.15,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.3,2.15,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68192,1.4359,1.81218,1.0,9,9.128577319587631,0.17923076923076925
53054,ptsd,9q8im1,"(20, 25)",I leave and breakdown in the kitchen because I’m still scared and freaked out. And the fact that I feel that I have to apologize for being triggered and am unable to control my reaction infuriates me. The part that confuses me is that when I was assaulted as a child I was never held down. I was frozen in fear. So why am I panicking over this seemingly innocent situation?,1,1.0,1540166525.0,8,5.264166666666664,71,10.55,6.07,95.18,1.0,14.2,21.13,95.77,67.61,22.54,15.49,15.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.04,5.63,12.68,14.08,7.04,11.27,1.41,18.31,2.82,1.41,2.82,0.0,1.41,8.45,1.41,7.04,4.23,1.41,0.0,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.08,2.82,7.04,0.0,2.82,2.82,0.0,2.82,0.0,0.0,2.82,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,9.86,0.0,1.41,8.45,0.0,0.0,5.63,11.27,0.0,12.68,1.41,7.04,4.23,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.45,5.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70677,1.54516,1.83084,0.91,6,6.251000000000001,-0.05185185185185185
794,domesticviolence,6u30n2,"[5, 10]","I feel terrible for saying this  but, He went away for month and sadly i noticed our family was a little happier and more functional with out him. Recently He's moved from beer and onto spirits, this is where the problems begin. For some reason when he drinks beer he's mellow and approachable. Now that he's drinking spirits. He is the most distingusting person to be around.",0,0.0,1502899355.0,3,4.723619047619049,67,36.38,93.21,22.25,1.67,13.4,16.42,95.52,56.72,19.4,14.93,2.99,1.49,0.0,10.45,0.0,4.48,4.48,14.93,10.45,5.97,8.96,0.0,19.4,8.96,5.97,2.99,0.0,4.48,5.97,1.49,4.48,0.0,0.0,1.49,17.91,1.49,0.0,0.0,10.45,10.45,4.48,1.49,1.49,2.99,0.0,1.49,2.99,0.0,1.49,1.49,5.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.97,4.48,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,5.97,13.43,0.0,19.4,2.99,8.96,7.46,0.0,7.46,1.49,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.93,7.46,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.48,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70876,1.54516,1.88078,1.0,4,5.48,-0.11458333333333333
177,assistance,7tzrqx,"[18, 23]","Much to and fro ensued, form filling, up front payment for surgery, hospital stay, food, meds. Peter the Poet is home now, ordered not to put any weight on his foot for 6 weeks. I'm grateful to the staff of the hospital that inserted a titanium piece to his ""clean brake"" bone. I'm happy he's alive! edited for blatant spelling error",0,1.0,1517302954.0,0,4.177968749999998,61,94.29,43.48,9.45,83.88,12.2,18.03,78.69,39.34,9.84,8.2,3.28,0.0,0.0,4.92,0.0,1.64,6.56,16.39,6.56,1.64,1.64,1.64,9.84,4.92,0.0,0.0,1.64,4.92,3.28,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.92,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,1.64,1.64,1.64,0.0,0.0,1.64,13.11,3.28,6.56,0.0,3.28,3.28,0.0,0.0,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.84,0.0,13.11,3.28,8.2,3.28,4.92,0.0,1.64,1.64,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.59,4.92,9.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,3.28,4.92,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.6979,1.73478,1.81943,0.35,2,5.073875000000001,0.19833333333333333
1589,assistance,7tzrqx,"[0, 5]","<url> Goa a go-go. Peters first time abroad and first airplane ride. Day two of our holiday, regardless of road conditions, the driving skills or lack of them, the cows wandering all over the place me and Peter the Poet both decided what we needed was an independent means of travel. So it was we took out a weeks hire on two scooters.",0,1.0,1517302954.0,0,5.731363636363639,64,92.84,78.27,82.31,25.77,16.0,14.06,82.81,42.19,10.94,7.81,1.56,4.69,0.0,0.0,1.56,3.12,10.94,10.94,3.12,1.56,6.25,0.0,15.62,0.0,0.0,1.56,6.25,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,3.12,1.56,4.69,1.56,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.06,4.69,4.69,1.56,1.56,1.56,7.81,7.81,0.0,25.0,7.81,9.38,7.81,3.12,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.62,6.25,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.12,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.78756,1.6875,1.90484,0.35,2,6.399545454545457,0.16666666666666666
35555,relationships,7oqq3c,"(20, 25)","We are in an uneasy peace right now, and i don't touch her although i am still the same caring guy but with precautions. What did i do to deserve this? and why do bad men get the good wife that sticks around and the good men always lose? I want to have my life back but i cannot see how? filling for a divorce will create a huge scandal since we are a minority as Christians and church laws prevail her, so i am also looking at a minimum of 6 years till any verdict is made.",1,1.0,1515334058.0,49,5.997,98,25.79,41.92,52.86,64.46,19.6,12.24,90.82,60.2,14.29,11.22,7.14,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,3.06,8.16,11.22,12.24,8.16,12.24,2.04,19.39,3.06,2.04,3.06,1.02,1.02,8.16,5.1,3.06,1.02,0.0,1.02,9.18,2.04,1.02,3.06,3.06,12.24,0.0,5.1,1.02,1.02,1.02,4.08,3.06,2.04,0.0,1.02,1.02,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,12.24,4.08,2.04,2.04,3.06,2.04,2.04,15.31,1.02,13.27,0.0,7.14,7.14,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.16,2.04,2.04,0.0,0.0,3.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.67611,1.4907,1.89057,0.79,37,6.488000000000003,0.1979591836734694
28697,domesticviolence,6benxu,"(0, 5)","Reddit, I need some quick advice about a situation I just encountered. Over the weekend I went home to visit my parents and within this time new neighbors moved in right next to me at my apartment complex. I come home from work and take a nap, but then wake up to a child's screaming and crying. Right after this, I hear a smack as our units have paper thin walls. I'm pretty sure I shouldn't have announced myself and just called the police, but I was so angry at the thought of what was going on next door I went over and pounded on their door.",1,0.6,1494899656.0,9,6.1913030303030325,107,67.82,28.74,99.0,13.19,21.4,11.21,94.39,54.21,16.82,14.02,12.15,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.93,2.8,6.54,15.89,5.61,3.74,9.35,0.93,16.82,7.48,1.87,0.93,0.0,0.93,4.67,1.87,2.8,0.0,0.93,0.93,8.41,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,8.41,1.87,0.0,1.87,1.87,0.93,1.87,1.87,0.0,1.87,0.0,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.35,2.8,0.93,4.67,0.93,0.0,5.61,7.48,1.87,28.04,5.61,14.95,7.48,2.8,2.8,5.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.21,4.67,3.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77921,1.62292,1.87949,1.0,3,6.041818181818183,0.032593795093795085
1169,assistance,8pu5cd,"[15, 20]","<url> To learn more about what my disabilities are like for me, you can read this post. <url> in it I talk about the loneliness. I really am scared. Posting here helped before, but I think just getting everything out helps more than anything, so thanks for taking time to read.",0,0.6,1528563586.0,61,1.9933333333333323,51,52.55,27.83,91.95,25.77,12.75,11.76,92.16,60.78,21.57,11.76,9.8,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.0,9.8,1.96,21.57,5.88,11.76,3.92,0.0,21.57,9.8,9.8,1.96,0.0,3.92,7.84,3.92,3.92,1.96,0.0,1.96,7.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.73,3.92,0.0,0.0,1.96,1.96,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,1.96,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,1.96,15.69,0.0,9.8,0.0,3.92,3.92,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.57,7.84,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.84,2.75,2.5,2.6,1.375,1.0,1.0,1.69497,1.49333,1.9506,0.87,15,2.788636363636364,0.35
1050,anxiety,71wodv,"[0, 5]","This is one if the most perplexing symptoms I get when I'm in high anxiety or panic mode. It's the only time I can think of as yawning as being stressful. I have a lot of fatigue anxiety. The more anxious I get, the more fatigued, which makes me anxious. I've almost fallen asleep after calming down and then I have a big yawn and that just restarts it.",1,0.8,1506146911.0,1,3.955833333333331,69,27.23,7.38,86.2,1.0,13.8,17.39,95.65,57.97,18.84,11.59,11.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.25,8.7,10.14,11.59,5.8,11.59,0.0,15.94,15.94,8.7,2.9,1.45,5.8,13.04,1.45,11.59,8.7,0.0,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.14,1.45,1.45,1.45,7.25,0.0,2.9,2.9,0.0,2.9,0.0,8.7,1.45,7.25,0.0,0.0,7.25,0.0,0.0,4.35,2.9,0.0,1.45,15.94,1.45,13.04,1.45,5.8,5.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.49,7.25,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.71252,1.44727,1.74594,1.0,3,5.103777777777779,0.11160493827160495
935,relationships,7p13wz,"[5, 10]","Now, I'm kind of annoyed both because this should be common sense and because now it doesn't seem like he cares how I feel. I don't want to seem needy or controlling, though. Am I overreacting? How should I bring it up again?   ---",1,0.6,1515440807.0,9,2.4432608695652185,42,1.0,2.86,98.01,3.31,10.5,14.29,97.62,66.67,21.43,14.29,11.9,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,7.14,0.0,7.14,16.67,14.29,16.67,4.76,30.95,4.76,2.38,4.76,0.0,2.38,7.14,2.38,4.76,0.0,2.38,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,35.71,9.52,11.9,7.14,9.52,0.0,4.76,4.76,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,30.95,0.0,16.67,2.38,4.76,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,28.57,4.76,4.76,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,7.14,0.0,7.14,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.7,2.4,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.62448,1.31795,1.85994,0.92,25,3.0036956521739135,-0.03333333333333335
47718,survivorsofabuse,7mfb2p,"(35, 40)","I never did, but I pretend that I did, and I'm still in contact with her. Nobody would ever guess that I endured what I did. I'm in a competitive medical sciences program and thriving. I've had a wonderful boyfriend who supports and loves me unconditionally, and he knows everything that has happened to me. His mother is great, I love her, and I have aunts that I latched on to for maternal support.",0,1.0,1514384976.0,13,5.660519480519479,74,1.45,34.24,62.88,99.0,14.8,22.97,94.59,68.92,33.78,22.97,17.57,0.0,0.0,5.41,0.0,10.81,2.7,9.46,14.86,4.05,8.11,2.7,20.27,4.05,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,8.11,8.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.57,4.05,2.7,6.76,4.05,10.81,2.7,0.0,1.35,1.35,4.05,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.05,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,6.76,4.05,1.35,1.35,1.35,0.0,6.76,14.86,0.0,8.11,0.0,4.05,4.05,4.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.57,6.76,6.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.05,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.76251,1.41818,1.96804,0.89,4,6.660155844155845,0.575
1613,homeless,972pzq,"[0, 4]","I'd never heard this idea until recently, and I'm starting to see it cropping up more, always in opposition to any kind of support (or even empathy) for the homeless - any attempt to help the homeless is pointless because 'most' homeless people want to be homeless; therefore housing programs/assistance, mental health & substance abuse support are wasted because the homeless are too lazy to get themselves out of homelessness and 'enjoy' their condition, because they don't have to work, because they don't have to pay bills, because they don't have responsibilities, because they're lazy etc. I strenuously disagree with this, and I feel like it's an attempt to move the goalposts; there's a growing awareness that homeless people may not necessarily be homeless because they got themselves into that position and they 'deserve' it, but because of substance abuse issues and mental health problems, coupled with a breakdown in social network. But that's a lie, or 'lefty propaganda', for some people; they want to believe, despite whatever legitimate reasons some homeless may have for not being in shelters, say, that it's a *moral failing* \- going full circle, they don't deserve help because their homelessness is a consequence of decisions they made. Thoughts?",0,1.0,1534198342.0,10,22.535492957746477,203,43.87,55.87,16.98,5.11,50.75,31.03,88.67,52.22,13.3,7.88,1.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.91,5.42,4.93,12.81,11.82,2.46,9.36,3.45,19.7,2.96,1.48,0.49,0.0,2.46,4.93,1.48,3.45,0.0,0.99,0.49,10.34,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.21,3.45,6.4,1.48,4.43,1.48,3.45,2.46,0.99,0.99,0.49,0.99,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,12.32,1.97,2.46,7.39,1.48,1.48,1.48,15.27,1.48,7.88,1.48,3.94,2.46,3.45,0.0,0.49,0.99,0.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.12,1.48,7.88,0.0,1.48,0.49,0.0,0.99,0.0,9.36,0.99,2.46,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.69678,1.43543,1.78261,0.8,22,18.530103286384975,0.06666666666666668
40475,relationships,7pljha,"(20, 25)","We had begun to get more sexual, having to say hey let's not do anything this date instead of just doing something when it naturally happens and when we want it to. The reason why I told you about February is that I'm having that same feeling about being with someone else, only this time it's directed towards a particular girl. I've known this girl since 7th grade, I met my girlfriend in 9th grade when she moved here. I asked her out before my girlfriend and got lowkey denied, but she was too nice to tell me straight up no. I've changed significantly since then, however, and she's been subtly flirting with me for about a month.",0,1.0,1515644123.0,1,8.161155913978497,118,9.35,75.12,84.61,57.83,23.6,15.25,94.07,64.41,24.58,15.25,8.47,2.54,0.85,3.39,0.0,9.32,2.54,15.25,11.86,11.02,7.63,1.69,25.42,5.08,3.39,3.39,0.0,0.85,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.8,0.0,2.54,5.08,0.0,13.56,2.54,4.24,0.85,2.54,0.0,4.24,1.69,0.0,0.85,0.85,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.85,0.0,9.32,5.93,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,9.32,11.02,0.85,16.1,1.69,4.24,10.17,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.41,4.24,5.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.70787,1.45766,1.8763,1.0,3,7.886129032258065,0.21083333333333334
79,relationships,7pljha,"[25, 30]","We seem to be talking and accidentally being together more often in school, making what I think are feelings towards her only stronger. I can't bring myself to bring this up with her because I'm scared that we will have a repeat of February again. I love her so much but I feel that if I have these feelings about other girls am I really devoted to her? This is in no way her fault, she has done nothing to deserve my questioning of my decision, this is my problem and mine alone. I am reluctant to bring this up with her because I'm worried that she might break up with me because I do truly still love her I'm just wondering if this other girl is a passing thought more focused than earlier and something I can overcome.",1,0.8,1515644123.0,1,7.756033966033968,139,3.83,23.59,93.76,15.63,27.8,18.71,97.84,70.5,30.22,20.86,12.95,1.44,0.0,6.47,0.0,9.35,1.44,12.95,13.67,6.47,7.19,2.16,22.3,5.76,3.6,0.72,0.0,2.16,7.91,3.6,4.32,2.16,0.0,0.72,12.23,0.0,0.0,7.91,0.0,19.42,6.47,2.88,2.16,5.76,1.44,5.76,2.16,0.0,0.0,2.16,1.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.35,3.6,0.72,2.88,0.0,2.16,1.44,16.55,1.44,13.67,2.88,5.76,4.32,0.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.63,2.88,2.16,0.0,0.0,0.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.88,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72412,1.47852,1.93331,1.0,3,7.972947052947056,0.215
677,domesticviolence,9kv2xi,"[0, 5]",I have a question about my ex who has a past of violence against women. I was never warned about it but I found out he was violent and I left. His ex has a full life restraining order against him.Now he is on probation for assaulting a police officer for 3 years in the past year he has gone to jail three times for domestic violence. His latest trip to jail was last week for domestic violence his third time. I was wondering what do you think his punishment will be since he's not learning his lesson from the punishments given to him and he just doesn't care.,0,1.0,1538517488.0,5,3.6322222222222216,110,46.23,70.74,55.41,1.0,22.0,15.45,96.36,59.09,20.0,17.27,5.45,0.0,0.91,10.91,0.0,2.73,5.45,15.45,12.73,4.55,2.73,2.73,20.0,2.73,0.91,1.82,2.73,0.0,8.18,0.91,7.27,0.0,3.64,0.0,16.36,0.0,0.0,0.91,10.91,10.91,5.45,0.91,0.0,1.82,0.91,3.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.91,0.0,0.91,0.0,0.0,7.27,0.0,0.0,6.36,0.0,0.91,9.09,10.91,0.91,18.18,1.82,4.55,10.91,2.73,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.27,5.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.76287,1.63505,1.74539,0.86,1,4.750833333333336,-0.05416666666666667
23399,anxiety,7gzs6m,"(10, 15)","I tried explaining this to her, but she said I should have redone it and she would never have turned something like that into her boss. When she asked me to work on it, she asked for information. Not a full spreadsheet of detailed numbers or anything. During this meeting, I got very anxious, told her I was anxious, and actually started crying. (Typical reaction when I don't have control over things and my anxiety jumps.)",1,0.8,1512178826.0,1,5.600562770562771,76,4.19,44.78,41.67,1.0,15.2,21.05,94.74,65.79,28.95,18.42,9.21,0.0,0.0,9.21,0.0,10.53,1.32,11.84,9.21,6.58,9.21,3.95,23.68,5.26,1.32,2.63,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,5.26,3.95,0.0,1.32,17.11,0.0,0.0,9.21,0.0,17.11,2.63,2.63,2.63,3.95,1.32,5.26,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.89,0.0,2.63,3.95,1.32,0.0,11.84,7.89,0.0,14.47,2.63,5.26,6.58,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.11,6.58,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,2.63,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.79348,1.52394,1.78443,1.0,4,5.659155844155844,-0.10238095238095238
1256,anxiety,7ynmct,"[0, 5]","My university holiday is over in a week. I've been submitting resumes online for 3 months and haven't gotten a single response. It's understandable since I'm applying for pharmacy assistance job which is highly competitive. I've been reading ""Rejection Proof"" by Jia Jiang where the author tries to get rejected once a day and vlogs the entire thing in order to face his fear of rejection. One day, he decides to find a job but only work for a day.",0,1.0,1519056096.0,1,7.0736470588235285,80,84.57,26.6,67.65,1.0,16.0,18.75,90.0,47.5,11.25,7.5,5.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,3.75,8.75,15.0,11.25,2.5,3.75,1.25,20.0,1.25,0.0,2.5,5.0,2.5,5.0,0.0,5.0,1.25,0.0,3.75,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,11.25,3.75,2.5,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,1.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,13.75,0.0,3.75,8.75,2.5,0.0,3.75,15.0,0.0,15.0,0.0,5.0,8.75,8.75,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.25,6.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,6.25,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.6,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.73247,1.6125,1.84893,1.0,0,7.976470588235294,-0.0022857142857142855
1741,survivorsofabuse,9346lw,"[5, 10]",I woke up crying. Wtf is going on in my head that I Dream such graphic scenes. My abuse was mainly by my stepmom. My dad was neglectful. Pretending nothing happened.,1,1.0,1532958349.0,7,1.4216129032258067,31,35.22,1.25,99.0,1.0,6.2,19.35,93.55,51.61,22.58,19.35,19.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,12.9,9.68,3.23,0.0,3.23,22.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.68,0.0,9.68,0.0,3.23,6.45,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,9.68,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,3.23,0.0,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,12.9,3.23,3.23,12.9,3.23,9.68,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.13,16.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5833,2.7,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.8383,1.65926,1.84579,0.9,5,2.815096774193549,-0.10666666666666666
1881,relationships,7p37g0,"[19, 24]","I brought it up to him (assuming this forum would tell me to) and he got very livid at me. Now we’re not speaking (His friend is still at his house). Not sure what to do. TL;DR: bfs friend from out of town is staying with him while I was away. Not sure if they are doing normal friend stuff, or if my bf has a crush.",1,0.0,1515458080.0,2,0.7909313725490215,68,17.06,55.84,57.02,79.41,13.6,5.88,94.12,69.12,23.53,17.65,7.35,1.47,0.0,7.35,1.47,5.88,1.47,16.18,11.76,4.41,7.35,4.41,20.59,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.59,0.0,7.35,0.0,10.29,14.71,1.47,0.0,4.41,5.88,2.94,8.82,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,13.24,8.82,0.0,2.94,1.47,0.0,4.41,11.76,0.0,16.18,2.94,10.29,4.41,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.12,7.35,1.47,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,5.88,0.0,2.6667,2.75,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.68689,1.49667,1.81768,1.0,3,2.0182352941176482,-0.0375
43101,anxiety,7k361s,"(5, 10)","However, my mind is set on the possibility of diabetes or MS as an explanation for my symptoms. My depersonalization has come back strong and I've felt very tired recently and I don't know what is symptoms are causing/caused by other ones. I've been anxious this whole semester to a high degree but I've never felt symptoms like these before. Someone help? EDIT: For reference, I'm 5'9"", 173 lbs",1,1.0,1513377192.0,1,3.165099999999999,71,19.79,6.07,99.0,25.77,14.2,19.72,87.32,54.93,18.31,11.27,11.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.04,4.23,12.68,14.08,5.63,8.45,2.82,19.72,9.86,5.63,1.41,4.23,1.41,2.82,1.41,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,4.23,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,19.72,7.04,2.82,0.0,4.23,1.41,5.63,2.82,0.0,0.0,2.82,7.04,0.0,7.04,0.0,0.0,5.63,1.41,0.0,5.63,0.0,0.0,4.23,15.49,0.0,11.27,1.41,4.23,7.04,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.54,4.23,4.23,1.41,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,1.41,8.45,0.0,1.41,2.7143,2.8889,2.6,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68619,1.39322,1.80519,0.99,4,5.058250000000001,-0.012708333333333339
10230,anxiety,8ulqjk,"(10, 15)","I struggle to know what it is I should do most of the time... during this anticipatory stage. If my anxiety oscillated between normal followed by panic, I wouldn’t feel so confused and constantly question what I should be doing right now. There aren’t any damn patterns. Further, It seems like most of the anxiety coping techniques (deep breathing, exercise, meditation, etc) are only effective at keeping the feelings at bay while you’re doing them. 30 minutes later you’re right back where you started.",1,1.0,1530207874.0,2,7.633560606060605,84,20.29,40.6,95.13,1.0,14.0,26.19,88.1,54.76,16.67,10.71,5.95,0.0,3.57,0.0,1.19,5.95,3.57,10.71,14.29,8.33,4.76,2.38,20.24,7.14,5.95,3.57,1.19,3.57,7.14,0.0,7.14,5.95,1.19,0.0,5.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.86,7.14,1.19,4.76,8.33,0.0,2.38,2.38,0.0,0.0,2.38,2.38,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,2.38,13.1,0.0,20.24,1.19,9.52,10.71,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.62,9.52,5.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,2.38,0.0,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77497,1.45556,1.83022,1.0,5,7.561818181818182,0.14780219780219778
22547,assistance,5luwog,"(10, 15)","I created a CV today, but it just filled me with dread considering having to apply and do interviews/god forbid actually have to have a job where I'm responsible for things and could end up screwing up so badly. On top of that I'm terrified by the current situation of applying for uni and am fearing the worst that I will have a panic attack at the interview for it and be rejected. I feel like such a burden and I can't do anything right. I have been considering suicide for the past month. I'm just so anxious and depressed all the time and if I can't even get a part time job, what is the point in me?",1,1.0,1483481508.0,20,7.035386666666668,120,41.99,7.84,88.91,1.0,24.0,15.0,96.67,64.17,15.0,9.17,9.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.83,9.17,13.33,13.33,6.67,9.17,1.67,18.33,3.33,2.5,1.67,0.0,1.67,11.67,0.83,10.83,4.17,1.67,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,2.5,0.83,1.67,1.67,0.83,4.17,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,9.17,0.0,1.67,5.83,0.83,1.67,2.5,15.83,0.83,14.17,0.0,8.33,5.83,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.83,0.83,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.83,3.33,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.83,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74473,1.45098,1.80056,0.77,12,8.299800000000001,-0.011428571428571422
7174,assistance,5luwog,"(15, 20)","I'm not competent to deal with life, despite being 21. I'm living like a parasite on my family. I'm so tired of not getting to sleep at night because I'm constantly worrying about the future and not being in control of it because I can't trust myself not to fuck everything up by panicking. It all just seems so absolutely futile. I don't know what to do anymore.",1,1.0,1483481508.0,20,4.428108108108113,68,22.92,1.0,99.0,1.76,13.6,19.12,94.12,69.12,19.12,11.76,11.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.35,2.94,22.06,11.76,8.82,7.35,8.82,20.59,1.47,1.47,1.47,1.47,1.47,5.88,1.47,4.41,2.94,1.47,0.0,4.41,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.59,2.94,4.41,0.0,1.47,4.41,8.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.35,1.47,4.41,1.47,0.0,8.82,1.47,1.47,4.41,1.47,1.47,0.0,16.18,1.47,11.76,0.0,5.88,5.88,1.47,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,17.65,7.35,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.82,0.0,0.0,2.9167,2.6667,2.6,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.72244,1.39667,1.8915,0.77,12,6.606324324324323,-0.1416666666666667
460,ptsd,8h3nuu,"[5, 10]","But I have been on about a dozen times, and have been hung up on nine. It is always the same issue, sadly. I get depressed, it is late, I cannot sleep or stop thinking about past trauma, and I would just like to talk to someone. But the bulk of them have hung up, some almost immediately, and some after longer. It is the longer ones that hurt more.",1,1.0,1525477560.0,3,2.2652582159624437,70,39.33,19.58,93.3,1.0,14.0,5.71,92.86,62.86,14.29,7.14,5.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,7.14,5.71,15.71,14.29,7.14,8.57,1.43,17.14,8.57,8.57,0.0,2.86,4.29,5.71,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,4.29,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.71,1.43,0.0,1.43,7.14,1.43,5.71,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,2.86,1.43,1.43,4.29,12.86,0.0,18.57,0.0,8.57,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.14,7.14,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.25,2.8,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.65051,1.4625,1.8131,1.0,10,2.985563380281693,-0.11000000000000001
52124,anxiety,9pznln,"(0, 5)","Every once in a while I get the concept of death stuck in my mind. Thinking I’m not going to be here anymore, thinking my parents won’t be here, thinking what’s going to happen after I die. Just thinking about how we all are mortal. That gives me such bad anxiety I disassociate and I try to go back to normal, I can’t. I’m in that state right now and I really don’t know what to do.",1,1.0,1540085087.0,7,-0.31265060240964004,77,9.38,3.48,99.0,2.61,15.4,11.69,94.81,63.64,22.08,15.58,14.29,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.49,2.6,14.29,11.69,11.69,5.19,5.19,29.87,2.6,1.3,3.9,1.3,2.6,2.6,0.0,2.6,1.3,0.0,0.0,3.9,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.58,6.49,1.3,0.0,1.3,2.6,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.49,2.6,1.3,0.0,1.3,1.3,1.3,22.08,3.9,18.18,3.9,7.79,7.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,6.49,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.79,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72939,1.46269,1.84479,1.0,6,2.574710843373495,-0.010714285714285685
54772,anxiety,7980nr,"(6, 11)","I’ve truly been inspired to be more generous with complements and lifting others up. I’ll never know what affect it may have on someone! 💕 it could make their day. Also, it gets me outside of my own head. Just wanted to share my positive experience and possibly inspire someone to share kind words throughout the day.",0,1.0,1509161576.0,3,3.8434463276836155,56,20.29,42.9,64.41,99.0,11.2,21.43,92.86,60.71,23.21,10.71,8.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,12.5,1.79,16.07,12.5,7.14,5.36,1.79,21.43,3.57,1.79,1.79,0.0,1.79,14.29,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.79,5.36,3.57,3.57,7.14,5.36,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.93,3.57,0.0,1.79,3.57,0.0,3.57,14.29,3.57,10.71,0.0,5.36,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,7.14,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.4444,2.8,1.2,1.1667,1.0,1.74569,1.492,1.98863,0.81,2,4.845000000000002,0.34204545454545454
477,relationships,7rivr6,"[10, 15]","So I texted her a message saying “7:45” , I sent it with the quotations to let her know that she’s late and I’m starving. So F2 responds to me through her phone, by voice message. She gave me a very sassy attitude telling me to “remove the pipe from my ass and eat a snack”. I had already needed to eat a snack since they made me wait a half an hour, I don’t think that her response was warranted for what I said. I get what I said was a little petty but I don’t think I deserved that attitude.",1,0.0,1516374305.0,0,0.9105714285714299,102,30.98,46.08,40.84,12.71,20.4,12.75,90.2,58.82,27.45,21.57,14.71,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.98,5.88,8.82,9.8,7.84,3.92,4.9,1.96,24.51,1.96,0.0,1.96,2.94,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.98,0.0,17.65,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,7.84,2.94,2.94,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.98,4.9,0.0,4.9,0.0,5.88,0.98,0.0,0.0,4.9,3.92,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.0,10.78,10.78,0.0,7.84,1.96,0.98,4.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,4.9,2.94,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.92,3.92,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.5,2.6,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71852,1.504,1.92009,0.22,15,2.55261904761905,-0.11354166666666665
1754,anxiety,7lxxjq,"[0, 2]","She’s in play therapy once a week but haven’t seen noticeable change :( We have a worry doll and box, practice being greatful and do cosmic kids yoga, i don’t force her to do things but her teachers express concerns about her and we  were recently told not to continue doing dance because of her non participation and separation problems.",0,0.0,1514154595.0,62,14.809193548387093,60,12.41,79.76,10.08,1.03,60.0,21.67,88.33,53.33,15.0,13.33,1.67,3.33,0.0,8.33,0.0,1.67,3.33,8.33,15.0,1.67,11.67,5.0,20.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,6.67,1.67,5.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,20.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,15.0,0.0,5.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,8.33,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,11.67,5.0,1.67,3.33,0.0,1.67,5.0,15.0,0.0,13.33,3.33,3.33,6.67,3.33,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,1.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.7778,3.0,1.125,1.2,1.0,1.83226,1.57647,1.85398,0.95,25,13.438709677419357,-0.375
25463,relationships,7noxsj,"(40, 45)","I don't think I ever want to go back over there. I don't think I want to involve myself in all this, and I don't know if I can handle the responsibility of being friends with my friend anymore. I can't even call her out on her behavior or how she treats her boyfriend because to her, it's all HIS fault and it's his fault every single time. I've tried and tried and TRIED to encourage her to get help, more help than she's getting. I've tried to encourage her to try to go inpatient for awhile.",1,1.0,1514923322.0,6,6.499245283018865,97,11.78,50.0,28.13,25.77,19.4,11.34,96.91,62.89,25.77,21.65,11.34,0.0,0.0,10.31,0.0,4.12,1.03,16.49,10.31,6.19,8.25,4.12,23.71,3.09,2.06,1.03,1.03,5.15,4.12,2.06,2.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.59,0.0,3.09,8.25,3.09,16.49,3.09,2.06,3.09,3.09,4.12,4.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.53,7.22,5.15,3.09,2.06,2.06,4.12,19.59,0.0,12.37,3.09,5.15,5.15,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.53,5.15,3.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.28,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.73025,1.51778,1.94972,0.88,1,7.038377358490568,0.14285714285714288
1597,relationships,7noxsj,"[15, 20]","It got to the point that my friend would start going off on me, calling me names, and telling me what a terrible person I was. It was honestly getting too much to deal with. For awhile, I had to block her. I had to remove her from my life. I couldn't deal with the stress and I couldn't be the person they could go to when I was starting to become so mentally drained from the stress of her relationship situation.",1,0.8,1514923322.0,6,5.193214285714284,82,35.74,40.36,32.6,3.09,16.4,14.63,92.68,67.07,23.17,18.29,13.41,0.0,0.0,3.66,1.22,4.88,6.1,17.07,13.41,4.88,4.88,2.44,21.95,1.22,0.0,2.44,0.0,1.22,4.88,1.22,3.66,2.44,0.0,0.0,13.41,0.0,1.22,3.66,0.0,6.1,1.22,0.0,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.0,1.22,0.0,0.0,4.88,2.44,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,7.32,4.88,1.22,12.2,3.66,3.66,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.2,6.1,3.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.77538,1.49067,1.85958,0.88,1,5.571523809523811,-0.06000000000000001
33365,homeless,5pf9zp,"(0, 5)",I am not used to this. I have tried to get as much help as possible and as soon as I am done filling out paper work and get all my affairs in order we have an offer of a place to live (2 hours away).  Every night has been OK. (Uncomfortable sleeping surface) We feel safe where we are staying in our car but tonight it is so windy and it's rocking the car. I am scared. Is it dangerous for us to be in my car in a bad wind storm?,1,1.0,1485060741.0,2,0.12690307328605144,93,44.1,66.65,93.53,4.24,15.5,10.75,95.7,59.14,16.13,11.83,6.45,5.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.3,4.3,17.2,13.98,3.23,9.68,1.08,22.58,9.68,4.3,1.08,1.08,3.23,6.45,2.15,4.3,2.15,0.0,0.0,8.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.53,1.08,1.08,0.0,1.08,2.15,2.15,1.08,0.0,0.0,1.08,2.15,1.08,1.08,0.0,0.0,15.05,6.45,2.15,2.15,2.15,3.23,4.3,17.2,2.15,20.43,4.3,11.83,4.3,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,11.83,5.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,4.3,0.0,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.69714,1.58621,1.88201,0.62,21,2.4173758865248267,-0.057954545454545425
37984,assistance,8ceigj,"(0, 5)","Hey Redditors, I am looking for advice and suggestions about what I should do with my current living situation. I have lived in my current apartment for 2 years, and took up tenancy after I separated from my ex-husband. He kept our apartment. The apartment I'm living in is comfortable enough, it's mine.",0,0.8,1523790858.0,10,6.092142857142857,54,39.91,35.54,92.47,60.88,13.5,24.07,92.59,55.56,24.07,20.37,16.67,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.0,3.7,1.85,16.67,12.96,1.85,3.7,0.0,24.07,3.7,1.85,1.85,1.85,0.0,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.96,1.85,0.0,0.0,3.7,3.7,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,1.85,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,7.41,3.7,0.0,1.85,1.85,0.0,5.56,14.81,0.0,14.81,0.0,7.41,7.41,0.0,1.85,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.52,7.41,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.1818,1.1429,1.0,1.70744,1.5375,1.93238,0.86,5,6.937857142857144,0.1
29592,assistance,95gze6,"(5, 10)","Our study involves an online survey (approx. 45 mins), which may be accessed at the following link(s) along with more details on our project: FOR PC/LAPTOP USERS: <url> FOR MOBILE USERS: <url> If you are any age above 18, we would like to hear from you even if you are not currently using cannabis, or have not ever tried it in your life.",0,1.0,1533686104.0,7,8.189215686274508,65,64.27,91.68,33.6,54.74,32.5,12.31,78.46,52.31,13.85,10.77,0.0,4.62,6.15,0.0,0.0,3.08,3.08,15.38,9.23,3.08,4.62,3.08,15.38,1.54,1.54,1.54,3.08,3.08,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.92,1.54,1.54,4.62,7.69,1.54,7.69,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,10.77,4.62,1.54,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,9.23,1.54,13.85,1.54,7.69,4.62,6.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.15,3.08,4.62,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.15,7.69,2.8333,2.3333,2.6,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.66292,1.41667,1.82439,0.68,1,7.479411764705883,0.125
40261,survivorsofabuse,8zbis2,"(10, 15)","this was something he did with my mom as well when they were together, just as some sort of weird game, but it's till like kinda invasive, right? there was also a game called try to get out, he'd pin me down or hold me in various positions and i'd have to try to get out. he'd kiss my neck sometimes too even though i didnt really want him to, ""neck kisses"". i'm pretty sure i expressed my discomfort and he was pretty dismissive for at least a while, although it stopped at some point, but i was at least 9 or something and this stuff was still going on. my grandma says he treats me more like a wife than a daughter.",0,0.6,1531752706.0,4,4.231104651162788,123,17.96,34.2,83.44,83.55,24.6,11.38,95.12,64.23,21.14,15.45,9.76,0.0,0.0,4.88,0.81,5.69,3.25,17.07,11.38,8.13,12.2,0.81,18.7,6.5,7.32,0.81,0.81,4.88,6.5,4.88,1.63,0.81,0.0,0.0,13.82,3.25,0.0,3.25,4.88,17.89,0.0,0.0,0.81,10.57,0.81,7.32,0.81,0.0,0.81,0.0,2.44,1.63,0.0,0.0,0.81,9.76,4.88,1.63,0.81,1.63,0.81,8.13,7.32,0.81,15.45,0.81,9.76,4.88,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.63,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.81,0.0,15.45,3.25,5.69,0.0,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,1.63,4.07,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.3333,3.0,1.3,1.0,1.0,1.68589,1.52844,1.92978,0.75,1,4.968517441860467,-0.005372405372405379
22828,anxiety,9ra521,"(0, 5)","I absolutely get along with this family member, it's just that I'm an introvert and have social anxiety, and I just really like my alone time. I am an anxious mess at even the thought of company! I hope I can pull this off without acting like a bitch or a freak. I've asked my husband to be understanding and not make me feel worse or put me on the spot. I worry the house isn't clean enough, what will we eat, etc..",1,1.0,1540472947.0,2,4.810689655172414,83,30.32,3.57,95.72,1.0,16.6,10.84,93.98,62.65,21.69,15.66,14.46,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.02,8.43,12.05,10.84,6.02,6.02,3.61,21.69,4.82,3.61,1.2,0.0,0.0,10.84,1.2,9.64,3.61,1.2,1.2,8.43,2.41,0.0,0.0,1.2,14.46,3.61,1.2,1.2,3.61,1.2,7.23,1.2,0.0,0.0,1.2,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,8.43,6.02,0.0,0.0,1.2,1.2,1.2,18.07,2.41,7.23,2.41,3.61,1.2,1.2,1.2,2.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.61,2.41,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,16.87,6.02,4.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,4.82,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73186,1.52676,1.93654,1.0,0,6.11554022988506,-0.007638888888888886
1459,ptsd,7lkabf,"(20, 25)","I dwell on negativity quite easily and am I easily impressionable to brooding. I tend to express myself intensely to people without realizing it, giving the wrong impression because it's natural for me to be intense, but I am also quite composed and can for the most part be 'chill' but it's just that I only have two parts to me, a 'chill' way of expressing myself, and a passionate/intense way of expressing myself, so I come off the wrong way without realizing it when I think I'm being normal. People say that I'm a great person and easily liked but I don't realize sometimes how my expression and tone may come off, and people naturally give me a benefit of a doubt that I'm just passionate. My jealousy is extreme, and it causes me to be a questioning type but I use subtle ways to get information so it appears as normal a  question because I have attachment issues and fear of loss. There is more to explain but I got to the bare bottom of the issue after realizing these habits.",0,0.8,1513976918.0,8,8.63487134502924,184,31.69,15.08,86.86,66.89,36.8,18.48,90.76,57.61,17.93,12.5,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.43,6.52,12.5,9.78,4.89,11.41,2.17,19.02,7.07,2.72,1.09,0.54,1.63,9.78,5.98,3.8,1.63,0.54,0.54,8.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.22,4.89,2.72,0.0,4.89,0.0,3.8,1.09,0.54,0.54,0.0,3.26,0.0,0.0,1.09,2.17,4.89,0.0,0.54,0.54,2.17,2.17,1.09,14.67,0.54,6.52,1.09,3.8,1.63,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,2.72,3.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.43,0.0,0.54,3.0,2.8182,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.78623,1.39515,1.92767,0.91,4,9.784385964912282,0.14254385964912278
644,ptsd,7lkabf,"[30, 35]","I realized how small nuances subconsciously give me thoughts without me feeding into it. They feed into itself and I watch it do it all on its own, and it causes responses in my body and anxiety without trying. It's almost as is if another person is living in here but what it is, it's all instinctual. The awareness has given me a better grasp on things but it feels like an illness now with this new perspective because it comes over me like one. It's like being drugged and having no control over the effects, and you have no choice but to let it occur, and you fight any urges it gives you, although you may be aware of it happening.",1,0.6,1513976918.0,8,6.56465142857143,122,10.97,34.08,89.99,14.46,24.4,16.39,95.08,66.39,25.41,9.84,5.74,0.0,3.28,0.0,0.82,15.57,3.28,13.93,11.48,3.28,11.48,3.28,18.85,3.28,4.1,1.64,0.82,3.28,2.46,0.82,1.64,0.82,0.82,0.0,7.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.13,7.38,4.92,0.82,4.1,1.64,5.74,2.46,0.82,0.0,1.64,4.92,0.82,2.46,0.0,1.64,4.92,0.0,1.64,3.28,0.82,0.0,1.64,13.11,0.82,10.66,0.82,7.38,2.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.66,4.1,4.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.46,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70362,1.41947,1.84598,0.91,4,7.044685714285716,0.20606060606060606
1366,relationships,7nqcwp,"[20, 25]","But that's it, just okay. Very recently she has become very very self absorbed, cold and not supportive of me and my goals. She's doing her Masters, I try my best with everything that I can for her, she suffers from generalised anxiety disorder so sometimes she can't even go outside so, I try my best to help her in anyway I can. I pay for her books if she needs some because she can't really afford them, if she needs food I help. I say this like I mind and, I don't I really don't.",0,0.8333333333333334,1514935402.0,2,1.6451960784313755,96,1.0,14.87,10.71,65.25,19.2,12.5,94.79,69.79,32.29,27.08,14.58,0.0,0.0,11.46,1.04,5.21,0.0,9.38,9.38,10.42,9.38,5.21,14.58,5.21,4.17,0.0,0.0,1.04,6.25,4.17,2.08,1.04,0.0,1.04,17.71,0.0,0.0,11.46,0.0,17.71,1.04,1.04,4.17,6.25,1.04,8.33,2.08,0.0,1.04,1.04,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.04,8.33,2.08,5.21,5.21,3.12,0.0,0.0,17.71,0.0,5.21,1.04,2.08,2.08,4.17,1.04,0.0,1.04,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,1.04,18.75,5.21,7.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77412,1.54565,1.92263,1.0,1,3.637843137254901,0.16749999999999998
1854,relationships,7nqcwp,"[45, 50]","It's just us two and it's, really intense. She hugs me, tells me how much she's missed me. Reminisces about our relationship. Tells me how I broke her heart. She tells me about lads she's been with since and it felt like she was comparing them all to me and gets really emotional.",1,0.6,1514935402.0,2,0.903007518796997,53,1.0,87.12,2.73,1.0,10.6,9.43,94.34,66.04,35.85,30.19,13.21,3.77,0.0,11.32,1.89,5.66,0.0,11.32,11.32,13.21,9.43,0.0,24.53,3.77,3.77,3.77,1.89,3.77,7.55,1.89,5.66,0.0,0.0,3.77,24.53,0.0,0.0,11.32,0.0,13.21,1.89,5.66,0.0,0.0,1.89,3.77,1.89,0.0,0.0,1.89,1.89,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.43,7.55,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,9.43,15.09,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.75,9.43,3.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.55,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.8182,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.71969,1.684,1.96315,1.0,1,2.2839598997493766,0.13333333333333333
42114,relationships,7u7dpt,"(10, 15)","I’m starting to eat far less and constantly poke at my fat, starve, compare myself to other girls and today, I’ve given into regurgitating and that has made me almost lose it. I did mention in a previous post that I have a huge phobia of vomiting, and I see that it’s combatting my body dysmorphia now. I’m at my nerves end. I do have times where I’m calm and collected. Reading a book.",1,1.0,1517373552.0,24,4.594556962025315,74,10.79,5.26,99.0,2.3,14.8,14.86,93.24,58.11,25.68,17.57,17.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.11,4.05,9.46,13.51,5.41,6.76,0.0,22.97,6.76,2.7,1.35,0.0,1.35,5.41,1.35,4.05,1.35,0.0,1.35,2.7,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,4.05,0.0,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,1.35,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,9.46,4.05,4.05,0.0,4.05,2.7,0.0,1.35,1.35,0.0,1.35,5.41,18.92,0.0,20.27,0.0,9.46,9.46,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.92,6.76,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.76,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74531,1.63333,1.83754,0.9,10,6.404911392405065,0.042708333333333355
1382,homeless,9e2ls5,"[10, 15]",8) I am not a resident of Nevada or any other state. I have been out of the country for almost 20 years. 11) How can I apply for food from the food bank? I think I will be camping about 60-70 km from the city. I have no problem carrying the food.,0,0.0,1536392747.0,3,-1.262301587301586,54,65.78,2.1,87.07,5.77,10.8,9.26,85.19,59.26,12.96,11.11,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,9.26,14.81,12.96,5.56,3.7,3.7,12.96,0.0,0.0,1.85,9.26,1.85,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,1.85,1.85,1.85,5.56,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,1.85,11.11,1.85,11.11,1.85,7.41,1.85,1.85,1.85,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,7.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,2.4286,2.5,3.0,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.65757,1.53,1.8488,0.63,12,1.6222751322751314,0.1875
36299,ptsd,8lo5sa,"(0, 5)","for years i've had this overwhelming sense of doom, this feeling of having been fucked up. i hate to even say this considering he has his own history of csa and physical abuse, but i genuinely wonder about my dad sometimes. there's just this awful feeling that hits me out of nowhere sometimes. i cant breathe and everything is just awful and i feel so sure that something happened. but other times i feel so stupid and evil for even thinking that.",1,1.0,1527119826.0,2,7.018235294117645,82,5.67,11.14,97.62,1.0,16.4,18.29,96.34,60.98,24.39,12.2,9.76,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,12.2,0.0,12.2,8.54,9.76,9.76,2.44,21.95,6.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.2,1.22,10.98,1.22,4.88,2.44,6.1,1.22,0.0,0.0,3.66,23.17,10.98,0.0,0.0,4.88,3.66,4.88,7.32,0.0,1.22,4.88,3.66,1.22,1.22,1.22,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.0,1.22,4.88,12.2,0.0,9.76,0.0,3.66,6.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.0,1.22,1.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.98,6.1,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8182,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.75046,1.44872,1.86635,0.76,14,6.310588235294119,-0.2770833333333333
53136,ptsd,8lo5sa,"(23, 28)","i experience dissociation. i get this feeling like there;s a pill in my throat. i soemtimes wonder if maybe the reason i struggle so much is beacause something happened to me? but idk. i'm probably just overthinking this the way i do and making something out of nothing, but i've been wondering off and on and pushing these thougths away for a few years.",1,0.8333333333333334,1527119826.0,2,5.508636363636363,65,19.96,1.07,99.0,7.8,13.0,23.08,90.77,66.15,23.08,15.38,15.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,6.15,13.85,7.69,7.69,10.77,3.08,18.46,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,6.15,3.08,1.54,10.77,1.54,4.62,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,3.08,1.54,1.54,0.0,1.54,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,3.08,9.23,0.0,12.31,1.54,9.23,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,13.85,6.15,1.54,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,2.8,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.72848,1.38519,1.84946,0.76,14,5.827696969696969,0.0
15337,anxiety,7lro7r,"(4, 9)","I don't get anxious over things that I know won't happen and i don't get anxious in social situations, but i feel like if i stay with my dad, who right now especially needs someone to be with him, I'll be thrown into an inescapable pit of despair because all I'll do is worry about him. But if I leave, I'll be the loneliest person on the planet, and I'll still worry about him because he's my dad and i really do love him. Not only that, but im a college student who takes 14-16 units a semester and I'll have to start working 30-40 hours to move out and i just feel like i can't do it anymore. I have friends who back me up in everything that i do but some days (like today) its not enough. I just want to be at least at peace with myself but no matter what option i choose i can't even manage that.",1,1.0,1514070080.0,5,2.629185606060606,164,5.67,4.41,97.62,3.09,32.8,10.37,93.29,68.29,26.22,17.68,14.63,0.0,0.0,3.05,0.0,8.54,3.05,13.41,12.8,6.71,8.54,4.88,23.17,2.44,3.05,2.44,2.44,1.83,4.88,1.22,3.66,2.44,0.0,1.22,9.76,1.22,0.61,0.0,4.27,15.85,2.44,1.22,2.44,3.05,1.83,7.32,1.22,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.71,1.83,0.61,2.44,1.83,0.0,0.61,20.73,3.66,14.02,2.44,7.32,5.49,3.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.85,3.05,3.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.0,6.71,1.22,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.72363,1.464,1.9084,0.79,5,4.410681818181818,0.0019047619047619035
2966,assistance,9b8piv,"(0, 4)","Title gives the gist of it, the link has a bit more info (apologize for grammar errors, my Aunt started the fundraiser and she is not the best at grammar) please help and/or share. It was in <location>, will probably be able to be verified with news reports later today as it is a very small town. Thank you <url>",0,1.0,1535544569.0,50,7.414322916666663,62,74.48,74.07,39.18,99.0,20.67,14.52,82.26,51.61,9.68,4.84,1.61,0.0,1.61,1.61,0.0,4.84,9.68,11.29,11.29,3.23,6.45,1.61,16.13,8.06,6.45,0.0,0.0,3.23,6.45,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.29,1.61,0.0,3.23,0.0,8.06,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.68,3.23,3.23,6.45,1.61,0.0,3.23,14.52,1.61,12.9,0.0,8.06,4.84,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.74,3.23,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,4.84,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.7162,1.54468,1.88279,0.84,12,7.848749999999999,0.335
38809,survivorsofabuse,8ideie,"(40, 45)","I assumed she would answer the question, or she would explore my feelings of inadequacy, or she would interpret the transference. But her response instead was the title ""I am not getting into this with you"". She then went on with how she did like me, thought I was an interesting and nice person. but I do not believe that, it is too unlikely. Besides, as an addendum to her refusal to speak to my question, it seemed false.",0,0.8,1525941949.0,3,6.323544303797469,79,18.77,39.99,61.71,73.09,15.8,24.05,96.2,68.35,24.05,18.99,8.86,0.0,1.27,8.86,0.0,5.06,6.33,12.66,11.39,3.8,10.13,2.53,18.99,2.53,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,5.06,3.8,1.27,1.27,0.0,1.27,16.46,0.0,0.0,8.86,0.0,31.65,12.66,2.53,6.33,8.86,0.0,8.86,2.53,0.0,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.8,0.0,1.27,1.27,1.27,0.0,6.33,6.33,1.27,7.59,3.8,2.53,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.46,6.33,7.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.7857,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.72905,1.42899,1.88474,0.8,5,6.8530126582278506,0.05
1132,ptsd,8h5iaf,"[5, 10]","Yeah, not so much. I had a minor surgery on my neck today that just used local anesthetic, so I was fully conscious for it. Everything was fine since I'm not squeamish - until I realized they needed to strap me down to make sure I didn't move. It's a delicate procedure; I understood. But I hadn't been in restraints since the medical trauma, and I completely dissociated.",1,0.0,1525498141.0,4,5.239718309859157,67,11.5,1.0,99.0,80.01,13.4,19.4,91.04,62.69,22.39,16.42,14.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,5.97,4.48,13.43,11.94,7.46,7.46,5.97,20.9,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,5.97,4.48,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.39,4.48,5.97,1.49,0.0,4.48,5.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.48,1.49,2.99,0.0,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,14.93,7.46,0.0,14.93,1.49,7.46,5.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,20.9,7.46,4.48,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,5.97,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.3333,2.8,1.125,1.2,1.0,1.66199,1.37895,1.85769,1.0,0,6.733915492957749,0.0811111111111111
2317,relationships,7sksgq,"[5, 10]","My mom is a single mom working two shifts every day and she cannot wrangle a full grown man like my brother anymore. So she lets him do what he wants as long as he can pay a small piece of rent. So he works with friends doing god knows what. He's home around 2pm every day and he will always tear apart the fridge looking for food, microwave some gross stuff, then drop the dirty plates in the sink. He makes SUCH A MESS everywhere he goes it's absolutely disgusting.",1,0.5,1516769416.0,186,2.8517105263157916,91,30.93,90.62,3.23,1.1,18.2,10.99,93.41,51.65,19.78,14.29,2.2,1.1,0.0,10.99,0.0,5.49,7.69,8.79,8.79,6.59,7.69,1.1,16.48,7.69,3.3,2.2,2.2,5.49,3.3,0.0,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.58,3.3,1.1,4.4,10.99,12.09,1.1,1.1,1.1,1.1,5.49,2.2,1.1,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,7.69,3.3,2.2,2.2,0.0,0.0,1.1,13.19,3.3,16.48,3.3,7.69,5.49,3.3,0.0,4.4,2.2,1.1,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,9.89,5.49,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74283,1.82105,1.80501,0.95,85,3.077039473684213,-0.15964285714285714
983,relationships,7qg2kw,"[25, 30]","I didn't know what to do. I wanted to curse him, hit him, just. I was so angry. When he came to me and my sister's home, he wanted to talk about things with me. I simply told him that I'm not his wife so he doesn't owe me any explanation and that he should just leave.",1,0.6666666666666666,1515977580.0,195,0.42147540983606646,57,1.0,36.27,2.09,1.0,11.4,3.51,100.0,71.93,36.84,29.82,15.79,0.0,0.0,14.04,0.0,7.02,0.0,10.53,10.53,12.28,8.77,5.26,24.56,1.75,0.0,3.51,0.0,1.75,3.51,0.0,3.51,0.0,1.75,0.0,21.05,3.51,0.0,3.51,14.04,14.04,3.51,0.0,5.26,1.75,0.0,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,12.28,0.0,5.26,3.51,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.05,8.77,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.02,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.72157,1.56786,1.87074,0.89,31,2.5155409836065594,-0.25
915,assistance,5m17rk,"[0, 5]",My 42 yr old sister-in-law died of metastatic breast cancer last night after a 6 year battle. I am trying to raise funds to establish an endowed scholarship in her name through Olivet-Nazarene University in Illinois to help students with interests in music to honor her memory. Why would you consider giving to a stranger? Because maybe cancer has touched YOUR life. Donna was your everyday woman.,0,0.8,1483558406.0,5,7.303285714285714,69,92.84,95.89,13.9,78.8,13.8,21.74,82.61,43.48,11.59,10.14,2.9,0.0,4.35,2.9,0.0,1.45,4.35,17.39,5.8,2.9,1.45,0.0,11.59,1.45,1.45,1.45,2.9,0.0,5.8,4.35,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,15.94,2.9,0.0,5.8,0.0,11.59,2.9,2.9,1.45,2.9,1.45,0.0,2.9,0.0,1.45,1.45,5.8,1.45,4.35,1.45,0.0,8.7,2.9,2.9,5.8,0.0,0.0,2.9,4.35,0.0,13.04,0.0,4.35,8.7,4.35,1.45,0.0,2.9,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.59,5.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.1429,1.2,1.0,1.75025,1.72,1.98919,0.65,0,6.895714285714288,-0.03333333333333333
19811,food_pantry,8ky5bh,"(0, 5)","I was laid off work temporarily and the insurance I was getting stopped over a week ago suddenly. I can't get back to work until next Monday earliest. I sold some stuff online locally a few days ago, got more stuff listed but it's not moving and almost all of what I made online went to fee's when I renewed my license plates. I have literally nothing but a few days more of plain rice left. I figured I may as well give this sub a shot.",1,0.6,1526876156.0,14,4.125,87,36.62,3.32,99.0,46.99,17.4,13.79,88.51,50.57,17.24,11.49,11.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.75,5.75,9.2,5.75,5.75,8.05,3.45,18.39,9.2,4.6,2.3,0.0,6.9,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.79,1.15,1.15,0.0,4.6,2.3,4.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,8.05,0.0,2.3,1.15,3.45,1.15,12.64,8.05,1.15,22.99,2.3,5.75,16.09,2.3,0.0,0.0,2.3,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,10.34,5.75,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.65181,1.46667,1.79999,0.86,7,5.468888888888891,0.04285714285714285
529,survivorsofabuse,6k2dgq,"[0, 5]","I had been raped by two different people as a kid. Between ages 5 to 8 I was raped by someone who's name I wont even call out, and when I was eleven I was raped by this odd couple (the guy raped me, the woman just was present while it was happening). I don't know if it's that or that every time I have had a crush on someone, that someone always fall for one of my best friends, but I really feel like I wont be able to have sex unless I am extremely drunk. It's not really about losing my virginity anymore, because it has already been stolen, but it's about not freaking out. How did you guys do it?",1,0.0,1498673102.0,7,6.3231025641025695,123,3.27,11.14,91.58,1.0,24.6,11.38,96.75,69.11,23.58,11.38,10.57,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,12.2,3.25,13.01,17.89,8.13,8.94,4.07,21.95,2.44,3.25,2.44,4.07,1.63,5.69,0.81,4.88,0.0,3.25,0.81,10.57,0.0,2.44,0.81,1.63,17.07,1.63,1.63,1.63,4.07,2.44,8.13,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.81,5.69,0.0,0.0,4.88,0.81,4.07,0.81,2.44,1.63,0.81,0.81,8.94,11.38,1.63,10.57,0.81,2.44,7.32,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.81,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.63,3.25,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.07,1.63,0.0,2.7778,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73558,1.48302,1.88954,0.82,2,7.201538461538465,0.11666666666666668
1300,ptsd,8ycjp6,"[0, 5]","I developed and was diagnosed with PTSD 5 months later. I was having trouble sleeping (still kind of do), hypervigilant, moody and suicidal at times. I never thought I would make it through...but looking back,I used every single coping skill possible to survive, even if that meant calling crisis every day. I'm not perfect today but I really see the light at the end of the tunnel. I look forward to my future.",0,0.0,1531421396.0,4,5.044780701754384,74,35.57,2.16,99.0,9.26,14.8,20.27,93.24,50.0,14.86,12.16,12.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,4.05,9.46,8.11,6.76,6.76,2.7,18.92,5.41,1.35,0.0,2.7,4.05,4.05,1.35,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.97,4.05,2.7,2.7,4.05,5.41,6.76,5.41,5.41,0.0,0.0,2.7,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,6.76,0.0,2.7,0.0,1.35,2.7,5.41,9.46,1.35,17.57,1.35,5.41,14.86,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.27,10.81,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,2.7,0.0,2.6667,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.7234,1.48182,1.91366,0.84,2,6.118421052631582,0.052857142857142866
30201,ptsd,6ou0b1,"(0, 5)","Hi PTSD forums, Selective mutism has been something i have been afflicted with for 7 years since middle school. It was only in senior year of high school that I began speaking again thanks to the help of a few friends whom i no longer am in contact with and also my football coach/teacher. Now in college however I dread presentations. Often, I would lock down and say one or two sentences and after that say ""i'm done, ill hand it off to my group member"" or I would splurge out incoherent sentences that have no purpose or thought behind them during presentations and people would have a confused look on their faces.",0,0.6,1500712955.0,3,13.259434782608693,114,41.02,43.02,88.06,13.81,28.5,16.67,90.35,57.89,15.79,9.65,7.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,6.14,2.63,15.79,11.4,5.26,7.89,1.75,17.54,4.39,2.63,0.88,2.63,1.75,2.63,0.88,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,11.4,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,11.4,0.88,1.75,2.63,5.26,0.0,3.51,4.39,0.88,2.63,0.88,2.63,1.75,0.88,0.0,0.0,10.53,4.39,0.88,5.26,0.0,0.88,4.39,9.65,0.0,18.42,0.0,9.65,8.77,6.14,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.65,3.51,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.88,0.0,0.88,2.625,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72994,1.61237,1.83824,0.81,7,11.219021739130437,-0.14955555555555558
43373,relationships,7q89qk,"(25, 30)","How do I handle this without looking petty or selfish? ** **Edit: I'm getting a lot of replies telling me that I just need to stop letting her push me around. I know that, and the whole idea behind posting here was to get some advice on how to do just that. I truly appreciate the advice that most of y'all have given me, and will definitely be having a conversation with her letting her know that it's nothing personal against her, I just don't want to have a workout partner at all.",0,0.6,1515887509.0,117,3.213750000000001,92,17.29,41.41,27.39,45.75,23.0,18.48,95.65,65.22,22.83,15.22,9.78,0.0,1.09,4.35,0.0,7.61,5.43,14.13,11.96,9.78,5.43,3.26,22.83,3.26,1.09,2.17,0.0,5.43,6.52,3.26,2.17,0.0,1.09,0.0,13.04,0.0,1.09,4.35,0.0,19.57,4.35,2.17,2.17,4.35,4.35,3.26,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,1.09,0.0,0.0,5.43,2.17,0.0,0.0,2.17,1.09,2.17,14.13,1.09,6.52,1.09,4.35,1.09,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.39,3.26,3.26,1.09,0.0,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,4.35,2.8,2.7143,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.68076,1.45,1.91542,0.87,40,4.577500000000004,-0.033333333333333326
121,relationships,7q89qk,"[20, 25]","I don't mind the fact that she goes, I don't even mind if she goes at the same time as me. I just wish she wouldn't make such a big deal out of doing it together. How do I convey this to her without looking like a selfish asshole? **Tl;dr: I prefer to work out by myself for various reasons. My roommate decided to start going with me and is requesting that I make accommodations to my schedule and routine so that she can join me.",1,0.6,1515887509.0,117,3.821161048689138,87,25.12,10.32,62.98,3.63,17.4,16.09,91.95,63.22,25.29,19.54,13.79,0.0,0.0,5.75,0.0,5.75,4.6,16.09,8.05,5.75,6.9,4.6,18.39,4.6,4.6,1.15,0.0,1.15,2.3,0.0,2.3,0.0,1.15,0.0,9.2,0.0,1.15,5.75,0.0,12.64,3.45,4.6,4.6,1.15,1.15,2.3,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,2.3,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,8.05,3.45,1.15,3.45,0.0,0.0,1.15,13.79,2.3,13.79,3.45,6.9,3.45,2.3,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.94,4.6,1.15,1.15,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,2.3,2.7143,2.625,2.6,1.2857,1.125,1.0,1.73488,1.52308,1.88915,0.87,40,5.4421910112359555,-0.1
1644,homeless,9epelk,"[0, 5]","I’m fairly new at directly helping the poor. Been creating bags to give out that has food, bandaids, nail clippers, tooth brush and toothpaste, small shampoo and bar of soap, and some items are gender or age specific. But what else would you suggest? I’ve heard of gloves and socks but not sure where to get them cheap and in bulk. I want to create at least 100 bags and do it a few times per year.",0,1.0,1536601927.0,8,5.071518987341776,77,52.91,39.74,57.14,90.27,15.4,11.69,81.82,45.45,10.39,6.49,3.9,0.0,1.3,0.0,1.3,3.9,2.6,11.69,9.09,1.3,11.69,1.3,16.88,7.79,1.3,2.6,1.3,3.9,6.49,5.19,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,0.0,2.6,2.6,3.9,3.9,6.49,2.6,0.0,1.3,1.3,5.19,2.6,0.0,0.0,2.6,9.09,0.0,2.6,5.19,1.3,0.0,2.6,10.39,0.0,14.29,0.0,9.09,5.19,0.0,1.3,0.0,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.58,5.19,6.49,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.67794,1.525,1.79911,1.0,14,4.463139240506333,-0.08484848484848485
119,ptsd,5w4fpe,"[0, 5]","After getting startled, I have this thing where I'm really angry and defensive for 30-120 minutes afterwards. I can put myself in the most calm of situations, but the duration of this seems to be somewhat independent of my environment. I'm guessing this is because my PTSD brain does not respond well to stress hormones? Sometimes I try to push through it and just go about my day anyway, but it's usually counter-productive. I'd like to train my service dog to alert to the physiological change.",0,0.0,1488035031.0,2,8.299456521739131,88,37.39,4.44,97.64,3.73,17.6,23.86,88.64,60.23,19.32,12.5,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.82,3.41,17.05,10.23,9.09,5.68,1.14,17.05,5.68,3.41,1.14,2.27,2.27,6.82,2.27,4.55,2.27,1.14,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.05,1.14,4.55,0.0,7.95,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,1.14,1.14,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,1.14,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,14.77,4.55,3.41,6.82,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,1.14,15.91,4.55,3.41,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,2.27,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.74059,1.45897,1.91049,0.67,11,8.516434782608695,0.010000000000000009
467,assistance,8m3kp0,"[5, 10]","I've been assured this last repair will fix everything, however it won't be out of the shop until late next week. I'm $200 short on rent. I have money from a TSP coming to me, however I just sent in the paperwork today, and it usually takes about 2 weeks for the money to get to me (especially with the holiday). I will be able to repay this $200 in about 2 weeks, and have no problem paying interest. I live in Philadelphia, PA.",0,0.6,1527269507.0,0,5.145730337078653,84,54.14,14.19,95.13,47.81,16.8,13.1,89.29,59.52,15.48,9.52,9.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.95,5.95,19.05,11.9,8.33,5.95,2.38,17.86,3.57,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,3.57,2.38,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,8.33,0.0,0.0,1.19,1.19,3.57,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,1.19,0.0,2.38,1.19,2.38,11.9,4.76,20.24,2.38,7.14,10.71,2.38,2.38,1.19,5.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.24,5.95,5.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,2.38,2.38,2.7778,2.6667,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.62664,1.50704,1.86833,0.2,1,7.129528089887639,0.010795454545454539
21072,anxiety,72hf0l,"(0, 5)","This question is not meant to be disrespectful in any way, shape, or form to people who 1) are actually diagnosed autistic, or 2) are in no way autistic, but just suffer from severe social anxieties. This is just about my experience and people who may relate. So, throughout my life, I sometimes struggled with the feeling that there is something ""different"" about myself. A lot of the time I've convinced myself it was just because of low self-esteem, paranoia, or a desire to have some type of diagnosis that would help ""solve"" or explain my awkwardness or social issues. People warn me not to jump to conclusions and it's easy to self-diagnose online in this day and age.",0,0.8,1506392818.0,3,7.8422996515679415,121,35.71,28.15,96.93,1.08,24.2,18.18,90.91,56.2,14.88,6.61,6.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.26,3.31,14.05,9.92,6.61,9.09,2.48,14.88,1.65,0.83,1.65,1.65,2.48,6.61,1.65,4.96,1.65,0.0,1.65,11.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.79,9.09,1.65,1.65,9.92,0.0,8.26,1.65,0.0,0.0,0.83,3.31,0.0,3.31,0.0,0.0,7.44,2.48,0.83,3.31,0.83,0.83,1.65,10.74,0.83,9.92,0.83,5.79,3.31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.01,4.13,6.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.65,3.31,1.65,1.65,0.0,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.0833,1.0,1.72814,1.45417,1.88321,1.0,3,7.859605110336819,0.012499999999999997
18787,relationships,7oy484,"(100, 105)",Maybe anyone with a history of abuse or trauma can tell me if there are particular things to be sensitive to here: I tried to be supportive but obviously failed in the end here. She's talking about wanting to divorce me. We're looking into couples therapy. I really appreciate any insight or advice. **TLDR**: Wife is working on an art piece that is important for her career in the arts non-profit world.,1,0.5,1515413366.0,12,3.4162999999999997,73,65.11,55.44,38.05,51.4,14.6,20.55,97.26,56.16,13.7,9.59,5.48,1.37,0.0,2.74,0.0,4.11,5.48,16.44,9.59,8.22,5.48,0.0,17.81,4.11,1.37,0.0,0.0,2.74,9.59,5.48,4.11,0.0,1.37,1.37,12.33,2.74,0.0,4.11,0.0,16.44,2.74,0.0,2.74,8.22,1.37,6.85,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,9.59,2.74,4.11,2.74,1.37,1.37,1.37,12.33,0.0,9.59,0.0,6.85,2.74,5.48,2.74,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.18,6.85,0.0,2.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,2.74,0.0,5.48,2.7143,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.61815,1.63871,1.94687,0.78,26,5.372916666666669,0.14444444444444446
1569,relationships,7oy484,"[10, 15]","He is our little angel and we are both gaga for him, but money has been extraordinary tight, adjusting to parent life and sleep deprivation has been tough for both of us. We were fighting and bickering a bit for the first time in his first months of life, but I figured that was normal for new parents. I work in the financial industry for a modest income (working hard currently to get to the next level where I'll make substantially more) and she works for an arts-based nonprofit. I have no particular attachment to the financial industry, it's just been a way to pay the bills and I find it interesting enough. She's a passionate artist though, always knew she wanted to be one, and it's really important to her.",1,0.6666666666666666,1515413366.0,12,9.713039215686273,132,60.8,70.22,19.82,39.3,26.4,15.15,94.7,53.79,15.15,12.12,3.79,3.03,0.0,5.3,0.0,3.03,7.58,12.88,11.36,3.03,6.82,0.76,17.42,6.06,1.52,0.76,2.27,3.03,4.55,2.27,1.52,0.0,0.76,0.76,10.61,1.52,0.0,3.03,2.27,9.09,2.27,1.52,0.76,0.0,0.76,3.79,1.52,0.0,0.0,1.52,3.03,0.76,1.52,0.76,0.0,9.85,4.55,3.79,0.76,0.76,0.0,5.3,11.36,0.76,12.12,0.0,6.06,6.06,7.58,1.52,0.0,4.55,0.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,3.79,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.0,3.03,1.52,0.0,2.8889,2.8,3.0,1.1111,1.1818,1.0,1.70087,1.5287,1.89143,0.78,26,9.735294117647058,0.07198683261183261
2270,relationships,7oy484,"[5, 10]","We met about 2.5 years ago, both somewhat fresh off our respective divorces. I felt we had a real connection, we fell for each other hard, dated (eventually lived together) for a little less than a year before she got pregnant. We were both really happy as we had both talked about wanting children - at the time we got pregnant we were ""not NOT trying,"" we had definitely had many conversations and were both on board and happy to have a child together. We felt we had met our true love in each other. Things have been rough since the birth of our son.",1,0.6,1515413366.0,12,6.937147435897437,104,53.63,99.0,90.44,96.02,20.8,12.5,97.12,54.81,17.31,14.42,0.96,12.5,0.0,0.96,0.0,2.88,5.77,13.46,10.58,5.77,2.88,1.92,21.15,10.58,3.85,0.0,0.96,8.65,4.81,4.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.96,3.85,0.0,0.96,0.96,14.42,1.92,0.96,0.96,1.92,1.92,6.73,3.85,0.0,0.0,3.85,3.85,0.0,2.88,1.92,0.0,23.08,18.27,0.96,1.92,1.92,0.0,18.27,1.92,0.96,21.15,0.96,11.54,8.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.46,4.81,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.96,1.92,0.0,1.92,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.75349,1.57021,1.878,0.78,26,6.82769230769231,0.18357843137254903
40735,relationships,7r2tms,"(15, 20)","She was soon Baker Acted, and spent a week in a mental hospital before she convinced her parents to somehow get her out. A few weeks later she begged me to take her back and see how much she had changed, and I did. She's on medication now and still seeing a therapist occasionally. However, after a few months things reverted back to how they were before, minus the suicide threats. Fast forward to the present.",0,0.6,1516211794.0,3,6.272207792207794,76,52.18,82.16,50.35,9.56,15.2,18.42,97.37,61.84,15.79,14.47,2.63,0.0,0.0,10.53,1.32,1.32,9.21,14.47,6.58,11.84,9.21,0.0,14.47,9.21,5.26,2.63,0.0,3.95,1.32,0.0,1.32,1.32,1.32,0.0,13.16,1.32,0.0,10.53,0.0,9.21,1.32,3.95,0.0,2.63,0.0,1.32,2.63,2.63,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,3.95,0.0,1.32,6.58,1.32,0.0,2.63,2.63,1.32,9.21,7.89,1.32,26.32,3.95,7.89,21.05,0.0,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.16,6.58,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70401,1.65373,1.77349,0.71,6,6.660155844155845,-0.024999999999999998
12428,food_pantry,6sz4vy,"(0, 5)","Due to recent medical issues of mine (I was hospitalized for anorexia), we had to pay 1,000 dollars for my hospital bills. We paid our bills due to help from a relative, but now we have nothing left. My mom is sick and can't work, my brother is mentally disabled, as is my sister. I feel defeated, I don't want to beg, but I have no options left. Any help would be appreciated (We have been to our food bank, but four people consume a lot of food.",1,1.0,1502429357.0,6,5.625,89,32.22,54.48,59.69,11.29,17.8,15.73,93.26,53.93,16.85,16.85,10.11,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.25,12.36,13.48,1.12,5.62,4.49,20.22,3.37,2.25,0.0,3.37,2.25,3.37,1.12,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.48,3.37,0.0,2.25,1.12,13.48,2.25,0.0,2.25,3.37,1.12,4.49,1.12,0.0,0.0,1.12,7.87,0.0,5.62,0.0,3.37,14.61,11.24,2.25,4.49,0.0,0.0,6.74,14.61,0.0,7.87,0.0,2.25,4.49,3.37,0.0,0.0,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.22,5.62,8.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.25,3.37,0.0,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72641,1.68642,1.86926,0.8,8,6.901111111111113,-0.09642857142857145
233,anxiety,7va1wa,"[0, 5]","Hey guys, how are you? So, I've been diagnosed with anxiety disorder for 6 years now, though I know I've had it for more than ten years, I just didn't know it was an anxiety issue. I'm a 30 years old straight dude who started struggling with anxiety when I started to think I was gay (now I know this thing is called HOCD, but at the time I even came out as bisexual to my mother). After I went to therapy hoping to accept my sexuality, I discovered my problem wasn't self acceptance but an anxiety disorder, so that made sense, because I came out as bisexual even though I don't feel attracted to men. I thought I was burying my desires or something like that.",0,0.0,1517782378.0,8,6.485037593984963,127,13.07,5.78,99.0,14.82,25.4,18.9,92.91,58.27,22.05,15.75,14.96,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,6.3,3.15,13.39,10.24,8.66,9.45,2.36,22.05,5.51,4.72,2.36,2.36,0.79,8.66,3.94,4.72,3.94,0.0,0.0,7.09,0.79,1.57,0.79,1.57,20.47,8.66,2.36,2.36,2.36,0.0,6.3,1.57,0.0,0.0,0.79,3.15,0.0,1.57,1.57,0.0,2.36,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.79,0.79,11.81,10.24,0.79,14.17,2.36,3.15,8.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.54,3.15,6.3,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.72,1.57,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69922,1.4,1.90102,1.0,10,7.612481203007519,0.24333333333333335
875,survivorsofabuse,6zraud,"[31, 36]","I get that three mistakes in a row is nothing new, I've seen coworkers make that many in a day. I just can't shake the very strong feeling that this person may not be a safe person to be around and I have no idea if that is a helpful gut feeling or if it's a weird and new manifestation of the PTSD (I've never had this issue before, previously people only triggered my ptsd when refusing to let me leave or when being quite physically aggressive) Obviously I am going to talk to the PTSD counselor about this to see what they think but I have to decide about this appointment by first thing tomorrow (13.5 hours from posting) whether to trust them enough to keep the appointment, or to cancel it for now so I don't risk getting kicked out from appointment mixups. I'd try in a new city in a couple months when I have a stable living situation. Is there a way to gauge if someone is unsafe or if I'm paranoid?",1,0.6,1505264333.0,9,7.34502732240437,176,34.35,14.01,90.81,6.67,44.0,13.64,90.34,60.23,15.91,8.52,7.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,7.39,7.39,13.64,11.36,7.39,9.09,3.41,19.89,5.68,0.57,2.84,1.7,1.14,6.25,2.27,3.98,1.7,0.57,0.0,6.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.34,2.84,1.14,2.84,6.82,1.7,6.82,2.27,1.14,0.0,1.14,1.7,0.57,1.14,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.57,1.14,1.14,1.14,2.27,2.27,15.34,1.7,14.77,1.7,4.55,8.52,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.23,1.7,1.7,0.0,0.0,0.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.98,2.27,0.0,2.9167,2.6923,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.68895,1.46483,1.87294,1.0,3,7.815409836065573,0.11967365967365967
1654,survivorsofabuse,6zraud,"[5, 10]","My PTSD was starting to flare up (due to potentially having to go back into the traumatizing situation) and I asked for assistance finding low cost therapy for that in my city and I was given an address to go to for that, as well as a program name for my physical disability. I went to the place about the therapy immediately, I also asked about the program which they had never heard of. I googled it and it says that that specific program is for a very different demographic living in group homes. I was confused but accidents happen with names changing all the time in government programs and such. When I went to my follow up appointment with the social work place, the front desk lady said I didn't have an appointment.",1,0.8333333333333334,1505264333.0,9,10.090444444444444,134,77.98,32.72,92.99,8.14,26.8,19.4,94.03,57.46,14.93,9.7,8.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.75,5.22,8.21,18.66,5.97,7.46,6.72,1.49,17.16,3.73,2.24,1.49,0.0,1.49,2.99,0.75,2.24,0.75,0.0,0.75,8.21,0.0,0.0,0.75,0.0,7.46,0.75,0.75,0.0,1.49,2.24,2.24,2.24,0.0,2.24,0.0,2.99,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,5.97,1.49,1.49,2.99,0.0,0.0,9.7,5.97,0.75,17.91,4.48,8.96,5.22,5.97,0.0,1.49,0.75,0.0,0.0,0.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.75,0.0,8.21,3.73,2.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.75,1.49,0.0,2.6667,2.5455,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70589,1.42759,1.82655,1.0,3,10.054629629629634,-0.0446969696969697
661,relationships,7qx6c6,"[20, 25]","For instance, there was a show on netflix that I thought would be fun to watch together, but she said she couldn't because she used to watch it with her ex and it reminds her of him. Like, are you even over him? She constantly compares me to her ex's in subtle (maybe not subtle) ways, like ""[ex] used to do this thing you do, and you know how I feel about that."" I'm not your ex, I don't think it's fair of you to compare me to him like that all the time. She says she's ""not used to being single,"" it kind of makes me feel like she's using me to get reassurance and validation.",1,0.6,1516150301.0,2,5.730188172043015,116,11.84,86.88,1.44,74.0,23.2,11.21,96.55,68.1,30.17,22.41,6.9,0.0,4.31,11.21,0.0,7.76,1.72,17.24,11.21,5.17,5.17,4.31,22.41,6.03,5.17,0.86,0.86,1.72,2.59,2.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.55,0.0,0.0,8.62,2.59,18.1,4.31,6.03,1.72,1.72,0.86,3.45,6.03,2.59,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.59,0.86,0.0,0.86,0.86,0.0,4.31,15.52,0.0,6.03,0.0,3.45,2.59,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.28,3.45,6.03,0.0,0.0,0.86,0.0,0.0,3.45,6.03,1.72,1.72,2.8333,2.625,2.8,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.68947,1.46542,1.88258,0.67,6,6.268387096774195,0.1945578231292517
51034,domesticviolence,8fwei8,"(15, 20)",I’ve tried to reason with him and tell him I love him and there is no reason for him to beat me and he says that he knows I love him and I should see that he loves me too but I don’t listen to him and not listening to him will cause me to lose everything. The physical abuse really has damaged me mentally and lowered my self esteem. I’ve been super depressed and I’m scared for what I’ll do to myself if I don’t get out or if I do get out of this  and have to live a life without him . We have a 3 month old daughter and he is in love with her. When he beats me I hate him but seeing him with my daughter makes my heart melt.,1,0.8333333333333334,1525056428.0,6,1.1801547388781444,135,3.5,41.22,12.42,8.22,27.0,7.41,97.04,69.63,31.11,27.41,14.81,0.74,0.0,11.85,0.0,3.7,2.22,12.59,11.85,2.96,11.11,3.7,22.96,2.22,0.0,1.48,0.74,0.0,8.89,3.7,5.19,0.74,1.48,2.22,21.48,1.48,0.0,2.22,11.11,11.11,2.22,2.96,2.22,2.22,0.74,5.93,3.7,1.48,2.22,0.0,5.93,0.74,2.22,0.0,0.0,9.63,3.7,2.96,2.22,1.48,0.74,2.22,17.78,1.48,5.19,0.0,2.96,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.15,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.44,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.74841,1.55462,1.90774,0.88,5,3.13391360412637,0.13696969696969694
26193,ptsd,7s9b0x,"(3, 8)","I may try a new medication. Antidepressants were ok but kind of turned into an unfeeling zombie, which wasn’t good either. It’s hard to describe, but the vigilance goes beyond traditional anxiety and it can be embarrassing. I don’t like it if it affects the mood of others around me, or even makes people want to stay away. Has anyone had luck with medication that soothes you enough, without making you groggy or disconnected?",1,0.6,1516657634.0,20,7.373246753246754,73,27.75,13.65,72.89,76.42,14.6,20.55,93.15,56.16,17.81,6.85,4.11,0.0,2.74,0.0,0.0,10.96,5.48,12.33,12.33,4.11,8.22,4.11,23.29,4.11,1.37,1.37,0.0,1.37,9.59,5.48,2.74,2.74,0.0,0.0,6.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.66,0.0,4.11,2.74,10.96,0.0,12.33,1.37,0.0,0.0,1.37,4.11,0.0,4.11,0.0,0.0,6.85,1.37,1.37,0.0,2.74,1.37,5.48,15.07,1.37,10.96,4.11,6.85,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,17.81,5.48,5.48,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.48,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73482,1.41034,1.8699,0.96,10,7.732883116883119,0.23495670995670995
12446,survivorsofabuse,7va8fe,"(20, 25)","He would refuse to kiss me or touch me because I was a contaminant and he would obsess about how clean and lovely Japanese idols are, etc. He would often say to me that if he ever met an Asian woman he would dump me immediately. The sexual requirements were a very stringent hygiene ritual, followed with putting on one of his idol videos and I would dress as whatever the girl was wearing such as a maid costume or whatever. He would keep his eyes on the screen while I basically gave him a blow job. Very rarely he would have sex with me, I suppose because it would mean having to look at me more than the screen, so he'd prefer just a blow job.",0,0.6,1517783992.0,5,10.21,127,18.46,62.37,1.0,25.77,25.4,12.6,90.55,64.57,19.69,16.54,7.87,0.0,0.0,8.66,0.0,3.15,7.87,10.24,11.81,9.45,10.24,0.0,19.69,4.72,3.15,2.36,0.79,0.79,3.15,1.57,1.57,0.79,0.0,0.0,14.17,0.0,0.0,2.36,8.66,15.75,1.57,2.36,7.87,3.94,0.79,3.15,5.51,3.94,0.79,0.79,3.15,1.57,0.0,1.57,0.0,3.15,1.57,0.0,1.57,0.0,0.0,4.72,5.51,0.0,8.66,2.36,2.36,3.94,2.36,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.87,3.94,3.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.25,1.0,1.0,1.71996,1.63333,1.89882,0.86,4,9.604937500000002,0.21441666666666664
12083,survivorsofabuse,7va8fe,"(0, 5)","Hi, I'm sorry if this doesn't fit here as I'm new to Reddit. I originally posted this in relationships advice but it was taken down due to the mention of abuse. The original post went like this: I met my exBF online when I was 13, he was 18, almost 19 at the time. To cut it short, he groomed me into accepting abusive behaviour from him which carried on when we moved in together when we were 20 and 25.",0,0.8,1517783992.0,5,6.732500000000002,81,28.64,68.92,98.01,2.98,20.25,12.35,91.36,59.26,22.22,14.81,8.64,2.47,0.0,3.7,0.0,7.41,3.7,16.05,8.64,7.41,8.64,1.23,16.05,6.17,2.47,4.94,6.17,0.0,7.41,2.47,4.94,0.0,2.47,1.23,14.81,0.0,1.23,0.0,4.94,4.94,1.23,0.0,1.23,2.47,0.0,2.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.88,7.41,0.0,1.23,1.23,0.0,12.35,3.7,0.0,25.93,4.94,11.11,8.64,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.47,0.0,2.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,4.94,4.94,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.67528,1.57612,1.81029,0.86,4,7.911904761904761,0.0632260101010101
413,survivorsofabuse,7va8fe,"[30, 35]","I recognise that he was not very nice but I can't get him out of my mind, I crave his attention and just wish he would want me. I know this is not healthy and good for me, but it is how I feel. I feel like I need him to tell me why he stopped loving me and what's wrong with me so I can change, but ultimately he's just not interested and I shouldn't really respect the opinion of an arsehole anyway! So I'm feeling very lost and still isolated. As I said, I seem to gravitate towards people who are not good for me and I have ended friendships recently which were obviously toxic for me.",1,1.0,1517783992.0,5,4.937707373271891,119,1.03,1.83,86.91,84.87,23.8,14.29,98.32,69.75,28.57,23.53,17.65,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,5.04,1.68,10.08,10.08,10.08,10.92,5.04,22.69,4.2,2.52,4.2,0.0,0.0,8.4,5.88,2.52,0.0,0.0,1.68,10.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,21.85,5.88,2.52,4.2,1.68,0.84,7.56,3.36,0.0,0.84,2.52,0.84,0.0,0.84,0.0,0.0,7.56,0.84,0.84,0.84,3.36,1.68,5.04,15.13,0.84,6.72,1.68,1.68,3.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.68,0.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.84,11.76,3.36,3.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.84,0.0,0.0,4.2,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.72138,1.3964,1.9339,0.86,4,6.1637327188940105,0.024519230769230765
241,ptsd,8rdo15,"[0, 5]","So I've had PTSD a few years now, coming up on a decade as of December 2018, and in the last year or so I've undergone a lot of change, for the best. I figured since I've found these things to be very important in my fight against this, that I'd share them here. First thing first is to mention therapy. You've got to do it, and it's going to fucking hurt. Medication is also important if you need it.",0,0.6,1529090973.0,3,2.8241085271317843,80,27.79,40.12,95.6,49.0,16.0,12.5,96.25,63.75,21.25,11.25,7.5,0.0,2.5,0.0,1.25,10.0,6.25,17.5,13.75,7.5,10.0,0.0,20.0,5.0,2.5,0.0,3.75,2.5,8.75,5.0,3.75,0.0,2.5,1.25,7.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.25,2.5,2.5,2.5,3.75,0.0,3.75,1.25,0.0,0.0,1.25,3.75,0.0,2.5,1.25,0.0,10.0,1.25,3.75,5.0,2.5,0.0,5.0,13.75,2.5,20.0,3.75,5.0,11.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,6.25,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.67622,1.41667,1.80497,0.72,1,4.406976744186046,0.2025
1329,anxiety,75f70u,"[15, 20]",I’m asking now because my partner told me to eat a chicken schnitzel Parma instead of my ham and cheese sandwich. I freaked out. I almost had a full-on fight with him because I didn’t want to. Felt like I couldn’t. I almost broke down into tears.,1,0.0,1507616156.0,2,0.12932773109243811,48,37.39,3.05,95.6,1.0,9.6,18.75,91.67,64.58,20.83,20.83,18.75,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,4.17,18.75,8.33,8.33,6.25,4.17,20.83,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,8.33,0.0,2.08,4.17,10.42,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,18.75,2.08,4.17,4.17,4.17,0.0,4.17,2.08,0.0,0.0,2.08,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,4.17,2.08,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,10.42,8.33,0.0,12.5,0.0,10.42,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,10.42,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,6.25,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5714,3.0,1.125,1.3,1.0,1.76684,1.74211,1.86422,1.0,2,1.5965266106442577,-0.37777777777777777
1029,food_pantry,9vy2fr,"[0, 5]","Hi all. I recently moved to another country and it pretty much cost everything to get set up here. My roommate just moved out to start a new chapter with their significant other, taking pretty much all the furniture with them and naturally, rent has gone up. I'm wiped out until the 17th. I, my wife and daughter would appreciate any help to tide us over.",0,0.8,1541885419.0,10,5.094179104477611,66,79.25,72.77,93.94,94.75,13.2,16.67,90.91,51.52,18.18,12.12,7.58,1.52,0.0,0.0,3.03,6.06,4.55,18.18,4.55,3.03,6.06,0.0,13.64,3.03,1.52,0.0,0.0,10.61,4.55,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,3.03,1.52,3.03,0.0,13.64,1.52,0.0,1.52,4.55,4.55,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.15,7.58,0.0,6.06,3.03,0.0,4.55,6.06,0.0,21.21,4.55,10.61,6.06,0.0,0.0,4.55,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,7.58,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.8889,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.73727,1.61311,1.92911,0.71,8,6.0151044776119456,0.15404040404040406
1263,anxiety,9jqxzj,"[10, 15]","I was so sure that tattooing was the career I wanted to get into but after completing the apprenticeship and even working as a tattoo artist AND piercer for about a year, I find myself still fucking miserable. Maybe even worse than before. The first tattoo shop I worked for was great but I had to move and I struggled finding another shop like that one. The owner of the last shop I worked in was just a total fucking asshole and treated me like dirt. There's a lot more detail with that story but to make it short, the entire experience made me terrified of going into tattoo shops now.",1,0.0,1538169626.0,6,6.377232142857142,111,77.53,8.84,75.94,1.0,22.2,13.51,91.89,56.76,13.51,9.01,9.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.5,9.01,16.22,5.41,8.11,8.11,0.0,14.41,9.91,7.21,0.0,1.8,4.5,8.11,1.8,6.31,2.7,2.7,0.9,1.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.61,1.8,1.8,0.9,1.8,2.7,3.6,0.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.9,0.0,1.8,0.0,9.01,0.0,3.6,2.7,1.8,0.9,8.11,6.31,0.9,11.71,1.8,3.6,6.31,4.5,4.5,0.0,3.6,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.21,4.5,1.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.76899,1.56421,1.90015,0.88,7,6.558928571428574,0.00454545454545455
10612,domesticviolence,7o3hl9,"(5, 10)","He doesn't let me have any friends i have one from highschool and he's been trying to get me to stop talking to her. saying she just has bad intentions and isnt a true friend but i know diff shes a good person. She recently asked me to start going to the gym with her and i said yes at first, but i told my husband and he flipped. Then he goes you dont need to and all this other stuff but right befour i told him he grabs my fat and says jiggle jiggle...Which just tells me.. you need to lose some weight which i do, I know ive gained alot since having our son...Or yesterday i was craving chips and i told him i was going to the store to get some things and he says.. No! go run around the house.. and continues on what hes doing.",1,0.8,1515078053.0,6,0.5771698113207577,152,9.55,70.08,25.8,25.77,19.0,6.58,96.05,59.87,26.97,22.37,11.18,0.66,1.32,9.21,0.0,4.61,3.29,9.87,11.18,1.97,9.21,2.63,27.63,1.97,0.66,1.97,1.32,3.29,2.63,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.66,21.05,1.32,1.32,2.63,7.24,12.5,1.32,1.32,1.32,3.95,1.32,3.95,3.95,0.0,2.63,1.32,1.32,0.66,0.66,0.0,1.32,9.21,2.63,2.63,0.0,3.29,1.97,5.92,17.11,1.97,11.18,3.29,2.63,5.26,0.66,0.66,0.66,0.66,0.0,0.0,0.66,0.0,0.0,0.66,0.0,0.0,13.82,10.53,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.66,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.77255,1.47692,1.90412,0.88,4,2.050918238993713,0.11887755102040817
1115,ptsd,8hvrmy,"[45, 50]","I feel like the trust I worked so hard to build and the work I put in improving myself by going to therapy, dealing with the anger and the fact I was quick to be violent (old habits die hard...), dealing with and accepting the fact I've also got ADHD and autism, becoming a better man and not following in the footsteps of my dad is just... gone. Destroyed. Utterly fucked. I feel betrayed and completely alone because she was the only person I trusted on this entire planet. I can't even look at her even 4 days later and I've barely spoken to her since.",1,1.0,1525776912.0,3,5.10929226736566,106,54.64,25.44,77.19,25.77,17.67,14.15,89.62,56.6,14.15,13.21,10.38,0.0,0.0,2.83,0.0,0.94,7.55,13.21,6.6,7.55,9.43,1.89,18.87,6.6,2.83,0.0,0.94,0.94,9.43,4.72,4.72,0.0,3.77,0.94,8.49,0.94,0.0,2.83,1.89,12.26,3.77,1.89,0.0,0.94,3.77,1.89,5.66,0.94,0.94,3.77,1.89,0.0,0.94,0.94,0.0,7.55,0.0,3.77,0.94,1.89,1.89,7.55,10.38,0.94,12.26,3.77,3.77,4.72,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.94,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.92,10.38,2.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.83,1.89,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.78292,1.55484,1.88254,0.81,6,6.071847968545217,-0.07666666666666667
1094,stress,9x634b,"[5, 10]","I am called back as a few secondary characters in a play with plenty leads and these character have one line each and sometimes no lines at all so I’m basically ensemble again. To top that off I got called back as the same four characters that like 13 girls are going to compete for and one of them is a new girl in school that this was her first audition. I’m a bit jealous and I know I shouldn’t be but I’m not jealous that the new girl got in, it’s a mix of jealousy and disappointment and dissatisfaction in myself. Plus these two guys that I might have a slight crush on are called back for main characters that kiss the leads in the play so I’m a bit mad about that too. Sorry for ranting so much and I might sound like a bitch but I just need some place to rant and this felt like the best place for it since I’m so stressed and mad at myself about this.",1,1.0,1542242742.0,0,3.278610284742882,174,42.93,24.51,62.98,1.0,34.8,10.34,91.38,60.92,17.24,9.2,8.05,0.0,0.0,0.57,0.57,8.05,7.47,16.09,9.77,7.47,10.34,1.72,14.94,5.75,4.6,0.0,3.45,4.6,8.05,2.3,5.75,0.57,3.45,1.15,5.17,0.0,0.57,2.3,0.57,8.62,1.15,1.72,1.15,2.3,0.57,1.72,1.15,0.0,0.57,0.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.75,0.57,3.45,2.87,2.3,0.0,4.02,8.62,1.72,13.79,1.72,8.62,5.17,2.3,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57,0.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.47,2.87,0.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.02,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71638,1.5049,1.83669,0.5,0,3.856574585635361,-0.011961722488038272
701,survivorsofabuse,7lnvkw,"[5, 10]","This lead to a series of tests which basically showed that he had developmental issues and as he only ever eats junk food and soda showed that hes pretty much decaying. He has some memory issues now and can't really be trusted to live on his own like he could but he'd need a care taker to come in once a week to make sure he's eating, hasn't burned the house down, etc. Anyways I bring this up because at this time in life I was praying to God to kill him or to at least get him out of our lives so I took this incident as either A)Gods way of making me eat my words or B)This was the answer to my prayers as he technically is dying by grdual decay.....slowly",0,0.0,1514022748.0,3,7.739592326139089,136,51.85,47.06,24.77,38.87,45.33,7.35,92.65,58.09,19.12,13.24,4.41,0.74,0.0,8.09,0.0,5.88,4.41,17.65,8.09,5.15,8.09,1.47,20.59,4.41,4.41,0.74,0.74,3.68,5.15,2.94,2.21,0.0,0.74,0.0,9.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.09,13.97,1.47,2.94,1.47,2.94,1.47,5.15,2.21,1.47,0.0,0.74,5.88,0.0,2.21,0.0,3.68,5.88,0.74,0.74,2.94,1.47,0.74,5.15,13.24,1.47,15.44,2.94,6.62,6.62,2.21,0.0,0.74,0.0,2.21,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.74,0.0,0.0,0.74,11.03,5.15,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,1.47,0.0,2.8462,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1111,1.0,1.7199,1.51282,1.84587,1.0,4,8.725575539568343,0.14308080808080806
1318,assistance,5z78hc,"[0, 5]","We've funnelled about 4k into saving our dog's life. As you can see- we haven't gotten that in donations, but what we've gotten has really saved our asses. I found out my dog had a 'treatable' disease right after graduating from college. The college debt was already a burden, and after my partner got laid off- the panic set in that we would have to put my best friend down. He's too young for this, and has been too good to us.",1,0.8,1489434528.0,7,5.568620689655173,83,36.58,88.57,54.56,25.77,16.6,10.84,90.36,61.45,20.48,15.66,4.82,8.43,1.2,1.2,0.0,4.82,4.82,16.87,14.46,6.02,4.82,1.2,21.69,6.02,4.82,1.2,0.0,0.0,4.82,2.41,2.41,1.2,0.0,0.0,13.25,0.0,2.41,0.0,1.2,6.02,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,3.61,1.2,1.2,0.0,0.0,3.61,1.2,2.41,0.0,0.0,19.28,12.05,1.2,2.41,6.02,0.0,13.25,8.43,0.0,14.46,1.2,8.43,4.82,3.61,0.0,0.0,3.61,0.0,0.0,1.2,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.48,6.02,3.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.41,0.0,8.43,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5833,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73341,1.56716,1.93032,0.7,9,6.251172413793103,0.355026455026455
684,ptsd,990jtk,"[1, 6]","I went through sexual assault less than a year ago and I still find I have flashbacks, I get anxious over it. I don’t tell many people this. I told one friend and a few days ago we got into an argument and he ended up saying that it was my fault it happened. I haven’t talked to him since and I’ve deleted his number, but he keeps messaging me as if nothing happened. Am I being irrational in ignoring him for this or is he just an asshole?",1,0.8,1534829962.0,4,5.432500000000001,89,15.29,32.66,73.23,1.0,17.8,14.61,97.75,61.8,26.97,20.22,12.36,1.12,0.0,6.74,0.0,6.74,4.49,11.24,8.99,2.25,8.99,3.37,25.84,5.62,3.37,0.0,1.12,3.37,7.87,0.0,7.87,2.25,3.37,0.0,16.85,0.0,1.12,0.0,6.74,8.99,1.12,1.12,1.12,2.25,1.12,5.62,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,2.25,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,10.11,3.37,0.0,3.37,2.25,1.12,12.36,11.24,0.0,13.48,1.12,4.49,7.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.24,4.49,2.25,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.37,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69031,1.49459,1.84553,1.0,3,6.464260869565219,0.07666666666666667
25271,anxiety,921dp7,"(25, 30)","I’m  asking yall how can I live life properly? Immediately after I threw up  in year 2, I never feared it happening again. I admit when this happened  I was in tears, and same in year 3- I was crying next to my mum by the  toilet but it was over quick and again- I was eating chocolate again the  day after. But now, nausea? Stop eating for the day.",0,0.6,1532603908.0,2,0.036249999999999005,70,24.86,15.86,99.0,1.0,14.0,7.14,94.29,61.43,18.57,14.29,12.86,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,4.29,4.29,14.29,8.57,11.43,8.57,1.43,20.0,5.71,4.29,2.86,2.86,0.0,4.29,0.0,4.29,1.43,0.0,2.86,5.71,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,7.14,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,0.0,4.29,0.0,4.29,4.29,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,1.43,8.57,7.14,0.0,32.86,1.43,7.14,24.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.71,4.29,4.29,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,2.86,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.7,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.74814,1.56667,1.8468,0.66,3,2.6077777777777804,0.033766233766233764
45580,assistance,8omzxo,"(0, 5)","I set up this go fund me page today after learning about the tragic accident that changed my friend and his family's lives forever. Tyson owns his own construction business where he and 2 others work. Last week one of his coworkers died of heat stroke in Tyson's front yard. Saturday June 2, 2018 Tyson was in a car accident where he rolled his vehicle and was ejected. He has over 20 broken/fractured bones and internal bleeding.",0,0.8,1528163531.0,0,6.999624999999998,78,60.8,73.93,46.75,9.85,15.6,19.23,75.64,41.03,16.67,12.82,3.85,0.0,0.0,8.97,0.0,3.85,2.56,10.26,3.85,3.85,5.13,0.0,10.26,3.85,1.28,2.56,6.41,0.0,1.28,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,11.54,0.0,1.28,0.0,8.97,5.13,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,5.13,2.56,3.85,0.0,0.0,5.13,1.28,1.28,2.56,0.0,0.0,5.13,6.41,0.0,23.08,3.85,10.26,8.97,6.41,1.28,1.28,2.56,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.54,6.41,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.56,0.0,1.28,2.6667,2.6154,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.7299,1.84,1.79844,0.47,0,6.580000000000002,-0.037500000000000006
755,anxiety,5z0901,"[5, 10]","I'm sorry if I didn't post this in the right place and such, it'd be really comforting if someone had this as well and told me about it. edit: another way to describe it may be a million thoughts at once. it's really irritable. It's not like I'm thinking ""what if"" as I have seen many people describe, it's just random things, imagine 100 TV channels playing at once and you know what none of them are about or to do with you. It's also very sudden, like an attack.",0,0.0,1489344951.0,15,3.0642857142857167,90,2.61,18.71,82.75,25.77,18.0,13.33,98.89,68.89,24.44,8.89,5.56,0.0,2.22,0.0,1.11,15.56,3.33,14.44,16.67,10.0,11.11,3.33,24.44,5.56,4.44,2.22,4.44,3.33,6.67,3.33,3.33,1.11,1.11,1.11,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,4.44,0.0,3.33,7.78,0.0,8.89,1.11,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,4.44,15.56,1.11,11.11,0.0,6.67,3.33,1.11,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,22.22,5.56,4.44,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,8.89,0.0,0.0,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.66488,1.3284,1.87989,1.0,4,4.800612244897959,0.023214285714285715
357,survivorsofabuse,8gb44o,"[10, 15]","I see her as a distressed and confused, hurting person. In part, this was out of my hands. They filed on my behalf. But the guilt of all this will do to her is hard to deal with. I'll keep breathing and moving forward.",1,0.6,1525202600.0,3,0.6539999999999999,44,62.85,41.03,31.94,1.0,8.8,11.36,93.18,61.36,20.45,15.91,9.09,0.0,0.0,4.55,2.27,4.55,4.55,20.45,11.36,0.0,9.09,0.0,18.18,4.55,2.27,0.0,0.0,4.55,9.09,0.0,9.09,6.82,0.0,2.27,9.09,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,6.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,2.27,2.27,9.09,2.27,0.0,6.82,4.55,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,9.09,4.55,11.36,4.55,9.09,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,11.36,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,2.4286,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.7396,1.45,1.80347,1.0,3,1.8177777777777813,-0.3458333333333333
323,anxiety,8wwrf8,"[6, 11]","My mood has been worse because it’s so fucking hot in the uk and I feel sticky and gross 24/7 unless I’m in the shower. Maybe dehydration is the reason behind my depressed anxious feeling? I really thought the meds were helping me before this so I don’t want to give up on them....but I don’t know what to expect right now. Sorry for going on too much, advice would be amazing right now. ❤️",1,1.0,1531001175.0,2,0.9214814814814822,76,24.27,9.43,97.59,1.0,19.0,11.84,92.11,60.53,15.79,11.84,10.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,3.95,5.26,14.47,13.16,9.21,9.21,2.63,22.37,10.53,2.63,1.32,2.63,1.32,11.84,2.63,7.89,1.32,1.32,2.63,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.11,6.58,2.63,3.95,1.32,0.0,3.95,3.95,0.0,0.0,3.95,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,2.63,18.42,2.63,15.79,1.32,10.53,3.95,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.42,9.21,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,1.32,2.75,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.75984,1.4871,1.91482,1.0,3,2.779259259259259,0.02467532467532468
1012,anxiety,8wwrf8,"[5, 10]","This has only started in the last few days. My mood has been worse because it’s so fucking hot in the uk and I feel sticky and gross 24/7 unless I’m in the shower. Maybe dehydration is the reason behind my depressed anxious feeling? I really thought the meds were helping me before this so I don’t want to give up on them....but I don’t know what to expect right now. Sorry for going on too much, advice would be amazing right now.",1,1.0,1531001175.0,2,1.6030934343434353,85,29.02,11.97,98.49,1.0,17.0,11.76,92.94,60.0,15.29,10.59,9.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,4.71,5.88,14.12,12.94,9.41,8.24,2.35,22.35,10.59,2.35,1.18,2.35,2.35,10.59,2.35,7.06,1.18,1.18,2.35,4.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.29,5.88,2.35,3.53,1.18,0.0,3.53,3.53,0.0,0.0,3.53,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,2.35,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,3.53,17.65,2.35,18.82,1.18,10.59,7.06,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,9.41,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.71,0.0,1.18,2.75,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7459,1.50857,1.88776,1.0,3,3.107424242424244,0.005102040816326536
16162,relationships,7sl624,"(0, 5)","Hold on, this is going to be a long one folks. I met Alex at work about a year ago. We collaborated on few projects being in similar roles but never worked directly on the same team. When I first met him, I wasn't romantically interested in him. I was in a relationship and I knew the age difference and it was just not something that would be on my radar.",0,1.0,1516774872.0,13,1.9641071428571415,71,40.28,33.62,99.0,77.59,14.2,12.68,95.77,60.56,18.31,12.68,8.45,1.41,0.0,2.82,0.0,5.63,7.04,14.08,11.27,5.63,5.63,4.23,18.31,5.63,4.23,1.41,2.82,1.41,2.82,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.68,1.41,0.0,0.0,2.82,12.68,1.41,0.0,1.41,1.41,2.82,5.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.49,9.86,5.63,1.41,0.0,0.0,11.27,5.63,1.41,23.94,1.41,14.08,8.45,7.04,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.27,7.04,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.68241,1.49524,1.83053,0.71,11,4.154761904761909,0.049999999999999996
1404,ptsd,8f5gr0,"[0, 5]","The second half of a song called Monsters, by the band NOFX. A favorite of mine, it seems appropriate. I never had the guts to do it. But God how I wanted to run off. God give me strength",0,0.6666666666666666,1524771248.0,2,-0.26000000000000156,39,86.39,22.08,46.75,97.19,7.8,10.26,94.87,56.41,15.38,10.26,10.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,12.82,15.38,5.13,5.13,5.13,2.56,17.95,5.13,0.0,2.56,5.13,0.0,5.13,5.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.82,2.56,2.56,2.56,2.56,2.56,2.56,2.56,0.0,2.56,0.0,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,7.69,10.26,0.0,7.69,2.56,2.56,2.56,0.0,5.13,0.0,0.0,5.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,10.26,5.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,3.0,2.6,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.884,1.52903,1.89033,0.67,0,1.6725128205128215,0.20833333333333334
1570,ptsd,8f5gr0,"[21, 26]",If I am to survive I must defy him I'm leaving this behind I'll go so far away He'll never find me I know that I'm Making that the last time,0,0.0,1524771248.0,2,-3.1271428571428572,31,1.0,1.25,99.0,25.77,31.0,6.45,96.77,64.52,35.48,25.81,22.58,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,9.68,3.23,9.68,16.13,6.45,6.45,3.23,35.48,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,19.35,6.45,3.23,6.45,3.23,6.45,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.35,6.45,25.81,6.45,9.68,9.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.9,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.25,2.6,1.2,1.2222,1.0,1.69745,1.44138,1.91522,0.67,0,0.9628571428571426,-0.10000000000000002
5671,anxiety,705y88,"(5, 10)","But Kim Jong Un has already fired more missile than his dad and grandpa combined. How worried do I need to be on the East Coast of the USA? I'm trying to calm down with breathing exercises and busting my mind with Netflix. It's helping a bit, but I'm really on edge. I've got an appointment with my doctor next week, so I'm hoping maybe a higher dose of medicine can help.",1,0.8,1505430775.0,2,2.9703030303030324,72,56.94,20.24,66.83,51.78,14.4,16.67,86.11,52.78,12.5,11.11,9.72,0.0,0.0,1.39,0.0,1.39,6.94,15.28,12.5,6.94,8.33,0.0,16.67,8.33,4.17,1.39,0.0,2.78,6.94,4.17,2.78,1.39,0.0,0.0,6.94,2.78,0.0,0.0,4.17,12.5,0.0,1.39,2.78,4.17,0.0,5.56,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.94,1.39,5.56,0.0,0.0,8.33,1.39,1.39,5.56,1.39,0.0,2.78,13.89,1.39,12.5,0.0,8.33,4.17,2.78,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,5.56,2.78,0.0,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.94,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.9091,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.76534,1.57097,1.83498,0.76,6,4.279935064935067,0.18240740740740743
402,domesticviolence,8o7kgo,"[5, 10]","At the end of the night he literally dragged her to the end and caught a cab home by themselves. I didn’t think of anything as he was telling me that she would act up sometimes. But this time it was something different. My gf started crying all the way home, telling me how she told her that my friend “S” beats her. It took me a while to realize what she was telling me.",1,0.6,1528019376.0,15,4.080394736842109,75,26.4,70.32,34.86,9.41,15.0,16.0,93.33,62.67,32.0,21.33,9.33,0.0,0.0,10.67,1.33,10.67,8.0,10.67,6.67,1.33,6.67,1.33,20.0,2.67,2.67,2.67,0.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,20.0,0.0,2.67,9.33,2.67,14.67,2.67,1.33,1.33,4.0,1.33,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,2.67,0.0,2.67,1.33,0.0,10.67,2.67,0.0,14.67,1.33,4.0,9.33,0.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,6.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.7,3.0,1.1,1.125,1.0,1.7562,1.68615,1.88644,1.0,4,4.156421052631579,-0.1
51229,ptsd,7jwtmc,"(10, 15)","The first two times I had done these psychedelics I was mostly alone, the last one however was with my friends. So me and two of my closest friends (let's call them Joseph and Andy) took our tabs in a pretty comfortable setting (as has been suggested by most who have taken these drugs). It was at Joseph's apartment. About an hour later Andy has definitely been hit the strongest with him being the most talkative and I the least. The visuals were amazing as usual and the sound is also distorted as usual.",0,1.0,1513305618.0,0,5.248392857142857,94,35.95,70.27,25.35,93.02,18.8,17.02,90.43,58.51,14.89,10.64,6.38,2.13,0.0,1.06,1.06,4.26,9.57,10.64,13.83,6.38,10.64,0.0,18.09,15.96,9.57,1.06,4.26,3.19,6.38,5.32,1.06,0.0,0.0,1.06,10.64,0.0,2.13,0.0,1.06,6.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.26,1.06,1.06,1.06,0.0,1.06,0.0,1.06,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,8.51,4.26,1.06,1.06,2.13,0.0,10.64,5.32,0.0,10.64,0.0,3.19,7.45,0.0,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.77,5.32,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,4.26,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.69364,1.47895,1.82542,0.2,11,5.000238095238096,0.18571428571428572
6017,ptsd,5mvubh,"(0, 5)","This weekend was terrible, and I guess I wanted to talk about it. Even before this I've been a bit detached and increasingly jumpy. Any sudden sounds or movements I don't expect make me jump. Sometimes I startle so hard I actually pull a shoulder muscle. This weekend though just was worse than usual...",1,1.0,1483938842.0,5,3.59059523809524,54,7.43,2.1,99.0,1.0,10.8,18.52,96.3,53.7,20.37,12.96,12.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.41,3.7,7.41,9.26,11.11,9.26,1.85,18.52,12.96,5.56,0.0,0.0,3.7,5.56,0.0,5.56,1.85,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.52,0.0,1.85,3.7,7.41,0.0,7.41,3.7,0.0,1.85,1.85,3.7,3.7,1.85,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,7.41,12.96,1.85,18.52,7.41,0.0,11.11,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.52,12.96,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.625,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72372,1.4,1.8603,1.0,3,4.275000000000002,-0.3236111111111111
99,anxiety,7b6l80,"[0, 5]","This may be a ridiculous question, but I feel like I go to pee way to many times more than average and It's starting to make me insane. I wanted to get this out of my mind. I think it may be a psychological problem, like an anxiety ""symptom"". Because when I'm at home for an entire day, it's fine. But when I'm in school or in any other public place I get that thought: ""What if I suddenly have to go while I'm doing an exam?""",1,0.8,1509988814.0,3,1.8824068322981375,87,33.57,4.25,99.0,3.63,17.4,12.64,98.85,62.07,21.84,12.64,12.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.2,5.75,16.09,12.64,3.45,10.34,0.0,24.14,5.75,4.6,3.45,0.0,5.75,4.6,1.15,3.45,1.15,1.15,0.0,2.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.69,4.6,2.3,3.45,6.9,1.15,6.9,1.15,0.0,0.0,1.15,2.3,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.3,1.15,1.15,17.24,2.3,17.24,2.3,6.9,8.05,3.45,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.69,4.6,3.45,1.15,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,4.6,5.75,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72045,1.41519,1.88493,0.81,12,4.285714285714288,-0.015972222222222218
38391,assistance,8almqi,"(35, 40)","I asked for nothing but a declaration (a document detailing finances) from the divorce. He stole from me. I asked for nothing but restitution. He fought, forced me to hire a lawyer (more money), dragged out the case, and led to have alimony imposed upon if he failed to make restitution. He still failed to even honestly attempt to make restitution.",1,0.8,1523139941.0,88,6.058032786885249,61,91.1,43.48,3.16,1.13,12.2,24.59,81.97,54.1,13.11,13.11,6.56,0.0,0.0,6.56,0.0,0.0,8.2,18.03,1.64,3.28,6.56,3.28,11.48,1.64,1.64,0.0,0.0,1.64,6.56,1.64,4.92,0.0,1.64,3.28,13.11,1.64,0.0,0.0,6.56,14.75,0.0,6.56,1.64,1.64,3.28,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.2,0.0,3.28,6.56,1.64,3.28,8.2,4.92,0.0,6.56,1.64,3.28,1.64,8.2,0.0,0.0,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.67,8.2,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.56,0.0,2.7778,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70132,1.644,1.71854,0.84,46,5.804065573770494,-0.040000000000000015
27334,assistance,8almqi,"(20, 25)","At the very least, I need help keeping the RV running so that I can get food at least, keep going to the doctor to see if I can get well enough to work again. And if i end up filing for bankruptcy and lose my home (as might happen in the next month or two, to be honest), I'll need it to sleep in. So if anyone to help out even a little bit with this $575, I could really use it. Thank you! Update:",0,0.6,1523139941.0,88,3.480340909090909,86,58.63,20.78,64.67,69.6,17.2,3.49,94.19,59.3,15.12,9.3,8.14,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,5.81,5.81,17.44,6.98,8.14,10.47,0.0,18.6,5.81,3.49,0.0,2.33,3.49,4.65,3.49,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.79,0.0,1.16,6.98,6.98,0.0,5.81,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,3.49,1.16,1.16,0.0,1.16,9.3,2.33,2.33,4.65,2.33,1.16,0.0,16.28,3.49,16.28,2.33,8.14,5.81,3.49,1.16,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,16.28,3.49,5.81,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,2.33,1.16,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.65921,1.46053,1.87275,0.84,46,4.95127272727273,-0.0039285714285714245
42869,anxiety,9ga7b5,"(0, 5)","Hey guys. This post is primarily obsession and compulsion orientated. I did want to post in the OCD sr but it’s pretty quiet in there. I’m a 19 year old male from the UK and in terms of my anxiety, this has truly been the worst year of my life. My most common obsession theme throughout my life has been to do with my health but for the last two years I have been dominated by intrusive thoughts about being a homosexual when I’m not and being a pedophile.",1,1.0,1537101103.0,3,3.6742546583850952,89,50.79,13.05,84.01,1.0,17.8,13.48,91.01,59.55,13.48,10.11,10.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.37,7.87,14.61,15.73,5.62,6.74,1.12,16.85,4.49,2.25,1.12,2.25,1.12,7.87,2.25,5.62,3.37,1.12,0.0,3.37,0.0,1.12,0.0,2.25,8.99,1.12,0.0,1.12,2.25,1.12,3.37,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,5.62,0.0,4.49,1.12,0.0,3.37,0.0,1.12,2.25,0.0,1.12,4.49,10.11,0.0,13.48,0.0,3.37,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.11,5.62,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.37,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.6813,1.43284,1.86661,1.0,0,5.311801242236026,-0.005555555555555554
37419,ptsd,7zx26g,"(29, 34)","If you don't, find one. It helps so much and may be the only way I have gotten this far. I think it is just so scary because there is nothing that feels like this isn't just how life is from now on. I feel like I fight every day just to be able to be this crappy shadow of the guy I used to be. I feel like there is nothing to look forward to, and all I have is just trying to fail at everything in the least humiliating way that I can.",1,1.0,1519484307.0,2,2.9198281786941607,95,9.4,17.17,70.38,1.0,19.0,6.32,100.0,69.47,17.89,9.47,8.42,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,8.42,3.16,14.74,15.79,11.58,7.37,4.21,25.26,4.21,4.21,1.05,1.05,4.21,6.32,1.05,5.26,2.11,3.16,1.05,5.26,0.0,1.05,0.0,1.05,17.89,5.26,3.16,1.05,3.16,5.26,2.11,5.26,2.11,0.0,3.16,1.05,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,6.32,1.05,3.16,2.11,1.05,1.05,2.11,23.16,1.05,9.47,1.05,7.37,3.16,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.47,5.26,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.61734,1.36629,1.90494,0.63,1,4.46139175257732,-0.07142857142857142
36261,domesticviolence,887e64,"(5, 10)","I’m not afraid of this guy, at all, and I have no idea what brought this reaction on, but I’m humiliated and feel terrible. I kept telling him I was so sorry but I just felt like an idiot, and I didn’t want to get into my past because it gets heavy. I just feel like I will never be normal again, I don’t know if I should talk about it, I’m frustrated. Any advice? I feel damaged.",1,0.6,1522379784.0,4,-0.24876840696117952,78,1.47,1.0,99.0,1.0,15.6,10.26,100.0,64.1,25.64,19.23,17.95,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,6.41,1.28,10.26,12.82,7.69,10.26,6.41,26.92,6.41,2.56,1.28,0.0,2.56,8.97,0.0,8.97,2.56,3.85,1.28,6.41,0.0,1.28,0.0,2.56,23.08,7.69,2.56,3.85,2.56,2.56,6.41,6.41,0.0,0.0,6.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,1.28,2.56,0.0,7.69,17.95,1.28,8.97,1.28,3.85,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.51,5.13,7.69,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.41,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.375,2.6,1.0,1.3,1.0,1.71313,1.35942,1.88511,0.84,3,2.365702811244983,-0.375
439,survivorsofabuse,8p1hp3,"[8, 13]","I sent a respectful email to my primary psychiatrist explaining my thoughts on how it was inappropriate to have Paterno's picture prominently displayed. Am I fucked up in the head for thinking this wrong? In the past, I had a mild traumatic brain injury. Sometimes I over react. 24 hours post appointment, I'm still bitter about the Paterno pics.",0,0.0,1528298594.0,46,5.350218579234973,59,83.65,19.85,99.0,1.0,11.8,25.42,84.75,49.15,15.25,11.86,11.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,8.47,15.25,8.47,5.08,1.69,0.0,15.25,5.08,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,8.47,1.69,6.78,0.0,3.39,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.17,5.08,3.39,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,5.08,3.39,0.0,0.0,6.78,5.08,1.69,1.69,0.0,8.47,0.0,0.0,6.78,0.0,1.69,8.47,5.08,0.0,18.64,1.69,8.47,6.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.25,6.78,3.39,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.8182,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.76238,1.63556,1.81911,0.97,13,5.97827868852459,0.03541666666666665
1795,anxiety,9bneuy,"[25, 30]","In a day I went from broke and facing a dark, foreclosed home with no utilities to having enough money to totally catch up on all my bills. Then I had an appointment with my psychiatrist and case worker at the clinic I go to. I shamefully told the doctor there that I had been out of control, off meds, binging on alcohol and not following advice. She explained that it was not surprising for someone with my condition to lose control with all the stress I was facing. She increased my prozac dose and made appointments to follow up and see a therapist and reassured me about many things.",0,0.6,1535662119.0,3,9.737363636363636,110,81.05,20.66,77.1,5.95,22.0,17.27,90.0,58.18,16.36,11.82,10.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,4.55,6.36,19.09,5.45,2.73,6.36,2.73,15.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.73,5.45,1.82,3.64,1.82,0.0,1.82,6.36,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,9.09,0.91,2.73,0.0,0.91,2.73,1.82,1.82,1.82,0.0,0.0,6.36,0.0,6.36,0.0,1.82,7.27,0.0,1.82,6.36,0.0,0.91,9.09,3.64,0.91,14.55,5.45,7.27,1.82,1.82,0.91,0.91,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.27,4.55,2.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.78878,1.6043,1.80963,0.81,2,9.188181818181821,0.0
620,homeless,62v95o,"[10, 15]","So I had to look for work again. She gave me hell the entire time. I just found another job at the end of February, but my start date wouldn't be till near the end of march. That wasn't good enough for her (as if I set the start date), so she breaks up with me, and kicks me out. Now I'm fucked, because I have work.",1,0.8,1491078474.0,6,1.6512857142857165,67,28.72,6.79,99.0,8.14,13.4,5.97,94.03,65.67,20.9,17.91,13.43,0.0,0.0,4.48,0.0,2.99,5.97,17.91,8.96,7.46,11.94,2.99,17.91,1.49,1.49,0.0,0.0,2.99,4.48,1.49,2.99,0.0,2.99,0.0,8.96,0.0,2.99,4.48,0.0,10.45,1.49,1.49,2.99,1.49,1.49,4.48,1.49,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,5.97,0.0,2.99,1.49,1.49,0.0,7.46,13.43,0.0,23.88,0.0,5.97,17.91,4.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,2.99,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.9,7.46,5.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.48,2.99,0.0,2.75,2.8182,3.0,1.3333,1.1429,1.0,1.75823,1.63226,1.89388,0.88,9,2.6814285714285724,0.039999999999999994
678,assistance,5uxk1t,"[25, 30]","It was a higher amount previously, but I've been figuring things out each day to get by. At this point I may have exhausted all options. I can repay the money along with some interest once I get paid. Although I'd love to split that between this pay and next months if possible. If not, that's ok too.",0,0.0,1487496688.0,2,2.969508196721314,58,30.64,2.91,98.71,85.87,11.6,13.79,98.28,56.9,18.97,8.62,8.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.34,3.45,13.79,13.79,1.72,8.62,1.72,17.24,3.45,1.72,0.0,1.72,6.9,6.9,5.17,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.69,1.72,0.0,3.45,10.34,1.72,10.34,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,6.9,1.72,0.0,1.72,3.45,0.0,6.9,10.34,1.72,17.24,0.0,8.62,8.62,1.72,0.0,0.0,5.17,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,17.24,8.62,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.17,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.125,1.25,1.0,1.6875,1.44074,1.87336,0.56,1,4.256524590163934,0.09761904761904762
446,ptsd,7ck862,"[0, 5]","I really need to get this off my chest because I don't feel like anyone I can talk to in ""real life"" right now is going to understand (I am seeing friends Wednesday though). I had a horrible weekend. Boyfriend and I want to move next year. This weekend we visited a city we were thinking about moving to and we **hated** it. I was so discouraged and feeling so vulnerable by the whole thing.",1,1.0,1510541747.0,8,1.2100000000000009,75,20.57,50.0,98.82,1.0,15.0,17.33,98.67,60.0,21.33,14.67,10.67,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,4.0,13.33,9.33,8.0,9.33,1.33,25.33,2.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,5.33,0.0,5.33,2.67,1.33,1.33,10.67,0.0,2.67,0.0,1.33,13.33,5.33,1.33,2.67,1.33,0.0,2.67,4.0,1.33,0.0,2.67,2.67,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,9.33,6.67,0.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,6.67,16.0,1.33,18.67,5.33,5.33,8.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.67,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,1.33,2.67,5.33,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.1429,1.1818,1.0,1.76391,1.46944,1.97094,0.8,1,3.0555789473684243,-0.1892857142857143
1147,ptsd,7ck862,"[11, 16]","The news is always problematic for folks with PTSD, but it just feels so much worse lately. I am not one to regularly get triggered by the news, but this weekend just was too much. I just felt like I was swept into this gigantic downward spiral. I really want to go clean up my room and get some food ready for tomorrow (the work week) (AKA do some ""adulating"") but I am so exasperated, exhausted, and burnt out that I just can't. And that is going to make the week even worse.",1,1.0,1510541747.0,8,4.942695035460993,93,32.43,6.63,95.49,1.23,18.6,10.75,92.47,56.99,12.9,7.53,7.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.38,4.3,11.83,7.53,11.83,8.6,2.15,16.13,4.3,3.23,0.0,1.08,4.3,5.38,1.08,4.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.13,2.15,2.15,2.15,2.15,1.08,6.45,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,2.15,0.0,1.08,0.0,1.08,7.53,0.0,1.08,1.08,2.15,3.23,3.23,16.13,2.15,17.2,3.23,6.45,7.53,1.08,1.08,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.2,5.38,4.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.15,1.08,4.3,0.0,3.0,2.625,2.8,1.1111,1.125,1.0,1.68333,1.36296,1.86528,0.8,1,5.8348936170212795,-0.009259259259259252
1426,domesticviolence,5zktdi,"[50, 55]",But she then came out of the bathroom a second time and attached me saying she was going to fucking kill me and started choking me. I did push her back against bathroom door just to restrain her. Not to hit her Just to try to figure out what was going on. It was the 3rd time i was attacked in 24 hours. I was scared.,1,1.0,1489599328.0,3,2.796818181818182,66,52.29,22.44,93.94,1.0,13.2,13.64,93.94,62.12,19.7,16.67,9.09,0.0,0.0,7.58,0.0,3.03,4.55,16.67,9.09,4.55,6.06,1.52,21.21,3.03,0.0,1.52,3.03,0.0,6.06,0.0,6.06,1.52,4.55,0.0,9.09,0.0,0.0,7.58,0.0,7.58,1.52,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,4.55,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,3.03,0.0,1.52,1.52,0.0,3.03,0.0,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,12.12,1.52,4.55,22.73,6.06,9.09,9.09,0.0,3.03,4.55,0.0,0.0,1.52,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.58,7.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.74715,1.76667,1.76315,1.0,8,3.6822424242424248,-0.15
46932,anxiety,97ceo9,"(3, 8)",The online therapist who was helping me through by depressive anxiety disorder ghosted on me without furnishing a reason. What's worse is I spent a majority of my waking time in the office and I feel so alone and out of place there. I would love to have somebody I can trust but theres always something. Ugh can't keep doing this. I've not been getting sleep over this feeling.,1,1.0,1534282380.0,2,3.3985322896281787,69,27.23,7.38,94.19,1.83,13.8,20.29,94.2,62.32,20.29,11.59,11.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.7,5.8,14.49,14.49,4.35,5.8,4.35,20.29,2.9,1.45,2.9,0.0,1.45,11.59,4.35,7.25,1.45,0.0,2.9,7.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.94,4.35,1.45,1.45,2.9,1.45,5.8,2.9,0.0,0.0,2.9,4.35,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,7.25,1.45,0.0,1.45,1.45,2.9,4.35,15.94,0.0,10.14,0.0,7.25,2.9,1.45,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,11.59,7.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.76644,1.48475,1.8662,1.0,4,4.479882583170255,0.0
11736,relationships,7qqn39,"(14, 19)","But yeah, I was afraid and dumb and feeling vulnerable when I wrote it. So thanks to you guys for calming me, and sharing your own stories (really helped alot). tldr : I was sooper stoopid, but me and my dad are still cool. But thank you to everyone who calmed me down on here when I posted. It meant alot.",0,1.0,1516086729.0,449,2.0174999999999983,60,2.38,43.37,96.21,84.54,12.0,11.67,93.33,60.0,25.0,18.33,13.33,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,8.33,5.0,10.0,16.67,0.0,18.33,5.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,3.33,13.33,8.33,5.0,3.33,1.67,0.0,15.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,3.33,15.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,3.33,1.67,6.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,1.67,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,10.0,5.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,3.33,5.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,1.67,1.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,18.33,8.33,5.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,2.7778,2.4,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.66361,1.51538,1.93003,0.97,16,2.8633333333333333,-0.03506944444444447
1304,survivorsofabuse,77mvd7,"[20, 25]","Now they didn't know about HF autism then but the signs were there. Bullied in school and at home, I just shut down at about age 10. Went to school ,went home , didn't talk to anybody. The schools noticed. Parents were duly notified but nothing was done.",1,0.6,1508513786.0,6,2.5983673469387725,47,41.79,19.75,99.0,25.77,9.4,14.89,85.11,57.45,6.38,4.26,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,2.13,4.26,17.02,12.77,10.64,8.51,6.38,23.4,2.13,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.51,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.02,4.26,0.0,0.0,2.13,2.13,8.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.38,2.13,0.0,4.26,0.0,0.0,19.15,6.38,2.13,21.28,4.26,10.64,6.38,6.38,0.0,4.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.28,10.64,6.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.26,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.2857,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.57467,1.57073,1.77339,1.0,4,1.9585306122448998,-0.15555555555555559
95,ptsd,6vq88b,"[0, 5]","Hello everyone, A very close friend of mine was in an accident a few years ago and deals with PTSD. He has horrific nightmares that wake him up and keep him in a state of fright. We live in separate provinces, so when he does have his dreams it is difficult to comfort him. Each time he calls, and I struggle with what to say on the phone.",0,0.6,1503574312.0,4,5.42514705882353,68,62.14,96.11,6.2,1.0,17.0,13.24,92.65,60.29,20.59,14.71,2.94,1.47,0.0,10.29,0.0,5.88,7.35,16.18,7.35,4.41,7.35,0.0,11.76,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,7.35,1.47,5.88,2.94,0.0,0.0,20.59,0.0,1.47,0.0,10.29,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,1.47,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,8.82,4.41,0.0,2.94,0.0,1.47,2.94,10.29,0.0,17.65,0.0,11.76,5.88,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.29,5.88,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72271,1.64068,1.82721,1.0,3,5.44294117647059,-0.27272727272727276
193,survivorsofabuse,8wp6tx,"[0, 5]","First things first, this may contain triggers for several different types of abuse. If this is no the right place for this post, by all means get rid of it, last thing I want to do is cause trouble for others. I'll refer to my wife as M Some background: My wife's parents immigrated from the Soviet Union in the 80s with her brother, wife was born in the early 90s. Obviously life followed a different set of rules in the USSR, and that's bound to be a difficult thing to adjust to.",0,1.0,1530923799.0,6,9.213750000000001,93,91.73,33.35,60.4,1.23,23.25,13.98,88.17,51.61,15.05,5.38,4.3,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,9.68,7.53,19.35,8.6,0.0,3.23,1.08,13.98,5.38,3.23,0.0,2.15,3.23,3.23,0.0,3.23,0.0,1.08,0.0,6.45,5.38,0.0,4.3,1.08,15.05,2.15,2.15,2.15,3.23,2.15,5.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,12.9,6.45,2.15,1.08,1.08,2.15,3.23,8.6,2.15,13.98,1.08,6.45,5.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.98,4.3,5.38,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.2,1.1429,1.0,1.66863,1.505,1.83702,1.0,1,8.888749999999998,0.016883116883116875
957,anxiety,6g0qtk,"[10, 15]","I'm just so tired of everything. I want my life back, I want to travel and get a degree or just a job. I am coping now because I started drinking heavy, I know it's not the best thing but it keeps me calm for now. I just don't know what to do anymore to be honest. Festival season is starting next week and all my friends are excited to go and see the bands.",1,0.8571428571428571,1496926217.0,2,0.8679670329670373,75,8.19,5.5,96.63,99.0,15.0,12.0,97.33,61.33,21.33,13.33,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,5.33,8.0,10.67,9.33,9.33,2.67,25.33,9.33,1.33,1.33,0.0,1.33,6.67,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,13.33,2.67,1.33,2.67,1.33,2.67,4.0,2.67,1.33,0.0,1.33,4.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,1.33,5.33,1.33,1.33,1.33,4.0,0.0,1.33,25.33,0.0,14.67,2.67,1.33,12.0,1.33,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,6.67,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.73694,1.47941,1.96731,0.76,1,2.976227106227107,0.1861111111111111
1006,anxiety,9xeht2,"[0, 5]","I have tried every basic medicine like Prozac, Zoloft, etc. right now I take 15 of Buspar twice a day, Effexor 150 once, and 30 of Vyanse twice a day. I can’t get out of bed or do anything without Vyvanse even though it lasts maybe 5 hours. Ican sorta tell a difference from the Effexor, like I don’t feel as emotional. But I still experience severe anxiety almost every day and it does nothing to help my panic attacks.",1,1.0,1542310823.0,1,5.782317073170731,80,54.96,4.01,90.16,1.0,16.0,15.0,86.25,48.75,11.25,7.5,7.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.75,5.0,12.5,5.0,7.5,7.5,5.0,11.25,5.0,5.0,0.0,8.75,2.5,6.25,0.0,6.25,2.5,1.25,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.5,1.25,0.0,0.0,6.25,3.75,7.5,2.5,0.0,0.0,1.25,3.75,0.0,3.75,0.0,0.0,6.25,1.25,1.25,2.5,2.5,0.0,1.25,12.5,0.0,12.5,0.0,2.5,10.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,6.25,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.75507,1.52333,1.88691,1.0,1,6.347463414634149,0.09523809523809523
52228,assistance,5m2nvj,"(0, 4)","I wrote a 4000-word short story on depression to bring awareness. I need around 10-15 people to answer the questionnaire. If you guys could answer it, show it to maybe somebody or tell me somehwhere I could post it to get more people to read and answer, that would be so great. <url> (This is the questionnaire, and a link to the story can be found inside)",0,1.0,1483572453.0,10,4.477285714285713,69,58.77,66.81,45.29,25.77,17.25,8.7,88.41,55.07,15.94,7.25,5.8,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,8.7,7.25,13.04,10.14,4.35,7.25,0.0,18.84,4.35,1.45,0.0,4.35,1.45,2.9,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,1.45,11.59,0.0,1.45,0.0,1.45,20.29,8.7,0.0,7.25,5.8,0.0,2.9,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.9,0.0,2.9,11.59,0.0,10.14,1.45,7.25,0.0,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.39,4.35,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.9,0.0,0.0,2.9,2.9,2.75,2.4286,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.72847,1.6,1.94052,0.75,12,4.704285714285717,0.43333333333333335
10510,ptsd,7f8hy2,"(17, 22)","(although i’m scared it’ll change me) TL;DR: I suffer from mental illness, and am leaving a relationship with my girlfriend. This is hard for me because she was the best and only friend I had and i’m in a very bad spot physically right now so i’m very isolated and lonely and in an unsafe place with my abusive father. I need to find someone to talk to because i’m hearing voices from an inanimate object and am becoming inseparable to it. how do I make friends whilst having my anxiety?",1,0.8,1511540793.0,20,3.655312500000001,92,13.61,29.33,68.63,1.0,23.0,18.48,94.57,63.04,19.57,15.22,14.13,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,4.35,5.43,11.96,14.13,6.52,13.04,0.0,19.57,5.43,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,9.78,1.09,8.7,2.17,1.09,3.26,9.78,1.09,3.26,1.09,1.09,10.87,2.17,5.43,1.09,1.09,0.0,1.09,3.26,0.0,2.17,1.09,3.26,0.0,3.26,0.0,0.0,8.7,4.35,1.09,2.17,1.09,2.17,2.17,15.22,1.09,8.7,2.17,4.35,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.22,3.26,1.09,1.09,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.43,2.17,0.0,2.6667,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.78363,1.56104,1.84231,0.91,9,5.437916666666666,0.05933862433862436
28924,anxiety,7apow4,"(25, 30)",Some anxiety may come from other areas such as physical etc.This can help to. Do you think most people in the court would agree that not bullying people because of there looks is good? That people don't deserve discrimination? I do. Well put that on your sheet and you can be more confident in yourself.,0,1.0,1509787158.0,32,3.399473684210527,56,16.87,89.42,20.57,97.85,11.2,14.29,89.29,58.93,17.86,8.93,1.79,0.0,7.14,0.0,0.0,8.93,1.79,12.5,16.07,5.36,5.36,3.57,19.64,7.14,5.36,0.0,0.0,5.36,8.93,7.14,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.07,1.79,1.79,1.79,5.36,1.79,3.57,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,5.36,1.79,1.79,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,17.86,1.79,10.71,3.57,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,1.79,1.79,0.0,12.5,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.78169,1.51481,1.81734,1.0,3,4.055350877192982,0.29642857142857143
29061,anxiety,7apow4,"(20, 25)","Read from your sheet and you will be accepted by others effortlessly. This also starts the beginning of you allowing yourself to be yourself. Do you believe strongly about animal rights ? Brilliant that would go down pretty well in the court? Sounds commendable, put it on your sheet and read from it.",0,1.0,1509787158.0,32,5.780192307692307,52,42.69,99.0,26.92,99.0,10.4,19.23,88.46,61.54,23.08,13.46,0.0,0.0,13.46,0.0,0.0,9.62,3.85,17.31,9.62,5.77,5.77,0.0,23.08,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.62,9.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.54,3.85,1.92,1.92,1.92,0.0,1.92,1.92,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,1.92,5.77,0.0,0.0,1.92,11.54,1.92,13.46,3.85,5.77,3.85,5.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,11.54,5.77,1.92,0.0,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.625,3.0,1.3,1.1429,1.0,1.68878,1.575,1.92035,1.0,3,5.031384615384617,0.3569444444444444
41376,homeless,769syh,"(0, 5)","I'm 20, and just got kicked out of my grandmother's house spur of the moment. No idea why, she refuses to tell me, just started throwing things at me and told me ""It's not safe for me to be there."" I do still have my car, and I have a job so I can afford it. My question is how legal is it to do so? It's a small car, and I'm 6'8, so I doubt I'll get much sleep anyways, but if I do, I wouldn't want to get woken up by police telling me to move, or worse, getting impounded or something.",1,0.6,1507951608.0,7,0.3093693693693709,105,3.09,4.35,89.63,13.0,21.0,10.48,93.33,65.71,22.86,17.14,16.19,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.0,5.71,2.86,11.43,14.29,9.52,11.43,2.86,24.76,2.86,0.95,1.9,2.86,0.95,2.86,0.95,1.9,0.95,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.95,0.0,1.9,0.0,12.38,1.9,1.9,2.86,5.71,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.48,0.0,0.0,3.81,3.81,2.86,4.76,18.1,0.95,9.52,2.86,3.81,2.86,2.86,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,23.81,3.81,9.52,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,1.9,7.62,0.0,0.0,2.875,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.7258,1.50213,1.86491,0.78,29,2.827207207207209,-0.1
45791,anxiety,5z6w8e,"(13, 18)","I feel so overwhelmed, I am excited as hell, and twice as much anxious. Any one else experience this before a big dream job or something?? How did you, if you did , beat out anxiety? ? luckily I haven't had a panic attack because I know how to keep myself at bay... but I am on the edge of my seat 24/7...",1,1.0,1489431359.0,1,2.090645161290322,62,20.06,5.36,94.58,1.0,12.4,12.9,93.55,58.06,17.74,14.52,11.29,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,4.84,12.9,9.68,4.84,16.13,1.61,14.52,9.68,4.84,3.23,6.45,3.23,12.9,3.23,9.68,6.45,3.23,1.61,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.97,3.23,4.84,1.61,8.06,0.0,8.06,4.84,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,1.61,4.84,1.61,0.0,4.84,9.68,0.0,9.68,0.0,8.06,1.61,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.42,11.29,6.45,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,1.61,2.5714,2.9091,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.75242,1.55185,1.85163,1.0,0,4.281483870967744,0.11458333333333333
13727,anxiety,5z6w8e,"(0, 5)","New to this sub. Here is some background information about myself. ------------------------- I developed anxiety in my freshman year or high school. The traumatizing event happened when I was young, but an event when I was older triggered memories and sensations, and from then on I have dealt with axiety and panic attacks.",1,0.6666666666666666,1489431359.0,1,5.599038461538459,52,27.56,6.21,99.0,1.0,13.0,21.15,92.31,53.85,13.46,11.54,11.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,3.85,11.54,7.69,7.69,15.38,0.0,9.62,7.69,1.92,3.85,0.0,1.92,7.69,0.0,7.69,3.85,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.54,3.85,1.92,0.0,3.85,0.0,3.85,1.92,0.0,0.0,1.92,1.92,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.77,0.0,0.0,5.77,0.0,0.0,5.77,3.85,1.92,23.08,0.0,5.77,17.31,5.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,59.62,7.69,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,48.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.77322,1.58182,1.91167,1.0,0,5.71215384615385,0.1326060606060606
49767,anxiety,5nmi3l,"(6, 11)","While presenting today, I had absoluly no flight-or-flight panic even when in an confrontational, adversarial discussion about sports or politics. I've always gotten a little flustered during these types of conversations in the past. I'm even witty at times. Please do give this supplement a try. Best of luck.",0,1.0,1484259849.0,8,6.353584905660377,51,68.57,27.83,99.0,25.77,10.2,17.65,90.2,49.02,9.8,5.88,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.92,7.84,13.73,7.84,7.84,7.84,1.96,13.73,5.88,1.96,1.96,0.0,0.0,11.76,5.88,5.88,1.96,1.96,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.84,1.96,3.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,1.96,3.92,3.92,5.88,0.0,5.88,11.76,0.0,25.49,3.92,7.84,13.73,1.96,1.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.57,9.8,3.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,3.92,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.80492,1.55263,1.88046,0.8,7,6.577962264150944,0.265625
81,almosthomeless,7ygaja,"[2, 7]","I have a minimum wage job here in town but there are no places for rent anywhere near me with reasonable prices that I could afford. I don't have a car or a license(and don't know how to drive even if I could get one fast), so I pretty much need to live close to where I work. I've been reaching out for potential roommates but the only person I know who's be interested can't move on a short notice and can't afford it till his car gets out of the shop. I also don't want to leave this job because despite it being minimum wage it's actually getting me experience for my career path. So I'm trying to think of what I can really do.",1,0.8,1518979698.0,9,7.264444444444443,127,15.61,2.49,97.0,55.46,25.4,11.02,94.49,63.78,17.32,11.81,11.02,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,5.51,4.72,14.17,12.6,9.45,9.45,4.72,22.83,0.79,0.0,3.15,0.79,0.79,1.57,1.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.15,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.79,18.9,3.94,2.36,3.94,4.72,0.0,7.09,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,5.51,0.79,2.36,0.0,2.36,0.0,0.79,21.26,0.79,14.96,4.72,9.45,1.57,4.72,0.79,1.57,3.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.39,3.94,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.09,1.57,0.0,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.71143,1.54118,1.89422,0.79,11,8.131666666666668,0.12803030303030302
272,ptsd,6dx8hm,"[0, 5]","She's the first person I've ever really opened up to. I haven't told her everything about whats happened, but she does know about my anxiety (which I get from my PTSD) and she reacts sportively to it. To some extent, I let me be ""myself"" around her, whatever I am. She's moving. She's moving to Maryland.",1,0.8,1496018529.0,3,2.7743548387096766,56,1.34,29.6,64.41,6.15,11.2,10.71,94.64,71.43,37.5,28.57,16.07,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,8.93,1.79,16.07,17.86,8.93,3.57,1.79,28.57,0.0,0.0,3.57,1.79,1.79,1.79,0.0,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,17.86,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,14.29,1.79,1.79,0.0,1.79,3.57,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,0.0,1.79,1.79,1.79,0.0,3.57,19.64,0.0,12.5,3.57,5.36,3.57,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,30.36,8.93,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,8.93,3.57,0.0,2.5556,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.79109,1.444,1.92414,0.67,4,4.662129032258068,0.225
53409,ptsd,98kggi,"(7, 12)","If so, what methods have been most helpful? What changes in your relationship with your body have you noticed that have made the biggest difference? Has this method of therapy made it easier to keep triggers at bay or at least more manageable? Have there been any negative experiences with somatic therapy and if so what has been the most challenging part of it? Thank you for taking the time to read this post, I look forward to reading your responses.",0,1.0,1534687569.0,17,7.952222222222218,81,41.65,77.05,15.12,96.52,16.2,22.22,95.06,55.56,17.28,7.41,1.23,0.0,6.17,0.0,0.0,9.88,3.7,13.58,11.11,3.7,7.41,1.23,22.22,9.88,8.64,3.7,0.0,7.41,4.94,4.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.05,1.23,6.17,2.47,7.41,0.0,4.94,2.47,1.23,0.0,0.0,3.7,1.23,2.47,0.0,0.0,7.41,2.47,1.23,2.47,1.23,0.0,7.41,11.11,0.0,9.88,2.47,6.17,2.47,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.64,1.23,2.47,0.0,0.0,4.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.7778,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.6909,1.38108,1.86567,0.87,18,7.1897283950617314,0.2333333333333333
51387,ptsd,7lzsup,"(14, 19)","I feel like I am just being written off because of my diagnosis before anyone even tries to look into it and see if anything else might be at play. I'd just as soon not say anything about my PTSD to be taken seriously, but it appears in my medical records. Or when I list my medications as required, Drs usually ask me what the meds are treating and it comes up then. Has anyone else had this experience? What has worked for you to be taken seriously?",0,1.0,1514179793.0,5,4.879588014981277,88,8.44,12.79,94.65,11.17,17.6,17.05,94.32,70.45,22.73,11.36,10.23,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,11.36,1.14,17.05,12.5,10.23,11.36,1.14,26.14,3.41,4.55,3.41,0.0,0.0,3.41,1.14,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,2.27,1.14,1.14,10.23,0.0,6.82,6.82,3.41,1.14,1.14,4.55,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,6.82,0.0,2.27,2.27,2.27,0.0,5.68,17.05,3.41,12.5,1.14,5.68,5.68,3.41,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,3.41,2.27,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.7778,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.67853,1.37561,1.87177,1.0,6,6.3702808988764055,-0.2033333333333333
1976,relationships,7t4odt,"[15, 20]","I can't guarantee that I will never change my mind, but I've never dreamt of happily ever after, I don't really believe in eternal love and soulmates and all this stuff so I guess it's not really likely. I'm not asexual or aromantic, I love sex and I love him in a non-platonic way, I just can't compromise on that kind of thing, I wouldn't even know how to do it. I could meet his family, pretend to like them, pretend to bond with them and pretend to care, but that's really just lying to make him happy. I've tried it before and it makes me hating myself and them. I've always told him the the truth about the level of commitment I'm comfortable with, but nevertheless I feel like I'm leading him on.",0,0.0,1516975338.0,3,6.8526530612244905,133,2.47,4.2,98.31,99.0,26.6,14.29,96.99,66.17,27.82,20.3,14.29,0.0,0.0,3.76,2.26,7.52,3.01,12.03,9.77,9.77,9.77,6.02,19.55,3.01,2.26,0.75,0.0,0.75,9.02,7.52,1.5,0.0,1.5,0.0,12.03,0.75,0.75,0.0,3.76,27.07,4.51,3.76,1.5,3.01,6.02,9.02,1.5,0.0,0.0,0.75,3.76,0.0,0.0,1.5,0.0,6.77,5.26,1.5,0.75,0.0,0.0,1.5,15.79,0.75,11.28,1.5,4.51,5.26,0.75,1.5,0.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.3,3.76,6.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.75,0.0,9.02,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.875,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70688,1.38017,1.96171,0.67,10,8.092517006802723,0.45000000000000007
39216,assistance,8obgea,"(5, 10)","I already know more or less how i want the video to be, but i could use some help editing the video and tips for shooting it. The location is Helsinki, Finland. Would be ideal if someone with experience would reach out, perfect if he/she live nearby or we can make it work online. This is my first ever reddit post, hope to feel your love * <url>",0,1.0,1528057955.0,2,2.570476190476189,68,19.87,50.0,3.74,98.87,17.0,13.24,88.24,54.41,17.65,11.76,5.88,1.47,1.47,2.94,0.0,5.88,4.41,7.35,11.76,4.41,10.29,0.0,20.59,4.41,2.94,1.47,1.47,4.41,5.88,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.29,0.0,0.0,1.47,1.47,29.41,2.94,4.41,11.76,10.29,2.94,7.35,5.88,2.94,0.0,1.47,2.94,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,10.29,4.41,4.41,1.47,1.47,0.0,1.47,20.59,1.47,8.82,0.0,2.94,4.41,2.94,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.18,4.41,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.7346,1.42545,1.96102,0.62,2,3.625714285714288,0.44567099567099566
1814,assistance,97qp9w,"[1, 6]","If  you wish to contribute to the academic research and have 10 spare  minutes please participate in our online experiment.This   is a survey  that includes a short video, so please make sure you have   audio/video  on. More information on the video content is included in  the  informed  consent. Please read it carefully prior to taking the  survey.The  results of the study will be included in academic publication and a PhD  thesis.If you can help us, simply follow the link: <url> We are looking forward to your responses.",0,0.0,1534410377.0,6,5.501532258064515,91,85.81,95.03,13.15,93.91,30.33,21.98,89.01,48.35,10.99,7.69,0.0,3.3,4.4,0.0,0.0,3.3,10.99,10.99,8.79,2.2,5.49,0.0,15.38,4.4,1.1,0.0,1.1,1.1,4.4,4.4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.09,3.3,4.4,3.3,2.2,1.1,2.2,5.49,4.4,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,4.4,0.0,2.2,1.1,1.1,4.4,10.99,2.2,12.09,2.2,8.79,3.3,7.69,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.19,6.59,2.2,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.3,2.75,2.8889,2.8,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.72829,1.55,1.90142,0.72,2,6.326545698924733,0.14285714285714285
1436,ptsd,72r6xy,"[45, 50]","Will I ever like it? I feel like a fucking rejected piece of society with my son being the only purpose of my life (which I love every single second of being his mother) I need help. I don't know what to do, I've tried therapy and it hasn't helped in the slightest. I honestly can't even afford it anymore. I'm also hesitant to try medication because I'm still nursing.",1,1.0,1506505315.0,19,2.999649122807014,70,11.74,5.82,70.81,8.64,14.0,17.14,95.71,62.86,25.71,17.14,15.71,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,8.57,4.29,12.86,12.86,7.14,4.29,4.29,21.43,2.86,2.86,2.86,2.86,4.29,7.14,2.86,4.29,1.43,1.43,1.43,8.57,2.86,0.0,1.43,2.86,15.71,2.86,2.86,1.43,2.86,2.86,2.86,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,7.14,0.0,4.29,1.43,0.0,10.0,2.86,4.29,2.86,0.0,1.43,2.86,15.71,1.43,5.71,0.0,1.43,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,5.71,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,2.86,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77298,1.47077,2.0041,0.9,7,5.652631578947371,0.07142857142857144
1866,anxiety,601t0i,"[0, 5]","I have been suffering from anxiety and panic attacks since I was a teenager. I have been to the ER more times than I can count cause I thought I was dying. For the longest time I thought that I was the only person who this was happening to, until I met a girl who was going through it too. It felt good knowing I wasn't alone but I still was in the dark and scared. As time went on I met more people who were going through the same thing and it really helped to have some one to talk to who knew what it was like.",0,0.6,1489802362.0,3,2.666903669724771,108,37.39,28.91,95.96,1.0,21.6,10.19,99.07,64.81,22.22,11.11,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,6.48,14.81,13.89,3.7,5.56,0.93,25.0,7.41,6.48,4.63,0.93,2.78,6.48,0.93,5.56,2.78,0.93,1.85,10.19,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,11.11,4.63,1.85,0.0,0.93,0.0,3.7,1.85,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.63,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.93,0.0,15.74,4.63,1.85,12.04,2.78,2.78,6.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,6.48,4.63,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72526,1.39388,1.8124,1.0,2,3.688887614678901,0.25
249,ptsd,9da1v1,"[45, 50]",And I'm feeling continuously happy for the first time in a long time. But I'm pretty sure it seems crazy to anyone watching. In short: Has anyone recovered from trauma and felt this way? Has anyone developed schizophrenia or a bipolar disorder and felt this way? Is it okay to accept this?,0,0.0,1536176006.0,6,4.205555555555556,52,48.13,42.37,98.79,98.66,10.4,15.38,96.15,51.92,19.23,3.85,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,5.77,11.54,9.62,0.0,9.62,0.0,21.15,5.77,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,13.46,9.62,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.08,9.62,0.0,0.0,11.54,1.92,3.85,7.69,1.92,0.0,5.77,3.85,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,3.85,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,11.54,0.0,17.31,0.0,11.54,5.77,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,15.38,3.85,0.0,1.92,0.0,5.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,2.8,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.63224,1.43721,1.85069,1.0,4,5.010888888888889,0.19444444444444445
264,ptsd,9rpfx0,"[15, 20]","She and I are gamers, and we both play similar games together often. It was a part of our bond. However, looking back, her relationship to the game was extremely obsessive. Moreso than anything I've seen. She literally did nothing but play that game in the weeks leading-up to the assault.",0,0.8,1540594163.0,0,4.309622641509435,52,32.33,91.08,38.39,25.77,10.4,23.08,94.23,61.54,19.23,13.46,3.85,3.85,0.0,5.77,0.0,5.77,7.69,11.54,9.62,7.69,7.69,1.92,13.46,3.85,3.85,0.0,0.0,3.85,7.69,3.85,3.85,1.92,1.92,0.0,21.15,0.0,0.0,5.77,0.0,15.38,0.0,1.92,0.0,3.85,3.85,5.77,3.85,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.15,15.38,1.92,5.77,0.0,0.0,7.69,3.85,0.0,15.38,1.92,9.62,5.77,1.92,11.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.23,9.62,5.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.8571,2.6,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.76369,1.50698,1.87431,0.45,3,5.464754716981133,-0.185
14186,domesticviolence,7wvo78,"(40, 45)","He got off of me, and went into the other room. I laid on his couch trying to breathe while crying. Eventually I got up and started heading towards the door. T started putting his shoes on and said why don’t we go for a little walk. I told him to stay the fuck away from me and I ran out of his door and down the street.",1,0.6,1518384002.0,11,1.180434782608696,68,87.47,50.0,99.0,1.76,13.6,10.29,98.53,61.76,19.12,17.65,8.82,1.47,0.0,7.35,0.0,1.47,7.35,22.06,1.47,2.94,8.82,1.47,25.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,1.47,1.47,11.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.35,4.41,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,4.41,2.94,0.0,1.47,0.0,8.82,1.47,1.47,2.94,2.94,0.0,13.24,7.35,2.94,36.76,10.29,22.06,5.88,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.29,7.35,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.7,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.77483,1.69667,1.8137,0.93,25,2.747173913043479,-0.2136111111111111
390,homeless,7o8a5n,"[45, 50]","Asked her for help. She said ""come for dinner"". She's not that good of a cook. I don't talk to her anymore. I don't care anymore.",0,0.8333333333333334,1515121517.0,6,-2.775862068965516,26,9.98,77.92,1.4,99.0,5.2,7.69,100.0,65.38,34.62,23.08,7.69,0.0,0.0,15.38,0.0,11.54,3.85,15.38,11.54,0.0,0.0,11.54,26.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,30.77,0.0,0.0,15.38,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,3.85,0.0,3.85,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,7.69,3.85,0.0,3.85,3.85,0.0,7.69,23.08,0.0,11.54,3.85,0.0,7.69,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,38.46,19.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,11.54,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.4444,1.0,1.76291,1.55652,1.91546,0.75,3,-0.30731034482758446,0.7
1095,homeless,9rjsm2,"[60, 65]",~~1. Money card~~ (Work has a paycard option!) 2. Phone plan. 3.,0,0.0,1540552295.0,7,0.0,12,92.84,79.76,1.0,25.77,2.4,8.33,66.67,16.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,16.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,91.67,33.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,33.33,2.7778,2.1111,3.0,1.7778,1.7778,1.2,1.94642,2.04,2.0389,0.71,2,0.0,0.0
40,ptsd,8ewq4v,"[12, 17]","Don’t worry there are 3 police cases “in process.” But it is very sad how hard you have to fight to get REAL advocacy from the police for domestic violence, even with all the evidence in the world and they just drag their feet. I mean the violent incident with the gun happened almost a year ago! Where is the JUSTICE in this system of ours?! I hope to find some soon, starting with Wednesday. But I’m JUST SO SCARED to have to see him again!",1,1.0,1524687486.0,11,3.374577922077922,86,64.98,59.18,49.53,1.0,14.33,12.79,90.7,59.3,11.63,9.3,3.49,1.16,1.16,1.16,2.33,2.33,8.14,16.28,8.14,12.79,5.81,1.16,17.44,5.81,0.0,2.33,1.16,2.33,8.14,1.16,6.98,2.33,2.33,1.16,6.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,11.63,3.49,1.16,1.16,3.49,1.16,2.33,2.33,1.16,0.0,1.16,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.81,1.16,0.0,3.49,1.16,0.0,2.33,15.12,2.33,13.95,0.0,5.81,8.14,2.33,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.12,3.49,2.33,0.0,0.0,1.16,3.49,0.0,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73372,1.51351,1.7727,1.0,6,4.3310389610389635,-0.26927083333333335
664,domesticviolence,7bd2ei,"[0, 5]","Recently a family member of mine called the police on their boyfriend bc he strangled her and beat her. His charges are strangulation and M2 simple assault. She, for now, doesn't want to press charges which is extremely frustrating. She could possibly save a life by doing so. This man has single handedly ruined her life and has been in trouble with the law time and time again.",1,0.6,1510060320.0,5,6.289565217391306,68,29.74,94.7,1.0,1.0,13.6,17.65,91.18,57.35,16.18,13.24,1.47,0.0,0.0,10.29,1.47,2.94,5.88,10.29,11.76,5.88,8.82,1.47,16.18,4.41,1.47,1.47,1.47,1.47,7.35,1.47,5.88,0.0,2.94,1.47,19.12,1.47,1.47,7.35,5.88,7.35,0.0,1.47,2.94,1.47,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,1.47,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,11.76,4.41,1.47,5.88,0.0,1.47,2.94,11.76,0.0,10.29,0.0,2.94,7.35,2.94,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,7.35,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.7862,1.57931,1.81542,0.74,20,5.69634782608696,-0.11190476190476191
51985,survivorsofabuse,8m7ma3,"(15, 20)","I don't know how to maintain my relationship with my brother while he still lives under my parents' control \(which covers everything from finances, to communication with other people, to leaving their house \-\- or rather not being outside the house without them other than for school and work\). I'm lucky enough to have a few wonderful friends who supported me in various ways while I've been getting situated, but I don't know how to grow my friendships with them now that I have the freedom to. I got so used to not talking much to them as their other friends would, and I guess they're used to that from me. With new people that I meet, I find it very difficult to relate to their lives. I feel uncomfortable answering questions about myself, my past, and my background.",0,0.6,1527307120.0,1,13.290979020979016,138,23.89,17.31,96.48,52.99,27.6,18.84,94.93,63.77,26.09,18.84,13.77,0.0,0.0,0.72,4.35,7.25,2.17,18.12,7.25,5.8,7.97,3.62,18.12,5.8,2.17,2.9,0.0,2.17,4.35,2.9,1.45,0.72,0.0,0.0,15.22,1.45,1.45,0.0,1.45,18.84,5.07,3.62,1.45,2.9,0.72,7.25,0.72,0.0,0.0,0.72,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,10.14,5.07,0.72,1.45,2.17,0.72,4.35,13.04,0.0,7.97,1.45,2.17,4.35,2.17,0.0,1.45,0.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.84,3.62,5.07,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,4.35,1.45,2.9,2.8571,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72211,1.49846,1.90891,1.0,0,11.407356643356646,-0.021807359307359307
996,domesticviolence,83qhiq,"[45, 50]","I told her I wanted to stay because I was told I was one of the best in the club, and for a while I was in the England squad. She convinced me “they probably say this to everyone to make them stay” and I believed her. I wasn’t allowed to wash, style my hair, shave or choose my own clothes. If I did any of these things a landslide of arguments would arise. “Who are you trying to impress?",0,0.0,1520810049.0,8,2.7062962962962978,80,34.05,50.0,43.37,49.0,16.0,13.75,91.25,65.0,27.5,21.25,13.75,0.0,1.25,3.75,2.5,6.25,6.25,13.75,8.75,1.25,7.5,1.25,21.25,1.25,1.25,1.25,1.25,1.25,3.75,2.5,1.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,17.5,0.0,1.25,3.75,0.0,18.75,3.75,3.75,3.75,6.25,1.25,3.75,1.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,2.5,1.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,6.25,2.5,2.5,2.5,1.25,0.0,11.25,7.5,0.0,6.25,2.5,5.0,1.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,5.0,3.75,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,3.75,1.25,0.0,0.0,2.5455,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.72207,1.49394,1.89605,1.0,1,3.6601851851851883,0.8
998,domesticviolence,83qhiq,"[30, 35]","This internet ban subsequently resulted in me failing my studies, and in turn lead to my parents despising my relationship. Needless to say, they had noticed a huge change in my personality on top of failing my studies. I want allowed to speak to these friends either. She worried that they would be finding ways to show porn to me, and made them out to be terrible friends, which I of course believed. I failed to mention how incredibly good she was at manipulation.",0,0.6666666666666666,1520810049.0,8,7.996785714285714,84,67.14,54.73,80.64,1.0,16.8,27.38,94.05,53.57,22.62,17.86,11.9,0.0,0.0,2.38,3.57,4.76,1.19,19.05,5.95,2.38,3.57,0.0,14.29,5.95,2.38,2.38,0.0,1.19,8.33,1.19,7.14,1.19,1.19,3.57,14.29,1.19,2.38,2.38,0.0,15.48,3.57,8.33,2.38,0.0,0.0,1.19,3.57,1.19,2.38,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,15.48,4.76,5.95,9.52,1.19,3.57,5.95,7.14,0.0,14.29,3.57,9.52,1.19,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.71,5.95,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73923,1.56364,1.84893,1.0,1,8.10009523809524,-0.05714285714285713
93,assistance,8z4bps,"[20, 25]","The police in Mt. Sterling, Kentucky were... decidedly unhelpful. The local citizenry sympathized with my plight in that respect. I had to hitch-hike back to Lexington. The most I've been able to replace ID-wise so far has been my ATM card and my pre-paid card -- I opened up an account at a national chain bank while I was here the past two weeks and my banker here obviously knows who I am -- and the temp labor place I had been working at had a copy of my ID, so I was able to get that information from them as well.",1,0.6,1531683200.0,0,9.77596153846154,103,42.07,14.27,96.68,79.01,17.17,13.59,85.44,58.25,17.48,14.56,13.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.97,2.91,7.77,12.62,13.59,5.83,6.8,0.0,17.48,4.85,1.94,0.97,0.97,0.97,2.91,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.91,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,4.85,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.74,0.97,2.91,3.88,0.97,0.0,10.68,4.85,0.0,15.53,1.94,10.68,3.88,4.85,0.97,0.0,4.85,0.0,0.0,1.94,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.97,0.0,17.48,7.77,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.8,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.65653,1.53684,1.84835,0.36,0,9.640384615384615,0.16875
1638,anxiety,8rbugo,"[5, 10]",I've heard Xanax is similar except I don't want to risk dying from having some other stuff in it cause I couldn't obtain it legally. What other options do I have? (Just to clarify: I'm at my wit's end. I just need something to get me through certain days. I recognise the risk of addiction and that it's not a long-term fix.),1,1.0,1529076753.0,1,2.876521739130432,63,15.14,1.0,89.63,7.46,12.6,15.87,96.83,61.9,28.57,14.29,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,3.17,14.29,14.29,3.17,1.59,4.76,22.22,1.59,1.59,1.59,0.0,1.59,4.76,1.59,3.17,3.17,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.22,3.17,1.59,4.76,4.76,1.59,6.35,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,3.17,0.0,3.17,0.0,0.0,6.35,0.0,1.59,0.0,3.17,3.17,1.59,17.46,0.0,9.52,0.0,4.76,4.76,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.81,6.35,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,9.52,3.17,0.0,2.375,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.70942,1.35636,1.84336,1.0,0,4.499246376811595,0.032857142857142856
649,anxiety,9thmle,"[0, 5]","I've been procrastinating on posting this for weeks. I don't post to reddit much, but this is important to me. It's pretty late, so if you see this please help. I'll post the tldr at the top in case you want to skip the wall of text. I don't care if you comment without reading everything.",0,0.0,1541140070.0,2,2.197377049180332,56,28.22,29.6,89.63,99.0,11.2,12.5,92.86,58.93,23.21,14.29,8.93,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,8.93,5.36,16.07,12.5,1.79,7.14,5.36,19.64,3.57,1.79,0.0,0.0,1.79,7.14,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,0.0,5.36,5.36,1.79,7.14,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,1.79,1.79,5.36,0.0,0.0,1.79,14.29,1.79,17.86,0.0,8.93,5.36,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.43,8.93,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.93,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.8889,3.0,1.25,1.0,1.0,1.5926,1.53333,1.87489,1.0,8,3.8696393442622963,0.21000000000000002
1518,homeless,9615iw,"[220, 225]",Squad up.” His eyes lit up. “DIS MAN CRAZY AS A FUCK! I LOVE YOU BRO.” Then we took that picture.,0,1.0,1533853637.0,13,-4.787619047619046,21,67.14,99.0,13.15,1.0,4.2,4.76,100.0,47.62,23.81,19.05,4.76,4.76,4.76,4.76,0.0,4.76,4.76,14.29,0.0,0.0,9.52,0.0,14.29,9.52,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,4.76,9.52,0.0,4.76,0.0,33.33,4.76,4.76,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,14.29,0.0,0.0,14.29,4.76,0.0,4.76,0.0,33.33,19.05,0.0,9.52,4.76,0.0,9.52,4.76,4.76,14.29,0.0,9.52,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,4.76,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,38.1,19.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.3333,1.2727,1.0,1.85752,1.76667,1.97301,0.89,6,-2.3180952380952373,-0.20000000000000004
1566,assistance,9izqbq,"[0, 5]","First I'd like to say thank you for taking time to read and consider my post. Funds would go to gas, medications, rent, etc., currently we are a little short on rent. I am in the Seattle, Washington area. I have suffered from chronic migraines for about 15 years now. I have also suffered from Occipital Neuralgia (which is Trigeminal Neuralgia's ugly sibling) for some time and just diagnosed as of the last two years now.",0,0.8,1537939917.0,0,5.298846153846153,76,79.01,55.22,93.86,2.51,15.2,19.74,90.79,48.68,10.53,9.21,6.58,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,3.95,18.42,9.21,6.58,5.26,0.0,19.74,3.95,2.63,1.32,3.95,1.32,5.26,1.32,3.95,0.0,1.32,2.63,5.26,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,2.63,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,7.89,2.63,5.26,0.0,0.0,5.26,2.63,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,2.63,15.79,0.0,22.37,1.32,6.58,13.16,1.32,0.0,2.63,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.74,7.89,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,2.63,0.0,2.75,2.25,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.6671,1.47419,1.8044,0.47,0,5.818461538461541,-0.10625
25717,ptsd,9bogpg,"(0, 4)","Post contains spoilers for Spider-Man : Homecoming. I was the first responder to a fatal plane crash in Australia in January 2017, and have been dealing with my PTSD since then. I’ve been lucky to avoid most triggers now I’m back in the UK, but watching Spider-Man tonight there’s a scene where a plane crashes into a beach, and my mind is all over the place with my heart rate through the roof. If anyone has any suggestions for how to deal with this please do say, I haven’t been in therapy for a while x",1,0.8,1535671253.0,1,7.37009900990099,97,80.92,30.3,87.27,25.77,24.25,14.43,80.41,56.7,9.28,7.22,7.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.06,9.28,17.53,12.37,5.15,7.22,1.03,14.43,2.06,1.03,2.06,2.06,3.09,4.12,2.06,2.06,1.03,0.0,0.0,6.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.06,11.34,0.0,3.09,1.03,5.15,1.03,3.09,2.06,1.03,1.03,0.0,2.06,1.03,1.03,0.0,0.0,4.12,0.0,1.03,1.03,1.03,1.03,4.12,10.31,2.06,18.56,0.0,10.31,8.25,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.43,3.09,4.12,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.06,0.0,4.12,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.68839,1.58,1.82551,0.67,3,6.658297029702972,0.2708333333333333
6186,ptsd,8je6gz,"(0, 5)","I just need to get this off my chest with people who will get it. I can't stand being in this situation where I feel like my reaction to something could be coming from the PTSD in which case it was an overreaction, or if the thing done to me was actually shitty and the reaction was warranted. Or some sort of combination of both. I can't see other options. I just have ended up feeling guilty for self-advocacy because I have this internalized feeling (only just now realizing I have this) from my past that he was right, I am just crazy and needy and the abuse was justified.",1,0.8,1526319295.0,3,5.731517067003793,111,17.96,5.26,87.58,1.0,22.2,14.41,91.89,67.57,22.52,11.71,10.81,0.0,0.0,0.9,0.0,10.81,4.5,12.61,12.61,7.21,6.31,1.8,21.62,2.7,0.9,2.7,0.0,1.8,4.5,0.0,4.5,0.9,1.8,0.0,3.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9,18.92,4.5,3.6,2.7,6.31,0.0,6.31,3.6,0.9,0.0,2.7,1.8,1.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.9,1.8,0.0,7.21,11.71,1.8,9.91,0.9,6.31,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9,0.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.81,4.5,1.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9,0.0,1.8,1.8,0.0,2.7143,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71337,1.39381,1.88445,0.81,4,6.787130214917827,-0.09866071428571428
1343,relationships,7odknp,"[10, 15]","We were living together and life was pretty sweet. But she's my ex for a reason, right? In any case, the last two years after college got rough eventually. We were both working and things just piled up in the worst possible way. We didn't agree on how to take care of a pet.",0,1.0,1515180326.0,56,2.168928571428573,54,70.5,82.28,87.07,98.27,10.8,9.26,96.3,51.85,11.11,9.26,1.85,5.56,0.0,1.85,0.0,1.85,7.41,14.81,9.26,5.56,7.41,1.85,18.52,7.41,3.7,1.85,1.85,3.7,9.26,7.41,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,12.96,1.85,3.7,0.0,5.56,0.0,3.7,3.7,0.0,0.0,1.85,5.56,0.0,3.7,0.0,1.85,16.67,7.41,1.85,1.85,3.7,1.85,9.26,5.56,1.85,22.22,0.0,14.81,7.41,3.7,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,16.67,7.41,3.7,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.5455,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.67449,1.60833,1.88095,0.88,17,3.3172857142857133,-0.030612244897959186
1073,assistance,9n7uad,"[15, 20]","Anyway, I just sort of got the news and don't even know if I'm posting this right. I don't even know what I'm ask for or how to do this. I feel embarrassed and vulnerable to everything right now. I'm sorry if any of this violates posting rules. I can give more information if needed in PM.",1,1.0,1539243484.0,1,2.0146774193548396,57,2.78,5.73,81.22,1.0,11.4,12.28,92.98,61.4,21.05,12.28,12.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.77,1.75,10.53,12.28,10.53,12.28,3.51,22.81,3.51,1.75,3.51,0.0,3.51,7.02,0.0,7.02,3.51,1.75,1.75,7.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.81,7.02,1.75,7.02,10.53,1.75,7.02,1.75,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,3.51,1.75,0.0,3.51,22.81,0.0,7.02,0.0,5.26,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,19.3,8.77,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.77,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.625,2.2,1.2,1.125,1.0,1.64311,1.328,1.82338,0.52,0,4.281483870967744,0.01428571428571428
286,homeless,91exk1,"[10, 15]",He seems hesitant to leave his friends and says he watches out for them. And he's not ready to quit drinking. Which is totally honest and fine. How can I be a help to him? As far as getting him some things he needs and any advice on what to say to him.,0,0.8,1532413337.0,4,0.9783333333333317,53,24.44,98.08,1.0,89.18,10.6,11.32,100.0,64.15,24.53,18.87,1.89,0.0,0.0,15.09,1.89,5.66,1.89,18.87,7.55,3.77,13.21,1.89,18.87,9.43,3.77,5.66,0.0,3.77,7.55,5.66,1.89,1.89,0.0,0.0,26.42,0.0,1.89,0.0,15.09,15.09,1.89,1.89,1.89,7.55,1.89,1.89,5.66,1.89,3.77,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,9.43,3.77,1.89,1.89,1.89,1.89,0.0,18.87,0.0,7.55,1.89,5.66,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.32,7.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,2.6,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.7189,1.532,1.81774,0.84,4,2.388666666666669,0.2541666666666667
50510,domesticviolence,6csqf9,"(0, 5)","No history of DV, married 8 years, together 10 years, nothing like this has ever happened before. We have two children, 2 & 5 that unfortunately witnessed nearly everything. Sunday night we had both been drinking, she was significantly more intoxicated than I (likely due to not eating much that day.) She came out of our bedroom and started ""doing"" the dishes - slamming everything in the process. I raised my voice telling her to go to bed and I would handle the dishes - she snapped, started screaming, hitting me in the chest (slapping to be a little more precise if alcohol+adrenaline actually allow for vivid memory recollection) before I know it she has a knife - I take it out of her hand and grab the second knife that was in sight (dinner had recently been prepared, we used multiple knives to do so) I threw them both in the trashcan, but her rampage continued and she soon had yet another knife in her hand, this time pointed directly (or close to) her heart, stating that she wanted it to all be over, never wanted any of this (we relocated 800 miles for my work approx 3 weeks ago and left behind every friend and family member we have that could help either of us right now) I grabbed both of her wrists and we struggled, we both hit the ground and I held her down until I could remove the knife from the situation - at some point I was stabbed just above my thumb even though I did not realize it until minutes later.",1,0.6,1495517282.0,3,10.77933632907017,264,44.76,68.87,68.33,11.17,52.8,17.05,88.26,54.55,20.08,14.39,5.68,3.41,0.0,4.92,0.38,5.68,4.17,12.88,7.58,4.17,5.68,1.89,14.77,3.03,3.41,0.0,3.03,5.3,1.14,0.0,1.14,0.38,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.76,0.38,4.92,0.0,12.5,1.52,0.76,2.27,2.27,3.41,3.41,3.03,0.76,0.76,1.52,4.55,1.89,0.76,0.0,2.27,8.71,5.68,0.38,2.65,0.38,0.0,7.95,4.92,0.76,20.45,1.52,9.47,9.47,0.38,1.14,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,1.89,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.76,0.0,3.79,0.76,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72037,1.60769,1.85627,1.0,5,9.976370549602489,0.04966630591630592
52684,ptsd,8dimuu,"(0, 5)","Hey guys I have PTSD from years of emotional abuse and neglect by my narcissistic parents. I am living in their house again now due to some financial hardships (Im 22), I am constantly being triggered and am experiencing intensified symptoms. Does anyone have any tips on how to deal with this situation? I feel completely trapped, I need to figure out how to manage these symptoms because they're really getting in the way of my functioning. Sorry for the lack of detail/emotion but I am so drained.",1,1.0,1524175905.0,2,7.011904761904759,89,41.27,28.71,66.74,1.0,17.8,22.47,86.52,57.3,14.61,11.24,10.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,3.37,2.25,16.85,11.24,8.99,7.87,0.0,16.85,2.25,0.0,2.25,1.12,2.25,5.62,0.0,4.49,0.0,1.12,2.25,6.74,1.12,1.12,0.0,1.12,15.73,2.25,4.49,2.25,3.37,1.12,2.25,2.25,0.0,0.0,1.12,3.37,0.0,3.37,0.0,0.0,4.49,1.12,0.0,1.12,1.12,1.12,0.0,14.61,0.0,11.24,0.0,5.62,5.62,2.25,0.0,1.12,1.12,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.36,4.49,2.25,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,2.25,1.12,2.5714,2.5455,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70793,1.41053,1.83995,0.75,9,7.441483516483519,-0.08928571428571429
333,ptsd,9lmd5u,"[15, 20]",He pretty much told me that he was angry and disappointed and would probably not forgive me for a while and that I owe him. I was going to go... I still want to. I just am looking at either going to this wedding and being evicted or not going and dealing with the disappointment. I don't feel like I have a choice.,0,0.6,1538746796.0,4,3.000468750000003,63,10.46,7.67,84.08,7.46,12.6,12.7,96.83,68.25,22.22,17.46,12.7,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,4.76,4.76,11.11,11.11,4.76,11.11,4.76,25.4,3.17,3.17,0.0,0.0,3.17,7.94,3.17,4.76,0.0,1.59,3.17,9.52,1.59,0.0,0.0,4.76,17.46,4.76,0.0,3.17,4.76,0.0,6.35,3.17,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,11.11,4.76,11.11,6.35,1.59,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.7,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,2.8,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.76325,1.44138,1.90593,1.0,2,4.889500000000002,-0.27999999999999997
484,ptsd,9lmd5u,"[0, 5]","So my brothers wedding is soon. Like very very soon. My fiance recently lost their job and we had to move and then a bunch of medical drama happened. I told him I would do everything I could to get there, I am honestly not sure if I want to go to prove I can, just because I care for my brother or because I am not being smart and compassionate enough to say no to myself. But there I was dead set on going, despite the obvious problems and the advice from the majority of the people everywhere I go that I should not go.",1,0.0,1538746796.0,4,4.270485175202154,106,15.17,12.88,77.19,77.79,21.2,15.09,98.11,67.92,18.87,16.98,14.15,0.94,0.0,0.94,0.94,1.89,4.72,12.26,10.38,8.49,10.38,3.77,20.75,1.89,1.89,0.0,0.0,1.89,6.6,4.72,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.94,12.26,3.77,0.94,0.0,3.77,17.92,0.94,1.89,5.66,1.89,4.72,6.6,0.94,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,8.49,5.66,0.94,0.0,0.94,0.94,4.72,12.26,3.77,10.38,4.72,1.89,3.77,0.94,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.55,4.72,2.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.76371,1.4102,1.90787,1.0,2,5.789299191374663,0.003035714285714284
1216,ptsd,9lmd5u,"[20, 25]","I hate this feeling. I hate weddings, but I want to be there to support them... but I can't. <url> &#x200B; edited; For clarity",1,1.0,1538746796.0,4,-2.332222222222221,24,17.96,1.0,91.31,1.0,6.0,16.67,87.5,58.33,25.0,20.83,16.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,4.17,0.0,12.5,4.17,4.17,8.33,4.17,25.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,4.17,8.33,0.0,8.33,0.0,8.33,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.83,4.17,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,12.5,4.17,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,54.17,20.83,4.17,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,16.67,2.7143,2.5,2.0,1.2,1.3333,1.0,1.71436,1.3,1.91432,1.0,2,0.9382222222222261,-0.8
50132,ptsd,8zpyma,"(0, 5)","I regret signing up for class especially this  math class. I feel so pathetic I may drop out again. im so anxious in class, it is so long about 6 hours since it supposed to be help special type of class to pass a placement test since I failed that. I halfway made it to my second week. I cant take it anymore.",1,1.0,1531867968.0,12,1.3774358974359018,63,32.17,7.67,98.98,1.0,12.6,14.29,93.65,57.14,23.81,12.7,12.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,1.59,17.46,6.35,9.52,4.76,1.59,14.29,4.76,0.0,0.0,3.17,0.0,7.94,1.59,6.35,1.59,0.0,4.76,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,1.59,4.76,1.59,3.17,1.59,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.94,1.59,1.59,6.35,1.59,1.59,3.17,11.11,1.59,20.63,3.17,7.94,9.52,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,7.94,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.66017,1.52727,1.85244,0.89,3,2.976538461538464,-0.20612244897959184
21556,almosthomeless,7gpi8f,"(10, 15)","He wanted me to say once again that of course I was in the wrong and I need to change my selfish ways and give him the kind of love he deserves. When I stated I need space, he then demanded I be out by midnight tonight. I pointed out I would simply ask our roommate to spend 1 more night in the house as a guest. So he conceded to letting me sleep there tonight. This break up and crossroads is yet another opportunity for me to prioritize my needs in a creative and synergistic way.",1,0.5,1512075127.0,20,6.770103092783504,96,52.02,54.16,55.79,44.87,19.2,17.71,88.54,58.33,21.88,18.75,12.5,1.04,0.0,5.21,0.0,3.12,5.21,15.62,4.17,6.25,8.33,0.0,12.5,4.17,2.08,1.04,2.08,2.08,5.21,3.12,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,2.08,0.0,5.21,8.33,0.0,2.08,5.21,1.04,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,1.04,0.0,2.08,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,3.12,2.08,2.08,1.04,1.04,2.08,9.38,3.12,19.79,1.04,9.38,8.33,1.04,0.0,2.08,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,5.21,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.75998,1.57727,1.91944,0.8,21,7.060536082474226,0.15714285714285717
731,almosthomeless,7gpi8f,"[22, 27]",I don't have anyone to borrow money from. I need help coming up with ways to create additional income asap. Love to all you out there going through a similar struggle. We got this! !,0,0.6,1512075127.0,20,2.188714285714287,34,89.49,88.03,14.7,79.41,8.5,11.76,97.06,52.94,17.65,11.76,5.88,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,5.88,2.94,23.53,5.88,2.94,0.0,2.94,20.59,5.88,2.94,0.0,0.0,2.94,8.82,5.88,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,14.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,0.0,2.94,2.94,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.59,8.82,2.94,8.82,2.94,0.0,2.94,8.82,5.88,11.76,5.88,5.88,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,8.82,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,8.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.4,1.1429,1.0,1.79587,1.46452,1.90526,0.8,21,4.342500000000001,0.25
25087,anxiety,5wm5pe,"(0, 5)",I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and another mental disorder recently. I did some googling and saw that it seems that people with mental disorders as well as other disabilities are eligible to apply for Disability Cards in my countries. They include certain perks such as being allowed to go to a theme park for free. My aunt has a husband with diabetes. I sent her a screenshot of the info and asked if he could apply as well as there are perks.,0,0.8,1488259266.0,1,7.492142857142859,84,64.03,54.73,9.4,87.2,16.8,21.43,84.52,57.14,15.48,9.52,5.95,0.0,0.0,2.38,1.19,5.95,5.95,17.86,8.33,4.76,10.71,0.0,15.48,10.71,7.14,0.0,0.0,2.38,5.95,4.76,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,9.52,2.38,0.0,2.38,2.38,10.71,3.57,1.19,2.38,3.57,1.19,2.38,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,2.38,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,5.95,7.14,0.0,5.95,2.38,2.38,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,5.95,5.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68026,1.38529,1.87094,1.0,2,8.240571428571428,0.041326530612244894
18383,relationships,7oibwg,"(20, 25)","If I'm home and I'm home 50% of the time, I spend my time online with my friends. Even then, it becomes an issue. Faultily, there are days which I do spend the whole day playing with my buddies. But they were the only people I had interaction with outside of work anymore.   Btw, my girlfriend and I also work at the same place.",0,1.0,1515230839.0,1,2.125,64,25.57,17.42,97.51,25.77,12.8,14.06,95.31,62.5,21.88,17.19,15.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,4.69,7.81,10.94,10.94,6.25,9.38,0.0,15.62,1.56,1.56,1.56,1.56,1.56,3.12,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.38,0.0,4.69,0.0,0.0,4.69,1.56,0.0,1.56,1.56,0.0,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.94,6.25,3.12,0.0,0.0,1.56,3.12,14.06,1.56,14.06,0.0,4.69,9.38,3.12,1.56,3.12,3.12,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,7.81,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.12,0.0,1.56,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.3333,1.125,1.0,1.73943,1.56226,1.99689,1.0,6,3.3606060606060595,0.05
2203,relationships,7oh6nm,"[10, 15]","One friend went to the same college while the other didn't, but we still kept in touch. Obviously, that didn't go so well. For the friend in the same college, I thought that just asking her to meet up and talk would be nice, but I feel I was too persistent, and she broke all ties with me, asking me to never contact her again. The same goes with the other friend. I tried to keep in touch, but I guess my methods were totally wrong and creepy.",0,0.7142857142857143,1515214520.0,9,5.625,88,31.44,28.49,85.21,25.77,17.6,9.09,96.59,61.36,18.18,13.64,9.09,1.14,0.0,3.41,0.0,4.55,6.82,12.5,6.82,9.09,9.09,3.41,21.59,5.68,3.41,0.0,1.14,1.14,4.55,2.27,2.27,0.0,0.0,1.14,13.64,0.0,4.55,3.41,0.0,17.05,2.27,0.0,1.14,1.14,4.55,7.95,3.41,0.0,0.0,3.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.23,5.68,2.27,1.14,0.0,1.14,9.09,9.09,0.0,12.5,3.41,4.55,4.55,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,15.91,5.68,7.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.4286,2.8,1.125,1.25,1.0,1.71079,1.51358,1.89306,0.85,9,5.327777777777779,-0.07222222222222223
40939,survivorsofabuse,6yppzo,"(8, 13)","Or, if you would like further information, please message me. For your participation, you may choose to enter a raffle to win one of eight $25.00 <url> gift cards.",0,0.8,1504814571.0,4,5.704374999999999,89,77.09,94.2,5.2,99.0,17.8,20.22,78.65,47.19,13.48,10.11,2.25,0.0,7.87,0.0,0.0,3.37,5.62,14.61,6.74,2.25,7.87,0.0,12.36,2.25,2.25,1.12,8.99,1.12,7.87,7.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.48,4.49,1.12,3.37,5.62,1.12,3.37,1.12,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.74,2.25,2.25,3.37,1.12,0.0,1.12,6.74,1.12,4.49,2.25,2.25,2.25,3.37,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.98,4.49,5.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,3.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.37,3.0,2.6,3.0,1.1667,1.1429,1.0,1.69571,1.46667,1.9083,0.75,0,6.506250000000001,0.28125
31238,survivorsofabuse,6yppzo,"(5, 10)","If you are interested in participating, you will be asked to complete an anonymous online survey that will take approximately 20 to 30 minutes, one time only. If you are interested in participating, please click on the following link: <url> Or, if you would like further information, please message me. For your participation, you may choose to enter a raffle to win one of eight $25.00 <url> gift cards.",0,1.0,1504814571.0,4,8.569459459459459,69,73.77,97.02,35.93,99.0,23.0,20.29,86.96,46.38,11.59,10.14,1.45,0.0,8.7,0.0,0.0,1.45,4.35,13.04,10.14,1.45,5.8,0.0,15.94,1.45,1.45,0.0,8.7,1.45,8.7,8.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.94,4.35,0.0,5.8,8.7,1.45,5.8,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,1.45,1.45,1.45,2.9,0.0,1.45,7.25,4.35,13.04,2.9,7.25,2.9,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.74,4.35,8.7,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.25,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.2857,1.3333,1.0,1.71153,1.55088,1.94243,0.75,0,9.325000000000003,0.125
13566,ptsd,94mitv,"(2, 7)","Anything from elbowing someone in the face to completely letting loose with a knife or a baseball bat. It can be mildly amusing for a moment, but I find it actually calls up a distress response more than anything else. I start to feel my head ache, my shoulderblades become taut and sore, and my throat close. My heart rate also increases and my breathing becomes somewhat more laboured. I know this is unhealthy, and I will be addressing it with my therapist, however I was hoping to  get some input from fellow reddit users with PTSD.",1,0.8,1533417424.0,6,9.100824742268038,97,43.81,7.46,87.27,25.77,19.4,21.65,89.69,55.67,18.56,11.34,11.34,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.22,5.15,12.37,8.25,5.15,8.25,0.0,13.4,5.15,3.09,0.0,0.0,4.12,4.12,2.06,2.06,1.03,0.0,0.0,3.09,0.0,1.03,0.0,1.03,19.59,5.15,1.03,1.03,7.22,1.03,6.19,3.09,0.0,0.0,3.09,11.34,7.22,4.12,0.0,0.0,2.06,0.0,0.0,1.03,1.03,0.0,1.03,11.34,2.06,6.19,1.03,3.09,2.06,1.03,3.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.31,5.15,5.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.2,1.0,1.0,1.68458,1.5625,1.92754,0.88,15,8.155381443298968,0.17472527472527474
189,domesticviolence,7x716o,"[5, 10]","I suffer from depression and anxiety, I didn't have the courage to tell  him no.. Although he never hit me, I was never allowed my own bank card, I wasn't allowed my car keys... He yelled and cursed at not only myself but my young children too.. One day last week, he told my legally blind son to open his fucking eyes when he couldn't find his snow pants.... That did it for me, he was gone.",1,0.6,1518497547.0,41,2.7814166666666686,77,1.63,5.96,72.99,1.0,15.4,12.99,92.21,58.44,27.27,24.68,14.29,0.0,0.0,10.39,0.0,2.6,1.3,6.49,9.09,6.49,6.49,9.09,20.78,2.6,0.0,1.3,1.3,0.0,7.79,1.3,6.49,1.3,2.6,2.6,15.58,1.3,0.0,0.0,11.69,14.29,1.3,2.6,1.3,0.0,2.6,6.49,3.9,2.6,1.3,0.0,3.9,1.3,1.3,1.3,0.0,3.9,0.0,0.0,3.9,0.0,0.0,10.39,6.49,0.0,14.29,2.6,2.6,9.09,2.6,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.97,15.58,6.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.9,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75384,1.74865,1.87551,0.95,12,3.6224999999999987,-0.05714285714285715
336,ptsd,99f89t,"[5, 10]",They work together and I found out from a mutual friend that they're on a project together and I'm having difficulty handling it. ​ I am seeing a therapist. I am practicing self help. But this sort of thing is affecting me immensely.,1,0.8,1534958352.0,16,1.892666666666667,42,28.22,59.4,80.64,3.31,10.5,21.43,92.86,59.52,23.81,14.29,11.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,9.52,7.14,9.52,14.29,0.0,7.14,0.0,23.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,9.52,2.38,2.38,0.0,2.38,0.0,2.38,2.38,2.38,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,16.67,9.52,4.76,2.38,0.0,2.38,2.38,14.29,0.0,9.52,0.0,9.52,0.0,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,9.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.8889,2.8,1.375,1.1429,1.0,1.74038,1.48889,1.94031,1.0,6,4.379444444444445,0.0
1281,anxiety,7ng0zc,"[10, 15]","He was my best buddy in high school and we’re still really close. And my girlfriend, who goes to school in DC, is home too so I can see her. I’m grateful for them but wish I had a bigger friend group from home that I was still close to. I’ve loved college, but haven’t really found a new best friend yet. I’ve still kinda struggled with feeling like an outsider and not really fitting in.",0,0.0,1514825040.0,1,2.090899470899469,76,12.16,29.92,99.0,90.71,15.2,9.21,97.37,61.84,18.42,15.79,10.53,1.32,0.0,2.63,1.32,2.63,3.95,11.84,11.84,11.84,7.89,2.63,18.42,6.58,5.26,1.32,0.0,1.32,6.58,5.26,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,15.79,0.0,5.26,1.32,2.63,14.47,2.63,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,9.21,2.63,1.32,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,9.21,2.63,6.58,2.63,0.0,5.26,11.84,1.32,17.11,1.32,9.21,6.58,3.95,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.11,6.58,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.58,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.4286,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.70797,1.63125,2.0294,1.0,2,3.053721340388009,0.34959595959595957
700,ptsd,8yey2d,"[15, 20]","Everyday I have to wake up and choose to push forward & live or fall apart & die. Lately, it's been really hard to push forward & live. I'm tired you guys. I am so tired. What do I do?",1,0.8333333333333334,1531439003.0,3,-1.1053846153846187,37,3.49,13.98,99.0,25.77,7.4,8.11,100.0,59.46,21.62,13.51,10.81,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,8.11,0.0,10.81,18.92,8.11,8.11,0.0,32.43,8.11,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,0.0,2.7,0.0,2.7,13.51,2.7,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.7,8.11,2.7,0.0,0.0,2.7,13.51,2.7,10.81,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,2.7,24.32,0.0,24.32,13.51,10.81,10.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,29.73,10.81,2.7,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,0.0,8.11,2.375,2.7143,2.8,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.85607,1.50857,1.80044,0.81,1,1.36994871794872,-0.1884199134199134
1504,domesticviolence,78kp8h,"[10, 15]","I was uncomfortable. He’d alleviate my fears. We’d progress. Then it was something new. Again, I was uncomfortable.",1,0.0,1508897561.0,8,2.2360000000000007,18,1.0,50.0,87.07,1.0,3.6,27.78,94.44,66.67,38.89,27.78,16.67,5.56,0.0,5.56,0.0,11.11,0.0,0.0,27.78,5.56,5.56,0.0,27.78,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,16.67,16.67,0.0,0.0,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,5.56,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,5.56,16.67,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,44.44,27.78,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.25,2.4,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.71668,1.42667,1.78428,0.91,11,3.669999999999998,-0.2878787878787879
1365,anxiety,7i1no2,"[0, 5]","My best friend of nearly 20 years is dealing with some anxiety around personal issues. She’s been remembering some things from her childhood, and, with the help of her therapist, is trying to process and heal. We don’t live in the same area, and when we got together about a month ago, she filled me in on some of those issues. About a week later, she told me that she was taking a break from electronics in order to try to process and heal, and that she and her therapist had been talking about it for a while. She said she was putting her phone on airplane mode and that she’d check it in a few days and that she’d check her email about once a week.",0,0.8333333333333334,1512598634.0,1,10.114503816793892,127,50.08,96.46,4.83,55.46,25.4,11.02,91.34,59.84,21.26,14.96,2.36,1.57,0.0,11.02,0.0,6.3,6.3,17.32,8.66,5.51,7.87,0.79,17.32,3.94,2.36,0.79,1.57,3.15,3.94,2.36,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.0,19.69,0.0,0.79,11.02,0.0,5.51,0.79,0.0,0.0,4.72,0.0,0.0,1.57,0.0,1.57,0.0,3.94,0.0,3.94,0.0,0.0,8.66,3.94,2.36,2.36,2.36,0.0,7.87,6.3,0.0,18.9,0.79,7.87,8.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.6,3.94,5.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.15,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8889,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.69206,1.54545,1.79715,1.0,3,8.76998473282443,0.17954545454545454
31170,homeless,62pu85,"(0, 5)","Are there federal or state (IN) laws that govern shelters for shelters that don't accept any federal funds? According to a news story I have found on this shelter they don't accept federal funding, grants or any kind of corporate or foundation funds. There are so many things going on here that don't seem legal, and many more that are totally unethical. I've been here for a month and here's just a couple of the things that are jumping out at me: * Our meds are kept locked up in a cabinet in a room accessible only by staff and ""resident staff"" (which also seems like a HUGE conflict of interest.)",0,0.6,1491011548.0,8,7.648637681159421,109,45.67,32.33,62.65,76.61,27.25,17.43,86.24,56.88,12.84,4.59,2.75,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.92,8.26,6.42,13.76,10.09,9.17,7.34,2.75,18.35,0.92,1.83,0.92,0.0,5.5,2.75,2.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.01,4.59,0.0,0.0,7.34,0.92,2.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.34,0.92,0.0,5.5,0.92,0.0,2.75,11.93,0.92,12.84,1.83,10.09,0.92,6.42,0.0,1.83,2.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.43,2.75,1.83,0.92,0.0,0.92,0.0,0.0,1.83,4.59,3.67,0.92,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.64784,1.51915,1.77977,1.0,8,7.891956521739132,0.3075
1710,ptsd,7eozur,"[12, 17]","This probably sounds super lame but I'm really, really proud of myself. I feel like this was a huge step in healing from my trauma and allowing myself to exist beyond what happened to me as a kid. I feel like one of the reasons why I felt so comfortable was because we talked a lot about boundaries and stuff beforehand, and I mentioned that I'd been sexually assaulted in the past and that I might need to stop if I start freaking out, and she was really understanding and sweet and always really communicative. Stephanie and I both agreed that we should definitely go on a second date. I'm just really happy and gay and proud of myself and Stephanie is really cute that is all",0,1.0,1511333783.0,165,9.149102564102563,127,15.61,13.51,93.14,95.63,25.4,14.17,96.06,63.78,20.47,14.17,11.81,1.57,0.0,0.79,0.0,6.3,4.72,12.6,8.66,10.24,12.6,0.0,15.75,5.51,2.36,1.57,1.57,2.36,11.02,7.87,3.15,0.0,0.79,0.79,6.3,0.0,0.79,0.79,0.0,18.9,3.94,3.15,2.36,3.15,2.36,6.3,3.94,0.0,0.79,2.36,3.15,0.0,0.79,1.57,0.79,8.66,2.36,2.36,3.15,0.0,0.79,6.3,7.09,0.79,11.02,1.57,5.51,3.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.87,3.15,2.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.36,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.6811,1.46727,1.96689,0.97,7,9.289230769230773,0.33
495,homeless,5pzm0i,"[3, 8]",There was never any plan for it to be a resource for others. It grew organically. It would be nice to get some constructive feedback. That would help me be clearer about where to go with this in the future. Thanks in advance.,0,1.0,1485300108.0,12,2.367209302325584,43,61.87,32.1,34.47,95.29,8.6,13.95,93.02,62.79,16.28,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.95,4.65,20.93,13.95,9.3,0.0,2.33,23.26,2.33,0.0,2.33,0.0,4.65,4.65,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.95,0.0,0.0,4.65,4.65,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.3,2.33,4.65,2.33,4.65,0.0,4.65,13.95,4.65,18.6,6.98,6.98,4.65,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.63,11.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.8889,2.6,1.3333,1.3,1.0,1.64591,1.28421,1.8734,1.0,9,3.1314418604651166,0.26666666666666666
43546,relationships,7o0wmh,"(10, 15)","She literally said that I don’t even count as a boyfriend. --- Fastforward to now - or for the past few months to be precise, where an incredibly hot girl messages me on Tinder and asks me out. I delay meeting her and although she said she's fine waiting, she's still completely out of my league, and because I don't want to come off as desperate, I let her message me most of the time. Anyway, after a month we finally meet up, and it goes incredibly well.",0,0.8,1515044253.0,0,3.629238095238094,86,32.79,71.95,71.56,47.26,21.5,17.44,93.02,63.95,19.77,17.44,9.3,1.16,0.0,6.98,0.0,2.33,5.81,16.28,6.98,9.3,10.47,2.33,16.28,8.14,4.65,1.16,0.0,2.33,3.49,2.33,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,18.6,0.0,1.16,8.14,1.16,8.14,0.0,1.16,1.16,2.33,2.33,2.33,3.49,0.0,2.33,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.14,6.98,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,3.49,12.79,0.0,20.93,2.33,6.98,11.63,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,1.16,20.93,4.65,6.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.65,0.0,4.65,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.67748,1.59467,1.84548,0.44,16,4.895396825396826,0.15166666666666667
1399,relationships,7o0wmh,"[15, 20]","Almost too well. She extends our date twice, buys us a drink each, starts a make out session which lasts for 2 hours, calls me hot, and although neither of us had a house free she gave me oral too. Although she said she had a great time - which I replied to - I then waited to respond to her next message, and I don't know if that killed any momentum because I was already very delayed when we first got talking of course. Anyway, despite our great date and a second one lined up when I asked her out a day later, she ended up cancelling on me, and then told me a week later that she got more serious with another guy - which to me only translated as him being hot and me being ugly. They broke things off a week later, and she did ask me out again, but at one stage I annoyed her with a jokey message.",1,0.6,1515044253.0,0,10.125,161,29.72,82.43,73.93,25.77,32.2,12.42,95.65,60.25,22.98,18.63,8.07,3.11,0.0,6.83,0.62,4.35,5.59,11.8,4.35,6.83,9.94,1.24,13.04,8.7,3.73,3.11,3.73,2.48,6.21,3.11,3.11,0.0,1.86,0.62,19.25,0.0,1.86,6.21,1.24,6.83,0.62,1.24,0.62,1.86,0.0,3.73,1.86,0.0,0.62,1.24,0.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.62,8.7,4.35,0.62,1.24,2.48,0.0,8.7,3.11,1.24,19.88,0.0,4.97,14.91,1.24,1.24,0.62,1.24,0.0,0.62,1.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.62,0.62,11.8,3.11,6.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.86,0.0,0.62,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72693,1.61622,1.87034,0.44,16,9.289382716049385,0.10092592592592593
2072,relationships,7o0wmh,"[20, 25]","She said she always had to message first, and she decided to completely blank me when I apologised, and that was that. The first girl to ever express proper interest in me in my life ends up going completely down the drain. I don't know if it was because of my own management of messages or me being unattractive in general, but despite this great date occurring I only feel absolutely awful because of it in the end. Oh, and to rub salt into the wounds I even noticed she unliked my profile picture of all things. Ouch.",0,0.6,1515044253.0,0,8.166363636363634,98,44.47,34.14,92.38,25.77,19.6,20.41,91.84,61.22,20.41,14.29,10.2,0.0,0.0,4.08,0.0,6.12,4.08,16.33,5.1,7.14,9.18,1.02,12.24,4.08,0.0,1.02,2.04,1.02,4.08,2.04,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.22,0.0,1.02,5.1,0.0,16.33,4.08,2.04,1.02,2.04,6.12,4.08,5.1,1.02,1.02,2.04,4.08,0.0,2.04,0.0,2.04,9.18,2.04,2.04,4.08,1.02,0.0,6.12,4.08,1.02,16.33,1.02,7.14,8.16,1.02,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,1.02,1.02,0.0,10.2,5.1,4.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.67831,1.61609,1.87442,0.44,16,8.461292929292927,0.07944444444444446
38295,ptsd,721smb,"(16, 21)","I stayed in Africa, I was only one month into the program and was too proud to leave. I must have horrible luck because I experienced two more horrific events while visiting Dar es Salaam...things I won't get into. For now, I take Wellbutrin for the depression, but still feel myself flinching away from people on the street, or am scared I am being followed or watched. On a positive note, I've grown a ton, learned a lot, and am still kicking ass in this world! Here's to three years and many more anniversaries!",0,0.8,1506210347.0,5,7.882857142857144,95,54.42,10.34,99.0,25.77,19.0,15.79,90.53,54.74,11.58,9.47,9.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,6.32,12.63,10.53,6.32,8.42,1.05,22.11,5.26,2.11,0.0,3.16,5.26,6.32,3.16,3.16,2.11,0.0,1.05,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,2.11,1.05,1.05,4.21,2.11,3.16,3.16,1.05,0.0,1.05,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,1.05,0.0,4.21,0.0,7.37,11.58,1.05,22.11,5.26,10.53,7.37,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.95,6.32,7.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,0.0,0.0,3.16,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.4286,3.0,1.2727,1.0,1.0,1.69435,1.63797,1.88917,1.0,1,7.105020408163266,0.1676767676767677
55527,anxiety,6gjdfs,"(0, 5)","Has anyone dealt with urinary retention as a side effect of lexapro? I've been taking lexapro for like 2 weeks or so, and in the past week it has become very difficult to pee, even at home (it sometimes takes a lot of pushing, and my bladder never feels like it's truly empty.). And the more I have to go, the harder it is, so I try to go often, like every 30 mintues or hour or so (even at night). I can barely eat or drink anything anymore. I did some research and it appears that urinary retention could be a side affect of lexapro.",1,0.6,1497151576.0,2,7.425000000000001,106,31.22,17.27,88.81,13.09,21.2,15.09,92.45,60.38,14.15,5.66,5.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.49,5.66,14.15,11.32,9.43,11.32,0.94,19.81,4.72,5.66,0.0,1.89,3.77,2.83,0.94,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.81,2.83,1.89,0.94,12.26,2.83,3.77,3.77,0.94,0.0,1.89,5.66,3.77,0.0,0.0,1.89,4.72,0.0,1.89,0.0,1.89,0.94,2.83,15.09,0.0,16.98,2.83,5.66,8.49,0.94,0.94,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.98,4.72,5.66,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,3.77,0.0,2.8333,2.5714,3.0,1.1667,1.0,1.0,1.67384,1.40235,1.85408,0.76,4,7.584,-0.09166666666666666
1166,domesticviolence,74hxf8,"[25, 30]","I'm completely overwhelmed. I think this process is about the best I can think of (below), but I really, desperately just want to dive back into my career. Am I wrong to think I'm not emotionally ready? Should I force myself to wait? Is there anything else I could plan on doing?",1,1.0,1507228214.0,5,3.0716666666666654,52,9.98,1.0,99.0,5.37,10.4,11.54,94.23,67.31,23.08,19.23,19.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,1.92,15.38,17.31,11.54,1.92,1.92,25.0,3.85,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.62,3.85,5.77,3.85,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,5.77,1.92,5.77,1.92,1.92,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.62,0.0,3.85,5.77,1.92,1.92,0.0,21.15,1.92,9.62,0.0,7.69,3.85,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.15,3.85,3.85,0.0,0.0,5.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,3.85,0.0,3.0,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.80952,1.42,1.95841,1.0,11,4.136814814814816,-0.01666666666666665
1364,ptsd,9qgbms,"[0, 5]","Hey everyone, I’ve had quite the journey the last couple of years trying to get through a masters program in psychology to be a therapist and also dealing with health concerns. I came upon some research that led me to some conclusions that could possibly help some women who have gone through similar situations. So I was raped when I was 10 years old and gone through other various forms of trauma all throughout my childhood. I functioned pretty well until I got to my graduate program in clinical psychology. I had been in a stable relationship with a man who is supportive and loving so everything felt like it was going great.",0,0.8571428571428571,1540231425.0,58,9.265,113,62.8,46.46,78.16,75.11,22.6,23.89,93.81,53.1,15.93,8.85,8.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.08,5.31,15.93,9.73,4.42,7.08,0.0,16.81,3.54,2.65,2.65,0.88,5.31,6.19,4.42,1.77,0.0,0.88,0.0,8.85,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.88,13.27,1.77,0.88,0.88,6.19,2.65,0.88,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.88,3.54,0.0,2.65,0.88,0.0,7.08,2.65,0.88,1.77,2.65,0.0,10.62,4.42,0.88,15.04,5.31,3.54,6.19,6.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.0,6.19,4.42,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.2,1.1818,1.0,1.73146,1.468,1.92616,0.97,27,9.20947368421053,0.2125
25494,anxiety,9j8g08,"(0, 5)","I'm 14 years old going in highschool. I've had anxiety, mostly health anxiety my entire life. But it usually only lasted a day at times and my anxiety only when off it certain, not daily things now I suffer daily and want it gone. I've posted here before but just want to know what you guys think of this, recently someone passed away in there sleep from a heart attack and now I'm anxious like never before. I'll wake up with panic attacks and such.",1,0.8,1538010775.0,4,3.7339047619047605,85,18.71,14.48,99.0,1.0,17.0,11.76,98.82,60.0,18.82,10.59,9.41,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,8.24,2.35,15.29,7.06,14.12,8.24,2.35,17.65,7.06,4.71,2.35,1.18,1.18,10.59,1.18,9.41,5.88,2.35,1.18,3.53,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,15.29,2.35,0.0,2.35,3.53,3.53,3.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,3.53,2.35,0.0,0.0,3.53,0.0,0.0,3.53,0.0,0.0,4.71,12.94,2.35,28.24,3.53,7.06,17.65,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.29,5.88,3.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8571,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.74582,1.43,1.77396,1.0,8,5.157619047619047,0.051298701298701295
1308,homeless,9v11uh,"[31, 36]","He loved to learn, he said. I felt his hope. Being free of homelessness is more than just having a roof. I hope he is on the path of thriving, not just surviving. Education is a ladder that nobody can ever take away.",0,0.0,1541609307.0,46,1.1623255813953506,43,42.2,50.0,1.0,99.0,8.6,9.3,90.7,62.79,18.6,13.95,4.65,0.0,0.0,9.3,0.0,4.65,6.98,13.95,13.95,6.98,0.0,4.65,25.58,6.98,4.65,0.0,0.0,2.33,9.3,9.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.3,16.28,4.65,0.0,4.65,4.65,2.33,4.65,4.65,0.0,2.33,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.63,2.33,2.33,4.65,2.33,0.0,4.65,18.6,4.65,6.98,0.0,4.65,2.33,4.65,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.28,11.63,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71545,1.52632,1.97635,0.96,10,3.1314418604651166,0.5333333333333333
1015,survivorsofabuse,6l0eqd,"[6, 11]","I don't want to be nice to him because I don't like him and certainly don't like how he treats me. I know it's not my fault and I am not a bad person. I have never had friends, family, or other partners ever accuse me of the things he accuses me of so I know it's not real. I just needed to vent because I hate being trapped in this situation. I don't have anyone I can stay with and am still waiting on housing assistance which at the very least will take another 6 months and that's if I am lucky and the wait-list isn't too long.",1,0.8,1499094284.0,1,3.6033171912832955,110,1.0,2.31,77.1,60.23,22.0,12.73,91.82,69.09,25.45,17.27,13.64,0.0,0.0,3.64,0.0,8.18,3.64,8.18,16.36,7.27,10.0,8.18,23.64,2.73,0.91,1.82,0.91,1.82,7.27,4.55,2.73,0.0,0.91,0.0,8.18,0.91,1.82,0.0,3.64,17.27,1.82,2.73,2.73,3.64,2.73,6.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.36,2.73,0.0,0.0,1.82,1.82,1.82,20.0,0.91,10.0,0.91,4.55,5.45,0.91,0.91,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.36,4.55,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.91,0.0,9.09,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.67413,1.4404,1.88494,1.0,2,5.484285714285715,-0.016738095238095257
44863,ptsd,8i9ahy,"(10, 15)","This is good and bad... I was a STEM major before and probably would have had a challenging and high paid career by now, had my life taken a different course. However, post PTSD, I found myself extremely connected with the arts. I have intense emotional reactions to aesthetic experiences, and I think that’s largely responsible for the fact that I now work in a creative industry. I experience aesthetics in a unique way that I’m not sure resonates with the typical non-affected individual.",0,0.8571428571428571,1525898523.0,83,8.708620689655174,85,51.43,7.9,79.21,70.09,17.0,24.71,89.41,54.12,15.29,10.59,10.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.71,9.41,9.41,10.59,5.88,5.88,1.18,16.47,8.24,3.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.06,4.71,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.29,2.35,3.53,1.18,1.18,3.53,3.53,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,8.24,0.0,3.53,1.18,2.35,1.18,8.24,10.59,0.0,10.59,0.0,5.88,3.53,7.06,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.47,8.24,4.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,2.35,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8182,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.8271,1.51714,1.96305,0.99,30,9.506344827586208,0.09705555555555555
11091,domesticviolence,5y4i6r,"(5, 10)","**Remember Need to Know**. Only tell people about your plans if they absolutely need to know and can be trusted. Limit the number of people that know your plan; even if you trust them, they may be tricked into giving up your location **Be careful of your browsing history**. Most browsers keep a record of websites you visit.",0,0.8,1488931491.0,17,3.826650246305416,58,49.46,99.0,11.5,85.87,14.5,17.24,91.38,53.45,17.24,15.52,0.0,0.0,10.34,0.0,5.17,1.72,3.45,13.79,8.62,6.9,5.17,0.0,27.59,3.45,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,6.9,5.17,1.72,0.0,1.72,0.0,27.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.69,8.62,0.0,6.9,6.9,1.72,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.07,0.0,5.17,1.72,0.0,5.17,5.17,20.69,5.17,8.62,1.72,5.17,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,24.14,6.9,1.72,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.79,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.1667,1.0,1.0,1.62283,1.43462,1.91073,1.0,4,3.7138423645320238,0.15
2185,domesticviolence,5y4i6r,"(65, 70)","**Get a new phone**. One option is to purchase an inexpensive, reloadable cell phone from any major retailer. These phones, commonly referred to as “burner phones” will have no connection to the abuser and can help you keep in touch with your support system. Another option is to visit a retail location for your provider and have them move you over to a new plan. If they don’t offer you a new phone with the plan, make sure they perform a factory reset of the device to ensure any apps that could track your location are removed.",0,1.0,1488931491.0,17,8.74795918367347,97,86.35,98.03,5.39,44.66,19.4,15.46,89.69,50.52,12.37,9.28,0.0,0.0,6.19,0.0,3.09,3.09,9.28,14.43,9.28,1.03,4.12,2.06,14.43,5.15,1.03,0.0,1.03,3.09,3.09,2.06,1.03,0.0,1.03,0.0,17.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.28,1.03,1.03,2.06,5.15,1.03,1.03,6.19,0.0,5.15,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.15,1.03,2.06,2.06,1.03,0.0,0.0,12.37,3.09,11.34,3.09,5.15,3.09,4.12,0.0,0.0,4.12,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.46,5.15,3.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.06,1.03,0.0,4.12,2.5714,2.8889,3.0,1.2308,1.1429,1.0,1.69772,1.45405,1.81365,1.0,4,8.068285714285718,0.11193181818181819
52299,domesticviolence,5y4i6r,"(130, 135)","* The route you intend to take when leaving, where you plan on going and who will help you along the way * Where your emergency clothing, supplies, money, and documents are kept. Also, try to hide the fact that those things are being moved at all * Any emergency code words, such as those used with children to indicate safety or danger * New, private bank accounts",0,1.0,1488931491.0,17,4.951145833333332,64,50.54,95.7,35.37,25.77,32.0,15.62,87.5,50.0,14.06,6.25,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.0,0.0,7.81,4.69,12.5,6.25,7.81,9.38,0.0,17.19,3.12,1.56,6.25,0.0,3.12,3.12,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.94,0.0,3.12,0.0,4.69,3.12,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,1.56,3.12,3.12,1.56,4.69,4.69,6.25,4.69,17.19,4.69,9.38,3.12,1.56,0.0,0.0,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,1.56,10.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.3333,1.1667,1.0,1.74397,1.54667,1.82484,1.0,4,4.241875000000004,0.04545454545454545
7823,domesticviolence,5y4i6r,"(70, 75)","**While at a shelter** Depending on the nature of the shelter, you may be asked to follow specific security rules designed to protect you, other residents, and the shelter staff. Although those rules may sometimes seem a little bit restrictive, it’s important to follow them for everyone’s safety. If the abusive partner had access to your cell phone or your account, you may be asked to remove your phone’s battery, and maybe even wrap it in tinfoil to block any transmissions. Although this may sound a little bit extreme, this might be done because a cell phone may be used to track you or find out where you’re going.",0,1.0,1488931491.0,17,5.605122910521143,109,53.53,95.06,32.93,60.56,27.25,21.1,87.16,55.96,14.68,8.26,0.0,0.0,7.34,0.0,0.92,6.42,7.34,11.93,12.84,2.75,8.26,0.0,20.18,1.83,0.0,0.92,0.0,2.75,3.67,2.75,0.92,0.0,0.92,0.0,14.68,0.0,0.92,0.0,0.0,20.18,1.83,2.75,0.92,12.84,1.83,5.5,3.67,0.0,3.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.26,0.92,0.0,3.67,0.92,2.75,4.59,9.17,6.42,11.93,3.67,6.42,1.83,0.92,0.0,0.92,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.43,3.67,6.42,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.67,0.0,3.67,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.1429,1.125,1.0,1.65994,1.62198,1.85637,1.0,4,5.49250737463127,0.025000000000000005
1610,domesticviolence,5y4i6r,"[45, 50]","**While traveling to a safe location** **Don’t take the most direct route** to your destination. When you leave, head off in the opposite direction from where you’re actually headed, just in case someone sees you leave and may tell the abuser which direction you went. Afterwards, double back and take another route to your actual destination. **Know what to look** for to make sure you’re not being followed.",0,0.8571428571428571,1488931491.0,17,2.955516431924881,68,53.95,94.7,99.0,53.41,17.0,17.65,97.06,54.41,16.18,10.29,0.0,0.0,10.29,0.0,0.0,5.88,5.88,14.71,7.35,7.35,5.88,2.94,25.0,2.94,1.47,5.88,1.47,4.41,4.41,2.94,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,13.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.24,1.47,1.47,0.0,4.41,1.47,4.41,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,1.47,2.94,17.65,4.41,29.41,8.82,16.18,5.88,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,32.35,5.88,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.41,0.0,17.65,2.625,2.1667,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.62889,1.51228,1.81204,1.0,4,3.8358098591549314,0.17777777777777778
137,anxiety,7lof7m,"[0, 5]","As I kid, I had been pretty anxious and nervous, but they were negligible. I only got anxious when there was something happening, like giving presentation etc. They did not tamper with my everyday life and I was not concerned with them. But recently, I felt like my anxiety has developed into a new level. I got so damn anxious for every day stuff.",1,1.0,1514032581.0,2,4.215208333333333,64,7.54,5.92,97.51,1.0,12.8,20.31,95.31,60.94,21.88,17.19,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.69,4.69,1.56,10.94,10.94,6.25,10.94,3.12,18.75,10.94,6.25,1.56,0.0,1.56,14.06,3.12,9.38,7.81,1.56,0.0,7.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.06,1.56,0.0,0.0,3.12,3.12,6.25,1.56,0.0,0.0,1.56,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,4.69,0.0,0.0,1.56,3.12,0.0,14.06,1.56,0.0,12.5,0.0,3.12,9.38,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.06,7.81,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.80149,1.42258,1.82768,1.0,6,5.716875000000002,-0.051515151515151514
25818,domesticviolence,8c6fwz,"(110, 115)","Instead he followed me to the store in his car. He would even drive slow enough to have the car next to me at all times. During one of our fights he took a permanent marker and slashed lines all over me while telling me ""how does that feel, you slut?"" He walked away and I just fell to the floor in tears. He came back and poured his Gatorade all over me telling me to shut up and stop crying so loud.",1,1.0,1523696616.0,2,3.1349799196787167,83,56.9,72.65,93.56,1.0,16.6,8.43,92.77,59.04,20.48,19.28,8.43,1.2,1.2,8.43,0.0,1.2,4.82,16.87,3.61,7.23,8.43,0.0,15.66,4.82,0.0,1.2,1.2,3.61,4.82,0.0,4.82,0.0,1.2,2.41,14.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.43,8.43,1.2,1.2,1.2,0.0,3.61,1.2,2.41,0.0,1.2,1.2,1.2,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,7.23,1.2,0.0,3.61,1.2,1.2,6.02,3.61,0.0,28.92,9.64,12.05,9.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,1.2,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.64,4.82,1.2,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.7,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.7238,1.82933,1.80837,1.0,14,2.600180722891565,-0.06666666666666667
11303,domesticviolence,8c6fwz,"(95, 100)",I was not allowed to talk to anyone. I was not even allowed to be on Facebook. Erik made me feel like a prisoner. When i had the Facebook app my phone would always get this random pop up notification saying my login has expired but I was never even logging in because I was too scared of what Erik would do to me. I was only allowed to safely be on my phone while I was next to him and only if I was doing something like reading or watching videos.,1,0.8,1523696616.0,2,3.1622981366459655,92,10.53,7.89,80.16,25.77,18.4,14.13,93.48,68.48,19.57,15.22,14.13,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,4.35,2.17,14.13,16.3,7.61,7.61,3.26,22.83,3.26,2.17,2.17,0.0,0.0,2.17,1.09,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,8.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.09,19.57,1.09,5.43,3.26,5.43,2.17,5.43,6.52,2.17,3.26,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.78,2.17,0.0,5.43,1.09,1.09,10.87,7.61,0.0,9.78,0.0,4.35,5.43,0.0,3.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.43,5.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,2.8,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.69122,1.45385,1.88333,1.0,14,4.798757763975157,0.0
196,domesticviolence,8c6fwz,"[250, 255]","Before I could tell Erik we should go outside he threw me back onto the bed saying, ""yeah, you will make a deal. You will show me everything that you do behind my back, you fucking liar. You are always on your phone talking to guys and now you will show me everything!"" Erik had me on my bed laying pushed against the wall while he laid down on me with his full body weight. His body is so big and heavy it was making it harder and harder for me to breath as he was crushing me.",1,0.0,1523696616.0,2,4.567380952380951,98,19.28,95.85,65.98,4.76,19.6,7.14,96.94,65.31,28.57,23.47,10.2,1.02,7.14,5.1,0.0,5.1,3.06,14.29,11.22,4.08,6.12,0.0,21.43,8.16,4.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,21.43,0.0,1.02,0.0,6.12,8.16,0.0,2.04,2.04,0.0,3.06,1.02,8.16,2.04,2.04,4.08,5.1,3.06,0.0,1.02,1.02,4.08,1.02,0.0,3.06,0.0,0.0,5.1,7.14,3.06,19.39,3.06,12.24,6.12,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,1.02,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,10.2,4.08,3.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.8,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.72267,1.72444,1.87079,1.0,14,4.6269387755102045,-0.07962962962962965
1193,domesticviolence,8c6fwz,"[230, 235]","He kept the pressure on my throat and I felt as if I was going to die or become unconscious. Erik finally let go only to hit me in my head a few times. I felt very scared from not being able to breath. Every time I tried begging Erik to stop he told me to shut up, that I was not allowed to talk. Erik used my hair as handles to bash my head on the wall at several different times throughout the attack.",1,0.0,1523696616.0,2,4.413882352941176,85,76.06,4.98,99.0,1.0,17.0,10.59,91.76,55.29,16.47,15.29,12.94,0.0,0.0,2.35,0.0,1.18,4.71,18.82,5.88,3.53,5.88,2.35,20.0,7.06,3.53,0.0,0.0,3.53,3.53,0.0,3.53,2.35,1.18,0.0,4.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.35,12.94,3.53,2.35,1.18,2.35,1.18,5.88,2.35,0.0,0.0,2.35,4.71,4.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.24,0.0,2.35,4.71,0.0,1.18,9.41,4.71,1.18,16.47,2.35,8.24,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.06,5.88,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.4,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73371,1.67467,1.77066,1.0,14,5.477647058823528,0.07142857142857142
656,domesticviolence,8c6fwz,"[50, 55]",My siblings and I went through a lot growing up. You would think it would have made us close but for some reason we were never close. For some reason I was the most outcast-ed. To this day if I were to bring up the childhood abuse they would tell me that I am dramatic and that it wasn't THAT bad. They will even say they respect Jay.,0,1.0,1523696616.0,2,3.1315714285714265,69,11.0,55.76,80.16,8.47,13.8,10.14,97.1,63.77,26.09,17.39,8.7,2.9,1.45,0.0,4.35,8.7,4.35,10.14,14.49,2.9,5.8,2.9,24.64,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,5.8,4.35,1.45,2.9,0.0,1.45,0.0,13.04,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.74,4.35,4.35,5.8,7.25,1.45,4.35,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.59,4.35,0.0,5.8,0.0,1.45,8.7,8.7,1.45,14.49,4.35,5.8,4.35,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.14,7.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.625,3.0,1.2857,1.125,1.0,1.73683,1.42222,1.90284,1.0,14,3.355714285714285,-0.21111111111111103
726,domesticviolence,8c6fwz,"[320, 325]","I laid there terrified not knowing what was going to happen. Not knowing when, or if, it was going to stop I was fighting back tears because I knew I had to keep trying to out smart him in order to protect myself and make Erik stop attacking me. When I fell onto the futon I landed on Erik's new hat that he bought when he was out earlier that day. As another tactic to calm Erik down, I asked Erik if he could show me his new hat. He stood there angry for a few seconds before answering yes.",1,1.0,1523696616.0,2,4.94062706270627,100,32.13,18.41,96.63,1.65,20.0,11.0,92.0,57.0,21.0,16.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,0.0,5.0,2.0,15.0,6.0,6.0,9.0,2.0,20.0,10.0,3.0,4.0,0.0,2.0,7.0,2.0,5.0,1.0,3.0,1.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,13.0,4.0,2.0,3.0,4.0,0.0,5.0,1.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.0,0.0,1.0,3.0,0.0,3.0,12.0,3.0,2.0,22.0,3.0,7.0,12.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,9.0,5.0,3.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71849,1.61124,1.80938,1.0,14,6.046287128712873,-0.0076158409491742796
154,ptsd,9d3alv,"[0, 5]",As of Sunday i have experience sever anxiety. Its too the point i am unable to do normal everyday functions and doing my job is harder. All i can think about is how i was ripped away from my daughter and how she is without me. Its to the point my therapist uas suggested i used cbd oil to manage my anxiety instead of narcotics. They help take the edge off and let me relax to the point i can sleep.,1,0.8,1536124311.0,4,4.928518518518516,81,22.96,10.86,84.78,10.27,16.2,13.58,92.59,64.2,20.99,17.28,14.81,0.0,0.0,1.23,1.23,3.7,4.94,14.81,14.81,6.17,7.41,1.23,14.81,3.7,2.47,2.47,0.0,1.23,3.7,1.23,2.47,2.47,0.0,0.0,6.17,1.23,0.0,2.47,0.0,9.88,1.23,3.7,0.0,0.0,2.47,2.47,4.94,0.0,0.0,1.23,2.47,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,4.94,1.23,1.23,2.47,1.23,0.0,2.47,12.35,0.0,9.88,0.0,7.41,2.47,2.47,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.17,6.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7179,1.51111,1.83997,1.0,1,6.315654320987658,-0.1625
46867,relationships,7pywkv,"(10, 15)","I've been renting since university and I'm getting sick of seeing the same amount of money I'd pay towards a mortgage go into the pocket of someone else. I have a junior role in the company, it's going somewhere (I hope) but not fast. I find financially I'm staying basically cash-neutral and my quality of life isn't brilliant. I'm not managing to save anything. I've been thinking that I should get a house with the money I inherited.",0,1.0,1515784472.0,46,4.768275862068965,79,36.54,1.64,97.6,73.09,15.8,22.78,96.2,56.96,21.52,15.19,15.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.06,8.86,12.66,15.19,2.53,3.8,3.8,27.85,3.8,1.27,0.0,0.0,1.27,5.06,3.8,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.46,2.53,1.27,2.53,5.06,0.0,6.33,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,2.53,0.0,2.53,0.0,0.0,6.33,0.0,0.0,3.8,2.53,0.0,2.53,16.46,2.53,11.39,5.06,6.33,2.53,7.59,0.0,3.8,10.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.52,6.33,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,10.13,2.53,0.0,3.0,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.7289,1.51045,2.00351,0.86,58,6.747758620689659,0.017142857142857147
1067,domesticviolence,6d79k2,"[19, 24]","What can I do best to support her? Are there resources on this? I don't want to simply badger her to leave. I've tried to point her to better resources than me, but I'm not having much luck. I'm worried for her life.",1,0.8,1495684477.0,3,0.10574468085106403,43,8.71,5.19,21.56,99.0,8.6,9.3,97.67,67.44,27.91,23.26,13.95,0.0,0.0,9.3,0.0,4.65,0.0,18.6,18.6,4.65,2.33,4.65,25.58,9.3,6.98,2.33,0.0,2.33,11.63,9.3,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,9.3,0.0,0.0,9.3,0.0,11.63,0.0,0.0,2.33,2.33,0.0,6.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,9.3,0.0,6.98,2.33,6.98,0.0,2.33,23.26,0.0,6.98,2.33,4.65,0.0,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.26,6.98,2.33,0.0,0.0,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.3,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,2.6,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.66644,1.48837,1.95328,1.0,2,1.884510638297872,0.425
39140,anxiety,87or6j,"(0, 5)","So in the past two weeks, I’ve been supporting my dad through some mental health things, I’ve been having trouble at work, my Nanna got diagnosed with Alzheimer’s, and to top it off, my boyfriend broke up with me two days ago.I work full time and I’m also at uni, which I’m falling behind in. Whatever I do, I cannot concentrate on anything and just fall into an absolute panic when I have a second to think. I feel so nauseous that I can’t eat. And I’m bursting into tears randomly. Can you suggest some coping strategies that you use to stop the constant cycle of negative thoughts?",1,1.0,1522207461.0,3,5.606117216117216,109,28.53,13.55,99.0,2.16,21.8,17.43,96.33,57.8,22.02,15.6,13.76,0.0,1.83,0.0,0.0,6.42,3.67,15.6,11.01,4.59,7.34,2.75,15.6,2.75,0.92,2.75,2.75,1.83,4.59,0.92,3.67,0.92,0.0,1.83,5.5,1.83,0.92,0.0,1.83,11.93,4.59,0.92,0.0,3.67,0.92,1.83,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.92,3.67,0.0,2.75,0.0,0.92,9.17,0.92,3.67,2.75,0.92,1.83,5.5,14.68,0.0,21.1,1.83,11.01,8.26,1.83,0.0,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.35,4.59,6.42,0.0,0.0,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.42,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.3333,1.0,1.80195,1.56923,1.84268,1.0,9,6.056776556776558,-0.037500000000000006
28337,survivorsofabuse,6672xa,"(35, 40)","He broke up with me, accused me of lying about my cousin, saying he never heard of her despite the fact he has. I ended up sleeping with my friend that night. Then there was the issue with him threatening to hide my belongings with an unnamed friend. I wouldn't get to know who. A whole bunch of crazy ensued.",0,0.8,1492564260.0,6,3.4327868852459034,60,77.33,63.05,15.86,1.0,12.0,11.67,93.33,61.67,23.33,20.0,11.67,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,3.33,6.67,21.67,5.0,5.0,1.67,3.33,18.33,3.33,0.0,1.67,0.0,3.33,6.67,0.0,6.67,1.67,3.33,1.67,20.0,1.67,3.33,1.67,6.67,8.33,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,3.33,1.67,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,6.67,0.0,5.0,1.67,3.33,6.67,5.0,1.67,10.0,0.0,3.33,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,8.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.5556,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72958,1.63396,1.87109,0.81,14,3.6761967213114772,-0.19999999999999998
522,relationships,7rk002,"[5, 10]","I asked him what happened to his hand, and he told me that the hood of his car slammed down on it but he's fine. When we got home Jude pulled me to the side and told me Coop is not fine. He told me Coop can't move it at all and it's a problem. Coop doesn't like doctors. He looks at Doctors and Nurses like they're the Grimm Reaper or something.",0,0.0,1516383516.0,644,0.4632467532467537,72,20.68,60.95,11.8,77.0,14.4,9.72,90.28,59.72,26.39,18.06,6.94,1.39,0.0,9.72,0.0,8.33,5.56,11.11,6.94,1.39,9.72,4.17,19.44,2.78,1.39,2.78,0.0,1.39,5.56,4.17,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.72,9.72,0.0,0.0,1.39,2.78,1.39,5.56,2.78,1.39,0.0,1.39,5.56,1.39,4.17,0.0,0.0,8.33,1.39,0.0,4.17,1.39,1.39,8.33,11.11,0.0,12.5,4.17,6.94,1.39,2.78,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,6.94,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.4,3.0,1.1111,1.125,1.0,1.70882,1.63051,1.80027,0.94,57,1.4194805194805191,0.017592592592592576
1041,stress,9qwrr3,"[5, 10]",I doubt and second guess myself a lot. I hesitate and fear picking up the phone. Fear coming off as too aggressive or too pushy or not sending the right person and Err On the side of not being aggressive enough. I’m afraid to take control as I fear ruining relationships etc. Last year i still did surprisingly well despite all this and even earned a rookie of the year title and won a trip.,1,0.8,1540357248.0,1,5.50578947368421,75,69.57,11.52,94.62,1.0,15.0,13.33,94.67,52.0,9.33,8.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,9.33,12.0,4.0,6.67,12.0,2.67,12.0,6.67,2.67,0.0,1.33,2.67,17.33,4.0,13.33,8.0,4.0,1.33,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,8.0,1.33,6.67,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,1.33,2.67,5.33,4.0,2.67,4.0,4.0,1.33,16.0,4.0,6.67,5.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,8.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.82245,1.64194,1.77821,1.0,4,6.019578947368423,0.06428571428571428
811,domesticviolence,5xyg0k,"[5, 10]","However, his fits of anger kept going at the smallest things such as eating the rest of the corn chips or even mentioning politics that he doesn't agree with. This went on at the same rate of once a month or so until I turned 16, which is when I noticed that it probably wasn't normal. One occurrence of this was when I was trying to buy a pair of sunglasses, but needed to use his paypal as where I'm from you need to be over 18. This for whatever reason ended in him exploding in rage again, because he couldn't remember his password. He left the room, and grabbed me by the throat when he came back.",1,0.8,1488861982.0,2,9.10811475409836,118,38.53,43.26,51.24,14.14,23.6,12.71,89.83,63.56,19.49,11.86,4.24,0.0,0.85,6.78,0.0,7.63,6.78,17.8,6.78,9.32,11.02,2.54,19.49,5.08,3.39,5.08,3.39,0.0,2.54,0.85,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,8.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.78,12.71,2.54,2.54,2.54,3.39,0.0,4.24,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.85,1.69,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.85,3.39,0.0,0.85,2.54,0.0,0.0,10.17,5.08,0.85,19.49,3.39,9.32,7.63,1.69,0.0,0.85,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.85,0.0,0.0,11.86,4.24,4.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.68584,1.49109,1.76197,1.0,4,8.724360655737708,-0.09166666666666666
1036,domesticviolence,5xyg0k,"[20, 25]","Then he didn't talk  to me for day and after that suddenly he pretends like nothing ever happened. He also tries to tell me that I remember things wrong in these fights, and that I am the one who always starts them. Last night this happened again, until he said some things that I don't feel are possible to take back, like telling me I am a loser and all of my friends hate me because I'm an a#$hole, and that he regretted bringing me up. I feel that crossed a line, due to the fact that this argument started because he told me when I was barbecuing sausages not to put the lid down, even though that's the way I always do it. He then proceeds to tell me my memories of cooking sausages have never happened, and then starts the fight/argument.",1,0.8,1488861982.0,2,12.11452702702703,145,12.58,36.51,95.26,1.0,29.0,16.55,97.24,64.83,27.59,17.24,11.72,0.0,0.0,4.83,0.69,10.34,6.21,11.03,6.9,6.21,9.66,3.45,20.0,1.38,2.07,1.38,0.69,1.38,5.52,0.0,5.52,0.0,3.45,1.38,13.79,0.0,0.69,0.0,4.83,13.79,3.45,1.38,0.69,1.38,4.83,2.07,2.07,0.0,0.69,1.38,2.07,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.07,4.83,0.69,1.38,2.07,0.69,0.69,6.21,12.41,2.07,19.31,1.38,4.14,14.48,0.0,0.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.1,3.45,4.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.76,0.0,2.07,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.75746,1.51846,1.85895,1.0,4,10.704,-0.1867283950617284
18528,ptsd,78sid3,"(5, 10)","Then I came home.      My Mom pointed it out first, I went from being the class clown and the life of the party, to being the quiet guy who stood in the corner of the room. I went from a musician and avid gamer, to having no interest in any of it, and no replacement hobby. The things I had the most passion for in life were gone. It was like someone removed one of my five senses and my soul at the same time.",1,1.0,1508983083.0,5,4.358470588235296,85,91.61,36.19,88.59,86.75,17.0,8.24,96.47,60.0,15.29,8.24,8.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.06,11.76,17.65,7.06,0.0,5.88,2.35,12.94,3.53,3.53,1.18,3.53,2.35,3.53,3.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.06,1.18,1.18,1.18,1.18,4.71,1.18,0.0,0.0,3.53,0.0,0.0,3.53,0.0,2.35,0.0,3.53,0.0,2.35,1.18,0.0,3.53,2.35,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.41,0.0,1.18,18.82,7.06,8.24,3.53,1.18,4.71,2.35,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.59,5.88,4.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.75,3.0,1.2308,1.125,1.0,1.72468,1.58,1.90814,0.78,4,5.338823529411766,0.2
17531,survivorsofabuse,96jn4q,"(3, 8)","in the end i just end up leaving, ignoring the question or just saying something like ""haha, i'm not really interested in that sort of thing"" or whatever. that's all fine i guess, but what really pisses me off is when people act like it's some kind of status symbol to be sexually active (we are 18, ok.) and treat you like an immature loser if you aren't. wish i'd known that it was cool and a good thing back when i was being abused, it could have given me some playground cred or something instead of a lifetime of trauma processing. lol! i know my anger isn't justified, that their intention is not to be offensive or rude, that i'm being petty and immature and that i shouldn't take offense from these typical teenage status things but sometimes i just want to tell people about all the horrible things i went through so they will shut the fuck up and leave me alone.",1,0.6,1534019637.0,14,4.686201550387601,163,8.33,9.89,81.51,5.83,27.17,15.95,95.09,60.74,22.7,11.66,8.59,0.61,1.23,0.0,1.23,11.04,4.29,9.82,12.27,6.75,9.2,3.07,22.09,5.52,1.23,2.45,0.61,2.45,14.11,6.13,7.98,0.61,4.91,1.23,6.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.25,2.45,1.23,3.07,8.59,1.23,8.59,1.23,0.0,0.61,0.61,1.84,0.61,0.0,1.23,0.0,5.52,0.61,0.61,3.68,1.23,0.0,3.07,12.27,1.23,9.82,1.84,4.29,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.68,1.23,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,15.34,3.07,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.61,0.0,1.23,4.91,1.23,0.0,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.69451,1.43212,1.89363,1.0,5,5.504651162790697,0.08564814814814814
1123,relationships,7pxhvl,"[5, 10]","That's it. My mom made me delete it and said ""that's what is wrong with your generation, you act too grown."" Nothing about my picture was ""grown"" I was actually wearing a long white t shirt and boyfriend jeans. Even when we go to the beach with my siblings, me and my sister were wearing the exact same bikini and she said something to me about ""needing to sit my fast tailed butt down."" Mind you, my sister is two years younger than me and the bikinis weren't even provocative in a bikini sense.",1,0.6,1515772854.0,347,4.38712812960236,94,20.74,45.75,82.45,11.87,18.8,13.83,90.43,57.45,23.4,17.02,11.7,1.06,3.19,1.06,0.0,6.38,5.32,10.64,8.51,7.45,6.38,2.13,18.09,5.32,3.19,2.13,1.06,0.0,1.06,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.77,4.26,1.06,4.26,1.06,9.57,1.06,1.06,1.06,1.06,2.13,3.19,5.32,2.13,2.13,0.0,4.26,4.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.45,5.32,0.0,1.06,0.0,1.06,9.57,7.45,0.0,12.77,4.26,4.26,5.32,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.06,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.09,5.32,3.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.38,3.19,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.4,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.64613,1.695,1.91554,0.94,53,4.047275405007365,-0.028395061728395073
18949,assistance,884mzo,"(5, 10)","He blames me. He's wrong. [This is what my spine looks <url> I've got Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, which is a genetic connective tissue disorder that makes faulty collagen everywhere in my body, so my muscles are always in pain trying to keep my body in place (and have clearly failed in that regard). I've had symptoms all my life.",1,0.6666666666666666,1522355204.0,49,4.104374999999997,59,11.54,19.85,56.85,1.0,14.75,15.25,84.75,50.85,25.42,16.95,13.56,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,8.47,1.69,8.47,13.56,5.08,3.39,0.0,22.03,1.69,0.0,3.39,0.0,1.69,8.47,0.0,8.47,0.0,1.69,1.69,5.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,10.17,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,6.78,0.0,3.39,1.69,0.0,1.69,13.56,6.78,8.47,0.0,0.0,8.47,0.0,3.39,1.69,1.69,5.08,3.39,16.95,0.0,11.86,0.0,10.17,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.73,6.78,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.08,3.39,5.08,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.7119,1.5875,1.89365,0.87,26,4.7051250000000024,-0.5
49189,assistance,884mzo,"(30, 35)","However, I can't kick the Lyme. None of the specialists who treat Chronic Lyme are covered by insurance (because it isn't recognized by the CDC), and I'm so broke I can't justify buying myself hot food not covered by Food Stamps, let alone seeing a doctor I'd have to pay out of pocket. I'm terribly afraid of getting spinal fusion while still being this saturated with Lyme Disease. Lyme Disease gets much worse if it gets in your spinal column and brain, and getting myself all cut up for surgery with Lyme in my system..... I'm afraid I'll get worse.",1,0.8,1522355204.0,49,6.715277777777779,100,42.9,3.62,74.76,1.0,20.0,16.0,87.0,51.0,15.0,11.0,10.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,4.0,14.0,10.0,3.0,8.0,5.0,18.0,8.0,2.0,1.0,0.0,3.0,9.0,1.0,8.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,2.0,2.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,6.0,2.0,1.0,0.0,1.0,10.0,3.0,5.0,0.0,2.0,9.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,5.0,2.0,1.0,14.0,1.0,8.0,0.0,5.0,3.0,2.0,1.0,0.0,3.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.0,9.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,2.0,0.0,2.75,2.4167,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70932,1.55765,1.77418,0.87,26,7.381851851851856,-0.35
10928,assistance,884mzo,"(40, 45)","All of my money goes to rent, utilities, and credit cards, and delivery food a few times a month when I'm too beat to cook. My boyfriend was nearly broke as me, and was leaning on my credit and foodstamps from time to time, leaving me in significant debt. We are breaking up after five years, because my pelvic organs are collapsing downwards, making for painful sex. He hung in there for three years of sexlessness, so I can't fault him.... but he's leaving in the next few months as soon as he gets the money to move out. I've got to figure my shit out.",1,1.0,1522355204.0,49,6.276939393939394,106,67.48,25.44,95.41,5.57,17.67,13.21,93.4,53.77,14.15,14.15,9.43,0.94,0.0,3.77,0.0,0.0,3.77,19.81,6.6,5.66,10.38,0.94,14.15,6.6,3.77,0.94,1.89,2.83,5.66,1.89,3.77,0.0,0.94,0.94,5.66,0.0,0.94,0.0,4.72,6.6,0.94,1.89,0.0,0.94,0.94,1.89,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.94,7.55,1.89,0.94,1.89,2.83,6.6,1.89,0.94,1.89,1.89,0.94,3.77,8.49,0.94,22.64,4.72,7.55,10.38,1.89,1.89,0.94,5.66,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.81,8.49,7.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.77,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.72465,1.67158,1.79968,0.87,26,6.256363636363638,-0.11785714285714285
274,assistance,884mzo,"[70, 75]","(I travel between NJ to NYC often, and $2.75 each way is pretty expensive. NJ and NYC both have Disabled rates for public transport, but the PATH which travels in-between, does not. It's total bullshit.) A free place to live in NYC? A bold plea, I realize.",0,0.8,1522355204.0,49,2.2216000000000022,48,84.57,14.87,91.31,99.0,9.6,16.67,79.17,45.83,8.33,4.17,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,6.25,14.58,8.33,2.08,6.25,2.08,16.67,2.08,0.0,2.08,2.08,6.25,6.25,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,2.08,0.0,0.0,4.17,2.08,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,18.75,6.25,10.42,2.08,0.0,4.17,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,29.17,8.33,8.33,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,4.17,2.08,2.8462,3.0,2.8,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.81384,1.54286,1.85337,0.87,26,3.6499999999999986,0.05246212121212121
102,assistance,884mzo,"[82, 87]","Holy crap, this is long. Migraine ramble. Thanks to any who have read all of this. I can give verification of my claims to anyone who needs it. (EDITED TO ADD: wishlist link above.)",0,1.0,1522355204.0,49,0.6589215686274486,34,66.07,61.58,14.7,25.77,6.8,8.82,88.24,50.0,23.53,5.88,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,0.0,17.65,8.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,2.94,0.0,5.88,0.0,8.82,5.88,2.94,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,11.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.71,2.94,0.0,2.94,5.88,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,20.59,0.0,8.82,0.0,8.82,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.47,14.71,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,2.7778,2.3333,2.4,1.4,1.1818,1.0,1.619,1.40714,1.92872,0.87,26,1.5435294117647054,-0.16250000000000003
44733,anxiety,8wxj1c,"(0, 5)","Hey everyone. Been subbed for a long time and a lot of you guys helped me realize a few things so I thought I can try to help back. I’ve been dealing with anxiety/depression for a long time and never really done anything to deal with it. (Family didn’t really believe in that kind of stuff back in the day) I always believed that I had a passion for extreme sports like skydiving, water rafting etc etc. which is one of the reasons I believe I have anxiety maybe (adrenal produces slightly more adrenaline causing my body to be in a constant flight or fight state).",0,0.6,1531008085.0,3,5.7574574049803395,106,57.31,25.44,96.73,1.96,21.2,21.7,90.57,55.66,16.98,9.43,8.49,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,7.55,7.55,13.21,9.43,6.6,3.77,1.89,15.09,2.83,1.89,0.94,0.94,2.83,4.72,0.94,3.77,1.89,0.94,0.94,6.6,0.94,0.94,0.0,0.94,18.87,5.66,2.83,0.0,5.66,2.83,3.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.83,0.94,0.0,0.94,0.94,2.83,1.89,0.94,0.94,0.0,0.0,6.6,8.49,0.0,14.15,0.94,7.55,7.55,0.94,1.89,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.26,4.72,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,3.77,0.94,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.77234,1.57826,1.92356,0.81,6,6.180104849279161,0.07045454545454545
31818,assistance,9pswk7,"(5, 10)",Yet no matter what I do the feeling of unwantedness and just pure hopelessness never fades. I  don't really know what I'm doing anymore. Is there anywhere out there where I can just  pack my stuff and live alone? Is there someone I can talk to about all  this or some kind of help for things like this? I'm currently alone and  have no one to talk about any of this.,1,1.0,1540029349.0,4,4.237162162162164,70,1.43,9.94,84.71,1.0,14.0,11.43,95.71,71.43,22.86,10.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.86,1.43,12.86,14.29,17.14,5.71,5.71,15.71,2.86,1.43,4.29,1.43,4.29,4.29,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,4.29,5.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.14,2.86,0.0,0.0,8.57,4.29,2.86,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,2.86,1.43,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,0.0,11.43,0.0,4.29,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.43,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,2.2,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.67465,1.30769,1.84401,0.63,6,4.533351351351353,0.2301298701298701
23598,assistance,8gayhz,"(2, 7)","I'm currently between jobs and looking to make money in any way I can, so I was wondering if anyone would be interested in buying a cross stitch commission from me. I can do any type of pattern or design, in various sizes. Here are some examples of things I've made: <url> I would really appreciate any help I can get! Times are rough and my mental health is not great right now, so it would be nice to have something to work on that would also help me pay my bills and medical expenses!",1,0.6,1525201379.0,18,6.786666666666669,95,10.72,8.57,57.32,92.71,23.75,13.68,90.53,57.89,16.84,11.58,11.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,1.05,11.58,17.89,6.32,8.42,1.05,20.0,5.26,1.05,0.0,0.0,5.26,4.21,4.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.95,2.11,2.11,5.26,9.47,0.0,4.21,2.11,1.05,0.0,1.05,2.11,0.0,2.11,0.0,0.0,6.32,2.11,1.05,2.11,2.11,1.05,2.11,17.89,0.0,9.47,0.0,6.32,3.16,3.16,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.63,2.11,3.16,1.05,0.0,0.0,2.11,0.0,0.0,2.11,0.0,2.11,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.75123,1.50989,1.88813,0.81,31,7.746141414141416,0.07142857142857142
27225,assistance,8gayhz,"(0, 5)","Hey everybody. I'm not really sure else where else to possibly post this. I'm currently between jobs and looking to make money in any way I can, so I was wondering if anyone would be interested in buying a cross stitch commission from me. I can do any type of pattern or design, in various sizes. Here are some examples of things I've made: <url>",0,0.6,1525201379.0,18,2.9069047619047623,65,23.17,4.55,91.48,81.28,13.0,16.92,86.15,55.38,16.92,10.77,10.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.15,1.54,13.85,15.38,6.15,6.15,1.54,18.46,1.54,1.54,1.54,0.0,6.15,3.08,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.15,1.54,3.08,3.08,12.31,3.08,9.23,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,15.38,0.0,10.77,0.0,7.69,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.46,6.15,3.08,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,3.08,2.7778,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.65327,1.52131,1.88187,0.81,31,5.142857142857146,0.0
1307,almosthomeless,8vy14n,"[0, 5]","I currently have nowhere to live. My ""friends"" have made excuses as to why they cant help me out. This sucks. It's times like this where the world seems like an incredibly dark place and the best way to escape the pain is to leave it. IDK.",1,1.0,1530671015.0,57,1.348775510204078,47,59.82,14.37,98.44,4.35,9.4,10.64,97.87,61.7,19.15,10.64,8.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,8.51,8.51,17.02,8.51,4.26,4.26,6.38,19.15,4.26,8.51,4.26,0.0,0.0,6.38,2.13,4.26,0.0,2.13,0.0,8.51,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,10.64,2.13,4.26,0.0,2.13,2.13,2.13,4.26,2.13,0.0,2.13,4.26,0.0,4.26,0.0,0.0,8.51,4.26,2.13,4.26,2.13,2.13,2.13,21.28,0.0,21.28,4.26,12.77,4.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.26,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,2.13,17.02,10.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.26,2.13,0.0,0.0,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.78343,1.54359,1.90676,0.92,51,1.9585306122448998,0.13727272727272727
36366,ptsd,6x8wt5,"(0, 5)",When my SO and I first started dating and she told me she had PTSD I though just being a good guy would be enough. Well just being a good guy is not enough when your with someone with PTSD. You can still trigger them even though you are a good guy. You can still get offended when they tell you they can't trust you even though it is the PTSD talking and not them. You feel like a failure when they tell you they feel hopeless and that nobody can help them.,1,0.8,1504205795.0,10,2.483297872340426,93,1.0,99.0,39.18,66.47,18.6,7.53,94.62,70.97,26.88,22.58,4.3,0.0,8.6,2.15,7.53,4.3,5.38,3.23,11.83,16.13,12.9,4.3,17.2,0.0,1.08,4.3,1.08,0.0,8.6,5.38,3.23,0.0,1.08,2.15,30.11,0.0,3.23,2.15,3.23,11.83,2.15,1.08,1.08,1.08,0.0,6.45,2.15,0.0,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.75,2.15,2.15,3.23,4.3,2.15,3.23,15.05,0.0,9.68,0.0,0.0,9.68,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,6.45,5.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,2.9167,2.8889,2.6,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.64836,1.42892,1.9015,0.86,13,2.2988829787234053,0.2904761904761904
28200,ptsd,6x8wt5,"(2, 7)",You can still trigger them even though you are a good guy. You can still get offended when they tell you they can't trust you even though it is the PTSD talking and not them. You feel like a failure when they tell you they feel hopeless and that nobody can help them. It really sucks when all you want to do is love them and they can't accept it or feel it. Especially when they are the most amazing person you have ever met when they are not triggered and in their right mind.,0,0.8,1504205795.0,10,6.624432989690721,95,1.0,99.0,57.32,45.09,19.0,8.42,97.89,70.53,28.42,22.11,0.0,0.0,9.47,0.0,12.63,6.32,4.21,3.16,10.53,14.74,12.63,5.26,18.95,2.11,2.11,5.26,0.0,2.11,9.47,5.26,4.21,0.0,2.11,2.11,31.58,0.0,1.05,0.0,1.05,20.0,4.21,2.11,1.05,2.11,3.16,8.42,3.16,0.0,0.0,3.16,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.42,3.16,1.05,3.16,2.11,2.11,1.05,22.11,0.0,10.53,0.0,2.11,8.42,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.37,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.63039,1.37701,1.85287,0.86,13,5.844041237113402,0.2461309523809524
21920,anxiety,8ygu9g,"(6, 11)","It is having a major strain on our relationship as he obviously wants to be involved but essentially I am unloading all my worry onto him. I am really unsure how to move forwards from here. If I think I am being irrational and hold in my anxiety, he says I am not communicating with him about it. If I open up and tell him, I feel like I am a burden and it makes me feel guilty and pretty low that I'm feeling this way. Any advice would be appreciated!",1,1.0,1531455290.0,5,5.944456521739131,91,7.51,29.12,70.18,1.0,18.2,12.09,96.7,64.84,25.27,19.78,13.19,1.1,0.0,5.49,0.0,5.49,2.2,12.09,13.19,5.49,9.89,1.1,25.27,2.2,2.2,1.1,0.0,2.2,10.99,2.2,8.79,6.59,0.0,1.1,13.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.49,20.88,5.49,2.2,4.4,5.49,2.2,5.49,4.4,0.0,1.1,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.59,3.3,0.0,2.2,0.0,1.1,0.0,20.88,1.1,9.89,2.2,8.79,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.79,4.4,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70044,1.41176,1.93659,0.86,4,8.131652173913043,0.051388888888888894
111,assistance,66i8rb,"[5, 10]","We wish to teach such kids and train their family members skills so that they can also afford to take a house on rent. Since it's inception, FreePathshala has conducted many events, classes thereby helping many lives to survive, grow and keep smiling. FreePathshala has established education centres for children, in the age groups of 5-13 years. Freepathshala currently has 60+ kids studying at sector 46 & 51 Gurgaon. The facilities set up at FreePathshala site in Sec 51, Sec 46 Gurgaon will support the education and development needs of children coming from neighbouring labour camps.",0,1.0,1492700502.0,3,11.535510204081632,96,91.76,91.21,14.24,81.93,19.2,27.08,73.96,35.42,5.21,3.12,0.0,1.04,0.0,0.0,2.08,2.08,4.17,14.58,6.25,3.12,5.21,0.0,13.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.29,3.12,3.12,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,1.04,1.04,0.0,0.0,3.12,0.0,1.04,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,1.04,0.0,0.0,14.58,4.17,2.08,7.29,1.04,0.0,0.0,12.5,3.12,16.67,2.08,10.42,4.17,9.38,1.04,4.17,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.58,5.21,5.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,1.04,0.0,2.08,2.6667,2.6667,3.0,1.375,1.1429,1.0,1.77071,1.608,1.96113,0.59,0,9.272367346938776,0.13333333333333333
1207,survivorsofabuse,8a0jpw,"[10, 15]",I'm just so angry that I'm still dealing with this. The abuse happened 10 years ago. My abuser lives a normal life and doesn't have to deal with the shit I go through every day. I'm just so angry. Thanks for reading.,1,0.8333333333333334,1522941348.0,8,-0.19014492753623102,42,22.77,4.8,68.01,1.0,8.4,9.52,92.86,54.76,16.67,11.9,11.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,7.14,11.9,11.9,11.9,7.14,2.38,23.81,7.14,0.0,0.0,2.38,2.38,14.29,2.38,11.9,0.0,11.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,2.38,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,19.05,0.0,11.9,2.38,0.0,9.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.43,11.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.79967,1.48649,1.88125,0.91,4,1.2521739130434817,-0.17
468,almosthomeless,6izb8i,"[20, 25]","we had few arguements, then i stopped interacting with him. I myself did feel that i was in the 'teenage phase where you start having problems with your dad. I, according to him, was being irrational, rash, non-docile, difficult, nothing like he had seen before, haughty etc. He even slapped me ( his 23 , well i turned 24 this week, year old daughter), and then during the heat of moments he has , not just once said, that he wants me to go away, that he doesnt want to have to do anything with me, and he doesnt care where i go , what i do. So right now, yes i have decided to go somewhere, somewhere far, somewhere obscure , as somebody or rather nobody, start a  new life, start with nothing.",1,0.6,1498196715.0,7,10.717045454545449,131,6.95,50.0,71.61,7.88,26.2,15.27,90.84,64.12,26.72,18.32,9.16,0.76,1.53,6.87,0.0,6.11,2.29,12.21,10.69,8.4,5.34,4.58,22.14,4.58,2.29,2.29,2.29,0.76,4.58,1.53,3.05,0.76,0.76,0.0,13.74,1.53,0.0,0.76,7.63,12.21,1.53,0.0,3.05,5.34,1.53,2.29,2.29,0.76,0.76,0.76,1.53,0.76,1.53,0.0,0.0,3.82,1.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.29,7.63,13.74,2.29,21.37,3.05,6.87,11.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.53,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.76,0.0,23.66,3.82,16.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.0,0.76,1.53,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.74353,1.50175,1.90762,0.77,0,9.187818181818184,0.015259740259740261
452,survivorsofabuse,7ytum9,"[195, 200]","That is 100% manipulative and wrong. Just because someone is your biological parent, it doesn’t mean that they are worthy of respect. A biological parent is just as capable of hurting their child as anyone else is. More than, if anything. You made the decision to create a household and you showed that you were only ever happy with it when you benefited from it.",0,0.6,1519108125.0,16,5.936818181818182,65,9.98,97.69,2.53,54.74,13.0,18.46,95.38,66.15,24.62,10.77,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,3.08,13.85,4.62,12.31,10.77,7.69,10.77,1.54,16.92,10.77,6.15,1.54,1.54,1.54,7.69,4.62,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,18.46,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,3.08,6.15,1.54,6.15,1.54,4.62,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.31,3.08,3.08,4.62,0.0,1.54,4.62,10.77,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,3.08,3.08,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.85,7.69,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.25,1.0,1.0,1.6233,1.32982,1.86916,1.0,1,7.257999999999999,0.14583333333333334
514,survivorsofabuse,7ytum9,"[240, 245]","For the innocence you wish you could convince me to see in you. For me. I have said everything that I wanted to. I ask of you to not come home and start a dialogue with questions, but rather with answers. I will not be responding via text.",0,0.0,1519108125.0,16,1.6212499999999999,48,54.96,50.0,84.47,65.25,9.6,14.58,95.83,68.75,25.0,20.83,12.5,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,4.17,4.17,20.83,8.33,2.08,4.17,4.17,22.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.92,6.25,0.0,8.33,2.08,2.08,8.33,4.17,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,12.5,4.17,8.33,2.08,4.17,2.08,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,10.42,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.3636,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.6935,1.46818,1.96214,1.0,1,2.904,0.0
592,survivorsofabuse,7ytum9,"[105, 110]","Yo? Awww!”* You downplayed what you did. You looked at my hurt as a cute and lovable thing. This wasn’t the first time you reacted like this. Whenever I told you the way you used to make me feel or if I reminded you of a situation in which you were abusive, you would do the same thing.",0,0.8333333333333334,1519108125.0,16,0.3469975786924948,58,15.89,97.09,47.93,6.54,11.6,12.07,93.1,67.24,32.76,22.41,6.9,0.0,15.52,0.0,0.0,10.34,8.62,10.34,8.62,1.72,8.62,1.72,17.24,5.17,5.17,5.17,1.72,0.0,5.17,1.72,3.45,0.0,1.72,1.72,17.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.79,1.72,5.17,3.45,3.45,0.0,5.17,5.17,1.72,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.34,5.17,0.0,10.34,0.0,5.17,5.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.24,6.9,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,1.72,0.0,1.72,1.72,0.0,1.72,2.7143,2.6667,2.6,1.375,1.2857,1.0,1.7314,1.36087,1.90255,1.0,1,1.8971428571428568,0.35
689,survivorsofabuse,7ytum9,"[35, 40]","When I think about your reasoning behind not letting me homeschool back then, I realize now how much it contradicts your decision in ripping my extended family away from me. By pushing me to put myself out there and make new friends, I only ever feared that you would find a way to take them all away from me somehow. To this day, when I think of the word “family”, I think of (multiple cousins’, aunts’ and uncles’ names), etc. Not you. Not (sister’s name).",1,0.5,1519108125.0,16,6.557674418604648,85,31.98,59.29,99.0,3.42,17.0,16.47,92.94,60.0,22.35,18.82,12.94,0.0,4.71,0.0,1.18,3.53,2.35,16.47,1.18,11.76,7.06,3.53,11.76,1.18,0.0,3.53,0.0,3.53,2.35,0.0,2.35,1.18,1.18,0.0,17.65,7.06,1.18,2.35,1.18,18.82,8.24,3.53,1.18,1.18,2.35,3.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.06,5.88,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,9.41,1.18,18.82,2.35,8.24,9.41,0.0,2.35,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.71,5.88,7.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.35,4.71,4.71,0.0,2.625,2.5714,2.6,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.71637,1.50933,1.85905,1.0,1,6.622651162790699,-0.01060606060606061
1179,survivorsofabuse,7ytum9,"[275, 280]","Update: I’ve just got a response from my dad. His english is not the best, but he said, “I love you, and I know, you will think is a script love and is only letters but we both love you, time will create and demonstrate the my love was pure with a lot a mistakes as you see it and probably my eyes was block on times god night we love you"". I responded with, “Time means nothing if you don’t do anything with it. The fact that you are waiting for an intangible thing like time to prove your intentions is fantasy.",0,0.0,1519108125.0,16,6.878285714285713,103,20.49,93.98,39.59,99.0,25.75,12.62,94.17,62.14,23.3,18.45,6.8,1.94,7.77,1.94,0.0,4.85,7.77,8.74,11.65,2.91,7.77,2.91,20.39,1.94,2.91,0.0,0.0,1.94,8.74,7.77,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.42,0.97,0.0,0.0,2.91,17.48,3.88,2.91,1.94,3.88,3.88,3.88,2.91,1.94,0.97,0.0,5.83,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.68,6.8,1.94,1.94,1.94,0.0,3.88,11.65,1.94,8.74,0.0,1.94,6.8,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.53,3.88,5.83,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.91,1.94,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74072,1.46517,1.95328,1.0,1,6.872380952380954,0.41269841269841273
126,relationships,7rn3kv,"[60, 65]","That will never go away. I’ll be right with you cause family comes first and I don’t want Mum and Dad to feel in the middle of it all anymore. Its going to take time. I again left it a few hours, but I felt incredibly annoyed by her reply, which I felt was very dismissive of her own actions. I decided to cut her out.",0,0.8,1516410418.0,14,-0.6131045751633977,66,35.35,50.0,98.93,1.59,13.2,9.09,95.45,57.58,24.24,15.15,9.09,0.0,1.52,4.55,0.0,9.09,3.03,15.15,7.58,4.55,4.55,3.03,22.73,3.03,1.52,1.52,1.52,3.03,3.03,0.0,3.03,0.0,1.52,0.0,12.12,4.55,0.0,6.06,1.52,13.64,6.06,1.52,1.52,0.0,3.03,1.52,4.55,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.55,1.52,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,7.58,10.61,4.55,24.24,6.06,9.09,9.09,0.0,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,7.58,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,2.5833,2.9167,3.0,1.3333,1.1429,1.0,1.68314,1.55517,1.93451,1.0,2,1.9331372549019612,0.0919642857142857
37431,ptsd,821a66,"(40, 45)","I have an extremely ironic sense of humour and my friends seem to get along with it. So it's generally easy to be extroverted around them, especially with the alcohol that is usually associated with our meet ups. I opened up to two people, one of them is my best mate he just took everything in and offers me support when I ask for it, but generally stays away from the topic. The other person is a girl who confessed her fucked up brain to me, and I impulsively did the same back. We talk about each others feelings a lot, and I think that helping her is one of the very few ways I can feel any sort of happiness.",0,1.0,1520203742.0,3,9.455573770491803,121,47.18,74.59,53.25,92.16,24.2,13.22,95.87,63.64,21.49,14.05,8.26,1.65,0.0,2.48,1.65,7.44,6.61,16.53,7.44,9.92,5.79,0.0,14.88,4.13,1.65,1.65,2.48,3.31,5.79,4.96,0.83,0.0,0.83,0.0,16.53,0.0,1.65,2.48,0.83,14.88,4.96,0.0,0.0,5.79,2.48,2.48,2.48,0.0,0.0,1.65,2.48,0.83,0.83,0.83,0.83,8.26,4.13,0.83,2.48,2.48,0.0,2.48,14.05,0.0,8.26,0.83,6.61,2.48,0.83,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.83,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,4.13,4.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8182,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.70431,1.54579,1.95151,1.0,3,9.691573770491804,0.09602564102564104
1415,ptsd,821a66,"[30, 35]",I screamed and my mum helped me until I passed out. I went to the doctor the next day and they referred me on to get a diagnosis for PTSD as well. I get flashies about once every couple of months now and it gets more and more terrifying each time. About a year and a half before GCSE's (finals for you Americans) my anxiety started to show. I would be super stressed about every little test in school and had a baseline amount of stress building up as I got closer to my exam dates.,1,0.0,1520203742.0,3,5.104879725085908,96,84.57,23.3,97.01,1.42,19.2,11.46,93.75,52.08,14.58,13.54,11.46,0.0,1.04,0.0,1.04,1.04,6.25,19.79,3.12,5.21,9.38,0.0,11.46,9.38,6.25,0.0,2.08,7.29,7.29,2.08,5.21,4.17,0.0,0.0,3.12,1.04,0.0,1.04,0.0,5.21,2.08,0.0,1.04,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,1.04,1.04,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,7.29,0.0,1.04,2.08,4.17,0.0,6.25,5.21,0.0,19.79,2.08,6.25,11.46,5.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,8.33,5.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.04,2.08,0.0,2.6,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.74092,1.56386,1.81987,1.0,3,5.556237113402062,-0.0029761904761904773
936,relationships,7q7le3,"[32, 37]","Is he that desperate to see me? Why does he do this? If his friends don't mind and I don't mind, should I even be concerned? Maybe I'm blowing a little issue out of proportions but just curious to hear what others have to say! Thanks for reading!",0,0.0,1515880899.0,1,1.4941176470588218,48,3.55,26.6,3.9,25.77,9.6,14.58,89.58,68.75,22.92,14.58,8.33,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.0,8.33,2.08,12.5,18.75,8.33,6.25,4.17,29.17,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,6.25,2.08,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,2.08,0.0,6.25,14.58,2.08,2.08,4.17,4.17,0.0,6.25,6.25,2.08,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,6.25,4.17,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.625,2.6,1.2857,1.125,1.0,1.72893,1.51915,1.84185,1.0,3,2.9644705882352973,-0.165625
2074,relationships,7q7le3,"[25, 30]","Recently however, he's been becoming more desperate with wanting to see me after him and his friends leave the bars. So desperate in fact, he'd be wiling to ditch his friends. In the past when he'd come over we would play video games, eat some food, and then go to bed. We have sex quite frequently, but never on these types of nights when he's drunk. We'll make out, and fool around but in most cases, no sex.",0,0.0,1515880899.0,1,5.085783132530121,78,17.96,92.07,38.39,2.7,15.6,11.54,94.87,57.69,15.38,14.1,1.28,3.85,0.0,8.97,0.0,1.28,2.56,16.67,12.82,8.97,12.82,2.56,21.79,5.13,5.13,2.56,0.0,3.85,5.13,1.28,3.85,2.56,0.0,0.0,17.95,0.0,2.56,0.0,8.97,15.38,1.28,1.28,2.56,3.85,2.56,3.85,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,2.56,5.13,8.97,7.69,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,2.56,12.82,2.56,24.36,3.85,8.97,11.54,0.0,6.41,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.79,6.41,8.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.41,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.7778,3.0,1.2,1.125,1.0,1.78006,1.67027,1.87087,1.0,3,5.100867469879518,-0.044444444444444446
47770,assistance,64gbmv,"(10, 15)","We’ve embedded a piece of our personality into our technology, and that is so cool. So HOMESCREEN is a gallery, a showcase of that personality. It’s a glimpse into stranger’s life, completely grounded in how they use technology. It is presented without bias and 100% anonymously, so that viewers can make their own assumptions and judgements based only on the information given by the image. So what I'm looking for is screenshots of your phone's homescreen.",0,1.0,1491782914.0,7,8.359259259259261,76,30.52,88.18,6.36,50.32,15.2,28.95,77.63,57.89,17.11,9.21,1.32,3.95,1.32,0.0,2.63,7.89,7.89,13.16,10.53,9.21,10.53,1.32,15.79,1.32,0.0,2.63,1.32,1.32,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,2.63,5.26,0.0,1.32,1.32,1.32,6.58,3.95,1.32,1.32,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,3.95,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,11.84,0.0,6.58,0.0,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,19.74,6.58,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.58,0.0,1.32,2.8333,2.3333,2.8,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.62407,1.35714,1.81664,0.67,15,8.500839506172841,0.26249999999999996
3740,ptsd,8ksctk,"(8, 13)","<url> For information and help on other veteran related issues, this is a great resource. <url> Over the last five years we've supported about 1600 veterans in Wales, it's been an incredible learning curve. I've seen so many amazing transformations and want anyone that's going through PTSD right now, to hang in there and reach out for help.",0,1.0,1526819955.0,16,5.080454545454543,58,68.4,75.49,79.12,97.32,19.33,18.97,84.48,48.28,12.07,3.45,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.62,5.17,17.24,10.34,6.9,6.9,0.0,18.97,5.17,0.0,0.0,3.45,1.72,5.17,5.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.34,5.17,0.0,1.72,1.72,0.0,1.72,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.07,5.17,0.0,8.62,1.72,0.0,6.9,12.07,1.72,18.97,3.45,10.34,5.17,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.14,5.17,5.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.9,0.0,6.9,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.1667,1.1818,1.0,1.67962,1.51429,1.78828,0.95,0,5.64890909090909,0.32896825396825397
1439,ptsd,9nzqp0,"[5, 10]","But here i am, hours later, having a panic attack and wishing i could crawl out of my skin. It's really triggering a sense memory i have, so instead of remembering the event, it feels like it's happening right now. It is the most devastating ending to this day that could have possibly happened. I was feeling so brave lately. Does anyone else get sense memories?",1,1.0,1539487053.0,10,5.387500000000003,66,10.74,11.29,99.0,1.59,13.2,15.15,100.0,59.09,18.18,7.58,7.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.61,6.06,7.58,16.67,10.61,6.06,0.0,27.27,3.03,4.55,0.0,0.0,1.52,6.06,1.52,4.55,1.52,1.52,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.27,10.61,1.52,4.55,4.55,0.0,6.06,7.58,0.0,0.0,4.55,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,1.52,1.52,0.0,4.55,15.15,1.52,16.67,1.52,3.03,12.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,6.06,6.06,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5833,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71686,1.41017,1.96543,0.87,6,6.546352941176476,0.06071428571428573
16362,anxiety,8qob8s,"(15, 20)",“Take all your problems and rip ‘em apart... carry them off in a shopping cart... one thing you should’ve known from the start... **your problems in hand are lighter than at heart. **” The things that seperate us from taxonomically lower lifeforms are our abilities to record and rationalize information. So do just that: record and rationalize.,0,1.0,1528851634.0,1,3.647894736842108,56,62.42,94.58,41.07,1.0,9.33,21.43,87.5,53.57,17.86,10.71,0.0,3.57,5.36,0.0,1.79,7.14,5.36,14.29,7.14,3.57,7.14,0.0,14.29,5.36,5.36,0.0,1.79,1.79,5.36,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,1.79,10.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.86,7.14,3.57,5.36,0.0,1.79,3.57,1.79,0.0,0.0,1.79,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,3.57,1.79,1.79,1.79,3.57,3.57,10.71,0.0,14.29,1.79,10.71,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,37.5,21.43,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,1.79,0.0,7.14,2.7778,2.625,2.8,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.72043,1.63256,1.79074,1.0,0,3.1944035087719307,0.0
509,relationships,7ockvm,"[15, 20]","He felt my chest and sort of kissed my abs, all this weird stuff he never did before. We did it again the next week and he seemed more into it this time, like a lot more. I have never seen him like this, ever. He started moaning and shit, and all this weird stuff, and then near the end, he literally kissed me and sort of got on top of me. We've kissed before for the webcam, but we pretty much never kiss besides that.",0,0.0,1515172121.0,2,4.756551724137928,86,21.82,59.18,49.53,69.6,17.2,4.65,96.51,63.95,26.74,16.28,5.81,3.49,0.0,6.98,0.0,10.47,4.65,13.95,4.65,5.81,9.3,3.49,10.47,9.3,8.14,0.0,0.0,6.98,9.3,5.81,3.49,0.0,1.16,0.0,10.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.98,16.28,2.33,0.0,1.16,5.81,6.98,1.16,2.33,1.16,0.0,1.16,3.49,3.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.47,8.14,1.16,1.16,1.16,0.0,9.3,1.16,1.16,19.77,0.0,4.65,15.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.12,5.81,8.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.5714,3.0,1.2,1.1429,1.0,1.69275,1.525,1.88852,1.0,3,5.166114942528736,0.085
51204,homeless,61pk8y,"(5, 10)","I've always had this slight urge to drop out of society since my early teens. Nothing I've taken all that seriously until now though. Just thought it was a bit of a childish fascination with going against the social norm. Anyways, I simply just think I'm not cut out for what the world has become. call it pathetic or what you want.",0,0.6,1490581195.0,11,4.272307692307695,62,31.06,16.66,98.34,1.0,12.4,14.52,91.94,64.52,19.35,9.68,8.06,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,9.68,6.45,16.13,11.29,11.29,4.84,3.23,19.35,4.84,0.0,3.23,0.0,3.23,4.84,0.0,4.84,0.0,0.0,1.61,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.35,4.84,1.61,1.61,1.61,4.84,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.84,1.61,0.0,1.61,1.61,0.0,4.84,12.9,1.61,16.13,3.23,4.84,8.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,14.52,8.06,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.84,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.68568,1.39273,1.74202,0.8,22,5.0923076923076955,-0.22380952380952382
965,homeless,61pk8y,"[16, 21]","anyways, i'm just here for a few reason. one is to explain why i'm considering this, which i already have done. two is to get ""beginners guide"" to first get by on my own until I meet people and possibly gain more tips along the way. and three, i'm open to people trying to change my mind about this as well, but i doubt that'll be easy for you to do. anyways, thanks in advance.",0,1.0,1490581195.0,11,3.8791139240506354,75,36.49,34.44,87.83,75.29,15.0,10.67,93.33,61.33,17.33,12.0,10.67,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,5.33,2.67,20.0,13.33,10.67,6.67,0.0,24.0,5.33,2.67,2.67,5.33,2.67,5.33,4.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.67,1.33,5.33,0.0,5.33,1.33,2.67,18.67,1.33,12.0,2.67,5.33,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,2.67,21.33,6.67,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,5.33,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.625,3.0,1.1818,1.0,1.0,1.69953,1.41127,1.92495,0.8,22,4.9112405063291185,0.22291666666666665
34,ptsd,7xtmyu,"[5, 10]","It may have been those emotional mute buttons that PTSD can sometimes press? I don't know. But recently I suddenly have all these flare-ups of anger that I don't really know what to do with. It takes every ounce of my being to control myself sometimes, and I feel lucky that I have been able to keep things relatively under control. I do occasionally do little things I'm not proud of, and I'm worried this will be a problem if I don't know any coping strategies.",1,0.8,1518729448.0,2,5.179057971014494,87,2.4,1.52,86.38,3.63,17.4,14.94,91.95,63.22,25.29,12.64,12.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.64,1.15,9.2,20.69,3.45,4.6,4.6,26.44,4.6,1.15,1.15,0.0,3.45,6.9,2.3,4.6,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.84,4.6,2.3,2.3,8.05,2.3,4.6,2.3,0.0,0.0,2.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.34,0.0,3.45,3.45,2.3,1.15,2.3,21.84,2.3,8.05,0.0,2.3,5.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.94,4.6,2.3,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,1.15,0.0,5.75,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.74574,1.38481,1.87523,1.0,5,5.909565217391307,-0.02824074074074074
52618,homeless,8ncv6y,"(0, 4)","It’s getting up above 100 here, and I’d like to have something I can easily carry in my car to give out since I’m working deliveries. Unfortunately I’ve been without a steady job for 6 months so I can’t do to much, but I was thinking about buying a bunch of plastic water bottles, freezing them, and carrying them in a cooler in my car to give out when I’m at lights. Would this be helpful? What other small or inexpensive things would help make the summer a bit more bearable?",1,0.6,1527719212.0,23,5.056323024054983,91,48.92,13.59,98.45,45.98,22.75,15.38,93.41,61.54,18.68,12.09,9.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.2,6.59,5.49,19.78,14.29,4.4,6.59,2.2,20.88,5.49,3.3,2.2,2.2,4.4,3.3,2.2,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.09,1.1,2.2,2.2,2.2,0.0,5.49,3.3,1.1,0.0,2.2,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,7.69,2.2,1.1,4.4,1.1,0.0,2.2,14.29,0.0,19.78,5.49,9.89,4.4,2.2,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,2.2,4.4,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.59,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.72356,1.65405,1.87553,0.94,12,6.164484536082476,0.053125000000000006
1500,relationships,7np78v,"[10, 15]","I'm afraid that I could also give her those snapchats. Usually I wouldn't care but first of all I know how much it would hurt her if She had seen it. I hate myself for lying but I just know how much it would hurt both me and Her, I also love Her more than anything or anyone else. I told her I won't be talknig with anyone and that I don't like anyone in that class (which I did). I have no idea what I should do, if I tell her that She's goin to breakdown and quite possibly break up, if I don't do anything it's gonn get even worse but I also can't tell that to her, I just can't hurt Her or see her get hurt and I just can't even imagine loseing her, especially because something that I know well I fu*ked up and could and should have been avoided but it happend althozght it shouldn't and I can't stand it.",1,1.0,1514925518.0,4,2.1657605877268793,167,1.0,5.31,21.02,1.66,33.4,10.78,94.61,71.86,34.13,20.96,13.77,0.0,0.0,7.19,0.0,13.17,0.0,5.39,13.17,7.78,13.17,5.99,21.56,2.4,1.8,2.4,0.6,2.99,7.78,2.4,5.39,1.2,1.2,2.4,13.17,0.0,0.0,7.19,0.0,25.15,2.99,1.8,6.59,8.38,1.2,8.98,3.59,1.2,0.0,2.4,0.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.39,1.2,0.6,1.2,1.2,1.2,2.99,15.57,0.6,4.19,0.0,2.4,1.2,0.6,0.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.8,0.6,1.2,0.0,0.6,0.0,15.57,2.99,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.78,1.2,0.6,3.0,2.6364,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68443,1.35128,1.87139,0.75,7,3.2735955056179797,-0.03636363636363637
834,domesticviolence,9y7u1a,"[5, 10]","I'm in a nursing program, and we're talking about domestic violence. It just so happens this lecture has been on the syllabus since day one, I just have impeccable timing. My question is, should I talk to my cohort about my experience? I feel that it may make them more aware to see and speak to someone that's been in the situation. I feel its important they know how police treated me, and the fact that the first people that showed empathy, the first people that asked ""are you okay?""",0,0.0,1542562231.0,3,5.8690322580645145,90,20.13,71.09,65.14,46.22,18.0,17.78,94.44,58.89,25.56,14.44,10.0,1.11,1.11,0.0,2.22,11.11,6.67,10.0,11.11,6.67,5.56,0.0,23.33,1.11,1.11,1.11,3.33,1.11,3.33,2.22,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,5.56,3.33,1.11,3.33,1.11,0.0,6.67,2.22,1.11,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,2.22,2.22,2.22,0.0,0.0,4.44,16.67,1.11,8.89,0.0,3.33,5.56,4.44,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,16.67,3.33,5.56,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,2.22,3.33,0.0,0.0,2.8571,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.77736,1.465,1.9362,1.0,8,6.188333333333336,0.3625
2132,relationships,7u3b5k,"[0, 5]"," I know about the whole insecurity thing. Ive delt with it for over a year which is roughly how long we've been together. She is a senior in high school and I am a freshman in colllege so we spend a lot of time apart. In high school since we were together a lot I'd say it was worse.  We broke up for a short while, but realized we didn't actually want to.",0,1.0,1517338490.0,0,1.869264069264073,73,49.86,75.34,98.57,1.0,14.6,10.96,95.89,63.01,19.18,13.7,5.48,6.85,0.0,1.37,0.0,5.48,9.59,16.44,13.7,5.48,6.85,1.37,21.92,5.48,1.37,2.74,0.0,4.11,4.11,0.0,4.11,1.37,0.0,1.37,12.33,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,15.07,2.74,2.74,1.37,2.74,0.0,5.48,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.55,9.59,0.0,9.59,0.0,1.37,9.59,12.33,0.0,23.29,0.0,16.44,6.85,5.48,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.33,6.85,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.11,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.4,2.8,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.61723,1.65574,1.80584,0.2,11,3.973441558441557,-0.0037500000000000033
25486,relationships,7p3vov,"(16, 21)",Im at a point where I need to talk to him about so many things but I cant if he continues to avoid me. I feel like a mess and any advice or help is really appreciated!   --- TL;DR Boyfriend and I have communication issues and he now left for two days and wont respond to any calls or texts. Any one know what I can do to help myself not go crazy and fix these issues.,1,1.0,1515464338.0,1,3.2829113924050617,77,14.9,18.16,85.21,2.61,19.25,6.49,93.51,58.44,18.18,14.29,10.39,0.0,0.0,3.9,0.0,3.9,2.6,11.69,7.79,6.49,12.99,3.9,12.99,1.3,1.3,2.6,2.6,5.19,5.19,1.3,3.9,1.3,0.0,0.0,14.29,0.0,1.3,0.0,5.19,18.18,3.9,0.0,2.6,7.79,0.0,9.09,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,1.3,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,7.79,5.19,0.0,3.9,0.0,1.3,1.3,16.88,1.3,10.39,1.3,5.19,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.39,3.9,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,1.3,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.74955,1.51765,1.88182,0.66,8,5.060607594936712,-0.0050000000000000044
2348,relationships,7p3vov,"[10, 15]",Before he left he said several times that he still wants to be with me but he needs time.... -- I can't believe we are on such different pages and it was also so unexpected. I feel like he drops these bombs on me and Im left to pick up the pieces and wait around for him. --,1,0.8,1515464338.0,1,0.2131609195402291,56,13.85,50.0,64.41,25.77,18.67,7.14,94.64,67.86,26.79,21.43,8.93,1.79,0.0,10.71,0.0,5.36,1.79,17.86,7.14,8.93,10.71,1.79,23.21,5.36,5.36,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.71,14.29,3.57,1.79,3.57,0.0,0.0,5.36,3.57,0.0,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,7.14,17.86,1.79,19.64,0.0,10.71,8.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.64,10.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.75838,1.64444,1.81844,0.66,8,2.014482758620691,0.042857142857142864
650,ptsd,68jazy,"[10, 15]",And how I made her let me bring him back to her boyfriends house. How I begged him to come over. And how she was just trying to be a good person and discourage it. She's telling people how much I wanted him to fuck me. How RELENTLESS I was.,1,0.6,1493603290.0,6,0.8476470588235259,50,1.0,78.82,1.0,4.95,10.0,8.0,98.0,68.0,28.0,26.0,12.0,0.0,0.0,14.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,10.0,10.0,14.0,16.0,0.0,24.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,0.0,2.0,6.0,2.0,4.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,22.0,0.0,2.0,8.0,8.0,16.0,0.0,12.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,10.0,2.0,2.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,10.0,10.0,0.0,8.0,4.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.68684,1.60426,1.88651,0.88,13,2.0389803921568657,0.12499999999999997
888,ptsd,68jazy,"[60, 65]",I just don't know what's real anymore. I can't live with everyone in my life thinking that I'm crazy AND a hysterical slut. I just can't do this anymore. I'm so ashamed I can't be in this skin anymore. I'm starting to get scared.,1,1.0,1493603290.0,6,0.16442307692307523,44,1.0,1.0,99.0,1.0,8.8,18.18,95.45,70.45,36.36,18.18,18.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,2.27,9.09,15.91,6.82,4.55,9.09,27.27,4.55,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,9.09,0.0,9.09,4.55,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,6.82,2.27,0.0,0.0,2.27,9.09,2.27,4.55,2.27,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,2.27,2.27,0.0,0.0,29.55,0.0,13.64,0.0,4.55,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,29.55,11.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.76862,1.43077,1.89052,0.88,13,2.762153846153847,-0.25272727272727274
54649,anxiety,6rc47q,"(13, 18)",Am I mentally ill? I want to kill myself but I'm to scared to even do that. I'm supposed to be starting college in the fall but I don't think that'll work out well. This entire post is probably gibberish but I haven't slept in almost 2 days and I can't think straight. I don't know what to do but I can't keep doing this.,1,1.0,1501765275.0,8,-1.5208219178082203,65,2.01,1.0,99.0,7.8,13.0,10.77,95.38,67.69,23.08,15.38,15.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,1.54,12.31,18.46,6.15,7.69,7.69,30.77,3.08,0.0,1.54,1.54,1.54,4.62,1.54,3.08,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.08,4.62,0.0,1.54,4.62,1.54,10.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,27.69,1.54,12.31,1.54,6.15,3.08,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,20.0,6.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.31,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.69871,1.49836,1.84438,0.85,3,1.1583698630137,-0.075
890,domesticviolence,9q3npf,"[0, 5]","Hi! I live in an apartment block. There are 6 door entrances within a 5 meter proximity, so we can hear our neighbours slightly if they're very loud. I live next to an asian women I've never seen before. I don't know if she lives alone.",0,0.0,1540129982.0,1,1.2526530612244926,46,23.89,66.81,94.19,4.13,9.2,10.87,89.13,52.17,15.22,15.22,8.7,4.35,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,6.52,8.7,10.87,8.7,6.52,4.35,21.74,6.52,2.17,0.0,4.35,0.0,2.17,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,2.17,17.39,0.0,2.17,4.35,0.0,8.7,2.17,0.0,4.35,4.35,2.17,4.35,6.52,2.17,4.35,0.0,6.52,0.0,6.52,0.0,0.0,6.52,6.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,21.74,0.0,21.74,0.0,15.22,6.52,0.0,0.0,6.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.57,8.7,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,6.52,0.0,0.0,2.7273,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.72273,1.56757,1.81711,0.67,6,2.921795918367348,0.03934343434343434
1336,homeless,9e637n,"[5, 10]",For me it would start with rent. We got approved for an apartment but some shit happened and we don’t have 1st months anymore so we can’t move in. We still have time to come up with it but I doubt we will before the deadline. After we got that I have an employment opportunity lined up but I can’t start the job until after the baby so I’d just have to manage to keep the rent paid until Dec which would be after due date and minimum recovery time. After that I’d just need to make sure I had some decent savings up by then to get everything I’d need to start the gig.,0,0.0,1536429398.0,6,2.0976033057851247,115,51.43,43.08,90.01,58.68,23.0,9.57,95.65,63.48,18.26,12.17,6.96,5.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.09,6.09,19.13,11.3,4.35,8.7,2.61,23.48,4.35,4.35,0.87,0.0,1.74,5.22,3.48,1.74,0.87,0.87,0.0,7.83,0.87,0.87,0.0,0.0,13.04,0.0,0.87,3.48,2.61,1.74,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.87,0.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.78,5.22,1.74,4.35,3.48,0.87,4.35,15.65,1.74,20.87,1.74,3.48,15.65,3.48,0.0,2.61,3.48,0.0,0.0,0.87,0.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.57,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.22,0.0,0.0,2.875,2.4286,3.0,1.1818,1.25,1.0,1.74704,1.49072,1.91623,0.88,15,3.6595785123966955,0.08541666666666667
9550,homeless,90kcgn,"(0, 5)","I hate that I am this way--I have a normal job, but all that has rotted away because out of the past 2 years, I spent 7 of those months in various hospitals and treatment using FMLA unpaid. I have so many fucking medical bills sitting in collections. I still have my job thanks to FMLA, but I am a rotting piece of shit living life minute by minute, losing a war against addiction and depression and anxiety. But...I somehow manage to ""look fine"" and I look like I should be thriving on paper. I feel like such a fraud, but I swear I am not trying to take advantage of the system or anything.",1,1.0,1532125047.0,12,6.878205128205128,117,54.81,2.02,91.04,1.0,23.4,14.53,88.89,55.56,16.24,11.97,11.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.27,5.13,13.68,7.69,3.42,9.4,0.85,17.95,3.42,2.56,0.0,1.71,3.42,8.55,2.56,5.98,0.85,3.42,1.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.82,0.85,1.71,0.85,3.42,0.85,5.98,2.56,1.71,0.0,0.85,5.98,0.85,4.27,0.85,0.0,5.13,0.0,2.56,1.71,1.71,0.85,1.71,11.97,0.0,11.11,0.0,5.98,5.13,3.42,0.0,0.0,1.71,0.0,0.85,1.71,1.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.53,6.84,4.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.71,1.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.79061,1.54021,1.88554,0.92,9,7.445769230769233,0.00972222222222222
16410,almosthomeless,89r0b8,"(5, 10)","Good news is that my application for public housing was accepted. Bad news is that it will take up to six months for anything to open up for me. More bad news is that I didn’t know until today that my friend had to report me living with her to her landlady as soon as possible, and because she waited so long I am an unauthorized guest. So I have to be out today. I think I have a place to go, but I just feel like I’ve sort of hit a wall.",1,0.6,1522859252.0,9,4.926842105263159,93,35.22,19.49,93.53,25.77,18.6,8.6,94.62,63.44,21.51,15.05,11.83,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,6.45,3.23,19.35,12.9,4.3,8.6,1.08,23.66,3.23,4.3,0.0,1.08,1.08,4.3,2.15,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,2.15,3.23,0.0,10.75,4.3,1.08,0.0,3.23,0.0,2.15,1.08,0.0,0.0,1.08,1.08,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,7.53,1.08,0.0,2.15,2.15,2.15,5.38,17.2,2.15,15.05,1.08,7.53,6.45,2.15,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.68,5.38,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.5455,3.0,1.1667,1.0,1.0,1.71897,1.53953,1.89257,1.0,8,6.228421052631582,-0.031249999999999965
844,domesticviolence,7d2iyo,"[5, 10]","I'll call him out on his behavior or try to stand up for myself, and then he'll either get mad and give me the silent treatment and not apologize, or he'll tell me I'm lying and that he didn't do or say something. Even though I know he did. He criticizes my parenting and tells me I'm lazy since I'm a SAHM (even though I do all the cleaning, cooking, taking care of our toddler, taking care of our pets and anything else around the house with little help from him because he feels entitled to not do anything since he works and I don't). To top it all off, he doesn't think he has a drinking problem... yet always drinks at least 3 beers or more every night. He also slapped my son and left a mark on his face while we were camping (I didn't see him do it because I went to go pee but saw it and asked about it when I got back).",1,0.0,1510730978.0,4,8.324959871589087,168,7.69,42.9,68.01,6.15,28.0,10.71,95.24,61.9,23.81,19.05,9.52,1.79,0.0,7.74,0.0,4.76,3.57,11.31,8.93,5.95,13.1,3.57,23.81,2.38,2.38,0.6,0.6,3.57,4.17,1.19,2.98,0.0,1.79,0.0,17.26,1.19,0.0,0.0,9.52,17.26,1.79,2.38,0.6,4.76,2.38,7.74,2.98,1.19,1.19,0.6,3.57,1.19,0.0,0.0,2.38,9.52,2.98,2.38,2.38,2.38,0.6,5.36,14.29,2.38,13.1,1.79,6.55,5.36,0.6,2.98,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,4.76,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.95,2.38,0.0,2.8,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74167,1.54228,1.8524,1.0,2,8.182199036918139,-0.04027777777777778
12639,survivorsofabuse,8iykmv,"(25, 30)","Now he is enraged because I said months ago that maybe internet access was not a bad idea, that there was some stuff there that may connect him more to others. He had been asking for months how to access the internet for free, and I just did not know what to say, he mentioned it so much, besides he would have to get internet access from a company if he wanted to use the internet reliably. So he did that at some point, and is now having issues. It just looks like an older man who is having difficulty navigating the internet and who finds Apple care unhelpful. But he is phoning me today yelling and accusing me of paranoid stuff and hanging up.",1,0.6,1526155648.0,3,10.475200000000001,125,16.03,68.43,1.59,3.24,25.0,16.0,90.4,62.4,19.2,9.6,3.2,0.0,0.0,6.4,0.0,9.6,4.8,10.4,12.0,8.0,8.8,1.6,21.6,2.4,2.4,3.2,0.0,3.2,5.6,1.6,4.0,0.8,1.6,0.0,13.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.2,14.4,2.4,2.4,3.2,4.0,0.0,4.0,3.2,0.8,2.4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.6,0.0,0.0,0.8,3.2,1.6,7.2,11.2,0.8,8.0,0.0,2.4,5.6,0.8,0.8,0.0,0.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5,2.8,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.66217,1.38857,1.83616,1.0,3,10.113600000000002,0.32333333333333336
15,domesticviolence,77ymfv,"[10, 15]","I knew I was unhappy in this relationship. He has a very impulsive personality, he destroys his property and overdoses on drugs when he is angry. When I was telling him that I needed some time on my own, he would threaten to kill himself so that I felt obligated to come take care of him (happened 2 times). I would stay because I felt I had the moral obligation to make sure he is okay. I felt very manipulated.",1,0.8,1508651900.0,9,5.645499999999998,80,9.63,54.96,11.36,2.89,16.0,18.75,90.0,57.5,27.5,23.75,12.5,0.0,0.0,11.25,0.0,3.75,2.5,8.75,10.0,6.25,6.25,0.0,25.0,1.25,0.0,2.5,1.25,1.25,10.0,3.75,6.25,1.25,5.0,1.25,13.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.25,15.0,5.0,3.75,3.75,1.25,1.25,0.0,3.75,0.0,0.0,3.75,1.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,6.25,1.25,0.0,3.75,1.25,1.25,11.25,10.0,0.0,11.25,2.5,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,1.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,11.25,6.25,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,2.6,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.76622,1.51233,1.87038,1.0,1,7.022500000000004,0.11250000000000002
339,anxiety,99eet9,"[1, 6]","So something happened over 3 years ago that caused me a tremendous amount of anxiety, and over the past few months the anxiety surrounding that event has come back? It doesn't make sense, I can't rationalize it either. This time around it's not as intense as it was then but I'm definitely experiencing the same thoughts, same anxiety. What the f do I do? I don't feel comfortable at all talking about it with a therapist and it's began consuming my life again.",1,1.0,1534952587.0,3,4.56096308186196,83,17.22,5.87,99.0,10.54,16.6,19.28,93.98,57.83,20.48,7.23,7.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.25,7.23,10.84,10.84,7.23,8.43,4.82,18.07,8.43,6.02,1.2,1.2,4.82,6.02,2.41,3.61,3.61,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.66,4.82,3.61,0.0,1.2,2.41,4.82,3.61,0.0,0.0,1.2,2.41,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,6.02,14.46,1.2,19.28,1.2,7.23,12.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.87,3.61,3.61,0.0,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.23,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8182,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7141,1.43056,1.81711,0.8,2,5.278683788121992,0.053703703703703705
1778,domesticviolence,7ed426,"[15, 20]","If he's the textbook abuser, she is the textbook victim. She keeps giving him chances and accepting his apologies and living in this cycle of abuse. She thinks she's the one doing something wrong. I keep telling her that the only thing she is doing wrong is staying with this guy and thinking he will change. I tell her she does not deserve this treatment.",0,1.0,1511219541.0,4,5.375373134328356,65,5.36,96.73,1.0,1.0,13.0,16.92,95.38,61.54,30.77,21.54,3.08,0.0,0.0,18.46,0.0,9.23,6.15,4.62,13.85,1.54,6.15,1.54,27.69,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,10.77,3.08,7.69,0.0,3.08,0.0,26.15,0.0,1.54,12.31,7.69,10.77,4.62,1.54,1.54,3.08,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,6.15,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,3.08,0.0,15.38,1.54,6.15,3.08,3.08,1.54,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.31,7.69,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.76445,1.60678,1.8315,1.0,3,4.6061492537313455,-0.26875
5552,relationships,7oz0zp,"(30, 35)","I thought why not try and look for a girl at the gym, but as you can figure, at 3:30am there's not as much fish in the see. Though I fear any partner not sharing my passion for fitness will not bear the strict diet I follow and the amount of time and energy I invest daily into the whole topic. #**TL;DR** ish And it is also not me wanting a girlfriend right now, do or die-esque. I am also way more interested in finding a girl sharing the same passions, aspiring to achieve similar goals, sharing the same values and providing a safe haven for one another long-term rather than just having some fun and being superficial about it.",0,1.0,1515423622.0,0,6.387177700348431,124,60.06,16.66,74.76,99.0,31.0,14.52,91.94,51.61,8.87,6.45,5.65,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,2.42,8.87,11.29,6.45,7.26,10.48,4.03,13.71,8.87,5.65,0.81,1.61,5.65,8.87,8.06,0.81,0.81,0.0,0.0,7.26,0.0,1.61,1.61,0.0,14.52,2.42,0.81,1.61,3.23,0.0,8.06,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,4.84,0.0,3.23,1.61,0.81,8.06,4.03,2.42,0.81,1.61,0.81,0.0,8.87,0.81,10.48,0.81,6.45,3.23,2.42,2.42,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.32,3.23,4.03,0.81,0.81,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.81,0.0,4.03,2.8889,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.75854,1.488,1.90468,0.4,15,6.900255516840883,0.20324675324675326
44037,homeless,8z74c9,"(0, 5)","Am I a bad person for stealing food when I need to? I have a job but sometimes I'm broke for a couple days in between checks, I hate having to steal... I hate the anxiety and constant worry for the next 2 days that ""they're building a case on me and they're gonna crack me randomly at work or something"".. I was just starving... Today I had to steal some noodles and potato salad from 2 different stores as I was walking out of both I was watched by a worker... I feel like scum...",1,0.8333333333333334,1531707229.0,8,1.4583555555555563,96,74.09,8.79,95.6,1.0,16.0,13.54,93.75,56.25,15.62,13.54,13.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,7.29,16.67,10.42,2.08,7.29,0.0,20.83,3.12,3.12,1.04,2.08,3.12,9.38,0.0,9.38,2.08,2.08,1.04,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.38,1.04,0.0,1.04,5.21,0.0,3.12,2.08,1.04,0.0,1.04,5.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.21,7.29,0.0,2.08,2.08,3.12,1.04,6.25,12.5,1.04,14.58,2.08,5.21,7.29,3.12,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.88,14.58,1.04,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,0.0,2.08,3.12,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74229,1.6,1.84564,1.0,21,3.257333333333335,-0.38749999999999996
19,ptsd,607nub,"[5, 10]","My PTSD has manifested itself in disassociation, flashbacks, panic attacks and general anxiety and depression. I believe that my PTSD is related to my previous abusive relationship also, sexual assault, traumatic childhood experiences and an alcoholic parent. I am looking for any advice related to these issues that may help me learn to manage them. I am currently seeing a therapist and going through CBT and I mediate regularly as well. Any suggestions or resources would be greatly appreciated!",1,0.6666666666666666,1489886561.0,4,10.97392405063291,79,29.97,44.98,69.44,1.0,15.8,35.44,89.87,48.1,16.46,11.39,10.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,5.06,2.53,8.86,8.86,3.8,10.13,0.0,15.19,2.53,1.27,0.0,0.0,2.53,11.39,2.53,8.86,2.53,3.8,1.27,10.13,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.66,6.33,0.0,1.27,5.06,0.0,1.27,3.8,2.53,0.0,0.0,5.06,0.0,3.8,1.27,1.27,7.59,3.8,0.0,5.06,0.0,0.0,1.27,10.13,2.53,7.59,1.27,1.27,5.06,3.8,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,11.39,5.06,5.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7729,1.51471,1.88684,0.99,0,12.080860759493671,0.0425925925925926
1846,relationships,7p3fx0,"[0, 5]","Hi, my english isn't my first languge and my grammer or spelling might not be perfect, but sorry in advance. I met my friend in august 2016, in school and we became really close right after we first met. We would hang out all the time, 5 days a week and then talk and text on phone or skype for another atleast 2 hours. We shared everything and it felt like we've known each other since forever.  But then after 1 month of daily talking/hanging i was going on a trip alone with my longterm boyfriend for 3 years [M20] for 2 weeks before christmas.",0,0.0,1515460190.0,0,6.322777777777777,106,62.51,61.15,99.0,25.77,21.2,14.15,86.79,50.0,15.09,11.32,6.6,4.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.77,2.83,15.09,5.66,0.94,10.38,1.89,14.15,6.6,3.77,0.0,7.55,2.83,3.77,1.89,1.89,0.0,0.0,1.89,14.15,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.94,16.98,2.83,0.94,0.94,2.83,3.77,7.55,1.89,0.0,0.94,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.15,10.38,2.83,0.0,1.89,0.0,7.55,4.72,3.77,30.19,3.77,8.49,17.92,0.94,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.21,4.72,3.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,2.83,2.875,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.71181,1.6069,1.88928,0.42,4,6.070740740740742,0.1511904761904762
1138,relationships,7p3fx0,"[10, 15]","I was at my first party with her and I got really drunk and when im drunk i like making out with all my girl friends, not long kisses but with tongue. My boyfriend is fine with this because its girls but I eventually kissed her and it was so nice, not like any other friend. We ended up in bed making out for approximately 2 hours. We became even closer than before and we had sleepovers every friday, just her and me. We would get drunk alone together every time and then kiss more and also go a bit further for hours.",0,1.0,1515460190.0,0,2.8707585470085455,103,18.58,50.0,96.68,98.77,20.6,7.77,98.06,58.25,19.42,15.53,8.74,3.88,0.0,2.91,0.0,3.88,0.97,13.59,5.83,6.8,13.59,1.94,13.59,7.77,5.83,0.97,1.94,6.8,7.77,6.8,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.97,13.59,0.0,2.91,4.85,0.97,16.5,0.97,2.91,0.97,1.94,2.91,6.8,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.88,0.97,0.0,0.0,2.91,15.53,11.65,0.97,0.97,1.94,0.0,5.83,4.85,1.94,19.42,0.97,8.74,9.71,0.0,3.88,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.77,4.85,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.6947,1.5551,1.92216,0.42,4,3.7801282051282072,-0.021212121212121217
698,anxiety,8s7dha,"[1, 6]","Every single day I think about what happened, and it scares me to this very day. My hands go numb all the time with loss of sensation and my muscles are tense 24/7 I have a hard time believing it's anxiety but it most likely is because I've never had panic attacks before that incident. I've been on one antidepressant (Zoloft) for 3 months, and it didn't do anything. I was prescribed Venlafaxine but I'm too scared to take it due to the side effects. So yeah that's my story",1,0.8333333333333334,1529398672.0,2,3.1646874999999994,91,9.98,6.21,94.81,1.0,18.2,14.29,94.51,54.95,21.98,10.99,10.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.99,3.3,9.89,14.29,5.49,7.69,2.2,19.78,5.49,2.2,1.1,5.49,4.4,7.69,0.0,7.69,5.49,1.1,1.1,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,3.3,2.2,0.0,3.3,3.3,3.3,3.3,0.0,0.0,3.3,6.59,3.3,4.4,0.0,0.0,3.3,0.0,1.1,1.1,1.1,1.1,5.49,14.29,0.0,13.19,1.1,2.2,9.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,16.48,4.4,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.59,2.2,1.1,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.75678,1.42469,1.80637,1.0,0,4.208749999999998,-0.09017857142857144
410,anxiety,85y3pu,"[0, 5]","I have no clue. I meditate twice daily, jog every morning, eat very healthy, absolutely love my life and am following my passion. Yet I’m struck with random physical anxiety all the time. No negative thoughts or anything like that, it’s purely physical. A very uncomfortable feeling in my chest.",1,1.0,1521593692.0,17,5.236730769230768,50,16.74,3.62,98.41,63.69,10.0,28.0,98.0,50.0,18.0,12.0,12.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,4.0,6.0,8.0,8.0,4.0,6.0,14.0,10.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,4.0,10.0,6.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,8.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,14.0,2.0,6.0,2.0,2.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,0.0,14.0,4.0,2.0,8.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,22.0,10.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.88265,1.54091,2.00381,0.89,37,6.166000000000004,0.016666666666666656
20506,homeless,8te9fu,"(15, 20)",So we are striving to find that balance between building an inviting and encouraging community (village) and the first rungs on the ladder to independence. I read all of your posts and take mental notes as to what you are telling each other of what you need or the advice you give a newcomer. But it would be fantastic if you dropped me a note telling me of what you think. Thanks. God Bless.,0,1.0,1529801132.0,7,5.828378378378382,74,54.5,96.04,4.5,97.99,14.8,18.92,86.49,56.76,21.62,13.51,4.05,1.35,8.11,0.0,0.0,8.11,8.11,12.16,5.41,1.35,10.81,0.0,17.57,4.05,1.35,4.05,1.35,2.7,5.41,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.51,2.7,1.35,4.05,2.7,1.35,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.81,4.05,2.7,2.7,1.35,0.0,0.0,12.16,0.0,2.7,0.0,1.35,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.46,6.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,2.75,2.5,3.0,1.2143,1.1667,1.0,1.73983,1.56452,1.91782,0.89,6,5.649567567567569,0.125
1621,domesticviolence,632hj0,"[40, 45]","I come out bleeding and it boy tried to yell at me. But he noticed my arm and was like "" oh my God"" but then crazyasses started to whine that he was losing his mind. So he went back downstairs. Shortly thereafter it boys parents kicked him out for violence towards the family, property damage, and refusing to get a job. Him and crazy ass started haranguing me about me getting them both jobs at my pwork which I didn't want to do honestly.",1,0.8,1491169611.0,1,4.881215686274508,84,31.16,45.27,60.65,1.0,16.8,19.05,94.05,57.14,22.62,17.86,9.52,0.0,0.0,7.14,1.19,4.76,2.38,14.29,4.76,5.95,9.52,1.19,20.24,1.19,1.19,1.19,0.0,1.19,8.33,1.19,7.14,0.0,1.19,2.38,14.29,2.38,0.0,0.0,9.52,5.95,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,3.57,2.38,0.0,2.38,0.0,3.57,3.57,1.19,0.0,0.0,9.52,2.38,2.38,2.38,2.38,1.19,10.71,5.95,2.38,16.67,2.38,10.71,4.76,2.38,1.19,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,2.38,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,11.9,5.95,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,1.19,0.0,0.0,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.2727,1.0,1.80204,1.68158,1.82058,1.0,0,5.205588235294119,0.0
2988,relationships,7s4284,"(20, 25)","Whenever the mutual friend would go to the bathroom, she kept making eyes at me, and me at her. The physical chemistry was palpable. After we were about to leave, our friend took off, and we hung out in the parking lot, me embracing her for lengthy periods of time. I wanted to just go for a kiss, but I knew it would be crossing a permanent boundary. Afterwards, she approached me at work.",0,1.0,1516604246.0,7,5.38283783783784,74,81.19,75.05,62.88,51.03,14.8,18.92,87.84,59.46,18.92,17.57,8.11,4.05,0.0,5.41,0.0,1.35,8.11,18.92,6.76,4.05,5.41,0.0,18.92,4.05,1.35,1.35,0.0,1.35,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.16,0.0,2.7,5.41,0.0,9.46,1.35,1.35,4.05,1.35,0.0,1.35,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,2.7,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,12.16,8.11,1.35,0.0,2.7,0.0,9.46,6.76,0.0,21.62,5.41,8.11,8.11,1.35,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.22,6.76,9.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.4286,3.0,1.1429,1.25,1.0,1.71682,1.68485,1.86409,0.74,8,5.968486486486487,0.0
39818,relationships,7s4284,"(0, 5)","Around 5 months ago I started talking to Q. She's a coworker of mine who I've admired since I started at my job three years ago. I respected her and wanted to be friends, but we never talked or ran in the same social circles. 5 months ago, she invited me to a concert that her husband couldn't attend. We went as friends, had a blast, went out dancing afterwards, everything was Kosher.",0,0.8,1516604246.0,7,5.071973684210526,73,45.95,83.12,96.0,76.42,14.6,21.92,91.78,52.05,21.92,17.81,9.59,2.74,0.0,5.48,0.0,4.11,5.48,13.7,8.22,2.74,5.48,2.74,20.55,2.74,2.74,1.37,4.11,0.0,2.74,2.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.92,1.37,2.74,5.48,1.37,9.59,0.0,1.37,2.74,1.37,2.74,2.74,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.96,9.59,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,16.44,5.48,0.0,27.4,6.85,5.48,15.07,2.74,2.74,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.81,6.85,6.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.11,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.6923,2.8,1.3333,1.1429,1.0,1.74594,1.6381,1.98305,0.74,8,5.553789473684212,0.016666666666666666
305,relationships,7s4284,"[35, 40]"," After doing this twice, she sent me a message on Instagram about a month ago saying ""how dare I check out of her life and pretend to still care about her or her family"" and that she ""didn't think things would turn out THIS badly"" for the two of us in terms of ""remaining friends."" We had tried being ""just friends"" several times, but we pushed that barrier several times. We even mutually discussed it. I thought this was something we both wanted, but perhaps I was wrong? Her husband is in a line of work in which he interfaces with large groups of people.",0,0.6,1516604246.0,7,6.820974842767299,105,38.02,96.45,31.42,13.0,21.0,15.24,94.29,60.95,23.81,15.24,3.81,4.76,0.0,6.67,0.0,8.57,3.81,16.19,7.62,6.67,5.71,0.95,16.19,2.86,0.95,1.9,1.9,4.76,2.86,0.95,1.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.9,1.9,1.9,5.71,1.9,11.43,2.86,0.95,1.9,2.86,0.0,3.81,0.95,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,16.19,11.43,1.9,0.95,0.95,0.95,7.62,4.76,0.0,16.19,2.86,7.62,5.71,0.95,1.9,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.19,3.81,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,7.62,0.95,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69312,1.62292,1.90028,0.74,8,6.439622641509434,-0.1971428571428571
1449,relationships,7s4284,"[25, 30]","She told me that things had to go back to where we were before we ever went to the concert. I agreed, and stopped talking to her aside from professional responsibilities. NOW... in that period of time since two MAJOR things have happened. 1. Her mother was diagnosed with cancer.",1,0.6666666666666666,1516604246.0,7,4.388200000000001,50,57.1,94.5,69.14,63.69,8.33,14.0,94.0,62.0,22.0,14.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,6.0,0.0,8.0,2.0,20.0,8.0,8.0,2.0,0.0,20.0,2.0,2.0,2.0,4.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.0,2.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,6.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,14.0,6.0,0.0,24.0,4.0,6.0,16.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.0,16.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.6923,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.75965,1.59574,1.87317,0.74,8,4.829999999999998,0.05416666666666667
30623,domesticviolence,9qlala,"(25, 30)","As I get up from the end table, a bit dizzy, he takes the badminton racket and jabs me twice in the abdomen. The attack ends there, as I make my way to my phone to call 911, where I am chased out of the house before I can make the call. Everything ends there; I wait for police to arrive so I can grab my stuff and leave safely. The only property damage on my end was my glasses, which were mangled pretty badly, leaving a frame screw broken (frame falls out) and the nose rests warped. Police say they were unable to do anything because they think I was fighting back.",1,0.8,1540266647.0,6,8.334867256637171,113,65.17,32.91,85.82,2.44,22.6,8.85,88.5,56.64,17.7,14.16,11.5,0.0,0.0,0.88,1.77,3.54,8.85,13.27,7.96,5.31,6.19,0.0,15.04,3.54,2.65,1.77,1.77,0.88,6.19,1.77,4.42,0.0,2.65,0.0,7.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,6.19,0.88,2.65,0.0,1.77,0.88,0.0,3.54,0.0,1.77,0.88,3.54,1.77,0.88,0.88,0.0,7.08,0.0,0.88,3.54,1.77,0.88,3.54,11.5,0.0,15.93,3.54,7.08,6.19,1.77,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.39,4.42,5.31,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.77,0.0,2.8462,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71624,1.73895,1.75379,1.0,4,7.739044247787611,-0.12142857142857141
491,domesticviolence,9qlala,"[0, 5]","Little over 3 hours ago, my dad had attacked me. I'm not sure who to go to for advice, hoping someone can share any here. Thank you. Here's the full story Preceding physical contact, me and my dad were having a verbal argument.",0,0.0,1540266647.0,6,1.7006666666666668,43,35.82,82.39,87.51,95.29,10.75,13.95,95.35,51.16,18.6,13.95,11.63,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,4.65,4.65,9.3,11.63,4.65,2.33,2.33,18.6,4.65,0.0,2.33,2.33,2.33,13.95,9.3,4.65,0.0,4.65,0.0,23.26,4.65,2.33,0.0,4.65,11.63,0.0,0.0,2.33,6.98,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,6.98,2.33,0.0,4.65,0.0,0.0,6.98,13.95,2.33,16.28,2.33,6.98,6.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.93,9.3,6.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.65,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.78188,1.63,1.88359,1.0,4,3.6533333333333324,-0.021875000000000006
49430,anxiety,5t26uy,"(0, 5)",Just wanted to share with you all -  yesterday I flew to Germany from England for a full day work meeting today. I am now waiting at the gate to fly home. 9 weeks ago I had a panic attack thinking about traveling across England on the train to see my sister for Christmas (my amazing boyfriend drove me over and then came to pick me up! ). A mix of medication and therapy has helped me so much.,0,1.0,1486668313.0,104,6.973831168831168,77,94.02,39.74,99.0,25.77,19.25,16.88,92.21,50.65,11.69,11.69,10.39,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.49,20.78,3.9,5.19,5.19,0.0,18.18,2.6,0.0,0.0,1.3,2.6,5.19,2.6,2.6,1.3,1.3,0.0,6.49,1.3,1.3,1.3,1.3,5.19,1.3,1.3,1.3,0.0,1.3,0.0,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,2.6,0.0,2.6,0.0,0.0,9.09,3.9,1.3,3.9,0.0,0.0,10.39,10.39,1.3,27.27,6.49,9.09,11.69,2.6,1.3,2.6,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.39,5.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,2.6,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77943,1.71642,1.91728,0.98,10,7.088928571428571,0.525
1069,anxiety,5t26uy,"[5, 10]",Still had moments of anxiety but I got through them. We can do it guys! It's so tough and I know I'll have bad days but hoping that the good days outweigh them. Completely shattered now though. Could sleep a million years.,0,0.8,1486668313.0,104,0.5528571428571425,42,1.18,40.6,80.64,25.77,8.4,16.67,95.24,61.9,21.43,14.29,7.14,2.38,0.0,0.0,4.76,7.14,4.76,4.76,16.67,11.9,11.9,0.0,21.43,2.38,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,11.9,4.76,4.76,2.38,0.0,0.0,9.52,0.0,2.38,0.0,2.38,16.67,2.38,0.0,4.76,2.38,2.38,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,2.38,0.0,0.0,4.76,2.38,4.76,14.29,4.76,14.29,0.0,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,9.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8,2.6,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.66776,1.46842,1.84966,0.98,10,1.0750649350649368,-0.07222222222222222
1420,domesticviolence,8ivy66,"[6, 11]",I know it’s nothing for me here especially with my current boyfriend but I also am so afraid to fail or get stuck with my ex. Help? Advice? Empowerment? I need it all right now.,1,0.8,1526130945.0,8,-0.375,35,3.62,7.67,98.59,1.0,7.0,14.29,97.14,60.0,22.86,17.14,17.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,0.0,11.43,5.71,14.29,11.43,2.86,17.14,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,5.71,0.0,5.71,2.86,0.0,2.86,11.43,0.0,2.86,0.0,2.86,20.0,2.86,0.0,2.86,2.86,8.57,5.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.43,5.71,2.86,5.71,2.86,2.86,2.86,20.0,0.0,11.43,0.0,5.71,5.71,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.14,5.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.74675,1.46875,1.89497,1.0,8,1.8277777777777793,-0.16285714285714287
156,anxiety,7be4r2,"[0, 5]","So im feeling a bit defeated; I finally went to my dr at the beginning of last month about my PPD and anxiety, also my workplace is very stressful and my marriage feels like it's crumbling because we are always arguing... my dr prescribed me Zoloft, I really wish now I had journaled how it made me feel, but thinking back, I had some nausea and then started to feel anxiety relief within a week, and overall better mood in a few weeks. Last week, I was working nights and forgot to take my Zoloft four days in a row... I went into a crisis/withdrawal, started taking it again and on day three I felt AWFUL. I went to a walkin because my dr was away that day. She prescribed me Paxil, to start at 10mg and then increase it to 20 after a week.",1,0.0,1510070758.0,1,9.257673378076063,146,44.03,13.65,99.0,2.2,24.33,15.75,93.84,54.11,17.81,14.38,13.01,0.68,0.0,0.68,0.0,3.42,5.48,12.33,5.48,6.85,10.27,0.0,17.81,2.74,2.05,0.68,2.05,2.05,6.16,1.37,4.11,2.05,0.68,0.0,2.74,0.68,0.0,0.68,0.0,10.96,4.11,2.74,0.68,1.37,0.68,1.37,3.42,0.0,0.0,3.42,6.16,0.0,6.16,0.0,0.0,7.53,1.37,2.05,2.74,2.05,0.68,8.22,6.85,2.05,23.97,2.74,6.16,15.75,0.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.38,6.85,5.48,0.0,0.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.68,0.0,0.68,3.0,2.8571,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.69435,1.51613,1.8676,1.0,1,9.45875838926175,-0.030000000000000006
46701,ptsd,7mf6if,"(18, 23)","We will also provide links to treatment and informational resources throughout the study. Please send us a private message to receive a link to the screening questionnaire to see if you qualify for the study. If you qualify, you will be told more about the study and you can decide whether or not you want to participate. If you don’t qualify, you may be told about a different study that you can participate in instead. Thanks for your consideration!",0,1.0,1514383478.0,5,8.11825,79,50.71,99.0,22.44,73.09,15.8,24.05,91.14,60.76,15.19,13.92,0.0,2.53,11.39,0.0,0.0,1.27,8.86,13.92,10.13,5.06,10.13,2.53,16.46,2.53,2.53,1.27,0.0,1.27,2.53,2.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.72,5.06,0.0,5.06,6.33,0.0,10.13,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.8,3.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.53,13.92,3.8,6.33,2.53,3.8,1.27,6.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.13,5.06,2.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.6667,2.6,1.125,1.3,1.0,1.71199,1.45373,1.98287,0.79,3,7.612500000000001,0.1875
2364,relationships,7pvsnk,"[15, 20]",I feel like im receiving mixed signals from her as we usually talk for most of the day either thru texting or at work. (she chooses to sit by me everyday)   ---   **tl;dr**: How do I take things slow and not become clingy after not dating for a really long time? I really enjoyed getting to know her but I feel like im falling way too fast for this girl and Im not sure she feels the same way I do.,1,0.0,1515753525.0,5,-0.5764293537787495,81,38.22,13.32,99.0,72.05,27.0,11.11,96.3,60.49,20.99,17.28,11.11,1.23,0.0,4.94,0.0,3.7,3.7,17.28,7.41,6.17,7.41,3.7,17.28,8.64,8.64,1.23,0.0,2.47,2.47,2.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.35,0.0,0.0,6.17,0.0,23.46,7.41,1.23,0.0,3.7,2.47,9.88,3.7,0.0,0.0,3.7,1.23,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,8.64,3.7,1.23,1.23,2.47,0.0,0.0,17.28,0.0,19.75,4.94,7.41,11.11,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.28,2.47,0.0,1.23,1.23,1.23,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,2.47,4.94,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.73699,1.51304,1.87308,0.78,4,2.1382694414019703,0.014999999999999996
740,ptsd,6036fx,"[5, 10]","I'm not sure...? I'm stressed to high heaven, and I know that this is the core of it. I don't believe in god, or I dunno... but I am terrified of facing this portion of myself? Like Someone with a phobia of something. But I need this part in my life.",1,1.0,1489826153.0,8,-0.6194444444444436,51,21.86,1.0,98.01,5.16,8.5,11.76,94.12,68.63,31.37,17.65,17.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.73,3.92,17.65,9.8,0.0,7.84,3.92,15.69,3.92,1.96,0.0,0.0,1.96,9.8,3.92,5.88,5.88,0.0,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.57,3.92,0.0,1.96,7.84,1.96,7.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,3.92,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.69,0.0,5.88,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,1.96,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.0,1.96,31.37,17.65,3.92,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,2.8,1.1111,1.1818,1.0,1.70884,1.47556,1.94423,0.9,6,2.123703703703704,-0.045
53258,ptsd,7uuiav,"(5, 10)","I get intrusive memories, that are really hard to get out of my head, sometimes I actually flashback like I'm there. I have nightmares that replay old memories of me as a child, or sometimes of just her face. But it doesn't happen everyday. This is the first time I've really thought about frequency, I'll catch myself actively trying to avoid thinking about certain things. I stay away from where I used to live with her, every time I go to that town I have a panic attack.",1,0.6,1517605385.0,2,5.537427536231885,88,31.44,3.48,99.0,3.73,17.6,15.91,95.45,60.23,25.0,17.05,14.77,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,7.95,3.41,17.05,9.09,9.09,3.41,1.14,20.45,2.27,2.27,1.14,1.14,1.14,6.82,2.27,4.55,2.27,1.14,0.0,3.41,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,18.18,4.55,1.14,0.0,4.55,3.41,5.68,1.14,0.0,0.0,1.14,3.41,2.27,1.14,0.0,0.0,7.95,0.0,2.27,2.27,2.27,1.14,1.14,14.77,1.14,15.91,3.41,5.68,7.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.91,5.68,5.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.77364,1.48148,1.94873,0.67,3,6.294347826086959,0.03062770562770562
316,assistance,5lj7sy,"[2, 7]","All the research are being conducted by Harvard affiliates and cover a huge variety of fields in the social sciences! It's a cool way to help out with research and learn something along the way. Our newest one is on estimation, using images of dogs :) check it out: <url> See other experiments on the website for more surveys that could be relevant to you! Really appreciate it :)",0,1.0,1483329777.0,4,4.790904761904759,69,95.25,71.89,27.39,98.72,17.25,20.29,84.06,50.72,11.59,2.9,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,8.7,8.7,18.84,8.7,1.45,2.9,0.0,13.04,7.25,4.35,0.0,1.45,4.35,5.8,5.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.59,2.9,1.45,1.45,1.45,1.45,2.9,4.35,2.9,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.25,5.8,0.0,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.7,0.0,13.04,0.0,11.59,1.45,5.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,2.9,1.45,0.0,0.0,11.59,1.45,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,2.9,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,2.9,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.2857,1.1818,1.0,1.758,1.56071,1.87406,0.65,3,6.491428571428575,0.3185185185185186
160,ptsd,9v2bc4,"[25, 30]","Now I’m in a healthy relationship. This man is the love of my life. He always pushes for me to be better and I resist it sometimes. I’ve turned on him fearing him having a dark objective, and I don’t understand all my triggers. All I know is sometimes I see my incredibly loving boyfriend as my incredibly abusive ex and it breaks my heart because he’s the only person that tends to me so well... he does everything he can to help me always he saved me from that awful relationship... he saved my life.",0,0.8,1541617770.0,6,2.730055555555559,96,8.65,54.16,42.02,65.25,13.71,15.62,93.75,60.42,31.25,25.0,16.67,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,6.25,4.17,9.38,10.42,4.17,6.25,1.04,15.62,4.17,2.08,0.0,0.0,2.08,8.33,5.21,3.12,1.04,1.04,0.0,18.75,0.0,1.04,0.0,10.42,11.46,2.08,2.08,0.0,2.08,5.21,0.0,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,4.17,1.04,2.08,0.0,0.0,8.33,6.25,1.04,2.08,1.04,0.0,1.04,14.58,0.0,9.38,2.08,2.08,5.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,16.67,11.46,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.80013,1.64634,2.0325,0.76,2,4.5553333333333335,0.20555555555555557
363,stress,8igykd,"[0, 5]","I get so stressed at work. I feel like women get all the preferential treatment. Also, the few women who are in charge just spend their time micro\-managing the men while letting the other females just slide by doing minimal work. I don't get it. It causes me huge stress because I feel like im living in an unfair world and I don't know what to do about it.",1,1.0,1525975950.0,1,3.1483333333333334,70,31.77,28.39,84.71,1.0,14.0,11.43,92.86,55.71,20.0,11.43,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,8.57,7.14,11.43,8.57,7.14,7.14,2.86,21.43,2.86,2.86,2.86,0.0,2.86,4.29,0.0,4.29,2.86,0.0,0.0,8.57,0.0,0.0,4.29,1.43,11.43,5.71,2.86,1.43,0.0,1.43,1.43,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.86,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,10.0,0.0,2.86,2.86,4.29,0.0,0.0,21.43,0.0,11.43,1.43,7.14,2.86,4.29,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,7.14,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,2.86,0.0,1.43,2.7273,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75109,1.51803,1.88336,0.67,3,4.167777777777779,-0.10499999999999998
31136,relationships,7oubjc,"(0, 5)","Met a girl at a work convention, and really hit it off. Started dating, and really moved FAST. It felt like true love, the sex was awesome, she was so sweet. A few months in, she started zeroing in on anything she did not like, and would use anything she could against me. She would ignore my texts for periods of time, our sex life went down.",0,0.6,1515368064.0,7,3.8991044776119423,66,64.89,81.84,41.42,99.0,13.2,16.67,93.94,56.06,18.18,12.12,3.03,1.52,0.0,7.58,0.0,6.06,6.06,15.15,7.58,4.55,6.06,0.0,21.21,6.06,1.52,0.0,0.0,1.52,9.09,7.58,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.15,0.0,0.0,9.09,0.0,16.67,1.52,1.52,4.55,3.03,1.52,4.55,3.03,0.0,0.0,1.52,7.58,0.0,1.52,3.03,1.52,9.09,6.06,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,12.12,4.55,0.0,22.73,4.55,9.09,10.61,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,18.18,7.58,10.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.80362,1.66102,1.8613,0.74,7,4.430029850746269,0.271604938271605
388,homeless,9kyd4s,"[10, 15]","My main obstacle now is getting said training. Everything is in the city and it's so loud and bright there. I have enough blankets for now. And I'll give my kitty to the humane society before conditions are cruel. I'm not a monster, I'm just not quite ready to give her up yet.",0,0.8,1538544703.0,8,0.7377443609022549,53,10.92,28.57,81.66,61.55,10.6,15.09,84.91,62.26,16.98,13.21,11.32,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,3.77,5.66,11.32,15.09,11.32,7.55,3.77,22.64,3.77,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.66,3.77,1.89,0.0,1.89,0.0,13.21,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,7.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,1.89,3.77,5.66,1.89,3.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.77,0.0,0.0,1.89,1.89,0.0,1.89,20.75,1.89,13.21,0.0,5.66,7.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.87,9.43,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.55,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.4286,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.70111,1.45957,1.87402,0.9,5,2.6979949874686753,0.0277777777777778
1354,homeless,9kyd4s,"[5, 10]","I applied for disability, but was rejected. They said that although I will have great difficulty finding work, with adequate job training I could provide for myself. I agree with that. (I can't be around loud noises, bright or black lights, or strong smells. There are other restrictions but those are the main entry level position killers.)",0,0.0,1538544703.0,8,6.620689655172413,57,14.86,2.72,88.06,58.97,11.4,21.05,89.47,54.39,19.3,12.28,10.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,7.02,1.75,8.77,12.28,3.51,8.77,1.75,14.04,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.28,7.02,5.26,0.0,1.75,1.75,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,1.75,0.0,1.75,3.51,0.0,12.28,12.28,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,0.0,3.51,3.51,1.75,1.75,3.51,12.28,1.75,5.26,0.0,5.26,0.0,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,21.05,8.77,7.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,3.51,0.0,2.6667,2.3333,3.0,1.2222,1.2857,1.0,1.74319,1.51373,1.87973,0.9,5,5.616758620689655,0.28020833333333334
1742,relationships,7qeh2i,"[5, 10]","To the typical bystander he looks to be in a bad way, but actually he’s happy. He had a mental breakdown over Christmas and was sectioned. Because of this the social services have been visiting him and due to their insistence of better accommodation, he has had to use his savings to buy a shed which he now sleeps in. He is profoundly proud of his self sufficiency and freedom and desperately does not want to be put in a home or helped in any way. The shed (although better than his trailer) isn’t insulated.",0,0.0,1515962544.0,1346,8.032577319587627,95,63.17,70.08,1.84,82.36,19.0,20.0,88.42,60.0,13.68,11.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,1.05,2.11,7.37,15.79,12.63,2.11,8.42,2.11,20.0,6.32,3.16,1.05,0.0,1.05,7.37,5.26,2.11,1.05,0.0,0.0,14.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,11.58,0.0,2.11,1.05,2.11,0.0,7.37,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.32,1.05,3.16,1.05,2.11,1.05,5.26,13.68,0.0,12.63,2.11,7.37,3.16,1.05,0.0,1.05,2.11,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.58,5.26,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,2.11,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72233,1.60253,1.87109,0.96,59,8.520329896907217,0.0941666666666667
1900,relationships,7qeh2i,"[15, 20]","He is coming round tomorrow for a cup of tea and I want to broach the idea of knocking down his small shed for this larger and better insulated cabin, without offending or embarrassing him. How on earth do I go about this? TLDR: my blind neighbour is sleeping in a very small and very cold shed. He is profoundly proud of his self sufficiency. My husband and I have sourced better (mainly for peace of mind) but I don’t know how to broach the subject without offending or embarrassing him.",0,0.6,1515962544.0,1346,3.6474154589372,91,52.06,37.09,34.95,25.77,18.2,17.58,86.81,54.95,15.38,13.19,6.59,0.0,0.0,6.59,0.0,2.2,4.4,16.48,6.59,5.49,9.89,3.3,12.09,8.79,3.3,2.2,0.0,0.0,8.79,4.4,4.4,2.2,2.2,0.0,12.09,1.1,1.1,0.0,7.69,13.19,2.2,3.3,1.1,3.3,0.0,5.49,3.3,2.2,0.0,2.2,3.3,1.1,1.1,0.0,1.1,8.79,1.1,3.3,4.4,2.2,0.0,0.0,9.89,2.2,12.09,2.2,8.79,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.99,4.4,1.1,1.1,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,2.2,0.0,2.8,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.62939,1.66486,1.86524,0.96,59,4.557536231884061,-0.034212962962962966
1456,assistance,8b3mdk,"[15, 20]","7- If your children are no longer living at home, what kind of effect did this have on your relationship with your spouse when they left? 8- Are you in a career that you had planned to be in when you were younger? Have you been fulfilled in your career? If you could have done anything else, what would it have been? 9- Do you think someone can be completely fulfilled as both a parent and a career person or do you usually have to sacrifice one for the other?",0,1.0,1523321783.0,4,3.2443333333333335,89,5.66,99.0,24.47,25.77,17.8,13.48,96.63,70.79,22.47,13.48,0.0,0.0,12.36,0.0,1.12,8.99,4.49,11.24,22.47,4.49,7.87,1.12,24.72,3.37,3.37,4.49,4.49,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.22,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.73,2.25,1.12,4.49,7.87,1.12,5.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,7.87,3.37,3.37,1.12,2.25,0.0,7.87,14.61,0.0,13.48,0.0,8.99,4.49,3.37,0.0,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.24,0.0,2.25,0.0,0.0,5.62,0.0,3.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.2308,1.125,1.0,1.70186,1.38025,1.90944,0.66,3,3.481944444444448,0.05416666666666666
22566,relationships,7tg4at,"(0, 5)","We’ve been together for 4 years now, living together for just over 1. He’s a very sweet guy, but at times he can seem childish. He’s always joking or making fun. But he also seems very uninterested in things, and to brutally honest if you saw his resting face you would think he doesn’t care about anything. It’s so relaxed with heavy eyelids and he speaks in monotone quietly.",0,0.8,1517092228.0,27,3.894909909909913,69,9.17,95.89,5.86,99.0,13.8,15.94,92.75,56.52,18.84,14.49,0.0,1.45,2.9,10.14,0.0,4.35,1.45,13.04,11.59,10.14,11.59,1.45,24.64,5.8,0.0,0.0,2.9,0.0,10.14,8.7,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,20.29,0.0,1.45,0.0,11.59,15.94,4.35,1.45,2.9,7.25,1.45,5.8,8.7,2.9,2.9,1.45,5.8,2.9,1.45,0.0,1.45,5.8,4.35,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,4.35,15.94,0.0,14.49,0.0,8.7,5.8,0.0,5.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.84,7.25,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.25,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.5455,3.0,1.2857,1.1429,1.0,1.68846,1.53455,1.90711,0.86,14,4.847027027027028,0.165
1799,anxiety,9w9hf2,"[4, 9]","I have just recently got on anxiety medication again because it’s been going downhill recently (my boss knows this, we have more of a friendship than boss/employee relationship) I really just want to up and quit because I make shit money and I feel myself declining but I also know once I pass over this rough patch I’ll need this job because I’ll have to move out I’m sure. I want to text her and tell her I’m taking the week off for mental health reasons, is this not okay? For all I know I’ll wake up in the morning and just not go. I feel like shit right now and know I won’t feel any better by morning or in a few days. I’m just lost.",1,1.0,1541985759.0,1,1.2208427601809966,128,22.13,3.65,99.0,14.89,25.6,11.72,96.88,57.03,20.31,16.41,14.06,0.78,0.0,1.56,0.0,3.91,3.12,13.28,10.16,6.25,8.59,2.34,25.78,6.25,4.69,0.0,0.78,3.12,5.47,2.34,3.12,0.78,1.56,0.78,3.91,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,18.75,6.25,3.91,2.34,1.56,1.56,4.69,3.12,0.0,0.0,3.12,3.91,2.34,1.56,0.0,0.0,10.16,1.56,2.34,4.69,2.34,0.0,2.34,18.75,3.91,17.97,3.12,7.81,7.03,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.78,0.0,0.0,2.34,1.56,0.0,0.78,0.0,0.0,14.06,3.12,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,1.56,0.78,2.7778,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73727,1.53982,1.88693,0.67,8,3.1532352941176462,0.07197802197802197
37224,almosthomeless,6lgrqm,"(0, 5)","I will make everything as clear and concise as possible: Backstory: My late grandparents home, the home I was raised and still currently live in, is being short sold to a relative by the bank. My grandparent did a reverse mortgage, died and their home went into foreclosure, got put up for a short sale, and is now in the closing process. The relative who's purchasing the home clearly wants to profit off of the home and is warning me that in the coming days it'll be time for me to go. Unfortunately, my next stop will be a shelter as I have no money saved up to move into an apartment of my own, nor do I make enough working part-time to pay rent, and I don't have many ready available options that I'm aware of.",1,0.8,1499286832.0,7,11.477323943661972,138,73.77,21.26,90.83,25.77,34.5,16.67,92.03,55.8,13.04,9.42,8.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.72,3.62,8.7,15.94,11.59,2.17,7.25,2.17,21.74,5.8,2.17,0.72,0.0,1.45,2.9,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.62,1.45,0.0,0.0,1.45,7.25,0.72,1.45,0.72,1.45,2.17,0.72,0.72,0.72,0.0,0.0,0.72,0.0,0.72,0.0,0.0,5.07,0.0,0.72,1.45,1.45,1.45,4.35,13.77,3.62,19.57,4.35,7.25,6.52,2.9,0.0,5.8,6.52,0.0,0.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.77,2.9,5.8,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.72,0.0,2.9,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.71842,1.58333,1.91574,0.82,11,10.693042253521128,0.12860962566844922
812,almosthomeless,6lgrqm,"[1, 6]","Backstory: My late grandparents home, the home I was raised and still currently live in, is being short sold to a relative by the bank. My grandparent did a reverse mortgage, died and their home went into foreclosure, got put up for a short sale, and is now in the closing process. The relative who's purchasing the home clearly wants to profit off of the home and is warning me that in the coming days it'll be time for me to go. Unfortunately, my next stop will be a shelter as I have no money saved up to move into an apartment of my own, nor do I make enough working part-time to pay rent, and I don't have many ready available options that I'm aware of. The only question I have is does the relative have to pay us to move out or can they just kick us to the curb without a penny?",0,0.6,1499286832.0,7,10.036833333333334,156,76.78,28.2,92.13,25.77,31.2,14.74,93.59,58.97,12.82,10.26,7.69,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,2.56,10.26,16.03,12.82,3.21,5.13,2.56,21.79,3.21,0.64,0.64,0.0,1.28,2.56,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,5.77,1.28,0.64,0.64,1.92,0.64,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.64,0.0,0.64,0.0,0.0,6.41,1.28,0.64,1.28,1.28,1.92,3.85,16.03,2.56,19.23,4.49,7.05,5.77,3.21,0.0,5.13,7.05,0.0,0.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.18,2.56,5.13,0.64,0.0,0.64,0.0,0.64,0.0,2.56,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.73949,1.62239,1.92065,0.82,11,9.707500000000003,0.12414772727272727
675,assistance,68a3y3,"[15, 20]","They are too old now to travel to the US and I would love to see them again. Here is a [picture of <url> on dialysis. There are three requirements for a donor, blood type match, tissue match and you need to be in good health. If you are interested in donation or have any questions at all, please PM me and we can discuss next steps. I am located in Seattle and as long as you are in US, you can be considered for a donor.",0,0.6,1493482144.0,153,3.239026217228467,87,49.46,93.23,47.93,95.04,17.4,11.49,88.51,62.07,13.79,13.79,3.45,3.45,4.6,0.0,2.3,0.0,4.6,17.24,13.79,5.75,9.2,0.0,16.09,3.45,2.3,0.0,1.15,2.3,4.6,4.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.2,2.3,0.0,3.45,4.6,1.15,2.3,2.3,2.3,0.0,0.0,3.45,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,6.9,5.75,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,17.24,0.0,16.09,2.3,9.2,4.6,1.15,1.15,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.79,5.75,4.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.3333,1.0,1.0,1.67671,1.52533,1.89817,0.96,30,4.5141011235955055,0.24999999999999997
52592,relationships,7ttmkx,"(5, 10)","Plus she sent him pictures of her ultrasound. Now I'm just heart-broken because I was head over heels for this guy and I'm also disgusted by what he did to this girl. I don't know how to confront him about this or how to handle this situation properly. I am going to break up with him, but what do I do after I end it? Do I tell his fiancee?",1,1.0,1517244735.0,117,1.6035585585585608,71,3.2,55.59,24.72,1.98,14.2,11.27,94.37,71.83,30.99,21.13,11.27,0.0,0.0,9.86,0.0,9.86,0.0,18.31,12.68,8.45,11.27,1.41,18.31,2.82,1.41,5.63,0.0,0.0,2.82,0.0,2.82,0.0,1.41,0.0,16.9,1.41,2.82,5.63,8.45,8.45,1.41,4.23,0.0,1.41,0.0,2.82,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,4.23,4.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.63,1.41,0.0,2.82,1.41,0.0,4.23,14.08,1.41,11.27,2.82,2.82,4.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.08,4.23,1.41,0.0,0.0,2.82,0.0,1.41,0.0,4.23,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.62789,1.51077,1.78348,0.9,33,3.890270270270271,-0.5
234,survivorsofabuse,78hvm9,"[25, 30]","He broke my hymen through overly aggressive fingering before we ever had sex. He surprised me by trying unlubricated anal sex without warning, and I did fight that one, but only out of complete instinct. I screamed and moved away and sat crying for an hour, unable to move or speak while he tried to apologize. After we broke up he became religious, and he publicly and privately called me a whore and a slut for stealing his virginity. I never defended myself or told anyone about what happened.",1,0.6,1508870949.0,12,8.585617977528088,89,44.41,54.48,44.87,1.0,17.8,20.22,93.26,57.3,20.22,16.85,7.87,2.25,0.0,6.74,0.0,3.37,3.37,15.73,3.37,4.49,11.24,2.25,17.98,4.49,2.25,1.12,1.12,0.0,13.48,1.12,12.36,0.0,2.25,3.37,15.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.74,11.24,1.12,0.0,0.0,4.49,3.37,4.49,3.37,0.0,2.25,1.12,7.87,2.25,0.0,5.62,0.0,11.24,2.25,3.37,2.25,1.12,2.25,12.36,2.25,0.0,13.48,2.25,3.37,7.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,2.25,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.11,5.62,4.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.86169,1.61333,1.8209,0.89,2,8.455370786516855,-0.0625
1149,anxiety,6kebtb,"[5, 10]","My problem is most of these articles mention getting your friend professional help, but he's already seeing a psych and therapist. The other thing frequently suggested is to gently nudge them to do things. This is a problem currently though because of the physical distance between us and their lack of a phone currently. Has anyone else gone through or is experiencing something similar? I could really use some advice 😟",0,0.0,1498805556.0,3,8.404166666666669,70,28.22,80.42,8.75,8.64,14.0,28.57,97.14,60.0,20.0,10.0,2.86,1.43,1.43,1.43,2.86,10.0,7.14,10.0,11.43,5.71,8.57,0.0,18.57,4.29,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.86,4.29,1.43,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.14,0.0,1.43,0.0,1.43,22.86,0.0,2.86,5.71,7.14,0.0,8.57,4.29,1.43,1.43,0.0,2.86,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,10.0,4.29,0.0,1.43,1.43,4.29,2.86,15.71,0.0,8.57,1.43,1.43,5.71,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,4.29,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8889,2.8,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.73406,1.41311,1.81766,1.0,0,8.21766666666667,0.09749999999999999
55729,relationships,7sw6y7,"(25, 30)","I just don’t feel like living in that situation is worth me even trying to help them keep the house. After talking to a few close people, I have decided that I can’t sit around waiting for my rent to inevitably go up again, and that staying there means I can’t continue with school. But I’m having issues coming to terms with the fact that bf won’t come with me. He says he doesn’t want to abandon his mom, and that he has to help them any way he can (like now giving up 50% of his income). If he leaves, his mother and sister will not speak to him, and will blame me for taking away their brother/son.",1,0.8,1516888454.0,2,8.739047619047618,120,35.15,69.14,43.37,14.3,24.0,7.5,96.67,61.67,21.67,17.5,7.5,0.0,0.0,7.5,2.5,4.17,2.5,17.5,9.17,5.0,5.0,5.0,23.33,1.67,2.5,0.0,0.83,1.67,2.5,0.83,1.67,0.0,0.83,0.83,21.67,4.17,0.83,2.5,10.0,10.83,2.5,0.0,1.67,2.5,1.67,4.17,2.5,0.0,1.67,0.83,0.83,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,7.5,4.17,0.83,3.33,0.83,0.0,0.83,16.67,3.33,15.0,4.17,7.5,4.17,1.67,0.0,1.67,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,4.17,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,1.67,1.67,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.75256,1.55556,1.88879,1.0,16,8.379269841269842,0.033333333333333326
343,relationships,7sw6y7,"[10, 15]","Now six weeks ago, I was asked to contribute $250 to the household, great no issue. Now suddenly (this happened in the space of an hour yesterday and was never discussed with me), my rent has doubled to $500, and my boyfriends tripled to $700. As a full time student who pays every single bill herself, including school, I cannot pay this amount. Now here’s some backstory: the house was going to be foreclosed on due to no one paying the mortgage, bfs mom and sister insist they want to stay and keep this huge, 6 bedroom house. They refuse to rent out the extra rooms to help.",1,0.8,1516888454.0,2,8.835044247787614,108,78.91,57.35,58.07,42.58,21.6,14.81,91.67,49.07,11.11,7.41,4.63,0.0,0.0,0.93,1.85,3.7,6.48,14.81,5.56,5.56,4.63,3.7,12.04,4.63,0.93,0.93,7.41,6.48,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,1.85,1.85,2.78,1.85,4.63,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.93,1.85,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.41,3.7,0.0,3.7,0.93,0.0,6.48,9.26,0.93,18.52,1.85,7.41,10.19,4.63,0.0,7.41,6.48,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.52,4.63,7.41,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,1.85,2.78,2.625,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.72001,1.58889,1.8164,1.0,16,7.947893805309736,0.19336734693877553
1649,survivorsofabuse,9u5tbj,"[35, 40]","She is easily manipulated. She will believe anything anyone tells her. She is constantly finding a new naturopathic medicine to boost her immune system or whatever her problem is. After her separation, she REALLY turned to God and religion. She believes that her nephew was cured from something because she prayed (even though he was on antibiotics the whole time).",0,0.0,1541356631.0,14,7.962999999999997,60,8.19,96.63,1.0,25.77,12.0,25.0,91.67,61.67,28.33,20.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,0.0,8.33,3.33,8.33,10.0,6.67,6.67,0.0,18.33,3.33,1.67,1.67,0.0,1.67,3.33,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,1.67,0.0,18.33,3.33,21.67,5.0,3.33,1.67,6.67,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,1.67,5.0,10.0,3.33,11.67,1.67,3.33,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,8.33,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,2.3333,2.5,2.8,1.1111,1.125,1.0,1.70952,1.6549,1.85679,1.0,13,7.380000000000003,0.19393939393939394
17486,domesticviolence,83blxj,"(3, 8)","And yes, I would love help. I live in <location>. I can't use a phone as we only have one; house phone, that mom is always sitting near. I would love to be given links to sites that can help my brother and I to places that will take us. Because today was the last straw with my 'mother' hitting my brother with a tennis racket as my 'dad' restrained him down on the couch.",1,0.8,1520642101.0,4,2.542121212121213,78,49.96,60.13,78.04,73.64,15.6,7.69,88.46,56.41,20.51,15.38,11.54,2.56,0.0,1.28,0.0,5.13,5.13,14.1,10.26,1.28,6.41,1.28,15.38,2.56,2.56,0.0,1.28,0.0,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,3.85,0.0,1.28,3.85,10.26,1.28,2.56,2.56,0.0,1.28,2.56,2.56,0.0,2.56,0.0,3.85,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,12.82,10.26,0.0,3.85,1.28,0.0,2.56,11.54,1.28,14.1,0.0,10.26,3.85,0.0,1.28,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,17.95,6.41,3.85,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.41,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.2,1.125,1.0,1.7517,1.68788,1.92675,1.0,1,3.5137012987012994,0.15440115440115437
1584,assistance,8406p8,"[0, 5]","Hello, This is my first time posting here and I'm not entirely sure what the protocol is or what the requirements are. That said, rent is due in three weeks and I'm worried that I won't make it in time. I'm here exploring options and seeing what assistance, if any, I could get to make it to next month. I share an apartment with my brother in Denver, who has a somewhat stable job and is able to pay his rent.",1,0.5,1520902251.0,2,3.440509803921568,81,13.72,19.38,73.07,48.69,20.25,13.58,95.06,58.02,22.22,11.11,9.88,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,11.11,4.94,8.64,13.58,3.7,7.41,2.47,19.75,2.47,0.0,4.94,2.47,3.7,3.7,2.47,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,7.41,1.23,0.0,0.0,2.47,14.81,1.23,2.47,2.47,6.17,2.47,3.7,2.47,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.41,3.7,2.47,0.0,1.23,0.0,1.23,16.05,1.23,13.58,1.23,3.7,8.64,4.94,0.0,3.7,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.05,4.94,6.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.94,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.7778,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.65758,1.472,1.87817,0.55,7,4.511470588235294,0.075
47842,homeless,9g4u6n,"(5, 10)",I explained my situation without giving him how long I’ve been homeless but said I’d be back on my feet by December. That was at the beginning of the conversation. Then at the end of the conversation he said I should be good there for a week. What the heck! Now I have to find new places to park in hopes I don’t get bothered at night.,1,1.0,1537044443.0,18,3.3334285714285734,67,57.34,22.78,99.0,80.01,13.4,13.43,97.01,64.18,17.91,14.93,11.94,0.0,0.0,2.99,0.0,2.99,8.96,17.91,13.43,5.97,4.48,2.99,23.88,1.49,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,5.97,4.48,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,11.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.99,10.45,2.99,1.49,2.99,1.49,0.0,2.99,2.99,0.0,2.99,0.0,1.49,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.46,2.99,0.0,1.49,2.99,0.0,7.46,13.43,1.49,23.88,0.0,11.94,13.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.94,5.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,4.48,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.67997,1.56897,1.8604,0.85,11,4.704285714285717,0.24034090909090908
24,homeless,9g4u6n,"[0, 5]",I’ve been sleeping in my car for 37 months with only 4 more months until I’m back on my feet. I’ve been staying in the same parking spot in the dark edge of a public parking lot every night. Last Thursday night I’m woken up by a cop banging on my window with his flashlight at 1:45am. He said he helped someone in the same parking lot a week prior find a place to live. I call bullshit on that.,1,0.8333333333333334,1537044443.0,18,4.352142857142859,81,93.97,40.24,99.0,25.77,16.2,12.35,87.65,49.38,16.05,13.58,9.88,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,2.47,8.64,19.75,7.41,2.47,1.23,0.0,16.05,4.94,3.7,0.0,3.7,4.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,6.17,1.23,0.0,0.0,3.7,1.23,0.0,3.7,1.23,1.23,0.0,3.7,2.47,1.23,0.0,0.0,2.47,0.0,0.0,2.47,0.0,0.0,7.41,7.41,0.0,28.4,2.47,16.05,12.35,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.35,6.17,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.94,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.6667,3.0,1.2,1.2,1.0,1.70892,1.84444,1.81327,0.85,11,5.15009523809524,0.04863636363636363
46051,relationships,7s1c6u,"(5, 10)","Now that I’m single I find that I don’t have much friends I can hang out with. With the few guy friends I have we all just play sports together and that’s literally it, nothing outside of that. No one I can really be like “hey let’s go to this concert” or “Yo, let’s hit this party up”. I also feel like I’m kind of too mature for ppl my age, which is conflict sometimes too. I also genuinely want some gal friends and nothing romantic but just some girls to hang out with but I feel all girls just assume all guys have bad intentions or just want to get in their pants.",0,0.8333333333333334,1516575997.0,2,1.4907954545454523,113,14.36,46.46,85.82,59.28,22.6,13.27,97.35,58.41,20.35,13.27,9.73,2.65,0.0,0.0,0.88,7.08,0.88,13.27,9.73,8.85,7.08,3.54,18.58,2.65,1.77,0.88,1.77,7.08,3.54,2.65,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.16,0.0,4.42,2.65,1.77,19.47,4.42,0.88,1.77,6.19,4.42,4.42,2.65,0.0,0.88,1.77,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.5,7.96,0.0,1.77,0.88,0.88,0.0,20.35,0.0,10.62,2.65,5.31,2.65,0.0,3.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.65,0.0,1.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.93,4.42,2.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.54,5.31,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.76638,1.45773,1.95387,1.0,19,2.922878787878787,0.05285714285714288
34692,relationships,7s1c6u,"(10, 15)","The few gal friends I associate with are either in relationships or kind of just brush me off or fake like they want to hang out but really don’t when the time comes. My school has no clubs whatsoever, so I can’t really meet anybody that way. I do go to a fairly small school though, around 7,000 students. I always wanted to be in that group that always hangs out. So I honestly don’t know what to do or how to go about this situation.",0,0.6,1516575997.0,2,5.674943820224719,86,21.82,6.55,99.0,25.77,17.2,10.47,94.19,60.47,16.28,9.3,8.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,6.98,3.49,16.28,8.14,11.63,10.47,4.65,17.44,4.65,2.33,3.49,2.33,3.49,2.33,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.14,0.0,1.16,1.16,0.0,20.93,1.16,1.16,2.33,6.98,2.33,10.47,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.3,6.98,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,1.16,17.44,0.0,18.6,4.65,9.3,4.65,4.65,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.79,5.81,3.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.49,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.69413,1.46301,1.88304,1.0,19,6.334022471910114,0.09285714285714285
498,homeless,96cdr8,"[20, 25]","They say, that I'm the anti-Christ, Look to God, don't question it twice, Dead man, because I did it thrice, Foolish man, about to be sacrificed. Don't cry over me.",0,0.0,1533947238.0,6,-0.7138235294117656,31,14.22,50.0,20.84,1.0,15.5,12.9,93.55,54.84,22.58,12.9,9.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,9.68,3.23,12.9,16.13,3.23,3.23,6.45,25.81,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,6.45,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,3.23,16.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,6.45,3.23,3.23,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,6.45,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,3.23,19.35,0.0,3.23,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.68,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,41.94,6.45,22.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,9.68,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.625,3.0,1.2857,1.3,1.0,1.70227,1.69231,1.83055,0.87,11,0.9443529411764722,-0.2
42957,food_pantry,74m6vu,"(0, 5)",I’m just getting done with my training at my new job which I’m so thankful to have. It’s just that I’m down to my last $40 in my bank account and I don’t get paid for another 2 weeks. I’ve been eating peanut butter and jelly to get by but it’s becoming really hard and also depressing. I’ve never been this anxious about how I’m going to eat but here I am. Please help me.,1,1.0,1507276100.0,6,0.11814705882352783,75,1.0,1.22,98.01,25.77,15.0,10.67,93.33,66.67,25.33,17.33,17.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,14.67,20.0,12.0,10.67,2.67,29.33,5.33,0.0,2.67,2.67,1.33,5.33,2.67,2.67,1.33,0.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,4.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,1.33,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,6.67,1.33,0.0,2.67,4.0,0.0,5.33,18.67,1.33,10.67,1.33,4.0,5.33,2.67,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,0.0,1.33,2.625,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72852,1.47333,1.8362,1.0,4,2.99139705882353,-0.10155122655122654
281,relationships,7o7w52,"[20, 25]","But once he explained his fascination, I was more sympathetic, but laid down the boundary that divorce talk can’t be a part of our relationship. My youngest never remembered her dad’s abuse, and is very upset that she doesn’t get to see him. My oldest remembers a bit more, but was not the victim most of the time, and also feels a little mad. It’s hard to talk about divorce without having the conversation about their dad, and it’s even harder to explain to them why they can’t see their dad. It was worse when they were younger, so I wanted to avoid the talk.",0,0.0,1515117694.0,0,8.59486486486486,105,17.96,77.69,31.42,1.0,21.0,13.33,98.1,60.0,19.05,14.29,3.81,0.95,0.0,4.76,4.76,4.76,7.62,10.48,9.52,8.57,8.57,5.71,19.05,9.52,7.62,1.9,0.95,4.76,5.71,0.0,5.71,1.9,1.9,0.0,22.86,4.76,0.95,1.9,5.71,15.24,4.76,0.95,0.95,0.95,0.95,6.67,4.76,1.9,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,3.81,0.0,1.9,0.95,1.9,8.57,15.24,0.0,8.57,0.0,1.9,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.14,4.76,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.6,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74546,1.54,1.80942,0.35,10,8.163495495495496,0.028098290598290603
221,assistance,9lb2uy,"[0, 5]","I am unsure how to begin, but brief about me. I was a mess in my youth, half way houses, trouble etc, never got into drugs or drinking but did have a child young but her mother cheated then moved away, was sometime before we reconnected (she wanted child support and that was fine) but by this time I had moved to another country to get myself out of the existence I lived in. And this was going well, great career, started a family etc, all awhile building a long distance relationship with my eldest (not easy as they kept moving around). fast forward some years later, my eldest has attempted suicide due to many things but one being Aspergers making it hard for her young mind to cope with teenage hormones, so I made a choice to return to the US, to help her. I had to change careers, and try starting from scratch, brought my young family over and at first seemed all was fine.",0,1.0,1538652987.0,20,7.4492747837658015,167,62.16,40.54,97.62,47.95,33.4,13.77,93.41,52.1,14.97,11.38,7.19,1.2,0.0,2.4,0.6,3.59,4.19,15.57,7.19,4.19,8.38,1.2,17.96,6.59,1.8,0.6,1.8,2.99,5.99,3.59,2.4,0.6,0.6,0.0,8.98,1.8,0.0,2.99,0.0,12.57,1.2,2.4,0.6,3.59,1.8,4.19,1.2,0.0,0.0,1.2,2.4,0.0,1.8,0.0,0.6,10.78,3.59,1.8,2.99,1.8,1.2,10.78,4.19,1.8,23.35,5.39,7.78,12.57,1.2,1.8,1.8,0.0,0.0,0.6,0.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6,0.0,13.17,2.99,7.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.4,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75568,1.524,1.90849,0.7,8,6.979600798403194,0.08291666666666667
945,ptsd,9jzbp6,"[0, 5]",&#x200B; **Heyyyyyy. ** So Just wanted to introduce myself. I'm a young lady who suffers from Complex PTSD and just want to reach out to be part of a community to get some help while also helping others. Supporting other PTSD victims is something that has helped me heal.,0,1.0,1538245684.0,7,2.4479591836734684,48,43.14,50.0,14.24,65.25,12.0,18.75,89.58,54.17,16.67,6.25,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.42,4.17,14.58,8.33,8.33,8.33,0.0,20.83,4.17,0.0,2.08,0.0,4.17,10.42,6.25,4.17,0.0,0.0,2.08,10.42,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,14.58,2.08,0.0,4.17,4.17,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,8.33,4.17,0.0,4.17,2.08,0.0,4.17,16.67,0.0,6.25,0.0,2.08,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,12.5,3.0,2.8889,2.6,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74142,1.485,1.93507,1.0,4,3.274693877551023,-0.135
10082,relationships,7tfxx0,"(0, 5)"," The title pretty much says it all but I want to add all the gory details. In my girlfriends family there are a lot of hammy downs. There is just a plethora of clothing and obscene amounts of things that nobody needs, so when I want a thing the answer is almost universally ""lets ask my mom first before buying"". In my life thus far I don't really take other peoples things. I have like 5 pairs of jeans and like 3 more pants I bought for work, but other than that I don't have extra stuff and I like it that way.",0,0.8333333333333334,1517090522.0,23,3.1202142857142867,103,26.89,14.27,45.93,62.59,20.6,7.77,86.41,59.22,22.33,10.68,9.71,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.65,5.83,11.65,6.8,7.77,6.8,2.91,15.53,4.85,4.85,0.97,2.91,7.77,1.94,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.8,1.94,0.97,0.97,0.0,15.53,0.97,0.97,2.91,2.91,1.94,5.83,0.97,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,6.8,2.91,1.94,0.0,1.94,0.0,0.97,16.5,0.0,6.8,0.0,3.88,2.91,0.97,0.97,0.97,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.68,4.85,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.94,1.94,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68956,1.49535,1.91798,0.82,14,4.0258928571428605,0.06818181818181818
1375,homeless,6zrd0c,"[10, 15]",I feel so vulnerable and unsure of myself all the time now. I didn't think it would affect me this way. I'm so tired of eating ramen noodles and granola bars. I'm sick of seeking out the cheapest coffee shop that has wifi. I'm sick of feeling like a burden.,1,1.0,1505265023.0,26,1.676111111111112,50,24.86,3.62,87.83,1.0,10.0,12.0,92.0,54.0,20.0,14.0,14.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,6.0,12.0,12.0,6.0,8.0,2.0,22.0,8.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,10.0,0.0,10.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.0,6.0,2.0,2.0,2.0,2.0,2.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,14.0,0.0,6.0,0.0,8.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,14.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,6.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.74876,1.55714,1.86942,0.94,18,3.699777777777779,-0.5821428571428572
15147,anxiety,66yy9y,"(0, 5)","So. I have been planning my birthday party for over a month, I bought myself a beautiful dress, I am excited to do my hair and makeup and just live my best life. I moved to NYC 3 years ago and don't really have a lot of friends. I met a group of people in august and they have become my close friends. Of the 10 people I invited half the people can't come.",0,0.8,1492901810.0,6,3.2747368421052627,74,46.8,20.87,97.14,97.99,14.8,9.46,90.54,56.76,16.22,16.22,14.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,8.11,10.81,10.81,4.05,6.76,2.7,17.57,4.05,1.35,0.0,4.05,2.7,5.41,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.16,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,5.41,1.35,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,2.7,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,12.16,6.76,2.7,2.7,2.7,0.0,6.76,13.51,1.35,13.51,2.7,4.05,6.76,0.0,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.16,6.76,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.9091,3.0,1.2857,1.1429,1.0,1.84333,1.72308,2.01502,1.0,3,4.932736842105264,0.39911616161616165
820,domesticviolence,8xvn48,"[5, 10]",I had done research on termination of parental rights but everything from the state said that the state had to be the petitioner in cases like that so I just assumed it was that way in other courts. So I ended up petitioning to terminate his rights today and included a statement from my ex’s other sons mother. But now I am afraid. I don’t want him to get this paperwork and end up blowing a fuse and hurting me or my son. I’m staying with my parents and he knows where the house is.,1,1.0,1531275335.0,8,5.240238095238091,95,31.19,26.38,92.1,4.46,19.0,15.79,88.42,63.16,22.11,13.68,10.53,0.0,0.0,3.16,0.0,8.42,6.32,13.68,9.47,5.26,9.47,1.05,15.79,1.05,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,2.11,0.0,2.11,1.05,0.0,1.05,10.53,5.26,0.0,1.05,5.26,10.53,3.16,0.0,1.05,2.11,1.05,5.26,2.11,0.0,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,2.11,0.0,2.11,1.05,0.0,7.37,10.53,0.0,14.74,1.05,8.42,6.32,2.11,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.42,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.16,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.6,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70562,1.55949,1.85483,1.0,5,6.192244897959185,-0.2833333333333333
46814,relationships,7nk6dx,"(60, 65)","Moving on to the following workday, I went over to the shop to collect the dishes from the stuff I brought to the party. I had a beer and chilled with the gang. Then the owner of the shop busts out with his wife's concerns that he and I were ""after each other"". My not-so-savvy self didn't know what he meant at first. But as the realization washed over me that I was being suspected of an affair I was mortified horrified and shamified.",1,0.6,1514867846.0,0,5.781818181818181,86,85.3,28.05,91.06,47.26,17.2,12.79,89.53,65.12,18.6,12.79,9.3,0.0,0.0,3.49,0.0,5.81,12.79,18.6,6.98,1.16,8.14,2.33,15.12,2.33,2.33,1.16,1.16,1.16,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.47,1.16,1.16,1.16,3.49,9.3,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.49,0.0,1.16,0.0,2.33,8.14,3.49,1.16,3.49,0.0,0.0,10.47,1.16,1.16,13.95,4.65,5.81,3.49,0.0,4.65,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.95,5.81,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.75,3.0,1.25,1.1429,1.0,1.74332,1.54848,1.8086,0.5,2,6.29218181818182,0.041666666666666664
38525,relationships,7p21zv,"(35, 40)","I feel like you don’t want to talk to me, he said I was fine talking to you this whole time but you giving me shit like this is making me not want to talk to you. Then I said Your being a fucking asshole you didn’t reply to my message till I messaged you again. Which is weird, and you don’t talk to me for over an hour at work. But now you don’t want to talk to me bc I’m asking about it? Then that’s when it all started I kept calling after that he ignored .",1,0.8,1515448203.0,0,0.42518162393162484,98,9.6,82.09,71.95,1.53,19.6,8.16,100.0,68.37,30.61,23.47,12.24,0.0,9.18,2.04,0.0,7.14,2.04,17.35,10.2,4.08,8.16,5.1,23.47,4.08,3.06,2.04,0.0,2.04,7.14,2.04,5.1,0.0,3.06,0.0,24.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,11.22,1.02,2.04,3.06,0.0,1.02,4.08,3.06,0.0,2.04,1.02,3.06,2.04,0.0,1.02,0.0,4.08,2.04,1.02,1.02,0.0,0.0,8.16,17.35,2.04,12.24,0.0,2.04,10.2,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.08,3.06,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.27,4.08,2.04,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.12,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.69209,1.51034,1.95906,0.26,56,2.305128205128206,-0.13666666666666666
1098,relationships,7p21zv,"[20, 25]",3. I was meeting with someone. 4. Because I’m so tired of wasting my time on someone who is so insecure and paranoid that it interferes with both of our lives. You deserve this because you impose your paranoia onto me and demand impossible things.,1,0.5,1515448203.0,0,3.4434782608695684,45,4.38,96.21,18.21,1.0,9.0,26.67,86.67,64.44,33.33,17.78,8.89,2.22,6.67,0.0,0.0,15.56,0.0,13.33,6.67,4.44,13.33,0.0,8.89,4.44,0.0,2.22,4.44,2.22,6.67,0.0,6.67,6.67,0.0,0.0,17.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,0.0,4.44,2.22,4.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.44,0.0,4.44,0.0,0.0,6.67,2.22,0.0,4.44,0.0,0.0,2.22,6.67,0.0,8.89,0.0,6.67,2.22,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.4444,2.6,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.67392,1.39444,1.81343,0.26,56,4.671913043478263,-0.5222222222222223
1446,ptsd,9shmvf,"[0, 5]",*potential triggers: abuse* I was recently diagnosed with PTSD and have been prescribed Cymbalta. Since taking the drug I have found that my flashbacks have kind of intensified. I can now taste things and smell things whereas before it would just be a scene that played out it's like I'm THERE every time. I keep having urges to call my abusers and other people that were involved and tell them that I remember the truth now and I don't forgive them.,1,0.0,1540849713.0,1,4.173928571428572,80,4.85,26.6,80.92,49.0,20.0,17.5,92.5,62.5,25.0,13.75,11.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,11.25,3.75,7.5,16.25,5.0,7.5,1.25,22.5,2.5,3.75,0.0,0.0,1.25,6.25,3.75,2.5,0.0,2.5,0.0,8.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.25,5.0,2.5,1.25,2.5,2.5,2.5,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,3.75,0.0,1.25,2.5,0.0,1.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,7.5,15.0,1.25,8.75,0.0,1.25,7.5,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,5.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.75,0.0,2.5,2.875,2.7273,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.74104,1.40845,1.9112,1.0,4,3.8169047619047625,0.11875
182,relationships,7pq3n5,"[19, 24]","But I'd like to reciprocate her feelings. I think I do truly love her, but I'm not going to fuel her infatuation by saying it. Should I just sit back and wait? What signs should I look for? Should I confront her again?",0,0.6666666666666666,1515695033.0,1,0.8633333333333333,43,1.5,12.25,64.67,69.6,8.6,9.3,90.7,69.77,30.23,25.58,16.28,0.0,0.0,9.3,0.0,4.65,0.0,11.63,13.95,9.3,6.98,2.33,27.91,0.0,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,6.98,4.65,2.33,0.0,2.33,0.0,13.95,0.0,0.0,9.3,0.0,20.93,4.65,0.0,6.98,0.0,2.33,6.98,6.98,2.33,2.33,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.95,2.33,11.63,2.33,4.65,6.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.6,4.65,2.33,0.0,0.0,6.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.65,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71057,1.44286,1.90651,1.0,8,3.1288888888888913,0.25
312,ptsd,9al1xu,"[35, 40]",The two women sitting out front were his family. They are all African immigrants and don’t primarily speak English. They were the ones who handed me the phone. The police came by yesterday to talk again to my neighbors while I was at work. My husband told me last night that the man died.,0,1.0,1535335165.0,43,3.7663636363636357,54,55.62,90.24,87.07,25.77,10.8,14.81,90.74,53.7,18.52,14.81,9.26,0.0,0.0,1.85,3.7,3.7,9.26,9.26,9.26,3.7,3.7,1.85,18.52,0.0,0.0,1.85,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.07,3.7,1.85,1.85,5.56,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,3.7,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.26,5.56,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,12.96,9.26,0.0,20.37,1.85,9.26,9.26,3.7,1.85,3.7,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,9.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,2.7273,2.6364,3.0,1.1429,1.125,1.0,1.70395,1.79583,1.88307,0.98,17,3.9327272727272735,0.1
43960,ptsd,5sxht7,"(5, 10)",She starts to cry and apologize as well as tell me that it was all her fault regardless how many times I try to convince her otherwise. As her boyfriend it's extremely painful to watch. On our ride home from the store today she had another breakdown that lasted until we got into the house. However that's when things took a turn for the worse. She had an extremely severe panic attack.,1,0.8,1486609195.0,10,5.701081081081078,72,26.8,89.42,4.97,1.0,14.4,15.28,98.61,61.11,23.61,13.89,2.78,2.78,0.0,8.33,0.0,9.72,6.94,15.28,6.94,8.33,12.5,0.0,16.67,5.56,5.56,2.78,0.0,4.17,11.11,1.39,9.72,1.39,1.39,1.39,15.28,0.0,1.39,8.33,1.39,12.5,1.39,1.39,1.39,1.39,4.17,2.78,2.78,1.39,0.0,1.39,1.39,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,13.89,4.17,1.39,2.78,2.78,2.78,6.94,12.5,0.0,13.89,2.78,2.78,8.33,0.0,0.0,2.78,1.39,0.0,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.39,0.0,9.72,6.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74533,1.6,1.78782,0.86,11,5.649567567567569,-0.18125
40559,relationships,7t2l14,"(24, 29)","The chapter we shared together may have ended but the story itself will never change. So here's to you, Babu. Thank you for teaching me so much, for the irreplaceable memories, and for being such an important part of my life. ---   **tl;dr**: I love my current partner, but I think I'll love my first love forever.",0,1.0,1516945386.0,0,1.6846551724137946,57,21.43,70.08,96.09,99.0,14.25,15.79,94.74,56.14,19.3,17.54,12.28,1.75,3.51,0.0,0.0,1.75,7.02,8.77,8.77,8.77,8.77,1.75,17.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,5.26,10.53,10.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.54,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,14.04,3.51,1.75,0.0,1.75,3.51,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.77,0.0,3.51,0.0,0.0,19.3,12.28,1.75,5.26,0.0,0.0,3.51,8.77,5.26,12.28,1.75,1.75,8.77,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,33.33,7.02,7.02,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,3.51,0.0,7.02,3.0,2.6364,2.8,1.3333,1.0,1.0,1.76961,1.468,2.08443,0.43,3,3.3099137931034512,0.29375
33964,relationships,7rex1a,"(13, 18)",Every day I am in rage mode listening to her pure stupidity and trying to argue stupid things. I'm on the verge of absolutely blowing up on her but I would lose my job. Please give advice on how to deal with an extremely difficult coworker before I absolutely lose it!! ! Tl;Dr crazy coworker is affecting my work.,1,1.0,1516326653.0,6,4.427627118644068,59,68.99,56.74,45.61,1.0,14.75,16.95,93.22,54.24,16.95,13.56,10.17,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,3.39,3.39,18.64,6.78,6.78,5.08,0.0,16.95,6.78,1.69,1.69,0.0,1.69,15.25,1.69,13.56,0.0,6.78,3.39,13.56,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,16.95,0.0,3.39,1.69,1.69,8.47,1.69,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,11.86,0.0,6.78,3.39,0.0,5.08,0.0,11.86,0.0,13.56,0.0,10.17,3.39,6.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,0.0,13.56,5.08,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,2.5714,3.0,2.6,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.78573,1.48235,1.82756,0.8,15,6.412000000000003,-0.24215561224489793
1686,domesticviolence,7kkz51,"[91, 96]","I don't know what to do and i need some help. Can anyone give me some insight into why he's being like this to me or what i can do? Is there anything saveable here? **TLDR: I [F26] am at my wits end with my partner [M27] being emotionally abusive, what can i do? [Duration 1 Year]**",1,1.0,1513600954.0,3,-0.4513075060532685,57,2.05,14.62,72.35,6.35,11.4,12.28,87.72,66.67,28.07,17.54,15.79,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,10.53,0.0,10.53,21.05,5.26,3.51,1.75,21.05,0.0,1.75,7.02,1.75,3.51,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,8.77,0.0,1.75,0.0,1.75,15.79,3.51,1.75,1.75,8.77,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,3.51,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.81,0.0,7.02,0.0,3.51,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,31.58,1.75,1.75,1.75,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,0.0,17.54,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.4,1.0,1.0,1.74613,1.404,1.91776,1.0,4,2.497142857142858,0.0
38828,assistance,9jc9j7,"(4, 9)","I’m looking for work, mostly online jobs since I don’t have a car, but have also been applying for in person jobs and remote jobs, so I would need a phone for them to contact me. Would anyone be able to help me out? I can pay it back once I’ve got income again, and I can forward the confirmation to you to prove that it was paid. Or even if someone would be able to get me a cheap phone with some minutes on it, that would work too. Thank you for considering.",0,1.0,1538049833.0,0,3.988075601374568,94,18.64,45.75,44.79,45.3,18.8,8.51,96.81,65.96,20.21,12.77,9.57,0.0,2.13,0.0,1.06,7.45,4.26,14.89,15.96,7.45,7.45,1.06,21.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.06,1.06,1.06,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.64,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,15.96,2.13,1.06,6.38,6.38,1.06,3.19,3.19,1.06,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.51,1.06,4.26,2.13,2.13,0.0,4.26,14.89,0.0,11.7,2.13,6.38,6.38,7.45,0.0,0.0,4.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.83,4.26,5.32,0.0,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.19,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.8889,3.0,1.1818,1.125,1.0,1.70375,1.53571,1.8753,0.47,6,4.947989690721652,0.3
40861,assistance,69ac17,"(5, 10)","It would be awesome to see how many people I can have help me wish her a Happy Birthday (sounds clickbait-y, so forgive me.) She loves our dog, Bear, Beyoncé, and a good NetFlix Original series. So basically, she's an incredible lady. Not that I'm biased or anything. Any Happy Birthday wish would be awesome!",0,1.0,1493931851.0,8,4.022068965517242,56,4.25,70.4,1.0,99.0,11.2,21.43,91.07,50.0,19.64,14.29,7.14,1.79,0.0,5.36,0.0,5.36,5.36,1.79,14.29,7.14,8.93,1.79,17.86,10.71,0.0,1.79,0.0,5.36,14.29,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.07,0.0,0.0,7.14,0.0,17.86,1.79,1.79,7.14,5.36,0.0,3.57,5.36,1.79,3.57,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,5.36,0.0,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,14.29,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,26.79,7.14,8.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,1.79,0.0,3.57,3.57,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.83121,1.61333,2.14043,0.65,3,5.820206896551728,0.759375
528,ptsd,8rhhy1,"[5, 10]","Best to work backwards. The first time I went in to an actual psychological professional to get them to weigh in on my condition was due to a flashback - The only one I've ever had and frankly pretty easy to deal with, which sets the tone for me. As far as the disorder goes, I got off pretty easy. Conversation to do with specific details of child abuse caused me to tap into a repressed memory of childhood abuse which I won't go into too much detail on in a public thread, though if anyone is interested in the context, I don't mind sharing over messaging. It was like when one imagines things under their own control - Conjuring images and sounds at will while still experiencing reality, but it wasn't under my control.",0,0.8333333333333334,1529128761.0,5,12.141386861313869,133,86.18,27.38,93.46,80.33,26.6,16.54,87.97,56.39,12.78,8.27,6.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.5,4.51,6.77,21.8,7.52,4.51,6.77,2.26,13.53,5.26,3.01,2.26,2.26,0.75,7.52,5.26,2.26,0.75,1.5,0.0,6.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.28,1.5,2.26,0.75,3.01,2.26,3.01,2.26,0.75,0.75,0.0,0.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.75,10.53,2.26,2.26,5.26,2.26,0.0,4.51,6.77,1.5,19.55,3.01,11.28,6.02,2.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.03,3.76,3.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.5,0.0,3.01,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.625,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.71579,1.5287,1.85144,1.0,2,11.719357664233577,0.22009803921568627
1003,relationships,7ol6lq,"[30, 35]","I'm not sure if he was lying to me, she never found out the truth, she s lying, I have no idea. I really appreciate everyone's advice. I then mentioned I was under the impression from my parents that we weren't actually related but that I was happy to talk to her and that I didn't actually know. She opened that message and never responded so I guess we'll see what happens. Probably last edit: she said she has gotten a DNA test with him in the last and it says 99% he is her father.",0,0.0,1515265720.0,256,3.505077793493637,96,2.12,66.17,55.79,81.93,19.2,12.5,96.88,66.67,30.21,22.92,10.42,2.08,0.0,10.42,0.0,7.29,4.17,8.33,10.42,7.29,7.29,6.25,20.83,1.04,0.0,1.04,1.04,0.0,7.29,5.21,2.08,0.0,2.08,0.0,27.08,2.08,0.0,7.29,4.17,20.83,5.21,0.0,1.04,3.12,5.21,8.33,3.12,1.04,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,4.17,0.0,1.04,1.04,0.0,8.33,10.42,2.08,9.38,0.0,4.17,5.21,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.62,5.21,3.12,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.21,0.0,1.04,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74508,1.52326,1.88436,0.95,67,5.926251768033946,0.10714285714285714
10503,anxiety,63jobn,"(11, 16)","An hour ago I felt like I was having stroke like symptoms, but they passed so maybe it was a panic attack. Now I'm just very lightheaded. I am hoping when I get my ultrasound and my work issue is resolved (both next week), all this will pass and I can chalk it up to anxiety...but I'm not sure and am terrified. Has anyone with anxiety experienced these kinds of symptoms? I feel like I'm not going to make it until next week at this rate.",1,1.0,1491370308.0,2,2.896571428571427,87,7.94,3.32,99.0,3.63,17.4,10.34,94.25,60.92,21.84,13.79,12.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,8.05,2.3,11.49,13.79,6.9,9.2,2.3,21.84,3.45,3.45,1.15,0.0,2.3,9.2,3.45,5.75,4.6,1.15,0.0,2.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.09,3.45,1.15,1.15,3.45,2.3,5.75,4.6,0.0,0.0,3.45,3.45,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,5.75,0.0,2.3,2.3,1.15,0.0,5.75,16.09,3.45,17.24,3.45,3.45,10.34,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.24,8.05,2.3,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,2.3,0.0,2.7143,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.69703,1.28148,1.82966,1.0,1,4.370952380952382,0.15
200,survivorsofabuse,6xxvov,"[26, 31]","I don’t know why I’m writing this. I don’t know what people will say, I’m seeking therapy for this, I’m openly involving my SO in this so that I don’t feel too isolated, and so she doesn’t either. It felt surreal to tell her and it feels surreal to type it out. If anyone can hear me, please reach out. Thank you.",1,0.0,1504496267.0,7,-1.0092753623188422,62,1.0,25.93,70.28,56.22,12.4,11.29,90.32,64.52,32.26,17.74,12.9,0.0,1.61,3.23,0.0,14.52,0.0,9.68,14.52,8.06,9.68,6.45,29.03,1.61,1.61,3.23,0.0,1.61,4.84,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,1.61,14.52,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,14.52,8.06,1.61,1.61,3.23,0.0,3.23,8.06,0.0,3.23,4.84,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,25.81,1.61,4.84,0.0,4.84,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.81,8.06,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.29,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.4286,3.0,1.2857,1.2857,1.0,1.67151,1.47547,1.89808,1.0,10,1.936231884057971,0.16666666666666666
605,relationships,7qxc9i,"[55, 60]","She also wasn’t wearing her ring. She was also extremely upset when I grabbed her phone, which is locked with a password I don’t know, to hand it to her. Well on Monday we barely spoke during the day, and she was very quiet at dinner. Dreading what might come but knowing I had to ask I asked her if everything was ok. She said no, that she couldn’t marry me, couldn’t have kids as she would be a bad mother, and couldn’t see us being together anymore.",1,0.8,1516151843.0,1,4.2483870967741915,88,1.0,87.21,1.0,11.17,17.6,13.64,97.73,69.32,26.14,19.32,5.68,2.27,0.0,11.36,0.0,6.82,3.41,9.09,17.05,7.95,9.09,6.82,28.41,3.41,1.14,3.41,0.0,0.0,5.68,2.27,3.41,2.27,0.0,0.0,25.0,2.27,0.0,12.5,0.0,14.77,2.27,0.0,5.68,3.41,2.27,3.41,9.09,1.14,5.68,2.27,3.41,2.27,0.0,0.0,1.14,6.82,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,9.09,9.09,1.14,10.23,1.14,3.41,5.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,1.14,1.14,0.0,18.18,5.68,6.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.68,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.6,3.0,1.2222,1.1818,1.0,1.72133,1.61818,1.90823,0.67,5,5.046397849462366,-0.05499999999999997
1988,relationships,7qxc9i,"[25, 30]","Our sex life was the biggest irritant for me, as it had declined to fairly rote occurrences when I would push several days in a row every couple weeks. Spent some time or r/deadbedrooms. Last year she took her first international trip alone. When she returned, she seemed distant and cold. I eventually confronted her about it and she said that we had grown apart.",0,0.6,1516151843.0,1,6.008181818181818,66,20.93,81.84,78.62,1.0,13.2,16.67,92.42,46.97,21.21,16.67,4.55,3.03,0.0,9.09,0.0,4.55,3.03,7.58,6.06,6.06,9.09,0.0,13.64,6.06,3.03,3.03,1.52,6.06,4.55,0.0,4.55,1.52,1.52,1.52,13.64,0.0,0.0,9.09,0.0,10.61,1.52,0.0,1.52,6.06,1.52,3.03,3.03,0.0,1.52,1.52,3.03,0.0,1.52,1.52,0.0,7.58,3.03,1.52,1.52,1.52,0.0,12.12,0.0,1.52,27.27,4.55,7.58,15.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.12,7.58,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.77105,1.68136,1.84469,0.67,5,5.470121212121214,0.018750000000000003
20556,assistance,9vgs9g,"(0, 5)","Hi guys. I'm a current English major at my first year in uni, trying to save up enough money to participate in an in-depth language study in Hokkaido, Japan. My career goal has always been to teach English in Asia, and after years of deliberation and comparing the different countries I could teach in, I believe Japan is best suited to me. The only problem is, my current school only offers Japanese 1 and 2, and I need to be as close to fluent as possible in order to give me an edge in the hiring process. I know the prospect of studying abroad in Asia seems like a cushy vacation.",0,1.0,1541732399.0,0,9.126814159292035,112,97.17,32.77,94.05,41.94,22.4,16.96,83.04,48.21,8.93,8.93,8.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,21.43,6.25,1.79,5.36,0.0,13.39,5.36,6.25,0.0,2.68,0.0,2.68,1.79,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.89,8.93,2.68,0.0,2.68,2.68,0.89,0.89,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.93,0.89,3.57,4.46,1.79,0.89,0.89,11.61,0.89,20.54,0.0,13.39,6.25,7.14,0.89,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.61,4.46,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.1111,1.1818,1.0,1.73307,1.62529,1.94802,0.42,0,9.30541592920354,0.15416666666666667
29907,domesticviolence,7ox06n,"(45, 50)",I was sobbing and shaking and my whole front of my dress was open because he tore at it and th the buttons broke. I was shaking so much it took a while to button up my dress and the whole time it reminded me of when my ex attacked me. Was my trauma triggered? I tried to gather my things and got out and went into the back of his huge suv to get my things out of th backseat. I was hysterical.,1,1.0,1515397178.0,5,4.071785714285717,84,34.21,14.19,89.63,1.0,16.8,11.9,86.9,61.9,23.81,17.86,15.48,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,5.95,4.76,14.29,5.95,3.57,11.9,0.0,15.48,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,3.57,7.14,0.0,7.14,2.38,1.19,2.38,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,2.38,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,1.19,1.19,3.57,3.57,0.0,11.9,2.38,0.0,15.48,1.19,10.71,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.95,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.73687,1.61389,1.8076,0.86,4,5.15009523809524,3.172065784643304e-17
1280,domesticviolence,7ox06n,"[25, 30]","The way he was acting was disproportional to the situation. He is yelling at me nonstop. We pulled into a store. He kept yelling mean things at me, to the point I was asking him to stop over and over,  telling him I didn't want it to escalate and to please go into the store. It all happened so fast.",1,0.8,1515397178.0,5,2.6606557377049214,60,73.6,69.14,43.37,6.91,12.0,13.33,91.67,61.67,21.67,16.67,6.67,1.67,0.0,8.33,0.0,5.0,8.33,18.33,8.33,1.67,5.0,1.67,25.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,5.0,1.67,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,6.67,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,1.67,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,1.67,0.0,3.33,0.0,1.67,10.0,6.67,0.0,20.0,5.0,13.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,8.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.4545,3.0,1.25,1.1818,1.0,1.69619,1.568,1.78929,0.86,4,3.8696393442622963,-0.0375
8160,survivorsofabuse,9k450p,"(10, 15)","Perhaps it is weird to process something after such a long time, but not really. I always felt strong at how I managed to leave, but I never had any closure. I got out of the relationship and pretended nothing ever happened. Just wanted to share I had an eye-opening experience tonight and I feel at peace about everything that happened now because I have deep down, stopped blaming myself. Looking back at every experience I had with him, the mental torture I went through, I cannot believe what I dealt with, but now finally feel ok.",0,1.0,1538288051.0,13,8.784848484848489,98,25.79,4.15,99.0,44.45,19.6,23.47,97.96,62.24,18.37,13.27,12.24,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,5.1,4.08,14.29,6.12,12.24,7.14,4.08,20.41,5.1,1.02,2.04,0.0,2.04,7.14,4.08,3.06,0.0,2.04,0.0,5.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.02,24.49,6.12,2.04,1.02,3.06,6.12,6.12,7.14,2.04,0.0,3.06,1.02,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,2.04,0.0,3.06,1.02,1.02,11.22,10.2,1.02,21.43,2.04,9.18,11.22,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,12.24,5.1,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.4,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.7065,1.42045,1.88756,1.0,2,8.461292929292927,0.0025252525252525164
38612,assistance,9ine5o,"(19, 24)","Entering my invite code would give me points,  to move closer to the front of the line to get my loan paid. The app is free to install,  and would not cost you any money,  unless you choose to buy play coins (which is NOT required). My invite code is: F402166 Thank you for taking the time to read my post,  I greatly appreciate it! Have a good night :)",0,1.0,1537834949.0,104,2.6139130434782594,70,77.33,28.39,62.17,99.0,17.5,8.57,87.14,48.57,15.71,12.86,8.57,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,2.86,7.14,12.86,8.57,0.0,2.86,2.86,20.0,2.86,1.43,1.43,0.0,1.43,8.57,8.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.43,2.86,0.0,2.86,1.43,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,1.43,4.29,0.0,1.43,11.43,0.0,10.0,2.86,2.86,2.86,2.86,1.43,0.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,2.86,5.71,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,2.7778,2.7778,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.73348,1.50667,1.9566,0.9,35,3.0892028985507274,0.6499999999999999
1232,assistance,73e584,"[15, 20]","Monetary campaign contributions would be grand, however that is not why I came to r/assistance hat in hand today. What I need is help getting the word out. I need you to share my campaign on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Pintrest, Tumblr and whatever other social media outlet you may use. Because the only way I can be successful at what I'm doing is to spread the message as far and wide as possible. TL;DR: I'm broke and live in a camper so I started a GoFundMe campaign because I need help to properly start up my business and I need you to share my campaign with all of your social networks.",0,0.6666666666666666,1506766073.0,2,5.278684210526315,113,40.42,57.04,45.71,75.11,22.6,21.24,88.5,53.98,18.58,14.16,10.62,0.0,3.54,0.0,0.0,4.42,4.42,13.27,9.73,3.54,8.85,0.88,18.58,5.31,1.77,3.54,0.0,0.88,4.42,3.54,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.88,12.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.27,0.0,3.54,4.42,1.77,0.88,2.65,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.88,2.65,0.88,1.77,0.0,0.0,15.93,8.85,0.88,7.08,1.77,0.0,2.65,15.93,0.88,11.5,0.88,7.96,2.65,2.65,3.54,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,2.65,0.0,2.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.27,4.42,4.42,0.88,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.77,0.0,0.88,2.8571,2.8889,2.8,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.78819,1.47216,1.87484,0.55,2,6.321885964912283,0.12073002754820936
7886,relationships,7pt4s2,"(0, 5)","I'm a 20 year old guy and go to school with 3 friends, a 20 year old guy, a 20 year old girl and 19 year old girl. All 4 of us have been friends for a few years. All of us are interested in art/drawing and took an art class together last semester at the college we attend. While we were all chatting over break, one of the girls made a comment that it would be nice if we could get more practice with drawing the nude figure since she is taking a class on it this coming semester. I commented that if she wanted, the 4 of us could form a practice group, with each of us taking turns acting as a model.",0,1.0,1515720958.0,1,8.55236220472441,126,89.19,97.14,23.51,55.71,25.2,11.11,90.48,47.62,12.7,8.73,1.59,5.56,0.0,1.59,0.0,3.97,10.32,12.7,7.94,0.0,5.56,0.0,15.08,3.17,1.59,0.0,6.35,5.56,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,3.17,3.97,1.59,9.52,0.79,1.59,4.76,1.59,2.38,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.79,0.0,15.08,9.52,1.59,0.79,3.17,0.0,3.97,8.73,0.79,19.05,3.17,3.97,11.11,6.35,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,3.97,3.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.79,2.7778,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70215,1.70667,1.8914,0.6,14,8.531748031496065,0.155
29550,assistance,9kf3cq,"(11, 16)",Willing to pay a slightly higher rate of interest if it means being able to place the order for my supplies. Links to my art and/or printing business and any other info available upon request. Thanks for your time and consideration! &#x200B; (EDIT: Forgot to mention that I have both PayPal and Venmo),0,1.0,1538388930.0,0,6.523301886792456,54,78.91,35.54,92.47,88.52,13.5,18.52,88.89,46.3,12.96,7.41,5.56,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,5.56,3.7,14.81,3.7,0.0,11.11,0.0,9.26,3.7,1.85,0.0,0.0,3.7,5.56,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,7.41,0.0,1.85,5.56,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.26,0.0,1.85,5.56,1.85,0.0,1.85,5.56,0.0,12.96,0.0,9.26,1.85,7.41,1.85,0.0,7.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.52,3.7,0.0,1.85,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,5.56,2.6667,2.3333,2.8,1.1111,1.25,1.0,1.68625,1.43043,1.83702,0.41,1,6.720896226415096,0.25416666666666665
1245,anxiety,7oq34o,"[4, 9]","-when talking to someone i get out of breath easily while talking (newest one) -can't sit properly, I have to sit in a weird position or else its really uncomfortable -easily startled (for example, im sitting in my room, watching youtube and all of a sudden someone opens the door and I get startled) in general im really not a easy to scare person, but this is ridicilous.. Im wondering if I can get rid of these symptoms, if its possible, sometimes I think that im neck deep in this anxiety that there is no way back to 100% normal... but then again sometimes I tell myself everything will be good again. So yea, some tips ,similar experiences / symptoms / if and how did you get rid of them are gladly appreciated:) Thanks !",1,1.0,1515323859.0,1,9.609142156862745,133,18.44,11.46,99.0,54.07,33.25,19.55,94.74,54.89,18.05,10.53,9.02,0.0,0.75,0.0,0.75,7.52,3.01,10.53,9.02,6.77,10.53,2.26,19.55,6.02,1.5,1.5,1.5,1.5,10.53,6.02,4.51,3.76,0.0,0.0,6.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.29,2.26,0.75,2.26,8.27,1.5,8.27,1.5,0.75,0.0,0.0,3.01,1.5,1.5,0.0,0.0,3.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.76,0.0,0.75,15.79,1.5,18.05,0.0,11.28,7.52,0.0,0.75,1.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.5,0.0,1.5,0.75,0.0,0.0,19.55,4.51,6.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.75,2.26,0.0,0.75,3.01,2.26,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.6937,1.48772,1.84716,1.0,8,9.735294117647058,0.08823529411764706
37288,ptsd,6qq252,"(5, 10)","I let out a loud whistle, as we often invited new comers to go ride. The guy on the black bike was named Devin. Devin had just moved to town a couple weeks prior and had posted in our facebook group looking for friends to ride with. After talking for a couple more minutes, we took off on our adventure. A couple blocks down a guy and girl were cruising on a GSXR - I waved to them.",0,1.0,1501523054.0,2,4.437142857142856,77,98.22,96.52,85.21,49.97,15.4,11.69,89.61,51.95,9.09,9.09,2.6,5.19,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,10.39,20.78,6.49,2.6,3.9,0.0,15.58,5.19,3.9,0.0,0.0,6.49,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.58,0.0,3.9,1.3,2.6,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,3.9,2.6,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.99,9.09,0.0,1.3,2.6,0.0,11.69,1.3,0.0,24.68,6.49,10.39,7.79,0.0,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.39,6.49,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.1429,1.25,1.0,1.79939,1.7,1.84119,0.76,5,4.974441558441558,0.06902356902356903
44,ptsd,7imi2b,"[5, 10]","I look in the mirror and all I see is fat, even though I'm smaller than a lot of people. Secondly, my sister decided to let my ex, who I broke up with, move in with her, and his new boyfriend. She intentionally told my brother not to tell me about the situation, and then she says that I wouldn't be upset if I didn't love him still. I'm not upset because I still love him. I'm upset because she's my sister.",1,1.0,1512822808.0,3,4.283181818181816,82,4.75,27.11,77.89,3.09,16.4,12.2,96.34,65.85,28.05,25.61,17.07,0.0,0.0,8.54,0.0,2.44,3.66,12.2,10.98,6.1,9.76,4.88,20.73,8.54,2.44,1.22,0.0,2.44,7.32,2.44,4.88,3.66,0.0,1.22,23.17,3.66,1.22,7.32,6.1,15.85,1.22,3.66,2.44,2.44,1.22,7.32,3.66,2.44,1.22,0.0,3.66,1.22,1.22,0.0,1.22,9.76,7.32,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,4.88,13.41,1.22,10.98,1.22,4.88,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.73,6.1,7.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.32,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.72647,1.61842,1.9157,0.8,1,6.024000000000001,0.22727272727272724
1521,relationships,7pm7xt,"[5, 10]","She tells me and her friends constantly about how this girl gives her butterflies, feelings of love, and worries out loud if she's gay/bi. Her boyfriend knows about this, since she talks to anyone she can about her life. He's a huge pushover though and doesn't seem to care allows her to continue texting and stalking this girl's social media profile. I'm okay with my sister exploring her sexuality, but I'm upset she's doing this to someone who takes care of everything for her. But he's okay with it, so is it any of my business?",0,0.8,1515651958.0,0,8.179142857142857,97,6.0,97.45,1.0,81.5,19.4,16.49,95.88,61.86,29.9,19.59,5.15,0.0,0.0,14.43,0.0,10.31,1.03,15.46,10.31,7.22,10.31,1.03,18.56,2.06,0.0,2.06,0.0,1.03,7.22,5.15,2.06,2.06,0.0,0.0,29.9,1.03,2.06,15.46,3.09,15.46,4.12,3.09,1.03,5.15,1.03,4.12,3.09,0.0,1.03,1.03,6.19,0.0,1.03,3.09,1.03,9.28,6.19,0.0,2.06,1.03,0.0,0.0,19.59,0.0,6.19,1.03,2.06,3.09,1.03,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,2.06,0.0,0.0,2.06,0.0,0.0,19.59,4.12,5.15,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.25,0.0,1.03,3.0,2.7778,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70034,1.53407,1.89792,0.42,9,7.54666666666667,0.29047619047619044
214,stress,9vo5qb,"[0, 5]","It's really just standard-issue big corporation stuff. My direct manager slaps together the scheduling for our dept. at the last minute because she's overworked, and she's overworked because it's cheaper to make her do enough work for 2/3 people than to just open up an assistant position. I'm not getting enough sleep. I'm going off my medication because I can't make the appointments I need; my weekly schedule is a complete dice roll.",1,0.8333333333333334,1541796675.0,10,7.428888888888892,75,40.12,21.18,91.75,25.77,15.0,24.0,88.0,50.67,18.67,14.67,9.33,1.33,0.0,4.0,0.0,4.0,6.67,10.67,10.67,4.0,5.33,2.67,18.67,6.67,2.67,0.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,14.67,0.0,6.67,1.33,0.0,1.33,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,10.67,2.67,1.33,5.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,18.67,1.33,20.0,2.67,10.67,6.67,12.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.33,6.67,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,9.33,0.0,1.33,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70314,1.58095,1.84232,0.99,1,7.626765432098768,0.05
840,anxiety,6e4s9g,"[5, 10]","That was about 7 hours ago. Normally, I do not get much effect from tea because I only ever drink half a cup as I don't like it that much. However, I have been feeling jittery all day and my heart periodically feels as though it is racing. I have that adrenalized and uneasy feeling that I always get with caffeine. It wasn't really bothering me because I knew it was probably from the caffeine.",1,0.6,1496113596.0,1,5.477012987012987,75,2.52,1.22,96.63,9.41,15.0,18.67,93.33,60.0,22.67,12.0,12.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.67,2.67,8.0,12.0,9.33,10.67,4.0,20.0,2.67,2.67,0.0,2.67,4.0,4.0,1.33,2.67,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.67,6.67,4.0,1.33,1.33,4.0,6.67,4.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,6.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,5.33,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,8.0,10.67,0.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,6.67,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.875,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.64899,1.35455,1.87984,0.67,1,6.660155844155845,0.05972222222222223
46170,domesticviolence,93v0bg,"(0, 5)","He was arrested for assault and battery and DWI. He took off with our infant daughter while inebriated and then returned and beat me down then left again. Why am I being made to feel like this is all my fault. The way he looked at me in the courtroom, like I did this, I didn’t even call the police?! The neighbors did after our children ran over to them screaming.",1,1.0,1533173053.0,13,4.544583333333332,71,44.23,75.94,88.38,1.0,14.2,14.08,92.96,66.2,19.72,16.9,8.45,2.82,0.0,4.23,1.41,2.82,5.63,16.9,9.86,4.23,9.86,1.41,18.31,1.41,4.23,1.41,0.0,1.41,4.23,0.0,4.23,0.0,1.41,0.0,15.49,1.41,1.41,1.41,4.23,7.04,1.41,2.82,0.0,0.0,1.41,1.41,4.23,1.41,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.49,4.23,1.41,8.45,1.41,1.41,12.68,4.23,2.82,21.13,1.41,11.27,8.45,1.41,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.68,5.63,2.82,0.0,0.0,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77965,1.67742,1.88723,0.94,7,4.612111111111112,-0.07777777777777779
792,anxiety,7u32tf,"[15, 20]","I tried everything at work, from doing meditation, office yoga, to getting a board to keep track of my tasks. Everyday seemed overwhelming, and I slowly started dreading my patient appointments and sometimes rushed through them because I could sense a panic attack coming on. To make matters worse, my supervisor is not the most understanding person. English is not her first language, and it's sometimes very hard to communicate with her in person or in email. I meet with her twice a month to discuss my progress and she never gives me positive feedback, only highlights things I've done wrong and things I don't do.",1,0.0,1517336633.0,6,11.118715596330276,106,38.66,35.28,72.17,1.0,21.2,22.64,93.4,54.72,19.81,15.09,10.38,0.0,0.0,3.77,0.94,4.72,3.77,13.21,8.49,2.83,6.6,3.77,16.98,4.72,1.89,0.0,1.89,0.94,6.6,0.94,5.66,2.83,0.94,0.94,13.21,0.0,0.0,3.77,0.0,15.09,2.83,1.89,0.94,4.72,3.77,2.83,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.26,1.89,3.77,1.89,1.89,2.83,3.77,11.32,0.94,13.21,2.83,3.77,7.55,4.72,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.15,4.72,6.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.83,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.1111,1.0,1.7819,1.53118,1.85829,1.0,3,9.691816513761466,-0.027444903581267225
1805,anxiety,5lkwas,"[0, 5]","Well maybe afraid isn't the best word, but it's not far off. I'm not worried they can physically harm me or anything, nor do I even hate kids, most kids I actually like, but certain kids, like uncle's girlfriend's one kids, make me uncomfortable and make my anxiety go off badly. He's like 6 or something like that, but he is disrespectful to me, and harasses me when I'm around. He'll make smart ass remarks which although typical small child insults, get to me, not because they hurt my feelings so much, but it gets to me that I'm so pathetic, I can't even demand respect from a fucking child. Today, playing some backyard cricket with my brother and other cousin (a very respectful kid who I love), he asks if he can peg the ball at my groin, to which I obviously say no, so what does he do?",1,1.0,1483357819.0,5,12.9095625,150,5.16,10.28,76.49,2.41,30.0,17.33,96.67,59.33,24.0,16.67,12.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,1.33,7.33,2.67,9.33,8.0,7.33,11.33,4.67,14.0,7.33,4.0,3.33,1.33,2.0,13.33,5.33,8.0,2.67,2.67,1.33,16.0,2.0,0.67,0.0,5.33,18.67,0.67,2.67,0.67,5.33,1.33,10.67,2.67,0.0,1.33,1.33,2.67,0.67,0.67,0.67,0.0,10.0,2.67,0.67,6.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,15.33,0.67,6.0,0.67,4.0,1.33,0.0,2.0,0.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.67,0.0,22.0,2.67,10.67,0.0,0.0,0.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,1.33,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.7828,1.55606,1.87854,1.0,4,12.0825,-0.0756547619047619
15216,relationships,7pyq24,"(5, 10)","Pretty normal life. My dad has been suffering of severe depression as long as I can remember, but he always refused to get help. I didn't notice as a child; but it wasn't as bad when I was younger. It really got bad a few years ago, when I was around 15. He gets angry at very little things and when he does, he closes off.",0,0.6,1515782996.0,6,2.6169117647058826,66,7.26,27.23,96.4,1.0,13.2,7.58,98.48,59.09,18.18,13.64,7.58,0.0,0.0,6.06,0.0,4.55,3.03,13.64,12.12,9.09,15.15,3.03,19.7,12.12,7.58,4.55,1.52,1.52,10.61,1.52,9.09,0.0,1.52,3.03,12.12,1.52,0.0,0.0,7.58,13.64,3.03,0.0,0.0,1.52,1.52,7.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,12.12,1.52,0.0,4.55,4.55,3.03,12.12,9.09,0.0,19.7,1.52,7.58,10.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,7.58,4.55,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71792,1.51613,1.77949,0.75,7,4.464000000000002,-0.17937499999999998
40460,relationships,7te49o,"(10, 15)","This weekend she had a breakdown and gave me the following reasons:  - I'm almost a momma's boy  - My mom shares an unhealthy relationship with her children (my mom has admittedly told my gf a number of times that she makes her jealous and I care for another woman, but that's because my mom doesn't have a life outside our family and is understandable. My mom however cares for my gf, buys her presents, keeps in mind her allergies and cooks her food that she'd eat, so I don't get why my gf would have an issue)  - Apparently it's weird that I spend all my time and don't like to hang out with friends",0,0.6,1517074270.0,0,7.104077134986227,113,10.51,78.72,12.71,59.28,56.5,16.81,94.69,58.41,25.66,19.47,11.5,0.88,0.0,7.08,0.0,6.19,6.19,7.96,11.5,4.42,7.96,2.65,21.24,0.88,0.0,0.88,0.0,1.77,5.31,3.54,1.77,0.0,0.88,0.0,23.01,5.31,3.54,15.04,0.88,9.73,1.77,3.54,0.88,1.77,0.88,1.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.31,0.0,2.65,0.0,2.65,8.85,7.08,0.0,0.88,0.88,0.0,2.65,16.81,0.0,7.08,1.77,2.65,2.65,0.0,2.65,0.88,1.77,0.0,0.0,2.65,0.0,2.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.7,0.88,3.54,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.65,0.0,7.96,1.77,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.75909,1.53043,1.9691,0.36,25,7.488223140495869,-0.225
1541,survivorsofabuse,7zrkai,"[5, 10]","When sis ""woke up"" as a teenager, she started raising hell about the singing evangelist father who'd held her by the wrist, telling her to ""watch and learn"" while her older sister was forced to copulate him. (Bro was hiding behind the clothes & sliding doors in the closet, watching through the crack.) Spouse had been threatened repeatedly with extinction (from the age of three until she was well-normalized at 13) to ""perform."" (Grampa got *his* turns, too.) Moreover, the perp beat and otherwise terrorized the mother into submission, and then manipulated her to get out of his way when my two step-daughters were left there by my dissociated spouse.",0,0.6666666666666666,1519420638.0,4,8.31169642857143,110,85.88,93.88,11.0,5.95,22.0,20.91,90.91,52.73,10.91,10.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,8.18,0.0,0.91,8.18,18.18,6.36,5.45,9.09,0.0,17.27,1.82,1.82,2.73,2.73,0.0,3.64,0.91,2.73,1.82,1.82,0.0,19.09,8.18,0.0,9.09,5.45,3.64,0.91,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.91,2.73,1.82,0.91,0.0,1.82,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,3.64,0.91,7.27,1.82,1.82,10.0,3.64,0.91,18.18,1.82,8.18,8.18,1.82,0.91,1.82,0.0,1.82,0.0,3.64,0.91,0.0,0.0,0.91,0.0,26.36,4.55,5.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,5.45,0.91,5.45,2.73,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.71265,1.69756,1.80993,0.84,0,7.085714285714285,-0.13333333333333336
31840,anxiety,6o7rim,"(10, 15)",She referred me to a dermatologist who was known to treat white gay guys and other asian gay guys with genital warts. That's how gossipy these doctors can be. I went to this new dermatologist and showed her my growths. She then showed me pictures of genital warts from her textbook. They looked like cauliflowers.,0,1.0,1500462524.0,1,5.533214285714287,55,31.44,76.64,4.65,25.77,11.0,20.0,94.55,52.73,25.45,16.36,7.27,0.0,0.0,7.27,1.82,9.09,1.82,12.73,7.27,1.82,7.27,0.0,14.55,7.27,1.82,3.64,0.0,0.0,3.64,1.82,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.36,0.0,3.64,7.27,3.64,7.27,3.64,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,9.09,9.09,0.0,0.0,16.36,3.64,9.09,7.27,0.0,3.64,1.82,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,10.91,5.45,1.82,5.45,1.82,0.0,3.64,3.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.91,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.2857,3.0,1.2857,1.1429,1.0,1.66887,1.63721,1.84665,0.67,6,4.581571428571429,0.1407828282828283
1939,anxiety,6o7rim,"[15, 20]","They looked nothing like my growths. She told me I was misdiagnosed. I didn't have an std. I had sebaceous epidermal cysts. Had I never had awful sex, then I would have never thought the growths on my scrotum were stds.",0,0.8,1500462524.0,1,2.1707142857142863,41,1.0,1.0,91.58,3.09,8.2,19.51,85.37,65.85,24.39,24.39,19.51,0.0,0.0,2.44,2.44,0.0,4.88,4.88,21.95,4.88,2.44,9.76,29.27,2.44,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.32,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,14.63,2.44,0.0,2.44,0.0,7.32,2.44,2.44,2.44,0.0,0.0,9.76,0.0,7.32,7.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.51,4.88,2.44,9.76,0.0,2.44,7.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.07,12.2,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.81362,1.38667,1.86735,0.67,6,2.8574285714285743,-1.0
44474,relationships,7qwq2r,"(20, 25)","I was struggling to read the situation between us. My head was telling me she liked me but my anxiety was telling me I was wrong about this and not to pursue any sort of romantic relationship with her. I ended up getting a little drunk one night just before the new year and was texting her, I realised how much more at ease I was talking to her when I was drunk and that I quite liked her. I felt like I was being weird when I was sober too and i didn't like that. So I decided that instead of hiding my anxiety I would open up to her about it.",1,0.6,1516146233.0,1,2.545175438596491,113,8.39,14.41,82.25,25.77,22.6,14.16,97.35,65.49,27.43,23.01,16.81,0.88,0.0,5.31,0.0,4.42,2.65,13.27,10.62,7.96,7.96,1.77,21.24,5.31,2.65,2.65,0.88,2.65,8.85,4.42,4.42,2.65,0.0,0.0,10.62,0.0,0.0,5.31,0.0,9.73,1.77,0.88,0.88,2.65,0.0,3.54,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.88,2.65,0.88,0.0,0.0,1.77,8.85,3.54,0.0,2.65,0.88,1.77,13.27,0.88,0.0,10.62,0.0,4.42,6.19,0.88,1.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.08,4.42,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.77,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72896,1.47963,1.94704,1.0,3,3.9447368421052644,-0.02092803030303031
17318,anxiety,9m3tuc,"(20, 25)",I always have to touch my face and trace my fingers along my body because it's so odd to know that I am real. That I am alive. I often now sit and think about what I am made of. How behind my skin is a complex make up of organs that keep my unique body and overly aware mind alive. I think how inside my skull is an organ that is thoroughly condensed and holds vast amounts of knowledge.,0,1.0,1538903766.0,17,4.288888888888884,80,15.01,6.7,95.6,25.77,16.0,8.75,88.75,58.75,22.5,15.0,15.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.5,2.5,12.5,10.0,7.5,10.0,0.0,18.75,6.25,1.25,3.75,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.5,7.5,6.25,1.25,1.25,1.25,0.0,3.75,0.0,0.0,3.75,10.0,7.5,2.5,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,1.25,18.75,0.0,10.0,0.0,6.25,3.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.5,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5,3.0,1.1667,1.1429,1.0,1.71589,1.53514,1.95652,0.96,8,4.713185185185186,0.017592592592592594
39424,anxiety,9mgjag,"(7, 12)","Switching my major to something I’d actually enjoy would add in years to my education and everyone would be like “wtf you need to just commit and finish it because of the money you’ve paid and time etc” because it’s not like I’m 22 anymore or whatever. But I dream of a career involved in science, something morbid or outdoors. I feel like I’m too old to be indecisive. I want to start a family in the next couple f years but if I switch up this career stuff that’ll just push it back and I am almost 30 after all! :/",1,0.6,1539017033.0,82,4.128464619492657,102,19.87,11.97,85.89,25.77,20.4,13.73,91.18,63.73,22.55,11.76,9.8,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.0,10.78,3.92,14.71,10.78,5.88,10.78,0.98,17.65,1.96,3.92,0.98,1.96,2.94,1.96,0.98,0.98,0.98,0.0,0.0,4.9,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.59,0.98,1.96,4.9,6.86,2.94,6.86,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.98,0.0,1.96,0.98,0.0,1.96,11.76,0.98,14.71,0.98,4.9,9.8,3.92,1.96,0.98,1.96,0.0,0.0,1.96,0.98,1.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.75,2.94,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.0,1.96,5.88,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.7143,3.0,1.125,1.2,1.0,1.71021,1.51899,1.96262,0.97,38,6.031241655540722,-0.02678571428571428
1264,anxiety,9ilwue,"[0, 5]","As a high school junior, I'm always severely depressed whenever I make poor grades on something to the extent I'm always on the verge of crying. Every time this happens, I always feel like my future is bleak and hopeless, my rank is gonna drop like hell, and I'm worthless compared to the other people who do better than me. I'm always driven to think lesser of myself in comparison to other people and I always hate myself because of it. Now the pain is becoming unbearable to the point I nearly start screaming, sobbing alone in my bedroom out of grief. It's only the beginning of my junior year and I feel like hell has already descended upon me and there's little I can actually do.",1,1.0,1537823525.0,5,7.473518123667375,127,50.08,4.92,99.0,1.0,25.4,14.96,96.85,58.27,19.69,14.17,14.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.51,5.51,16.54,11.02,5.51,6.3,0.0,18.9,7.09,6.3,1.57,0.0,0.79,11.81,0.79,11.02,0.0,2.36,5.51,2.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.17,3.15,1.57,0.0,1.57,4.72,3.15,3.15,0.0,0.79,2.36,0.79,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,7.09,0.0,2.36,5.51,0.79,0.0,1.57,16.54,1.57,21.26,3.15,7.87,10.24,3.15,0.0,0.79,0.79,1.57,0.79,2.36,1.57,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.6,3.94,3.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.72,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.75742,1.58596,1.85008,1.0,5,8.342878464818764,-0.22375
31345,ptsd,95itfd,"(2, 7)","My job is very difficult to get, I know multiple people who drive two hours each way because it is the best job around (midwest). It isn't one I can just give up but every time he gets close I start to panic and I can't breathe. My anxiety is through the roof. The worst part is he tries to hit on me and it honestly makes me sick. Add in that I'm pregnant and my hormones are through the roof, I just don't know what to do any advice?",1,0.8,1533701663.0,3,3.289184397163119,90,24.86,13.32,82.75,1.03,18.0,12.22,96.67,56.67,21.11,14.44,12.22,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,6.67,4.44,11.11,11.11,4.44,5.56,3.33,20.0,4.44,2.22,2.22,2.22,6.67,7.78,2.22,5.56,2.22,0.0,0.0,7.78,1.11,0.0,0.0,2.22,10.0,2.22,2.22,0.0,1.11,1.11,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.44,1.11,3.33,1.11,0.0,8.89,0.0,2.22,2.22,4.44,2.22,0.0,22.22,0.0,11.11,1.11,6.67,3.33,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.44,4.44,2.22,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.44,2.22,0.0,2.5556,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.71724,1.53012,1.85049,1.0,8,4.328510638297871,-0.06636904761904763
317,anxiety,92v2rf,"[0, 5]","I don't remember always being like this, but over the last two years or so I have had a few tumultuous friendships/dating connections with people (I make deep connections quickly, or seemingly deep anyways with lots of self disclosure and vice versa) and after things don't work out I feel like I am lost and won't be able to cope on my own. I recently started talking to someone again after not talking to them for a few months, there was no bad blood between us we just decided it would be best to move on and not talk anymore. They reached out first about a month ago, then nothing. I have been going through it at work, feeling overwhelmed and anxious and so I feel stupid for doing this but I began talking to them again. I feel better, even if its slight.",0,0.0,1532874098.0,3,4.51916461916462,145,28.92,26.74,99.0,4.63,29.0,16.55,95.17,61.38,16.55,11.03,7.59,1.38,0.0,0.0,2.07,5.52,2.76,15.86,9.66,6.21,9.66,4.83,20.0,8.28,4.83,0.0,1.38,2.07,4.83,1.38,3.45,1.38,0.69,1.38,9.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.48,5.52,0.69,1.38,4.14,1.38,4.83,2.76,0.0,0.0,2.76,0.69,0.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.28,2.07,4.83,1.38,1.38,0.69,6.21,10.34,2.07,20.69,2.07,6.9,12.41,1.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.69,11.72,3.45,4.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.07,1.38,0.69,2.8571,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.69721,1.50827,1.87685,1.0,3,4.726191646191648,0.11979166666666667
25424,relationships,7u2e8z,"(15, 20)","But unfortunately it's so easy to lie. I really want to ask people who are on this subreddit, has this ever happened to you personally? Is it possible that someone actually catches feelings through the internet? Every comment would be truly appreciated. P.S: I'm sure he isn't a catfish, I wanted to share as little information as possible but if you really want to know you can PM me.",0,0.8,1517331310.0,2,3.9266071428571436,70,11.74,55.67,26.0,98.56,14.0,22.86,87.14,60.0,21.43,11.43,5.71,0.0,4.29,1.43,0.0,10.0,2.86,12.86,12.86,8.57,8.57,1.43,20.0,4.29,2.86,1.43,0.0,1.43,8.57,7.14,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,31.43,5.71,0.0,7.14,5.71,5.71,10.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,18.57,0.0,4.29,0.0,2.86,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.14,5.71,2.86,1.43,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.4286,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.64551,1.3082,1.91388,0.75,23,6.9408730158730165,0.14953703703703702
573,relationships,7p945u,"[20, 25]","It was hard on me. I let her know it but I also let her know I do it because I love her. She seemed to have an issue with me expressing myself. With stress from the school directly into the job itself she became distant. Less and less texting, feeling no need to communicate, moments of depression which she suffers from, low self esteem, her mom becoming ill and needing hip replacement at age 74 and not doing well following the surgery.",1,0.0,1515522752.0,0,3.5054518072289156,83,33.39,59.52,38.69,3.2,16.6,18.07,96.39,59.04,22.89,16.87,8.43,0.0,0.0,8.43,0.0,6.02,4.82,12.05,8.43,2.41,7.23,2.41,20.48,3.61,2.41,1.2,1.2,2.41,7.23,2.41,4.82,1.2,0.0,3.61,15.66,1.2,0.0,9.64,0.0,14.46,7.23,1.2,2.41,1.2,1.2,2.41,2.41,0.0,0.0,2.41,6.02,1.2,2.41,0.0,1.2,6.02,3.61,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,3.61,7.23,0.0,12.05,2.41,7.23,2.41,2.41,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,10.84,6.02,4.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,2.6,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70578,1.50556,1.83875,0.33,13,4.521310240963857,-0.07045454545454545
43574,survivorsofabuse,875mks,"(20, 25)","And here I am, several years later. But I hadn't expected to still be alive by now. So planning anything for more than a few hours in the future feels stupid and pointless. Self-harm and suicide seem like pretty decent options most days. As a compromise, I sleep, because being unconscious gives me a chance to not be in this world for a little while.",1,0.8,1522029852.0,10,4.812985074626862,66,64.89,14.44,93.94,25.77,13.2,15.15,98.48,56.06,9.09,6.06,6.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,7.58,15.15,7.58,6.06,12.12,3.03,12.12,13.64,9.09,0.0,0.0,6.06,6.06,3.03,3.03,0.0,1.52,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,3.03,1.52,1.52,9.09,0.0,4.55,1.52,0.0,0.0,1.52,3.03,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,3.03,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,10.61,4.55,18.18,0.0,6.06,12.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.15,7.58,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.625,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.62432,1.45862,1.87094,0.91,3,4.958388059701495,-0.0016025641025641053
1002,survivorsofabuse,875mks,"[0, 5]",My abuse ended years ago. My life is good now. I'm about to get married to someone really wonderful. Everything is great. But it still feels wrong that I'm still alive.,0,0.6,1522029852.0,10,0.8527272727272717,31,2.36,16.66,99.0,83.22,6.2,12.9,100.0,58.06,25.81,12.9,12.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.9,0.0,9.68,12.9,16.13,3.23,0.0,22.58,12.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.13,9.68,6.45,0.0,3.23,0.0,9.68,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.13,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,3.23,6.45,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,6.45,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,16.13,3.23,0.0,0.0,9.68,3.23,6.45,22.58,0.0,19.35,0.0,0.0,19.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.58,16.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.5,3.0,1.25,1.1429,1.0,1.69888,1.45806,2.03517,0.91,3,2.002181818181821,0.39166666666666666
32770,anxiety,78djwu,"(2, 7)","I recovered somewhat after a few hours but somethings changed now; I cant be alone without constantly feeling like Im on the verge of another attack. When my fiance is home Im perfectly fine, but as soon as she leaves for work (I work from home) I start to feel terrified, my feet and hands start sweating, I feel like Im about to be sick, I get lightheaded and I feel like I become wayyyy too conscious of my breathing to the point where I focus on it and it feels like no matter how much I exhale and inhale Im not actually breathing. I dont understand why this is happening....Ive never had issues being alone; now I cant even be alone in my own home. This feels like my life is ruined if I dont get it under control because I cant work like this. What the hell is happening?",1,1.0,1508820439.0,4,4.494596273291926,152,8.78,1.0,99.0,1.0,30.4,13.82,95.39,64.47,22.37,16.45,15.79,0.0,0.0,0.66,0.0,5.92,2.63,14.47,11.18,9.21,7.89,5.92,20.39,6.58,5.92,3.29,0.0,2.63,6.58,1.32,5.26,0.66,1.32,2.63,1.32,0.66,0.66,0.66,0.66,17.76,5.92,3.29,0.66,1.97,1.32,5.92,4.61,0.0,0.0,4.61,5.26,3.95,1.32,0.0,0.0,7.24,0.66,3.29,1.97,1.97,0.0,1.32,21.71,0.66,13.82,1.32,4.61,7.89,1.97,0.0,1.97,0.0,0.66,0.0,0.66,0.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.18,5.26,2.63,0.0,1.32,0.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,2.8333,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70374,1.48281,1.93841,1.0,5,5.713844720496894,0.05029761904761904
770,anxiety,6wsawa,"[0, 5]","It's hard for me to even type this, but today I dropped my classes after only a week of school. I've been in school for a while, just got my associate's degree in liberal arts at a community college and was planning on going to university for an English degree. I will note that the majority of my classes were online as I can't focus in an in-person class due to my social anxiety. However, I panicked about my future and how English isn't a ""lucrative"" field and changed gears. I enrolled in a program that was for Physical Therapy Assisting.",1,0.0,1504023583.0,9,8.330093457943924,102,71.03,7.08,94.12,5.16,20.4,21.57,84.31,58.82,15.69,11.76,11.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.92,7.84,18.63,7.84,5.88,7.84,1.96,10.78,3.92,1.96,0.98,0.0,0.98,1.96,0.0,1.96,1.96,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.98,1.96,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.0,3.92,1.96,0.98,0.0,0.98,0.0,5.88,4.9,3.92,14.71,1.96,6.86,5.88,7.84,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.69,4.9,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.98,1.96,4.9,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.68344,1.56235,1.84977,0.92,5,9.518616822429909,-0.04791666666666667
1727,domesticviolence,6twgs2,"[25, 30]",SIL and BIL are seeing s couples therapist as well as individual therapists. SIL is adamant that she wants my wife and I to participate in group therapy with both of them and that my BIL wants to set the record straight and feels awkward around our family. He hasn't personally apologized for his actions and states that my SIL fell and hit her head on dumbbells in their apt. I do not believe him. He has only apologized that we had to deal with the entire mess.,0,0.0,1502824858.0,3,7.103820224719101,88,34.35,89.42,3.66,11.17,17.6,17.05,82.95,55.68,21.59,17.05,5.68,2.27,0.0,6.82,2.27,4.55,2.27,14.77,6.82,3.41,9.09,2.27,14.77,3.41,2.27,0.0,0.0,3.41,3.41,1.14,2.27,1.14,0.0,0.0,20.45,2.27,0.0,3.41,4.55,7.95,2.27,0.0,2.27,0.0,1.14,2.27,2.27,1.14,0.0,1.14,4.55,1.14,3.41,0.0,0.0,7.95,5.68,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,2.27,10.23,2.27,9.09,2.27,6.82,0.0,0.0,1.14,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,6.82,5.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.9167,2.8,1.0,1.1667,1.0,1.72386,1.59733,1.84217,1.0,6,7.129528089887639,0.04772727272727272
2,anxiety,6v4rum,"[15, 20]","I constantly cancel plans on friends because sometimes going out is just too much. I recently heard about a friend of a friend who passed away at 25 from breast cancer and instead of empathy or sympathy, all I could feel was terrified fear that I would get diagnosed with the same cancer that she had. That was all I could think about - and that always happens when I hear about someone else dying. Ugh. I don't even know.",1,1.0,1503338940.0,15,6.352,79,26.92,39.99,82.39,1.0,15.8,15.19,97.47,58.23,17.72,10.13,8.86,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,7.59,3.8,13.92,10.13,11.39,6.33,1.27,21.52,3.8,2.53,2.53,1.27,3.8,3.8,0.0,3.8,2.53,0.0,0.0,11.39,0.0,5.06,1.27,0.0,20.25,5.06,1.27,3.8,3.8,3.8,3.8,3.8,0.0,2.53,1.27,5.06,1.27,3.8,1.27,0.0,8.86,6.33,1.27,0.0,1.27,0.0,6.33,10.13,2.53,13.92,2.53,5.06,6.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,10.13,6.33,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,1.27,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.76828,1.43429,1.88831,0.95,2,5.842500000000001,0.0
6362,ptsd,7fv69i,"(0, 5)","I was raised by a narcissistic grandmother and emotionally unavailable mother. In fact, when I was born, she tried to take it upon herself to take full custody away from my mother because apparently my mom was 'unfit' to be a mother. She never did because she found out that my biological father might have had to be involved. My grandma kept me away from my father my entire life, he barely knows I exist, I've never spoken directly with him, in fact, his identity was hidden from me for 22 years, up until last May. My grandmother was very emotionally abusive towards me as a child.",0,1.0,1511789501.0,2,7.849166666666669,107,36.76,61.05,70.89,13.19,21.4,16.82,90.65,62.62,21.5,19.63,13.08,0.0,0.0,6.54,0.0,1.87,2.8,18.69,12.15,5.61,5.61,1.87,19.63,2.8,0.93,0.93,0.93,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.0,17.76,8.41,0.0,10.28,4.67,13.08,1.87,1.87,0.0,3.74,5.61,0.0,1.87,0.93,0.93,0.0,1.87,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,4.67,0.0,0.93,1.87,1.87,0.0,11.21,6.54,1.87,15.89,0.0,9.35,6.54,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.02,4.67,6.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,0.0,0.0,2.8889,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70995,1.65918,1.92703,0.67,1,8.583703703703705,0.04259259259259259
2343,relationships,7nzi0a,"[15, 20]","I told her about the darkest parts of my soul, and she never flinched. Well, a few days ago, she says that I am too old for her, and she just wants to be friends. I have never been friends with an ex before. But I cared about her enough to try. New Years Day - she calls to tell me about how drunk she got at a party, and how they all played a kissing game (she was the judge, and kissed at least half a dozen people, men and women), and how she was so drunk that some of her friends had to babysit her and even help her pee.",0,0.8,1515029540.0,0,4.708108108108107,111,21.53,95.63,1.0,97.99,22.2,6.31,96.4,61.26,19.82,18.02,5.41,0.0,0.0,11.71,0.9,1.8,6.31,12.61,6.31,11.71,10.81,1.8,13.51,4.5,2.7,2.7,1.8,3.6,5.41,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.23,0.0,2.7,12.61,0.9,9.01,0.0,2.7,0.9,1.8,2.7,0.9,1.8,0.9,0.9,0.0,2.7,0.9,0.0,0.0,1.8,9.91,7.21,0.9,1.8,0.9,0.0,8.11,6.31,0.9,9.91,0.0,1.8,8.11,0.0,4.5,0.0,0.0,0.9,0.0,1.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9,0.0,14.41,4.5,7.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9,0.0,0.0,1.8,0.0,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.3333,1.125,1.0,1.69989,1.6202,1.90518,0.33,19,4.275450450450453,-0.16303030303030303
10,anxiety,8s3w66,"[0, 5]",Exercise has helped in the past with my anxiety but since I have been having my recent dealings of anxiety I have been finding it harder to get active. A triggering factor of my anxiety over the last few weeks has been an increased heart rate. Sometimes if I stand up too fast/run up the stairs my heart starts pounding and then my mind spirals into the fear of a heart attack and my heart beat just keeps increasing till the point of anxiety. I have been taking walks and my heart rate would increase (naturally) and I would get the fear and my fears would multiple till the point when I would be close to a panic attack. I would like to start riding my bike again or working out in general but I am afraid of:,1,0.8,1529362478.0,3,6.43634892086331,139,63.07,6.56,98.3,1.0,27.8,13.67,94.24,56.83,12.95,12.23,12.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.72,7.91,13.67,12.23,2.88,9.35,0.0,20.14,4.32,1.44,0.72,0.0,1.44,9.35,1.44,7.91,6.47,1.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.07,0.72,2.16,4.32,2.16,0.0,2.88,0.72,0.0,0.0,0.72,4.32,3.6,0.72,0.0,0.0,7.19,0.0,1.44,4.32,2.16,0.0,4.32,10.07,0.72,22.3,5.04,7.91,10.07,0.72,1.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.76,2.88,0.0,0.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.44,0.72,2.7778,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.87494,1.57886,1.85739,1.0,2,6.381933453237412,-0.11333333333333333
14092,almosthomeless,5p47c5,"(20, 25)","and money will be tight. I sometimes augment my income with Mturk, but additional advice on how to make a little extra cash would be appreciated (would have to be one time gigs though due to the nature of my disability, I can't hold down a long term job. Stuff like plasma donation, opinion surveys, medical studies, etc.) Any kind of life hacks, government assistance, etc. that I do not know about would be appreciated.",0,0.6,1484922975.0,9,8.707236842105264,74,54.5,8.84,62.88,75.85,14.8,18.92,85.14,47.3,9.46,6.76,6.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,4.05,12.16,13.51,4.05,5.41,2.7,16.22,4.05,1.35,1.35,1.35,2.7,2.7,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.62,4.05,2.7,4.05,5.41,0.0,5.41,1.35,0.0,0.0,1.35,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,5.41,1.35,0.0,4.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.16,1.35,10.81,0.0,5.41,5.41,6.76,0.0,0.0,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.27,6.76,9.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,2.7,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.68732,1.53333,1.95474,1.0,2,8.898947368421052,0.03033730158730158
26210,anxiety,6m23i6,"(25, 30)","I've read that quality sleep, regular exercise, and fish oil all can help. Does that sound right? What are the best, non-pharma methods to help resolve anxiety? What about mediation (and is there a suggested starting point)? While I'm probably genetically more prone to anxiety, is it that I've let my body down somehow?",1,0.6,1499533484.0,3,5.077758620689654,55,12.85,42.78,31.94,25.77,11.0,23.64,85.45,50.91,18.18,7.27,7.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.91,3.64,7.27,16.36,7.27,5.45,0.0,18.18,5.45,3.64,3.64,0.0,3.64,7.27,3.64,3.64,3.64,0.0,0.0,5.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.27,1.82,0.0,0.0,3.64,1.82,0.0,3.64,0.0,1.82,0.0,5.45,3.64,1.82,0.0,0.0,9.09,3.64,3.64,7.27,1.82,0.0,0.0,14.55,0.0,9.09,0.0,5.45,3.64,1.82,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.27,1.82,7.27,0.0,0.0,7.27,0.0,1.82,0.0,5.45,3.64,0.0,2.75,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.81785,1.45306,1.89523,1.0,1,6.023655172413793,0.2900226757369615
36370,anxiety,6m23i6,"(0, 5)","And it only took me three doctors telling me this over the span of 10+ years for me to believe it. Given all the crazy symptoms I've had, and that I really trust and like my current doc, I'm willing to believe it. So here I am looking at a bottle of Escitalopram (5mg, Lexapro generic) thinking ""so... it's come to this"". I've always been a shy one, but I thought I could handle anxiety on my own. However, 3 years ago I hit a giant anxiety wall (not knowing that's what it was).",0,0.6,1499533484.0,3,4.101221122112207,94,16.67,5.55,99.0,1.3,15.67,18.09,89.36,57.45,24.47,13.83,13.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.64,5.32,10.64,10.64,6.38,7.45,1.06,22.34,4.26,1.06,1.06,4.26,1.06,6.38,1.06,4.26,3.19,0.0,0.0,3.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.77,5.32,0.0,1.06,0.0,2.13,4.26,1.06,1.06,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,5.32,0.0,0.0,2.13,2.13,1.06,6.38,11.7,0.0,12.77,1.06,6.38,5.32,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.6,8.51,5.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,5.32,4.26,1.06,2.9167,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.66021,1.45542,1.84188,1.0,1,6.046287128712873,-0.005555555555555548
1088,anxiety,6m23i6,"[20, 25]","It was hard to function I didn't used to be like this though. **Is there a road back to normalcy? **  I want my life back. I guess I'll start doping myself up with Escitalopram for now, but I'd rather it not become a crutch.",1,1.0,1499533484.0,3,-1.45632978723404,44,7.26,1.0,99.0,25.77,11.0,6.82,88.64,72.73,22.73,15.91,15.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.82,4.55,15.91,15.91,13.64,4.55,4.55,25.0,2.27,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.45,2.27,2.27,4.55,2.27,0.0,11.36,2.27,0.0,0.0,2.27,2.27,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,6.82,15.91,2.27,13.64,0.0,9.09,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.27,6.82,2.27,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.82,0.0,9.09,2.8333,2.4286,2.8,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.65921,1.37895,1.89363,1.0,1,1.0118882978723427,-0.09722222222222222
48702,anxiety,82b7px,"(0, 5)",I’m leaving for the airport right now and i’m so fucking scared. I’ve been nauseous all day and already puked like 4 times even though i haven’t had anything to eat since yesterday. I will have to check my bags in and talk to the attendant and then go through security without holding up the queue. And then sit inches away from a stranger on the plane. At least I have a window seat.,1,1.0,1520299420.0,2,3.5476923076923086,74,58.29,5.26,99.0,2.3,14.8,17.57,87.84,62.16,10.81,9.46,9.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,8.11,18.92,12.16,6.76,12.16,2.7,17.57,4.05,2.7,0.0,1.35,2.7,5.41,1.35,4.05,1.35,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.11,0.0,1.35,0.0,1.35,1.35,4.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,0.0,2.7,1.35,1.35,4.05,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,1.35,5.41,14.86,4.05,24.32,2.7,10.81,10.81,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.16,6.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.1429,1.125,1.0,1.67999,1.63,1.8808,1.0,3,3.8517948717948727,-0.10357142857142856
1104,anxiety,6jul5i,"[0, 5]","Tomorrow I bury my best friend who tragically passed away at the age of 25. I'm heartbroken and I will be speaking at his funeral. I am happy with the speech but I am nervous, petrified to mess up. He was an incredible guy and I want to send him off well, justify what he meant to me. my ex who broke up with me 2 months ago has kept contact to ask how I have been doing and if I ever needed anything go to her.",1,1.0,1498587326.0,171,1.875941558441557,87,33.57,50.0,76.26,1.0,17.4,12.64,97.7,63.22,24.14,19.54,13.79,0.0,0.0,5.75,0.0,4.6,3.45,16.09,11.49,3.45,6.9,0.0,22.99,4.6,1.15,4.6,2.3,0.0,10.34,3.45,6.9,2.3,0.0,3.45,16.09,0.0,3.45,1.15,5.75,10.34,2.3,2.3,3.45,2.3,1.15,2.3,2.3,0.0,2.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.75,1.15,1.15,4.6,1.15,0.0,9.2,11.49,2.3,16.09,3.45,6.9,5.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.3,2.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,9.2,5.75,2.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,2.6,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75603,1.4987,1.90395,0.98,27,4.3310389610389635,0.63125
823,anxiety,8ygmr0,"[0, 5]","Hi, everyone! Just a warning, kind of a long story, as you can probably tell from the paragraph. So my relationship with anxiety has always been a thing, at least from what I remember from childhood (undiagnosed OCD). But recently my anxiety has gotten worse, no thanks to unfortunate events over the past few years involving 3 family deaths and the loss of a childhood home and pets. While I have always been kind of an anxious person, I have upgraded (downgraded?)",1,1.0,1531453371.0,3,8.022439024390245,80,74.57,64.63,59.88,1.0,16.0,23.75,92.5,51.25,11.25,7.5,6.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,3.75,10.0,11.25,8.75,3.75,7.5,1.25,12.5,7.5,5.0,1.25,1.25,2.5,10.0,1.25,8.75,3.75,0.0,1.25,11.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,3.75,3.75,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,10.0,3.75,1.25,1.25,1.25,3.75,6.25,10.0,0.0,13.75,0.0,3.75,10.0,0.0,1.25,3.75,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,3.75,7.5,0.0,0.0,1.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.71836,1.4381,1.81119,0.81,1,8.218195121951222,-0.07727272727272727
373,anxiety,8ygmr0,"[10, 15]","I worry that if I sit around too often, I will develop blood clots and die. Anything to do with death really. On top of that, I have been developing intrusive thoughts. But the worst part is that last week I was laying in bed and randomly became afraid that I was going to lose my sense of reality and start hallucinating. I have never hallucinated in my life (unless you count the 2 times that I tried psychedelics) and have never had this fear before but it scared the shit out of me.",1,1.0,1531453371.0,3,7.210851063829786,94,20.74,3.56,99.0,1.0,18.8,10.64,93.62,61.7,21.28,12.77,11.7,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,8.51,3.19,13.83,10.64,6.38,8.51,2.13,20.21,5.32,3.19,0.0,1.06,1.06,7.45,0.0,7.45,4.26,1.06,1.06,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.83,3.19,0.0,1.06,4.26,2.13,5.32,3.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.32,2.13,3.19,0.0,0.0,4.26,0.0,3.19,1.06,0.0,2.13,6.38,10.64,2.13,17.02,1.06,7.45,8.51,2.13,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,2.13,1.06,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.57,5.32,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.76005,1.47381,1.79997,0.81,1,7.559021276595747,-0.3
7046,almosthomeless,7i2lpo,"(135, 140)","Other things that are good about me... well, I can cook really well! I can make anything as long as I have a recipe. I can also draw anime art, too, though I'm still an amateur (I can show it privately!). My other interests include being a huge anime fan, MMORPGs (I play World of Warcraft currently! ), learning to play instruments, writing, cooking, spirituality, supernatural, basically anything really.",0,1.0,1512607256.0,11,6.972173913043477,68,4.6,1.98,91.95,99.0,11.33,23.53,86.76,58.82,23.53,13.24,13.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.29,4.41,7.35,11.76,14.71,5.88,0.0,10.29,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.82,8.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.24,1.47,1.47,0.0,2.94,0.0,7.35,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,5.88,1.47,0.0,2.94,1.47,0.0,0.0,14.71,0.0,7.35,0.0,4.41,2.94,2.94,8.82,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,4.41,0.0,1.47,0.0,2.94,0.0,35.29,8.82,14.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.41,0.0,0.0,1.47,5.88,0.0,2.75,2.7778,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.71201,1.65085,1.98245,0.74,2,8.261565217391304,0.11666666666666667
994,almosthomeless,7i2lpo,"[145, 150]","And I think it's important to get to know someone for a bit before making a decision to live together. I'm happy to send pictures of me, talk via voice, webcam, or whatever. The major restriction I have is that it will have to be at specific times because my abusive partner is home most days. I also will have to speak with anyone on secret messaging accounts when the abusive partner is not home, so I am not always available to talk about this but I check those accounts as much as possible. Due to anticipated trolling and people just asking questions that I've already answered (like telling me to go to a shelter instead), rather than coming back to all these posts (I'm posting this on a ton of websites) to see the replies, I'm just going to let anyone who is serious about speaking to me message me privately through the following places.",0,0.8,1512607256.0,11,11.792070393374743,156,55.42,39.87,90.44,16.59,31.2,22.44,92.95,59.62,17.31,8.97,8.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,5.13,19.23,10.9,7.05,6.41,1.28,21.15,5.77,3.85,1.92,0.0,3.21,3.21,1.28,1.92,0.0,1.28,0.0,12.18,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,14.74,3.85,1.28,0.64,4.49,1.92,4.49,3.21,1.28,1.92,0.0,0.64,0.0,0.64,0.0,0.0,4.49,3.21,0.0,0.64,0.64,0.0,0.64,15.38,3.21,12.18,3.21,4.49,5.13,0.0,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.82,3.21,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.21,2.56,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.7062,1.46809,1.93632,0.74,2,11.072515527950312,0.10289502164502165
52469,relationships,7npdfz,"(21, 26)","Last time we talked she promised that it wouldn’t be the last time we saw each other, and she said she couldn’t imagine there ever being a last time we saw each other. I don’t know what my exact question is on all of this but if anyone has any advice, criticism or has gone though a similar experience I’d appreciate input. Thanks for reading Tl;dr: Girlfriend and I are taking an indefinite break, but we still see us in the future. Should I maintain this hope for us despite some complications during the break up?",0,0.8,1514926961.0,10,5.165157142857144,97,16.71,69.7,83.33,81.5,24.25,15.46,96.91,57.73,22.68,14.43,5.15,6.19,0.0,3.09,0.0,8.25,6.19,8.25,11.34,4.12,7.22,3.09,22.68,1.03,1.03,1.03,0.0,5.15,5.15,4.12,1.03,0.0,1.03,0.0,15.46,0.0,1.03,3.09,0.0,25.77,5.15,0.0,5.15,8.25,4.12,8.25,5.15,3.09,1.03,0.0,1.03,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,10.31,7.22,0.0,2.06,1.03,0.0,5.15,10.31,2.06,16.49,1.03,3.09,10.31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.4,3.09,3.09,1.03,1.03,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.12,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5556,2.6,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72709,1.5494,1.89858,0.82,10,5.793428571428574,0.022222222222222223
1625,homeless,6fqax6,"[5, 10]","I have extremely depressed and yes I've thought about suicide, but my family needs me alive, they need me or they may die, it's very dire where they live. I need pointers on how to find a good city to be homeless in, how to obtain a mailing address so I don't lose my SSDI (they've already pulled the stunt of ""you have 10 days from this mailing to respond or you are kicked off of SSDI, give us your last 5 years records) they've done this 4 times already in the past 10 years. I've been rejected for DSS services, no food stamps, I'm losing medicaid (but still have medicare, for now), no housing help (waiting list here is years), and only one agency is still willing to help me, a job agency, and the workers there are very distraught over my situation as they've tried very hard with me to help me get a good job. I have about 10 solid skills but I keep getting turned away and we cannot figure out why? I don't use drugs or alcohol, haven't even smoked weed since a teen and I'm about 61 years old.",1,1.0,1496799063.0,9,5.056594202898552,195,17.02,35.96,84.86,7.8,39.0,12.82,90.77,56.92,16.41,14.87,9.23,1.03,1.54,0.0,3.08,1.54,4.1,12.31,12.31,10.77,7.69,3.08,23.59,2.05,0.51,2.05,3.59,0.0,4.1,1.03,2.56,0.51,0.0,2.05,10.26,0.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.77,1.54,2.56,1.54,2.05,0.51,4.1,0.51,0.0,0.0,0.51,4.1,0.0,3.08,0.0,1.54,10.77,3.08,3.08,4.1,3.08,1.03,5.64,15.9,0.51,13.85,1.03,4.62,8.21,3.59,1.03,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.51,0.0,0.0,0.51,0.0,0.0,18.46,2.05,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.51,0.0,0.0,0.51,5.64,3.08,0.0,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71607,1.52771,1.82281,0.9,16,5.217693236714979,0.043479797979797966
50021,stress,6g2of5,"(10, 15)","He had the sweetest voice and only the kindest heart. I had started talking to him for a month or so, by then we had gotten to know one another well. He had told me a little about his past as I slowly opened up about mine, sometimes I wouldn't even talk but I'd still sit in his office and he'd make every gesture. Sometimes we wouldn't even talk about my problems but other things in life and what we were into. It was hardly ever about school, it was like I had a friend that developed into a crush real quick.",0,1.0,1496945326.0,3,4.0483153638814,102,11.58,61.58,60.2,43.65,20.4,11.76,97.06,68.63,23.53,16.67,7.84,2.94,0.0,5.88,0.0,6.86,5.88,14.71,11.76,11.76,8.82,1.96,18.63,1.96,2.94,0.98,0.98,1.96,2.94,1.96,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.73,0.0,0.98,0.0,5.88,13.73,0.98,0.98,2.94,3.92,1.96,3.92,1.96,0.0,0.98,0.0,2.94,0.98,0.98,0.0,0.98,6.86,3.92,0.0,0.98,0.98,0.98,11.76,4.9,0.98,18.63,1.96,7.84,9.8,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.0,11.76,4.9,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.125,1.1111,1.0,1.67879,1.53187,1.86345,1.0,3,4.787412398921834,-0.06927083333333334
11398,stress,6g2of5,"(15, 20)","I noticed that towards the end of my stay at the school he had grown protective, maybe flirty. We were constantly talking, he would pull me out of classes ,I hardly attended, to talk. He would cut someone's counseling session short to see me sooner. If any other authority figure tried to talk to me he was quickly my shadow. He had set me up with several services to do with therapy (I had already seen a lot but he made room for more.)",0,1.0,1496945326.0,3,4.65956862745098,84,54.14,59.4,68.01,25.77,16.8,19.05,98.81,59.52,22.62,19.05,10.71,1.19,0.0,7.14,0.0,3.57,3.57,16.67,9.52,4.76,2.38,0.0,19.05,4.76,2.38,0.0,0.0,4.76,2.38,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,15.48,2.38,1.19,3.57,7.14,0.0,3.57,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,7.14,2.38,2.38,2.38,0.0,1.19,14.29,5.95,1.19,17.86,5.95,8.33,5.95,5.95,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,5.95,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,2.38,0.0,2.8571,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.7672,1.67692,1.89908,1.0,3,5.89970588235294,0.05952380952380952
16479,relationships,7r3xeg,"(5, 10)","That's the thing that really bothers me, not so much the act of sending one text, but sending one text doesn't make me feel done, it carries the weight of every other text I'll have to send. When I see someone's name come up on my caller ID I almost always get this flare of panic, and then just ignore it, even though I actually like chatting with my friends on the phone. It hardly ever even occurs to me to actually answer it (except family because they're equally uncommunicative so it's probably really important). Not an excuse, but I think I learned all of this -- especially my refusal to answer the phone -- from my parents, my mom more than my dad. They've don't stay in touch with people they aren't living in close proximity to, and they're pretty terrible at communicating consistently with us as well.",1,0.6,1516220305.0,27,9.224285714285713,147,20.63,24.8,99.0,16.1,29.4,14.97,94.56,62.59,21.09,12.93,10.88,0.68,0.0,0.0,1.36,8.16,4.08,15.65,8.16,11.56,7.48,3.4,17.69,3.4,3.4,0.68,1.36,3.4,4.76,2.04,2.72,0.68,0.68,0.0,15.65,2.72,0.68,0.68,0.68,20.41,3.4,1.36,0.0,3.4,3.4,8.84,4.08,0.68,1.36,2.04,1.36,0.0,0.68,0.0,0.68,6.8,4.08,0.0,2.04,0.68,0.0,2.04,12.24,1.36,12.24,4.08,6.12,2.72,0.68,1.36,0.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.68,0.0,19.73,3.4,5.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.72,0.0,6.8,1.36,0.0,2.8462,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69841,1.50076,1.87923,0.89,7,9.617015468607828,0.02380952380952382
1631,stress,7pcjrr,"[14, 19]","We had 2 classes together, so we spent a few hours together most days working through problem sets. This next semester, I won't even have that. I'll probably be in more isolation this time around. Any tips are appreciated. Thanks!",1,0.6666666666666666,1515552336.0,1,3.404285714285713,40,11.24,77.33,86.07,25.77,8.0,25.0,92.5,47.5,17.5,10.0,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.5,2.5,7.5,15.0,10.0,2.5,2.5,22.5,10.0,5.0,0.0,2.5,10.0,10.0,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,2.5,0.0,2.5,7.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,10.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,2.5,5.0,10.0,5.0,22.5,0.0,10.0,12.5,7.5,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.5,10.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.2857,2.6,1.1111,1.125,1.0,1.64721,1.48108,1.87271,1.0,1,4.262190476190476,0.16428571428571428
13738,homeless,8y6bd4,"(90, 95)","*Begins quoting a rap and making hand gestures* ""Go out and make a name or do something!"" Everyone ignores him. He came back to his bunk and starts mumbling, ""I hear you talking under your breathe man don't think I don't cause I do don't start with me today."" Not sure if that was directed towards me or not because I never did that, but whatever. He starts to leave and I start going,",0,1.0,1531366620.0,9,1.6719805194805204,74,3.49,20.87,98.28,25.77,14.8,16.22,94.59,62.16,24.32,17.57,9.46,0.0,2.7,5.41,0.0,6.76,2.7,8.11,9.46,2.7,12.16,8.11,29.73,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,2.7,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.76,20.27,1.35,5.41,1.35,5.41,4.05,8.11,4.05,0.0,2.7,1.35,2.7,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,4.05,22.97,1.35,21.62,6.76,5.41,10.81,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.62,4.05,4.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,5.41,4.05,0.0,2.7,2.5,2.625,2.8,1.125,1.2727,1.0,1.82089,1.56923,1.82707,0.75,4,3.0286850649350647,-0.125
1260,relationships,7ti5e4,"[15, 20]","Am I wrong to be pissed about this? Was he really just being nice to her or is he just biding his time until they live closer?   ---   **tl;dr**: My boyfriend said ""you never know what the future holds"" when talking to a former fling. He says he was just being nice.",1,0.0,1517113911.0,2,-0.04897058823529221,52,4.53,91.08,5.76,25.77,13.0,3.85,92.31,63.46,23.08,19.23,3.85,0.0,1.92,11.54,1.92,3.85,3.85,9.62,13.46,13.46,5.77,1.92,23.08,9.62,3.85,3.85,0.0,0.0,7.69,3.85,3.85,0.0,1.92,0.0,23.08,0.0,1.92,1.92,11.54,7.69,1.92,0.0,0.0,1.92,1.92,3.85,3.85,0.0,3.85,0.0,5.77,1.92,3.85,0.0,0.0,5.77,1.92,0.0,1.92,0.0,1.92,7.69,11.54,1.92,13.46,0.0,1.92,11.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,28.85,3.85,0.0,1.92,1.92,3.85,0.0,5.77,3.85,0.0,0.0,7.69,2.5,2.6667,3.0,1.25,1.1818,1.0,1.7045,1.41304,1.95478,0.63,6,1.472720588235294,0.14805194805194805
709,domesticviolence,9b9zkv,"[0, 5]","First off I'm male but my relationship with the woman is strictly platonic stemming from professional, we are co-workers. It's no secret to anyone that she's in an abusive relationship as she's come to work several times over the last several months with blackeyes etc and admits to being abused. She been in the relationship for 1.5 years which turned   info is out of the way, here's the new twist that has brought me to split roads. Yesterday she showed me a text from him detailing how angry he'd been at her 12 yr old and that if he didn't have so much will power he would have choked her son to death and that she needs to get her son to behave so he doesn't have to crack his skull. I encouraged her to show that to Leo and have him removed from the apartment as well as get an order of protection, she seemed to be considering that but has expressed fear of retaliation in the past.",1,0.8,1535554531.0,3,8.508539325842698,169,49.4,86.96,6.35,10.73,33.8,13.02,91.72,60.36,18.93,13.61,2.96,0.59,0.0,10.06,0.0,5.33,5.92,17.75,13.02,2.96,7.69,1.78,20.12,3.55,1.78,1.18,1.78,1.78,3.55,1.18,2.37,0.59,1.78,0.0,18.34,1.18,0.0,6.51,5.92,8.28,2.96,0.59,1.78,1.78,0.0,2.96,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.78,0.59,0.59,0.0,0.59,7.69,2.96,1.18,1.78,1.18,0.59,5.33,13.02,0.59,14.79,2.96,5.92,5.33,1.78,0.59,0.59,0.0,0.0,0.59,0.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59,0.0,10.06,2.96,1.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59,0.0,4.73,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70907,1.59448,1.83097,1.0,10,8.268398876404497,0.0196969696969697
708,assistance,8by20k,"[20, 25]",Now my dad is doing his best to cope while trying to care for my niece who is special needs. He has noone out in Mississippi with him. I need to go out there for a month and help him sort through all of moms things since she left behind a huge mess for him to deal with. He is finding out that she was paying for accidental life insurance and there was no actual life insurance policy put into place. The bills have been stacking the past few months and he just needs a break.,1,0.8,1523614289.0,1,6.6175,96,78.67,85.13,5.61,65.25,19.2,8.33,93.75,59.38,15.62,12.5,3.12,0.0,0.0,9.38,0.0,3.12,5.21,19.79,9.38,4.17,4.17,1.04,17.71,3.12,1.04,1.04,0.0,2.08,4.17,3.12,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.58,3.12,0.0,4.17,8.33,8.33,1.04,1.04,3.12,2.08,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,5.21,1.04,2.08,4.17,1.04,0.0,5.21,11.46,0.0,19.79,2.08,9.38,7.29,2.08,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.21,5.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7137,1.58605,1.82689,0.52,0,6.40216666666667,0.08134920634920635
236,ptsd,9k283a,"[0, 5]","Lately I have started having some unusual episodes. \### Introduction I  have never had flashbacks as far as I know, but I was always upset every time somebody unexpectedly grabbed me, or worse, inflicted me some pain,  even if accidentally. If I saw that coming, than OK, but if not, I was  instantly teleported to a very bad place, emotionally. I was not  experiencing something I could call flashbacks, but there sure were very dark, painful and overwhelming feelings.",1,0.6,1538269909.0,5,7.472692307692309,78,3.37,1.0,98.01,1.0,19.5,24.36,88.46,55.13,16.67,12.82,12.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,1.28,5.13,11.54,7.69,12.82,3.85,17.95,7.69,5.13,0.0,0.0,3.85,10.26,2.56,7.69,2.56,0.0,1.28,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,28.21,2.56,0.0,6.41,10.26,5.13,12.82,8.97,2.56,0.0,5.13,2.56,0.0,2.56,0.0,0.0,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.56,8.97,5.13,1.28,11.54,1.28,2.56,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,23.08,5.13,12.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,2.375,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.79523,1.3942,1.84069,1.0,1,7.482564102564105,-0.04653846153846152
1116,relationships,7qjrjz,"[16, 21]","I think is important to mention that I'm plannin on going full work from home as soon I have some savings for it..... Thanks Edit 1: thanks each of you that are giving your opinion on the matter, I'm reading and re reading each of your comment, I'll respond when I have time but I taking my time reading and understanding each comment. Thank you all again **TL;DR: I will take care of my little brother because my mother is in an abusive relationship, I need advice to not mess up**",0,0.0,1516024110.0,391,3.3351063829787257,92,34.48,58.59,91.79,93.61,30.67,17.39,94.57,51.09,20.65,17.39,13.04,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,3.26,2.17,13.04,9.78,3.26,6.52,1.09,23.91,2.17,1.09,1.09,1.09,5.43,8.7,6.52,2.17,0.0,1.09,0.0,14.13,2.17,0.0,1.09,1.09,9.78,2.17,1.09,1.09,2.17,1.09,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,1.09,0.0,0.0,8.7,2.17,1.09,3.26,2.17,0.0,0.0,16.3,4.35,13.04,1.09,6.52,5.43,2.17,0.0,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.65,6.52,3.26,2.17,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.26,0.0,4.35,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73654,1.46588,1.96932,0.93,66,4.558457446808511,0.17499999999999996
1596,assistance,8fv8ze,"[5, 10]",I am at a high risk for homelessness. I have now hired a lawyer. Update 4/26/2018 I just found out my Vitamin D level was super low and I am now on therapy to get that boosted to normal. I also have just been prescribed Gabapentin for nerve pain and I will see how that goes. I found out as well I have arthritis of the spine.,1,1.0,1525044647.0,0,1.2818336886993578,69,34.48,9.62,96.48,8.47,13.8,10.14,91.3,59.42,15.94,13.04,13.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.9,4.35,14.49,11.59,10.14,7.25,0.0,20.29,5.8,1.45,1.45,4.35,0.0,7.25,2.9,4.35,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,2.9,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.9,1.45,0.0,1.45,10.14,2.9,7.25,0.0,0.0,11.59,0.0,1.45,7.25,1.45,1.45,7.25,14.49,1.45,15.94,1.45,10.14,4.35,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,10.14,7.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.9,2.6,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.0833,1.0,1.71429,1.39259,1.83765,0.21,0,2.4085287846481904,0.16083333333333333
50886,survivorsofabuse,859vs0,"(15, 20)","I was never given a birthday party because it was inconvenient to have a bunch of kids over. In my pre-teen years I faced several years of having nothing and having to hide when someone knocked on the door because they were debt collectors or people who demanded payment for something. I faced the threat of homelessness, I faced abuse and horrible living conditions, I was bullied to the point of having to go to several different schools. I grew up not being loved, not being cared about, and having to fend for myself because no one would come home until 9-10 at night. I grew up being ashamed of myself.",0,0.8,1521357834.0,4,10.127168141592922,113,60.4,16.51,88.86,13.73,22.6,18.58,89.38,59.29,13.27,9.73,8.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,3.54,4.42,18.58,11.5,2.65,7.96,4.42,17.7,1.77,0.88,1.77,2.65,2.65,6.19,2.65,3.54,2.65,1.77,0.0,7.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.62,0.0,2.65,0.88,2.65,1.77,3.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.77,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,9.73,1.77,0.0,7.08,0.0,1.77,7.08,2.65,0.0,16.81,3.54,7.08,6.19,1.77,0.88,1.77,1.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.73,4.42,3.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.76709,1.53469,1.84818,0.7,3,9.514265486725666,-0.15000000000000002
37177,almosthomeless,7zgmgv,"(15, 20)","She ended up relapsing on drugs and said that she hasn't had any feelings for me in months. She stopped taking her bipolar medications about a week before and was absolutely manic. Ended up she had not only relapsed but was cheating on me with a dealer, an ex, and was looking for couples on some hookup site(all things she's claimed on facebook) even though we were having sex at least daily. Then near the end of her manic state she decided she was moving to Colorado at the drop of a dime and left. This leaves me in Georgia staying at her mothers house without a vehicle.",1,0.5714285714285714,1519320614.0,41,7.4330303030303,109,70.79,67.67,73.51,13.38,21.8,17.43,90.83,59.63,15.6,12.84,2.75,0.92,0.0,9.17,0.0,2.75,6.42,19.27,9.17,4.59,6.42,2.75,18.35,2.75,1.83,0.0,0.0,3.67,0.92,0.0,0.92,0.0,0.92,0.0,13.76,0.92,0.0,10.09,0.0,10.09,1.83,0.0,0.0,1.83,1.83,4.59,3.67,1.83,0.92,0.92,3.67,0.0,2.75,0.92,0.0,7.34,2.75,0.92,1.83,0.92,0.92,11.93,1.83,0.92,24.77,3.67,13.76,8.26,0.0,0.92,0.92,0.92,0.0,0.0,1.83,0.0,0.0,0.92,0.0,0.0,10.09,4.59,1.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.83,1.83,0.0,2.8182,2.6667,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.68871,1.63556,1.77908,0.94,15,7.114545454545453,4.625929269271485e-18
1061,almosthomeless,7zgmgv,"[35, 40]",On top of that They've now shut the restaurant down for two days out of the week and we close three hours earlier every single day. My hours are being severely cut because of this. I'm looking for another job at the moment. This is all so hard for me to deal with mentally. I'm not really worried about relapsing on anything but my stress and anxiety are just sky high.,1,1.0,1519320614.0,41,3.4493693693693714,71,56.22,19.91,99.0,1.0,14.2,15.49,95.77,59.15,16.9,9.86,7.04,1.41,0.0,0.0,1.41,7.04,4.23,19.72,9.86,7.04,7.04,1.41,12.68,9.86,2.82,0.0,4.23,5.63,7.04,0.0,7.04,4.23,0.0,0.0,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.86,0.0,1.41,0.0,1.41,2.82,4.23,2.82,1.41,0.0,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,5.63,1.41,1.41,4.23,0.0,0.0,2.82,8.45,0.0,25.35,0.0,14.08,11.27,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.27,7.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.23,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70084,1.57015,1.78637,0.94,15,4.687567567567569,0.005907029478458051
49791,ptsd,7yzpc2,"(0, 5)","Not really sure why I'm posting this but just for my own sanity I suppose, to say something this beats just going into the woods and screaming at trees which I feel like doing often. I have PTSD ,chronic depression, anxiety the whole circus of fun from my time in the Army (15 years). I feel like im on the verge of a psychotic breakdown, literally almost all of the time. Im either so depressed I can hardly move, have little energy and general fatigue OR im so angry I could kill everyone around me. There was a line on a tv show (Vikings) where the main character says ""I feel like im always torn between killing myself, or everyone else"".",1,0.8571428571428571,1519162011.0,33,6.4473809523809535,121,42.52,5.83,98.85,1.0,24.2,15.7,86.78,57.85,18.18,13.22,13.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.96,7.44,13.22,9.09,9.92,5.79,0.83,14.88,3.31,3.31,2.48,0.83,2.48,9.09,2.48,6.61,0.83,2.48,2.48,4.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,2.48,0.83,0.83,5.79,4.13,5.79,5.79,0.83,2.48,2.48,1.65,0.0,1.65,0.0,0.0,1.65,0.0,0.0,1.65,0.0,0.0,0.83,12.4,0.83,14.05,1.65,7.44,4.96,0.0,1.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.88,4.13,4.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.65,0.83,3.31,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.76548,1.59175,1.86041,0.97,37,7.350634920634924,-0.041249999999999995
475,ptsd,6qat5o,"[20, 25]","It seems that as of now our best option is just to babysit her for the weekend until she can see a doctor on Monday. Which really, really fucks my weekend, but so be it. FINAL UPDATE: Thanks for all the support, friends. We did end up calling emergency responders for her about twelve hours after my last edit. She was going full-bore psychotic, and it was getting to the point where I was no longer sure she wouldn't attempt to harm herself.",1,0.6,1501332799.0,6,4.9920392156862725,84,37.39,68.29,52.86,47.81,16.8,15.48,95.24,59.52,19.05,13.1,3.57,2.38,0.0,7.14,0.0,5.95,4.76,15.48,9.52,8.33,5.95,2.38,16.67,7.14,4.76,2.38,1.19,1.19,8.33,4.76,3.57,0.0,1.19,0.0,13.1,0.0,1.19,7.14,0.0,9.52,1.19,0.0,1.19,2.38,2.38,3.57,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,1.19,1.19,0.0,8.33,3.57,1.19,3.57,2.38,0.0,4.76,10.71,1.19,21.43,1.19,7.14,13.1,2.38,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,5.95,4.76,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.7273,3.0,1.1667,1.1429,1.0,1.71632,1.5,1.86806,0.88,25,5.344411764705885,0.19999999999999998
1796,anxiety,8tv6k2,"[0, 5]","I developed some health problems with my stomach around September of last year and had to be hospitalized, had very high wbc, did a cat scan and so on. They let me go with some antibiotics and no answer about what was wrong with me. This, I guess, left me feeling very nervous, the next time I was researching my pains and such and blah blah everything online telling me I’m going to die. So I turn off my phone and I’m lying there trying to sleep when i get this sudden gasping feeling and like I can’t breathe. I feel completely overwhelmed by it, my face and hands feel numb, I wake up my family and we wait maybe an hour before taking me to the hospital.",1,0.8,1529969054.0,4,2.688562340966918,128,20.51,12.06,98.64,1.0,25.6,13.28,95.31,57.81,21.09,17.19,15.62,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.78,3.91,3.12,12.5,7.03,8.59,9.38,1.56,19.53,4.69,1.56,1.56,0.0,1.56,4.69,0.0,4.69,1.56,0.78,0.78,5.47,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.94,3.91,0.0,0.78,3.91,1.56,0.78,6.25,0.78,0.78,4.69,7.81,4.69,3.12,0.0,0.0,7.03,1.56,0.78,1.56,1.56,1.56,4.69,9.38,0.78,14.84,2.34,4.69,7.81,1.56,0.78,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.78,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,11.72,3.91,5.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.34,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.77899,1.53394,1.86458,1.0,7,3.5300954198473313,-0.04472727272727272
48013,ptsd,5n956u,"(20, 25)","Eventually my vision started to fade and I started losing feeling in my hands and feet. My mind started to wander off to things other than my struggle for air, and one thought stuck with me ""the sun is really bright and warm on my face."" With that thought, I closed my eyes tight and felt the strength starting to leave my arms. I felt my chest and abdomen twitching trying to expand and pull in air and I thought to myself, ""I'm going to die. I don't want to die.""",1,0.8333333333333334,1484097886.0,2,2.1208602150537637,91,61.3,1.47,99.0,45.98,18.2,14.29,96.7,53.85,20.88,17.58,17.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.3,2.2,17.58,3.3,2.2,8.79,1.1,26.37,3.3,1.1,0.0,1.1,0.0,5.49,3.3,2.2,1.1,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.09,6.59,0.0,1.1,1.1,0.0,3.3,8.79,2.2,0.0,6.59,8.79,7.69,1.1,0.0,0.0,4.4,0.0,2.2,2.2,0.0,1.1,6.59,7.69,2.2,21.98,4.4,9.89,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,5.49,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.4,2.2,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.77935,1.68471,1.9297,0.76,2,2.9045161290322596,0.1494047619047619
54707,domesticviolence,99f5y0,"(9, 14)",and when my mom tried to ask him where the rest of the money goes he said its up her ass 🙄 real fuckin mature. i cannot fucking stand him. first he had the audacity to try and act like the victim and now he’s straight up refusing to help us or tell us what the plan is. we’re dependent on him cause we got a lot of animals and neither my mom nor i can drive. please someone give me anything im begging here my patience is near nonexistent at this point,1,1.0,1534957887.0,2,1.2450744558992,92,26.37,77.66,33.7,4.13,18.4,13.04,91.3,60.87,25.0,19.57,7.61,4.35,0.0,7.61,0.0,5.43,6.52,11.96,7.61,4.35,7.61,3.26,17.39,5.43,2.17,3.26,1.09,1.09,4.35,1.09,3.26,0.0,2.17,0.0,21.74,2.17,0.0,3.26,6.52,9.78,0.0,1.09,0.0,5.43,0.0,4.35,1.09,0.0,1.09,0.0,4.35,1.09,0.0,2.17,0.0,17.39,5.43,4.35,7.61,1.09,0.0,4.35,14.13,1.09,14.13,2.17,8.7,3.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,3.26,3.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.52,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.80711,1.64474,1.90739,0.75,7,2.967972508591064,0.025000000000000012
28063,ptsd,9b6m50,"(47, 52)","I took the time to write this, so I'm going to share it with you all anyway. Hopefully someone will read about my struggles and feel a little less alone. If it doesn't help anyone, its at least helped me to finally share a little of what I've been through. Thank you, internet strangers, for taking the time to read my ramblings. &#x200B;",0,0.8333333333333334,1535522065.0,7,5.731363636363639,63,40.66,56.31,47.57,82.57,12.6,12.7,93.65,60.32,23.81,12.7,9.52,0.0,3.17,0.0,0.0,11.11,6.35,15.87,7.94,7.94,4.76,1.59,22.22,4.76,3.17,1.59,0.0,4.76,9.52,6.35,3.17,1.59,0.0,1.59,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,1.59,0.0,3.17,6.35,1.59,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,4.76,0.0,3.17,3.17,0.0,4.76,12.7,4.76,11.11,1.59,4.76,4.76,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,22.22,6.35,6.35,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,3.17,2.75,2.8889,2.6,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.6718,1.44151,1.90301,0.9,2,5.326818181818183,-0.1683333333333333
20141,ptsd,9b6m50,"(20, 25)","Typing is keeping me from facing my terror. The nightmares have mostly subsided, but without my wife keeping the ghost away, I'm scared the dreams will come back. I keep recalling the most vivid one of them, it replays itself over and over in my head. I've seen many therapists over the years, and sadly none of them have any understanding of what I'm going through, or how to treat it. Their answer is drug me up until I'm numbed to the point where I no longer feel human.",1,1.0,1535522065.0,7,6.861935483870969,89,47.58,8.89,99.0,1.0,17.8,11.24,94.38,60.67,20.22,15.73,12.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.37,4.49,6.74,16.85,10.11,4.49,6.74,3.37,16.85,3.37,2.25,3.37,1.12,4.49,6.74,1.12,5.62,2.25,0.0,1.12,5.62,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,12.36,4.49,1.12,0.0,4.49,0.0,3.37,3.37,2.25,0.0,1.12,4.49,1.12,3.37,0.0,0.0,6.74,1.12,0.0,5.62,0.0,0.0,1.12,12.36,2.25,15.73,2.25,11.24,3.37,1.12,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.73,5.62,5.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.49,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.375,3.0,1.2,1.1429,1.0,1.67544,1.52,1.81861,0.9,2,6.509161290322584,0.16071428571428573
1427,relationships,7t1vim,"[0, 5]","I have been seeing mia for about 3-4 months Last night we were together drinking at a little get together before going to the club about 7-8 people in a small group, everyone knows each other pretty well. Mia was drunk and being quite obnoxious which can be fun just as much as it can be bad? She started talking about how her girl friends all get nice things from their boyfriends, a $500 hair job, presents/gifts whatever Made me feel a bit uncomfortable because it was clearly something targeted at me and she was saying this in front of everyone",0,1.0,1516937404.0,3,8.852,104,45.41,89.42,26.92,43.27,34.67,16.35,89.42,52.88,17.31,7.69,2.88,0.96,0.0,2.88,0.96,9.62,4.81,13.46,10.58,6.73,5.77,0.0,18.27,5.77,2.88,2.88,4.81,4.81,6.73,3.85,2.88,0.96,0.96,0.0,15.38,0.0,1.92,3.85,0.96,12.5,1.92,2.88,0.0,2.88,3.85,0.96,2.88,0.96,0.96,0.96,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,10.58,6.73,0.0,0.96,1.92,0.96,6.73,8.65,0.96,14.42,0.96,8.65,4.81,0.96,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.0,8.65,0.96,2.88,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,2.8462,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.67363,1.70549,1.89426,0.71,17,7.996190476190481,-0.06770833333333331
816,relationships,7nyrn8,"[10, 15]","and I giggled. He stomped towards me, mocked my laugh with an angry face and ripped the keys from my hands. He grabbed me by the top of my shirt and looked me in my eyes and said ""Stop playing these stupid F*CKING games"". That was my childhood. He'd abuse me and my brother.",0,0.0,1515022675.0,2,2.310545454545455,55,36.16,23.36,66.98,5.95,11.0,12.73,90.91,56.36,29.09,25.45,20.0,0.0,0.0,5.45,0.0,3.64,5.45,10.91,3.64,0.0,9.09,0.0,14.55,5.45,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.73,5.45,7.27,0.0,7.27,0.0,12.73,1.82,0.0,0.0,7.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.91,3.64,3.64,3.64,7.27,7.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.27,3.64,1.82,1.82,0.0,1.82,7.27,0.0,0.0,9.09,0.0,5.45,3.64,0.0,3.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,9.09,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.64,1.82,0.0,1.82,2.8571,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.83865,1.87556,1.9203,0.75,4,2.0018181818181837,-0.21999999999999997
886,anxiety,5mjdc2,"[5, 10]","Just a simple ""seen"" status can get me into a deep downward spiral of anxiety that suppresses my hunger, takes away my will to do anything, makes me nauseous, takes away my sleep. As soon as the person texts back, I immediately feel okay. I've had relationships with girls that I've felt this way. Both times it was long term and both times I ended it. I somehow find a way to ignore every good thing I had thought before and find all that I feel she misses on other girls.",1,1.0,1483774813.0,5,6.710000000000001,91,33.73,18.97,99.0,11.53,18.2,9.89,98.9,54.95,24.18,14.29,13.19,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,9.89,4.4,12.09,8.79,5.49,4.4,0.0,23.08,5.49,3.3,0.0,0.0,4.4,5.49,2.2,3.3,1.1,0.0,1.1,5.49,0.0,0.0,3.3,0.0,13.19,6.59,1.1,0.0,2.2,2.2,1.1,4.4,1.1,0.0,3.3,3.3,1.1,1.1,0.0,1.1,7.69,1.1,0.0,2.2,4.4,1.1,6.59,15.38,2.2,21.98,1.1,13.19,8.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,14.29,5.49,4.4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.2,2.2,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.72847,1.50732,1.90254,1.0,4,6.762924731182796,0.1464285714285714
1356,relationships,7pcnlw,"[50, 55]","  **TL;DR's** 1st: Why would parents be like this to their kids? Thinking they need to be treated like a king, or willing to say they wish their kids would just vanish isn't normal parenting, right? Or am I just insane? I know I'd never do that.",0,0.6,1515553388.0,3,0.6282312925170039,47,7.74,66.48,8.51,25.77,11.75,10.64,89.36,59.57,19.15,14.89,6.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.51,4.26,2.13,10.64,17.02,8.51,4.26,4.26,27.66,6.38,4.26,2.13,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.28,4.26,0.0,0.0,2.13,23.4,4.26,2.13,8.51,4.26,2.13,6.38,2.13,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.51,4.26,0.0,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,17.02,2.13,4.26,0.0,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,31.91,2.13,4.26,2.13,2.13,6.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.38,0.0,8.51,2.8571,2.625,3.0,1.25,1.1818,1.0,1.75358,1.355,2.03883,1.0,4,2.0439795918367345,-0.07857142857142857
1000,relationships,7p5qj8,"[25, 30]","I'm too insecure not to make it into some sarcastic joke like, ""bet you actually can't wait to get rid of me,"" blah blah. Late August, I'm days from leaving and he's desperate for my time, looking to meet me after work everyday and have me stay over. I'm unsure of what to make of all it which in retrospect is so stupid on my part. I just can't stop denying things to myself. Anyway, two nights before I'm leaving, he mentions how we've never defined what our relationship is.",1,0.0,1515485628.0,2,6.392959183673469,90,17.96,18.71,98.69,1.0,18.0,14.44,97.78,61.11,25.56,17.78,12.22,2.22,1.11,2.22,0.0,7.78,0.0,18.89,10.0,7.78,4.44,4.44,21.11,4.44,3.33,4.44,1.11,3.33,6.67,1.11,5.56,3.33,2.22,0.0,8.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,15.56,0.0,3.33,0.0,3.33,4.44,4.44,1.11,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,4.44,1.11,3.33,2.22,2.22,1.11,18.89,0.0,20.0,3.33,5.56,12.22,1.11,1.11,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,23.33,5.56,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,8.89,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.4545,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.68403,1.48706,1.81888,0.75,3,7.466244897959182,-0.32857142857142857
1238,relationships,7p5qj8,"[0, 5]","So I'm a student living off loans and part time work, he's a bank executive. We couldn't be at more different places in our lives, including when we met (again) back in Feb 2017. But we actually had a lot in common, including our sexuality -- both bi and both never formally dated a guy. We first met four years earlier when I was a security guard at the building he worked at. I noticed him right off the bat but was closeted at the time and never put much thought into him other than attraction, even when he became super friendly toward me.",0,0.8,1515485628.0,2,8.14330188679245,103,44.81,78.14,99.0,79.01,20.6,16.5,95.15,56.31,15.53,14.56,3.88,5.83,0.0,4.85,0.0,0.97,7.77,13.59,6.8,9.71,8.74,2.91,15.53,5.83,3.88,2.91,2.91,5.83,3.88,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.56,0.0,1.94,0.0,5.83,12.62,2.91,0.0,0.97,0.97,1.94,5.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.88,0.0,1.94,1.94,0.0,17.48,8.74,3.88,2.91,0.0,1.94,8.74,4.85,0.0,29.13,0.97,15.53,12.62,4.85,0.0,0.97,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.53,4.85,3.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.94,0.0,2.91,1.94,0.0,2.8333,2.9,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.69436,1.62444,1.84578,0.75,3,9.04215094339623,0.12658730158730158
872,almosthomeless,68u8bg,"[35, 40]","I also added up the value of everything I can possibly remember that's either missing or destroyed, and it reaches over 2,100 dollars...and that's a lenient estimate, I definitely rounded down. But I'd love to charge another grand for mental anguish or whatever. The whole ordeal has been like Trigger-City for someone like me who is struggling to recover from mental illnesses and over a year and 9 months clean after 10-12 years of substance abuse. I'm also receiving supportive services from a county program aimed at helping mentally ""screwed up"" people become independent, for lack of a better term. What's cool about the service is that I get a case manager who I can call for advice and in turn checks on me and referred me to a halfway house which only lasts 30 days but it's much better than having to stay at the local shelter, which might be my only option come June...",1,0.5,1493743070.0,17,12.501636363636358,160,68.51,30.86,83.63,61.33,32.0,20.62,88.12,54.38,15.62,6.88,6.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.75,6.25,16.88,10.0,3.75,7.5,0.0,13.12,6.88,4.38,3.75,3.75,3.12,9.38,5.62,3.75,0.62,1.88,0.62,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.25,1.88,1.25,0.62,3.75,1.25,3.75,0.62,0.0,0.0,0.62,1.88,0.0,0.62,0.62,0.0,9.38,0.62,1.88,5.0,2.5,0.62,1.88,10.62,0.62,15.0,2.5,8.12,5.62,2.5,0.0,0.62,0.62,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.62,0.0,0.62,0.0,0.0,15.62,6.25,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,1.25,3.75,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.67889,1.5403,1.8533,0.85,16,11.726515151515155,0.16305555555555556
31149,relationships,7rioq1,"(10, 15)","But what should I say? Part of me wants to tell her I'm sorry for being a shit boyfriend at the start and that as I've gotten older I've gotten wiser and more experience. But would she even care about that shit? Or should I just start off with ""Hey, haven't seen you in awhile, hows everything"" and start from there? Ugh, maybe I'm overthinking this... Anyways would really appreciate you guys or gals out there with more experience than me guiding me through this minor plight I put myself in.",1,0.8,1516372493.0,0,4.48424153166421,91,11.43,18.97,81.48,11.53,15.17,9.89,96.7,65.93,23.08,16.48,12.09,0.0,2.2,2.2,0.0,6.59,2.2,16.48,10.99,10.99,9.89,1.1,24.18,7.69,6.59,2.2,0.0,3.3,7.69,3.3,4.4,0.0,2.2,1.1,12.09,0.0,2.2,3.3,2.2,18.68,2.2,1.1,5.49,3.3,1.1,7.69,4.4,1.1,1.1,0.0,2.2,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.4,1.1,0.0,1.1,2.2,0.0,3.3,14.29,1.1,12.09,1.1,5.49,5.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.49,2.2,0.0,0.0,1.1,1.1,19.78,5.49,3.3,0.0,0.0,3.3,0.0,0.0,2.2,5.49,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.3636,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.67757,1.43846,1.86702,0.47,17,4.655522827687776,0.0685185185185185
1038,survivorsofabuse,9m044t,"[10, 15]","After that I ran to Mexico, just across the border to heal. I needed my daughter to get better to press charges. I didn’t want to risk him walking away free because my daughter wouldn’t talk. She was physically and emotionally hurt. For years without sleep, several visits to the ER because of panick attacks, plus terrible head aches caused by a cyst in the back left side of her brain.",1,0.6666666666666666,1538864279.0,1,5.806849315068497,71,91.35,33.62,32.7,1.0,14.2,18.31,95.77,52.11,12.68,11.27,7.04,0.0,0.0,4.23,0.0,1.41,5.63,22.54,4.23,2.82,5.63,4.23,14.08,5.63,2.82,0.0,0.0,1.41,12.68,4.23,8.45,2.82,1.41,1.41,9.86,2.82,0.0,5.63,1.41,12.68,0.0,4.23,4.23,1.41,0.0,2.82,4.23,0.0,0.0,4.23,9.86,4.23,5.63,0.0,0.0,7.04,0.0,1.41,1.41,4.23,1.41,7.04,5.63,0.0,16.9,4.23,9.86,4.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,14.08,7.04,4.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.82,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.73444,1.73,1.86679,0.67,0,5.945095890410961,-0.012499999999999997
1636,anxiety,8tga1d,"[0, 5]",I had a pretty creepy experience almost a week ago. I've never had a hallucination like that. So disconnected and vivid and super weird. I was anxious because I was in a building filled with people. Then all of a sudden I hallucinated where I was in a dark room all by myself.,1,0.8,1529825055.0,0,3.0716666666666654,53,43.92,9.34,96.73,25.77,10.6,13.21,94.34,62.26,15.09,13.21,13.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,11.32,11.32,11.32,7.55,9.43,1.89,11.32,7.55,1.89,1.89,0.0,3.77,7.55,3.77,3.77,1.89,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.32,0.0,1.89,0.0,3.77,5.66,0.0,9.43,3.77,0.0,0.0,3.77,0.0,3.77,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.32,1.89,1.89,18.87,0.0,9.43,9.43,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.32,9.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.69967,1.51163,1.83985,0.5,3,5.666444444444448,-0.03240740740740741
2247,relationships,7q1zu7,"[40, 45]","I didn’t tell her my feelings, because I value her too much, but do not want to hurt her. I just want to let go of all my feelings, but I can’t. There’s only a few days left at school, after which we might go our different ways. But I have this strange feeling inside, that I do not want to live in any sort of regret, about not telling her how I felt. It’s just really weird.",0,0.6,1515813254.0,3,3.312439024390244,78,4.96,3.66,92.13,1.0,15.6,8.97,98.72,65.38,24.36,19.23,11.54,2.56,0.0,5.13,0.0,5.13,1.28,12.82,10.26,10.26,6.41,6.41,24.36,6.41,2.56,2.56,0.0,5.13,6.41,1.28,5.13,0.0,0.0,2.56,10.26,0.0,0.0,5.13,0.0,30.77,5.13,2.56,5.13,3.85,1.28,12.82,6.41,0.0,0.0,6.41,1.28,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,16.67,1.28,10.26,2.56,5.13,2.56,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.23,6.41,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.6667,2.6,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.72544,1.4,1.89143,0.8,5,4.476731707317072,-0.051704545454545454
14833,anxiety,8ccn0h,"(3, 8)","They've since tried to apologise for their behaviour, and other friends have tried to encourage me to forgive them and reconnect with them. But I refuse to. I have some amazing people in my life who far more deserve my attention. I now realise these people were a huge source of some of my anxiety and cutting them off has gone a long way towards finding some stability. Don't be afraid to shut the door on those who don't deserve you!",0,0.8,1523762242.0,299,6.5389285714285705,81,52.13,73.14,96.76,48.69,16.2,19.75,92.59,58.02,22.22,16.05,8.64,0.0,1.23,0.0,6.17,6.17,3.7,17.28,9.88,1.23,4.94,2.47,14.81,6.17,1.23,2.47,0.0,4.94,6.17,3.7,2.47,2.47,0.0,0.0,18.52,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,12.35,3.7,2.47,0.0,3.7,0.0,2.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,8.64,2.47,2.47,3.7,0.0,0.0,6.17,8.64,0.0,17.28,2.47,12.35,2.47,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,4.94,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75682,1.5,1.83944,0.99,38,6.414380952380952,0.009375000000000036
788,ptsd,8xko6b,"[2, 7]","I get it, people collect guns as a hobby, this is america. When I saw it I immediately panicked because when I was with one of my abusive exes he bought an AR-15 really close to the end of our relationship and would do things like take it apart and put it back together over and over again in front of me and keep it loaded in our bed and I’ve been terrified of guns of all kinds ever since. I can’t even use a staple gun. This new guy and I just talking and haven’t decided to go on a date yet but it might go that way. Is this something that I’m panicking about because of my past or should I really be concerned?",1,0.8,1531193653.0,1,5.355175824175824,127,14.3,21.55,98.33,1.37,25.4,11.81,93.7,66.14,22.05,11.81,9.45,1.57,0.0,0.79,0.0,10.24,3.94,14.17,9.45,9.45,11.02,1.57,18.11,2.36,1.57,1.57,1.57,0.79,3.94,0.0,3.15,2.36,0.79,0.0,7.87,0.0,1.57,0.0,1.57,14.96,0.79,3.15,1.57,2.36,1.57,6.3,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.3,3.15,0.0,1.57,1.57,0.0,4.72,11.02,0.79,19.69,2.36,8.66,9.45,0.79,0.79,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.45,3.15,1.57,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.79,0.0,3.15,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.1111,1.125,1.0,1.68867,1.51111,1.83807,1.0,7,6.629780219780223,0.057272727272727274
9638,anxiety,92mrdv,"(3, 8)","I went to the ER recently because it reached 100 bpm and wouldn’t go down but in retrospect it’s because I was reinforcing my anxiety by numbers high, it won’t go down, oh shit number’s higher and it won’t go down. Repeat. I turned off heart rate tracking and fitness tracking. It’s a shame because I feel it’s turning off a valuable part of the device but quantifiable health data has become one of my triggers. If x to x+5 is a healthy range I freak at x+6 etc.",1,0.8,1532790360.0,2,3.4821428571428577,91,52.06,4.97,89.63,4.02,18.2,20.88,76.92,50.55,14.29,7.69,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.59,5.49,13.19,10.99,0.0,9.89,3.3,17.58,4.4,2.2,0.0,4.4,1.1,6.59,2.2,4.4,2.2,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.99,2.2,4.4,2.2,1.1,0.0,3.3,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,4.4,2.2,2.2,0.0,0.0,6.59,0.0,0.0,6.59,0.0,0.0,3.3,10.99,2.2,17.58,5.49,9.89,2.2,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.4,2.2,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,17.58,5.49,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,2.2,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.74568,1.54921,1.81968,1.0,1,4.8773214285714275,0.03041666666666666
1996,domesticviolence,5xd7er,"[35, 40]","Like she knew she had gotten herself into a bad situation but now I'm just ""trying to put doubts in her head about her girlfriend"". And how it's okay because her girlfriend has depression. Well, I have severe depression too and I never hit her once nor did I cut her off from everyone. I've been severely manipulated before but I don't know if mine was ever this bad. I need answers.",1,0.6,1488577032.0,2,1.6322222222222216,72,1.0,28.91,39.76,1.0,14.4,15.28,98.61,68.06,26.39,22.22,11.11,0.0,0.0,11.11,0.0,4.17,1.39,11.11,13.89,11.11,11.11,4.17,23.61,1.39,2.78,1.39,1.39,0.0,13.89,2.78,11.11,1.39,0.0,2.78,15.28,0.0,2.78,11.11,0.0,22.22,4.17,4.17,2.78,4.17,4.17,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.39,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,2.78,1.39,1.39,1.39,4.17,8.33,12.5,0.0,12.5,1.39,4.17,6.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,1.39,1.39,0.0,16.67,6.94,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,5.56,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.65874,1.49855,1.82659,1.0,2,3.695438596491229,-0.2999999999999999
562,ptsd,7f0q9t,"[5, 10]","What are you thankful for? For me: Today I'm feeling thankful for being alive. I'm very grateful for my family, our health, our safety, my jobs, my home. I have pain in my foot/leg from an injury I had surgery, as painful as it can be it has also made me grateful for being able to walk.",0,1.0,1511454680.0,4,3.34,58,15.89,30.24,69.96,97.32,14.5,12.07,100.0,63.79,27.59,22.41,17.24,3.45,1.72,0.0,0.0,5.17,1.72,17.24,17.24,3.45,5.17,0.0,20.69,8.62,3.45,1.72,0.0,0.0,12.07,8.62,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.9,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.17,0.0,0.0,5.17,13.79,5.17,10.34,0.0,0.0,8.62,5.17,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,3.45,15.52,0.0,5.17,1.72,1.72,1.72,1.72,1.72,3.45,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.41,5.17,8.62,1.72,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,1.72,2.8333,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.72479,1.61111,1.96668,0.71,5,4.616666666666667,0.025000000000000022
13512,relationships,7rdo7u,"(0, 5)","I broke of my longest relationship so far with my Gf of 6 months because I thought I didn't love her, afterwards I felt fine for the first week and then I started to miss her. I had a one night stand with a random girl that I met through snapchat, felt disgusted afterwards at myself since it was only two weeks after the break-up. We attend the same school and I feel like someone is crushing my heart whenever I see her or if I see that she's sent me a text. She was one of my best friends and now when i talk to her on social media i feel like I am talking to a stranger. We are meeting tomorrow after school and she's coming over to get her stuff.",1,0.6,1516315446.0,1,2.9879562043795644,134,38.39,55.93,97.53,25.77,26.8,13.43,96.27,60.45,25.37,21.64,14.18,1.49,0.0,5.97,0.0,3.73,5.22,14.93,6.72,3.73,8.21,0.75,17.91,5.97,5.22,1.49,3.73,0.0,4.48,2.24,2.24,0.0,0.0,1.49,17.16,0.0,1.49,7.46,0.0,8.96,3.73,1.49,0.75,2.99,0.0,2.24,4.48,1.49,0.0,2.99,1.49,0.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.19,6.72,1.49,2.99,1.49,0.0,7.46,10.45,2.24,19.4,2.24,4.48,11.94,2.24,0.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.21,3.73,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.75,0.0,2.24,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.72083,1.57966,1.98525,0.57,3,4.0508102189781034,0.10909090909090909
31648,homeless,907qg2,"(15, 20)","The curfew at the shelter keeps me grounded and safe from myself. The rules and the structure with morning routine even though I've just felt it for one day, has already boosted me. I used to stay up until 2-3am, blowing all my money just binging and purging. Now I have to pause and ride out my emotions. I have to be in bed at 10pm.",0,1.0,1532020206.0,13,3.2860869565217357,67,61.48,6.79,99.0,53.85,13.4,16.42,83.58,59.7,14.93,13.43,13.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,5.97,17.91,7.46,8.96,8.96,0.0,14.93,1.49,0.0,0.0,2.99,1.49,2.99,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.97,1.49,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,1.49,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,4.48,0.0,0.0,2.99,0.0,1.49,4.48,11.94,0.0,19.4,2.99,10.45,7.46,0.0,0.0,1.49,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.43,7.46,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.4444,3.0,1.2857,1.125,1.0,1.6515,1.6,1.94615,0.88,8,4.157217391304346,0.5
201,homeless,907qg2,"[0, 5]","Well, 18 years of being in and out of hospitals, treatment and addiction finally caught up to me. This is my first time homeless and it's scary but I'm grateful for the bright light that I've started to see. I don't abuse alcohol or drugs, but I'm no different than someone who does...I have other mental health issues that I feel nobody really can understand. It has essentially rendered me a useless piece of shit. I was engaging in unhealthy behaviors up to 10 hours a day, if not more.",0,0.0,1532020206.0,13,3.6062499999999993,91,18.66,1.07,99.0,25.77,18.2,18.68,94.51,61.54,20.88,10.99,10.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.89,3.3,14.29,13.19,4.4,7.69,4.4,17.58,5.49,3.3,1.1,3.3,2.2,8.79,4.4,4.4,1.1,2.2,1.1,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.19,2.2,0.0,1.1,3.3,0.0,9.89,4.4,3.3,0.0,1.1,7.69,1.1,6.59,0.0,1.1,5.49,0.0,1.1,4.4,0.0,0.0,3.3,14.29,0.0,15.38,2.2,5.49,7.69,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.2,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,18.68,8.79,4.4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.49,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71545,1.5375,1.86236,0.88,8,5.069166666666664,-0.008333333333333326
25825,ptsd,7sl2ds,"(7, 12)","I can't go into public restrooms because I freak out and dissociate with my surroundings. I can't watch certain shows because they were -on- in the hospital room. But I'm doubting myself, I'm doubting that this is real, that it happened and that I could be suffering from it. How to cope? how to stop doubting that this is happening?",1,1.0,1516772524.0,11,6.219531249999999,60,5.16,2.31,96.21,1.0,12.0,21.67,93.33,66.67,28.33,15.0,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,13.33,1.67,13.33,11.67,3.33,11.67,3.33,18.33,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,10.0,1.67,8.33,5.0,0.0,1.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,0.0,6.67,1.67,5.0,1.67,5.0,3.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,3.33,15.0,0.0,15.0,1.67,10.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.67,5.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5,2.8,1.2857,1.1429,1.0,1.66001,1.36863,1.86157,1.0,2,6.690625000000001,0.13809523809523808
832,food_pantry,9bahd8,"[0, 5]","You all saved me. Really. I got plenty of easy to make breakfast stuff so I can make myself a nice hot meal quickly and easily on my crutches, and I’ve got some high protein snacks like nuts, sardines, and turkey jerky to keep me going during the day when I don’t have anyone to help me cook the rice or quinoa I got sent. I’ve got green beans to make green bean casserole, tea and coffee to keep me sane and comfortable while I’m in so much pain. Some people were even kind enough to purchase an Uber giftcard to help me get to doctor’s appointments since I can’t use the public transit until I’m in a walking boot or have a wheelchair (wheelchair should be in a couple of days!)",0,1.0,1535557904.0,24,8.383405275779374,132,58.68,14.44,82.11,80.64,26.4,11.36,87.12,50.0,14.39,12.88,12.12,0.0,0.76,0.0,0.0,1.52,6.06,13.64,8.33,3.79,9.09,1.52,18.18,6.06,0.76,0.76,0.0,4.55,4.55,3.79,0.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.61,0.0,3.79,0.76,3.79,0.76,3.03,3.03,1.52,0.0,1.52,8.33,0.0,1.52,0.0,6.82,6.82,1.52,0.0,3.03,3.79,0.0,4.55,12.88,0.76,12.12,3.03,3.79,6.06,0.76,1.52,0.0,0.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,3.03,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.0,0.0,5.3,1.52,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.76926,1.642,1.9732,0.97,0,7.961546762589929,0.2292857142857143
14630,relationships,7ob7po,"(0, 5)","I have been dating my girlfriend for around 1.5 years now. We moved in together 3 months ago. I paid for the renovation costs, new furniture, and countless other items to get us started, totalling somewhere near $4000. She gave me about $200 to help with these costs during the initial move-in. Our rent is only $240 a month (no lease), so it's more than feasible for her to pay it, but she isn't great at managing money.",0,0.6,1515159120.0,407,5.529642857142861,79,61.38,69.37,94.09,49.32,15.8,13.92,89.87,54.43,18.99,12.66,5.06,3.8,0.0,3.8,0.0,5.06,3.8,18.99,6.33,7.59,3.8,2.53,13.92,6.33,2.53,0.0,6.33,1.27,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.92,0.0,1.27,3.8,0.0,7.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.53,0.0,5.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.66,8.86,0.0,2.53,2.53,0.0,7.59,8.86,1.27,24.05,2.53,8.86,12.66,2.53,0.0,5.06,8.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.78,6.33,6.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,2.53,2.53,3.8,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.2308,1.0,1.0,1.67536,1.53231,1.85349,0.94,77,5.852476190476192,0.17642045454545455
45717,almosthomeless,6gnqg0,"(10, 15)",") So anyway, she kicked me out and I have been staying in my friend's rumpus room. I have been here just over a week now and I can feel it getting slightly more uncomfortable for everyone here the longer I stay. Problem is though: this is actually the nicest ""room"" I have ever been in, and no one disturbs me. It's great.",0,0.8,1497214085.0,20,0.9684375000000003,62,2.36,7.34,98.34,7.28,15.5,14.52,95.16,69.35,20.97,14.52,12.9,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,6.45,4.84,8.06,16.13,14.52,8.06,1.61,22.58,6.45,4.84,0.0,1.61,1.61,8.06,3.23,4.84,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,9.68,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.0,3.23,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,1.61,3.23,1.61,6.45,16.13,0.0,19.35,3.23,14.52,4.84,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,19.35,6.45,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,3.23,1.61,0.0,2.6667,2.4286,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.63477,1.48421,1.8314,0.95,17,2.280000000000001,0.2
733,stress,89fez8,"[0, 5]",Im studying at a university abroad And I have failed or got a really bad grade my first semester subjects due to starting a month late and searching for accommodation for atleast 2 weeks or I would have stayed on the streets. I have been doing my absolute best to pass but the subject were very difficult on my own....I have tried studying and watching old lectures and everything but the syllabus was too long in several cases ( mathematics was much more difficult and longer than abitur according to our professor) and exams were just too hard for me in my situation so I failed. The thing is she linked this with studying with my friends which I only recently started doing it because they were very helpful and my progress increased significantly. She now commands me to just cut all relations with any friends that I have made whom for the first time in my life are ones who i looked forward to seeing them the next day because I enjoy there company.,0,0.0,1522771890.0,2,8.980789141414142,175,33.95,24.63,93.91,6.61,43.75,21.71,92.57,57.14,18.29,13.71,10.86,0.57,0.0,1.14,1.14,4.57,5.14,10.86,9.71,6.29,8.0,0.0,15.43,6.29,2.86,1.71,1.71,2.86,5.14,1.71,3.43,0.0,0.0,1.14,6.86,0.0,1.14,1.14,0.0,9.14,1.14,1.71,0.57,1.71,1.71,3.43,2.86,2.29,0.0,0.57,0.57,0.0,0.57,0.0,0.0,10.29,2.86,4.0,2.86,1.14,2.86,6.86,5.71,0.0,16.57,2.29,6.86,9.14,8.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,4.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,3.0,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.75036,1.52278,1.86588,1.0,0,8.194621212121216,-0.02118055555555555
1160,domesticviolence,6k0u7y,"[0, 5]",So I've got out of my situation. It was very abusive on all levels. Mental physical verbal. I've got a protection order and custody is pending but I'm expecting it to go my way as well especially as I've got the same judge who granted my protection  order. I've got our son with me.,0,1.0,1498659658.0,2,0.05970338983050638,54,11.88,13.32,92.47,25.77,10.8,18.52,90.74,55.56,24.07,18.52,16.67,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,3.7,12.96,12.96,7.41,9.26,0.0,22.22,9.26,5.56,1.85,0.0,1.85,3.7,1.85,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.0,5.56,1.85,0.0,0.0,1.85,7.41,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,3.7,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,18.52,1.85,0.0,5.56,7.41,3.7,9.26,12.96,1.85,12.96,1.85,7.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,18.52,9.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.26,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.6667,3.0,1.375,1.1818,1.0,1.77219,1.38824,1.91459,1.0,2,3.686250000000001,0.02
54546,anxiety,9pbq1r,"(0, 5)","Picture the following scenario. You get to the point of high school with all your elementary school friends, you are in a class separate from nearly all of them. You are 'very' good friends with 2 of them, and at the beginning of the semester you are always with them. Being friends for years, the three of you are a narrow circle of good friends who are always together. As you get acquainted to classmates and meet new people, you slowly get caught in the thought of wanting to spend more time with these new people you've grown accustomed to, and cut off ties with your old buddies, because you feel like you've got a bit tired of them.",0,1.0,1539886102.0,1,10.444214876033058,120,94.31,99.0,43.37,40.79,24.0,15.83,94.17,52.5,15.0,13.33,0.0,0.0,10.0,0.0,3.33,1.67,7.5,20.83,6.67,0.83,4.17,0.0,15.83,5.83,2.5,0.83,1.67,3.33,2.5,1.67,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.5,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,1.67,0.83,0.83,0.83,3.33,0.83,2.5,1.67,0.0,0.83,0.83,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,11.67,5.83,0.0,0.83,5.0,0.0,4.17,9.17,0.0,18.33,3.33,7.5,8.33,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,4.17,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.4286,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.65629,1.54857,1.85235,1.0,4,8.768661157024795,0.18876623376623372
50991,domesticviolence,9s9fu6,"(0, 5)","My neighbors, a young gay couple, just had a very loud fight, with lots of objects being thrown around. I've heard shouting matches before, this was different. I wasn't quite sure how to handle it. We went and the door was open so we walked inside to make sure everyone was ok, and nobody was in the process of being killed so we left as we were asked to. There were no visible bruises.",0,0.8,1540782031.0,5,3.681359649122804,74,22.49,75.05,62.88,51.03,14.8,12.16,93.24,60.81,14.86,9.46,4.05,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,5.41,14.86,14.86,9.46,8.11,4.05,25.68,6.76,4.05,1.35,0.0,2.7,6.76,4.05,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,12.16,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,12.16,0.0,2.7,0.0,2.7,4.05,2.7,5.41,1.35,4.05,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,6.76,6.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.92,4.05,0.0,16.22,4.05,9.46,2.7,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,16.22,6.76,6.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73997,1.58571,1.78188,0.86,9,3.9447368421052644,0.19466666666666665
1515,relationships,7qj4uh,"[13, 18]","None of them are attending college. As I spend my time in the library studying or working on essays, they have started disliking me. They ignore me and are mean. I call them or try to meet up when I’m free but they never respond. **",1,0.5,1516015863.0,2,0.8337681159420285,45,8.19,25.24,99.0,3.92,11.25,17.78,97.78,62.22,24.44,24.44,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,0.0,2.22,13.33,8.89,4.44,13.33,4.44,24.44,6.67,2.22,2.22,0.0,2.22,6.67,2.22,4.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,2.22,0.0,0.0,6.67,2.22,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.89,2.22,4.44,2.22,0.0,0.0,2.22,20.0,0.0,17.78,2.22,6.67,8.89,8.89,0.0,0.0,4.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.78,8.89,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,4.44,2.375,2.5714,2.8,1.2222,1.3333,1.0,1.81372,1.6,1.84289,0.75,8,2.5347826086956537,0.04375000000000001
53352,homeless,6iuoqd,"(10, 15)",I'm just really excited right now and I want to plan for what is best. I don't want to make a purchase out of emotions so I am coming here for some advice. It's been tough and lonely but I have been getting into the best shape of my life and I just feel a lot more confident. I know I will come out of this. Also I i realized that laundry mats is getting pretty expensive.,0,0.8,1498149510.0,15,0.14706944444444048,77,17.16,4.59,89.63,97.38,15.4,11.69,98.7,61.04,19.48,14.29,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.19,3.9,12.99,12.99,9.09,7.79,1.3,25.97,6.49,3.9,1.3,0.0,3.9,10.39,6.49,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.58,3.9,1.3,2.6,3.9,1.3,2.6,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,1.3,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,9.09,0.0,5.19,3.9,7.79,0.0,3.9,18.18,3.9,10.39,2.6,6.49,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.39,6.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.9,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.9091,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71422,1.44722,1.97412,0.9,30,2.7741666666666696,0.29218253968253965
39231,ptsd,9vzr9p,"(10, 15)","i don’t bother with people and frequently ghost them or cancel plans last minute whereas before i was a very loving and sociable person. i generally don’t trust anybody, and i fret that people i am very close to are secretly horrid and manipulative and going to stab me in the back. so basically, my reactions to the world have regressed back to as if i were still there and interacting with those people. all this began to develop months after i left that bad situation. for ages i was normal.",1,1.0,1541898902.0,5,7.976129032258065,91,14.74,33.02,94.81,25.77,18.2,14.29,94.51,63.74,17.58,12.09,10.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,5.49,3.3,13.19,8.79,10.99,12.09,2.2,12.09,5.49,3.3,0.0,0.0,1.1,6.59,3.3,3.3,1.1,1.1,0.0,12.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.79,0.0,2.2,1.1,4.4,1.1,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,3.3,1.1,1.1,0.0,2.2,5.49,6.59,2.2,17.58,1.1,6.59,12.09,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.89,5.49,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71668,1.49487,1.89668,0.86,2,8.793032258064517,0.016363636363636386
44843,ptsd,6rx281,"(54, 59)","and i still feel like im on meth 5 days later after sleeping less then 10 hours total over that time. im also going in and out of depersonalization and derealization when it gets really bad, and when i haven't done the twitch for a few hours I can start feeling really tired and depressed like my body needs to rest, only to do it again and instantly be jacked up and on a speed high again. this is honestly the most fucked up situation i could ever imagine and can  barely believe its even happening its so fucked up. literally feels like a bad dream. Please help",1,1.0,1502003077.0,2,8.764594594594591,108,32.51,13.32,99.0,2.09,21.6,11.11,91.67,59.26,12.04,6.48,6.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,4.63,14.81,9.26,12.04,12.04,0.93,19.44,7.41,6.48,1.85,1.85,3.7,6.48,1.85,4.63,0.0,1.85,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.96,4.63,0.0,1.85,1.85,1.85,2.78,2.78,0.0,0.0,2.78,5.56,1.85,1.85,1.85,0.0,8.33,0.93,0.0,5.56,0.93,1.85,2.78,13.89,1.85,25.93,1.85,8.33,15.74,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.48,3.7,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.74299,1.49574,1.89303,1.0,1,8.90763963963964,-0.13711111111111107
1453,ptsd,6rx281,"[35, 40]","I am scared as fuck off what the comedown is going to be like from being jacked up on adrenaline for 5 days straight. I have not felt tired whatsoever during this time. I have been giving valium and trazadone to sleep, by an emerg psyciatrist, of which I cannot feel either whatsoever. On top of that when I do this twitch many times in a row, i can actually see and feel my entire veins/circulatory system constricting down very small. they have been in a state of permenant constriction for 4 days now.",1,1.0,1502003077.0,2,7.893124999999998,95,71.3,10.34,99.0,25.77,19.0,12.63,83.16,57.89,13.68,8.42,7.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,5.26,4.21,20.0,12.63,4.21,4.21,2.11,20.0,7.37,4.21,3.16,2.11,3.16,4.21,2.11,2.11,1.05,1.05,0.0,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.42,3.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,4.21,4.21,1.05,0.0,3.16,5.26,2.11,2.11,1.05,0.0,4.21,0.0,1.05,4.21,0.0,0.0,3.16,15.79,1.05,21.05,3.16,10.53,7.37,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.47,5.26,3.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,3.0,2.8,2.6,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.72567,1.48947,1.87491,1.0,1,7.877166666666664,-0.008950617283950631
185,anxiety,94ky9u,"[6, 11]","I am absolutely terrified that the repairs are going to eat up my savings/any credit card wiggle room I’ve created. Based on what came on and how my car drove (it was pretty much fine with no weird noises, movements or anything strange), I’d say it’s unlikely but I am very, very scared. I’ve worked very hard to hold onto my money and make sure I had cushions in place in case of emergencies like this. Please, if anyone has any advice for how to keep myself calm and not panic until Monday, I would greatly appreciate it. Thank you.",1,1.0,1533404712.0,1,6.249714285714283,101,19.24,11.75,90.06,90.82,20.2,12.87,92.08,55.45,19.8,11.88,10.89,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,7.92,0.99,13.86,10.89,5.94,8.91,1.98,21.78,6.93,0.99,2.97,0.0,2.97,13.86,8.91,4.95,2.97,0.0,0.0,3.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.81,0.99,4.95,1.98,7.92,1.98,3.96,2.97,0.0,1.98,0.99,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.99,2.97,0.0,1.98,0.99,0.0,0.0,5.94,11.88,0.99,14.85,4.95,7.92,1.98,1.98,0.0,0.99,2.97,0.0,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,16.83,4.95,4.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.96,1.98,0.99,2.8462,2.5833,3.0,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.71878,1.50787,1.87998,1.0,5,6.743571428571428,0.18613636363636366
33288,relationships,7q0b1b,"(20, 25)","It is intimately tied up in mine. She has a couple of friends but really doesn’t see them often, as previously stated she doesn’t have her own goals.. it just feels like she lives whichever life I live. She doesn’t do things on her own. She doesn’t have any sports teams she plays on.. no clubs.. doesn’t go out with her friends (well, very rarely). The more I think about this, the more troubled I become.",1,0.6,1515796325.0,1,1.9491666666666667,76,6.15,55.22,6.36,50.32,9.5,7.89,93.42,67.11,25.0,18.42,5.26,0.0,0.0,11.84,1.32,6.58,3.95,13.16,14.47,9.21,2.63,7.89,22.37,3.95,5.26,1.32,0.0,5.26,3.95,2.63,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.11,0.0,2.63,11.84,0.0,9.21,3.95,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,2.63,2.63,1.32,0.0,1.32,3.95,0.0,3.95,0.0,0.0,9.21,5.26,2.63,1.32,1.32,1.32,1.32,22.37,0.0,11.84,1.32,6.58,3.95,2.63,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,27.63,14.47,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.58,2.63,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.2308,1.1667,1.0,1.83273,1.61212,1.93829,0.67,14,2.198256172839507,0.245969696969697
742,domesticviolence,7rl0w5,"[60, 65]",I believe he has real deep seeded mental health issues. I also know he verbally and emotionally abuses his wife. I know he has scared his daughter so much she has gone so far as to hide all his beer and she showed up on my doorstep terrified because he got mad.. Chased her around the house and thrown a glider rocking chair at the door she managed to lock. She is 11.,1,0.6,1516391786.0,8,2.4952446183953043,73,24.55,91.45,1.0,1.0,14.6,12.33,84.93,50.68,21.92,21.92,5.48,0.0,0.0,16.44,0.0,0.0,4.11,9.59,5.48,5.48,10.96,0.0,16.44,8.22,1.37,0.0,1.37,2.74,5.48,0.0,5.48,2.74,2.74,0.0,19.18,2.74,0.0,9.59,9.59,6.85,4.11,1.37,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,2.74,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,6.85,1.37,0.0,2.74,1.37,1.37,6.85,9.59,0.0,13.7,2.74,10.96,0.0,1.37,1.37,4.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.22,8.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.75548,1.75873,1.85177,1.0,15,3.348375733855189,-0.07083333333333333
49656,ptsd,9ph46b,"(10, 15)","The terrifying part happened later in the day. I was very fragile, and when my roommate asked me why I was so solemn, I broke down crying. I excused myself to the bathroom, where I continued to cry and try to get a hold of myself. What killed me is when I stood up, I thought, ""I'm a different person. I am not [my name].""",1,1.0,1539929291.0,4,2.7254545454545465,65,19.96,2.31,99.0,1.0,13.0,13.85,98.46,63.08,24.62,23.08,23.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,7.69,10.77,7.69,9.23,7.69,1.54,21.54,4.62,3.08,7.69,0.0,1.54,9.23,0.0,9.23,1.54,1.54,6.15,7.69,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,7.69,1.54,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,1.54,1.54,3.08,1.54,0.0,9.23,7.69,0.0,15.38,0.0,7.69,7.69,0.0,1.54,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.08,7.69,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,3.08,2.6667,2.7,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.6809,1.63103,1.91827,1.0,0,4.397393939393943,-0.22222222222222224
1620,anxiety,6mv69x,"[0, 5]","So I found a counselor who I like and I've been to the first session where she got my background and overview of my problems I guess. Then, we went right in and she had me working on coping strategies etc. and she said in the future what things we will work on. So my question is: I didn't really say everything that I've had trouble with and how much it really affects me. Like she knows most of it, but between my parent being in the room part of the time and the nervousness of being there, I realized I didn't say everything.",0,0.6,1499877854.0,3,5.755833333333332,104,9.98,35.01,92.89,5.37,20.8,14.42,96.15,68.27,26.92,19.23,13.46,1.92,0.0,3.85,0.0,7.69,5.77,12.5,10.58,6.73,10.58,1.92,22.12,0.96,1.92,3.85,0.96,2.88,3.85,0.96,2.88,0.96,0.0,0.0,14.42,0.96,0.0,3.85,0.0,15.38,3.85,1.92,0.96,2.88,1.92,4.81,2.88,0.0,2.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.62,2.88,3.85,0.0,0.96,1.92,9.62,8.65,2.88,12.5,0.96,7.69,3.85,3.85,0.0,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,4.81,2.88,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71933,1.49032,1.88051,0.68,11,6.289259259259261,0.17653061224489797
20039,homeless,8cqsn8,"(0, 5)","I left grandma's and I got a tent. It's pretty big. I got it for $30 off some dude high on H. I have a queen size mattress on pallets and two small dressers, two folding chairs, a cooler, a shelf, a speaker box with wood on top for a table. I found some carpet so I put that down. The weather has been crazy.",0,1.0,1523910868.0,33,-0.29565126050420076,65,89.32,32.23,86.77,25.77,10.83,10.77,81.54,46.15,13.85,9.23,9.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,10.77,12.31,6.15,1.54,4.62,0.0,13.85,9.23,3.08,0.0,4.62,3.08,3.08,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,1.54,1.54,3.08,0.0,6.15,1.54,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.31,0.0,3.08,9.23,3.08,0.0,7.69,4.62,0.0,16.92,1.54,15.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,9.23,6.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,1.54,2.8889,2.6667,3.0,1.1429,1.125,1.0,1.73946,1.82353,1.8562,0.97,8,1.7338655462184889,-0.011944444444444438
27186,ptsd,5za8cn,"(25, 30)",The last straw that broke me completely happened the night before/early morning of St Patty's day 2013 (age 21). I went to a bar for a pre-party. I had one shot with the bartender and some other guys there. I then started drinking water and talking to the guy sitting next to me. He said he was a pilot.,1,0.6,1489467360.0,2,2.6983870967741908,61,89.06,56.52,80.82,25.77,12.2,13.11,86.89,49.18,14.75,11.48,8.2,0.0,0.0,3.28,0.0,3.28,11.48,11.48,3.28,3.28,4.92,0.0,14.75,4.92,1.64,0.0,4.92,1.64,3.28,1.64,1.64,0.0,0.0,1.64,11.48,0.0,3.28,0.0,6.56,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,1.64,1.64,1.64,0.0,1.64,0.0,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.92,4.92,1.64,0.0,3.28,0.0,0.0,11.48,0.0,1.64,19.67,1.64,1.64,16.39,0.0,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.39,8.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,1.64,3.28,1.64,2.5,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.71056,1.73617,1.84465,1.0,1,4.091161290322585,-0.006249999999999999
507,ptsd,5za8cn,"[0, 5]",(I don't know how to tag this NSFW on my phone but it is. Edit: nvm figured it out lol)  Um... So I don't really know how to start this. I'm 25 now so I'll put my age at the time with the corresponding events.,0,1.0,1489467360.0,2,-2.4476870748299326,45,4.38,2.31,99.0,67.75,11.25,4.44,91.11,62.22,22.22,13.33,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.89,4.44,13.33,11.11,13.33,11.11,4.44,20.0,0.0,0.0,4.44,2.22,0.0,2.22,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.56,6.67,4.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.44,2.22,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.78,2.22,17.78,2.22,6.67,8.89,4.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.89,0.0,6.67,0.0,2.22,0.0,28.89,13.33,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.89,4.44,0.0,2.375,2.625,2.8,1.375,1.1429,1.0,1.65631,1.36667,1.83619,1.0,1,1.3215306122448993,0.5
25139,almosthomeless,5z0786,"(0, 5)","As is usually the case with the stories I read here, I've hit the bottom. I'm at the very last point before pitching a tent in a field, and begging at the street corner for pennies. A lot has happened in the last month, so I'll try to pare it down to make sense and then get to the numbers drama. When I say a lot, I mean we have been homeless since Feb 17th and making it work. There's me (27), my wife (23), and our son (10m).",1,0.8,1489344424.0,14,4.154361702127659,89,74.6,50.0,94.01,25.77,17.8,8.99,87.64,57.3,13.48,11.24,8.99,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.25,12.36,14.61,8.99,6.74,8.99,0.0,20.22,4.49,3.37,1.12,2.25,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.74,2.25,0.0,1.12,1.12,10.11,2.25,3.37,0.0,4.49,0.0,0.0,2.25,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.24,3.37,2.25,4.49,1.12,0.0,2.25,13.48,2.25,19.1,0.0,10.11,8.99,2.25,1.12,0.0,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.6,5.62,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.49,6.74,0.0,2.8,2.7273,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.65804,1.66761,1.82156,0.94,16,5.299446808510641,-0.1436111111111111
6333,ptsd,8olck0,"(13, 18)","I would like to reach out for help from someone supportive before an episode becomes too intense to ask for help. I would like to acknowledge the symptoms and temporary nature of the situation as to let it pass without causing additional damage. I finally realized that fighting my traumatic episodes is like a rigid oak tree trying to resist a flooding dam. Do any of you guys have ways to be ""okay"" with an episode? If so, how do you find the flexibility and patience to not fight against it?",1,0.5714285714285714,1528149463.0,1,8.166263736263737,91,85.81,54.38,17.46,25.77,18.2,26.37,85.71,58.24,10.99,6.59,4.4,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,4.4,7.69,20.88,9.89,4.4,6.59,2.2,15.38,5.49,3.3,1.1,0.0,1.1,10.99,5.49,5.49,1.1,2.2,0.0,9.89,0.0,1.1,0.0,1.1,17.58,4.4,2.2,3.3,5.49,0.0,4.4,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,1.1,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,4.4,2.2,1.1,3.3,0.0,0.0,1.1,9.89,0.0,5.49,1.1,1.1,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,8.79,3.3,1.1,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.77546,1.45823,1.85919,1.0,4,7.976131868131869,0.3
2160,relationships,7ndv9b,"[13, 18]","I am aftraid to phone her ever because I worry she will be grumpy, and she usually only phones when she needs to get advice or something like that. I think I want to not see her in the future, but I don't know if I am overreacting? I also don't want to cause drama in the family, which is very stressful to me. If I could get some advice that would be very helpful, thank you. Tldr: should I stay in contact with my sister who still talks to our dad?",1,0.8333333333333334,1514790159.0,24,5.457127659574468,92,5.04,54.33,16.76,25.77,18.4,8.7,96.74,67.39,25.0,19.57,11.96,1.09,1.09,5.43,0.0,5.43,2.17,11.96,11.96,8.7,8.7,3.26,25.0,1.09,1.09,3.26,0.0,1.09,4.35,2.17,2.17,2.17,0.0,0.0,19.57,3.26,1.09,6.52,1.09,20.65,2.17,2.17,8.7,6.52,1.09,5.43,3.26,1.09,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.52,4.35,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,20.65,2.17,9.78,1.09,4.35,5.43,0.0,2.17,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,3.26,4.35,1.09,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.71524,1.48,1.96621,0.78,6,6.429234042553194,0.1
41942,ptsd,9eb911,"(2, 7)","I couldn’t stop shaking and now I can’t get her out of my head. I keep looking at the sides of the road any time I drive now. I don’t even know how this triggered my ptsd since mine normally is only triggered by losing my breath or having a heavy feeling in my lungs. Does anyone have any tips on how I can stop worrying about this again? If anyone’s wondering, I can’t remember much but I remember pulling over in a parking lot, calling 911, and passing out from a severe anxiety attack.",1,0.8,1536477319.0,1,3.893457142857141,95,31.19,2.92,99.0,1.0,19.0,17.89,95.79,60.0,18.95,14.74,13.68,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,4.21,5.26,13.68,7.37,8.42,7.37,4.21,18.95,1.05,0.0,2.11,1.05,4.21,6.32,0.0,6.32,3.16,1.05,1.05,4.21,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,23.16,5.26,5.26,3.16,8.42,0.0,5.26,3.16,1.05,0.0,2.11,3.16,3.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.32,0.0,1.05,2.11,1.05,3.16,2.11,12.63,0.0,20.0,3.16,9.47,7.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.68,4.21,3.16,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.75206,1.58987,1.79462,1.0,0,4.967428571428574,0.0
526,anxiety,5vbfkq,"[0, 4]","Okay so I've got anxiety disorder and depression and went to doctors and they prescribed me Zofolt. I'm on my third week (20 days of medication first week 25g next 2 weeks 50g) keep this in mind that I have never token any SSRI before and Zofolt was my first anyway it's been quite tough I guess. I've noticed I've been experiencing Depersonalisation or Dereality or whatever it's called lately and I'm pretty sure it's from the medication, I can't really remember in the past if I've ever had DR OR DP so I'm not sure if Zofolt has caused it, I would be able to fight through it if it is just a TEMPORARY side effect but i was wondering if it's permanent. I hope not because it is really weird and strange and I feel like I'm going insane!",1,1.0,1487683214.0,2,4.243846153846157,141,1.71,1.21,99.0,25.77,35.25,13.48,90.07,58.16,21.28,13.48,12.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.71,7.8,2.13,7.09,16.31,6.38,12.77,2.84,24.11,4.96,1.42,0.71,3.55,0.71,7.8,3.55,3.55,0.71,0.71,0.71,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.99,3.55,2.13,4.26,9.93,2.84,9.22,1.42,0.0,0.0,0.71,3.55,0.0,3.55,0.0,0.0,4.26,0.0,2.13,1.42,0.71,0.0,7.8,15.6,1.42,14.18,1.42,2.84,9.93,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.42,0.0,0.0,0.71,0.0,0.71,14.89,2.13,1.42,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.71,0.0,0.0,9.22,1.42,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.65274,1.34262,1.84554,1.0,8,6.681179487179488,-0.01805555555555556
53273,relationships,7pss6s,"(10, 15)",I just wanted to be believed. She said that she would talk to toe - A few days later she came back to me ( after her convo) and claimed that I was being emotionally abusive. That toe is important and that I'm overstepping my boundaries. I don't even know if its all in my head or not but I feel as though toe is just a nasty piece of work that I don't know what to do about it.,1,0.8333333333333334,1515717670.0,257,5.61611111111111,78,3.37,7.93,55.26,9.85,19.5,8.97,93.59,66.67,26.92,16.67,11.54,0.0,0.0,5.13,0.0,10.26,2.56,11.54,12.82,7.69,8.97,3.85,21.79,5.13,3.85,1.28,0.0,3.85,3.85,1.28,2.56,0.0,2.56,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,5.13,0.0,15.38,5.13,0.0,3.85,2.56,1.28,6.41,2.56,0.0,1.28,1.28,5.13,5.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.56,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,6.41,15.38,0.0,7.69,1.28,2.56,5.13,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.82,5.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,3.85,2.56,0.0,2.5714,2.7143,2.8,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.63633,1.45797,1.87911,0.99,4,6.292685185185189,-0.13333333333333333
2253,relationships,7pss6s,"[0, 5]","My girlfriend - let's call her Moon, has been best mates with ""Toe"" for about two years now. They met at uni where they are now third years. I've always found toe to be a little abrasive and judgemental, but we got along pleasantly enough for the first few months of my relationship with moon. I've now been dating moon for ten months, and for he last seven, toe has been nasty to me face-to-face ( but only when we are alone) - if she sees me in passing for exsample. Otherwise she just completely ignores my existence.",0,0.0,1515717670.0,257,7.692599999999999,97,35.31,76.47,73.36,12.19,19.4,11.34,90.72,56.7,16.49,16.49,7.22,3.09,0.0,4.12,2.06,0.0,2.06,15.46,10.31,9.28,7.22,0.0,17.53,3.09,1.03,2.06,5.15,1.03,5.15,2.06,3.09,0.0,1.03,1.03,15.46,0.0,2.06,3.09,1.03,7.22,1.03,0.0,1.03,1.03,2.06,4.12,1.03,1.03,0.0,0.0,5.15,5.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.34,8.25,2.06,1.03,2.06,0.0,6.19,13.4,0.0,17.53,1.03,4.12,12.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.62,5.15,4.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.12,2.06,3.09,2.06,0.0,2.7778,2.3333,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.61303,1.58272,1.87114,0.99,4,6.724,-0.0034090909090909046
9177,relationships,7snlgn,"(212, 217)","I know after we talk, I'll be able to speak with Fred and Ginny, but they're not exactly objective observers. Anyway, thank you to everyone who commented, especially those who said I really needed to talk to Ron. I know it was obvious, I guess I just needed a push. Thank you to those who gave me that push. Really, thanks to everybody who commented and gave comfort and compassion to a stranger on the internet.",0,1.0,1516805763.0,30,6.055384615384618,76,30.52,90.57,41.67,99.0,15.2,17.11,90.79,60.53,26.32,13.16,9.21,1.32,2.63,0.0,0.0,13.16,3.95,13.16,5.26,6.58,5.26,1.32,23.68,1.32,1.32,5.26,0.0,0.0,6.58,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.42,2.63,0.0,2.63,1.32,6.58,5.26,2.63,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.95,2.63,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.89,14.47,1.32,5.26,2.63,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,17.11,6.58,7.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.7143,2.6,1.125,1.25,1.0,1.70491,1.34706,1.94036,0.94,27,7.135025641025642,0.15
54458,relationships,7snlgn,"(160, 165)","I know this is most likely just my stupid brain doing the fucking Cirque du Soleil, but I won't deny the idea did occur to me. Given all this, what do you think I should do? If she’s willing to cheat on him with his cousin (whom he also calls his brother) then I doubt she has any qualms about fucking some stranger. I’m really just…lost. I feel like my mind is in kind of a fog.",1,0.8,1516805763.0,30,3.707407407407409,77,7.91,34.83,13.15,1.0,15.4,7.79,89.61,59.74,25.97,20.78,11.69,0.0,1.3,7.79,0.0,5.19,3.9,9.09,14.29,6.49,5.19,1.3,22.08,6.49,2.6,2.6,0.0,5.19,9.09,0.0,7.79,1.3,5.19,1.3,14.29,2.6,0.0,2.6,6.49,19.48,5.19,0.0,2.6,9.09,1.3,3.9,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,3.9,1.3,0.0,2.6,0.0,9.09,2.6,2.6,1.3,1.3,1.3,3.9,14.29,2.6,3.9,0.0,2.6,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.88,6.49,2.6,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.9,2.6,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1111,1.0,1.73294,1.49394,1.8922,0.94,27,4.276148148148149,-0.05625000000000001
28,relationships,7snlgn,"[85, 90]","Quite frankly, him being so nonchalant about the whole thing kind of baffles me. Does he just trust her that much? Or is it me he trusts? His reaction (or lack of one) kept on making me think I was overreacting and reading too much into things. I could see that Fred certainly thought it was messed up, even half conscious.",0,0.6666666666666666,1516805763.0,30,4.28213114754098,60,6.55,50.0,3.37,96.76,12.0,16.67,91.67,58.33,26.67,16.67,8.33,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,10.0,1.67,8.33,10.0,8.33,6.67,0.0,23.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,5.0,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,6.67,21.67,5.0,3.33,3.33,6.67,3.33,3.33,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,5.0,5.0,11.67,0.0,5.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,5.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,2.9167,2.5,2.6,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.7296,1.49259,1.89291,0.94,27,3.8696393442622963,0.19251700680272107
412,relationships,7snlgn,"[80, 85]","Cue her giggling and, without warning, springing from Ron’s lap to mine. It was so fast (or I was so drunk) that I didn’t even time to try to block her. She told me that if I ever felt like a seventh wheel, she would gladly share her seat (I don’t think she’s very good with similes). While this is happening, I’m trying to avoid Lavender’s eye contact and look at Ron. Sure enough, he was looking and didn’t seem bothered by it.",0,0.0,1516805763.0,30,3.497,83,6.09,23.49,13.77,71.06,16.6,13.25,86.75,59.04,22.89,16.87,8.43,0.0,0.0,8.43,0.0,6.02,1.2,12.05,12.05,6.02,9.64,4.82,24.1,0.0,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,9.64,6.02,3.61,1.2,1.2,0.0,12.05,0.0,1.2,7.23,1.2,15.66,3.61,0.0,2.41,6.02,2.41,6.02,4.82,3.61,0.0,1.2,2.41,1.2,0.0,0.0,1.2,7.23,1.2,2.41,0.0,1.2,2.41,8.43,10.84,0.0,7.23,1.2,1.2,6.02,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.3,6.02,6.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.43,4.82,0.0,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.71129,1.51471,1.90415,0.94,27,4.157777777777781,0.2683333333333333
2311,relationships,7snlgn,"[50, 55]","A viewpoint that some of my asshole uncles, aunts, and other various family members have encouraged for reasons I won’t get into lest this post becomes my magnum opus. Anyway, her comment actually got me a little pissed. So, I sniped back, “Yeah, everyone wishes someone will cook, provide for them, and just take care of everything while they just relax but this isn’t Aladdin. Plus, if it was, you’d have to rub the lamp, not Ron, and I just don’t see how that would work out.” Everyone laughed, So did their significant others. All Ron kept saying was some variation of “That’s so true!” while laughing.",0,0.0,1516805763.0,30,4.1875,107,3.06,46.26,24.3,88.85,15.29,17.76,89.72,59.81,21.5,10.28,5.61,0.0,0.93,0.93,2.8,11.21,2.8,8.41,12.15,9.35,11.21,3.74,20.56,1.87,0.93,0.93,0.0,3.74,7.48,5.61,1.87,0.0,1.87,0.0,15.89,2.8,0.0,1.87,0.93,18.69,1.87,1.87,2.8,3.74,4.67,6.54,4.67,0.93,2.8,0.93,2.8,1.87,0.0,0.0,0.93,7.48,2.8,0.93,0.0,3.74,0.0,4.67,12.15,2.8,6.54,0.0,3.74,2.8,0.93,2.8,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.74,1.87,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.93,27.1,5.61,12.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,3.74,4.67,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.7273,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.69613,1.44944,1.92153,0.94,27,4.792285714285715,0.15
295,ptsd,8o1cuu,"[4, 9]","I am so ready to be better. Can I work through the CBT WORKBOOK alone? Has anyone tried? I’ll kick my search into high gear this week,  broadening my search to cities near me. I just want to do something positive before I do something I regret...or wake up in 6 months having done nothing..... which is worse?",0,0.6,1527953877.0,5,3.1744999999999983,59,20.17,4.53,84.61,25.77,9.83,11.86,91.53,62.71,23.73,15.25,15.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.47,1.69,15.25,16.95,3.39,3.39,1.69,20.34,10.17,5.08,1.69,1.69,0.0,10.17,5.08,5.08,0.0,0.0,3.39,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.56,0.0,0.0,3.39,6.78,3.39,1.69,3.39,3.39,0.0,0.0,3.39,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,11.86,0.0,5.08,3.39,3.39,1.69,3.39,18.64,1.69,13.56,0.0,8.47,5.08,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.42,16.95,1.69,0.0,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70383,1.55686,1.90543,0.78,9,3.6433333333333344,0.1312121212121212
42658,anxiety,7yorbs,"(20, 25)","One thing I'm thankful for in this mess of my life is my friend that has listened to me, held me through my panic attacks and talked me down from ledges. He's still there for me even though he's seen me at some pretty dark places. Ok, rant/vent over. Thank you for being here. Thank you for listening.",0,0.8,1519064511.0,5,2.6983870967741908,59,27.64,50.0,76.95,85.2,11.8,8.47,96.61,62.71,27.12,22.03,15.25,0.0,3.39,3.39,0.0,5.08,0.0,20.34,10.17,8.47,3.39,0.0,22.03,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,1.69,13.56,8.47,5.08,1.69,1.69,0.0,13.56,0.0,1.69,0.0,3.39,5.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,1.69,6.78,3.39,3.39,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,6.78,1.69,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,6.78,11.86,0.0,11.86,0.0,10.17,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,18.64,8.47,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.08,0.0,1.69,2.8462,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.66299,1.66429,1.8996,1.0,1,2.5685806451612905,0.053888888888888875
62,ptsd,88x9gq,"[7, 12]","And now that they have been living separately I had to move back in with my dad (after I couldn’t afford college) and he’s gotten to the point that he won’t even clean up after his dog so the house smells of urine or clean his clothes and all he does is play video games and yell at people. He will smoke weed and go to work and come home and never clean his dishes or anything. He’s turned into this monster who doesn’t care about anyone and will get rid of everyone if they inconvenience him even a little and he’s obsessed with money and making music. Now I have these bad nights a lot when people poke at me about my past, since today someone poked fun at me about an identity issue I used to have and now I’m just in a horrible place. It feels like anxiety is slowly pulling me into my bed.",1,1.0,1522649202.0,1,13.053636363636365,158,16.43,52.53,53.46,9.98,31.6,8.86,93.67,62.66,20.89,14.56,6.96,0.0,0.0,6.33,1.27,6.33,3.8,14.56,10.76,8.23,10.13,2.53,18.99,4.43,1.9,1.27,0.0,1.27,5.06,1.9,3.16,1.9,0.63,0.0,12.66,0.63,0.0,0.0,6.96,10.13,0.63,1.9,1.27,4.43,1.9,2.53,3.16,0.63,1.27,0.63,3.16,1.27,0.63,0.0,1.27,3.8,0.63,0.63,0.63,1.27,0.63,3.8,14.56,1.9,18.99,3.8,8.23,8.23,1.27,3.16,1.9,0.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.49,3.16,0.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.43,1.27,0.0,2.875,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1111,1.0,1.68672,1.63582,1.86327,0.67,0,11.79757575757576,-0.18977272727272726
3566,anxiety,9oiv5w,"(0, 5)","I was talking to my counselor today about my anxiety disorder, and he suggested to me that I try to reframe my anxiety as excitement, as they cause the same adrenal response. He suggested I view this adrenal response as simply “emotional arousal to something something novel.” This conversation caused me to have the revelation that for at least the past 5 years, I haven’t been able to experience anything “exciting” as something other than anxiety inducing. Things like first dates, roller coasters, etc. are all miserable for me because of my heightened nervous response.",1,0.8,1539652304.0,4,11.033124999999998,95,54.42,23.07,57.32,1.0,19.0,32.63,92.63,54.74,25.26,14.74,11.58,0.0,0.0,2.11,1.05,10.53,3.16,17.89,5.26,2.11,6.32,1.05,7.37,10.53,8.42,0.0,2.11,2.11,8.42,2.11,6.32,5.26,0.0,1.05,8.42,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,17.89,2.11,7.37,0.0,5.26,1.05,3.16,2.11,1.05,0.0,0.0,1.05,1.05,0.0,1.05,0.0,6.32,1.05,3.16,0.0,2.11,0.0,3.16,5.26,0.0,7.37,0.0,2.11,5.26,1.05,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.21,1.05,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.875,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.76065,1.53333,1.87746,1.0,8,9.720916666666668,-0.06944444444444445
26403,ptsd,8sd6nf,"(0, 5)","Even though those we hold in the highest regard appear to be fine, they may be struggling inside. With the PTSD Project, I want to show how Post Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD - effects military veterans, first responders, and family of those who are effected by PTSD. I am looking for people who are interested in being in the project. Please reach out to me if you are interested! Please do not take my photos for use without my permission however.",0,1.0,1529447804.0,0,7.765000000000001,80,54.96,40.12,59.88,72.57,16.0,21.25,91.25,56.25,15.0,10.0,6.25,1.25,1.25,0.0,1.25,5.0,3.75,17.5,11.25,5.0,6.25,2.5,17.5,2.5,1.25,3.75,1.25,0.0,10.0,6.25,3.75,2.5,0.0,0.0,10.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,2.5,5.0,2.5,3.75,0.0,6.25,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.25,2.5,1.25,6.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,13.75,1.25,10.0,0.0,7.5,1.25,2.5,1.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.75,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70579,1.54648,1.88625,0.22,9,7.612500000000001,0.22583333333333333
9217,ptsd,8sd6nf,"(2, 7)","I am looking for people who are interested in being in the project. Please reach out to me if you are interested! Please do not take my photos for use without my permission however. If you need help, please call 1-800-273-8255 for the Suicide Hotline, or 911 for emergencies. To view this project, you can view it at my website at <url> \- I wanted to showcase the photos in the thread, but I cannot share photos in this thread.",0,1.0,1529447804.0,0,1.8551633986928096,89,71.95,21.57,44.87,99.0,17.8,16.85,78.65,51.69,15.73,11.24,7.87,0.0,3.37,0.0,0.0,4.49,4.49,16.85,7.87,1.12,5.62,3.37,12.36,0.0,0.0,1.12,5.62,0.0,6.74,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.36,0.0,1.12,4.49,3.37,0.0,8.99,6.74,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.49,2.25,0.0,2.25,1.12,0.0,1.12,11.24,0.0,7.87,0.0,7.87,0.0,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.84,8.99,4.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,4.49,0.0,0.0,2.25,4.49,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.75675,1.50625,1.90684,0.22,9,3.2250980392156876,0.28125
20934,survivorsofabuse,7o6mzm,"(40, 45)","- She left a youtube comment on one of my videos saying ""I have many ways of contacting you"". - She blamed me for the outburst, saying that if I just gave her what she wanted she wouldn't have to do this - She told me that ""the water dripping thing"" (nice diminishing statement of what she did) was a joke/prank - I threatened to call the police if she didn't stop - She angrily e-mailed one more time but then immediately became apologetic begging me to not contact the police",0,0.8,1515106453.0,11,9.288,88,28.6,75.24,1.56,25.77,44.0,15.91,90.91,57.95,26.14,19.32,7.95,0.0,1.14,10.23,0.0,6.82,6.82,9.09,7.95,2.27,4.55,3.41,17.05,2.27,1.14,2.27,2.27,2.27,4.55,2.27,2.27,1.14,2.27,0.0,22.73,0.0,1.14,10.23,0.0,10.23,2.27,0.0,4.55,2.27,0.0,5.68,3.41,1.14,2.27,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,6.82,0.0,0.0,5.68,0.0,2.27,9.09,3.41,1.14,6.82,0.0,2.27,4.55,2.27,3.41,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.32,1.14,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.82,4.55,2.27,2.27,1.14,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.79498,1.63099,1.82078,0.87,3,8.525000000000002,0.22000000000000003
166,anxiety,7a6wgb,"[20, 25]","3 days before, she called me, pretty upset, to say that she didn't feel able to come. Naturally I've learned that she suffers from panic attacks occasionally, and has also said that she is reluctant to try a full relationship because of worries that I'll outgrow her or find someone else (we HAVE gone on dates since she has said these things). Eventually I put the pieces together and began to understand her a little better, but I also have my own neurological obstacles that have affected my thinking with this girl. I'm going to do my best to lay them out now: -Like I mentioned, I have ADHD in a serious way.",0,0.8,1509573239.0,3,9.915128205128205,113,24.66,60.48,88.86,1.0,28.25,17.7,94.69,58.41,25.66,17.7,9.73,0.88,0.0,6.19,0.88,7.96,3.54,13.27,10.62,3.54,6.19,0.88,26.55,5.31,3.54,0.0,0.88,0.88,8.85,2.65,6.19,3.54,0.88,0.88,15.93,0.0,0.0,7.08,0.0,14.16,4.42,2.65,0.0,4.42,0.0,3.54,3.54,0.0,2.65,0.88,0.88,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,7.96,2.65,3.54,1.77,1.77,0.88,7.08,17.7,2.65,16.81,3.54,6.19,7.08,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.93,3.54,5.31,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.0,3.54,1.77,0.0,2.8462,2.8571,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.76952,1.58614,1.92002,0.81,0,10.177025641025644,0.17743055555555554
155,anxiety,7a6wgb,"[15, 20]","I came to see her perform in a play one night, and brought flowers and saw her after the show. We walked around the city for a bit and then sat in my car quietly for a bit. And she didn't say much, but she looked really worried/close to tears. I didn't know what to make of it at the time. We had made plans for her to visit me in my town during the summer, with a month of notice.",0,1.0,1509573239.0,3,3.3428571428571416,82,90.14,50.0,97.62,10.4,16.4,6.1,98.78,59.76,17.07,14.63,6.1,2.44,0.0,6.1,0.0,2.44,9.76,20.73,3.66,2.44,7.32,2.44,19.51,2.44,1.22,1.22,1.22,3.66,3.66,1.22,2.44,1.22,0.0,1.22,10.98,0.0,0.0,6.1,0.0,9.76,2.44,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.88,7.32,4.88,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.66,2.44,1.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.2,6.1,2.44,25.61,6.1,9.76,9.76,1.22,1.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.41,6.1,3.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,1.22,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.1538,1.25,1.0,1.7235,1.68108,1.89969,0.81,0,4.447714285714287,0.13333333333333333
1674,anxiety,7a6wgb,"[40, 45]","So this is a new dynamic I am learning, and attempting to exercise patience with. But sometimes I message her pictures of animals or just something about my day. Even if she doesn't respond, I don't mind. I just like to share. I don't want to bombard her with questions about her opinion on the nature of our friendship/relationship, or make her feel pressure like I want something to happen faster than it is.",0,1.0,1509573239.0,3,6.176153846153845,75,26.4,29.68,20.24,25.77,15.0,24.0,89.33,64.0,22.67,17.33,9.33,1.33,0.0,6.67,0.0,5.33,2.67,18.67,8.0,8.0,8.0,4.0,16.0,4.0,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,1.33,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,13.33,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,20.0,4.0,1.33,4.0,10.67,0.0,6.67,2.67,1.33,0.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,5.33,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.0,0.0,6.67,1.33,1.33,5.33,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.0,6.67,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,1.33,2.75,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.76494,1.53714,2.04662,0.81,0,6.227333333333334,0.06818181818181818
1659,homeless,727smh,"[10, 15]",Just goes to show: It's not the suit. It's how you wear it. Update 2: Got the job. Thread [here. ]( <url>,0,1.0,1506287110.0,64,-4.799999999999997,21,10.46,50.0,13.15,25.77,4.2,0.0,80.95,52.38,19.05,4.76,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,14.29,9.52,4.76,9.52,14.29,4.76,4.76,23.81,0.0,0.0,4.76,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,4.76,4.76,0.0,0.0,4.76,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,4.76,19.05,0.0,9.52,4.76,0.0,4.76,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,61.9,19.05,0.0,9.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,4.76,19.05,2.3,2.25,2.8,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.58776,1.5125,1.80459,1.0,15,-1.3680000000000003,0.0
1431,relationships,7ql2nl,"[10, 15]","The only issue maybe is that she's quite clingy, which I don't mind to a point, but I like my own time and space and that's something I've really began to miss since we moved in together. This stuff doesn't seem to bother her at all and even after spending entire weeks with me straight, she is often sad and upset when we have time apart. I'm starting to realise she loves me more than I love her. And when I think about marriage and children, I'm wondering whether she is the girl I want to do it all with. At the same time, I don't want to end things and then regret it and never get what we've had again.",0,0.0,1516036327.0,3,8.888307692307695,121,4.26,40.2,90.66,6.99,24.2,8.26,95.87,65.29,25.62,17.36,9.92,2.48,0.0,4.96,0.0,8.26,3.31,12.4,12.4,8.26,10.74,3.31,22.31,5.79,3.31,4.13,0.0,3.31,6.61,2.48,4.13,0.83,0.83,2.48,12.4,0.83,0.0,5.79,0.0,16.53,2.48,0.83,2.48,4.96,3.31,4.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.44,5.79,0.0,0.83,0.83,0.0,3.31,17.36,0.83,19.83,0.83,6.61,12.4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.7,4.13,4.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.44,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8333,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69641,1.47193,1.87294,1.0,0,8.34692307692308,0.15
22370,anxiety,84bcl0,"(5, 10)",Obviously this doesn’t help the mental health. I have a great relationship with a professor at my institution. Because I go to a SLAC close professor / student relationships are encouraged. My professor has been very helpful and making sure I get the mental health assistance needed while at school while also frequently checking in on me. This person has also offered to Skype me over break if I needed to chat or if being home became difficult.,0,1.0,1521009812.0,2,8.289615384615384,77,45.51,30.16,79.64,90.27,15.4,20.78,97.4,54.55,12.99,10.39,10.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,6.49,11.69,9.09,5.19,11.69,1.3,16.88,6.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.49,5.19,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.99,1.3,2.6,5.19,3.9,2.6,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,0.0,2.6,0.0,0.0,18.18,7.79,0.0,7.79,2.6,1.3,5.19,9.09,0.0,15.58,1.3,9.09,3.9,9.09,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,6.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,1.3,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.81952,1.53939,1.92718,1.0,0,8.496564102564104,0.11250000000000002
1858,domesticviolence,7ct1js,"[25, 30]","I've been trying to get in contact with her because I'm scared and worried about her. She isn't answering my phone calls, and will only give a vague text response with an I'll call you later while she is at work. Or HE will text me back and say she is fine and can't talk right now. I spoke to 2 of our mutual friends today and she isn't speaking to them as well. I can feel it in my soul that he is going to seriously hurt her or those babies.",1,1.0,1510632475.0,4,3.413911564625849,92,5.04,83.61,27.39,4.13,18.4,8.7,95.65,66.3,25.0,21.74,8.7,1.09,1.09,9.78,1.09,3.26,2.17,13.04,13.04,6.52,10.87,3.26,20.65,6.52,2.17,0.0,1.09,0.0,6.52,2.17,4.35,2.17,0.0,1.09,25.0,1.09,2.17,7.61,2.17,11.96,2.17,2.17,0.0,4.35,0.0,5.43,6.52,0.0,4.35,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.43,2.17,2.17,0.0,1.09,0.0,2.17,18.48,4.35,10.87,1.09,5.43,5.43,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,13.04,5.43,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.52,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.75,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.6873,1.6069,1.87461,1.0,1,4.747346938775511,-0.018707482993197275
48421,anxiety,73akat,"(0, 5)","With the help of my therapist, I've come to somewhat of a revelation. I have a very hard time feeling a sense of accomplishment, especially for ""little"" things throughout the day. Obviously something like applying for a few jobs (I'm unemployed) isn't going to give anybody the same sense of accomplishment as something like earning a college degree. But I have a hard time not feeling like I should have applied for more, I'm still being lazy, a normal person would have done more, etc. Which in turn is making me feel like crap and leading me to apply for even less jobs and get less done.",1,0.8333333333333334,1506717468.0,6,9.655675675675674,107,78.73,15.19,70.89,5.67,21.4,17.76,95.33,58.88,13.08,8.41,8.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.67,9.35,17.76,13.08,4.67,3.74,1.87,22.43,9.35,9.35,0.93,0.0,5.61,1.87,0.0,1.87,0.0,0.93,0.0,3.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.76,5.61,1.87,1.87,3.74,1.87,2.8,6.54,0.0,0.0,4.67,1.87,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,6.54,0.93,4.67,1.87,1.87,0.0,1.87,13.08,0.93,9.35,3.74,1.87,3.74,7.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.82,4.67,4.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.87,3.74,1.87,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.76191,1.46374,1.93181,1.0,1,9.120252252252254,-0.09226190476190477
149,relationships,7rvv3h,"[0, 5]","He told me that we are at different places in life - he is looking to buy houses and I'm just starting grad school. I understand that I won't be financially stable for a few more years because I do have a student loan. But that being said I'm getting a master's in engineering so at worst I'm looking at a 5 year payback plan. He told me that he doesn't think we will work out long term because of being in different places. He thinks making adjustments to the differences between us will be ""forcing things to work out"".",0,0.8,1516511505.0,2,5.8908571428571435,99,34.01,45.96,80.98,12.41,19.8,18.18,94.95,58.59,21.21,16.16,8.08,3.03,0.0,5.05,0.0,5.05,5.05,14.14,15.15,2.02,5.05,2.02,26.26,6.06,5.05,0.0,1.01,2.02,1.01,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.05,11.11,3.03,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.05,3.03,2.02,1.01,0.0,1.01,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,10.1,3.03,3.03,2.02,1.01,1.01,3.03,15.15,4.04,15.15,0.0,11.11,4.04,7.07,0.0,1.01,4.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.14,5.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,2.02,6.06,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.72871,1.57978,1.88518,0.63,16,6.631190476190479,-0.09375
24769,stress,9jtplw,"(20, 25)","she then tells me i’m self centered and i’m a fuck up and i’m fucking my sister up. And once everything has been said 10 mins later she acts like she did none of it. she asks me if i want tea and to watch tv with her. this all probably sounds so confusing but it’s mentally making me lose it. i cant do this anymore, i can’t balance school and my personal issues and family issues and her altogether.",1,1.0,1538194207.0,1,0.5995219638242908,80,1.48,22.67,27.99,1.0,16.0,12.5,91.25,62.5,30.0,21.25,13.75,0.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,8.75,1.25,7.5,10.0,2.5,13.75,3.75,18.75,3.75,2.5,0.0,2.5,2.5,6.25,0.0,5.0,1.25,2.5,1.25,17.5,2.5,0.0,8.75,0.0,13.75,0.0,1.25,2.5,3.75,3.75,5.0,3.75,1.25,2.5,0.0,3.75,0.0,0.0,2.5,1.25,6.25,2.5,1.25,2.5,0.0,1.25,3.75,17.5,1.25,8.75,0.0,3.75,5.0,1.25,2.5,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.75,6.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.77867,1.59429,1.91789,1.0,0,3.2296899224806204,-0.23333333333333336
419,stress,9jtplw,"[10, 15]","i’m 15, i don’t want to be anywhere near my dad bc of the shit he’s done and this has been going on for 4 years now. she also claims i give her an attitude anytime i do something. today i took the pair of shorts to fold and she looked at me and said “ are you really gonna grab them like that? your a fucking asshole. your giving me an attitude after all this shit?",1,0.0,1538194207.0,1,0.8870357142857159,76,21.43,55.22,41.67,1.0,15.2,9.21,89.47,65.79,26.32,21.05,10.53,0.0,3.95,5.26,1.32,5.26,6.58,13.16,11.84,5.26,6.58,1.32,23.68,2.63,2.63,0.0,2.63,1.32,6.58,1.32,5.26,0.0,5.26,0.0,15.79,1.32,0.0,3.95,2.63,9.21,0.0,1.32,1.32,3.95,1.32,1.32,3.95,1.32,1.32,1.32,5.26,3.95,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,6.58,14.47,2.63,14.47,2.63,5.26,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.89,5.26,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.16,3.95,1.32,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,1.32,3.95,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.2,1.25,1.0,1.76539,1.57705,1.87907,1.0,0,3.0271428571428594,-0.13999999999999999
1445,stress,9jtplw,"[22, 27]","she asks me if i want tea and to watch tv with her. this all probably sounds so confusing but it’s mentally making me lose it. i cant do this anymore, i can’t balance school and my personal issues and family issues and her altogether. what do i do?? plz?",1,1.0,1538194207.0,1,0.5825157232704434,50,1.0,8.08,12.17,1.0,10.0,14.0,92.0,62.0,32.0,20.0,14.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,0.0,12.0,0.0,4.0,8.0,4.0,14.0,4.0,16.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,6.0,0.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,12.0,2.0,0.0,6.0,0.0,20.0,0.0,2.0,4.0,6.0,4.0,8.0,4.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,4.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,20.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.0,6.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.76263,1.51556,1.89523,1.0,0,3.6625471698113223,-0.13333333333333333
36811,domesticviolence,6n0x6l,"(0, 5)",Ive been with my partner for a little over a year now. He has mild autism and is hard for him to deal with anger and emotions. He tends to black out i n rage and just break and smash things. Sadly we are young and broke so thearpy has been a hard option to find for a decent price. He got physical with me the other day and smashed my head into a wall.,1,0.8571428571428571,1499943938.0,3,3.088815789473685,75,66.17,55.29,27.06,1.0,15.0,6.67,90.67,60.0,16.0,13.33,6.67,1.33,0.0,5.33,0.0,2.67,8.0,16.0,9.33,4.0,9.33,0.0,14.67,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,1.33,5.33,0.0,2.67,2.67,8.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,5.33,4.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,1.33,4.0,1.33,0.0,2.67,2.67,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,5.33,2.67,0.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,5.33,10.67,0.0,13.33,0.0,6.67,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.77995,1.60635,1.76399,1.0,8,3.690631578947368,-0.15113636363636362
42662,domesticviolence,9uutx6,"(0, 5)","Wrote this in about three minutes today. I need to work some things out but it is crazy how much writing has helped me in the past three and a half months. My therapist credits my journaling to the progress I am continuing to make. I want to send my thoughts to everyone posting on this sub, I am strong not only for myself but for you. Being in a toxic relationship is so isolating you don't even realize how many people feel hopeless and desperate for change.",0,1.0,1541555134.0,5,5.461722846441948,88,43.68,24.76,85.21,3.73,17.6,17.05,95.45,57.95,18.18,12.5,10.23,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,5.68,4.55,15.91,7.95,6.82,7.95,2.27,18.18,2.27,0.0,2.27,3.41,3.41,6.82,2.27,4.55,1.14,0.0,2.27,6.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.91,3.41,4.55,2.27,1.14,1.14,3.41,1.14,0.0,0.0,1.14,2.27,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,5.68,1.14,2.27,2.27,0.0,0.0,3.41,15.91,0.0,12.5,2.27,5.68,4.55,4.55,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.95,5.68,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.69421,1.55641,1.89547,0.79,0,5.839943820224722,-0.06041666666666665
19879,homeless,5wtgj5,"(0, 5)","Hey guys, circumstances in my life has brought me to being homeless starting tomorrow. I live in Central Florida and the reason why I come to this position is due to my car breaking down, not being able to make it to work since its a 35 mile commute, and now that I can't pay rent, I have to leave the room I'm renting. Lately though Ive been thinking a lot of leaving to New York. I'll be homeless there, yes, but at least I'll be able to get around with 24/7 transportation. My question is: Is this a good idea?",0,0.6,1488346401.0,2,6.988018867924531,102,46.95,7.08,99.0,43.65,20.4,15.69,93.14,56.86,16.67,11.76,11.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.9,4.9,15.69,13.73,5.88,3.92,1.96,22.55,1.96,0.98,0.98,2.94,1.96,0.98,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.98,11.76,3.92,3.92,0.0,1.96,0.0,3.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.96,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.0,7.84,0.0,2.94,2.94,1.96,0.0,1.96,16.67,2.94,22.55,6.86,8.82,6.86,2.94,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,1.96,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.0,16.67,3.92,5.88,0.98,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,0.98,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.1111,1.1818,1.0,1.68277,1.47727,1.88108,1.0,18,7.1496981132075454,0.09928833792470156
9259,anxiety,8pbl9z,"(0, 5)",Lately I've just been having that terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and also a feeling of nausea \- like I constantly need to throw up. I'm sleeping normal but still feeling so tired and drained and can't really focus at work \- and because of that I feel like my work performance is slipping up. I am constantly afraid that I'm going to lose my job and that my manager hates me. This has been happening so much more frequently. About a week ago my doc gave me prozac (once a day) and xanax (only as needed) prescriptions and I feel like it's helped with the bigger attacks and some dark thoughts but now its almost like just a little constant anxiety all the time and it sucks.,1,1.0,1528388049.0,1,3.7469538670284948,129,21.0,7.04,98.48,1.0,25.8,15.5,96.9,60.47,17.05,10.85,10.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.2,5.43,12.4,7.75,11.63,12.4,0.78,20.16,6.2,5.43,0.0,0.78,3.1,5.43,0.0,5.43,1.55,2.33,0.78,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.4,4.65,0.78,1.55,1.55,0.78,3.1,4.65,0.78,0.0,3.88,5.43,1.55,3.88,0.0,0.0,6.2,0.0,2.33,3.88,0.0,0.78,4.65,13.95,0.78,17.05,2.33,4.65,10.08,3.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.78,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.95,3.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.55,0.0,3.88,3.1,1.55,2.7143,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.75205,1.46609,1.88707,1.0,0,4.571356852103122,-0.13046875
6218,homeless,6vezix,"(15, 20)","For my two worst offenders, they will each get a postcard. Everyone at work will read that post card as it gets passed to the executive director of the rehab center. The old lady will get a warning that she's not smart enough to protect herself and she should be thankful she picked on another elderly widow woman instead of someone looking for revenge for fun. Over the years I've been to the mayor, I've attended a number of (laughable) ""homeless conferences"". It's all a joke so no approaching from that angle.",0,0.8,1503444616.0,21,6.7346875,92,75.43,62.78,4.59,45.75,18.4,21.74,92.39,54.35,17.39,8.7,3.26,0.0,0.0,4.35,1.09,8.7,9.78,15.22,10.87,2.17,3.26,2.17,18.48,5.43,2.17,0.0,1.09,3.26,9.78,5.43,4.35,0.0,2.17,0.0,10.87,1.09,0.0,6.52,0.0,7.61,0.0,1.09,1.09,1.09,2.17,2.17,2.17,1.09,1.09,0.0,1.09,0.0,1.09,0.0,0.0,13.04,0.0,1.09,4.35,4.35,3.26,4.35,9.78,4.35,10.87,3.26,4.35,2.17,5.43,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.3,5.43,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,4.35,2.17,0.0,2.8,2.8,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.68067,1.61795,1.84164,0.9,3,7.120833333333334,-0.16339285714285715
50834,ptsd,8291sh,"(160, 165)","The difference between nightmares and nigh terrors is diagnosed through sleep studies using tools that measure rapid eye movement. All of which tells me absolutely Sweet F*** All, let’s be honest. &nbsp; Sleep and our need for it is not entirely understood, many fantastic theories abound but what little we do states that it is a fundamental requirement for life. &nbsp;",0,1.0,1520281745.0,6,11.61768817204301,61,47.68,62.85,9.45,56.75,15.25,26.23,86.89,44.26,16.39,6.56,1.64,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.84,3.28,8.2,8.2,1.64,4.92,1.64,18.03,9.84,1.64,3.28,0.0,6.56,8.2,4.92,3.28,1.64,0.0,0.0,6.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.31,3.28,1.64,1.64,1.64,8.2,4.92,3.28,1.64,0.0,0.0,9.84,4.92,3.28,0.0,1.64,6.56,4.92,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,1.64,13.11,0.0,4.92,3.28,1.64,0.0,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,21.31,4.92,3.28,0.0,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,8.2,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.65978,1.512,1.90235,0.88,1,10.170000000000005,0.27708333333333335
1509,ptsd,8291sh,"[90, 95]","Brian has exactly the same responses. I know he is in a nightmare because I am fully aware of his breathing, his perspiration and his heart rate (a gift of growing up as a small child being hunted, there are some skills that are animalistic that I retain to this day). His service dog, Sasha, no longer wakes Brian up from his nightmares but stands up stretches, which is enough to wake me up and if I don’t fix the problem, she will wander over to my side of the bed lay her head on it and make that condescending “get a move on with it woman” growl she has developed. She loves me in that I exist and am occasionally useful. Smile.",0,0.6,1520281745.0,6,6.267142857142858,123,52.82,53.25,14.43,25.77,24.6,12.2,86.18,58.54,21.14,14.63,6.5,0.0,0.0,8.13,0.0,6.5,5.69,14.63,8.94,1.63,6.5,1.63,13.82,3.25,2.44,0.81,0.0,0.81,4.88,2.44,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.57,0.0,0.0,4.07,4.88,8.94,1.63,2.44,1.63,2.44,0.81,1.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.88,4.07,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.94,0.81,0.81,5.69,0.81,0.81,0.0,12.2,0.81,14.63,1.63,11.38,1.63,2.44,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.01,4.07,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.63,0.81,1.63,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.7583,1.62376,1.90622,0.88,1,6.734700460829494,0.11875
775,ptsd,8291sh,"[55, 60]","My own sleep issues were that of a cat: I could sleep anywhere, anytime for brief at most 40 minute slots of time. I was known to lean against a wall and be fast asleep. On a 20 minute taxi ride. Boom. Out.",0,1.0,1520281745.0,6,0.06697674418604649,43,94.84,17.61,99.0,25.77,8.6,6.98,81.4,48.84,9.3,6.98,6.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,6.98,18.6,9.3,2.33,2.33,0.0,11.63,4.65,2.33,0.0,4.65,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.95,2.33,0.0,2.33,6.98,0.0,2.33,2.33,0.0,2.33,0.0,6.98,6.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.98,2.33,0.0,27.91,6.98,11.63,13.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.28,11.63,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.375,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.62818,1.65143,1.85605,0.88,1,0.38725581395349096,0.325
28212,anxiety,5mhx8w,"(5, 10)","My flaws seemed huge to me, and I assumed everyone thought negatively of me all the time. My life was consumed by a spiral of negative thoughts and social anxiety. I went to my doc, admitted my social anxiety, and he prescribed me Lexapro 10mg/day. I took my first pill a few days ago, and not two hours later, I had nearly complete relief of my anxiety of all kinds. The bad thoughts completely stopped.",0,1.0,1483755650.0,92,5.939605263157894,76,52.18,4.38,99.0,1.0,15.2,22.37,93.42,48.68,19.74,18.42,17.11,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,5.26,9.21,2.63,2.63,5.26,3.95,10.53,2.63,1.32,0.0,2.63,3.95,6.58,1.32,5.26,3.95,0.0,0.0,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,18.42,7.89,0.0,0.0,3.95,6.58,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.95,0.0,3.95,0.0,1.32,9.21,2.63,1.32,1.32,1.32,2.63,10.53,0.0,0.0,14.47,2.63,1.32,10.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.47,6.58,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.76824,1.56418,1.87565,0.96,32,6.330105263157897,-0.05303030303030301
904,ptsd,9yayit,"[0, 5]","I've got a good handle on my triggers. I know how to prepare myself when I have to encounter a trigger and how to move past it without too much discomfort. That being said today I encountered an event that blindsided me. I was not prepared at all. I know its possible I will come across triggers without warning, but this was something that had not been a trigger before.",1,0.6,1542583224.0,3,5.306056338028171,70,13.85,1.0,99.0,8.64,14.0,21.43,95.71,64.29,24.29,14.29,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,5.71,12.86,11.43,5.71,7.14,5.71,20.0,1.43,1.43,4.29,0.0,2.86,4.29,1.43,2.86,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.86,2.86,8.57,0.0,2.86,1.43,7.14,2.86,1.43,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,1.43,10.0,10.0,4.29,14.29,2.86,4.29,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,7.14,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.75106,1.39032,1.83434,0.81,1,5.7367323943661965,0.16249999999999998
18821,survivorsofabuse,93vhjc,"(15, 20)","I am also not sure if I should press charges on my mother for stealing my identity, or even bother looking into the student loan fraud. Student loan fraud is incredibly difficult to prove, and reporting identity theft would be a lengthy process. The debt is paid and I almost feel like just running away and forgetting about it. I am 26 and truly terrified because, though I have been on my own before, I have never been completely alone or financially independent. I am shocked and horrified by everything that has happened to me in the last year.",1,0.8571428571428571,1533177691.0,3,9.450909090909093,99,17.96,5.32,76.08,1.0,19.8,23.23,87.88,61.62,14.14,11.11,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,4.04,12.12,13.13,9.09,11.11,2.02,19.19,4.04,2.02,0.0,1.01,0.0,8.08,2.02,6.06,1.01,1.01,1.01,2.02,1.01,0.0,1.01,0.0,17.17,2.02,2.02,3.03,4.04,6.06,5.05,3.03,1.01,0.0,2.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.06,0.0,0.0,4.04,1.01,1.01,4.04,10.1,0.0,10.1,1.01,5.05,4.04,4.04,1.01,0.0,5.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,5.05,4.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.68801,1.50952,1.85435,0.81,3,8.938060606060606,-0.10714285714285714
32700,survivorsofabuse,93vhjc,"(0, 5)","My mother is a narcissist. A few months ago I pulled up my credit report and discovered that my mother had stolen my identity in 2015– but had just paid off the balance. I asked her about it and she admitted it without apologizing. A few weeks ago I was thinking about what I owe in student loans, and it wasn’t adding up. I asked her if she ever pulled out extra money for herself, and she snapped.",1,0.6,1533177691.0,3,5.250379746835442,78,26.04,35.01,88.5,49.64,15.6,14.1,92.31,60.26,25.64,19.23,11.54,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,6.41,5.13,12.82,6.41,5.13,7.69,2.56,16.67,3.85,0.0,1.28,1.28,5.13,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,2.56,0.0,10.26,0.0,10.26,3.85,0.0,1.28,1.28,1.28,5.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,6.41,1.28,0.0,12.82,2.56,0.0,16.67,2.56,7.69,6.41,3.85,0.0,0.0,6.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.26,6.41,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.4,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.69136,1.59437,1.85551,0.81,3,5.807443037974686,-0.13333333333333333
41,stress,5vqswr,"[5, 10]","I have panic attack after panic attack and I truly just don't know what to do anymore. No matter how I explain the severity of my situation to people, they STILL somehow seem to not understand just how miserable my mind makes me everyday. I get intrusive thoughts like about how something terrible could happen to my family, or a lot of ""what ifs"". My mind is running 24/7 and it's driving me insane. I have a terrible fear of dying along with an even more crippling fear of something happening to my family (my parents, brothers..) all day long my mind plays thoughts and scenarios that leave me sad, scared, constantly wired with fear, and over all exhausted.",1,1.0,1487861696.0,3,6.60737603305785,120,30.86,13.93,88.91,1.0,20.0,20.0,89.17,55.83,20.0,13.33,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.83,6.67,3.33,13.33,5.83,9.17,6.67,2.5,14.17,5.83,2.5,4.17,1.67,3.33,12.5,1.67,10.83,5.83,1.67,1.67,5.83,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.83,17.5,5.0,3.33,0.83,5.0,3.33,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,6.67,3.33,0.0,2.5,0.83,0.0,0.0,11.67,0.0,10.0,2.5,1.67,5.83,0.0,3.33,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,5.83,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,1.67,1.67,0.83,2.8,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.79216,1.63364,1.80902,1.0,2,6.984783057851242,-0.465
23541,anxiety,6hrn0u,"(0, 5)","I read somewhere that feeling like you can't swallow is a symptom of anxiety. It usually only happens when I take pills, but lately it's expanded to nearly everything I eat or drink. It helps if I'm moving or fidgeting with something, but my family has started noticing. It makes me avoid eating with others when I can, or just eating super slow. It's become a fear of choking or asphyxiating  now.",1,1.0,1497675181.0,6,4.6109649122807,72,1.8,4.8,99.0,8.95,14.4,20.83,97.22,63.89,25.0,11.11,9.72,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,12.5,2.78,8.33,9.72,12.5,12.5,1.39,25.0,2.78,1.39,2.78,0.0,0.0,6.94,2.78,4.17,4.17,0.0,0.0,5.56,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,4.17,1.39,1.39,12.5,1.39,12.5,1.39,0.0,0.0,1.39,11.11,0.0,4.17,0.0,8.33,6.94,2.78,1.39,0.0,1.39,1.39,1.39,19.44,0.0,13.89,2.78,2.78,9.72,1.39,2.78,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,6.94,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8,2.6,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.77558,1.5,1.89054,0.81,4,6.428947368421053,-0.03333333333333334
1178,anxiety,6yg736,"[0, 5]","I keep getting this... creeping/moving feeling in my stomach. Right below where my ribs part, maybe slightly to the right. I have no idea what it is but I've never had stomach issues with my anxiety. It just started in the past couple of weeks. Admittedly my anxiety has been a lot worse lately.",1,1.0,1504710605.0,1,2.0828571428571436,55,26.98,3.48,99.0,1.0,9.17,18.18,92.73,58.18,20.0,12.73,12.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.27,5.45,10.91,10.91,9.09,1.82,3.64,20.0,1.82,1.82,3.64,0.0,5.45,5.45,0.0,5.45,3.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.91,3.64,0.0,0.0,3.64,1.82,1.82,1.82,0.0,0.0,1.82,5.45,5.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.45,0.0,0.0,1.82,1.82,1.82,7.27,10.91,0.0,21.82,1.82,10.91,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,14.55,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,1.82,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.74384,1.488,1.82358,1.0,0,3.544285714285717,-0.09087301587301588
1542,ptsd,7x5b9v,"[5, 10]","I hadn't realized until a year ago, but this gave me ptsd and shaped the way I interact with men and boys. Now I'm dating a boy who is very sweet, very understanding and such, but I often find myself thinking about ending it because his behavior feels too ""man-ish"" to me, and it makes me uncomfortable and scares me. It puts me in a very irritated state - a response to feeling threatened by men in my case - and often starts ""discourse"" between us. Luckily he is very understanding and we talked about it a lot, but whenever he asks me what he's doing that makes me uncomfortable, I can't answer, I can't put it into words, which means he can't change his behavior perfectly and that the cycle will start over again. I'm fighting as hard as I can against the effects of my ptsd on my relationship, as it is very important to me to make it work, but I know when we end it, it will be partly caused by it.",1,0.0,1518480571.0,5,9.866538461538461,175,10.21,32.39,98.94,11.11,35.0,13.71,96.0,64.57,26.29,17.14,12.0,1.71,0.0,3.43,0.0,9.14,4.57,12.0,6.86,8.57,10.86,2.29,16.57,2.86,1.71,2.86,0.0,1.14,5.71,2.29,3.43,2.86,1.14,0.0,12.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.29,18.29,6.29,4.57,0.0,2.86,0.57,4.57,2.29,0.0,0.0,1.71,0.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57,6.29,3.43,1.14,1.71,0.57,0.57,2.86,14.29,1.14,15.43,2.86,4.0,8.57,0.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.14,2.86,6.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.71,2.29,4.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69703,1.50943,1.85778,0.78,8,9.851098901098904,0.12833333333333335
46151,assistance,6uwsfa,"(15, 20)","I made some dumb decisions 1-2 years back. I took out some loans i shouldn't have, and i'm paying for it dearly now. I know it was dumb, but i don't feel like i deserve to starve for it, but thats just my opinion. On the other hand, i also know that i am not owed anything, and i am deeply ashamed of myself almost every day. Honestly, i am on a verge of a mental breakdown.",1,1.0,1503247957.0,31,3.197560975609754,78,9.98,1.0,99.0,9.85,15.6,10.26,94.87,62.82,25.64,16.67,16.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.97,3.85,11.54,11.54,6.41,6.41,3.85,19.23,3.85,1.28,0.0,2.56,3.85,6.41,2.56,3.85,1.28,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.51,5.13,1.28,1.28,6.41,1.28,5.13,2.56,0.0,0.0,2.56,2.56,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,5.13,1.28,0.0,2.56,1.28,0.0,5.13,14.1,0.0,11.54,0.0,7.69,5.13,1.28,0.0,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.23,6.41,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,2.8,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.71236,1.37681,1.87377,0.91,20,4.908439024390244,-0.05357142857142857
1646,anxiety,8lnloq,"[0, 5]","Alright so, for my entire life I've been a straight-A student. High honor roll every time. I never expected any less and neither did my parents, teachers, friends, etc. Over the past year (8th grade) I've developed anxiety, depression, and OCD. (Not self diagnosed.)",1,1.0,1527114837.0,2,3.2307092198581593,45,32.98,5.99,98.01,25.77,9.0,26.67,95.56,40.0,11.11,11.11,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,4.44,8.89,4.44,6.67,6.67,8.89,8.89,4.44,0.0,0.0,8.89,8.89,4.44,4.44,2.22,0.0,2.22,6.67,2.22,2.22,0.0,0.0,17.78,2.22,0.0,2.22,2.22,6.67,4.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,15.56,4.44,2.22,11.11,0.0,0.0,6.67,4.44,2.22,17.78,2.22,6.67,8.89,8.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,40.0,11.11,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,4.44,8.89,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.73159,1.64737,1.8986,1.0,2,4.035212765957446,-0.01777777777777777
49100,ptsd,8iw279,"(0, 5)","Was looking at therapies for my gf and this stood out. Love any feedback from anyone who has used this. She's going to start Monday at 5 mg and go up from there. Here's a collection of studies on both prevention, various effects, and treatment benefits noted using hydrocortisone in people with PTSD or at high risk of it.",0,1.0,1526132222.0,2,6.1159836065573785,59,91.03,75.12,76.95,57.83,14.75,18.64,88.14,50.85,11.86,3.39,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,8.47,1.69,23.73,5.08,3.39,6.78,0.0,18.64,3.39,1.69,1.69,1.69,5.08,5.08,3.39,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,10.17,0.0,1.69,3.39,0.0,10.17,1.69,5.08,0.0,5.08,0.0,1.69,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,11.86,3.39,0.0,3.39,1.69,3.39,5.08,8.47,1.69,22.03,3.39,15.25,3.39,5.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,166.1,6.78,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,152.54,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.375,1.0,1.0,1.75709,1.408,1.80103,0.63,32,6.993565573770493,0.22
14650,survivorsofabuse,6azpu0,"(225, 230)","I'd like to note that I have had a couple close individuals look at my emails, evidence, etc since the last court date. I'm not that crazy, but I showed them the emails because I wanted to make sure they were real. The emails, evidence, and notes are all real. I checked my phone history, and the phone calls to the advocate and office are all logged and sufficient in length to indicate that an actual conversation occurred. I never doubted reality before the abuse, and I have never done so outside of the abuse.",1,0.6,1494704279.0,6,8.081134020618556,95,54.42,33.68,81.22,1.36,19.0,14.74,85.26,55.79,15.79,12.63,10.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,3.16,9.47,11.58,9.47,3.16,8.42,3.16,13.68,2.11,2.11,0.0,0.0,3.16,5.26,1.05,4.21,1.05,2.11,0.0,11.58,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,14.74,2.11,3.16,1.05,1.05,5.26,2.11,4.21,2.11,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,5.26,7.37,0.0,12.63,0.0,5.26,7.37,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.74,5.26,7.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.71869,1.52593,1.90085,0.88,1,8.155381443298968,0.042857142857142864
324,survivorsofabuse,6azpu0,"[105, 110]","He didn't remember, and didn't care that they weren't in the file any longer. He said he had 400 cases on his docket and couldn't remember something so trivial. He didn't care to look at my phone or email, because bond didn't matter when the case wasn't going to win. I started to feel like I was detaching and becoming defensive. The Prosecutor was aggressive, dismissive, and belittling.",0,0.6666666666666666,1494704279.0,6,5.726400000000002,68,5.7,11.97,57.02,25.77,13.6,20.59,83.82,58.82,16.18,13.24,4.41,0.0,0.0,7.35,1.47,2.94,4.41,10.29,16.18,2.94,11.76,10.29,29.41,5.88,2.94,1.47,1.47,1.47,8.82,4.41,4.41,0.0,1.47,0.0,13.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.35,22.06,5.88,1.47,1.47,4.41,0.0,10.29,5.88,1.47,2.94,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,1.47,1.47,0.0,19.12,5.88,1.47,10.29,1.47,5.88,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.53,7.35,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.29,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6923,3.0,1.2,1.2727,1.0,1.77068,1.49123,1.85711,0.88,1,6.308000000000003,0.625
568,homeless,6o699z,"[0, 5]","I am in a very bad situation, stuck in Nashville, with no friends or family and no money. I have some personal belongings that I am trying to sell, but can't see myself raising more than $100. Food stamps don't come in for another two weeks. I am 19. The plan is to hop on a Greyhound to Atlanta, and stay at Covenant House.",1,1.0,1500439407.0,5,2.9852238805970153,64,71.61,5.92,92.6,7.63,12.8,15.62,85.94,54.69,10.94,7.81,7.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.12,4.69,17.19,9.38,1.56,6.25,6.25,18.75,4.69,3.12,0.0,4.69,4.69,3.12,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.69,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,9.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.69,0.0,6.25,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,9.38,4.69,3.12,0.0,0.0,1.56,1.56,17.19,1.56,15.62,4.69,10.94,1.56,0.0,1.56,3.12,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,7.81,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.12,0.0,1.56,2.7778,2.6667,3.0,1.2308,1.0,1.0,1.75273,1.5098,1.89838,0.86,8,4.6061492537313455,-0.1366666666666666
16792,anxiety,9u626u,"(70, 75)","I am still rather lacking in social skills. Writing this is gradually helping me calm down. Does anybody else feel this way too? Several years ago I just gave up on life, not in the way suicidal people do, but, I just stopped putting in any effort to achieve any goals or plans since it wasn’t working, I stopped standing up for myself or resisting other people, I stopped doing anything that was hard or required effort or that caused me emotional pain, that triggered panic attacks. Not because I wanted to die but because I wanted to live, to live a life free of those burdens.",1,1.0,1541358299.0,12,7.718333333333334,107,36.76,3.81,98.2,5.67,21.4,21.5,98.13,54.21,18.69,9.35,9.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.35,1.87,13.08,6.54,4.67,7.48,2.8,18.69,3.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,7.48,2.8,4.67,0.93,0.93,0.0,5.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.36,0.93,4.67,3.74,7.48,0.0,11.21,2.8,0.0,0.0,2.8,4.67,0.0,4.67,0.0,0.0,15.89,0.93,6.54,4.67,1.87,3.74,8.41,7.48,0.93,15.89,0.93,8.41,6.54,7.48,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,1.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.15,3.74,6.54,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,2.8889,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.85143,1.53196,1.90657,0.94,3,7.054074074074077,0.04338383838383838
10307,anxiety,9u626u,"(5, 10)","It is quite annoying. I get diarrhea when I get panic attacks and then need to shower thoroughly to get myself cleaned up because it is disgusting. I also get hypochondriac thoughts and sometimes panic so badly I call 911 and have an ambulance sent. Thankfully I have not done that today. This is so annoying, this fight-or-flight response.",1,1.0,1541358299.0,12,5.826393442622951,61,3.51,16.26,72.51,1.0,12.2,22.95,93.44,52.46,18.03,9.84,9.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.2,1.64,4.92,9.84,6.56,16.39,1.64,21.31,3.28,0.0,1.64,1.64,0.0,14.75,1.64,13.11,3.28,6.56,0.0,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.11,1.64,3.28,1.64,4.92,0.0,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,9.84,0.0,0.0,3.28,6.56,0.0,4.92,18.03,1.64,11.48,3.28,1.64,6.56,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.11,8.2,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5556,2.8571,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71414,1.388,1.83262,0.94,3,6.190950819672132,-0.825
24110,anxiety,9u626u,"(100, 105)","My best friend died last year, of a rare type of bacteria that killed him very quickly, a contagious disease. He was a year younger than me. I am still relatively young but also starting to get old, my age is in between somewhere. I can feel the medicine starting to work and I am not as anxious now. I have been typing for over half an hour.",1,0.6,1541358299.0,12,3.863676470588235,68,49.75,11.97,99.0,8.31,13.6,17.65,97.06,60.29,16.18,13.24,10.29,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,1.47,7.35,14.71,10.29,8.82,5.88,1.47,17.65,10.29,5.88,0.0,1.47,0.0,4.41,1.47,2.94,1.47,1.47,0.0,4.41,0.0,1.47,0.0,2.94,7.35,1.47,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,4.41,1.47,0.0,0.0,1.47,4.41,0.0,4.41,0.0,0.0,8.82,1.47,2.94,4.41,2.94,0.0,4.41,13.24,0.0,23.53,1.47,4.41,19.12,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,7.35,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71758,1.64333,1.89395,0.94,3,4.290470588235298,0.10972222222222223
969,anxiety,9u626u,"[178, 183]","I am a very strange person in more ways than one. Everything I have written here is top secret classified information, do not disclose it to anyone outside this subreddit, you are all sworn to secrecy. Yes I know Reddit posts are viewable by the public, in retrospect maybe I should not post this because of privacy concerns. Too bad, I am going to do it anyway because I feel like it. Good night and good luck.",0,0.0,1541358299.0,12,4.927705627705631,77,31.44,34.83,79.64,49.97,15.4,19.48,87.01,58.44,18.18,9.09,7.79,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,9.09,2.6,12.99,11.69,6.49,3.9,2.6,16.88,6.49,5.19,0.0,1.3,2.6,6.49,3.9,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.78,6.49,2.6,1.3,3.9,2.6,3.9,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.49,0.0,1.3,1.3,3.9,1.3,1.3,12.99,1.3,9.09,1.3,5.19,1.3,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.9,0.0,1.3,1.3,0.0,1.3,11.69,6.49,5.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.625,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.68023,1.39706,1.89199,0.94,3,5.659155844155844,0.13722222222222225
1499,anxiety,9u626u,"[145, 150]","I need to be my own person, however flawed I am. My panic attack ended at least 20 minutes ago, now. I think that is the end of this post. What more is there to say, other than, I am sorry for writing something so long? It is just who I am, I write long things.",0,0.6,1541358299.0,12,0.6550000000000011,56,7.09,7.67,99.0,1.0,11.2,7.14,94.64,62.5,28.57,14.29,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,1.79,10.71,12.5,8.93,3.57,0.0,23.21,7.14,5.36,3.57,1.79,3.57,5.36,0.0,5.36,1.79,1.79,1.79,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.71,1.79,0.0,1.79,1.79,0.0,5.36,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,3.57,21.43,0.0,16.07,0.0,5.36,8.93,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.86,7.14,8.93,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.5833,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.60227,1.44815,1.85211,0.94,3,2.8958571428571425,-0.053125
1368,assistance,8je579,"[0, 5]",Today I have $4. And no gas. I have to pick my son up from school in half an hour. My wife and my phones are due tomorrow. And we have cricket so if its not paid.,1,1.0,1526319043.0,1,-2.6323684210526324,37,10.79,13.98,97.14,25.77,7.4,5.41,94.59,62.16,18.92,16.22,13.51,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.7,10.81,10.81,2.7,13.51,5.41,16.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.81,5.41,0.0,2.7,2.7,8.11,0.0,2.7,2.7,2.7,0.0,5.41,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.11,5.41,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,2.7,16.22,2.7,16.22,0.0,5.41,10.81,2.7,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.22,13.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.8,2.5556,2.6,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.73942,1.5697,1.87885,0.55,4,0.4161052631578954,-0.14583333333333331
846,anxiety,74xcw0,"[5, 10]","I thought. I just lived with it. Until it wasn't fine. Five years later. I've moved a few times since college, found a therapist and decided that medication would again be a good choice for me.",0,0.8,1507409037.0,1,1.2100000000000009,36,37.39,4.8,99.0,98.27,7.2,13.89,100.0,55.56,19.44,11.11,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,8.33,11.11,11.11,5.56,5.56,2.78,25.0,8.33,2.78,0.0,2.78,2.78,5.56,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.44,11.11,2.78,2.78,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,13.89,5.56,0.0,19.44,2.78,0.0,16.67,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.22,13.89,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.3333,2.8,1.3333,1.1429,1.0,1.67897,1.42424,1.8892,1.0,2,2.2792631578947393,0.22916666666666666
361,assistance,6s7qxs,"[5, 10]",and we are still trying to recover financially! Any and all help is appreciated! Here is the link to their Amazon wishlist <url> . We live in the Tx Hill Country. Thanks again!,0,0.8,1502132498.0,3,0.6589215686274486,32,54.96,96.95,55.79,99.0,6.4,15.62,84.38,50.0,9.38,9.38,0.0,6.25,0.0,0.0,3.12,0.0,6.25,9.38,9.38,9.38,6.25,0.0,18.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,6.25,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.62,6.25,0.0,0.0,6.25,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.12,0.0,3.12,0.0,0.0,15.62,9.38,6.25,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.62,0.0,15.62,0.0,9.38,6.25,3.12,0.0,0.0,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.88,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,2.6667,2.8889,2.8,1.4,1.0,1.0,1.66714,1.528,1.95162,0.58,2,2.9317647058823546,0.1590909090909091
33380,survivorsofabuse,8924ql,"(23, 28)",Why fix the leak when the rubber mallet driving the cork into the hole disturbs the family when the damp doesn’t bother them quite so much at the moment. Never mind the water is rotting the floorboards. Never mind the mold growing in corners. Never mind how sick I get from exposure. Now here comes the real question: Do I abandon the ship or go down with it?,1,1.0,1522691130.0,4,4.992608695652173,68,73.36,27.83,97.06,1.0,13.6,13.24,79.41,52.94,5.88,4.41,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,1.47,17.65,8.82,4.41,14.71,7.35,5.88,10.29,1.47,0.0,5.88,0.0,1.47,5.88,0.0,5.88,1.47,1.47,1.47,4.41,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,1.47,2.94,0.0,4.41,4.41,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,4.41,1.47,0.0,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,10.29,0.0,26.47,5.88,10.29,10.29,0.0,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.29,5.88,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69313,1.70833,1.75676,1.0,1,5.354318840579712,-0.11746031746031746
472,anxiety,5wy46r,"[0, 5]","He used to (while single and during the early phase of our relationship) go out 5 nights a week with friends. Most of these nights would end up between midnight and 2 am. They are harmless. He doesn't drink or do drugs, they don't hang out with girls. It's he and a bunch of old men who like to play pool and poker.",0,1.0,1488396474.0,1,2.654090909090911,63,71.14,92.33,19.65,55.71,12.6,7.94,93.65,58.73,14.29,9.52,0.0,1.59,0.0,4.76,3.17,4.76,4.76,20.63,11.11,0.0,9.52,3.17,15.87,4.76,3.17,1.59,4.76,4.76,3.17,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.46,0.0,1.59,1.59,6.35,6.35,0.0,1.59,1.59,3.17,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.17,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,6.35,4.76,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,12.7,0.0,20.63,3.17,4.76,12.7,0.0,6.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.46,7.94,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,3.17,0.0,2.7143,2.7778,3.0,1.1667,1.1429,1.0,1.72506,1.62182,1.84521,0.67,3,3.1458787878787895,0.15714285714285714
15650,assistance,631a9x,"(15, 20)","I forgot about it until I noticed one day that I saw a co workers name written on a receipt that was for a room sale (we stapled the receipt of the room sale on the back of the vip room tracking sheet to keep up with sales) I asked the manager what that was about. He told me that that is how the bookkeepers keep track of who sold which room so they will get credit and the surcharges of the sale. So I explained to him I was never told of this and explained that in my six month tenure I had never received anything. He then told me he would help me go through each sale with me to make sure I get the amount I was supposed to get. I was fired a week after that conversation because an entertainer tipped me 80 bucks when I made her 3500 I never complained or anything about it, but they fired me for not splitting that 80 bucks with everyone.",0,0.6,1491157630.0,3,9.093272425249168,172,40.59,38.55,71.56,25.77,34.4,13.37,93.6,61.63,25.58,15.7,11.05,0.58,0.0,2.91,1.16,9.88,8.14,13.95,5.23,6.4,6.4,2.33,16.86,0.58,0.58,2.91,2.91,1.16,3.49,1.74,1.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.21,0.0,0.0,0.58,2.33,11.63,1.74,2.33,0.58,2.33,2.91,2.33,0.58,0.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.81,1.74,0.58,2.91,1.74,0.0,11.05,4.65,1.16,12.79,1.16,5.81,6.98,5.23,1.16,2.33,5.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.65,2.91,0.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.69259,1.49929,1.83064,0.59,2,8.3312292358804,0.21666666666666667
1388,assistance,631a9x,"[10, 15]","My wife suffers from chronic migraines, of which, she is allergic to most of the medications they have out there for this. Our options for relief comes in the form of Methadone that is the only thing that helps, I know what a lot of you are thinking and no we do not do drugs or anything that the stigma of methadone has with it. I paid for her meds no problem for a while while she was filing for disability which many of you know is a very lengthy process. While I was working there I heard rumors that there was a commission system set up for vip hosts that includes giving the surcharges of the bottle sales to the vip host. I asked each manager and none of them could say one way or the other (strange right?).",0,0.6,1491157630.0,3,9.244880952380953,140,61.45,66.59,8.75,25.77,28.0,14.29,88.57,63.57,20.0,10.71,4.29,1.43,1.43,2.14,1.43,9.29,8.57,15.0,8.57,3.57,5.0,2.86,17.14,1.43,0.71,2.14,0.71,3.57,4.29,2.14,2.14,0.0,0.0,0.71,11.43,0.71,0.0,2.86,0.0,9.29,2.14,0.0,1.43,4.29,0.0,2.86,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,3.57,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,7.14,2.86,0.71,2.86,0.0,0.71,4.29,10.71,0.0,7.14,0.71,3.57,2.86,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.86,3.57,2.14,0.0,0.0,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.67208,1.36607,1.78952,0.59,2,7.9228571428571435,0.08883928571428573
2224,relationships,7rm9ab,"[15, 20]","However, because the other couple’s share comes out to just under what they owe me, my fiancé and I had planned to keep their share and forgive the rest of their debt. I tried to deposit the check, but since it has all four of our names on it, I was told all four of us have to be present. So I had to get in contact with them. Obviously they weren’t happy that I wanted to keep their share. The way they see it, because they paid the deposit in the first place, the money is theirs.",0,0.6,1516402325.0,11,4.565833333333337,98,50.26,79.29,59.54,97.12,19.6,11.22,95.92,64.29,24.49,18.37,7.14,2.04,0.0,0.0,9.18,6.12,7.14,16.33,8.16,3.06,7.14,1.02,18.37,1.02,0.0,1.02,3.06,2.04,5.1,5.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.37,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,12.24,1.02,3.06,1.02,0.0,3.06,4.08,1.02,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.2,5.1,3.06,1.02,1.02,0.0,8.16,14.29,0.0,11.22,1.02,7.14,3.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.27,5.1,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.2857,1.125,1.0,1.66644,1.42326,1.88667,0.83,17,4.834,0.185
2397,relationships,7rm9ab,"[30, 35]","It’s why I was okay with paying so much rent for them in the first place. But I don’t have a job anymore. I’m trying to get one again, but I have historically had a hard time finding employment. I have my own rent and bills to pay. I need to get into therapy, and I want to go back to school someday.",0,0.6,1516402325.0,11,1.6550000000000011,63,32.17,5.64,93.64,55.71,12.6,9.52,98.41,58.73,17.46,14.29,12.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,3.17,4.76,14.29,12.7,6.35,7.94,1.59,22.22,1.59,0.0,1.59,3.17,1.59,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.7,1.59,1.59,3.17,3.17,0.0,3.17,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,6.35,0.0,3.17,0.0,3.17,0.0,3.17,17.46,1.59,15.87,1.59,6.35,9.52,7.94,0.0,3.17,7.94,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,15.87,7.94,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.5714,3.0,1.2857,1.2857,1.0,1.78708,1.475,1.90162,0.83,17,3.8610303030303044,0.17976190476190476
756,food_pantry,6ah8wk,"[13, 18]","But whatever. I got paid today, so food is no longer an emergency and I wouldn't feel right accepting your gifts of compassion. Thank you all so much thoughfor your efforts. I'm in no way in a good position financially at the moment, but at least for the time being I'm not in pain. Thanks again and god bless.",0,1.0,1494468000.0,10,2.3487634408602176,59,36.24,24.88,99.0,99.0,11.8,15.25,94.92,54.24,13.56,11.86,6.78,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,1.69,6.78,11.86,8.47,5.08,10.17,6.78,16.95,3.39,3.39,1.69,0.0,5.08,11.86,10.17,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.86,3.39,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,5.08,3.39,0.0,0.0,3.39,3.39,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,8.47,1.69,1.69,1.69,3.39,0.0,3.39,11.86,0.0,22.03,0.0,15.25,6.78,3.39,0.0,0.0,3.39,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.95,8.47,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.875,2.6,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72608,1.48235,1.85144,0.86,15,3.665806451612905,0.18095238095238095
44969,survivorsofabuse,8h5zga,"(5, 10)","But it took me months afterward to end it. I remember him screaming at me, calling me stupid, calling me a moody bitch when I got frustrated at him for screaming and insulting me, threatening to break up with me, holding his “love” for me over my head when I wasn’t doing things his way, getting drunk and high and cheating on me and then coercing me into helping him fake a piss test, and on and on and on.... And the whole time I knew he was being an abusive asshole and I *still stayed. * I had absolutely no reason not to leave him, and it was 100% in my power to end things between us. But I didn’t.",0,0.8,1525504631.0,7,5.1977283372365335,120,19.58,9.13,99.0,1.0,24.0,15.0,97.5,65.83,25.83,21.67,15.0,0.83,0.0,5.83,0.0,4.17,3.33,15.0,5.83,3.33,12.5,3.33,11.67,2.5,0.0,1.67,0.83,0.83,12.5,1.67,10.83,0.83,7.5,0.0,10.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.83,7.5,2.5,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.83,4.17,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,4.17,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.83,9.17,1.67,0.83,4.17,2.5,0.83,8.33,0.83,0.83,20.0,1.67,10.83,7.5,0.83,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,2.5,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,18.33,6.67,5.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,2.5,3.0,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.77267,1.6785,1.79051,1.0,1,6.005503512880562,-0.3044444444444444
5899,anxiety,5rfjpj,"(5, 10)","I needed to run some errands, but it was a Saturday afternoon when stores were usually too busy for me, but I felt so great I decided to try it. I went into a busy store and actually waited in line to pay infont of a very obnoxious couple who didn't understAnd personal space. I was totally fine. I couldn't believe it. In other situations i'd have to avoid the store all together or walk around the store until the line went down or I'd get dizzy and start freaking out, get to the point of feeling like I'm going to pass out.",0,0.8,1485956899.0,2,5.755833333333332,103,58.54,4.95,99.0,12.81,20.6,15.53,96.12,57.28,14.56,9.71,9.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.85,6.8,17.48,8.74,7.77,8.74,1.94,25.24,4.85,0.97,1.94,0.0,2.91,5.83,1.94,2.91,0.97,0.97,0.0,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.45,4.85,0.0,1.94,4.85,1.94,6.8,1.94,0.0,0.0,1.94,0.97,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,6.8,0.97,0.97,0.97,2.91,0.97,9.71,10.68,0.97,24.27,5.83,9.71,8.74,3.88,0.0,0.0,4.85,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.62,4.85,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.85,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.75,3.0,1.1667,1.2727,1.0,1.73322,1.56703,1.86496,1.0,1,7.163333333333334,0.1086111111111111
27948,assistance,93vbuw,"(0, 5)","This is a long shot and kind of awkward to admit, but I'm a college student who lives 1500 miles away in Ohio. After months of looking for a job, I finally got one but not in time to pay my rent because of that I got a ton of fee's added to my rent for being late. I have been served an eviction and have pay over $1000 by august the 15th. While I have half of that I' am trying to pick up some web design clients--- I was a web designer before I went back to school. I also have experience being a virtual assistant.",0,0.8,1533176213.0,8,4.877837837837838,107,78.73,13.1,93.11,13.19,21.4,12.15,88.79,57.94,14.02,10.28,10.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.74,7.48,17.76,10.28,2.8,6.54,0.93,17.76,3.74,1.87,0.93,3.74,2.8,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,2.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.41,0.93,1.87,0.0,2.8,0.0,2.8,1.87,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,6.54,0.0,0.93,2.8,2.8,0.0,5.61,9.35,0.0,15.89,0.93,7.48,8.41,7.48,0.0,1.87,3.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.08,4.67,1.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,0.0,2.8,0.0,0.93,2.4,2.3636,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70649,1.57802,1.85443,0.71,5,6.1889639639639675,-0.07380952380952381
17912,almosthomeless,8ovk71,"(0, 5)","I am the caseworker of about 300+ homeless men in my city. This number fluctuates, and I help them with anything and everything. If our shelter doesn't offer it, I usually know where to send them or find out for them. I am here to offer a few basic tips just to help anyone out. You are more than welcome to message me about any questions you have.",0,1.0,1528240313.0,191,4.006285714285713,68,33.48,90.7,81.91,53.41,13.6,14.71,91.18,66.18,25.0,17.65,8.82,1.47,2.94,0.0,4.41,7.35,2.94,19.12,7.35,8.82,5.88,1.47,11.76,5.88,2.94,1.47,1.47,4.41,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,16.18,4.41,0.0,1.47,10.29,1.47,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.82,7.35,0.0,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,0.0,10.29,1.47,7.35,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.24,7.35,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,2.625,2.8889,2.8,1.1667,1.0,1.0,1.67344,1.48387,1.89015,0.99,22,4.872857142857143,0.17
4055,homeless,5uh7wt,"(68, 73)","I am not, except the one that exists in my mind. We, our nation, are at a very precarious point in our history. All generations have said that, I am sure. But we surely can't feel comfortable when million dollar high rises go up around homeless encampments. Anyway, that is my rant/prayer/I don't know what.",0,1.0,1487273161.0,10,2.725819209039546,57,14.86,29.92,99.0,97.58,11.4,12.28,91.23,57.89,22.81,15.79,8.77,7.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.02,3.51,10.53,10.53,7.02,3.51,5.26,17.54,3.51,0.0,3.51,3.51,1.75,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,7.02,3.51,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.28,7.02,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,1.75,17.54,1.75,22.81,3.51,15.79,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,24.56,8.77,8.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,0.0,3.51,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.67858,1.51538,1.95217,0.99,11,4.245000000000001,0.352
1856,homeless,5uh7wt,"[30, 35]","I fully expect to be asked for a higher deposit due to my rental history in the past three years. It is hard to decide. Do I take the bit of cash I've stashed to rent a storage and a truck to move stuff out ASAP? If I do that, I get a bit of the rent back plus my deposit. Once I store stuff.",0,0.0,1487273161.0,10,-0.08727272727272606,65,84.73,10.93,91.48,25.77,13.0,7.69,95.38,58.46,18.46,12.31,12.31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.15,10.77,16.92,7.69,3.08,4.62,0.0,15.38,3.08,1.54,0.0,3.08,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,1.54,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,3.08,4.62,0.0,3.08,13.85,1.54,16.92,1.54,7.69,9.23,0.0,0.0,4.62,10.77,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.77,6.15,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.625,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.67597,1.58889,1.85502,0.99,11,2.287878787878789,-0.08333333333333334
308,homeless,97of6c,"[0, 5]","My boyfriend and I are out of options, night has fallen and we have no place to stay for the night. We're terrified beyond all reason. Neither of us has been this bad off before, and all nearby shelters have closed their doors for the night. All we have are two suitcases with our clothes and our phones. Where do we sleep in the city?",1,1.0,1534386371.0,16,4.009999999999998,65,47.03,96.73,91.48,1.51,13.0,10.77,95.38,63.08,16.92,15.38,3.08,10.77,0.0,0.0,1.54,1.54,4.62,16.92,13.85,3.08,6.15,3.08,16.92,4.62,3.08,1.54,1.54,4.62,3.08,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,0.0,15.38,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,9.23,1.54,1.54,0.0,1.54,4.62,1.54,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,3.08,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.85,12.31,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,3.08,15.38,0.0,23.08,3.08,15.38,6.15,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.31,6.15,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.1429,1.2222,1.0,1.70422,1.63729,1.88091,1.0,6,3.5034545454545487,-0.3999999999999999
15195,anxiety,9gtdoq,"(10, 15)","So to the point, I’m almost 30 and I’m starting to think maybe I *am* this anxious person who says stupid things and gives off the ‘Don’t mess with me’ vibe I apparently give off when I’m anxious. I’m painfully awkward. I unintentionally say really rude things and I don’t even realize it until way later. I’m socially inept and it’s frustrating that all this work I’ve continually been doing for my mental health has been for nothing. I feel like I should just succumb to accepting that the good times are few and far between and this person I am when I’m unstable mentally is just who I am.",1,1.0,1537263853.0,5,7.135249999999999,110,1.09,15.86,93.3,1.0,22.0,15.45,93.64,65.45,25.45,15.45,15.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,2.73,10.0,18.18,10.0,9.09,2.73,25.45,7.27,1.82,3.64,0.91,1.82,9.09,1.82,7.27,2.73,2.73,0.0,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,3.64,0.0,0.91,2.73,1.82,0.91,3.64,0.0,1.82,1.82,1.82,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,2.73,0.91,0.91,0.0,0.91,0.0,1.82,21.82,0.0,10.91,0.0,4.55,6.36,0.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,4.55,0.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.91,10.0,0.0,1.82,2.75,2.5833,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73439,1.34545,1.83884,1.0,2,8.140000000000004,-0.14322916666666669
1154,anxiety,8smun7,"[8, 13]","I picked at it yesterday and made it worse. What do I do about this? I'm still convinced there's something there but nothing I've tried has worked. I've tried flossing and even using a small needle to dislodge whatever I _think_ is in there but it still hurts long after it's healed and it still bothers me like crazy. FYI I have trich and dermo as symptoms of OCD, anxiety, and body dysmorphia and is the main reason why I pick at myself",1,0.5,1529535668.0,2,2.0847979797979797,83,3.58,5.87,93.56,1.0,16.6,13.25,91.57,63.86,22.89,12.05,12.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.84,2.41,10.84,13.25,10.84,10.84,1.2,24.1,6.02,4.82,3.61,0.0,0.0,7.23,1.2,6.02,1.2,1.2,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.46,3.61,7.23,0.0,1.2,1.2,2.41,1.2,0.0,0.0,1.2,4.82,1.2,3.61,0.0,0.0,6.02,0.0,3.61,1.2,0.0,1.2,8.43,16.87,0.0,12.05,0.0,6.02,6.02,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.66,3.61,2.41,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.02,0.0,2.41,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.66842,1.37746,1.81957,1.0,1,2.839242424242425,-0.22666666666666666
16715,relationships,7o7yz4,"(5, 10)","They have changed since we first met. I don't feel attracted to the person they actually are compared to who they seemed to be when we first met. I know as you get to know people more, you learn more facets of their personality, but they just aren't a great person honestly... When we first met, they were incredibly sensitive and sweet. They portrayed themselves as a feminist (which is important, but not an end-all be-all for me), they were very in-touch with their emotions, and just came across like someone I'd love to be around.",0,1.0,1515118432.0,1,8.256470588235292,99,19.93,95.68,80.98,99.0,19.8,14.14,94.95,62.63,22.22,19.19,4.04,3.03,2.02,0.0,10.1,3.03,4.04,15.15,11.11,7.07,8.08,3.03,22.22,8.08,6.06,4.04,3.03,4.04,7.07,6.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.15,5.05,2.02,0.0,2.02,2.02,5.05,3.03,0.0,0.0,2.02,2.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,13.13,7.07,3.03,1.01,2.02,0.0,9.09,13.13,0.0,12.12,2.02,3.03,7.07,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.21,7.07,6.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,3.03,2.02,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.67907,1.37412,1.9423,1.0,8,7.405215686274509,0.36153846153846153
1725,assistance,8dy4zk,"[0, 5]","I don't know what to do. We have two weeks. My girlfriend is a single mom with two kids, but her ex-spouse is primary and she pays him child support. We are both struggling to get sustainable work, currently jobless, will lose the kids, and simply can't get funds to continue living in the rental we're currently in. Time is ticking and I'm very scared.",1,1.0,1524340326.0,1,3.1760476190476155,66,31.44,91.35,23.51,1.59,13.2,15.15,95.45,51.52,15.15,13.64,4.55,4.55,0.0,4.55,0.0,1.52,4.55,9.09,13.64,3.03,6.06,3.03,24.24,3.03,0.0,1.52,4.55,3.03,6.06,1.52,4.55,3.03,0.0,1.52,19.7,3.03,1.52,4.55,1.52,4.55,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,16.67,7.58,3.03,3.03,3.03,1.52,0.0,28.79,1.52,12.12,0.0,4.55,7.58,4.55,0.0,1.52,4.55,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.21,7.58,6.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,6.06,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.72979,1.58966,1.86596,0.53,6,3.794285714285717,0.08809523809523812
51793,ptsd,9o27n6,"(15, 20)","I then confronted my parents and finally the walls came tumbling down. It wasn't the first time I asked them about it, I did so on at least 3 different occasions throughout my twenties. Well after 2 weeks I got written confirmation, when my parents handed me a note from 1986, where they wrote down, what I told them, when I talked about it afterwards again and again. I addition to this, the memories came back from when I was about 12-15, when my parents used to lock me up in my room and bathroom and made me learn my latin vocabularies on my knees, only being allowed to eat, when I was finnished. That was something I kinda always knew happened, but I thought it was just on a few occasions and well - I was such a rascal, how else could they have handled me?",0,0.8333333333333334,1539518568.0,3,9.997927927927925,147,10.46,11.05,99.0,37.82,29.4,16.33,89.8,63.27,23.81,18.37,15.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.72,5.44,4.08,12.24,6.8,13.61,9.52,0.68,17.69,2.72,2.04,5.44,4.76,1.36,2.04,1.36,0.68,0.0,0.68,0.0,6.8,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.88,2.72,2.72,0.68,1.36,0.68,2.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.36,0.68,0.0,0.0,0.68,6.12,2.04,0.68,2.72,0.68,0.0,12.93,2.04,0.68,21.77,2.04,8.16,12.24,2.04,0.68,1.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.68,0.0,1.36,0.0,12.93,2.72,7.48,0.0,0.0,0.68,0.0,1.36,0.0,0.68,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.5,3.0,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.65837,1.52308,1.87766,1.0,5,9.17864864864865,-0.05611111111111111
35634,almosthomeless,8x6gq9,"(0, 5)",I'm living in my car right now which sucks because the radiator just got a hole in it and now I can't keep the AC on at night. I'm working a full time job but I'm not making enough to rent an apartment or even a hotel. What I need is some food. Something portable that won't need refrigeration. I'm former Army so I'm used to MRE's but I don't have anywhere local to get them.,1,0.8,1531097809.0,24,-0.30589542483659926,76,14.15,1.33,99.0,9.56,15.2,10.53,92.11,59.21,19.74,13.16,11.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,6.58,7.89,9.21,11.84,7.89,7.89,5.26,25.0,2.63,1.32,2.63,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.11,0.0,3.95,2.63,5.26,0.0,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,5.26,0.0,1.32,1.32,2.63,0.0,3.95,21.05,1.32,19.74,1.32,11.84,6.58,2.63,1.32,2.63,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.42,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.84,0.0,0.0,2.4286,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.69762,1.51212,1.84205,0.95,20,2.530980392156863,0.05595238095238095
5707,relationships,7s9gs6,"(0, 5)",I don't post that much so sorry about the formatting! As a preface my mum has always been protective of me. But the main drama started on boxing day (26th December). She misunderstood me and thought I wasn't going to see her before I moved back to University so she locked herself in her room and began to cry. She even told me to pack up my stuff and move to my boyfriend's.,1,0.6,1516658897.0,3,3.2475438596491237,73,31.12,29.17,93.59,2.2,14.6,13.7,90.41,60.27,23.29,20.55,12.33,0.0,0.0,8.22,0.0,2.74,4.11,16.44,5.48,6.85,9.59,2.74,17.81,4.11,2.74,0.0,0.0,1.37,2.74,0.0,2.74,0.0,0.0,2.74,12.33,1.37,1.37,9.59,1.37,6.85,2.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,2.74,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.11,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,8.22,5.48,1.37,20.55,4.11,6.85,9.59,1.37,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.7,5.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,4.11,2.74,0.0,2.5833,2.625,3.0,1.3333,1.125,1.0,1.76211,1.69062,1.87572,1.0,5,4.565789473684212,-0.1527777777777778
206,assistance,7lz8ml,"[1, 6]","I'm stuck on my couch alone with bronchitis.  I'm passing out to sleep every hour, and obviously not safe to cook or drive to one of the few open places on this holiday. Due to my bad financial situation after a job was delayed by a month, and another large medical bill, ordering out isn't possible. If anyone in the San Bernardino area would be willing to drop by some soup or hot easy to eat food, I'd appreciate it so much. Thank you and Happy Christmas Eve.",1,0.0,1514171858.0,36,6.4564130434782605,88,81.49,15.32,97.64,85.42,17.6,17.05,95.45,47.73,11.36,6.82,5.68,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,4.55,4.55,18.18,7.95,1.14,7.95,2.27,13.64,10.23,1.14,0.0,1.14,5.68,9.09,5.68,2.27,0.0,0.0,1.14,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,1.14,0.0,2.27,6.82,2.27,5.68,1.14,0.0,0.0,1.14,7.95,1.14,2.27,0.0,4.55,4.55,0.0,0.0,1.14,1.14,2.27,2.27,7.95,0.0,22.73,3.41,11.36,7.95,2.27,2.27,1.14,2.27,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.77,5.68,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7389,1.64615,1.88729,0.86,8,7.490347826086957,0.06232993197278912
22589,relationships,7pcw5j,"(0, 5)","My boyfriend and I got into a really bad fight the other night and it ended with him throwing a full waste bin over my head while I was sitting on our bed. To clarify- he threw the trash in the waste bin over my head, the actual bin didn't  hit me. Although, even so, I know it's not great. He's apologized but I'm still feeling really shaken up. I'm not sure what to do.",1,1.0,1515555770.0,32,0.5259999999999998,75,23.39,5.5,99.0,9.41,15.0,9.33,89.33,62.67,22.67,17.33,12.0,1.33,0.0,4.0,0.0,5.33,8.0,12.0,9.33,6.67,8.0,4.0,18.67,2.67,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,6.67,2.67,4.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,9.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,5.33,16.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,10.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,2.67,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,2.67,0.0,5.33,2.67,1.33,6.67,8.0,0.0,18.67,2.67,10.67,5.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.67,6.67,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.72657,1.64127,1.81763,0.84,19,2.765000000000004,-0.14722222222222223
32029,survivorsofabuse,9bryhx,"(50, 55)","I did do a couple years of college but in the midst of it, I developed a physical disability (blood clots in the legs) and was forced to drop out. Naturally, this difficult transition wasn't made any easier when mom began calling me to claim I was faking being disabled because I'd seen the actually disabled people in/around my life, how easy they had it not having to work, and I just wanted to do that. For financial reasons, I haven't been able to return to college, but I genuinely want to if it ever becomes feasible. Last year, I finally found a decent therapist and started seeing her every other week. That has helped some, keeping my depression in check and teaching me techniques to rein in my anxiety.",0,0.8,1535705366.0,18,11.93477611940299,131,38.94,7.36,92.8,25.77,26.2,19.85,90.08,56.49,16.79,11.45,9.92,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.76,5.34,4.58,13.74,10.69,5.34,7.63,2.29,17.56,3.82,0.76,1.53,0.0,3.05,4.58,2.29,2.29,0.76,0.0,0.76,3.82,0.76,0.0,1.53,0.0,17.56,3.05,3.82,2.29,3.05,1.53,6.11,1.53,1.53,0.0,0.0,3.82,1.53,2.29,0.0,0.0,3.82,0.0,1.53,1.53,0.0,0.76,9.92,5.34,0.76,13.74,0.76,5.34,7.63,4.58,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.5,3.82,6.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.29,1.53,0.76,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7426,1.51167,1.86039,1.0,2,11.76946268656717,0.025
569,survivorsofabuse,9bryhx,"[55, 60]","I still have issues with writing, driving, standing up to people/for myself, and with the aforementioned complex PTSD. It's generally triggered by loud confrontation. I do have a great fiancee these days. She has helped me a ton. It's the first genuinely healthy romantic relationship I've ever had.",0,0.8333333333333334,1535705366.0,18,5.780192307692307,49,44.47,41.92,71.95,91.78,9.8,26.53,91.84,57.14,18.37,12.24,10.2,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,6.12,8.16,12.24,16.33,6.12,2.04,0.0,20.41,6.12,0.0,0.0,2.04,2.04,8.16,6.12,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,8.16,2.04,2.04,4.08,0.0,10.2,4.08,2.04,0.0,2.04,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.24,6.12,2.04,2.04,2.04,0.0,4.08,14.29,0.0,12.24,2.04,2.04,8.16,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.49,10.2,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.12,0.0,2.04,3.0,2.75,2.8,1.1667,1.0,1.0,1.85643,1.59024,1.96248,1.0,2,5.71215384615385,0.17500000000000002
739,survivorsofabuse,9bryhx,"[35, 40]","When I was 17, my mom turned her attacks on my writing into high gear. She constantly berated me about how pointless, worthless, stupid and childish it was to write. How I'd never make it as a writer. How I'd be poor and alone. How (again) I needed to stop doing ""childish things"" like writing (and any other hobby/passion she decided to attack that day) and grow up.",0,0.8,1535705366.0,18,4.576338028169012,69,4.06,23.44,72.78,1.0,13.8,15.94,92.75,59.42,21.74,14.49,10.14,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,7.25,1.45,13.04,8.7,13.04,14.49,1.45,20.29,10.14,2.9,7.25,1.45,1.45,10.14,1.45,8.7,0.0,4.35,2.9,5.8,1.45,0.0,5.8,0.0,14.49,1.45,7.25,1.45,1.45,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,10.14,0.0,0.0,8.7,0.0,1.45,7.25,5.8,0.0,17.39,2.9,5.8,8.7,5.8,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.64,7.25,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.9,2.9,5.8,1.45,2.7778,2.8571,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71661,1.55484,1.76654,1.0,2,5.404338028169018,-0.29055555555555557
1230,survivorsofabuse,9bryhx,"[30, 35]","My intelligent and self-worth were constantly, viciously attacked. Eventually, I gave up on school, I lapsed into depression (was suicidal for awhile) and just stumbled through each day in a daze. My grades went from straight A's to D's and F's at midterms that I'd barely get up to low C's at the last minute. Of course, mom used this as further reason to berate me for being ""stupid"" and ""worthless"". She also began blaming me for ""giving up on life"" at the ripe old age of 14.",1,0.6666666666666666,1535705366.0,18,6.709787234042551,89,90.37,45.52,98.92,1.0,17.8,15.73,92.13,52.81,11.24,8.99,7.87,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,2.25,3.37,23.6,4.49,6.74,6.74,0.0,12.36,5.62,2.25,0.0,1.12,1.12,11.24,2.25,8.99,0.0,4.49,3.37,6.74,1.12,0.0,2.25,0.0,3.37,1.12,2.25,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,8.99,0.0,0.0,7.87,1.12,0.0,8.99,1.12,1.12,26.97,2.25,14.61,10.11,4.49,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.84,5.62,4.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,6.74,5.62,2.25,0.0,3.0,2.8571,2.6,1.0,1.0833,1.0,1.72018,1.53803,1.7924,1.0,2,6.9313617021276634,-0.14499999999999996
34369,survivorsofabuse,8icjv7,"(35, 40)","I was very interested but she kept saying ""Don't go! I want you here!"". I decided to say to hell with it and went. When I got there I met back up with an old friend of about 6 years (I'll call her Sha, to make this easy), someone who I'd been crushing on since we first met. The feelings weren't gone but they were buried under everything she had filled my mind with.",0,1.0,1525930278.0,4,0.4734615384615388,74,17.13,65.76,92.7,51.03,14.8,8.11,95.95,63.51,25.68,18.92,10.81,1.35,1.35,4.05,1.35,6.76,2.7,16.22,10.81,8.11,5.41,2.7,27.03,1.35,0.0,2.7,2.7,0.0,4.05,2.7,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,20.27,0.0,1.35,4.05,0.0,13.51,2.7,2.7,1.35,1.35,1.35,4.05,4.05,0.0,2.7,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.16,5.41,1.35,4.05,1.35,0.0,16.22,6.76,1.35,17.57,4.05,6.76,8.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,1.35,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.62,5.41,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,2.7,5.41,2.7,0.0,2.7778,2.625,2.6,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.70155,1.46667,1.84315,0.84,2,1.8278846153846153,0.298735119047619
13106,anxiety,6d2x5d,"(15, 20)","Almost decided to live in my car, live with a crack head, travel the country (aka: begin my homeless life, cause I really had no money and if I did it would've gone to beer). I was losing my mind. After being heavily suicidal for a week I decided I can't live like this anymore - but I don't want to die right now. I planted a thought in my head. 'if you ever want to overcome this, you need to begin to change'.",0,0.6,1495640419.0,287,6.516976744186046,83,46.61,3.57,98.25,10.54,16.6,13.25,93.98,59.04,20.48,15.66,13.25,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,4.82,4.82,14.46,7.23,4.82,4.82,3.61,26.51,1.2,2.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,1.2,2.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.28,3.61,2.41,7.23,3.61,1.2,6.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.43,2.41,4.82,0.0,1.2,3.61,0.0,2.41,1.2,0.0,1.2,8.43,16.87,0.0,18.07,4.82,4.82,8.43,0.0,2.41,0.0,1.2,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.69,6.02,4.82,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,6.02,2.41,0.0,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.79386,1.53784,1.91426,0.93,64,7.888023255813952,0.1158008658008658
55512,anxiety,6d2x5d,"(45, 50)","**I've been sober for a week and the change is awesome! ** I laugh, I stay active, I speak clearly, I look people in the eye, I get things done as I want to get them done - immediately. Living a different reality. If anyone here is being controlled by these substances I just want to remind you that they are holding you back. These coping mechanisms are making you doubt yourself and not allowing you to progress - not allowing you to know yourself without them.",0,0.8,1495640419.0,287,3.3512810457516338,84,12.07,68.29,44.96,70.57,16.8,17.86,92.86,64.29,27.38,21.43,9.52,0.0,8.33,0.0,3.57,5.95,4.76,10.71,10.71,5.95,4.76,3.57,23.81,5.95,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,3.57,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,15.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.05,1.19,5.95,3.57,3.57,1.19,5.95,4.76,2.38,2.38,0.0,2.38,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,1.19,3.57,2.38,1.19,3.57,15.48,0.0,7.14,2.38,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,19.05,4.76,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,2.38,0.0,1.19,0.0,4.76,2.8571,2.6364,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.69255,1.37949,1.93099,0.93,64,4.196862745098041,0.19523809523809527
38632,assistance,6n4uw3,"(0, 5)",I'm a single dad of two daughters (3 and 4). I live in a privately owned apartment with them and the AC went out but is getting fixed tomorrow. I live paycheck to paycheck and can't afford to get a hotel. They are at daycare until 4 when I get off work. I live in Mesa AZ and its been over 100 degrees for weeks.,0,0.6,1499982926.0,6,2.2119402985074608,65,82.0,26.92,91.48,25.77,13.0,13.85,81.54,52.31,12.31,10.77,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,1.54,6.15,18.46,6.15,1.54,10.77,1.54,16.92,1.54,0.0,1.54,9.23,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.15,3.08,0.0,1.54,1.54,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,4.62,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,1.54,1.54,4.62,0.0,3.08,15.38,1.54,18.46,1.54,9.23,7.69,4.62,1.54,1.54,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.85,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,3.08,0.0,2.6,2.6667,3.0,1.1111,1.1818,1.0,1.75458,1.5283,1.85413,0.64,1,4.07779104477612,0.07294372294372294
205,ptsd,9ldmy1,"[34, 39]","My car broke. Again massive stress, helplessness, and hopelessness, as if the walls are closing in on me. I knew a bit of mechanic work and decided to fix the car myself. After a few weeks of investigation, learning, part orders, etc, etc I did fix it. But it wasted a lot of my time though.",1,1.0,1538671767.0,1,3.009999999999998,56,79.57,5.42,99.0,1.0,11.2,14.29,89.29,51.79,14.29,10.71,10.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,8.93,14.29,3.57,3.57,10.71,0.0,10.71,7.14,3.57,0.0,0.0,7.14,7.14,0.0,7.14,1.79,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,5.36,0.0,1.79,3.57,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.93,0.0,1.79,7.14,0.0,0.0,7.14,3.57,0.0,19.64,5.36,7.14,7.14,5.36,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.43,8.93,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5556,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71805,1.63333,1.79007,0.67,3,4.581571428571429,-0.13333333333333333
40254,relationships,7o7uee,"(10, 15)","About a year and a half ago, we reconnected at a mutual friends wedding. It seemed like we really hit it off! Talking to her felt incredibly natural, and it seemed like we had a great back-and-forth rapport the entire time! As the wedding reception wore on, more than one person who knew the two of us from 8th grade said I should ask her to dance again, just like in the old days! Needless to say, I jumped at the opportunity and asked her to dance at the first slow song.",0,1.0,1515117251.0,1,6.509361702127663,94,95.45,97.81,65.58,66.07,18.8,11.7,92.55,54.26,13.83,9.57,2.13,4.26,0.0,3.19,0.0,4.26,10.64,19.15,2.13,5.32,5.32,0.0,14.89,7.45,6.38,1.06,4.26,2.13,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.21,2.13,1.06,3.19,0.0,8.51,4.26,0.0,1.06,2.13,1.06,2.13,4.26,0.0,3.19,1.06,1.06,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.77,9.57,2.13,0.0,2.13,0.0,10.64,2.13,0.0,19.15,4.26,7.45,9.57,1.06,3.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.77,2.13,5.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.19,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.69476,1.57662,1.95144,1.0,3,6.680297872340429,0.10583333333333333
21679,ptsd,5nmf5e,"(0, 5)","I've been dating this guy for a few months, and we've recently become official. He's wonderfully kind, intelligent, and we get along incredibly well. We have some deep conversations about our lives and the struggles we've endured, and I admire him. I haven't told him about my PTSD, mostly because I've been doing really well with managing it; this time last year, I was having panic attacks, flashbacks, hypervigilance, etc but I've been doing so great this year. My ex was the first person to know about my abuse, mostly because I was still suffering and couldn't hide it.",0,0.8,1484259057.0,2,7.735264797507789,99,1.0,65.71,51.41,64.08,19.8,16.16,93.94,61.62,23.23,18.18,10.1,5.05,0.0,3.03,0.0,5.05,3.03,7.07,19.19,10.1,9.09,2.02,24.24,4.04,1.01,0.0,1.01,2.02,12.12,7.07,5.05,2.02,2.02,1.01,14.14,0.0,1.01,0.0,4.04,11.11,2.02,2.02,1.01,3.03,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,15.15,7.07,1.01,4.04,2.02,1.01,9.09,10.1,0.0,10.1,0.0,1.01,9.09,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.02,0.0,24.24,5.05,10.1,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.08,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70316,1.45455,1.8961,0.76,5,7.796775700934582,0.36250000000000004
11048,survivorsofabuse,8cmu3d,"(14, 19)","And I can't accept it anymore. I can't allow it anymore. It's time to come clean about the pain it causes me to have this sorry excuse of a man be so close to someone that is forever connected to me. Any suggestions, personal experiences, or strategies you used to help relieve the anxiety that is experienced before and during would be GREATLY appreciated. Thank you for taking some time to help.",1,0.8,1523878330.0,10,4.853200000000001,72,41.22,60.95,66.83,51.78,14.4,19.44,97.22,58.33,22.22,8.33,5.56,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,13.89,4.17,15.28,9.72,2.78,5.56,2.78,16.67,5.56,1.39,0.0,0.0,2.78,11.11,5.56,4.17,1.39,0.0,1.39,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.39,18.06,2.78,4.17,1.39,5.56,1.39,4.17,4.17,0.0,0.0,1.39,1.39,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,6.94,2.78,1.39,4.17,1.39,0.0,1.39,13.89,0.0,12.5,1.39,1.39,9.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.89,6.94,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8889,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73807,1.4,1.89816,0.92,7,6.434333333333335,0.1361111111111111
1605,anxiety,5yatou,"[0, 5]","Yep, you read the title correctly. I get anxiety from my dog, more specifically leaving my dog alone for extended periods of time. I got him when he was a puppy and at the time I lived at home with four other humans and my parents two dogs. We all worked different schedules so he wasn't left alone very often, and even when we were all gone there were other dogs their with him. A little over a year and a half ago my bf and I moved in together and my dog had some really bad separation anxiety at first.",1,0.8,1489009110.0,1,5.402058823529412,101,32.81,46.04,97.37,1.0,20.2,11.88,92.08,54.46,18.81,16.83,8.91,1.98,0.99,3.96,0.99,1.98,5.94,9.9,4.95,8.91,8.91,0.99,13.86,3.96,1.98,1.98,3.96,3.96,4.95,0.0,4.95,1.98,0.0,1.98,11.88,0.99,0.99,0.0,4.95,11.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.98,3.96,5.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,10.89,4.95,1.98,0.99,1.98,0.99,11.88,0.99,0.0,21.78,2.97,8.91,9.9,2.97,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.98,0.0,1.98,0.99,0.0,0.0,8.91,4.95,2.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.7127,1.6,1.84844,1.0,0,6.541960784313726,-0.03541666666666665
253,domesticviolence,8k8unj,"[10, 15]","The judge had to postpone the court date. As of this morning janes mother appeared at the house and gave jane the NEW lease showing that jane is no longer on the lease and wants her out. She left almost immediately, to avoid the police that were called right away. And now she does not know what to do .... I wish I can help but I dont know either.",0,0.0,1526600767.0,3,2.570476190476189,69,54.71,44.24,54.89,8.47,13.8,7.25,92.75,59.42,14.49,8.7,4.35,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,5.8,8.7,13.04,10.14,4.35,7.25,4.35,20.29,5.8,4.35,1.45,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,11.59,1.45,1.45,5.8,0.0,13.04,2.9,0.0,2.9,2.9,0.0,4.35,2.9,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.8,1.45,0.0,4.35,0.0,1.45,8.7,13.04,2.9,17.39,0.0,10.14,7.25,1.45,0.0,4.35,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,11.59,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.73144,1.57931,1.78636,1.0,3,2.782857142857143,0.1555194805194805
683,homeless,8yigx3,"[10, 15]","Their plan is so bad that some days I want to go out and be homeless on my own, with my own plan but I feel that it would be a bad decision to be on the streets. We've stayed at a couple of relatives places but my mom always messes it up (she's r/raisedbynarcissists material) so we left the first time (her brother) but the second time (her sister) we got kicked out. This was mostly a rant but I'd like some advice - any advice would be nice. Tell me I'm not crazy for wanting to leave California. Should I even try to convince them?",1,1.0,1531473374.0,4,1.2249140049140088,107,36.76,61.05,70.89,5.67,21.4,9.35,93.46,57.01,20.56,15.89,8.41,2.8,0.0,2.8,1.87,4.67,5.61,13.08,12.15,3.74,6.54,0.93,22.43,1.87,0.93,0.0,1.87,3.74,3.74,0.93,2.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.02,3.74,0.0,4.67,0.93,17.76,2.8,0.0,4.67,4.67,0.93,4.67,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.02,5.61,3.74,1.87,0.93,1.87,5.61,12.15,1.87,15.89,2.8,9.35,4.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.82,3.74,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.0,3.74,5.61,0.93,3.0,2.3333,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.73465,1.55106,1.91833,1.0,11,2.9094185094185114,0.14500000000000005
27,assistance,9d8z5w,"[0, 5]","As some of you probably know, I created a political survey last week about the correlation between one's political affiliation and one's favorite characters on The Office. I have gathered together all the answers, and I am going to reveal the favorite and least favorite characters of Republicans, Democrats, and Independents. I am going to start by revealing the Top 5 Favorite Characters on The Office for each political affiliation. Republicans' Top 5 Favorite Characters on The Office:  5.",0,1.0,1536169570.0,3,12.186851851851848,79,97.2,50.0,76.41,99.0,19.75,32.91,83.54,41.77,6.33,6.33,5.06,0.0,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.13,15.19,3.8,2.53,6.33,0.0,10.13,15.19,5.06,0.0,3.8,5.06,7.59,7.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.66,6.33,2.53,0.0,2.53,1.27,0.0,2.53,2.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.66,5.06,3.8,6.33,0.0,0.0,1.27,6.33,2.53,13.92,2.53,7.59,3.8,7.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.19,5.06,5.06,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.8,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.3333,2.6,1.125,1.2,1.0,1.77208,1.53651,1.82348,0.59,1,12.848240740740746,0.26666666666666666
459,anxiety,9vechg,"[5, 10]",I've had major brain fog all day and I've been out of it all day now because of how anxious I am about how bad of a job I did and how much I embarrassed myself by crying at my desk. I work in a high pressure job and I know other people have done it but I would love to have thicker skin. &#x200B; Do anyone else cry as an immediate reaction to anything negative? Does anyone have a way to cope when your anxiety manifests like that?,1,1.0,1541713886.0,5,3.5958608058608057,89,15.29,21.57,84.01,1.0,22.25,12.36,94.38,64.04,20.22,12.36,11.24,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,7.87,4.49,14.61,14.61,6.74,11.24,1.12,17.98,3.37,2.25,4.49,0.0,3.37,8.99,1.12,7.87,4.49,0.0,2.25,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.85,1.12,5.62,1.12,3.37,2.25,3.37,2.25,0.0,0.0,2.25,3.37,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.49,1.12,1.12,1.12,0.0,1.12,4.49,12.36,0.0,12.36,0.0,6.74,5.62,4.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.11,2.25,0.0,0.0,1.12,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.25,0.0,2.25,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1111,1.0,1.75791,1.49383,1.84353,1.0,11,5.3667582417582445,-0.07249999999999995
15960,ptsd,9028iu,"(0, 5)","CW: mentions of self-harm, suicide I feel so overwhelmed. The flashbacks, the panic attacks, being triggered so easily, sometimes by mere words alone. I get so entrenched in my flashbacks that I can barely medicate myself, and my friend has to intervene and give me a good dose of clonazepam to get me out of it. I can't talk about my trauma, it sends me straight into a state of anxiety and panic.",1,1.0,1531970536.0,3,7.664200000000001,74,54.5,17.21,78.21,1.0,18.5,18.92,87.84,54.05,18.92,14.86,14.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.05,5.41,14.86,4.05,6.76,8.11,1.35,9.46,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.51,2.7,10.81,5.41,1.35,2.7,8.11,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,6.76,1.35,1.35,0.0,2.7,0.0,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,1.35,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,6.76,1.35,0.0,1.35,4.05,0.0,0.0,12.16,0.0,8.11,1.35,5.41,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.57,5.41,8.11,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8571,2.6,1.0,1.1667,1.0,1.79912,1.54643,1.83732,0.81,0,7.455833333333334,0.17666666666666667
657,ptsd,9028iu,"[15, 20]","I have very strong urges to hurt myself. I've been self-harming for over six years. Sometimes I think that all I need is a good deep cut. Other times, I honestly feel like ending my life. I can't handle this constant state of hypervigilance and all the intrusive memories.",1,1.0,1531970536.0,3,3.4251923076923063,50,45.73,2.31,99.0,25.77,10.0,14.0,90.0,48.0,22.0,16.0,16.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,4.0,10.0,8.0,2.0,2.0,2.0,16.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,4.0,12.0,6.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.0,6.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,4.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,14.0,0.0,14.0,0.0,4.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.0,10.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.5,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.7376,1.54884,1.9879,0.81,0,4.123692307692309,0.2897222222222222
1248,assistance,8bi9px,"[3, 8]","At this point, my friend's family's finances are all but running out. We started a GoFundMe to help them out and would love to get any help we can. Reddit has done and continues to do amazing things. I'm hoping we can do our bit to help them out. Here's a link to the GoFundMe campaign: <url>",0,0.0,1523462995.0,91,2.0652380952380938,57,53.43,97.28,38.82,97.58,11.4,17.54,91.23,59.65,17.54,14.04,3.51,7.02,0.0,0.0,3.51,3.51,5.26,15.79,15.79,1.75,5.26,0.0,21.05,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,1.75,0.0,3.51,3.51,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.54,14.04,0.0,7.02,1.75,0.0,3.51,17.54,1.75,15.79,1.75,10.53,3.51,1.75,3.51,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.05,7.02,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.02,0.0,3.51,3.0,3.0,2.8,1.375,1.0,1.0,1.82202,1.52917,1.83649,0.91,5,3.5589206349206357,0.55
2119,relationships,7qyrx2,"[90, 95]","It’s so hard to explain. &nbsp; **PROBLEMS WITH BOB**: Balthazar’s fiance. I don’t know why, but he does not like me either. We used to be close but B got jealous so we stopped talking as much.",1,0.8333333333333334,1516166276.0,3,-2.134027777777778,36,9.47,71.09,39.76,2.09,9.0,22.22,88.89,47.22,16.67,13.89,5.56,5.56,0.0,2.78,0.0,2.78,0.0,11.11,8.33,8.33,13.89,2.78,25.0,8.33,5.56,2.78,0.0,5.56,8.33,2.78,5.56,0.0,2.78,0.0,16.67,2.78,2.78,0.0,5.56,22.22,5.56,5.56,2.78,0.0,0.0,8.33,2.78,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,8.33,0.0,0.0,2.78,5.56,8.33,13.89,0.0,5.56,0.0,2.78,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,41.67,11.11,2.78,2.78,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,13.89,2.7143,2.4286,2.6,1.125,1.2857,1.0,1.73401,1.38621,1.84654,1.0,6,0.5983333333333363,-0.04583333333333334
25575,domesticviolence,94n2xa,"(15, 20)",I know this is a subreddit for domestic violence but I'm feeling really freaked out right now and when he gets aggressive I feel like I cant phone anyone because he hasnt hit me but I'm scared of him because hes really big and mentally unstable. I'm obviously looking to move out but it's hard with full time school in the fall in a really expensive city I'm struggling to find a room that I can cover. Just dont know what to do when I feel unsafe over the possibly next few weeks while I find a place. I also have pets so I cant just leave and not be in the house and I'm worried he might harm them. I also dont know what my parents should do to deal with him because they cant live like that either.,1,1.0,1533422162.0,4,2.6714081996434906,140,5.53,3.73,99.0,1.0,28.0,12.86,96.43,65.0,22.14,17.14,11.43,0.0,0.0,4.29,1.43,5.0,5.0,11.43,12.86,7.86,11.43,5.0,22.14,7.14,2.14,2.86,0.0,1.43,5.71,0.0,5.71,2.14,0.71,0.0,7.86,0.71,0.0,0.0,4.29,20.0,5.71,2.14,0.71,2.14,0.71,8.57,4.29,0.71,0.71,2.86,0.71,0.0,0.71,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.71,0.0,2.14,0.71,0.71,0.0,22.14,0.71,15.71,2.14,8.57,5.0,0.71,0.0,2.86,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.71,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.86,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73517,1.51803,1.85221,0.84,6,4.6423885918003585,-0.009965728715728725
12892,survivorsofabuse,92sbi3,"(25, 30)","I was told by my peers, the media, so many things, that what I was doing was okay, was fine, was normal, was desired by every boy my age. I'm sure the majority of my abusers knew I was underage, how could they not? I told some of them how old I was, and most of the ones I told were okay with me being underage, although were extremely coercive, threatening, and frightening at times. I was constantly gaslight, verbally abused, and made to feel frightened and ashamed by many of these people, but I felt like I had to keep trying, like I had to be there to perform for them. All of the physical abuse (sexual and otherwise) that I've survived, happened after I turned 18, starting with my first REAL girlfriend, and the relationships that immediately proceeded her.",0,0.8,1532838990.0,1,10.28184149184149,141,23.76,19.75,65.58,8.72,28.2,17.73,92.91,60.99,19.86,15.6,12.77,0.0,0.0,0.71,2.13,4.26,3.55,13.48,13.48,4.96,8.51,0.71,21.99,3.55,2.84,2.13,1.42,4.96,8.51,3.55,4.96,2.84,2.84,0.0,7.8,0.0,0.71,0.71,0.71,13.48,2.13,2.13,1.42,2.13,2.84,2.84,1.42,0.0,0.0,1.42,1.42,0.0,0.71,0.71,0.0,6.38,1.42,2.13,2.13,0.71,0.71,14.89,3.55,0.0,7.8,0.71,0.71,6.38,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.42,0.0,0.0,1.42,0.0,0.0,19.15,2.84,12.77,0.0,0.0,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.42,1.42,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.8018,1.35469,1.87118,1.0,0,9.713391608391607,0.23480392156862745
1391,relationships,7ofjw4,"[5, 10]","You were so kind, thoughtful, and helpful. And right. I felt so exposed and vulnerable that I forgot a few things: my husband has *never* done something he knew would hurt me. More importantly, when I am not ok, he isn’t either, even though it doesn’t show. I don’t have a family of my own that I can trust, and it sucks.",0,0.6,1515197312.0,1687,1.8122051282051324,62,1.0,5.36,60.4,96.14,12.4,11.29,96.77,66.13,27.42,17.74,12.9,0.0,1.61,3.23,0.0,9.68,3.23,1.61,16.13,9.68,12.9,8.06,20.97,6.45,3.23,1.61,0.0,4.84,14.52,9.68,4.84,1.61,1.61,1.61,11.29,3.23,0.0,0.0,4.84,14.52,3.23,0.0,1.61,1.61,1.61,6.45,4.84,1.61,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.06,4.84,0.0,1.61,0.0,1.61,8.06,14.52,0.0,4.84,0.0,1.61,3.23,0.0,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,27.42,8.06,9.68,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.84,0.0,3.23,2.9167,2.5,2.6,1.1111,1.125,1.0,1.68387,1.45357,1.93739,0.96,34,3.339615384615385,0.15357142857142858
944,ptsd,9igo5z,"[0, 5]","I don't have PTSD, I know how debilitating it is for you guys who do, but I thought I'd post in here because you might be aware of the symptoms and see if there's any connection? Basically I used to be severely bullied back in school and I've never gotten over it. I have nightmares, and even like ""day-mares"", where something somebody does or says makes me remember something that happened, suddenly, and it makes me lose all concentration as I just stare into space remembering the event. Sometimes they're recurring, sometimes they pop out of some dark corner of my mind, where all the oppressed memories are. I've never fully recovered, and I've only recently got to a place where nobody takes the piss out of me for some reason or another.",1,0.8,1537783589.0,4,10.195531914893618,134,8.69,16.6,99.0,1.67,26.8,18.66,94.78,62.69,20.15,12.69,10.45,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.75,7.46,3.73,11.94,11.94,11.19,8.96,2.99,23.13,1.49,2.24,3.73,0.0,4.48,2.99,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.75,0.75,5.97,0.0,0.75,0.0,0.75,22.39,5.97,4.48,0.75,8.96,2.99,2.99,2.99,2.24,0.75,0.0,1.49,0.75,0.75,0.0,0.0,4.48,0.0,1.49,0.75,2.24,0.75,4.48,15.67,0.75,18.66,0.0,11.19,7.46,0.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.75,0.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.91,2.99,6.72,0.0,0.0,0.75,0.0,0.75,1.49,5.22,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.67898,1.44,1.84699,0.83,15,9.64308510638298,0.016666666666666666
1767,homeless,6oqrsz,"[15, 20]","Our current plan of action is to both apply to be Uber / Lyft drivers and rent or lease a car through one of those two companies. It's a way to make money, and sleeping in a car is infinitely better than sleeping outside. My girlfriend is waiting for the background check, and I need to get a CA driver license before anything (working on it). I'm also using the local library to apply for jobs. I'm a software engineer by trade with many years experience and have had $100k+/yr jobs in the past.",0,1.0,1500670377.0,6,7.352783505154637,94,93.81,37.48,58.82,45.3,18.8,19.15,85.11,50.0,9.57,5.32,4.26,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.26,8.51,19.15,9.57,1.06,6.38,0.0,18.09,5.32,3.19,0.0,3.19,2.13,1.06,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,6.38,0.0,2.13,1.06,2.13,0.0,2.13,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.38,2.13,3.19,0.0,2.13,0.0,2.13,12.77,1.06,17.02,3.19,7.45,6.38,6.38,0.0,2.13,4.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.02,5.32,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.19,2.13,4.26,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.67787,1.6641,1.88573,0.72,3,7.790432989690721,0.12142857142857144
351,ptsd,7kv3nt,"[40, 45]","On a side note, the mere idea of my significant other interacting in any way, hostile or friendly, with my brother makes me wanna freak the fuck out, so there’s also that. (But it doesn’t take much for me to wanna freak out either). Should I just continue to struggle privately to put this all behind me somehow? Also, is it selfish to feel the need to distance myself from my family right now while I’m trying to finally heal? (Like, moving far away so I have a non-hurtful excuse to only see them once every couple years)..",1,0.0,1513707569.0,4,7.748529411764704,99,53.74,13.32,95.7,1.0,19.8,13.13,94.95,58.59,16.16,11.11,10.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,5.05,5.05,18.18,8.08,10.1,7.07,1.01,16.16,2.02,2.02,0.0,1.01,6.06,9.09,1.01,7.07,1.01,2.02,1.01,7.07,2.02,1.01,0.0,1.01,16.16,2.02,1.01,4.04,4.04,2.02,4.04,3.03,1.01,0.0,2.02,2.02,0.0,1.01,1.01,0.0,7.07,4.04,1.01,1.01,1.01,0.0,0.0,14.14,2.02,19.19,2.02,11.11,6.06,0.0,1.01,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.05,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.2,4.04,6.06,0.0,0.0,2.02,0.0,1.01,0.0,3.03,4.04,0.0,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.25,1.1429,1.0,1.69159,1.5037,1.85913,0.76,3,8.330705882352941,-0.04566326530612246
16996,anxiety,84axfy,"(0, 5)","I have GAD with obsessive thoughts ( ocd) that are health related ( hypochondria ) And I am 18, I have been single my whole life, have never had a girlfriend or a kiss or anything of the sort. In elementary school I liked 4 girls throughout my time there and they all just ended up as friends and I never confessed my feelings. In middle school I liked the same girl for 2 years who rejected me. Then I liked two more girls, one who ended up as a friend and another moved. Now in high school I’ve liked about 11 girls, and no luck at ALL with any of them.",1,0.8,1521004596.0,1,4.881779220779222,109,40.54,35.67,96.77,88.19,21.8,14.68,94.5,55.05,17.43,12.84,11.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.83,4.59,4.59,13.76,7.34,5.5,9.17,2.75,13.76,6.42,4.59,1.83,6.42,6.42,7.34,5.5,1.83,0.92,0.0,0.92,11.93,0.0,2.75,3.67,0.0,12.84,3.67,0.0,0.0,5.5,3.67,1.83,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.92,2.75,0.0,2.75,0.0,0.0,8.26,3.67,0.0,3.67,0.92,0.0,5.5,9.17,0.92,15.6,0.92,7.34,7.34,3.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.84,4.59,3.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.92,3.67,0.0,2.8333,2.4444,3.0,1.2308,1.0,1.0,1.72066,1.52826,1.96031,1.0,0,4.805844155844156,0.29071428571428576
1397,anxiety,6796jc,"[0, 5]","I have a presentation to give on Wednesday as part of my Biology course. It's by myself and I've already jumped to ""would it be so bad if I didn't do it?"" because the thought of doing it feels worse than missing out on 20% towards the module... I can't see my doctor before then because there's no appointments and I tried getting an appointment with the counselling service that uni offers but they haven't got back to me yet. My heart races every time I think about it.",1,1.0,1493042216.0,1,1.812947368421053,89,24.1,2.83,98.24,1.0,17.8,15.73,93.26,66.29,20.22,13.48,12.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,6.74,5.62,16.85,11.24,6.74,10.11,4.49,22.47,4.49,4.49,0.0,1.12,2.25,3.37,0.0,3.37,0.0,0.0,1.12,4.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.61,3.37,2.25,2.25,1.12,1.12,6.74,2.25,1.12,0.0,1.12,3.37,1.12,1.12,0.0,0.0,6.74,0.0,1.12,1.12,2.25,2.25,5.62,14.61,1.12,13.48,1.12,5.62,7.87,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.98,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,2.25,6.74,0.0,1.12,2.6667,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.78106,1.42025,1.85701,0.67,2,3.144473684210528,-0.23999999999999994
992,relationships,7qd8if,"[20, 25]","However, over the next day she changed her mind and is now convinced that she has given us enough chances, that nothing would change (in terms of me and my issues) if we tried again. The kicker is that she still loves me, she’s still attracted to me (we got onto normal conversation, joked around as usual, even had sex twice in the last couple of days), she comforted me as I bawled about her leaving. We’ve been texting a fair bit since she went, some normal and some more serious conversation. She is now back with her mother, she has taken enough clothes for the week and will come back next weekend to pick up the rest of her stuff. We’re also seeing each other on Tuesday as we have Pokémon Go plans that we can’t miss (don’t judge us).",0,0.8,1515951517.0,7,7.8063111545988235,141,20.74,92.19,37.87,52.37,28.2,11.35,92.2,60.28,22.7,18.44,4.26,5.67,0.0,8.51,0.0,4.26,4.26,13.48,9.22,8.51,7.09,2.13,19.15,7.8,2.84,0.0,0.71,4.26,4.26,2.84,1.42,0.0,0.0,0.71,17.73,0.71,0.0,9.22,0.0,9.22,0.71,2.84,1.42,2.13,0.71,2.84,0.71,0.71,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.71,0.0,0.71,0.0,13.48,8.51,1.42,2.13,1.42,0.0,7.09,12.06,1.42,21.28,4.26,6.38,12.06,0.0,1.42,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.02,3.55,5.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.55,4.26,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.1429,1.125,1.0,1.7051,1.6896,1.89253,0.78,4,7.092230919765168,0.056547619047619055
37955,homeless,8w3kjn,"(5, 10)",The belt and plugs are a week old. The alternator is 2 days old and the battery and cable were replaced a few hours ago. The warning light is still on and even tho the car started the alternator isn’t putting out enough power. The car has been sitting for 24 hours now. Does anyone know what the issue could be or know anyone who would?,0,0.8,1530726614.0,22,3.9694029850746233,66,52.29,50.0,90.27,7.96,13.2,12.12,84.85,56.06,6.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.06,15.15,4.55,16.67,6.06,9.09,1.52,22.73,1.52,0.0,3.03,3.03,1.52,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.12,3.03,0.0,3.03,4.55,0.0,3.03,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,1.52,6.06,15.15,0.0,25.76,6.06,4.55,15.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,6.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,2.3333,2.8,3.0,1.3333,1.125,1.0,1.59104,1.59149,1.78256,0.93,27,4.253910447761196,0.08
2118,relationships,7rp47i,"[0, 5]","So I met this girl last year, in November. Although we only dated officially for around a month, the feelings became very intense. Around the week before Christmas, she confessed she had been cheating on me with someone. At the time she was very distant towards me, and of course the cheating explained that. She and I met up last week to talk, I thought I would get closure but all I felt afterwards was a deep sense of regret.",1,0.0,1516434763.0,1,4.242910714285717,80,65.29,69.14,99.0,1.0,16.0,20.0,98.75,58.75,18.75,15.0,8.75,1.25,0.0,5.0,0.0,3.75,7.5,16.25,6.25,7.5,6.25,0.0,15.0,2.5,1.25,0.0,0.0,1.25,3.75,0.0,3.75,0.0,2.5,1.25,15.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.0,17.5,10.0,0.0,2.5,1.25,1.25,2.5,3.75,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,3.75,2.5,2.5,1.25,0.0,11.25,2.5,0.0,26.25,0.0,11.25,15.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,6.25,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8182,3.0,1.2,1.2,1.0,1.74024,1.61408,1.84651,0.67,9,4.207142857142859,0.021666666666666667
531,survivorsofabuse,68vctn,"[9, 14]","I've mostly come to terms with it but every time i see his name or face or his girlfriend's it comes back. My question is, when the justice system fails, how do you deal with living near a child molester when you can't just pick up and leave? The only thing that prevents me from making sure he dissapears is the risk of getting caught and how that would hurt my family even more. It's just so hard seeing him walking around free after what he did and what i have no doubt he will do again. How do I deal with this when I am already prone to depression?",1,1.0,1493753639.0,9,8.024999999999999,110,2.44,53.64,43.37,1.0,22.0,9.09,94.55,66.36,22.73,14.55,7.27,0.0,1.82,5.45,0.0,8.18,3.64,10.0,10.91,14.55,11.82,1.82,20.91,3.64,1.82,7.27,0.0,1.82,7.27,1.82,5.45,1.82,0.0,2.73,11.82,0.91,0.91,0.0,5.45,13.64,0.91,4.55,0.91,4.55,1.82,3.64,3.64,1.82,0.0,1.82,1.82,0.91,0.91,0.0,0.0,9.09,1.82,0.91,3.64,0.91,3.64,2.73,13.64,0.91,14.55,4.55,3.64,7.27,0.91,0.91,0.91,0.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,2.73,1.82,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.64,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.71531,1.42772,1.83815,1.0,3,7.4827017543859675,0.13425925925925927
22731,ptsd,9ovois,"(0, 5)","I’m going to be posting something similar in the anxiety subreddit too but I wanted to talk to you guys about this too. I was formally diagnosed with PTSD, depression and anxiety last year. I’m on medications for this too. I’ve been having a rough week. I haven’t been able to sleep and any sleep I’ve had has been very rough, just the complete opposite of restful.",1,0.6666666666666666,1539753429.0,2,2.814523809523809,67,21.93,14.8,68.43,1.0,13.4,19.4,92.54,61.19,16.42,11.94,10.45,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,4.48,4.48,14.93,19.4,8.96,4.48,1.49,22.39,4.48,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,4.48,0.0,4.48,2.99,0.0,1.49,4.48,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,11.94,1.49,0.0,1.49,2.99,1.49,4.48,2.99,0.0,0.0,2.99,5.97,2.99,2.99,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.96,11.94,1.49,8.96,1.49,2.99,4.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.91,7.46,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.46,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,2.4,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.71047,1.40769,1.81897,1.0,3,4.482539682539684,0.05285714285714286
504,ptsd,9ovois,"[14, 19]","It’s been 12 hours since it’s started and I genuinely can’t get it to stop. It’s been so bad that my tongue is actually really starting to hurt. Has this happened to anyone else before? ? I hope I explained that clearly enough but if you need more descriptions, let me know and I can try to explain it better.",1,0.0,1539753429.0,2,1.3119047619047635,59,2.04,8.77,96.89,25.77,14.75,15.25,94.92,62.71,27.12,11.86,10.17,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,15.25,0.0,10.17,15.25,6.78,8.47,1.69,30.51,5.08,5.08,0.0,1.69,1.69,6.78,3.39,3.39,0.0,0.0,1.69,6.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.12,6.78,1.69,5.08,6.78,1.69,10.17,3.39,0.0,0.0,1.69,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.47,0.0,3.39,0.0,3.39,3.39,8.47,22.03,1.69,10.17,0.0,0.0,10.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.95,5.08,1.69,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.78,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5714,3.0,1.2857,1.1818,1.0,1.69084,1.36667,1.90806,1.0,3,3.0914285714285725,0.1166666666666667
1007,relationships,7oltzb,"[15, 20]",He told me to never talk to him again and that he found someone else. I was so hurt and depressed. I've tried to talk to him and ask him what I've done to make him feel this way and he just continued to curse me and belittle me. He then ignored me and posted pictures of him and a girl all over his Instagram which he knew that I would see. I wanted to make him jealous too so I posted pictures of me and my friend on Instagram with heart emojis.,0,0.0,1515271668.0,0,2.6587669172932316,93,5.41,77.41,2.96,1.0,18.6,10.75,97.85,65.59,32.26,25.81,12.9,0.0,0.0,12.9,0.0,6.45,1.08,12.9,5.38,6.45,11.83,1.08,19.35,0.0,0.0,2.15,0.0,1.08,5.38,0.0,5.38,0.0,1.08,2.15,22.58,0.0,1.08,1.08,12.9,11.83,3.23,2.15,2.15,1.08,2.15,1.08,5.38,3.23,0.0,2.15,1.08,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.38,3.23,1.08,1.08,0.0,0.0,10.75,9.68,1.08,7.53,0.0,3.23,4.3,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.53,5.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.4444,3.0,1.25,1.2222,1.0,1.71577,1.6,1.87725,0.4,5,3.8628571428571448,0.0
533,anxiety,686vna,"[10, 15]","-What are you gonna do with that strange looking super shiny thing over there? -That's not really going anywhere *near* me, **is** it??? ? -Wish I could go on my phone right now and play a silly game to distract myself but I've just got to sit here while Dr. fiddles around in my mouth. -I love the way the drill makes a sound like kittens.",0,0.6,1493430482.0,1,0.898088235294118,65,34.3,17.79,99.0,95.12,16.25,9.23,93.85,61.54,20.0,12.31,10.77,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,7.69,6.15,13.85,9.23,10.77,4.62,1.54,21.54,6.15,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,9.23,6.15,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.31,1.54,1.54,3.08,1.54,0.0,4.62,6.15,3.08,3.08,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,3.08,1.54,1.54,1.54,0.0,1.54,13.85,4.62,21.54,4.62,13.85,3.08,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,32.31,4.62,1.54,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,6.15,0.0,3.08,0.0,9.23,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.79406,1.50588,1.89577,0.67,0,1.4338235294117645,0.06322751322751323
567,anxiety,8gxoqh,"[0, 5]","I don't know why this happened, but I use to have these really bad panic attacks up until about a decade ago. Since then I've been having what feels like one long one. For 9 years I've been in a constant state of panic. It's not as severe as the full blown ones but I'm always short of breath, jittery, with an increased heart rate, a bit warm and super aware of my surroundings. At times I feel like I'm one loud noise away from pulling a seizure or losing consciousness and if I take my mind off my breathing I would stop.",1,1.0,1525422204.0,4,4.201861074705111,103,61.24,2.65,99.0,1.0,20.6,9.71,93.2,55.34,15.53,11.65,11.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.88,5.83,18.45,10.68,2.91,9.71,1.94,18.45,5.83,3.88,1.94,3.88,0.97,7.77,1.94,5.83,1.94,0.97,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.53,4.85,2.91,1.94,1.94,0.97,5.83,4.85,0.0,1.94,2.91,3.88,2.91,0.97,0.0,0.0,6.8,0.0,1.94,1.94,0.97,2.91,3.88,11.65,0.97,20.39,1.94,8.74,9.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.56,4.85,3.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.83,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8571,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73803,1.45111,1.81612,1.0,3,4.447994757536044,0.09814814814814815
36153,relationships,7q3uqt,"(10, 15)","My mother has always been a difficult person to talk with. She is extremely stubborn, and I have never seen her consider another person’s suggestion or opinion. She usually considers helpful advice or offers of assistance to be personal attacks. When having a conversation, she doesn’t listen to the other person, but only waits for her next turn to speak. She tends to obsess about a single topic and will refuse talk about anything else.",0,0.8,1515840601.0,6,6.823939393939394,75,32.98,94.5,10.08,1.0,15.0,21.33,98.67,57.33,14.67,10.67,2.67,0.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,4.0,5.33,13.33,10.67,9.33,8.0,2.67,21.33,6.67,0.0,1.33,1.33,2.67,8.0,1.33,5.33,1.33,2.67,0.0,28.0,1.33,0.0,9.33,0.0,17.33,2.67,0.0,0.0,6.67,4.0,6.67,4.0,1.33,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,2.67,0.0,2.67,0.0,1.33,2.67,18.67,1.33,9.33,1.33,0.0,8.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,6.67,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.76199,1.54921,1.87059,1.0,9,7.498116883116882,-0.10793650793650794
37242,relationships,7q3uqt,"(0, 5)","My mom has a degenerative neurological disease, and can barely walk, bathe, or feed herself anymore. Her most problematic symptom is a movement disorder, but she also has declining mental capacity (but not much confusion/forgetfulness). She either needs to receive in home care or be moved to an assisted living facility as soon as possible. My brother and I made an appointment to have her assessed by the regional health authority at the end of the month. She moved back to her hometown a few years ago, and my brother and I can’t take time off work or afford travel, so we can’t be there.",1,0.8,1515840601.0,6,6.912341269841271,106,43.92,35.28,60.79,25.77,21.2,22.64,90.57,54.72,13.21,12.26,4.72,0.94,0.0,6.6,0.0,0.94,7.55,10.38,6.6,5.66,12.26,2.83,14.15,5.66,3.77,0.0,0.0,3.77,1.89,0.94,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.32,2.83,0.0,7.55,1.89,15.09,0.0,0.94,1.89,6.6,0.0,8.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.66,0.0,4.72,0.0,0.94,6.6,2.83,1.89,0.94,0.94,0.94,3.77,14.15,0.94,17.92,5.66,5.66,8.49,0.94,1.89,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.09,4.72,5.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,1.89,0.94,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74117,1.59506,1.8617,1.0,9,8.12714285714286,0.02142857142857144
45633,survivorsofabuse,6ewlof,"(13, 18)","I don't know if that's true or if my brain just can't find where all of that is supposed to fit in with this. I don't know if anyone knows what to advise here or if anything even could be, but it's just all so much. I feel like I have poison blood. TL:DR - one more straw added the family history of sexual abuse but my brothers abuse has thrown off my memories of my own childhood. It's all too complex and of course no one in the family will talk to me about it and my SO has no clue how to help me either, and I don't blame her.",1,0.8,1496431950.0,2,3.337310924369749,112,4.85,4.51,89.63,2.37,22.4,6.25,97.32,63.39,19.64,11.61,10.71,0.0,0.0,0.89,0.0,8.04,1.79,12.5,11.61,8.93,12.5,5.36,17.86,3.57,2.68,2.68,1.79,6.25,4.46,0.89,3.57,0.0,3.57,0.0,8.04,2.68,0.0,0.89,0.89,24.11,7.14,0.89,4.46,8.04,3.57,8.93,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.89,4.46,1.79,1.79,0.89,0.0,5.36,3.57,0.0,1.79,0.89,0.0,2.68,16.07,0.89,7.14,0.89,4.46,1.79,1.79,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,4.46,1.79,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.89,0.0,6.25,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68521,1.5,1.85938,0.76,2,4.724033613445382,0.32142857142857145
527,anxiety,9i810q,"[10, 15]","aaaa sorry I feel so dumb for messing up like that, I hate when people lie and I really hope I don't come across like that to you but now I just sound desperate? I'm s o r r y I don't think he'll be online for a while but maybe in a few hours you could try and talk to him about it hello?",1,0.5,1537705848.0,5,-2.0318478260869526,65,17.02,26.92,80.47,1.0,32.5,3.08,90.77,61.54,20.0,15.38,10.77,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,4.62,3.08,15.38,7.69,10.77,10.77,3.08,18.46,4.62,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,7.69,1.54,6.15,1.54,3.08,1.54,10.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,13.85,3.08,0.0,3.08,4.62,0.0,4.62,3.08,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,1.54,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.46,3.08,12.31,1.54,4.62,6.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.15,1.54,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.77,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.15,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.71481,1.40727,1.93952,0.86,7,1.1128804347826105,-0.2678571428571429
1072,anxiety,9kajk3,"[10, 15]","All I have from them is a roof over a head and sometimes food that suits my diet. They won’t talk to me about my problem, they won’t lend me a hand to find a job, they won’t support me with my uni, they won’t even lend me a car to drive to doctors. All I keep hearing is to: go talk to doctors if I’m ill and get antidepressants if I’m depressed. Not realising that neither one will solve my problem. So I thought that maybe someone could help me out with this, maybe someone has similar experience.",1,1.0,1538345593.0,1,4.8591428571428565,99,12.85,9.47,58.07,4.86,19.8,16.16,95.96,62.63,25.25,19.19,14.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.05,6.06,5.05,12.12,12.12,5.05,5.05,6.06,21.21,2.02,2.02,0.0,1.01,2.02,4.04,1.01,3.03,0.0,0.0,1.01,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.17,3.03,1.01,5.05,7.07,2.02,4.04,3.03,0.0,1.01,1.01,8.08,2.02,5.05,0.0,2.02,10.1,1.01,1.01,6.06,1.01,2.02,0.0,16.16,5.05,6.06,3.03,2.02,1.01,3.03,0.0,0.0,2.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.16,5.05,4.04,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.06,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.1111,1.125,1.0,1.71659,1.61412,1.91784,1.0,0,5.619761904761905,-0.25
39,survivorsofabuse,6n7y7k,"[5, 10]","It was one week before the start of my second year of my bachelor’s degree. The first year was wonderful. The second, I was dead because of him… That night, we (my best friend (J), her boyfriend, and L) went to a party at N’s. I don’t really like to drink, so I stayed clear the whole time.",0,0.0,1500024094.0,5,0.5630054644808737,58,68.4,50.0,86.38,97.32,14.5,6.9,93.1,55.17,18.97,15.52,10.34,1.72,0.0,3.45,0.0,3.45,8.62,13.79,6.9,3.45,5.17,1.72,12.07,6.9,5.17,0.0,6.9,1.72,5.17,5.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.07,0.0,3.45,1.72,5.17,5.17,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,1.72,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,10.34,6.9,3.45,1.72,1.72,0.0,8.62,3.45,0.0,18.97,3.45,3.45,13.79,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,29.31,8.62,8.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.17,6.9,0.0,2.8571,2.75,3.0,1.4286,1.2,1.0,1.73395,1.58298,2.00517,1.0,0,2.4963114754098363,0.2833333333333334
976,survivorsofabuse,6n7y7k,"[68, 73]","I’m onto new studies now, erasing my ancient life, my life related to him. That’s how i’m reconstruct myself for now. I plan to see another therapist, someone who could help me without any conditions. I just need help. Thanks for reading, it was difficult, but felt good to finally write it down :)",0,0.0,1500024094.0,5,2.9177380952381,54,11.88,17.72,95.96,88.52,10.8,24.07,96.3,57.41,27.78,16.67,14.81,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,11.11,0.0,14.81,9.26,9.26,3.7,1.85,20.37,5.56,0.0,3.7,0.0,3.7,7.41,5.56,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,18.52,5.56,1.85,3.7,3.7,0.0,3.7,3.7,1.85,0.0,1.85,5.56,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,11.11,3.7,1.85,5.56,1.85,1.85,3.7,16.67,1.85,12.96,0.0,3.7,9.26,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.22,7.41,9.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8889,2.8,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.75393,1.5375,1.9144,1.0,0,4.4857142857142875,0.1101010101010101
1550,survivorsofabuse,6n7y7k,"[0, 5]","Hi everyone, also posted on r/rapecounseling. Sorry for my english, it’s not my mother tongue. Past few months were pretty rough and I think i’m finally ready to write it down, like if I needed it… I was raped by a “friend” (let’s call him L), the exact day I met my actual boyfriend (let’s call him N), 5 years ago. L wasn’t really a friend of mine, I never appreciated him, but he was closely related to my best friend at the time.",0,0.8,1500024094.0,5,2.320904761904764,85,26.21,50.0,91.95,47.53,21.25,9.41,92.94,54.12,24.71,20.0,12.94,2.35,0.0,4.71,0.0,4.71,4.71,10.59,7.06,4.71,4.71,3.53,15.29,4.71,2.35,0.0,1.18,1.18,8.24,4.71,3.53,0.0,2.35,1.18,20.0,1.18,4.71,1.18,5.88,15.29,3.53,0.0,2.35,2.35,3.53,5.88,2.35,0.0,0.0,1.18,3.53,1.18,0.0,2.35,0.0,11.76,9.41,1.18,2.35,1.18,0.0,10.59,7.06,0.0,14.12,0.0,4.71,9.41,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,28.24,5.88,8.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.35,5.88,4.71,1.18,3.0,2.5,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.70671,1.6303,1.97589,1.0,0,4.633174603174606,0.04246031746031747
870,survivorsofabuse,6n7y7k,"[20, 25]","I remember thinking “What the hell is he doing ?!”. This guy was so tall, so much heavier than me… He grabbed me, was on top of me, told me to “shut my fucking mouth right now”. I tried so hard to move, but I couldn’t… I remember him spitting on his dick, and then he penetrated me, his hand over my mouth. It was so violent, so painful. I can still feel the sweat on his cheek...",1,1.0,1500024094.0,5,-0.5619230769230796,77,3.76,12.13,89.63,1.0,15.4,14.29,98.7,63.64,28.57,24.68,15.58,0.0,0.0,9.09,0.0,3.9,2.6,10.39,9.09,9.09,10.39,1.3,20.78,10.39,3.9,1.3,0.0,1.3,5.19,0.0,5.19,0.0,3.9,0.0,11.69,0.0,1.3,0.0,10.39,9.09,5.19,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,2.6,7.79,0.0,0.0,7.79,11.69,9.09,1.3,2.6,0.0,3.9,0.0,2.6,2.6,0.0,0.0,9.09,6.49,1.3,15.58,1.3,10.39,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,3.9,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,29.87,11.69,9.09,0.0,0.0,1.3,1.3,0.0,5.19,1.3,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.79584,1.71343,1.85073,1.0,0,1.36994871794872,-0.20085034013605443
11468,relationships,7npp4f,"(22, 27)","I do feel like some of my trust has been broken. I know he will always prefer to befriend girls, and I'm not the jealous type, but I just need some help with how to respond to him and how to process this whole scenario. What is the best way to process ""emotional"" cheating from the past?   ---   **tl;dr**: My (33F) husband [33M] of 10 years had private chat giving each other sexual advice with female friend/ childhood friend and hid it from me for 2 years.",1,0.6,1514929666.0,2,2.138320707070708,87,62.37,63.49,26.55,25.77,21.75,12.64,88.51,49.43,14.94,10.34,8.05,0.0,0.0,2.3,0.0,4.6,3.45,14.94,8.05,3.45,6.9,1.15,12.64,4.6,2.3,3.45,2.3,4.6,6.9,3.45,3.45,0.0,2.3,0.0,16.09,1.15,2.3,2.3,3.45,13.79,3.45,2.3,2.3,2.3,1.15,3.45,1.15,0.0,0.0,1.15,2.3,0.0,1.15,1.15,0.0,11.49,5.75,2.3,3.45,1.15,2.3,3.45,9.2,1.15,6.9,0.0,1.15,5.75,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.44,3.45,2.3,1.15,1.15,1.15,0.0,3.45,2.3,1.15,2.3,8.05,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.72339,1.45,1.93239,1.0,6,2.705151515151517,0.10277777777777779
290,anxiety,9wve2b,"[10, 15]","Save yourselves, and get a doggo if you can. *Make sure you have the financial stability, and get a dog that’s on-par with your dog experience. It’s important to remember they are a ton of work, large puppies especially, but the distraction is part of what helps. A lot of people get large, active, intelligent dogs as puppies and don’t understand they are a full-time job. For the protection of the dogs, if you’re a first time owner don’t get one that weighs over 30lbs when mature.",0,1.0,1542159106.0,497,5.594078014184397,89,66.32,86.95,14.33,99.0,17.8,14.61,88.76,51.69,12.36,7.87,0.0,0.0,5.62,0.0,2.25,4.49,11.24,11.24,11.24,2.25,8.99,2.25,21.35,6.74,1.12,2.25,2.25,3.37,7.87,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.24,3.37,1.12,2.25,3.37,2.25,3.37,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,14.61,1.12,2.25,5.62,4.49,1.12,1.12,22.47,0.0,10.11,0.0,5.62,4.49,3.37,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.47,5.62,7.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.25,0.0,5.62,0.0,1.12,2.8571,2.625,3.0,1.2857,1.1818,1.0,1.70677,1.54848,1.97517,0.95,128,6.337021276595745,0.23452380952380952
10655,stress,7hcf9s,"(0, 5)","I'm in my last year of my secondary school and we just had our mocks but that doesn't mean you can ease off the gas. I'm constantly rushing about trying to complete coursework by Christmas trying to revise feeling like I'm not putting enough effort in. my room is a tip and every time I try to fully clean it, it's completely wrecked a week later, I eat all my meals whilst revising (in my room) and the only social contact I have is at school I feel like I'm going crazy time is just passing me by and I'm not catching up i'm crying all the time and my health is just gone I'm getting cold after cold and fever after fever. I have no motivation to do anything I only revise because its all I can do. no amount of baths or trying to tidy my room helps what do I do?",1,0.8,1512335589.0,2,2.2633411986786243,154,16.0,7.67,99.0,16.48,30.8,11.69,96.1,60.39,20.78,16.88,14.94,1.3,0.65,0.0,0.0,3.9,3.25,12.99,14.29,5.84,6.49,3.25,23.38,5.19,3.25,0.65,0.0,3.25,3.25,1.3,1.95,0.0,0.65,0.65,4.55,0.0,0.65,0.0,0.0,12.99,2.6,1.3,0.0,3.9,3.9,2.6,2.6,0.0,0.0,2.6,3.25,0.0,1.95,0.0,1.3,7.79,2.6,3.9,0.65,0.65,0.0,1.3,17.53,0.65,17.53,3.25,6.49,7.79,5.19,0.65,2.6,0.0,0.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.69,2.6,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.84,1.3,0.0,2.7143,2.8333,3.0,1.125,1.1667,1.0,1.77374,1.50072,1.89867,0.67,4,3.778527607361962,-0.09513888888888888
8275,ptsd,8rvmhg,"(25, 30)","The knowledge that a small part somewhere inside my dad was ...my dad. He was never able to defeat his demons. They destroyed his life and started waging battles in mine. I'll battle PTSD until my last breath. The thoughts, fears, and distorted reality is always hiding in your mind waiting for its chance.",1,0.5,1529284594.0,25,4.879636363636365,54,34.9,64.46,87.07,1.0,10.8,16.67,90.74,51.85,24.07,18.52,9.26,0.0,1.85,5.56,1.85,3.7,5.56,11.11,7.41,3.7,5.56,1.85,11.11,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,9.26,0.0,9.26,1.85,5.56,0.0,12.96,3.7,0.0,0.0,9.26,11.11,3.7,0.0,0.0,3.7,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,12.96,0.0,3.7,9.26,0.0,1.85,5.56,1.85,1.85,20.37,0.0,9.26,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.37,14.81,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.7,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.71976,1.69362,1.8352,0.95,0,4.576363636363638,-0.16666666666666666
33854,relationships,7szsus,"(15, 20)",day. It is getting on my nerves that she thinks that I am still the 12 year old boy who doesn't know about life. I got trouble to fall asleep since some time and if she is here I wake up between 6-8am after I fall asleep at 2-3am because of noise she make in bath or kitchen. One time she came here without telling me and I had to cancel my plans with my girlfriend which made both of us really angry. She even interfere how I painted my room after 10+ years looking like shit even if she doesn't live here anymore.,1,0.8,1516917982.0,1,6.97045871559633,106,24.44,22.52,88.81,1.96,21.2,11.32,91.51,57.55,22.64,16.98,10.38,0.94,0.0,5.66,0.0,5.66,0.94,15.09,5.66,8.49,6.6,2.83,15.09,4.72,2.83,2.83,4.72,1.89,2.83,0.0,2.83,0.0,1.89,0.0,10.38,0.0,0.94,5.66,0.94,12.26,1.89,4.72,1.89,3.77,0.0,4.72,1.89,0.94,0.94,0.0,7.55,4.72,1.89,0.0,0.94,6.6,1.89,0.94,0.94,1.89,0.94,3.77,8.49,0.94,18.87,2.83,5.66,10.38,0.0,0.94,2.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.43,4.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.94,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73127,1.69474,1.88563,1.0,5,6.5523669724770635,-0.13272727272727275
950,relationships,7o10s1,"[4, 9]","However, I've vaguely brought it up before and she said that she wants to also invest one day. My gut feeling is that she's comfortable if we both pay rent and lose money, but might feel weird if one person is benefitting and the other person is not. Unfortunately, I'm 99% sure on my stance that I will either live at home or move out when I can invest in my own place, and I'm not sure how to tell her.   ---   **tl;dr**: Friend wants to rent an apartment together, but I'm getting cold feet.",0,0.0,1515045591.0,7,3.625064935064934,95,8.19,17.17,85.58,45.09,23.75,10.53,95.79,53.68,20.0,14.74,9.47,1.05,0.0,4.21,0.0,5.26,2.11,9.47,11.58,4.21,13.68,2.11,22.11,5.26,2.11,2.11,3.16,2.11,7.37,4.21,3.16,0.0,0.0,1.05,11.58,0.0,1.05,4.21,0.0,20.0,2.11,1.05,4.21,5.26,2.11,10.53,4.21,0.0,1.05,3.16,4.21,2.11,2.11,0.0,0.0,7.37,3.16,1.05,2.11,1.05,1.05,2.11,16.84,4.21,13.68,2.11,8.42,3.16,3.16,0.0,4.21,6.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.26,4.21,5.26,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,3.16,0.0,5.26,0.0,5.26,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.65694,1.53882,1.87125,0.89,2,4.943896103896105,0.0259469696969697
1218,assistance,9k3fw4,"[5, 10]","I've Shazamed it, I googled it. When I had a podcast, I even asked my listeners if any of them could tell me any information about it. Nothing. So now I'm hoping someone out there knows anything about the band, the song title ( my guess is that it's called ""The Bus"") The song is <url>",0,0.6,1538281541.0,10,0.8399999999999999,55,3.76,29.26,43.37,60.23,13.75,14.55,92.73,65.45,29.09,16.36,14.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,12.73,9.09,7.27,12.73,12.73,5.45,1.82,25.45,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,3.64,1.82,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,3.64,0.0,5.45,12.73,1.82,1.82,5.45,0.0,5.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.27,16.36,1.82,5.45,0.0,1.82,3.64,0.0,7.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.27,5.45,5.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.64,5.45,3.64,3.64,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.64903,1.45652,1.86775,0.78,4,2.4700000000000024,0.0
10185,domesticviolence,7rltgy,"(0, 5)",FOR ANYONE IN A DOMESTIC VIOLENCE SITUATION For anyone who wanted to know the name of Robin McGraw's (Dr. Phil's wife) domestic violence app. The app is Aspire. It disguises itself as a news app with current news stories that way if the abuser finds it he/she won't be alerted. You can preprogram your friends & families numbers & if you hit the top of the app three times it alerts whomever you programmed & let's them know you need help.,0,1.0,1516398515.0,15,4.3032702237521505,79,68.06,99.0,1.0,1.0,19.75,20.25,83.54,49.37,22.78,11.39,0.0,1.27,6.33,2.53,1.27,11.39,8.86,10.13,5.06,0.0,3.8,1.27,12.66,2.53,2.53,2.53,1.27,0.0,3.8,0.0,3.8,0.0,1.27,0.0,24.05,2.53,1.27,2.53,1.27,11.39,3.8,0.0,5.06,5.06,0.0,2.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.59,6.33,1.27,2.53,0.0,0.0,1.27,10.13,1.27,6.33,0.0,3.8,2.53,1.27,1.27,3.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.06,0.0,5.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.99,6.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.06,2.53,5.06,2.7143,3.0,2.8,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.68567,1.53103,1.8211,0.94,1,5.0993459552495715,0.125
784,homeless,9l7m7d,"[0, 5]","Ok, I don't normally post much and wasn't sure where exactly to post this. I am also not trying to brag or stroke my ego. I have an honest question. So, here is what happened. My youngest son (10) and I where pulling out of a store when we saw an older man standing on the roadside holding a sign.",0,0.8,1538617961.0,9,2.166612903225804,60,21.25,12.17,98.01,96.76,12.0,15.0,91.67,56.67,15.0,11.67,10.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,8.33,8.33,8.33,10.0,10.0,5.0,15.0,5.0,3.33,6.67,1.67,1.67,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,3.33,13.33,1.67,0.0,1.67,5.0,3.33,5.0,3.33,1.67,0.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,5.0,1.67,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,5.0,6.67,0.0,18.33,1.67,8.33,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,18.33,8.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,3.33,0.0,2.8,2.625,2.8,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.73885,1.55294,1.9113,0.85,10,3.5201935483870948,0.3380952380952381
39798,ptsd,93udco,"(5, 10)","I'm not massively worried about it at the moment because it feels good but my question is: Is this a normal symptom of PTSD and if it continues tomorrow, should I call 111 for medical advice? I'm home alone for the next few days, should I try and stay at a friends? Thank you! Edit: Thanks for the advice, I have got in touch with my doctor and they are going to give me a call later today. Hopefully I can get this sorted out soon!",0,0.6666666666666666,1533167676.0,0,3.9404924242424215,86,48.77,36.35,87.51,69.6,17.2,11.63,95.35,56.98,18.6,12.79,10.47,0.0,1.16,0.0,1.16,5.81,6.98,12.79,10.47,3.49,6.98,1.16,19.77,6.98,1.16,0.0,1.16,1.16,6.98,4.65,2.33,1.16,0.0,1.16,10.47,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,11.63,2.33,1.16,4.65,4.65,0.0,3.49,2.33,0.0,0.0,2.33,3.49,0.0,3.49,0.0,0.0,6.98,1.16,1.16,1.16,3.49,0.0,1.16,18.6,4.65,16.28,2.33,5.81,9.3,2.33,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.95,1.16,3.49,2.33,0.0,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.67039,1.45479,1.88697,0.33,3,5.148181818181818,0.1
541,domesticviolence,94ejzh,"[15, 20]","My daughter's father I was with for 5 years on and off. He was not abusive the first year, however when he became so I left and found out two weeks later I was pregnant. Of course he begged and pleaded for a second chance, and I believed that my daughter deserved me to at least give it a shot. I came back and surprise surprise it was worse than it ever was. I stuck it out until he disappeared for the eleventeenth time on a drunken bender, I checked my Facebook to find some scumbag girl who was dating one of his best friends was posting horrific, nasty, way out shit about me.",1,0.6,1533339158.0,3,4.515586956521737,114,50.93,43.02,96.09,13.81,22.8,16.67,92.98,56.14,20.18,14.91,10.53,0.0,0.0,4.39,0.0,5.26,4.39,15.79,6.14,5.26,7.89,0.88,14.04,5.26,4.39,1.75,4.39,1.75,6.14,2.63,3.51,0.0,2.63,0.0,13.16,3.51,0.88,2.63,5.26,8.77,3.51,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.88,2.63,0.88,0.88,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.88,0.88,0.88,0.88,7.89,2.63,1.75,3.51,0.88,0.88,13.16,2.63,0.0,19.3,0.88,9.65,9.65,0.88,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.65,4.39,4.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.74531,1.53333,1.83368,1.0,2,4.689293478260872,-0.10972222222222222
594,survivorsofabuse,98v16g,"[5, 10]","I cannot remember for a fact what age we were and for exactly how long the abuse occurred. But of course I can say for sure there is a 5-year age gap between us, me being younger and female. For some reason the age 8 keeps popping into my head as to how old I was when it happened. I may have been a tiny bit older, but I don't think much younger. I know for sure it happened on more than one occasion (so I don't believe this was experimental / curiosity adolescent sexual play).",0,0.0,1534782176.0,7,4.759625850340136,96,29.29,14.87,99.0,65.25,19.2,14.58,93.75,55.21,15.62,11.46,9.38,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,5.21,12.5,12.5,5.21,9.38,3.12,19.79,8.33,6.25,4.17,3.12,4.17,4.17,3.12,1.04,0.0,1.04,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,18.75,6.25,3.12,0.0,2.08,4.17,4.17,1.04,0.0,1.04,0.0,2.08,1.04,0.0,1.04,0.0,6.25,2.08,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,7.29,11.46,1.04,15.62,0.0,5.21,10.42,1.04,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.54,5.21,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,2.08,2.08,1.04,2.7,2.7778,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.70385,1.49655,1.85216,1.0,5,5.951428571428572,0.19743589743589743
1890,survivorsofabuse,98v16g,"[45, 50]","My other brother is quite religious / catholic - not sure how this will impact how he reacts when he finds out. Also, my husband now finds it very very hard to be around my brother when my mom and him and his gf get together for family occasions. I don't find it totally difficult, because he's always been in my life and I've gotten so used to just burying it and forgetting about the abuse. But my husband, understandably, has a different perspective. He tries to stay ""strong"" and act as ""normal"" as possible when we get together so that no one thinks anything is ""wrong"" or asks / puts us on the spot.",0,0.6,1534782176.0,7,7.525768115942029,112,2.43,63.97,69.78,13.64,22.4,16.96,96.43,59.82,20.54,14.29,7.14,1.79,0.0,5.36,0.0,6.25,2.68,9.82,8.04,13.39,16.07,2.68,19.64,7.14,2.68,4.46,0.89,0.0,4.46,1.79,2.68,0.0,0.89,0.0,16.07,5.36,0.89,1.79,8.93,19.64,5.36,4.46,0.0,3.57,2.68,4.46,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.89,0.89,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.0,15.18,8.93,0.89,0.89,2.68,1.79,2.68,14.29,0.89,12.5,1.79,6.25,5.36,0.0,0.89,0.89,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,4.46,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.89,5.36,2.68,0.0,1.79,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.69002,1.47129,1.84377,1.0,5,7.686739130434784,-0.10590277777777779
39925,homeless,9jqavr,"(20, 25)","I had been searching for a new place to live since the start of that 6 month notice but I was not capable of finding anywhere to go mainly due to not being able to afford any additional expenses nor was there any source for me to receive the money I required, and since then I have been living outside for the past 5 weeks. During my stay outdoors, I currently work and maintain 3 jobs; one that pays me officially and 'on the books', while the other two serve as jobs that pay me on the side and 'off the books'. This isn't an easy affair either as they all require me to travel to different locations around the area by walking or use of public transportation, which is one of the expenses I am forced to cover on my own and my lack of sleep does not help matters regarding my performance as these jobs. Currently, and for the past 5 weeks, I've been staying at the beach nearby my old home as this is the only area where I am not told to leave by any authority figures, such as on-site workers and police patrolling the area, and also the only area I felt remotely safe at. Recently the weather has gotten pretty bad and this place is no longer the safe haven it once was for me.",1,0.6,1538164895.0,13,11.974615384615383,232,74.67,9.08,98.97,49.86,46.4,13.36,93.53,56.03,12.93,8.62,8.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43,4.31,7.76,16.81,7.76,3.45,8.62,3.02,14.22,6.03,3.88,0.86,3.45,2.16,2.16,1.72,0.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.07,1.72,2.16,0.43,3.02,0.43,4.74,0.86,0.43,0.0,0.43,1.29,0.43,0.86,0.0,0.0,6.9,0.43,2.16,2.59,0.43,2.59,5.17,9.48,0.43,20.69,3.45,10.34,8.19,5.6,1.72,0.43,2.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.05,2.16,3.45,0.0,0.43,0.0,0.0,0.43,0.0,2.59,0.0,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.69648,1.48241,1.83784,0.82,9,11.096987179487183,0.05224242424242424
24271,ptsd,7vavh4,"(0, 5)","i have horrible vivid nightmares every night. sometimes they're trauma related, but most of the time they're about murder, torture and such depraved things that I can't talk about to anyone. every morning i wake up drenched in sweat, and sometimes vomiting. i have no idea what to do. it's ruining my life.",1,1.0,1517790160.0,7,4.597368421052632,53,24.44,22.52,93.7,1.0,10.6,20.75,96.23,54.72,18.87,9.43,9.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.43,1.89,13.21,11.32,5.66,5.66,3.77,11.32,3.77,1.89,1.89,0.0,5.66,13.21,0.0,13.21,1.89,3.77,1.89,9.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.87,3.77,0.0,0.0,7.55,3.77,3.77,1.89,1.89,0.0,0.0,7.55,3.77,3.77,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.09,0.0,13.21,0.0,3.77,9.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.64,9.43,5.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.55,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,2.8,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.76956,1.46522,1.84112,0.79,15,4.589333333333332,-0.075
2212,relationships,7oeyuc,"[70, 75]","Also I can't think about both of them without getting angry and jealous again, but to talk to each of them is actually helping me a lot.   ---   **tl;dr**: Three Friends where one M was fallen in Love with F and F was fallen in Love with the other M, which isn't feeling anything for her as an Girlfriend. We could be the best template for an 2,5h long Teenager-Drama.  ---",1,0.5714285714285714,1515192055.0,0,1.4520833333333343,72,68.15,55.52,58.07,77.0,24.0,15.28,88.89,56.94,12.5,8.33,2.78,1.39,0.0,1.39,2.78,4.17,6.94,18.06,8.33,6.94,6.94,4.17,12.5,4.17,2.78,2.78,4.17,4.17,8.33,5.56,2.78,0.0,2.78,0.0,15.28,0.0,2.78,1.39,0.0,15.28,2.78,0.0,1.39,2.78,0.0,8.33,1.39,0.0,0.0,1.39,4.17,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,12.5,6.94,1.39,4.17,2.78,0.0,5.56,8.33,0.0,11.11,2.78,6.94,1.39,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,29.17,4.17,4.17,1.39,1.39,0.0,0.0,9.72,0.0,2.78,0.0,5.56,3.0,2.6364,2.8,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.6796,1.51429,1.8353,0.5,7,2.8338888888888896,0.18928571428571428
27951,relationships,7ssxec,"(35, 40)","Furthermore, I told him before we got really serious that I have anxiety and depression, and if he can’t handle that then I’ll understand if we end things. But *he* chose to stay with me and help me if I wanted it. Honestly I’m just tired of defending myself to him after this fight. I shouldn’t have to. And he kept threatening to break up; then why don’t you do it?",1,0.6,1516848555.0,3,3.9564473684210526,71,1.25,28.65,41.55,1.0,14.2,12.68,95.77,71.83,32.39,23.94,12.68,2.82,1.41,7.04,0.0,8.45,0.0,12.68,9.86,4.23,14.08,4.23,19.72,5.63,2.82,1.41,0.0,0.0,9.86,1.41,8.45,2.82,2.82,1.41,15.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.04,14.08,1.41,1.41,7.04,4.23,0.0,8.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,9.86,4.23,0.0,4.23,1.41,2.82,5.63,11.27,4.23,11.27,1.41,2.82,7.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.13,5.63,2.82,0.0,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.04,0.0,2.82,2.5556,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71367,1.50909,1.85501,0.72,10,5.709052631578949,-0.04444444444444445
1164,assistance,90bila,"[8, 13]","Here's the link to my amazon wish list where the two items are: <url> If the link doesn't work, let me know. The extra $1.25 an hour doesn't seem like much but I'm the sole supporter at the moment for a family of 7 and it's going to make a small, but huge difference for us. Please and thank you!",0,0.6,1532048310.0,18,0.2368137254901974,60,80.75,25.24,93.3,96.76,20.0,3.33,88.33,55.0,10.0,8.33,5.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,15.0,11.67,10.0,3.33,8.33,3.33,21.67,5.0,3.33,1.67,5.0,3.33,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,6.67,1.67,3.33,3.33,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,3.33,1.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.33,3.33,15.0,1.67,10.0,3.33,1.67,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.33,3.33,3.33,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,5.0,2.7143,2.2857,3.0,1.5,1.0,1.0,1.65132,1.53913,1.90766,0.74,2,2.3652941176470605,0.09000000000000002
1519,assistance,7uueuc,"[5, 10]","How can I keep us protected? They have already been told they are unwelcome but the person we live with tried sneaking them in while we were sleeping. I have a child at home and need to keep him protected. We cannot leave, we don't have anywhere to go, nor the money to move at the moment. What are our options here?",1,0.0,1517604595.0,4,3.2212499999999977,62,9.68,96.18,49.78,7.28,12.4,12.9,98.39,67.74,20.97,19.35,3.23,9.68,0.0,1.61,4.84,1.61,6.45,11.29,16.13,6.45,8.06,4.84,30.65,1.61,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,11.29,0.0,1.61,1.61,3.23,0.0,4.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,16.13,9.68,1.61,1.61,0.0,3.23,8.06,24.19,0.0,16.13,4.84,6.45,4.84,0.0,0.0,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.9,4.84,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.66648,1.525,1.9082,0.63,8,3.7832500000000024,0.13636363636363635