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I just want to get this done as food and everything like those necessities is taken care of, but I don't have the funds to get this done before the 7th. If you can help, it would be appreciated so much! Thank you for your help and consideration! PM me with any questions and I can explain further.",24996,0,1.0,1535327916,1,2.280808271,75,20.57,70.32,10.08,97.78,15.0,12.0,92.0,65.33,20.0,12.0,8.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,6.67,13.33,14.67,4.0,12.0,1.33,22.67,5.33,6.67,1.33,0.0,2.67,5.33,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.67,5.33,0.0,5.33,4.0,1.33,2.67,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,8.0,4.0,0.0,2.67,4.0,0.0,4.0,18.67,0.0,2.67,0.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.4,1.1818,1.0,1.64643,1.41194,1.92408,0.53,0,3.70481203,0.190625 ptsd,5p8rpv,"(11, 16)",I'm assuming I have PTSD and my work gave me a number to call and I'm debating doing so. But I hate asking for help and I feel pathetic because nothing happened. I'm physically fine. I just really need advice because I'm struggling on how to feel. I don't know why I can't just brush this off considering I'm alright.,10918,1,1.0,1484972470,2,1.141236674,60,1.0,1.0,99.0,6.91,12.0,18.33,95.0,61.67,23.33,21.67,21.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,1.67,8.33,13.33,10.0,13.33,5.0,28.33,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,8.33,3.33,5.0,1.67,1.67,1.67,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.33,8.33,6.67,1.67,1.67,1.67,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,6.67,1.67,1.67,5.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,23.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,20.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.67,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.73502,1.39649,1.87312,1.0,4,4.169722814,-0.295833333 homeless,97on6i,"[0, 5]","Back ground, me and my girl have been homeless independently for about a year and we've been together for six months now. We lived in Olympia Washington for a while and where trying to make it and eventually move out of the toxic town. I received about 3.5k$ worth of back pay EFC payments the state owed me and shortly after my girl's grandmother died and she wanted to make it to the funeral so we decided to make a road trip of it, get jobs in florida and be set. We figured the lower cost of living would offset the vastly lower minimum wage and we'd be fine. We both got jobs at her old workplace (Wendy's, never go to the Lakeland Highlands Wendy's so many healthcode violations btw) and worked for two months and got fired for bs reasons (I got trained wrong and wasn't told about 60% of my responsibilities by a guy who was on his phone 75% of the time and quit a week later, she overslept and no call no showed one day and got immediately taken off the schedule)",132,1,0.6,1534388303,23,6.235397727,187,68.11,75.66,59.61,4.3,37.4,13.9,89.84,51.87,11.23,9.09,3.74,3.21,0.0,2.14,0.0,2.14,6.95,14.44,5.35,7.49,9.09,2.14,17.11,3.21,2.14,1.07,3.21,1.07,3.21,0.53,2.67,0.0,0.53,1.07,10.7,0.53,0.53,3.21,1.07,6.42,1.6,2.67,1.07,0.53,0.53,0.53,1.07,0.53,0.53,0.0,1.6,0.0,1.6,0.0,0.0,10.7,3.74,1.6,1.6,3.21,0.53,9.63,5.35,0.53,19.79,2.14,9.63,9.63,4.81,0.0,0.0,3.21,0.0,1.07,1.6,0.53,1.6,0.53,0.0,0.0,11.23,2.14,2.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.21,2.14,1.6,2.875,2.8,3.0,1.1429,1.1667,1.0,1.71735,1.55584,1.79863,0.96,59,6.520397727,0.074242424 homeless,7n9hr9,"[0, 5]","Hey, I recently came into a bit of money. I live on government benefits and I live in supported accomodation. I received roughly about £100 bonus money I'm guessing because it's the turning of the new year. I always feel guilty when walking past homeless people in the streets and feel too shy to donate money to them. So this time, I donated ten pounds to this guy sitting outside of a supermarket.",435,0,1.0,1514739110,8,6.001578947,73,83.53,44.56,99.0,51.4,14.6,23.29,91.78,46.58,15.07,10.96,9.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,4.11,6.85,16.44,2.74,5.48,6.85,0.0,16.44,5.48,1.37,1.37,2.74,1.37,6.85,4.11,2.74,2.74,0.0,0.0,8.22,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,6.85,2.74,1.37,0.0,1.37,1.37,0.0,2.74,0.0,0.0,2.74,2.74,0.0,2.74,0.0,0.0,6.85,1.37,1.37,2.74,2.74,0.0,5.48,9.59,0.0,23.29,4.11,9.59,10.96,2.74,0.0,0.0,8.22,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.33,6.85,2.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.74,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.6667,3.0,1.25,1.125,1.0,1.72198,1.68525,1.96266,1.0,3,7.261684211,-0.094090909 ptsd,9v8pjs,"[5, 10]","However, today I was sitting at work and for whatever reason I started thinking about the knife incident. This new person I'm dating has never done anything wrong, but I had a thought of what they would look like holding a knife. It was a pretty stupid thing to think about, it caused the worst panic attack I've had in months and had to go for a walk around the block to clear my head. I don't want the event from my previous relationship to have an impact on the potential of this new one. Does anyone have any advice for breaking free from this sort of thing?",902,1,0.8,1541670640,2,8.637297297,108,65.78,28.91,83.53,2.09,21.6,12.04,94.44,61.11,18.52,8.33,7.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,10.19,9.26,17.59,12.96,4.63,3.7,1.85,21.3,6.48,1.85,1.85,0.93,0.93,6.48,1.85,4.63,0.93,1.85,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.74,3.7,1.85,1.85,5.56,1.85,1.85,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.48,1.85,1.85,0.93,0.0,1.85,7.41,12.96,0.93,15.74,1.85,4.63,9.26,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.19,3.7,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73573,1.48454,1.80385,0.76,4,8.057189189,-0.144393939 ptsd,7mu1hv,"(5, 10)",I don't want to feel like a burden to anyone anymore and to myself so the feeling of wanting to die didn't go away. I don't know how to deal with myself or with other people since I feel like I should just get over it and continue with my life but I can't and I'm 22. Am I exaggerating? Am I just so weak that I can't deal with what happened to me that I can't normally continue with my life? I was a good student and a good friend.,26625,1,1.0,1514550463,12,0.891632653,91,18.66,1.0,97.66,25.77,18.2,9.89,95.6,71.43,25.27,17.58,17.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,4.4,18.68,8.79,5.49,9.89,6.59,19.78,1.1,2.2,2.2,1.1,0.0,4.4,2.2,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.3,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,19.78,4.4,2.2,4.4,2.2,0.0,7.69,3.3,0.0,0.0,3.3,3.3,0.0,3.3,0.0,0.0,7.69,1.1,0.0,3.3,3.3,0.0,3.3,18.68,0.0,7.69,1.1,2.2,4.4,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.19,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74451,1.39759,1.95012,0.93,12,3.516071429,0.21 anxiety,60kzmj,"[15, 20]","I keep alternating between crying, laughing, and freaking out. I'm also really upset right now and my boyfriend isn't making me feel better. He keeps saying things like, this is all your fault and no one is making you think these things. And to be patient with things.... I feel like this is going to kill me?",1168,1,1.0,1490062465,1,2.805649718,57,6.15,24.13,72.35,1.0,11.4,10.53,96.49,61.4,26.32,15.79,10.53,0.0,3.51,1.75,0.0,10.53,0.0,12.28,10.53,5.26,8.77,3.51,28.07,3.51,5.26,0.0,1.75,1.75,12.28,3.51,8.77,1.75,1.75,1.75,8.77,0.0,1.75,0.0,3.51,14.04,5.26,3.51,0.0,0.0,1.75,3.51,7.02,0.0,3.51,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,1.75,1.75,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,21.05,1.75,7.02,1.75,3.51,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.81,12.28,5.26,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.7273,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.76549,1.55273,1.90803,1.0,0,3.445,0.196428571 ptsd,7dywuu,"(0, 5)",I feel like I'm at the end of my rope here. I bawl every night because I don't want to feel this never ending pain anymore. I can't live with what happen to me. I can't live with the fact that since I didn't go to police that he is preying on another girl like me. I have so many social problems I dont have friends anymore.,35276,1,0.8,1511072986,5,0.977031963,67,11.5,1.0,99.0,1.67,13.4,10.45,95.52,67.16,29.85,19.4,17.91,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,10.45,2.99,16.42,10.45,4.48,2.99,8.96,20.9,0.0,2.99,1.49,0.0,4.48,2.99,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.97,0.0,1.49,1.49,1.49,17.91,2.99,2.99,2.99,0.0,4.48,4.48,4.48,0.0,0.0,4.48,4.48,0.0,4.48,0.0,0.0,5.97,2.99,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,1.49,22.39,0.0,14.93,1.49,2.99,10.45,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.93,7.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.46,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.79551,1.45667,1.95214,0.99,7,3.056369863,0.201515152 ptsd,7sbjhq,"[5, 10]","I’m so concerned as we head into warmer months. I know I need to leave the area and that’s on my agenda, I just can’t do that before summer comes and goes. I am currently trying to come up with ways to manage my day to day life. Working from home, not venturing outside as much as possible. But even the ride from home to office is enough to send me into a spin for about an hour.",632,1,1.0,1516677877,6,3.881851852,78,84.3,10.0,99.0,49.64,15.6,7.69,94.87,58.97,14.1,11.54,10.26,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.56,5.13,25.64,6.41,5.13,8.97,2.56,19.23,6.41,6.41,0.0,0.0,1.28,2.56,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.97,1.28,0.0,1.28,2.56,0.0,3.85,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,2.56,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,6.41,1.28,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.23,0.0,25.64,8.97,7.69,8.97,3.85,0.0,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.82,6.41,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.65233,1.5403,1.9083,0.8,4,5.00454321,0.0 domesticviolence,77lawd,"[74, 79]","I never searched for a man to make me happy or be my knight in shining armour, but he found me anyway. And yes he did rescue me…mostly because I let him. And in case you ask yes I am happy – in life, in love and within myself. Maybe I was a victim once, but I’m not a victim anymore. I chose freedom and safety, and I hope any woman reading this is brave enough to find those things too <3",2038,0,1.0,1508496375,10,3.78060241,82,9.3,16.46,83.44,99.0,16.4,7.32,92.68,63.41,24.39,19.51,14.63,0.0,1.22,3.66,0.0,4.88,3.66,9.76,8.54,6.1,10.98,2.44,15.85,2.44,0.0,0.0,2.44,1.22,10.98,8.54,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.98,0.0,0.0,1.22,6.1,15.85,2.44,2.44,1.22,6.1,1.22,4.88,2.44,2.44,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,1.22,0.0,0.0,4.88,1.22,0.0,2.44,0.0,1.22,4.88,9.76,1.22,9.76,0.0,6.1,3.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.66,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,1.22,13.41,6.1,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.0,1.22,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.78321,1.58592,1.98426,1.0,6,5.243036145,0.4828125 domesticviolence,9w88hr,"(2, 7)","Why am I feeling like I miss him.. I’ve been okay for 7 damn days & then he texted my grandmother & asked me if I wanted him to mail me my stuff (a card) & now I’m starting to feel bad. Why is he seeming so decent now... Why do I feel so damn guilty.. why do I feel like I did something wrong. He hasn’t tried to do anything harmful to me, the only thing he’s been asking about is our children as expected.. But I’ve been ignoring him. Why do I feel like I’m in the wrong.",46597,1,1.0,1541975886,1,0.479989213,97,1.67,23.53,54.32,1.0,12.12,10.31,97.94,69.07,28.87,24.74,16.49,1.03,0.0,7.22,0.0,4.12,3.09,11.34,17.53,11.34,6.19,1.03,30.93,5.15,4.12,5.15,1.03,0.0,11.34,2.06,9.28,1.03,2.06,1.03,14.43,1.03,0.0,1.03,7.22,18.56,6.19,5.15,3.09,4.12,0.0,3.09,5.15,0.0,0.0,5.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.22,2.06,1.03,1.03,0.0,3.09,8.25,20.62,2.06,6.19,0.0,1.03,5.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.09,2.06,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,25.77,13.4,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.19,2.06,3.09,2.875,2.625,3.0,1.25,1.1818,1.0,1.76713,1.51429,1.93683,0.67,5,2.620906149,-0.181481481 anxiety,8njxps,"[0, 5]","My heart is palpitating because I finally responded in a group chat that I'm not so active in because I'm scared nobody is going to care what I say. So I finally responded this morning because the chat seems active and it couldn't possibly hurt right? I'm trying to beat my anxiety. Well, my fears were confirmed. Nobody responded to what I texted.",1159,1,0.8,1527785037,9,4.95358209,63,1.6,13.32,89.63,25.77,12.6,22.22,96.83,60.32,26.98,15.87,15.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,3.17,7.94,11.11,7.94,9.52,6.35,20.63,4.76,0.0,3.17,0.0,1.59,12.7,6.35,6.35,4.76,0.0,1.59,12.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.7,1.59,4.76,1.59,4.76,0.0,1.59,3.17,0.0,1.59,1.59,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,6.35,3.17,1.59,0.0,0.0,3.17,12.7,1.59,11.11,1.59,4.76,4.76,0.0,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,15.87,6.35,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.35,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72389,1.50175,1.88298,1.0,11,6.367343284,0.059863946 food_pantry,7t13ph,"(35, 40)","-In not giving financial advice. -I'm not doing this for people to MAKE money, but to help those struggling to feed themselves and/or family. My days of that are over. -if any supermarkets or stores offer similar promotions in other countries, let me know and I'll look into what can be done. DM me regarding this.",18552,0,0.833333333,1516929718,12,4.143157895,57,21.43,10.98,96.09,25.77,11.4,14.04,98.25,63.16,21.05,10.53,8.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,10.53,0.0,17.54,14.04,0.0,10.53,3.51,19.3,1.75,1.75,1.75,0.0,1.75,3.51,1.75,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,12.28,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.54,1.75,1.75,1.75,7.02,0.0,12.28,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,10.53,5.26,1.75,5.26,1.75,0.0,1.75,12.28,1.75,10.53,0.0,8.77,1.75,3.51,1.75,1.75,5.26,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.81,8.77,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,3.51,0.0,1.75,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.2857,1.0,1.72451,1.56327,1.89129,0.81,9,4.883421053,-0.041666667 survivorsofabuse,9csgdv,"[80, 85]","Looking back on it, I was pretty fucking clear. After all this, I started reflecting back. First red flag I didn't realize was a red flag was it said it loved me A WEEK WITHIN KNOWING ME. I knew it was weird, but I didn't know it was lovebombing (manipulating) me. Fortunately I never said it back because why the fuck would I love anyone after a week.",1385,0,0.571428571,1536035916,6,4.073571429,68,5.7,2.82,99.0,53.41,13.6,14.71,95.59,61.76,26.47,14.71,14.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,5.88,5.88,11.76,8.82,2.94,4.41,25.0,10.29,2.94,1.47,1.47,1.47,10.29,5.88,4.41,0.0,2.94,0.0,7.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,7.35,4.41,1.47,2.94,4.41,4.41,8.82,5.88,2.94,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,5.88,2.94,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,16.18,4.41,0.0,17.65,0.0,7.35,14.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,7.35,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.3333,1.2,1.0,1.67968,1.51935,1.9713,1.0,2,5.715714286,0.053846154 almosthomeless,70ui7i,"[0, 5]","Like many I was living in California, working in a kitchen and making decent money. My living situation fell apart and I ended up couch surfing, living out of a truck and finally I ended up living and working on a farm in the north. Not the first time but... i wanted to share a bit of advice for anybody goig through a hard time. 1. I had co workers and friends offer to let me stay with them and I was too proud to accept.",1784,0,0.571428571,1505735791,47,2.731345515,86,91.63,24.26,98.24,95.29,14.33,12.79,91.86,54.65,11.63,10.47,9.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,1.16,8.14,18.6,4.65,2.33,8.14,1.16,20.93,1.16,1.16,0.0,2.33,2.33,4.65,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.98,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,8.14,1.16,1.16,1.16,1.16,0.0,3.49,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,5.81,0.0,4.65,0.0,1.16,10.47,2.33,5.81,3.49,0.0,0.0,8.14,2.33,0.0,20.93,3.49,11.63,6.98,3.49,1.16,2.33,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.63,9.3,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.5455,3.0,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.82964,1.58919,1.9237,0.87,14,4.568870432,0.2375 anxiety,9t4jar,"(0, 5)","I always feel like no one actually likes me and they just put up with me out of pity. It’s a vicious cycle, because that insecurity makes me more self-conscious and standoffish, which makes me more unlikeable. I just feel like I’m nothing but a drain on everyone and an inconvenience. I’m constantly plagued by these thoughts about what a terrible person and I am, and it’s just so exhausting. I wish I was normal.",53902,1,1.0,1541031314,14,4.724291667,76,10.38,7.4,93.86,1.0,15.2,19.74,94.74,64.47,25.0,15.79,14.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,9.21,5.26,11.84,7.89,9.21,10.53,2.63,17.11,6.58,5.26,2.63,1.32,2.63,7.89,1.32,6.58,1.32,1.32,1.32,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.11,5.26,3.95,1.32,0.0,3.95,2.63,2.63,0.0,0.0,2.63,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,3.95,0.0,0.0,3.95,0.0,0.0,1.32,13.16,1.32,9.21,1.32,3.95,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.11,6.58,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8333,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7486,1.44918,1.86038,0.95,3,5.835,-0.15 relationships,7t39o2,"[95, 100]","I have an appointment with a paralegal to draw up a separation agreement. When I tell him I want and am filing for a separation and divorce, he will ask why. Do I mention to him about finding the extent of their chats and the cellphone bills? What about the disappearing IM accounts? Or do I just leave it at ""You had an affair, you aren't being completely honest with me about it, I feel like this 'reconciliation' we are experiencing is just me being strung along till you get your pieces in place to leave.",362,1,0.571428571,1516955421,41,5.066921944,96,34.6,73.4,62.53,65.25,19.2,14.58,93.75,68.75,22.92,18.75,9.38,1.04,4.17,3.12,1.04,4.17,8.33,16.67,12.5,8.33,6.25,1.04,20.83,1.04,1.04,3.12,0.0,1.04,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.62,1.04,0.0,0.0,3.12,10.42,3.12,1.04,1.04,1.04,1.04,4.17,4.17,1.04,1.04,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.21,3.12,0.0,1.04,1.04,0.0,1.04,15.62,1.04,10.42,2.08,6.25,2.08,0.0,1.04,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,3.12,3.12,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,1.04,3.12,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.625,3.0,1.25,1.1818,1.0,1.67351,1.52405,1.86074,0.93,11,5.993667158,0.6 homeless,923kfh,"(6, 11)",2) Sharing Home 3) Helping to watch one another's children as best as the can get their work schedules to Mesh? HAs anyone ever seen a homeless family co-op which works in any way similar to that? I will be a single father ( married but my wife wont be allowed into the country untill I make enough income) and am tying to strategize the best approach. Thanks!,14464,0,1.0,1532621202,4,4.679142857,68,76.7,72.17,21.06,99.0,17.0,17.65,88.24,44.12,10.29,5.88,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,4.41,7.35,11.76,10.29,1.47,5.88,1.47,17.65,8.82,7.35,1.47,5.88,2.94,7.35,7.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.24,5.88,0.0,1.47,1.47,8.82,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,1.47,1.47,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.59,5.88,7.35,7.35,5.88,0.0,1.47,16.18,2.94,10.29,1.47,5.88,2.94,5.88,1.47,2.94,1.47,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.71,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,1.47,1.47,0.0,1.47,5.88,0.0,2.8333,2.4444,3.0,1.4,1.125,1.0,1.70998,1.62642,1.99557,0.75,2,5.715714286,0.346938776 assistance,86d4cb,"(0, 5)","Hey everybody! I'm conducting research on social media usage, if you could please spare a few minutes to take this survey I would really appreciate it! Instagram Survey: The purpose of this project is to examine the effectiveness of Instagram in terms of marketing promotion perspectives among millennial consumers. The survey will take approximately 10 minutes.",50202,0,1.0,1521738174,1,8.192105263,56,88.66,70.4,20.57,87.2,14.0,32.14,80.36,44.64,12.5,5.36,3.57,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,7.14,7.14,14.29,8.93,1.79,1.79,0.0,12.5,1.79,0.0,0.0,1.79,3.57,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.86,5.36,3.57,5.36,3.57,1.79,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,5.36,3.57,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,7.14,1.79,8.93,0.0,5.36,3.57,8.93,3.57,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,3.57,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.7,2.6,1.2857,1.1429,1.0,1.72522,1.47111,1.88777,0.55,1,8.609736842,-0.079166667 domesticviolence,8vaflh,"[20, 25]",She gave me an 11 pm curfew even though I was in my 20s and never gave me a key. She not picked every little thing I did even though I tried so hard to be a good guest because I thought maybe that’s why She didn’t like me. Whenever I am allowed to come here I have to bring my own food and own blanket. When I told my mom I was in such a bad mental space that I thought I was going to kill myself and didn’t feel safe to be alone she said I couldn’t come over.,1776,1,1.0,1530457111,9,3.289142857,101,1.67,3.76,97.37,25.77,25.25,7.92,92.08,64.36,24.75,21.78,17.82,0.0,0.0,3.96,0.0,2.97,3.96,7.92,11.88,11.88,8.91,4.95,24.75,3.96,0.0,2.97,0.99,0.99,5.94,2.97,2.97,0.0,0.99,0.99,9.9,0.99,0.99,4.95,0.0,15.84,2.97,3.96,0.99,0.99,1.98,4.95,2.97,0.0,0.99,1.98,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.99,5.94,0.0,0.99,1.98,0.99,1.98,11.88,8.91,0.99,11.88,3.96,4.95,2.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.91,3.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.95,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.4286,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.7006,1.575,1.93447,0.91,17,4.383571429,0.112083333 domesticviolence,9a3j2o,"[0, 5]","Several month back I began casually dating a woman who was previously abused physically and emotionally by her ex husband. She and I have really hit it off and have begun to care quite a bit for one another. For obvious reasons, she is really afraid to get involved with me beyond casual dating, and we’ve taken a break for a while to let her sort out some of her emotional issues. We hope to reconnect after a while when she’s in a better place emotionally, and some of the logistics between us are better. I’ve tried to be as supportive and encouraging as possible to her, but I have never been in this situation before, so oftentimes I am not sure what to do or say.",1562,0,0.571428571,1535164794,6,10.881,127,47.83,76.08,36.29,82.25,25.4,15.75,94.49,62.99,16.54,12.6,4.72,2.36,0.0,5.51,0.0,3.94,5.51,18.9,11.02,5.51,11.02,1.57,17.32,7.09,4.72,2.36,0.79,3.94,9.45,5.51,2.36,0.79,0.79,0.0,14.96,0.79,0.0,6.3,0.79,11.81,0.79,0.79,0.79,5.51,2.36,3.94,0.79,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,9.45,5.51,2.36,0.0,3.15,0.0,5.51,11.02,0.79,15.75,0.0,5.51,10.24,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.24,3.94,3.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.36,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70284,1.48704,1.88777,1.0,4,11.97769231,-0.018627451 homeless,90hb64,"[0, 5]","I've noticed usually people who have been in the street for a while or traveling around, and managed to avoid frying their brains with drugs or just losing it from the life, have really different opinions and ways of thinking compared to the just homeless sleeping in motels or shelters or cars and often trying to work at the same time. Do you hate other homeless aka ""hobos?"" The people in the tents? Or do you wish to or try to help them? Do you resent the middle and upper classes or do you think they're entitled to what they have?",258,0,1.0,1532103152,1,8.39592233,101,60.35,68.97,78.54,1.0,20.2,13.86,93.07,60.4,11.88,7.92,0.99,0.0,3.96,0.0,2.97,3.96,7.92,14.85,9.9,5.94,11.88,0.0,20.79,5.94,3.96,1.98,0.0,0.0,3.96,0.0,3.96,0.99,1.98,0.99,11.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.82,2.97,0.0,0.99,10.89,0.0,9.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.95,1.98,1.98,0.0,0.99,10.89,0.99,3.96,5.94,0.0,1.98,2.97,12.87,0.99,12.87,0.99,7.92,3.96,2.97,1.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.89,0.99,1.98,0.0,0.0,3.96,0.0,0.0,1.98,1.98,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74854,1.4975,1.83952,0.57,16,7.910019417,-0.167857143 relationships,7q7j0a,"[5, 10]","Despite that, all the following is true: * We have both called each other BF/GF and referred to there being a relationship * We have had (oral, but not PIV yet) sex a few times, slept together naked, and have had many intimate conversations, including the last time we saw each other * We both mentioned early on that we aren't currently dating anyone else * We have both talked about going to specific events and doing things together in the future",2451,0,0.571428571,1515880253,1,5.184910714,79,39.98,96.16,96.18,49.32,79.0,15.19,94.94,51.9,15.19,7.59,0.0,7.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.59,6.33,8.86,12.66,3.8,5.06,2.53,20.25,6.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.13,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.52,0.0,2.53,1.27,1.27,15.19,1.27,0.0,0.0,1.27,3.8,8.86,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,3.8,2.53,0.0,2.53,0.0,16.46,16.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.59,8.86,2.53,21.52,2.53,8.86,10.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.53,0.0,2.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.72,0.0,6.33,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,2.53,6.33,2.7778,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.74597,1.54286,1.88167,0.67,3,5.387142857,0.053846154 ptsd,8gvdho,"[21, 26]","Without my boyfriend who I thought was my best friend, my two female friends who used to always have my back becoming distant, and now not knowing who or what to trust seeing as Nex and I still work in the same industry my PTSD is just skyrocketing off the charts. With no roots put back down yet (which I’m working on the living sit) and no one close to turn to emotionally, how the fuck do I go on? When is enough enough? When is it too much? I know giving up is not an option but it is all so overwhelming...",577,1,1.0,1525395497,10,3.978090659,103,16.78,12.2,99.0,43.46,20.6,11.65,94.17,62.14,16.5,9.71,9.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.8,4.85,12.62,9.71,10.68,9.71,4.85,22.33,3.88,2.91,7.77,1.94,1.94,4.85,2.91,1.94,0.97,0.97,0.97,8.74,0.0,2.91,0.97,0.97,14.56,3.88,2.91,0.0,1.94,1.94,4.85,0.97,0.97,0.0,0.0,1.94,0.0,0.97,0.97,0.0,8.74,2.91,2.91,2.91,0.97,0.97,1.94,15.53,0.0,20.39,2.91,11.65,7.77,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.62,3.88,2.91,0.0,0.0,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.97,1.94,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.74202,1.49451,1.88304,0.91,4,4.50043956,0.106746032 survivorsofabuse,6z38wk,"[15, 20]","Those are all the ones I can coherently explain. I've also felt extremely lonely and I've been craving touch more than I did before I was with him. Watching movies, playing games, hanging out with friends etc all distract me for a while but when I stop all the bad feelings just come at once. Not only sadness/loneliness, but I also feel hate and rage. Does anyone have any way to help me move on?",328,1,1.0,1504980896,4,4.030769231,76,21.43,14.62,99.0,1.0,15.2,15.79,97.37,56.58,15.79,13.16,11.84,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,2.63,3.95,11.84,11.84,7.89,10.53,1.32,21.05,3.95,3.95,1.32,1.32,6.58,10.53,1.32,7.89,0.0,2.63,3.95,7.89,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,21.05,7.89,0.0,0.0,2.63,5.26,5.26,6.58,1.32,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.89,3.95,0.0,1.32,1.32,2.63,5.26,14.47,0.0,14.47,2.63,5.26,6.58,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.47,5.26,3.95,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,1.32,2.625,3.0,2.6,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.7893,1.45588,1.8592,1.0,8,4.456923077,-0.1 survivorsofabuse,8nt1nb,"[10, 15]","Now: The brother who texted me just had a baby girl with his wife. He now has a total of three baby girls at home (age range 3-0). Gut reaction: fear, dread, anxiety. I don’t want to meet her.",1635,1,0.8,1527868815,4,0.122560976,40,65.29,98.72,1.0,1.0,10.0,7.5,92.5,47.5,15.0,12.5,5.0,0.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,2.5,7.5,10.0,7.5,7.5,0.0,2.5,15.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,7.5,2.5,7.5,0.0,7.5,7.5,0.0,0.0,30.0,10.0,0.0,10.0,7.5,7.5,0.0,2.5,2.5,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,10.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,2.5,5.0,15.0,0.0,10.0,0.0,2.5,7.5,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,30.0,10.0,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,2.5,5.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.83321,1.87742,1.93552,1.0,11,2.509939024,0.0 relationships,7to4ms,"(25, 30)","2. We were long-distance for a few months although we visited each other almost every weekend. In that time she was very jealous and controlled my movements because she thought I was doing something with very girl who looked at me. In that time-frame, I took to hiding pictures that I had with friends who were girls, especially ones she was especially jealous of. Nothing sexual, just selfies on a night out or whatever.",13571,0,0.6,1517182893,2,7.117105263,76,21.43,70.08,81.22,2.51,15.2,23.68,96.05,63.16,23.68,13.16,6.58,2.63,0.0,3.95,0.0,10.53,2.63,13.16,9.21,7.89,5.26,1.32,14.47,1.32,0.0,3.95,1.32,3.95,2.63,0.0,2.63,0.0,2.63,0.0,14.47,0.0,1.32,6.58,0.0,15.79,1.32,2.63,0.0,3.95,5.26,3.95,3.95,3.95,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,7.89,3.95,0.0,1.32,1.32,1.32,11.84,0.0,0.0,18.42,2.63,9.21,6.58,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.16,6.58,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.5,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.73161,1.54769,1.88144,1.0,1,6.640631579,0.082142857 relationships,7np3x6,"[38, 43]","I want her to tell me that she loves me, that she would only want to be with me. I just want her, and I'm even willing to give her another chance even though I know I shouldn't. I can't move on, everyday I think about her and the good times we spent together. So Reddit, help me, I need to know how I can move on from her. TL;DR : My wife cheated on me and I don't know how to get over her",422,1,1.0,1514924753,4,-0.140795455,85,2.42,27.83,43.37,47.53,17.0,7.06,98.82,69.41,34.12,29.41,18.82,1.18,0.0,9.41,0.0,4.71,1.18,14.12,7.06,10.59,8.24,3.53,22.35,1.18,0.0,2.35,0.0,1.18,4.71,2.35,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,17.65,1.18,0.0,10.59,0.0,18.82,4.71,2.35,7.06,1.18,1.18,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.35,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,12.94,5.88,1.18,3.53,3.53,0.0,1.18,22.35,0.0,10.59,2.35,5.88,2.35,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,4.71,5.88,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.71,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,2.6,1.2857,1.125,1.0,1.70979,1.46667,1.95206,0.7,5,1.975,0.13 assistance,8kw4h8,"[4, 9]","We're running out of things like dog food,toilet paper, feminine products and whatnot. Workers comp didn't send me my check this month, so I'm not able to afford the things we need and that is why I'm asking assistance. If anyone could help me with a small loan of $50 , we'd greatly appreciate it. I'm not sure when I could pay you back fully, but I could pay something back each month if that's okay. Thank you for your time!",304,1,1.0,1526855575,0,5.304494382,81,2.46,50.0,73.07,96.52,16.2,11.11,90.12,60.49,27.16,17.28,9.88,3.7,3.7,0.0,0.0,9.88,2.47,8.64,12.35,7.41,8.64,3.7,19.75,2.47,1.23,2.47,1.23,1.23,4.94,4.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.58,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,19.75,1.23,2.47,7.41,4.94,1.23,7.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,9.88,4.94,2.47,4.94,0.0,0.0,1.23,11.11,0.0,13.58,2.47,6.17,7.41,7.41,1.23,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,22.22,4.94,6.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,8.64,0.0,1.23,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.71655,1.55526,1.91436,0.48,0,5.671101124,0.096428571 anxiety,9jee90,"[7, 12]","I am already accountable to my family, boyfriend, pets, co workers, etc and now I have to be accountable to these ppl I couldn’t give two shits about and they are counting on me and I hate the pressure so much. I’m doing that awful thing where you just avoid avoid avoid. Had to get this off my chest. I feel like I’m going to vomit and I have gurgles/butterflies in my belly and I’ve had the anxiety runs all morning. UGH.",1107,1,1.0,1538066054,1,1.981293103,83,9.87,16.75,82.07,1.0,16.6,14.46,95.18,60.24,22.89,18.07,15.66,0.0,1.2,0.0,1.2,4.82,2.41,12.05,14.46,7.23,7.23,1.2,21.69,1.2,1.2,1.2,1.2,2.41,12.05,0.0,12.05,6.02,2.41,0.0,7.23,1.2,1.2,0.0,1.2,3.61,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,1.2,6.02,3.61,1.2,0.0,1.2,8.43,2.41,1.2,1.2,1.2,3.61,3.61,16.87,1.2,10.84,2.41,4.82,3.61,1.2,1.2,2.41,2.41,0.0,0.0,3.61,1.2,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,16.87,6.02,4.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.82,0.0,1.2,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.3,1.0,1.79961,1.55775,1.85317,1.0,0,3.299525862,-0.533333333 ptsd,87fkbw,"(0, 5)","Last summer I (F17) was officially diagnosed with PTSD, though I had been suffering from the condition for at least a decade. It's been a lot to process but I'm finally getting the psychiatric attention and emotional support I need to slowly repair myself. I remember after I had explained my traumas and symptoms to my current therapist, I asked her if I it was true that I had something wrong with me (my psychiatrist had told me the week prior that much of what I was experiencing aligned with the PTSD diagnosis and I was startled). I'll never forget her saying ""No, you definitely have PTSD,"" and in that moment I experienced more validation of my suffering then I had in my entire life. Shell shocked, I told my mom about it in the car and she made it very clear to me how there was no way in her mind that it could be that serious.",26806,0,0.6,1522124038,1,6.968792271,158,14.29,11.47,89.36,1.34,31.6,18.35,91.77,62.66,26.58,18.99,15.82,0.0,0.63,2.53,0.0,7.59,4.43,11.39,11.39,5.06,6.33,1.9,19.62,5.06,1.9,1.27,0.0,3.16,6.96,1.9,5.06,0.63,0.0,1.27,6.96,0.63,0.0,3.16,0.0,12.03,3.16,1.27,1.9,1.9,3.16,1.9,2.53,0.63,0.63,0.0,3.16,0.0,3.16,0.0,0.0,1.9,0.0,0.0,0.63,0.63,0.63,12.03,5.06,1.27,12.03,1.27,3.8,7.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.03,3.16,3.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,1.9,2.53,0.0,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.1429,1.1111,1.0,1.68678,1.4446,1.85544,0.57,2,7.804057971,-0.009019608 ptsd,600dy4,"[32, 37]",any way. I'll do the procedure. I always do. cheers if you read this. I'm just saying my frustrations out into the void.,1122,0,0.571428571,1489785686,10,-1.4088,23,15.38,19.23,98.89,25.77,4.6,8.7,91.3,60.87,26.09,21.74,17.39,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,4.35,8.7,8.7,17.39,4.35,4.35,0.0,26.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,8.7,4.35,4.35,0.0,4.35,0.0,8.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,0.0,0.0,4.35,8.7,4.35,4.35,4.35,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,4.35,17.39,0.0,13.04,4.35,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,30.43,21.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.7,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.625,2.4,1.2857,1.3333,1.0,1.72513,1.36842,1.88446,1.0,1,1.464,0.0 relationships,7s4bj5,"[20, 25]","This is something I'm working on figuring out for myself). Option 2: We each move after we each get a job in City A. Drawbacks: (1) one of us will be left at our current job for a while with our boss and coworkers knowing the other is likely to leave soon after. I'm not sure if this is an inadvisable situation. (2) BF will likely find a job first, as he has a few more years experience than me plus some management experience.",208,1,0.6,1516608003,1,7.55755814,85,76.06,68.09,88.59,70.09,17.0,15.29,91.76,55.29,16.47,11.76,4.71,5.88,0.0,1.18,0.0,4.71,8.24,16.47,10.59,1.18,5.88,1.18,18.82,7.06,5.88,0.0,5.88,5.88,2.35,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.41,0.0,1.18,0.0,2.35,14.12,3.53,0.0,1.18,5.88,1.18,4.71,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.12,7.06,2.35,2.35,2.35,0.0,1.18,14.12,3.53,17.65,2.35,7.06,8.24,8.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,5.88,1.18,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.35,5.88,0.0,2.6667,2.3636,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.69099,1.50882,1.89592,1.0,2,8.71127907,-0.0575 ptsd,5yamxz,"(80, 85)","When it's abuse in the workplace, it seems like everyone just says, ""Oh, get over it, and don't be a baby. There's nothing wrong with you."" I actually had one women tell me that my husband's behavior was 'completely normal' and that 'everyone acts like that' (I was floored. I don't know one other person who goes through shit like this at work or who acts like that - WTF?). They just want to brush it off, and no one gives a shit.",35391,1,0.6,1489007252,3,3.685517241,82,12.53,45.16,48.21,1.0,16.4,12.2,96.34,64.63,25.61,8.54,6.1,0.0,1.22,0.0,1.22,17.07,3.66,13.41,9.76,7.32,6.1,4.88,19.51,2.44,4.88,3.66,3.66,0.0,4.88,0.0,4.88,0.0,3.66,0.0,15.85,2.44,0.0,1.22,1.22,12.2,2.44,0.0,1.22,2.44,4.88,3.66,2.44,0.0,1.22,1.22,2.44,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.1,1.22,1.22,1.22,1.22,1.22,3.66,17.07,0.0,9.76,2.44,6.1,1.22,1.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.88,3.66,1.22,0.0,1.22,0.0,30.49,6.1,6.1,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.0,1.22,2.44,10.98,2.44,0.0,2.7273,2.625,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.70775,1.47042,1.84776,0.81,3,4.442011494,-0.196428571 relationships,7o83xh,"[5, 10]","Back in November of 2015, my Junior year of college, I was a hermit socially but had many great and supportive friends (funnily enough were 90% women). However, I was lonely as hell, had never dated, and it was driving me mad and depressing me. I didn't let it show though, except to one or two friends who knew me very well. In the month of november I started hanging out with an organic chemistry study group. Two particular women were part of this group.",1135,0,0.8,1515119816,1,6.831511628,85,31.98,14.48,96.33,25.77,17.0,18.82,92.94,54.12,14.12,9.41,9.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.71,3.53,12.94,10.59,7.06,9.41,2.35,12.94,4.71,2.35,1.18,5.88,4.71,9.41,4.71,4.71,0.0,2.35,2.35,9.41,0.0,2.35,2.35,0.0,9.41,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,1.18,7.06,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.24,5.88,0.0,1.18,1.18,0.0,11.76,0.0,0.0,14.12,1.18,4.71,9.41,3.53,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,2.35,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,17.65,5.88,7.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,2.35,1.18,2.7273,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71405,1.64474,1.85149,1.0,5,7.308697674,0.079545455 almosthomeless,5luwz3,"[10, 15]","I am afraid that she will sell the house because of this and I'm not sure what the future holds for my family. Because I made some very bad decisions in the past, my credit is horrible. I have tried to get a loan and it's just not happening. I have no car (no money to get a car, let alone make payments) and payday loans are not offered in AZ. Every online loan option, although bad, seems like a better fate than losing my home of 12 years.",1804,1,0.8,1483481590,5,2.823076923,89,44.41,4.62,73.23,1.0,17.8,8.99,95.51,53.93,14.61,10.11,8.99,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,4.49,6.74,10.11,10.11,2.25,6.74,5.62,20.22,5.62,3.37,1.12,1.12,2.25,10.11,3.37,6.74,2.25,0.0,2.25,3.37,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,16.85,2.25,4.49,0.0,3.37,2.25,5.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.36,1.12,3.37,3.37,3.37,3.37,3.37,13.48,3.37,8.99,2.25,2.25,4.49,3.37,1.12,3.37,8.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.61,5.62,4.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.25,2.25,0.0,2.8333,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.7031,1.49487,1.83658,0.65,15,4.132747253,-0.40125 anxiety,82dnj5,"(20, 25)","Had a good weekend, went to a movie together the 19th. Feb 22 she started full dose of Zoloft. Feb 23 weekend, we hung out again, but mostly stayed in because I was tired from traveling for work again. She seemed a bit more distant than I'd seen her but still content, and we had a good weekend together. Everything remained normal up til Feb 26 or so, regular texting, sexy texts, etc.",8207,0,1.0,1520326191,2,3.958558559,73,68.64,75.34,93.59,92.0,14.6,19.18,83.56,47.95,10.96,9.59,2.74,2.74,0.0,4.11,0.0,1.37,6.85,12.33,5.48,6.85,9.59,0.0,15.07,9.59,2.74,0.0,4.11,2.74,4.11,4.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.33,0.0,0.0,4.11,0.0,10.96,1.37,1.37,0.0,4.11,1.37,5.48,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,5.48,0.0,4.11,1.37,0.0,12.33,6.85,1.37,1.37,2.74,0.0,10.96,1.37,0.0,24.66,4.11,10.96,10.96,1.37,6.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.81,6.85,9.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.5714,2.8,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.65273,1.49455,1.89708,1.0,2,4.368648649,0.29 relationships,7ndj7z,"(0, 5)","I'm going to try not to sound too sad or victimized, but I'm just sad. I grew up fairly disadvantaged compared to my friends. I've been poor since I was born, never had enough to eat, was abused by my dad, have raised my sister, support my family, work almost constantly, and make money on the side. In addition, I've been consistently abused since I was 8 years old, the same age I met my best friend. She's much wealthier than I am.",34679,0,0.6,1514784987,9,5.460681818,83,24.59,5.87,99.0,1.0,16.6,10.84,93.98,54.22,18.07,18.07,16.87,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,2.41,13.25,15.66,6.02,3.61,2.41,25.3,9.64,6.02,0.0,1.2,1.2,12.05,3.61,8.43,0.0,2.41,2.41,8.43,3.61,2.41,2.41,1.2,13.25,0.0,3.61,0.0,4.82,1.2,4.82,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,16.87,6.02,3.61,8.43,1.2,1.2,10.84,14.46,1.2,16.87,2.41,4.82,9.64,1.2,1.2,1.2,3.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.89,6.02,10.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.02,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.8,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.75193,1.58649,1.96448,0.65,8,6.292181818,0.104166667 ptsd,9lqjsr,"[5, 10]","I was a friendly person, who enjoyed speaking and interacting with people. I definitely did more than my fair share to help/get things done. And i enjoyed helping people and sharing my knowledge to help novices. Quite extroverted but without being loud. Since this happened i've become introverted, i don't particularly like anyone (because unfortunately, i now tend to focus on the bad side in people), and i attempt to not get past small talk.",1049,0,0.571428571,1538775566,5,8.048076923,76,37.39,44.78,90.72,99.0,15.2,23.68,93.42,55.26,17.11,11.84,11.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,2.63,14.47,9.21,3.95,7.89,3.95,17.11,5.26,3.95,1.32,0.0,1.32,13.16,9.21,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.74,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,15.79,2.63,2.63,0.0,2.63,2.63,5.26,2.63,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.16,7.89,0.0,3.95,2.63,1.32,6.58,11.84,0.0,9.21,0.0,5.26,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.42,6.58,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,2.63,1.32,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.80875,1.49429,1.92006,0.73,1,8.194,0.095138889 anxiety,7kcnod,"(10, 15)","I check on my mom several times a day and I KNOW it has to be annoying. I am trying to find the right medication but none seem to work for me, I go to therapy, and I talk about it — but I am so sick of feeling this way. I know it is temporary and that I won’t be this way forever, but right now, it sucks. I can’t sleep because I worry so much, it’s hard to focus at work because I worry so much, it’s hard to be social because I worry so much. Thanks for listening.",31340,1,1.0,1513496766,7,-0.197884615,100,7.16,3.62,99.0,1.0,20.0,11.0,98.0,61.0,23.0,14.0,14.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.0,2.0,12.0,10.0,6.0,13.0,3.0,23.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,7.0,1.0,6.0,3.0,2.0,0.0,4.0,1.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,15.0,5.0,3.0,0.0,3.0,1.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,1.0,3.0,4.0,1.0,3.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,1.0,3.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.0,1.0,12.0,1.0,6.0,5.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,5.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5,2.6,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70172,1.34783,1.90835,1.0,1,3.102538462,-0.159285714 relationships,7q2msh,"[10, 15]",1) His career/financial stability (makes sense) 2) His family (logical) 3) Me/his friends (ok) 4) Being healthy/gym and cooking and sleep time (cool) 5) A hobby we have,1222,0,0.571428571,1515820825,0,0.145268817,31,35.22,97.31,1.0,99.0,31.0,19.35,80.65,32.26,16.13,16.13,3.23,3.23,0.0,9.68,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,6.45,0.0,6.45,0.0,9.68,6.45,0.0,0.0,16.13,0.0,9.68,9.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.35,3.23,3.23,0.0,9.68,9.68,6.45,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,3.23,6.45,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,9.68,9.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,3.23,6.45,12.9,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,51.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,41.94,9.68,3.0,2.4545,2.8,1.6667,1.2727,1.0,1.73709,1.8087,2.15849,0.44,10,3.173387097,0.366666667 ptsd,9v3gum,"[7, 12]",Does anyone else experience parts of their PTSD this way? ​ Is this truly avoidance or is this dissociation? I tried to do some digging and pin down what I am experiencing so I can communicate with my husband more effectively but it isn't something that seems to fit nicely into a box and so it has been confusing. Thank you.,161,1,0.6,1541625231,3,3.86811828,61,4.51,31.15,62.75,56.75,15.25,16.39,88.52,62.3,24.59,9.84,6.56,0.0,1.64,0.0,1.64,14.75,1.64,9.84,14.75,4.92,9.84,1.64,18.03,1.64,1.64,1.64,0.0,3.28,8.2,4.92,3.28,3.28,0.0,0.0,8.2,1.64,0.0,0.0,1.64,18.03,3.28,1.64,0.0,9.84,1.64,6.56,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.2,3.28,1.64,1.64,0.0,1.64,3.28,16.39,0.0,6.56,0.0,6.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.11,3.28,0.0,0.0,1.64,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,3.28,2.8,2.625,3.0,1.1,1.1429,1.0,1.63107,1.36154,1.86575,0.81,2,5.378709677,0.274074074 relationships,7tldhc,"(0, 5)","I matched with a girl who I thought was pretty on a dating app. I said hi first, and she replied. We went on to introduce ourselves and ask basic questions such as what we do, whats our favorite food, music, and things like that. Then we decided to meet up in real life. I forgot whether it was me or her who suggested that we meet up.",36903,0,1.0,1517158656,1,3.149565217,68,22.92,99.0,74.76,79.41,13.6,14.71,95.59,63.24,30.88,19.12,7.35,8.82,0.0,2.94,0.0,11.76,2.94,14.71,5.88,1.47,10.29,0.0,17.65,4.41,2.94,5.88,1.47,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.94,0.0,0.0,4.41,0.0,8.82,4.41,0.0,0.0,4.41,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,19.12,14.71,1.47,2.94,0.0,0.0,8.82,7.35,1.47,13.24,1.47,7.35,4.41,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.24,7.35,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,2.8,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.75617,1.5541,1.98654,0.66,2,4.157217391,0.2 ptsd,9a98wa,"[10, 15]","All of these things were a slow burn, many of these things overlapped one another. I pushed through and finished my PhD, but now I'm worn, and after looking into it, I've realized that the psychological symptoms of stress I display are closely aligned with racism-specific PTSD. I've been through psychotherapy, but I'm not sure the therapist was adequately prepared to identify it, but I know for certain that I have PTSD. I want to begin healing now that I'm done with grad school. Where/how do I start?",714,1,1.0,1535223879,1,8.149473684,90,17.96,2.95,96.92,67.75,18.0,22.22,94.44,60.0,24.44,13.33,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,3.33,13.33,13.33,4.44,6.67,1.11,24.44,4.44,1.11,2.22,1.11,3.33,4.44,3.33,1.11,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.44,3.33,1.11,1.11,0.0,4.44,4.44,3.33,2.22,0.0,1.11,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,1.11,1.11,0.0,0.0,7.78,15.56,1.11,12.22,2.22,4.44,6.67,4.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,4.44,6.67,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,1.11,0.0,5.56,0.0,1.11,2.6,2.6667,2.8,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.7248,1.34286,1.84119,0.54,2,7.594736842,0.082936508 domesticviolence,79tofd,"(15, 20)","then i check a side email account that i almost never use, i think i forgot a password or something, and see all these emails from him. he had been sending me them since essentially the day after i stopped speaking to him. saying all this 'i miss you' type stuff, telling me he had something important to tell me. so i caved. and it's been downhill ever since then.",18816,1,0.6,1509426703,3,4.642676056,70,4.49,61.26,89.63,25.77,14.0,15.71,94.29,65.71,32.86,22.86,14.29,0.0,1.43,5.71,1.43,10.0,4.29,8.57,7.14,7.14,8.57,1.43,22.86,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,2.86,2.86,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,18.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,17.14,1.43,4.29,0.0,5.71,5.71,1.43,4.29,1.43,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,1.43,8.57,8.57,2.86,17.14,1.43,2.86,12.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.71,7.14,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,2.4444,2.75,2.6,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.69485,1.49831,1.89125,1.0,3,4.739549296,0.2 survivorsofabuse,9ekm8i,"(0, 5)",I'm in college now and got high last night and felt pretty sad. I'm a wreck. I thought I've overcome this all but I'm just feeling alone again. After trauma i started isolating myself and attaching to creative work to get a sense of worth. I declined socially by a lot and can't feel connected to anyone past a surface level.,27018,1,1.0,1536562895,2,2.624545455,61,52.37,7.01,99.0,1.13,12.2,19.67,93.44,49.18,16.39,13.11,13.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.28,6.56,11.48,6.56,4.92,8.2,1.64,19.67,8.2,1.64,0.0,0.0,3.28,9.84,3.28,6.56,0.0,0.0,4.92,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.67,8.2,1.64,0.0,4.92,1.64,3.28,6.56,0.0,0.0,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.48,1.64,4.92,1.64,3.28,0.0,6.56,16.39,0.0,18.03,0.0,6.56,11.48,3.28,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.39,8.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.2,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.5714,2.8,1.0,1.2222,1.0,1.68344,1.5434,1.915,1.0,3,4.254545455,0.061666667 relationships,7q3nno,"(47, 52)","I feel like shit for writing this post. **TL;DR - SO of over a decade is great to me in many ways and shit to me in other ways, I feel awful when he's shit to me but also feel guilty as fuck about expressing it because of all the times he's amazing to me. Wondering if this is emotional abuse and if it is, what can I do about it? Our relationship is rock solid, I'm not leaving him. **",17053,1,0.8,1515837132,56,2.290406504,80,15.01,8.47,74.76,1.0,20.0,10.0,95.0,63.75,23.75,15.0,10.0,1.25,0.0,3.75,0.0,8.75,2.5,17.5,11.25,6.25,12.5,1.25,18.75,7.5,2.5,2.5,0.0,2.5,12.5,2.5,10.0,1.25,6.25,0.0,7.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.75,13.75,5.0,1.25,2.5,3.75,1.25,6.25,3.75,0.0,0.0,3.75,7.5,3.75,1.25,1.25,1.25,6.25,2.5,0.0,2.5,1.25,0.0,0.0,16.25,0.0,10.0,1.25,3.75,3.75,1.25,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,3.75,3.75,0.0,1.25,1.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,3.75,0.0,5.0,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.70498,1.54286,1.84186,0.88,90,4.130243902,-0.060416667 ptsd,83n7be,"[0, 5]","From the moment I wake up and until I go to sleep I don't feel safe. When I'm around other people I feel even even more anxious/fearful. I know nothing bad is going to happen to me, but I still feel this way. I don't really have any friends, and these intense chronic feelings makes it seem impossible to make a real connection with anyone. That's what I need the most is some sort of real connection with another human being.",1290,1,1.0,1520780690,3,4.248062016,82,21.16,7.18,99.0,3.09,16.4,13.41,96.34,57.32,21.95,12.2,12.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.76,3.66,13.41,9.76,7.32,6.1,3.66,23.17,6.1,2.44,2.44,0.0,6.1,4.88,1.22,3.66,2.44,0.0,0.0,4.88,0.0,1.22,0.0,0.0,23.17,7.32,2.44,2.44,7.32,1.22,3.66,4.88,0.0,0.0,4.88,3.66,2.44,1.22,0.0,0.0,4.88,1.22,0.0,1.22,0.0,2.44,0.0,20.73,1.22,14.63,2.44,6.1,6.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.63,6.1,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.88,0.0,1.22,3.0,2.8182,3.0,1.0625,1.1,1.0,1.6905,1.43797,1.92292,0.72,3,5.641860465,0.073484848 stress,9cdadt,"[0, 5]","Only 7 years ago at the age of 9 I think I peaked in life. I was possibly the most fun kid in class and had no problem socializing with others. Used to be so happy then. Now I’m just known by everybody as the quiet guy who rarely ever smiles. Interacting with others (especially girls) is so hard, and I’m always so conscious about how I look.",356,1,0.5,1535905344,3,2.435904762,68,17.06,32.96,95.02,79.41,13.6,10.29,94.12,60.29,14.71,8.82,8.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,4.41,14.71,8.82,16.18,11.76,1.47,14.71,8.82,2.94,2.94,2.94,1.47,5.88,4.41,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.82,0.0,1.47,1.47,1.47,20.59,4.41,2.94,1.47,2.94,5.88,2.94,4.41,1.47,1.47,1.47,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,5.88,1.47,0.0,2.94,0.0,1.47,7.35,10.29,1.47,16.18,0.0,4.41,11.76,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.71,7.35,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.69705,1.42759,1.89727,1.0,3,4.468571429,0.170833333 domesticviolence,79bddy,"[0, 5]","Quick summary... She kicked her husband out several months for physical, emotional and verbal abuse to her and the kids. Things have been going somewhat civil ever since. He has been paying her child support unmandated by the court (not because he is a good guy, but he moved in with his parents, and they make him pay her). Yesterday there was an incident involving an arguement in their driveway (in front of the 3 kids) which ended with him punching out the side window of her mini-van while her kids were inside it.",2037,0,0.8,1509211770,2,8.446947368,95,65.99,98.58,1.2,11.97,19.0,16.84,90.53,58.95,18.95,15.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.68,2.11,3.16,7.37,14.74,7.37,3.16,6.32,1.05,13.68,2.11,0.0,1.05,1.05,2.11,5.26,2.11,3.16,0.0,2.11,0.0,25.26,2.11,1.05,7.37,8.42,7.37,0.0,3.16,0.0,1.05,1.05,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,4.21,2.11,0.0,1.05,1.05,0.0,8.42,5.26,1.05,18.95,2.11,8.42,8.42,2.11,0.0,2.11,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,7.37,3.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,4.21,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.71715,1.73902,1.8994,1.0,1,7.967368421,0.206666667 assistance,7sboon,"(20, 25)","He's the type of guy that doesn't ask for charity. His dad cast a long shadow when he grew up, and even though his dad has passed, the shadow is still there. But I know he's going to need it. His 7yo son, Andrew, has autism and is struggling in school because of it. As a single dad, Matt will now have to find a way to help his son while also managing his own illnesses.",55419,0,1.0,1516679324,2,3.521392405,76,21.43,94.27,2.51,25.77,15.2,6.58,90.79,59.21,15.79,11.84,1.32,0.0,0.0,10.53,0.0,3.95,6.58,11.84,11.84,9.21,11.84,1.32,21.05,2.63,1.32,1.32,1.32,1.32,2.63,1.32,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,21.05,6.58,1.32,0.0,18.42,7.89,2.63,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,2.63,2.63,2.63,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,5.26,1.32,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,2.63,17.11,2.63,14.47,3.95,5.26,5.26,2.63,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.11,6.58,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.95,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.8889,3.0,1.4,1.125,1.0,1.68711,1.62813,1.87363,0.56,7,4.463139241,0.15952381 ptsd,75tis5,"[15, 20]","I started freaking out, went to the hospital because I couldn't breath. Occasionally I still feel anxiety when alone and bored at my house. My depression is now not a problem at all but the legacy it left is annoying. I feel so terrible being honest about that evil summer but recognizing my post traumatic stress makes me so happy. Any advice I've only recently been honest with myself and I think its about time I realized its not regular anxiety but ptsd.",136,0,0.6,1507769426,1,6.155686275,83,9.87,1.0,99.0,1.0,16.6,20.48,97.59,54.22,19.28,14.46,14.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.82,3.61,8.43,7.23,9.64,10.84,3.61,16.87,10.84,1.2,1.2,0.0,2.41,18.07,3.61,14.46,3.61,1.2,2.41,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.48,6.02,2.41,2.41,2.41,1.2,6.02,2.41,0.0,0.0,2.41,2.41,1.2,1.2,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,6.02,9.64,0.0,16.87,1.2,4.82,9.64,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.64,6.02,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.76578,1.51688,1.88288,1.0,9,7.287941176,-0.108333333 assistance,6hgooa,"[15, 20]",** > I’d love to but I already have plans this weekend. I am going to my friend’s house. We will play on his new game console! > **That sounds like fun too.,1384,0,1.0,1497549250,15,-3.943921569,30,12.41,50.0,93.3,99.0,7.5,13.33,93.33,60.0,26.67,20.0,13.33,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,6.67,0.0,13.33,13.33,6.67,3.33,0.0,16.67,6.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,10.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,6.67,10.0,16.67,3.33,3.33,10.0,0.0,13.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,40.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,20.0,3.0,2.7778,3.0,1.375,1.2727,1.0,1.87503,1.47857,2.10276,0.82,20,-1.296764706,0.109090909 anxiety,5m94pt,"(5, 10)","It wasn't that long ago, perhaps only a few months that I was in the darkest place that a human can be. Sitting on my kitchen floor with an empty bottle of wine and a knife on my wrist, ready to end it all. And for the first time in my 25 years of existence I though about life and I though about death, after all I was going to experience both within mere moments of each other. A multitude of thoughts raced through my mind. What will it be like?",28275,0,0.6,1483650933,103,3.059906832,91,75.17,9.38,99.0,25.77,18.2,10.99,91.21,60.44,17.58,8.79,8.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.79,7.69,19.78,7.69,6.59,5.49,1.1,8.79,4.4,3.3,1.1,2.2,5.49,2.2,1.1,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.79,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,2.2,4.4,2.2,1.1,0.0,0.0,4.4,1.1,1.1,0.0,2.2,2.2,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.4,3.3,2.2,21.98,1.1,12.09,8.79,0.0,1.1,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.89,4.4,3.3,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5556,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.60996,1.5358,1.8543,0.94,57,3.772670807,-0.058333333 food_pantry,9l7uds,"(5, 10)","I’m a single father to an 8 year old son. I also have my 7 and 10 year old brothers a lot of the time. Things are really hard right now and everything just added up so quickly. My son has some eating issues, and won’t eat a lot of things because of it. I have done an okay job of keeping the freezer stocked with things that he will eat but he’s going through it pretty quickly.",5590,1,0.833333333,1538619752,7,2.473703704,78,32.33,44.91,46.75,73.64,15.6,11.54,93.59,58.97,17.95,8.97,6.41,0.0,0.0,2.56,0.0,8.97,8.97,10.26,11.54,6.41,8.97,1.28,17.95,2.56,0.0,0.0,5.13,6.41,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.97,5.13,0.0,0.0,7.69,10.26,0.0,1.28,0.0,5.13,1.28,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,2.56,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,3.85,1.28,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,3.85,11.54,3.85,14.1,3.85,2.56,10.26,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,11.54,6.41,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.5556,3.0,1.2857,1.2,1.0,1.79922,1.61905,1.97253,0.82,10,3.95154321,0.171031746 anxiety,9s1hfe,"(10, 15)","She tells everyone who comes over that I must have given birth to the cat and that I'm way too paranoid ""it's just a cat"". Then her granddaughter was playing on her iPad and it was super loud, I gave her a pair of my headphones and told her that she could keep them downstairs but that she couldnt take them to her moms house because I know I'll never see them again. Then she called me an Indian giver and I asked if I should just give them to her and she said ""i dont know, do what you want i guess"". Her granddaughter was playing loudly with a balloon and asked me if I wanted to play with her and I said not right now. Then the landlord was like ""I thought you liked kids??"".",10854,0,0.8,1540711528,2,3.972128326,137,2.75,84.66,3.65,88.0,27.4,10.22,94.89,66.42,31.39,24.82,10.95,0.0,1.46,9.49,2.92,6.57,4.38,7.3,10.22,4.38,10.22,2.92,27.01,0.73,0.73,1.46,0.0,0.0,5.11,4.38,0.73,0.73,0.0,0.0,25.55,2.19,0.0,11.68,0.0,12.41,2.19,0.73,5.84,2.19,2.19,2.92,3.65,0.73,2.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.92,0.0,0.73,1.46,0.73,0.0,9.49,12.41,2.92,9.49,0.73,3.65,5.11,0.0,2.19,1.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.14,3.65,1.46,0.0,0.0,1.46,0.0,0.0,4.38,2.19,0.0,0.0,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.72359,1.50579,1.92803,0.76,1,4.191502347,0.198095238 assistance,9sfpx5,"(0, 5)","No idea where to ask this on reddit. I've been having an unresolved noise problem (no help anywhere i looked) for a cool year now, meaning i havent slept in peace for a year. over the summer, i believe i developed tinnitus as a result of wearing headphones to bed and putting pressure on my ears, possibly also through earplugs and earphones as well. now i'm realizing the concession that i'm too poor to live alone off subsidized housing isnt nearly good enough. and i do need to move for many reasons.",21863,1,0.6,1540837192,2,7.789793814,92,61.8,7.89,94.19,25.77,18.4,21.74,92.39,55.43,11.96,9.78,9.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,6.52,17.39,8.7,8.7,6.52,4.35,18.48,5.43,2.17,1.09,0.0,1.09,8.7,4.35,4.35,1.09,0.0,1.09,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.22,5.43,2.17,2.17,4.35,0.0,2.17,4.35,1.09,2.17,1.09,4.35,3.26,1.09,0.0,0.0,5.43,1.09,0.0,3.26,1.09,1.09,3.26,14.13,0.0,15.22,2.17,7.61,5.43,1.09,1.09,2.17,1.09,0.0,0.0,3.26,0.0,1.09,1.09,1.09,0.0,14.13,5.43,3.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.26,2.17,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.79886,1.41842,1.86892,0.55,4,7.547134021,0.173295455 relationships,7pi8ku,"[5, 10]","Suddenly she snaps and goes ""I fucking hate my brother, he is the biggest piece of shit ever, I couldn't care less about him"" and just started going off. Now, I know her brother can be pretty psychotic and from what shes told me he clearly has anger issues and the rest of her family keeps ignoring it, sometimes even enabling it. So 2 minutes into her exploding, she starts crying because apparently her brother told their dad something and the dad called her and said he doesn't trust her anymore or whatever. She was very upset about the dad thing because she's very close with her dad and she's her dads favorite child (he told me that himself when I spoke with him). I didn't want to pry too much because I felt like it isn't exactly my business of their internal family issues, but my girlfriend screenshot the text messages her brother sent her and I just could not comprehend how a human being, especially a sibling, can say that to someone.",1865,1,0.6,1515614409,2,7.370773481,174,3.16,93.96,1.0,6.54,34.8,20.11,94.25,62.64,27.59,21.26,6.9,0.0,0.0,13.22,1.15,6.32,4.02,7.47,8.62,9.77,9.2,2.87,18.97,2.87,1.72,2.3,0.57,1.72,6.32,2.3,4.02,0.57,2.3,0.57,29.31,6.9,0.57,8.62,9.2,14.37,1.72,2.87,1.72,3.45,2.3,2.87,2.3,0.0,1.72,0.57,1.15,0.57,0.0,0.57,0.0,7.47,5.17,0.57,1.15,0.0,0.57,6.32,11.49,0.57,9.77,1.72,2.87,5.17,0.57,1.15,1.15,0.57,0.0,0.0,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.22,2.87,4.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,3.45,1.15,0.0,2.9167,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73009,1.61039,1.92981,1.0,4,7.18060221,-0.04537037 domesticviolence,6s3ffy,"[0, 5]","We had an argument, then he started trying to break my phone by bending it. I intervened and begged him not to and he stopped short of breaking it. I was a domestic violence victim before in a previous relationship and I buried those memories, but this incident made me remember some of those memories and I feel traumatized and scared to be experiencing the same things again. I feel scared and I don't know if this would escalate into something worse. We don't have kids, and we've been married for a couple months.",607,1,1.0,1502081503,4,6.852920962,94,20.74,50.0,82.45,1.0,18.8,20.21,96.81,60.64,23.4,14.89,8.51,3.19,0.0,3.19,0.0,8.51,5.32,10.64,9.57,1.06,10.64,3.19,18.09,6.38,3.19,0.0,0.0,2.13,7.45,0.0,7.45,2.13,1.06,0.0,11.7,1.06,0.0,0.0,3.19,14.89,6.38,1.06,2.13,4.26,0.0,3.19,4.26,0.0,1.06,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.64,5.32,1.06,2.13,0.0,2.13,10.64,8.51,1.06,13.83,0.0,4.26,8.51,0.0,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.7,5.32,3.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.19,0.0,0.0,2.7778,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.7477,1.55952,1.81995,0.84,2,7.259329897,-0.055952381 stress,8j4t8q,"[5, 10]","I have completely given up hobbies and interests outside work. I do not have time to engage in them. Things that I could normally do to relax, like exercise or yoga, are absolutely out of the question because I work 16 hours a day. 3. I am frequently sleep deprived due to my work hours.",1944,1,0.8,1526227670,3,3.423818182,55,46.23,13.76,95.06,87.86,11.0,20.0,96.36,61.82,16.36,12.73,10.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,3.64,3.64,16.36,12.73,5.45,5.45,1.82,14.55,0.0,1.82,0.0,3.64,0.0,7.27,5.45,1.82,0.0,0.0,1.82,5.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.55,1.82,1.82,3.64,3.64,3.64,3.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.64,1.82,1.82,0.0,0.0,7.27,0.0,5.45,1.82,0.0,0.0,1.82,16.36,0.0,18.18,0.0,7.27,10.91,5.45,7.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,12.73,9.09,3.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,3.0,3.0,1.125,1.25,1.0,1.82561,1.57872,1.98752,0.81,1,5.22,0.070833333 anxiety,6r58q0,"[5, 10]","I had the depo shot for the first time at the beginning of March, decided to not go back for the 2nd because I wasn't a fan. Didn't experience any issues while on it , but once I came off of it, all hell broke loose. My once controlled anxiety became out of control and I had random days where I felt depressed/crying spells. The intrusive thoughts were out of control, and had an anxiety attack the 2nd week of working at my new job. I had to leave work and go home, which hadn't happened in almost half a year.",516,1,0.6,1501690413,2,7.130673077,101,83.38,4.64,99.0,1.0,20.2,13.86,92.08,53.47,10.89,7.92,7.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.97,8.91,15.84,7.92,2.97,5.94,3.96,18.81,2.97,0.0,1.98,3.96,1.98,6.93,0.0,6.93,1.98,1.98,2.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.84,3.96,3.96,0.0,2.97,0.99,3.96,2.97,0.0,0.0,1.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.93,0.0,2.97,3.96,0.0,0.0,13.86,3.96,0.0,23.76,3.96,8.91,11.88,2.97,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.99,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.86,4.95,4.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.97,0.0,0.99,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.80176,1.56092,1.76628,0.75,10,7.385461538,-0.044653263 homeless,7vejmn,"[75, 80]","Make sure to take the bus when it comes to WalMart the last time, about 7pm. 6) There is a Chick-Fil-""A"" next to Walmart where you can get hot food. You can buy Top Rommin at WalMart which sells for 10 cents per cup (yes...really) and you can use hot water to put in it, and it is ready to eat. 7) How do you get ""out"" of that situation? I don't know.",558,0,0.8,1517835092,14,0.035064935,76,59.58,78.51,33.36,74.74,15.2,5.26,82.89,51.32,13.16,6.58,1.32,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,6.58,5.26,14.47,9.21,7.89,5.26,1.32,18.42,5.26,1.32,5.26,3.95,0.0,2.63,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.58,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,7.89,1.32,3.95,0.0,0.0,1.32,1.32,2.63,0.0,0.0,2.63,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.95,5.26,0.0,1.32,1.32,3.95,0.0,0.0,21.05,0.0,14.47,2.63,6.58,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.95,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,27.63,9.21,2.63,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,2.63,5.26,1.32,5.26,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.2,1.1429,1.0,1.63449,1.47097,1.85973,0.74,16,2.032467532,0.242857143 anxiety,8svy02,"(0, 5)","Hey guys and girls. I've been going through a lot the past couple of years and was looking to maybe get some advice, or just find some people who can relate because I don't have that in my day to day life. I've tried to pinpoint where this started and this is the best I can come up with, and sorry if it gets long. I've had closure issues since I was 12 and my grandpa passed away. I cut myself off from any meaningful relationships including my family for over 5 years.",20884,1,1.0,1529618233,3,6.333092784,93,41.1,33.35,99.0,11.76,18.6,10.75,95.7,58.06,17.2,11.83,11.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.38,3.23,16.13,12.9,3.23,8.6,1.08,20.43,2.15,1.08,2.15,2.15,5.38,3.23,1.08,2.15,0.0,0.0,1.08,10.75,2.15,1.08,1.08,2.15,13.98,4.3,2.15,1.08,7.53,0.0,2.15,1.08,1.08,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,8.6,2.15,2.15,3.23,3.23,0.0,8.6,12.9,1.08,18.28,3.23,7.53,7.53,0.0,1.08,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.83,5.38,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.3,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.69035,1.50843,1.93473,0.81,3,6.573938144,0.14 assistance,6aklyg,"[0, 5]","**Just a quick update - My friend has had to be rushed to hospital as she is experiencing ruptured ovaries. She will need assistance urgently as she will have to stay somewhere and recover while trying to take care of her dog. I'd really appreciate any help on this. Thanks** My friend, Amanda, moved to North Carolina for a great job, with her doggy.",627,0,0.571428571,1494514438,0,2.881875,63,54.14,73.73,8.33,99.0,15.75,15.87,90.48,53.97,15.87,12.7,4.76,0.0,0.0,7.94,0.0,1.59,3.17,17.46,12.7,4.76,6.35,0.0,23.81,4.76,3.17,0.0,0.0,1.59,6.35,6.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.7,0.0,3.17,7.94,0.0,9.52,1.59,0.0,1.59,4.76,0.0,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.17,1.59,1.59,1.59,0.0,11.11,4.76,3.17,1.59,3.17,0.0,3.17,14.29,3.17,14.29,4.76,6.35,4.76,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.63,6.35,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,6.35,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.3333,1.1818,1.0,1.8149,1.50741,1.97501,0.47,5,3.939375,0.383333333 domesticviolence,7n471w,"[10, 15]","This is a really shitty time to need support or therapy because it’s a holiday weekend. I’m in horrible physical pain, emotionally heartbroken and being ignored by my kids until I turn them back over to him tomorrow. I don’t even know why I am posting. I don’t know what to expect. I just want to not be so alone.",429,1,1.0,1514669242,9,1.392678571,60,8.19,3.37,82.75,1.0,12.0,20.0,96.67,63.33,20.0,15.0,11.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,1.67,5.0,3.33,13.33,13.33,10.0,8.33,5.0,25.0,5.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,11.67,1.67,10.0,1.67,1.67,3.33,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,16.67,3.33,3.33,5.0,1.67,0.0,5.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,6.67,1.67,5.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,21.67,3.33,13.33,1.67,5.0,8.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,8.33,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.71792,1.51765,1.89265,1.0,39,4.569464286,-0.16 ptsd,6gx7iv,"(45, 50)","Is it more than that? I have been considering finally confessing my secret because it feels like I am choking on it. I repress it as much as I can, but when it bubbles to the surface, it effects everything in my life. Thank you for listening/reading. I need help and I need to find the right way to deal and approach this.",14077,1,0.6,1497323236,2,2.448958333,64,22.13,31.97,98.64,25.77,12.8,20.31,96.88,64.06,28.12,14.06,12.5,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,14.06,3.12,15.62,7.81,3.12,10.94,0.0,18.75,7.81,7.81,1.56,0.0,3.12,3.12,1.56,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,9.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,9.38,3.12,3.12,0.0,1.56,3.12,3.12,0.0,1.56,1.56,3.12,0.0,3.12,0.0,0.0,3.12,1.56,0.0,1.56,1.56,0.0,1.56,14.06,0.0,12.5,1.56,7.81,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,6.25,3.12,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,2.8333,2.8889,2.6,1.375,1.0,1.0,1.6855,1.36333,1.92084,1.0,3,4.0575,0.117142857 ptsd,79mwf1,"[0, 5]","Hi All, I’m a visitor to this sub. I’ve read the sub rules, but please let me know if i’m overstepping. This is YOUR sub. I’m a registered nurse (RN) and I’m interested in becoming a SANE (Sexual Assault Nurse Examiner).",729,0,0.571428571,1509360214,14,-0.737763975,41,16.48,11.14,83.44,71.55,10.25,17.07,85.37,51.22,21.95,17.07,14.63,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,4.88,9.76,4.88,19.51,0.0,7.32,0.0,24.39,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,7.32,4.88,2.44,0.0,2.44,0.0,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.63,7.32,0.0,2.44,2.44,2.44,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.32,0.0,4.88,2.44,0.0,7.32,2.44,0.0,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.07,0.0,2.44,0.0,2.44,0.0,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,36.59,9.76,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.2,9.76,0.0,2.7778,2.8571,2.8,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.80804,1.736,1.9266,0.87,11,3.133726708,0.4 assistance,8qgnei,"(0, 5)","Okay y'all first and foremost this is gonna be a long one, and I apologize for that. I'm looking for advice, information, help, honestly anything! So lets start at the beginning. For 2 years I've been working a full\-time hourly job, I was only getting paid minimum wage, however it was more then I had ever really made before and I was able to put money away. I felt secure enough to get a few credit cards that I used gently, got a 'adult' phone line ( T\-Mobile ) and was content with life.",16961,0,0.6,1528783724,2,4.267142857,94,38.83,45.75,90.09,97.74,18.8,12.77,91.49,50.0,15.96,10.64,8.51,1.06,1.06,0.0,0.0,5.32,5.32,9.57,10.64,5.32,7.45,0.0,24.47,4.26,2.13,0.0,3.19,2.13,5.32,5.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.51,2.13,2.13,0.0,1.06,1.06,2.13,3.19,1.06,1.06,1.06,1.06,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,10.64,2.13,3.19,2.13,3.19,1.06,11.7,7.45,2.13,15.96,2.13,4.26,9.57,4.26,1.06,0.0,4.26,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,1.06,1.06,0.0,0.0,24.47,4.26,7.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.06,2.13,0.0,5.32,2.13,2.13,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.3333,1.125,1.0,1.67064,1.47342,1.91057,0.59,6,5.614821429,0.242307692 anxiety,609ymk,"[20, 25]","Now here I am, jobless and not in education. A useless person. I'm too anxious and to get a job because I knew that I would screw up and face angry people. I've seen so many therapists but they don't help much, just said that it's a teenage problem. 2 months of lexapro didn't do much but at least I got my muse back.",499,1,0.8,1489928841,2,-0.257065217,64,6.07,7.98,74.76,1.0,12.8,14.06,95.31,57.81,17.19,12.5,10.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,4.69,4.69,7.81,12.5,9.38,10.94,4.69,20.31,4.69,1.56,0.0,1.56,6.25,7.81,0.0,7.81,1.56,3.12,1.56,9.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,1.56,1.56,3.12,0.0,0.0,6.25,3.12,1.56,1.56,0.0,4.69,1.56,1.56,1.56,0.0,12.5,1.56,0.0,7.81,3.12,1.56,7.81,12.5,0.0,9.38,0.0,6.25,4.69,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,7.81,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.81,0.0,0.0,2.4286,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73675,1.44364,1.80574,0.67,0,1.796938406,-0.072222222 anxiety,6gy1te,"[5, 10]","I've been trying multiple medications for 20 years and I have literally tried them all. The highest doses possible of insomnia medication can't even put me to sleep. Multiple psychiatrist and even my pharmacist are stumped. Every SSRI, SNRI, tricyclic, beta blockers, benzos, group therapy, sleep studies, MRIs, blood work, CBT, EMDR, talk therapy, group therapy, art therapy, psychiatric hospitals, wilderness retreats, traveling, moved 6 times, I've been to college 3 times(no degree), have over 20 different jobs. It's like my brain is bound and determined to make me suffer.",92,1,1.0,1497334005,5,11.2193617,91,55.16,22.08,41.95,25.77,18.2,28.57,78.02,32.97,9.89,8.79,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,1.1,1.1,7.69,9.89,2.2,3.3,2.2,17.58,2.2,3.3,0.0,4.4,6.59,2.2,1.1,1.1,0.0,0.0,1.1,4.4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.79,1.1,1.1,0.0,2.2,2.2,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.48,4.4,12.09,0.0,0.0,8.79,2.2,4.4,2.2,0.0,0.0,4.4,13.19,0.0,8.79,3.3,2.2,3.3,4.4,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,32.97,5.49,20.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.4,2.2,0.0,2.9,2.3333,3.0,1.2308,1.125,1.0,1.72025,1.64348,1.91706,0.86,9,10.57178723,0.0 ptsd,8p588m,"[0, 5]",i was sexually assaulted almost 6 months ago. once i was assaulted i ate nothing for three days straight. i lost about 20 lbs in 2/2.5/3 weeks. i was also withdrawing from Risperadone at the same time. i couldn’t stop losing the weight.,141,1,0.571428571,1528325922,3,2.468257576,45,51.43,3.79,98.01,1.0,9.0,17.78,82.22,44.44,13.33,13.33,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.44,11.11,8.89,6.67,2.22,4.44,15.56,4.44,2.22,0.0,15.56,0.0,8.89,0.0,8.89,0.0,4.44,4.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,2.22,2.22,2.22,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,2.22,6.67,0.0,0.0,2.22,4.44,11.11,0.0,4.44,4.44,0.0,4.44,13.33,0.0,0.0,22.22,0.0,6.67,15.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.78,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,4.44,2.375,2.1333,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.60371,1.52903,1.80288,1.0,3,2.824545455,0.233333333 anxiety,9ha8n8,"[25, 30]","She has no teeth (from abuse or just from scavenging on the streets we’re not sure), perfectly behaved, sweet, trusting, and most gentle dog you’ve ever met. No dog or human aggression at all. So if I adopted her I could also keep fostering as well. I’ve been fostering her for about 3 weeks now. She also has heart worms so the shelter told me they would waive the adoption fee for me.",1833,0,0.833333333,1537400146,1,3.681359649,73,8.5,55.44,4.73,98.13,14.6,15.07,83.56,58.9,16.44,16.44,6.85,1.37,1.37,5.48,1.37,0.0,4.11,10.96,9.59,12.33,12.33,4.11,16.44,6.85,2.74,0.0,1.37,2.74,10.96,8.22,2.74,0.0,2.74,0.0,15.07,0.0,0.0,5.48,0.0,15.07,0.0,0.0,4.11,5.48,5.48,5.48,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.11,2.74,0.0,0.0,1.37,5.48,2.74,1.37,0.0,1.37,1.37,5.48,8.22,0.0,8.22,0.0,4.11,4.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,19.18,6.85,5.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.11,2.74,0.0,2.7143,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73272,1.58621,1.87841,0.67,4,4.255263158,0.3 anxiety,7p4wsv,"[9, 14]","University makes my anxiety really bad, I'm too scared to ever ask professors for help which makes my grades worse, and I can't make any friends. All this makes my depression worse, so I end up lying in bed all the time because I'm either too depressed to go to class or having a panic attack. I know I'm going to end up failing the semester, and that's just making my anxiety worse. I' sorry for rambling, I just really don't know what to do, and I have no one to help me. Can anyone give me any advice please?",482,1,1.0,1515475065,2,5.176918239,100,20.57,6.7,96.63,1.0,20.0,11.0,99.0,54.0,20.0,15.0,15.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,3.0,11.0,9.0,8.0,6.0,3.0,20.0,6.0,4.0,2.0,1.0,5.0,15.0,1.0,14.0,4.0,2.0,4.0,8.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,19.0,2.0,6.0,0.0,4.0,3.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,3.0,1.0,7.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,21.0,1.0,10.0,2.0,3.0,5.0,6.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.0,4.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.0,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7936,1.51277,1.81324,1.0,3,6.662264151,-0.366666667 relationships,7nk62d,"(5, 10)","On his 21st birthday, he consumed way too much alcohol to celebrate, and I regrettably saw an entire different side of him. I noticed that he had crazy eyes, and he was being very aggressive in speech. He seemed very off to me, and demanded to know why I didn't want to sleep in his bed that night. When I made up the excuse that I had to be up for something early in the morning, he demanded to know what was wrong with our relationship. I kept calmly assuring him that we were fine, and that I just needed rest that night.",39756,0,0.666666667,1514867743,30,7.583557692,103,31.66,68.62,22.69,5.27,20.6,13.59,97.09,62.14,26.21,18.45,7.77,1.94,0.0,8.74,0.0,7.77,2.91,15.53,7.77,5.83,4.85,0.97,17.48,5.83,0.97,2.91,0.0,1.94,6.8,1.94,3.88,0.0,0.97,0.97,13.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.74,13.59,3.88,1.94,2.91,1.94,1.94,1.94,2.91,1.94,0.97,0.0,2.91,1.94,0.97,0.0,0.97,8.74,3.88,0.97,3.88,0.0,0.97,11.65,3.88,0.0,14.56,0.0,8.74,5.83,0.0,1.94,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.65,4.85,5.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.6923,3.0,1.1429,1.2,1.0,1.72912,1.57938,1.88995,0.9,10,7.725846154,0.022222222 domesticviolence,8os1lm,"[19, 24]","I can't be in an abusive relationship, but I find my brain trying to rationalize this. To expand a little more, this incident happened just a week after we had a huge fight over my depression, which he doesn't seem to understand completely. I've been stuck in a depressive episode for the greater part of a year, despite medication changes and weekly therapy sessions. I've been suicidal for quite some time now and he knows that, but last week he actually told me ""maybe you should just kill yourself."" So, in light of that happening very recently, I'm in a very dark place right now.",450,1,1.0,1528214919,8,7.732757576,105,45.99,38.74,99.0,1.0,21.0,20.0,99.05,59.05,18.1,13.33,7.62,0.95,1.9,2.86,0.0,4.76,7.62,13.33,8.57,9.52,4.76,1.9,17.14,3.81,3.81,0.95,0.0,2.86,5.71,0.95,4.76,0.0,2.86,1.9,8.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,16.19,4.76,1.9,0.95,4.76,0.95,4.76,1.9,1.9,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.95,1.9,0.0,0.0,4.76,1.9,0.95,1.9,0.0,0.0,5.71,11.43,0.0,22.86,0.95,10.48,11.43,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.1,4.76,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.9,4.76,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70935,1.55158,1.83357,0.84,4,7.650909091,0.180321429 ptsd,8eji3q,"[11, 16]","(Shit, if one doesn't exist, it should.) And if there isn't something like that, how do you guys cope or manage with that? Do you research it (if so, how and where), or do you bring a self-care kit, or...? Just any information or experiences I could hear from this would be great. Thanks ahead of time.",1150,0,0.6,1524567213,26,2.3895,58,1.0,30.24,11.5,85.87,11.6,6.9,94.83,68.97,17.24,6.9,1.72,0.0,5.17,0.0,0.0,10.34,1.72,8.62,15.52,10.34,20.69,3.45,22.41,1.72,1.72,5.17,1.72,1.72,6.9,5.17,1.72,0.0,1.72,0.0,10.34,0.0,1.72,0.0,1.72,27.59,1.72,3.45,10.34,15.52,0.0,13.79,3.45,0.0,1.72,0.0,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.17,0.0,1.72,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,17.24,1.72,6.9,1.72,1.72,3.45,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,36.21,10.34,10.34,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,1.72,0.0,3.45,6.9,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.2,1.1429,1.0,1.69754,1.28163,1.8501,0.91,16,2.856666667,0.266666667 ptsd,7vow1h,"[5, 10]","But that's the worst of it. I don't think my childhood was exceptional, just frustrating. But after speaking with people close to me, and going through the checklist of symptoms, it was undeniable. So I accepted the diagnosis. Eventually I got a prescription for Wellbutrin and it helped me manage many of my symptoms somewhat for the past decade.",1075,0,0.8,1517937708,4,6.366885246,59,55.26,8.77,96.89,6.73,11.8,25.42,94.92,61.02,18.64,11.86,11.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.78,8.47,15.25,6.78,6.78,8.47,1.69,16.95,3.39,3.39,0.0,0.0,3.39,5.08,1.69,3.39,0.0,1.69,0.0,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.86,5.08,0.0,0.0,1.69,1.69,3.39,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,6.78,0.0,6.78,0.0,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,1.69,1.69,1.69,10.17,5.08,3.39,11.86,1.69,1.69,8.47,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.95,8.47,5.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,0.0,2.4444,2.75,3.0,1.1429,1.25,1.0,1.69355,1.34583,1.82095,0.71,6,6.577836066,-0.096666667 survivorsofabuse,92shgk,"[0, 5]","Hi everyone, this is my story, what I've been able to take away from it, and the feelings and the hurt that have lingered, as well as questions. Warning, this is kind of a long post, but there is a lot I need to say and just get out of my head. Trigger and Content Warnings**:** Explicit mentions of sex acts with some details,mentions of coercion, mentions of being threatened, mentions of alcoholism. Things to know about me, for the context of my life and who I am: I am 24, I am queer, my pronouns are she/her, I am trans-gender woman (please Google if you are unfamiliar with the terms), I am autistic, and as a child I was home-schooled for a very long time and lived in the middle of nowhere farm country, with no buses, sidewalks, or means of transportation. When I was 13, I had just found out my father was diagnosed with early onset dementia and I was stricken, to say the least, knowing that my already dysfunctional family was about to go through the horrors of watching my father become less and less of himself.",254,1,0.571428571,1532840781,18,4.770459184,194,54.08,41.84,50.89,7.74,38.8,19.07,88.14,59.79,16.49,11.86,9.79,0.0,0.52,1.55,0.0,4.64,5.67,16.49,10.82,4.64,8.25,1.03,17.01,4.12,3.61,1.55,1.03,2.58,3.61,1.03,2.58,1.03,0.52,0.52,9.79,1.55,0.0,1.55,1.55,9.79,4.12,0.52,1.03,3.09,1.55,1.55,2.58,0.52,1.03,1.03,3.61,0.52,2.06,1.03,0.52,4.64,1.03,0.52,1.03,1.03,1.55,5.15,10.82,0.0,8.25,1.03,4.64,2.06,0.0,1.03,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52,0.0,19.59,2.58,10.82,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.52,1.03,2.58,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.6775,1.45949,1.85421,1.0,1,5.101632653,0.025166667 stress,8eff78,"[5, 10]","The main source of this stress is a scholarship I am on that requires payback if you lose it, meaning I would be in the whole about $20,000 if I fail and get kicked out. The contract states you can either be kicked out or placed on probation, but I cannot find any precedent on what direction they lean. Without diving into many specifics on this class and the great, and I emphasize great, impact it can have on this scholarship \(I wouldn't be able to get my AE degree\), I was hoping I could find some advice on increasing my productivity and generally improving my mental/physical health. I am reaching here, I really need some help. My fiance, bless her heart, is not much help because of planning the wedding and I don't have a lot of close friends/confidants.",1331,1,0.8,1524521357,6,8.709598826,143,31.44,13.15,67.81,65.52,28.6,16.78,92.31,55.94,18.18,13.29,10.49,0.0,1.4,0.7,0.7,4.9,4.9,11.19,11.89,2.8,6.99,3.5,16.78,3.5,0.7,0.7,1.4,5.59,6.29,4.2,2.1,0.7,0.0,1.4,7.69,1.4,2.1,0.7,0.7,18.18,2.1,2.1,4.9,6.29,0.7,6.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.1,0.7,1.4,0.0,0.0,11.19,4.2,3.5,2.8,2.8,1.4,2.8,13.29,1.4,10.49,0.7,9.09,0.7,4.9,0.0,0.0,2.1,1.4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.08,3.5,6.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.4,1.4,3.5,3.0,2.8889,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.74608,1.43415,1.90681,1.0,4,8.062093933,0.261666667 assistance,8j6xoi,"[0, 5]",Tldr: Need an apartment or room to rent with the deposit on a payment plan. I have first months rent. Not a drug user and clean record. Shit credit but no bankruptcy/eviction/arrest record and have full time employment. I've been homeless for almost a year now but have been floating through hotels that costs about 90 % of my income before and now I'm staying at someone's room but I haven't been able to save up enough for a deposit (due to payday loans) so far and need to leave before I hit 28 days vacancy rights.,1288,0,0.6,1526245212,16,6.048529412,98,69.74,6.31,92.38,44.45,19.6,13.27,88.78,51.02,8.16,6.12,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,6.12,15.31,9.18,5.1,9.18,3.06,15.31,5.1,2.04,0.0,3.06,0.0,3.06,2.04,1.02,0.0,1.02,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.2,0.0,0.0,2.04,3.06,0.0,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,1.02,1.02,0.0,0.0,6.12,0.0,3.06,3.06,0.0,0.0,3.06,12.24,1.02,19.39,2.04,8.16,10.2,6.12,1.02,5.1,11.22,0.0,0.0,2.04,1.02,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.31,5.1,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.08,2.04,3.06,2.6667,2.9,3.0,1.125,1.1667,1.0,1.72093,1.625,1.8102,0.81,8,5.732156863,0.155208333 anxiety,9nctci,"(15, 20)","If you want to stay in and watch Netflix, STAY IN. Your mental health is YOUR mental health. It's no one else's. I understand that not everyone sees mental health the same way, but believe me, even if it feels like no one is on your side, we all are. Since then, I have come to find that one of my best friends has been battling life crippling anxiety for a lot longer than I knew her for.",52543,0,1.0,1539284382,2,4.35025,78,39.13,50.0,88.5,9.85,15.6,10.26,97.44,56.41,20.51,14.1,6.41,1.28,5.13,1.28,0.0,6.41,2.56,14.1,8.97,1.28,6.41,3.85,21.79,8.97,6.41,0.0,3.85,2.56,3.85,1.28,2.56,1.28,1.28,0.0,10.26,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,19.23,6.41,1.28,3.85,3.85,2.56,6.41,3.85,2.56,0.0,1.28,5.13,0.0,5.13,0.0,0.0,5.13,2.56,1.28,2.56,1.28,0.0,2.56,20.51,1.28,14.1,3.85,10.26,2.56,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,6.41,6.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.56,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69756,1.42222,1.90133,1.0,0,4.3675,0.14 ptsd,73eorj,"[0, 5]","This writing prompt was based on using only the future tense One day, I will break out from the inner sanctuary of your precious little mind. You will believe that you are perfectly fine and happy. I will lead you to the conclusion that the childhood you will experience is just like the same one to be experienced by every child. Thankfully for me, your mother will do a wonderful job of failing you.",1340,0,0.8,1506775345,4,8.314864865,74,69.11,96.04,36.43,97.99,18.5,16.22,95.95,56.76,17.57,13.51,4.05,0.0,9.46,0.0,0.0,4.05,8.11,13.51,13.51,2.7,1.35,0.0,18.92,5.41,2.7,0.0,2.7,1.35,10.81,8.11,2.7,1.35,0.0,1.35,12.16,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,9.46,2.7,4.05,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,0.0,4.05,4.05,1.35,1.35,1.35,6.76,8.11,12.16,1.35,5.41,4.05,5.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.11,5.41,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7008,1.49231,1.93374,0.84,0,8.049324324,0.272348485 ptsd,9g7e4d,"[15, 20]","I phoned my actual therapist, but mostly I sat alone and chained smoked, if someone talked to me I tried to be nice and polite, and I simply reminded myself that all the evidence showed this would be possible in September, that only by acting out could I fuck it up. So I left well, pretending hopefulness I did not feel, with everyone's well wishes. Now I return tomorrow. Disability is paying for my ride, I am taking the train for the first time. It was really a wonderful place.",427,0,0.571428571,1537066765,10,7.38989011,90,17.96,5.99,96.92,84.54,18.0,14.44,92.22,61.11,22.22,14.44,14.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.78,4.44,10.0,8.89,8.89,6.67,1.11,18.89,4.44,0.0,0.0,1.11,1.11,7.78,5.56,2.22,0.0,1.11,1.11,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,3.33,0.0,4.44,4.44,2.22,4.44,3.33,1.11,1.11,1.11,3.33,0.0,1.11,1.11,1.11,4.44,0.0,2.22,1.11,1.11,0.0,7.78,7.78,2.22,14.44,1.11,5.56,7.78,1.11,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,3.33,1.11,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,14.44,5.56,7.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.70879,1.535,1.96045,0.92,3,8.235472527,0.177272727 assistance,77vbv3,"(0, 5)","I used to live with my fiance and her family. Her father is a massive, abusive brute. Kate has medical issues that cause seizures, and whenever she would have one, her father would stand over her, waiting for her to finish so he could berate her for it. He treated her like a seizure was a behavioral issue that just needed enough punishment to solve. Her whole family was pretty bad, honestly.",8078,1,0.6,1508612854,30,6.245416667,72,30.15,97.37,1.0,8.95,14.4,15.28,88.89,55.56,22.22,18.06,2.78,0.0,0.0,15.28,0.0,4.17,4.17,11.11,11.11,4.17,5.56,0.0,19.44,1.39,1.39,1.39,1.39,1.39,6.94,2.78,4.17,0.0,2.78,0.0,22.22,6.94,1.39,12.5,6.94,11.11,1.39,4.17,5.56,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,11.11,4.17,1.39,4.17,0.0,1.39,5.56,6.94,0.0,8.33,1.39,2.78,4.17,0.0,2.78,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.89,6.94,6.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.72805,1.59365,1.96086,0.83,15,6.251,0.048484848 almosthomeless,6wt5nn,"(0, 5)","I recieved an eviction notice on 8/28/17 I have forms for food stamps and mediCal, some of my possessions are at a friends house for safe keeping. I want advice on where to live that is affordable, has a decent college nearby for when I can pay for education, and a place where work is available. My highest education is High School Graduate. If I have to move than that is fine but I need to make a plan so that I manage what little money I may have.",32015,1,0.857142857,1504031033,10,4.826666667,91,52.06,11.35,70.18,84.1,22.75,14.29,87.91,54.95,15.38,10.99,10.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.4,5.49,13.19,12.09,4.4,6.59,0.0,17.58,6.59,2.2,4.4,3.3,1.1,3.3,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,9.89,1.1,1.1,3.3,3.3,0.0,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.3,0.0,2.2,0.0,1.1,9.89,1.1,2.2,5.49,0.0,1.1,0.0,18.68,2.2,12.09,1.1,9.89,1.1,8.79,0.0,1.1,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.89,4.4,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.2,3.0,2.7143,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.73297,1.49744,1.96277,0.87,6,5.574775281,0.199024621 relationships,7q1ny3,"(5, 10)","To make up for it I made a cute little note and I made him a batch of his favorite cookies. I was honestly so damn proud of the gift when I finished putting it together, it looked awesome! To add some context, I have attended a few games with him (and the rest of the family) and absolutely loved them. I didn’t care about the actual games themselves, but I loved being there with my family and the cool atmosphere and stuff. Well, apparently my dad didn’t think it was so awesome.",28270,0,1.0,1515809630,1,6.810842105,93,29.7,41.5,26.35,99.0,18.6,15.05,92.47,60.22,20.43,15.05,9.68,0.0,0.0,3.23,2.15,5.38,8.6,10.75,6.45,8.6,9.68,2.15,13.98,6.45,0.0,1.08,0.0,3.23,12.9,11.83,1.08,0.0,1.08,0.0,13.98,3.23,0.0,0.0,4.3,10.75,1.08,3.23,0.0,2.15,1.08,3.23,2.15,1.08,0.0,1.08,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,10.75,7.53,1.08,1.08,1.08,0.0,9.68,5.38,0.0,6.45,2.15,3.23,1.08,0.0,5.38,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,1.08,0.0,4.3,1.08,0.0,13.98,4.3,4.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,2.15,2.15,0.0,3.0,2.5,3.0,1.3333,1.1429,1.0,1.69427,1.51795,1.99976,0.6,7,7.222105263,0.447115385 homeless,93wf83,"[5, 10]","I work full time, but the money I'm spending just to get by is preventing me from saving up to get a place and get ahead again. I'm 30, and I've never been in this spot before, always been successful and had a good life. But now I'm here, and I have no idea what to do. Not sure what I'm expecting out of this post. Just venting I guess.",1679,1,1.0,1533186372,15,2.3352,70,13.85,1.67,99.0,93.21,14.0,7.14,95.71,67.14,18.57,12.86,12.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,4.29,15.71,15.71,8.57,8.57,4.29,22.86,4.29,1.43,2.86,1.43,0.0,4.29,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.86,1.43,0.0,1.43,1.43,4.29,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,12.86,0.0,4.29,1.43,7.14,1.43,4.29,20.0,2.86,18.57,0.0,7.14,10.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,7.14,5.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.8333,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.68745,1.39077,1.86512,0.84,11,4.105333333,0.3875 assistance,61eiq6,"(35, 40)","Where do I go with this kind of shit? I'm not violent or suicidal, so the hospital is a no go. But I don't really know where you seek help outside the ER. I dunno the process, how you set up organized appointments, how you pay (got insurance however), don't know any of it All I know is the shit I've seen really affects me to the point where I have a home and a job yet still feel so disconnected from normal society",51546,1,0.8,1490428087,20,4.764886364,83,11.45,7.43,98.25,1.0,20.75,15.66,93.98,60.24,15.66,13.25,9.64,0.0,3.61,0.0,0.0,2.41,9.64,7.23,9.64,14.46,9.64,4.82,20.48,3.61,0.0,6.02,0.0,2.41,3.61,0.0,3.61,0.0,3.61,0.0,6.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.48,4.82,3.61,0.0,4.82,1.2,7.23,2.41,1.2,0.0,1.2,3.61,2.41,1.2,0.0,0.0,3.61,1.2,0.0,2.41,1.2,0.0,3.61,16.87,0.0,12.05,2.41,7.23,2.41,3.61,0.0,1.2,2.41,0.0,1.2,4.82,2.41,1.2,0.0,1.2,1.2,15.66,2.41,4.82,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.82,2.41,0.0,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73252,1.45352,1.86783,0.8,6,6.694454545,0.14375 relationships,7oqi6s,"[10, 15]","She then decided to go to a party without me and said ""I would cancel my plans to see you, but you won't do the same for me. All you do is push me away and act like a complete asshole."" even though she was the one who left. I told her I didn't want to see her tonight after she tried to bait me into going over to her house. She was telling me I'm an asshole and the cause of all of her sadness, why would I want to go there?",1479,0,0.6,1515331011,0,0.46625,93,35.22,45.71,20.84,4.24,18.6,8.6,96.77,67.74,24.73,23.66,11.83,0.0,3.23,8.6,0.0,1.08,6.45,17.2,10.75,4.3,6.45,3.23,25.81,2.15,3.23,2.15,1.08,2.15,4.3,1.08,3.23,0.0,2.15,1.08,17.2,0.0,0.0,8.6,0.0,15.05,1.08,2.15,4.3,0.0,3.23,4.3,3.23,2.15,1.08,0.0,2.15,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.3,1.08,2.15,1.08,0.0,0.0,8.6,10.75,5.38,11.83,4.3,4.3,3.23,0.0,1.08,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.15,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.9,4.3,2.15,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,2.15,3.23,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.75,3.0,1.2857,1.125,1.0,1.71314,1.53171,1.90556,0.4,7,2.365,0.033333333 survivorsofabuse,6hy8fu,"[0, 5]","Hello, I'm 22, female and from the UK. I'm kind of freaking out right now because I think something happened to me as a child. I don't even know, I'm sorry I wish I had something concrete to say but I don't think I could even type it out. The problem is I've recently moved to Japan on my own and have no one to talk to here. I would normally talk to my boyfriend but he's not awake and I don't even know what I'd say to him - I don't even feel like I can say anything out loud even if I was with him.",894,1,0.8,1497765938,8,0.042931034,105,4.17,4.35,78.4,1.91,21.0,11.43,93.33,68.57,25.71,20.95,18.1,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,4.76,2.86,14.29,16.19,6.67,7.62,5.71,25.71,3.81,2.86,0.95,1.9,0.0,2.86,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.95,11.43,0.0,0.95,0.95,3.81,18.1,4.76,0.95,5.71,4.76,0.0,3.81,4.76,0.0,3.81,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.81,1.9,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.95,3.81,21.9,0.95,7.62,0.95,4.76,1.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.1,4.76,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.0,9.52,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.714,1.504,1.90423,0.91,15,2.259862069,0.153968254 food_pantry,83bev4,"(0, 5)","Hi there, Wall of text: I moved to the area for a job transfer, but that was completely botched and I had to find a new job. My initial start date was 2/12, but a hospital stay from 2/9-2/19 messed with that. I *finally* get to start on Monday (3/12), but in addition to not having had a proper paycheck in over a month, ~~I've only got a package of eggs left~~.",25027,1,0.571428571,1520640332,6,8.673378995,77,89.94,14.93,99.0,25.77,25.67,11.69,81.82,53.25,9.09,6.49,6.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,9.09,16.88,7.79,5.19,5.19,1.3,18.18,1.3,0.0,0.0,10.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,7.79,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,5.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,0.0,1.3,0.0,1.3,5.19,1.3,0.0,1.3,2.6,0.0,9.09,7.79,0.0,23.38,3.9,10.39,10.39,5.19,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,29.87,3.9,6.49,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,1.3,2.6,12.99,2.375,2.4444,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.73449,1.5931,1.80754,0.8,22,8.447945205,0.033766234 relationships,7rwls0,"(0, 5)","My boyfriend and I have been together for 2 years, he's in college and he wants to work to have extra spending money, his friend who works at a restaurant said that he'd help him get a job there. The staff at this restaurant are at least 90% female and I'm not really okay with this, I don't know what to say to him about it so I haven't mentioned the thing about other girls, but I have expressed that I would rather he not get a job. My family is from Chile and my father had an investors Visa and that is how we got to the US, my parents are very well off and I have told my boyfriend that I'd be completely fine with financially supporting him at least even just while he's in school, and he said he still wants a job ""for the social aspect as well"". Which kinda seemed odd to me, why would he want job for the social aspect even if he doesn't need the money? When the job is at a place that is over 90% female?",46961,1,0.6,1516522657,0,9.761885125,186,16.01,70.47,2.45,75.63,37.2,7.53,96.77,66.67,22.58,15.59,7.53,1.08,0.0,6.99,0.0,6.99,6.99,12.9,12.37,9.14,7.53,2.69,20.43,3.76,1.61,3.23,1.61,1.61,2.69,2.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.82,1.61,1.61,1.61,8.6,11.29,1.08,1.08,4.84,1.61,0.54,4.3,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,9.68,5.91,1.08,1.61,1.61,0.0,3.76,14.52,1.08,8.06,0.0,5.91,2.15,6.45,2.15,0.54,3.23,0.0,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.54,0.54,1.08,0.0,12.9,1.61,3.76,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,1.08,4.3,0.0,1.08,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.69016,1.5241,1.92662,0.27,80,9.025787923,0.012777778 ptsd,6a43k9,"(65, 70)","A couple months after we though she was out of our lives, she broke into our house at 2 am. I was playing diablo 2, as at this point in my life I had severe insomnia. I heard the break in and woke my dad and his new girlfriend up [my dad has had a lot of women in his life....] saying dotty had broken in. I had seen her from the balcony of our stairs when getting my dad. Had i not been up, My dad had thought I had broken a cup or something and wasnt going to bother checking, I was known for having insomnia at this point in my life already, so she may very well have attacked any one of us that night.",51158,1,0.8,1494317158,5,6.188372093,128,31.26,65.21,88.24,7.63,21.33,8.59,95.31,64.06,21.88,18.75,10.16,3.91,0.0,4.69,0.0,3.12,3.91,16.41,13.28,4.69,6.25,1.56,21.88,3.91,1.56,0.78,2.34,2.34,4.69,1.56,3.12,0.0,1.56,0.78,14.84,3.12,0.78,3.91,4.69,7.81,1.56,0.0,0.0,3.91,0.0,3.12,2.34,0.78,1.56,0.0,4.69,0.0,4.69,0.0,0.0,7.81,4.69,0.0,2.34,0.78,0.0,14.06,3.12,1.56,17.97,0.78,11.72,4.69,0.0,0.78,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.78,0.0,12.5,7.03,3.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75539,1.65586,1.86514,0.86,6,6.973294574,-0.115909091 domesticviolence,6q0wh3,"[10, 15]","he could not understand why i resented him, when in his mind, it was ME who was being 'abusive'. because i couldnt fake being into sex with him, which made me a 'bad girlfriend', because i wasn't ecstatic about always having to take on every responsibility and basically take care of him as if he were a child. he constantly told me that i was just playing the victim, when it reality it was really him who actually was the victim. i was the 'bad person' in the relationship. WELL FUCK YOU.",694,1,0.6,1501208931,19,7.160744681,92,3.65,50.0,6.6,1.0,18.4,16.3,97.83,71.74,26.09,18.48,8.7,0.0,1.09,8.7,0.0,7.61,6.52,9.78,14.13,10.87,7.61,3.26,22.83,2.17,1.09,6.52,0.0,1.09,13.04,4.35,8.7,0.0,3.26,0.0,17.39,0.0,1.09,0.0,8.7,15.22,1.09,4.35,3.26,1.09,2.17,5.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,9.78,2.17,0.0,3.26,2.17,2.17,10.87,5.43,0.0,8.7,0.0,4.35,4.35,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,1.09,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,18.48,5.43,5.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.61,0.0,0.0,2.7778,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.69525,1.51026,1.87733,1.0,4,8.688808511,-0.25 anxiety,7ojz2k,"[1, 6]","I can’t stop sweating, the second I cough up phlegm there is immediately more and I’m like gagging on it, my nose is stuffed and I have to actively try to breathe, I feel so uncomfortable, I’m losing my mind. I’ve hit my breaking point and I’m just sobbing uncontrollably. I’m stressing because I’ve already had to use sick time at work this year and it’s only the first week, the house is covered in all of my sick germs and I don’t have the strength to disinfect it, the laundry is piling up and the house is messy. I probably sound like an absolute baby right now but I can’t do multiple days of being incapacitated. I feel like shit and can’t do anything I need to get done.",1390,1,1.0,1515254163,11,2.416489362,130,17.02,1.92,94.81,1.0,26.0,16.92,92.31,60.77,18.46,14.62,14.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,5.38,11.54,15.38,6.15,7.69,3.08,22.31,3.08,3.08,0.0,1.54,2.31,8.46,1.54,6.92,2.31,0.77,1.54,0.77,0.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.77,1.54,1.54,0.77,2.31,1.54,3.08,3.08,0.0,0.77,1.54,5.38,3.08,2.31,0.0,0.0,6.92,0.0,3.08,2.31,0.77,1.54,2.31,21.54,0.0,12.31,0.0,5.38,6.92,0.77,0.0,2.31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.77,0.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.92,3.85,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.46,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.76202,1.49897,1.87152,0.93,25,4.223705674,-0.059013605 assistance,9jihg7,"(10, 15)","I plan on putting these essays either in my portfolio or a separate writing site as soon as I finish them, so you'd probably get in trouble for plagiarizing if your teacher uses a plagiarism detection tool (which most do these days). Hope y'all have a wonderful day and evening! ​ Update: Thanks for all the wonderful ideas! I'm looking forward to brainstorming them all and seeing which ones are the best fit for me!",30726,0,1.0,1538096157,0,6.840384615,75,51.43,44.71,91.75,97.78,18.75,21.33,90.67,50.67,18.67,13.33,6.67,0.0,4.0,0.0,2.67,5.33,6.67,12.0,6.67,4.0,9.33,0.0,17.33,9.33,6.67,2.67,0.0,5.33,8.0,6.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.67,1.33,1.33,2.67,6.67,2.67,5.33,2.67,2.67,0.0,0.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,2.67,2.67,2.67,1.33,0.0,10.67,4.0,18.67,2.67,9.33,9.33,4.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.67,1.33,1.33,1.33,1.33,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,2.67,2.67,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.375,1.0,1.0,1.73967,1.52459,1.92175,0.5,8,6.832461538,0.571428571 anxiety,716fk5,"(27, 32)","Anyway, that's what's eating the most right now. Doing everything I can to show people that they matter, but treating myself like the worst human being ever. I sincerely hope all of you find the help you seek, and I want you to know that every single one of you is the most important person in the world. I love you stranger, and I want you to feel like the MVP you are. EDIT: grammar and missing words",36496,0,0.8,1505857758,5,3.841166667,78,39.13,96.34,17.46,73.64,15.6,8.97,92.31,57.69,24.36,17.95,7.69,0.0,8.97,0.0,1.28,6.41,7.69,10.26,8.97,3.85,5.13,0.0,17.95,5.13,6.41,1.28,2.56,6.41,7.69,5.13,2.56,0.0,0.0,1.28,17.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,3.85,0.0,3.85,3.85,5.13,1.28,2.56,1.28,0.0,1.28,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,6.41,2.56,0.0,3.85,0.0,1.28,0.0,15.38,1.28,6.41,0.0,3.85,2.56,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,14.1,5.13,5.13,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.56,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.72209,1.48529,2.00523,0.86,0,4.655,0.141428571 anxiety,7ey3kz,"[5, 10]","What temperature is it outside? What do is smell? What do I️ taste? What do I️ see? It can go on, I️ stop when I’m feeling more present.",925,0,1.0,1511423796,32,-1.80137931,28,1.0,7.67,99.0,25.77,5.6,14.29,96.43,67.86,35.71,14.29,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.43,0.0,7.14,25.0,3.57,3.57,0.0,32.14,3.57,3.57,17.86,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,3.57,0.0,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,35.71,0.0,21.43,3.57,7.14,10.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,2.6,1.375,1.1818,1.0,1.822,1.45185,1.85615,1.0,6,0.506482759,0.166666667 domesticviolence,9a4aop,"[10, 15]",My current bf does not care about guy friends and trusts me to not put myself in a precarious position. When does this feeling of guilt go away? I cant spend the rest of my life working and spending time at home away from other people. The level of anxiety is near panic attack and occasionally leads to one to the point where I dont eat and barely sleep for days. TL;DR: feeling guilty over nothing from being conditioned in a previously abusive relationship.,98,1,1.0,1535172390,5,6.055387597,85,85.18,14.48,99.0,1.0,17.0,17.65,95.29,54.12,9.41,7.06,7.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.35,5.88,20.0,5.88,4.71,5.88,5.88,17.65,1.18,0.0,2.35,1.18,0.0,9.41,2.35,7.06,4.71,2.35,0.0,7.06,0.0,3.53,0.0,2.35,11.76,2.35,1.18,0.0,2.35,1.18,4.71,2.35,0.0,0.0,2.35,4.71,1.18,2.35,0.0,1.18,10.59,3.53,2.35,4.71,0.0,1.18,1.18,12.94,0.0,23.53,3.53,12.94,7.06,2.35,0.0,1.18,2.35,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.24,4.71,0.0,1.18,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8333,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.78835,1.64054,1.86542,1.0,0,6.602325581,-0.091666667 assistance,7x25f2,"(0, 5)","We are in need of immediate help and I dont know where else to turn. I have recently suffered major nerve damage that has severely diminished the use and mobilty of my arms and causes insufferable pain in my neck, shoulders, & arms and in turn, cost me my long time position with Apple. We are now 3 months behind on rent and we have less than a week to come up with the money or the landlord will be foreclosed on and we will be evicted. And we have nowhere to go. Here’s a bit behind our predicament.",15094,1,1.0,1518454895,0,5.507833333,98,61.73,58.08,96.16,1.0,19.6,14.29,90.82,58.16,13.27,12.24,6.12,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.02,5.1,16.33,11.22,3.06,8.16,2.04,20.41,3.06,3.06,1.02,1.02,2.04,4.08,0.0,4.08,0.0,0.0,1.02,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.16,1.02,2.04,1.02,1.02,1.02,3.06,1.02,0.0,0.0,1.02,6.12,5.1,1.02,0.0,0.0,9.18,7.14,0.0,3.06,0.0,0.0,1.02,18.37,2.04,22.45,4.08,12.24,6.12,0.0,0.0,2.04,3.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.2,5.1,3.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,1.02,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73933,1.60964,1.78746,0.33,2,6.014,-0.159027778 relationships,7nkoxg,"(0, 5)","it’s the first relationship I’ve been in that feels “serious” and friends comment on how well we get along in public. We laugh a lot and we have the same sense of humor. I have been known as sort of a funny person and this is the first girl I’ve been with in a relationship that consistently makes me laugh hard. Plus she is very caring and sweet, a good friend. We have not had a serious fight in a long time, maybe more than 3 months.",20137,0,0.8,1514874243,2,5.415666667,87,55.99,89.68,47.93,98.62,17.4,8.05,97.7,59.77,14.94,10.34,4.6,4.6,0.0,1.15,0.0,4.6,10.34,13.79,13.79,4.6,8.05,1.15,18.39,11.49,4.6,1.15,3.45,2.3,12.64,9.2,3.45,0.0,1.15,0.0,16.09,0.0,2.3,2.3,0.0,11.49,3.45,2.3,0.0,3.45,0.0,2.3,6.9,0.0,2.3,2.3,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,14.94,9.2,2.3,0.0,3.45,0.0,5.75,12.64,0.0,11.49,0.0,6.9,4.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,13.79,5.75,2.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.3,3.45,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.5714,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.72204,1.6411,1.94506,0.76,6,5.721111111,0.146354167 domesticviolence,7cbb5z,"(90, 95)",I want him to die because then we'll be truly safe. But I don't want him to suffer. There have been times when I did. And I denied that there was ever any love because that was easier than accepting that a man who once loved his family decided he hated them so much he wanted to kill them. I've still got half my life to lead.,39403,1,0.714285714,1510437389,3,2.727857143,67,1.0,77.22,10.38,94.38,13.4,5.97,100.0,64.18,26.87,20.9,8.96,1.49,0.0,7.46,2.99,5.97,1.49,7.46,13.43,10.45,10.45,1.49,26.87,4.48,2.99,2.99,2.99,2.99,13.43,8.96,4.48,0.0,2.99,1.49,19.4,1.49,0.0,0.0,8.96,19.4,2.99,4.48,4.48,1.49,2.99,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.48,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,11.94,5.97,1.49,2.99,1.49,1.49,13.43,11.94,2.99,10.45,1.49,0.0,8.96,1.49,1.49,1.49,0.0,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.94,7.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.48,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68302,1.47576,1.91579,1.0,9,4.367142857,0.138888889 anxiety,95u5no,"(5, 10)",This is all 1 days worth of stuff and it’s not even everything but this has been going on for months. My mum says she doesn’t know what to do with me that I’ve always been mildly anxious but it’s just completely spiralled out of control since Christmas time. Also I can’t sleep I’m getting 5 hours ish a night and I used to get 8 hours everyday. I don’t know what to do whether I’m justified going to a doctor or I’m just being stupid and making people with real anxiety and other mental illness look bad I feel like I’m being stupid and I hate my personality. Edit:sorry I haven’t posted on here before so I’m a bit worried I’ve come to the wrong sub or written it wrong.,13398,1,1.0,1533797816,2,0.814091954,132,8.02,2.93,98.47,1.0,26.4,11.36,93.18,59.85,21.97,12.88,12.12,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.0,9.09,3.03,12.12,15.15,5.3,9.09,3.79,26.52,6.82,1.52,2.27,2.27,1.52,7.58,0.0,7.58,2.27,2.27,0.76,3.79,0.76,0.0,1.52,0.0,16.67,3.03,3.79,0.0,1.52,3.79,6.82,2.27,0.76,0.76,0.76,2.27,0.76,1.52,0.0,0.0,5.3,0.0,0.0,1.52,1.52,2.27,3.79,18.94,1.52,12.88,2.27,2.27,8.33,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.39,3.79,0.0,0.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.85,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.75631,1.46476,1.81319,1.0,4,3.153793103,-0.269642857 assistance,902htn,"(25, 30)","Between losing my job, my unborn baby and my husband losing his job I am overwhelmed and pretty much numb. Bills are piling up fast and I don't know what to do anymore. I make vinyl decals but just started out so I am not making much at the moment. My husband just did paperwork for a new job today and I am waiting to hear back on a job I interviewed for. Unfourtunatley it won't be soon enough because the finance company for my car called and said I need to pay $439 by tomorrow, another $439 by the end of the month.",49126,1,1.0,1531972816,0,7.250555556,104,48.13,22.08,90.44,5.37,20.8,14.42,91.35,56.73,16.35,12.5,11.54,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.0,3.85,5.77,13.46,8.65,4.81,7.69,2.88,19.23,0.96,0.0,0.96,1.92,2.88,3.85,0.96,2.88,0.96,0.0,2.88,8.65,2.88,0.0,0.0,2.88,7.69,0.96,2.88,0.96,0.96,0.0,1.92,1.92,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.81,1.92,1.92,0.96,0.0,1.92,3.85,11.54,2.88,16.35,1.92,4.81,11.54,8.65,0.0,0.0,2.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.58,4.81,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,1.92,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72631,1.54253,1.90528,0.33,4,8.130296296,0.026623377 anxiety,8qeb7n,"[40, 45]","Sometimes my voice catches for a minute and I flush dark red. I feel like my heart is in my throat, like it's closed up a bit. Bump. Bump. Bump.",1494,1,0.571428571,1528761436,20,-1.769032258,30,83.85,4.8,99.0,25.77,6.0,6.67,83.33,50.0,20.0,16.67,16.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,6.67,16.67,6.67,0.0,3.33,0.0,10.0,3.33,6.67,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,13.33,6.67,3.33,3.33,6.67,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,10.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.33,16.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.4444,3.0,1.4444,1.1818,1.0,1.78087,1.775,2.05142,0.93,5,-0.610709677,-0.083333333 stress,86u3zt,"(0, 5)","Hello, You are invited to complete a survey for a WMU psychology department research project designed to assess treatment preferences among adults seeking treatment for a variety of concerns. We hope to learn if and how preferences for treatment change over time, and if patient’s perception of their treatment’s match to their preferences is related to the benefit received from treatment. The survey is open to anyone ages 18 or older who is currently engaged in mental health treatment for at least one month and four therapy sessions, and not longer than one year. If you choose to participate, you will be asked to provide some demographic/background information, respond to survey items about your preferences for treatment and how they have changed over time, and about your quality of life. The survey may take between 30-40 minutes to complete.",32438,0,0.833333333,1521908925,3,15.99181818,141,91.34,91.1,29.28,66.07,28.2,29.08,81.56,46.81,7.8,6.38,0.0,0.71,3.55,0.0,2.13,1.42,4.26,19.86,5.67,2.84,8.51,0.71,9.93,4.26,3.55,2.13,4.26,2.13,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.73,6.38,2.84,5.67,5.67,1.42,4.26,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,4.26,1.42,0.0,1.42,1.42,0.0,1.42,8.51,2.13,12.77,2.13,4.96,6.38,4.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.64,3.55,4.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.71,0.0,1.42,0.0,0.71,3.0,2.6667,2.8,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.70118,1.50569,1.86595,1.0,0,13.05770629,-0.004166667 ptsd,693g89,"[35, 40]","I feel like I've failed. I keep having this fear that I've made it all up. Everything. That I made up the rape, and made up the traumatizing feelings, made up the emotions. I'm afraid that I just have a very sick, sick dramatic mind that is just making up terrible shit to try and destroy me or something?",938,1,1.0,1493848129,4,2.926290323,59,27.64,6.37,84.61,1.0,11.8,13.56,98.31,61.02,27.12,13.56,13.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.56,6.78,11.86,10.17,5.08,5.08,0.0,23.73,6.78,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,18.64,0.0,16.95,3.39,5.08,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.34,3.39,8.47,0.0,5.08,3.39,1.69,3.39,0.0,0.0,3.39,6.78,1.69,3.39,1.69,0.0,13.56,0.0,3.39,11.86,0.0,1.69,6.78,13.56,0.0,8.47,0.0,8.47,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.64,6.78,5.08,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.4444,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.84537,1.59231,1.88833,0.76,5,3.90083871,-0.57202381 relationships,7r4omo,"[0, 5]","Long story but a few years ago my wife of fifteen years, who had never been with anyone else opened up and told me she fantasized a lot about being with other men, and considered herself somewhat polyamorous. I was upset and it took a couple of years of us discussing this before I started to feel more comfortable with things. We eventually started swinging (only about once every couple of months and always same room) as it seemed like a way for us to explore this part of her together, and it ended up being a lot of fun and something I really enjoyed that brought us closer together. Well, it’s been a couple of years and I’ve felt happy and comfortable with where we are at but I decided to ask my wife the other day and she said she was happy but she also had a desire to date people separately, and would be willing to try it if I was. This was really hard for me to hear.",341,0,0.6,1516226356,48,7.103735632,172,35.82,71.95,87.51,95.29,34.4,12.79,99.42,62.21,20.93,12.21,5.81,2.91,0.0,3.49,0.0,8.72,4.65,15.7,8.72,6.4,9.3,0.58,18.02,8.14,3.49,1.16,1.16,5.81,6.4,5.23,0.58,0.58,0.0,0.0,15.12,1.16,0.58,4.65,0.58,15.7,3.49,0.0,1.74,4.65,1.74,5.81,2.91,0.0,1.16,1.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.72,5.23,0.58,1.16,1.74,0.0,11.05,4.65,0.58,18.02,1.74,6.98,9.3,0.0,1.16,0.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.58,0.0,8.14,2.91,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,1.16,0.0,3.0,2.7857,3.0,1.2857,1.1429,1.0,1.70295,1.52,1.91385,0.79,54,7.615517241,0.210555556 almosthomeless,8oqu7y,"[10, 15]","* Fix your own car. Google/youtube your problem, Ive saved thousands of dollars because I replaced my own window switch, sunvisor, hood latch, lights, etc... Not to mention each time I get a bit more confidence. Food/Grocery * This is my[ reference website for food because I dont want to eat rice and beans every day. * Stop eating out if you can help it.",670,0,1.0,1528205701,45,1.927282609,65,42.69,37.9,33.6,25.77,13.0,20.0,81.54,38.46,16.92,13.85,9.23,0.0,4.62,0.0,0.0,3.08,1.54,7.69,6.15,0.0,6.15,3.08,10.77,1.54,1.54,0.0,1.54,6.15,3.08,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.85,1.54,3.08,4.62,1.54,3.08,3.08,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,10.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.77,7.69,1.54,1.54,3.08,3.08,3.08,0.0,10.77,0.0,9.23,3.08,1.54,4.62,0.0,1.54,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,30.77,10.77,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.31,2.8,2.8889,3.0,1.1111,1.1818,1.0,1.70554,1.69434,1.96098,1.0,18,2.65201087,0.566666667 survivorsofabuse,6dz447,"(15, 20)","So I let myself get sucked in and... The incident that occured was that I threw a fit - my arms and legs thrashing in all directions. I had no idea what was happening, I came out of it terrified and there was one guy left in the room. This guy told me I was possessed by an evil spirit. I remember thinking, he felt ""off"".",43164,1,0.8,1496046082,5,2.823076923,65,34.3,14.07,99.0,1.0,13.0,13.85,95.38,58.46,23.08,15.38,13.85,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,7.69,6.15,10.77,9.23,3.08,6.15,1.54,24.62,3.08,0.0,1.54,1.54,1.54,4.62,0.0,4.62,1.54,1.54,0.0,6.15,0.0,3.08,0.0,4.62,7.69,6.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,3.08,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,18.46,1.54,0.0,20.0,3.08,13.85,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.46,10.77,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5556,2.5,3.0,1.1429,1.3333,1.0,1.75488,1.59286,1.83366,0.86,2,4.184615385,-0.2 relationships,7sf1ly,"(10, 15)","This isn't the first time this has happened, even with my ex I used to put effort into creating funny and deep conversations and she'd make quite surface level replies, but I thought it was because she was severely depressed so I didn't mind making an effort with her. Am I missing something? She doesn't have many hobbies and works in a pub so I can't talk about her interests really as the only think she kinda likes is textiles and she doesn't do it anymore as she's so focused on her job. I should probably mention she's really really shy, which she has admitted to me. For example, when we meet in person, she's so nervous that she's physically shaking for about 15 minutes until she relaxes.",36233,0,0.6,1516720545,0,4.583043478,128,2.34,65.21,9.92,14.89,25.6,19.53,96.09,63.28,24.22,17.97,6.25,0.78,0.0,10.94,0.0,6.25,3.12,11.72,14.06,10.16,10.94,3.91,24.22,4.69,1.56,1.56,1.56,0.78,8.59,3.91,4.69,2.34,0.0,1.56,18.75,0.0,0.0,10.94,0.0,15.62,2.34,3.91,0.78,3.12,0.0,5.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.78,0.0,0.78,0.0,0.0,6.25,2.34,3.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.69,15.62,0.0,10.94,0.78,5.47,4.69,3.12,2.34,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.62,3.12,3.91,0.0,0.0,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.81,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.7778,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.7546,1.53504,1.84855,0.32,41,5.867362319,0.055555556 anxiety,7n45ww,"(0, 5)","Hello, As is probably always the case, I have no idea how to start this post. My girlfriend of the past year asked me to sit and talk to her yesterday where she opened up and told me how the relationship had run its course and how there was no chance it could be saved. I have known something wasn't quite right for a while and should have made efforts to make changes long before now. We are still going to remain friends as best we can until the tenancy on our flat runs out.",23246,1,0.6,1514668906,6,9.0665625,95,23.69,73.62,92.1,45.09,23.75,9.47,95.79,63.16,14.74,10.53,5.26,3.16,0.0,2.11,0.0,4.21,5.26,14.74,12.63,8.42,11.58,3.16,22.11,5.26,4.21,4.21,0.0,0.0,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.63,0.0,2.11,2.11,0.0,16.84,2.11,6.32,2.11,4.21,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,7.37,2.11,2.11,1.05,0.0,9.47,14.74,1.05,25.26,4.21,9.47,10.53,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.37,4.21,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.875,3.0,1.2308,1.0,1.0,1.75346,1.54831,1.87699,1.0,11,7.7825,0.192142857 assistance,8ldreb,"(0, 5)","Unfortunately with the way things have worked out this month, I am left with little cash until my SSDI is deposited a week from Friday. And normally I’d say I’d just wait until then to take my dog, Kane, to the vet, but he has developed a little bit of a cough, and he doesn’t seem as active as he normally is (<2yo chocolate lab, so he should be pretty active). I called the vet and they suspect it could be heartworms, so while I have the $50 for the office visit, I don’t have the $45 for the test. Any help towards this would be greatly appreciated. I can pay back, but as sad as it sounds, I might have to make it in a couple payments as I’m on a fixed income.",32828,1,0.833333333,1527024286,0,7.485375587,134,38.39,32.72,34.79,53.85,26.8,8.96,91.04,61.94,16.42,11.94,8.21,0.0,0.0,2.99,0.75,4.48,8.96,14.93,15.67,2.99,11.94,1.49,21.64,5.97,3.73,0.0,1.49,2.24,4.48,2.99,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.75,6.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.99,10.45,2.24,0.75,3.73,2.99,0.0,1.49,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.75,0.0,0.75,2.99,0.75,0.75,1.49,0.75,0.0,2.24,14.93,1.49,13.43,0.75,6.72,6.72,5.22,0.0,0.0,3.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.66,3.73,7.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.73,1.49,2.24,2.8462,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70501,1.52407,1.86425,0.33,7,8.348450704,-0.049404762 domesticviolence,9y0u86,"[65, 70]","He has made me eat until I literally threw up, then forced me to eat my vomit. He plays mental games that are pure torture. He knows how to break me down mentally until I just become ruined for a period of time. He will point guns at me. He made me play Russian Roulette (turns out the gun wasn't loaded but he used a hand trick to make it appear loaded.",934,1,0.8,1542495168,8,3.677671233,72,49.05,28.91,87.07,2.09,14.4,6.94,88.89,54.17,22.22,19.44,11.11,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,2.78,4.17,15.28,6.94,2.78,6.94,1.39,20.83,1.39,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,8.33,2.78,5.56,0.0,2.78,1.39,9.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,18.06,4.17,8.33,0.0,1.39,1.39,2.78,2.78,1.39,0.0,1.39,5.56,1.39,1.39,0.0,2.78,5.56,1.39,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,6.94,12.5,2.78,18.06,2.78,6.94,6.94,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,6.94,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.39,1.39,0.0,2.625,2.7778,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.87951,1.75522,1.80359,0.91,3,4.813589041,-0.073544974 anxiety,7kcnod,"(0, 5)","I posted in this subreddit about 6 years ago and find myself here again. I am just venting, and hoping someone can normalize me... but I know it’s probably 1 in a million posts. The past several months have been horrific. I deal with death on a daily basis at my job, and worked the 1 October shooting in Las Vegas. Then, on 10/15, my mother was rushed to the hospital for a seizure.",45096,1,0.857142857,1513496766,7,2.641542857,75,66.17,17.53,98.01,50.67,12.5,16.0,81.33,54.67,14.67,10.67,10.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,8.0,13.33,8.0,6.67,6.67,0.0,13.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,8.0,1.33,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,9.33,2.67,1.33,1.33,4.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,8.0,2.67,20.0,1.33,8.0,10.67,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.67,10.67,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,1.33,2.6667,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69685,1.61786,1.86658,1.0,1,4.321904762,-0.3125 relationships,7q2msh,"(20, 25)","4)/5) Couldn't count it. He loses sleep because he games until 2-3 AM regularly. I think 4 hours might be a low-end estimate, but I don't want to say he games EVERY day. He doesn't go out with ""real life"" friends, except if I invite him out with my friends. Numerically - yes, we spend time together, but about 12 of those hours are spent sleeping.",29449,0,0.8,1515820825,0,3.602571429,68,29.74,61.58,37.68,1.76,13.6,13.24,83.82,50.0,17.65,14.71,5.88,1.47,0.0,7.35,0.0,2.94,1.47,13.24,10.29,2.94,7.35,4.41,22.06,1.47,0.0,0.0,8.82,1.47,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,2.94,17.65,0.0,2.94,0.0,7.35,14.71,1.47,1.47,4.41,2.94,1.47,5.88,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,4.41,2.94,1.47,0.0,0.0,11.76,8.82,1.47,1.47,0.0,1.47,1.47,16.18,1.47,17.65,1.47,5.88,10.29,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,29.41,7.35,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.41,2.94,4.41,2.94,1.47,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.75783,1.60345,1.99089,0.44,10,4.872857143,-0.05 assistance,9vuatr,"[0, 5]","I've been looking around this sub for a while without posting. I'd like to do my part to help. Although there's a significant number of requesters who are just lazy and exaggerate their bad situations, there's a few people who actually would benefit from a bit of extra money every month. I recently spoke with a poster who claimed they had all the free time in the world and couldn't work, after I sent them $80 for a bill and a meal, they claimed they were always really busy and couldn't ever talk. **Criteria:**",195,0,1.0,1541856607,94,4.00230198,94,47.78,58.41,37.87,25.77,18.8,17.02,88.3,59.57,14.89,10.64,5.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.32,4.26,9.57,13.83,12.77,7.45,6.38,3.19,15.96,6.38,3.19,3.19,1.06,6.38,4.26,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.7,0.0,0.0,3.19,0.0,4.26,4.26,2.13,1.06,1.06,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.06,6.38,1.06,2.13,2.13,1.06,1.06,5.32,7.45,0.0,12.77,1.06,3.19,8.51,2.13,0.0,0.0,3.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.21,4.26,3.19,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.38,0.0,5.32,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.1667,1.0,1.0,1.68185,1.40769,1.85957,0.88,98,4.989195545,-0.030555556 ptsd,99fsr9,"[3, 8]","But then I get angry so quickly and I feel terrible because I snapped at someone who didn’t deserve it and I just don’t understand where it comes from. Or I’ll suddenly start thinking about what happened to me and I’ll get really really depressed, again out of nowhere. One minute I’m functioning okay and the next I seem like someone else. I don’t know if this is a symptom of my PTSD or if there’s something else mentally wrong with me that’s being piled on top of the PTSD. I was just recently diagnosed so I guess I’m still trying to figure out what’s the PTSD and what’s just me losing my mind.",1348,1,1.0,1534962259,5,0.823066667,114,2.05,1.0,99.0,1.0,22.8,16.67,92.11,66.67,24.56,14.91,14.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.65,3.51,11.4,12.28,11.4,12.28,3.51,23.68,5.26,2.63,4.39,0.88,0.0,5.26,0.88,4.39,0.0,0.88,1.75,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.05,6.14,0.88,1.75,8.77,0.88,8.77,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.88,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,2.63,0.88,1.75,1.75,2.63,15.79,2.63,14.91,1.75,6.14,7.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,14.91,4.39,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.65,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.5,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7038,1.3913,1.85254,0.79,11,2.5752,-0.046666667 domesticviolence,8llkv5,"(55, 60)","It took some time. And took me running down the street with our 3 year old son in my arms with him chasing me for me to finally get away. Understand that what i have wrote here is literally just the tip of the iceberg.. i could write about it all, but i would need to write a book. I dont think i would ever run out of things to write about. I have seen 1 doctor since leaving him and he said i have PTSD... i dont like talking about it so i never went back.",10822,0,0.6,1527099208,2,2.340519481,97,27.51,17.67,83.33,25.77,13.86,8.25,92.78,64.95,23.71,17.53,13.4,1.03,0.0,3.09,0.0,6.19,4.12,17.53,9.28,10.31,4.12,3.09,26.8,0.0,1.03,1.03,2.06,2.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.22,1.03,0.0,0.0,4.12,12.37,2.06,1.03,4.12,1.03,3.09,1.03,2.06,1.03,1.03,0.0,2.06,1.03,1.03,0.0,0.0,6.19,1.03,0.0,2.06,3.09,0.0,6.19,14.43,0.0,17.53,4.12,6.19,8.25,6.19,2.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.34,10.31,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8,3.0,3.0,1.3,1.0,1.0,1.70339,1.58372,1.91328,1.0,2,3.513593074,-0.013888889 anxiety,9tcpdt,"[20, 25]",​ So my question is: Would it be petty to create a small sign for my desk stating that only certain individuals are authorized to be behind my desk? I work closely with another team and they are allowed behind my desk as they answer phones when I am working with their clients. This teams has proven their trustworthiness multiple times and always ask before touching or going through any of my things. ​,1412,0,1.0,1541101121,2,9.142297297,74,28.68,60.66,78.21,75.85,18.5,18.92,93.24,56.76,21.62,14.86,9.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,6.76,1.35,14.86,10.81,4.05,8.11,0.0,16.22,5.41,2.7,1.35,0.0,4.05,5.41,4.05,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,13.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.51,4.05,2.7,1.35,4.05,4.05,1.35,2.7,0.0,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.81,2.7,6.76,2.7,0.0,1.35,0.0,12.16,1.35,12.16,1.35,5.41,5.41,10.81,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.51,2.7,0.0,1.35,2.7,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.375,1.1818,1.0,1.70215,1.50746,1.88662,1.0,0,8.049324324,-0.047959184 ptsd,8mdc2m,"(0, 4)","So im m15 im still in school ive been through abuse when i was a kid it scarred my head i live with my mum now but i usually roam in woods playing guitar, i got diagnosed when i was 14 shit sucks gives me flashbacks whenever i close my eyes, my mind scans every goddamn thing in the area every fucking thing!, i just dont know how to explain its so complicated my brain acts weird at times i just need to know wtf is happening with me! ive only got a gf and noone else. any help is appropriated. thanks in advance",24358,1,1.0,1527371098,2,2.039592253,104,8.83,2.2,99.0,1.0,26.0,13.46,91.35,53.85,22.12,18.27,18.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,2.88,9.62,9.62,11.54,7.69,0.96,22.12,2.88,0.0,3.85,0.96,2.88,7.69,1.92,5.77,0.0,4.81,0.0,5.77,0.96,0.96,1.92,0.0,12.5,4.81,0.96,0.96,1.92,1.92,1.92,1.92,1.92,0.0,0.0,6.73,3.85,1.92,0.96,0.0,5.77,1.92,0.96,1.92,2.88,0.0,4.81,15.38,0.0,16.35,0.96,6.73,8.65,0.96,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.77,4.81,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.73,1.92,2.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.1667,1.1429,1.0,1.74686,1.58824,1.91129,1.0,11,3.639755352,-0.278863636 assistance,9195az,"[0, 5]","Due to leaving my hairbrush at home during Spring Break, I haven't been able to brush my hair in months. I am also almost out of deodorant, toothpaste, and mouth rinse. My lease for my apartment will be running out on the 31st, meaning I'll be going back home to Houston (where I'll get a different job that actually calls me into work and doesn't leave me with only 8 cents in my account. I wish I was kidding). I'll need to clean the apartment for inspection, so I also need some cleaning supplies.",1408,1,0.571428571,1532367495,3,7.262424242,94,38.83,2.8,99.0,45.3,18.8,17.02,90.43,56.38,17.02,15.96,15.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.06,3.19,17.02,11.7,8.51,5.32,2.13,21.28,2.13,1.06,1.06,1.06,1.06,1.06,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.57,1.06,0.0,3.19,2.13,0.0,3.19,1.06,0.0,0.0,1.06,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.19,0.0,2.13,0.0,1.06,0.0,2.13,10.64,6.38,19.15,4.26,9.57,5.32,2.13,1.06,5.32,3.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.09,5.32,5.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.32,2.13,0.0,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70817,1.69524,1.89637,0.63,5,7.269373737,0.105952381 survivorsofabuse,61vztv,"(25, 30)","It turns out they had been giving our grandparents a very idyllic, picturesque idea of what life in the church was like and my grandmother hated herself for a long time for not knowing what the truth was, even though there's no way she could have. I'm now I'm college and in therapy. My sister was younger than me and doesn't have quite as much baggage from it all, I don't think she remembers as much or maybe she blocked more of it out, another small mercy, but she still has deep issues and acts out in really inappropriate ways. I've found a measure of happiness. Edited for spelling and sentence structure.",38081,0,0.8,1490659859,12,7.96180791,112,22.13,32.77,69.78,59.59,22.4,16.96,90.18,62.5,17.86,12.5,6.25,0.89,0.0,4.46,0.89,5.36,4.46,15.18,13.39,7.14,8.93,3.57,19.64,6.25,5.36,1.79,0.0,4.46,3.57,2.68,0.89,0.0,0.89,0.0,9.82,2.68,0.0,6.25,0.89,14.29,4.46,0.0,0.89,2.68,1.79,5.36,0.89,0.89,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,3.57,2.68,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.0,7.14,10.71,0.0,13.39,0.89,8.93,3.57,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,4.46,4.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.70172,1.52727,1.86815,0.85,3,7.28,0.072727273 domesticviolence,8yhnqa,"[5, 10]","He also talked very condescendingly to me and the other female servers, as well as being a total arse in general. I wanted to say something SO badly, but by the time I worked up the courage, he took her arm and led her to their car. Also, I didn't want to make things worse for her by sticking up for her in public. I wrote down their license plate number and car model, but I did not get the chance to see the name on the card he paid with. I really want to reach out to this woman.",1198,1,0.571428571,1531463719,5,6.110990099,100,70.4,46.0,12.17,25.77,20.0,7.0,91.0,63.0,20.0,16.0,7.0,0.0,0.0,7.0,2.0,4.0,7.0,21.0,3.0,6.0,10.0,2.0,15.0,5.0,3.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,4.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,3.0,14.0,0.0,2.0,3.0,2.0,1.0,6.0,2.0,1.0,1.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.0,0.0,1.0,3.0,2.0,1.0,9.0,7.0,0.0,11.0,3.0,7.0,1.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,11.0,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.3333,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.68797,1.60674,1.86833,1.0,5,6.891960396,-0.093055556 anxiety,8fchne,"(8, 13)",But I could feel construction workers staring at me. I know I might be paranoid but I don’t want to take chances anymore I’m scared. I already paid for a year at the gym (about 6 months ago.) Do you think I should talk to someone about getting at least a partial refund for the 6 months? I don’t want to bring my situation up to them and have them say sorry but not our problem.,33489,1,1.0,1524842674,3,1.86045208,76,37.39,14.62,93.86,1.0,15.2,15.79,93.42,60.53,21.05,18.42,13.16,1.32,1.32,0.0,2.63,2.63,5.26,15.79,11.84,3.95,5.26,3.95,26.32,3.95,1.32,0.0,2.63,1.32,5.26,0.0,5.26,2.63,0.0,1.32,9.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.42,3.95,0.0,6.58,2.63,0.0,5.26,3.95,1.32,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.89,1.32,1.32,2.63,2.63,1.32,3.95,19.74,1.32,14.47,1.32,5.26,7.89,2.63,1.32,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.16,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.95,2.63,0.0,2.5714,2.625,2.6,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.71333,1.48438,1.83702,1.0,4,3.001301989,-0.3 ptsd,8y577c,"[5, 10]","I then joined a few suport groups online, but the same problem happened again. Why this is a problem, is because its my attack trigger, along with other things related to the event like seeing screens smoke, smelling it on people, and other such things. The traumatic event was when I was forced to take it by friends when I was severely ill and could have used a nine-one-one call instead. I did eventually get help, but not after having pot butter and a pipe shoved in my mouth. I wasn't in a good crowd back then.",1591,0,0.571428571,1531356844,1,7.7397,99,31.44,18.16,80.98,1.0,19.8,13.13,94.95,60.61,15.15,7.07,7.07,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.08,8.08,10.1,10.1,8.08,10.1,2.02,17.17,3.03,3.03,3.03,3.03,2.02,6.06,1.01,5.05,0.0,1.01,0.0,7.07,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,16.16,1.01,5.05,3.03,0.0,0.0,7.07,3.03,1.01,0.0,0.0,4.04,1.01,1.01,0.0,2.02,11.11,4.04,0.0,3.03,3.03,2.02,9.09,5.05,3.03,14.14,1.01,4.04,10.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.14,5.05,6.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.02,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70768,1.5619,1.7887,0.67,6,6.96,-0.055 relationships,7nu1vk,"(0, 5)","Long story short - my housemate's sister and I are super interested in each other, and I wanted to surprise her with a gift for a (very!) belated Christmas for when I get back home. We've known each other about a year, and we've been on one pretty damn romantic midnight tour of Dubai as a date. I know she is interested because she made the first move. In any case, both of us are into books, and I wanted to give her a favourite of mine (Paul Beatty's The Sellout) with the inscription: 'To X, I can only hope this book makes you laugh half as much as you make me.",54630,0,1.0,1514978601,1,6.092289855,112,64.82,70.4,30.01,99.0,22.4,11.61,88.39,53.57,18.75,16.07,8.04,2.68,1.79,3.57,0.0,2.68,7.14,15.18,6.25,4.46,8.04,0.0,15.18,4.46,2.68,0.89,2.68,4.46,8.93,8.04,0.89,0.0,0.89,0.0,11.61,0.89,0.89,4.46,0.0,11.61,1.79,3.57,2.68,2.68,0.0,1.79,0.89,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,4.46,1.79,0.0,0.89,0.0,6.25,9.82,0.89,12.5,0.89,7.14,5.36,1.79,1.79,0.89,0.0,0.89,0.0,1.79,0.89,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,3.57,4.46,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.89,0.89,0.0,4.46,3.57,0.0,3.0,2.6,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.68628,1.60215,1.94848,0.6,3,6.660652174,0.101041667 assistance,6q4f2g,"[4, 9]","(I did check the Wiki / Rules, but alas, could not find anything. Again, may be being silly, so apologies if I am!) Also, I am a UK resident. Would this cause issues if purchasing for someone in the Americas? !",585,0,1.0,1501254772,3,2.405769231,39,3.37,6.21,17.46,73.64,9.75,15.38,84.62,66.67,15.38,7.69,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,7.69,5.13,20.51,7.69,12.82,2.56,23.08,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,28.21,2.56,2.56,10.26,12.82,0.0,10.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,0.0,0.0,5.13,0.0,0.0,2.56,10.26,2.56,5.13,0.0,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,33.33,5.13,12.82,0.0,0.0,2.56,5.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,2.56,2.5,2.3333,2.2,1.125,1.2222,1.0,1.66412,1.3375,1.93526,0.63,8,4.550961538,-0.590625 relationships,7oe2mo,"[0, 5]","Generally good marriage. We can both be stubborn, so compromise doesn't come easy (especially for DW, who is very religious - I am not). We are at an uncomfortable stalemate. She comes from a family with 5 kids, I have only one other sibling. She feels there is a ""hole"" in our family and that 5 kids is the perfect number.",167,0,0.6,1515184399,1271,3.973278689,60,17.96,93.3,15.86,57.28,12.0,16.67,91.67,60.0,16.67,11.67,3.33,5.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,5.0,6.67,8.33,15.0,10.0,3.33,3.33,18.33,3.33,0.0,1.67,5.0,1.67,8.33,5.0,3.33,1.67,1.67,0.0,20.0,6.67,0.0,3.33,0.0,10.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,3.33,3.33,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,13.33,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,21.67,0.0,10.0,3.33,6.67,0.0,0.0,3.33,3.33,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.33,8.33,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,3.33,1.67,3.33,0.0,2.75,2.4444,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.63074,1.52941,1.89898,0.97,416,5.804065574,0.188541667 domesticviolence,8xqnpo,"(20, 25)","they will see that someone else is willing to do all the work for them. once you try to lead the way, you’ll never stop because they will never take over for you. they will watch you do more & more for them until you are living your life completely for them. once you live for them, you become just like them. you will be completely controlled by them, not feeling comfortable being yourself.",38619,0,1.0,1531239188,20,5.701081081,73,7.07,99.0,29.73,51.4,14.6,12.33,100.0,71.23,28.77,26.03,0.0,0.0,13.7,0.0,12.33,2.74,2.74,15.07,16.44,6.85,2.74,4.11,24.66,5.48,4.11,0.0,2.74,4.11,2.74,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.18,2.74,4.11,0.0,2.74,6.85,2.74,4.11,2.74,0.0,1.37,4.11,0.0,4.11,0.0,0.0,10.96,0.0,4.11,4.11,2.74,1.37,0.0,16.44,6.85,12.33,1.37,2.74,8.22,2.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.7,6.85,4.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,3.0,2.6667,2.8,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.66137,1.35143,1.88586,0.93,6,4.85227027,0.283766234 domesticviolence,91ckh1,"(25, 30)",Yet I’ve already been through the worst and come out smarter and stronger. I’m not so afraid that I’m just running and not fighting it anymore. So WHAT exactly am I afraid of? WHAT is the reason of this fear? I mean what’s the worst that will happen and how can it be any worse than what he’s already put me through.,35904,0,0.6,1532391950,4,2.844626866,62,1.0,7.34,90.96,1.0,12.4,16.13,100.0,72.58,27.42,11.29,9.68,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,16.13,4.84,9.68,17.74,11.29,11.29,3.23,24.19,14.52,9.68,8.06,0.0,1.61,14.52,3.23,11.29,4.84,1.61,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,12.9,3.23,3.23,0.0,1.61,1.61,4.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,4.84,4.84,20.97,1.61,12.9,4.84,1.61,6.45,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.13,4.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.06,0.0,0.0,2.4286,3.0,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68879,1.30769,1.66795,0.84,1,3.021074627,-0.652083333 survivorsofabuse,6vt7yz,"[5, 10]","I eventually came to accept what I went through by realising that I did nothing to deserve it, he's just a bastard. However, he got married again to a woman he's been with for a few years last week and now has a new family. They seem genuinely happy and from what I know he isn't abusing them. I should be happy for them as it means he might have finally sorted himself out but I can't help but think that he's the same person he was, and I actually did deserve it. I know it's not rational for me to think that, but I can't help it.",1926,0,0.571428571,1503603002,7,5.232202899,108,5.01,22.95,87.07,42.58,21.6,13.89,96.3,70.37,28.7,19.44,9.26,0.0,0.0,7.41,2.78,9.26,4.63,12.04,12.96,6.48,7.41,4.63,22.22,5.56,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.93,4.63,2.78,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.0,15.74,1.85,0.0,0.93,7.41,19.44,8.33,0.93,0.93,1.85,0.93,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.63,3.7,0.0,1.85,0.93,0.0,6.48,15.74,1.85,10.19,1.85,0.93,7.41,0.0,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,4.63,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.48,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.66634,1.37228,1.84946,0.9,6,6.968478261,0.198484848 survivorsofabuse,9orm49,"(15, 20)","● active staff members ● active support staff ● helping channels and channels that you can share your art in, talk to others in, and voice chat in. ● rules that keep the community safe ● we have added a ""creative corner""... this is a place for writers and artists of any kind to share their works and get feedback on it if they'd like.",14282,0,1.0,1539722692,1,13.76727273,60,73.6,98.41,5.99,99.0,20.0,16.67,100.0,50.0,16.67,8.33,0.0,1.67,3.33,0.0,3.33,8.33,5.0,15.0,6.67,0.0,8.33,0.0,11.67,6.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,3.33,15.0,15.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,1.67,1.67,3.33,0.0,3.33,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.33,10.0,3.33,5.0,3.33,1.67,1.67,16.67,0.0,10.0,0.0,10.0,0.0,8.33,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,8.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,1.67,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.625,3.0,1.375,1.1818,1.0,1.7388,1.65455,1.94217,0.67,0,11.76181818,0.266666667 domesticviolence,9t5tc9,"[25, 30]",The violence was still happening. The mind games were also still happening so I felt like it was my fault. That I had done something wrong to “deserve” it. I supported both him and myself in this new state while he was in school. I ended up losing my job for reasons out of my control and had a really difficult time finding a new job.,1250,1,0.6,1541041237,9,2.838636364,66,24.18,18.16,99.0,1.0,13.2,15.15,95.45,63.64,22.73,15.15,12.12,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,7.58,6.06,12.12,10.61,7.58,7.58,0.0,18.18,6.06,1.52,0.0,0.0,1.52,9.09,1.52,7.58,0.0,0.0,1.52,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,9.09,4.55,3.03,0.0,1.52,0.0,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.61,1.52,1.52,3.03,0.0,6.06,15.15,0.0,0.0,21.21,0.0,7.58,13.64,4.55,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.61,7.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,3.0,2.6,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.80738,1.54,1.90338,1.0,10,4.254545455,-0.181818182 anxiety,6z8rz4,"(5, 10)","Diary: I'm having a tough day today but I'm pushing through and trying to change from the negative to the positive. I heard a saying today, that there's two basic feelings - positive and negative. Imagine yourself as a train, you have the choice to switch track at any stage, from negative to positive ❤ You can do it. You are loved and you love others.",13611,0,0.8,1505056719,19,2.751995798,64,50.54,82.58,55.79,99.0,16.0,17.19,93.75,60.94,17.19,12.5,4.69,0.0,7.81,0.0,0.0,4.69,9.38,14.06,12.5,1.56,7.81,4.69,17.19,9.38,1.56,0.0,1.56,1.56,9.38,7.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.19,4.69,1.56,0.0,3.12,4.69,3.12,4.69,0.0,3.12,1.56,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.38,3.12,1.56,0.0,4.69,0.0,1.56,14.06,0.0,9.38,3.12,1.56,4.69,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,6.25,4.69,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,4.69,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.76711,1.52632,1.90649,0.96,20,4.163277311,0.059292929 assistance,9bdv0h,"[5, 10]","We were able to get everything out quickly but.. this isnt a simple fix anymore. We have a roofer coming out on the 4th for an estimate, but unless its about 400 which I doubt it will be, I have no idea how to pay for this. This year has gotten worse and worse each month. We just blew everything we have to get out water pump fixed so we'd have water again (10.5k) plus our AC broke (luckily only $400) and then our car battery died (120..) ive maxed out every card I have, can barely make the min payments cause stuff keeps piling so my credit has been shot and I just... I dont even know what this sub could do to help but if anyone has some advice or like a charity that would help us?",868,1,1.0,1535581012,2,3.138125,140,8.99,63.97,38.74,15.69,20.0,6.43,87.14,62.14,20.71,10.71,5.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,4.29,10.71,14.29,7.14,10.0,2.14,20.0,2.14,2.14,2.14,2.86,2.14,5.0,2.14,2.86,0.71,0.0,0.71,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.71,1.43,2.14,2.14,5.0,2.14,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,12.86,7.14,0.71,1.43,2.86,2.14,3.57,15.0,2.14,10.0,2.14,3.57,5.0,2.14,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.71,0.71,0.0,0.71,0.71,0.0,0.0,15.71,7.14,2.14,0.0,0.0,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.71,4.29,0.71,2.8571,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.71313,1.47965,1.84075,0.57,7,4.0385,0.022916667 anxiety,5wms9t,"[0, 5]","I have had a rough few months. A few years ago I was diagnosed with ptsd after being the victim of a violent robbery. It caused a few panic attacks followed by a day or two of ultra high anxiety, but would always subside. The last 2.5 months in this order I have dealt with the following things: 1.",1077,1,1.0,1488268629,5,4.625338983,59,94.34,19.85,94.33,1.0,14.75,13.56,88.14,49.15,10.17,5.08,5.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.08,13.56,11.86,10.17,0.0,3.39,0.0,13.56,11.86,1.69,0.0,5.08,5.08,8.47,0.0,8.47,3.39,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.17,1.69,1.69,1.69,1.69,1.69,3.39,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,6.78,0.0,0.0,6.78,0.0,0.0,6.78,3.39,0.0,22.03,3.39,3.39,13.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.17,6.78,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.4444,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75222,1.59091,1.70394,0.86,5,5.7625,-0.157222222 almosthomeless,9xy39q,"(46, 51)","I can't stay in my hometown either, where we are both abused and there are no job prospects. We have to go where there is work. He lives in a bigger city where there are definitely jobs. I know I should ask him about her first, but like I said, I'm afraid he'll say no and we'll be stuck here indefinitely. Any advice?",51734,1,0.8,1542475088,27,0.789744136,63,2.68,62.46,89.63,7.46,12.6,6.35,98.41,61.9,19.05,19.05,9.52,4.76,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,1.59,7.94,14.29,14.29,4.76,4.76,28.57,4.76,4.76,4.76,1.59,4.76,4.76,1.59,3.17,1.59,1.59,0.0,17.46,0.0,0.0,1.59,4.76,12.7,1.59,0.0,1.59,3.17,1.59,4.76,3.17,0.0,3.17,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,9.52,4.76,3.17,1.59,0.0,0.0,3.17,23.81,4.76,19.05,3.17,15.87,1.59,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.05,6.35,4.76,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.35,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.375,2.6,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70776,1.45333,1.91227,0.89,42,1.880170576,-0.0875 survivorsofabuse,8cyuca,"(0, 5)","Hello, You are invited to complete a survey for a WMU psychology department research project designed to assess treatment preferences among adults seeking treatment for a variety of concerns. We hope to learn if and how preferences for treatment change over time, and if patient’s perception of their treatment’s match to their preferences is related to the benefit received from treatment. The survey is open to anyone ages 18 or older who is currently engaged in mental health treatment for at least one month and four therapy sessions, and not longer than one year. If you choose to participate, you will be asked to provide some demographic/background information, respond to survey items about your preferences for treatment and how they have changed over time, and about your quality of life. The survey may take between 30-40 minutes to complete.",39125,0,1.0,1523989902,2,15.99181818,141,91.34,91.1,29.28,66.07,28.2,29.08,81.56,46.81,7.8,6.38,0.0,0.71,3.55,0.0,2.13,1.42,4.26,19.86,5.67,2.84,8.51,0.71,9.93,4.26,3.55,2.13,4.26,2.13,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.73,6.38,2.84,5.67,5.67,1.42,4.26,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,4.26,1.42,0.0,1.42,1.42,0.0,1.42,8.51,2.13,12.77,2.13,4.96,6.38,4.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.64,3.55,4.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.71,0.0,1.42,0.0,0.71,3.0,2.6667,2.8,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.70118,1.50569,1.86595,1.0,0,13.05770629,-0.004166667 ptsd,6qeojd,"[10, 15]","My mom never threw books at me, but the impact of something along with the name-calling was enough. I ran to my room and I honestly don't remember what I did. I remember my attack going on for hours, but everything else is blurry. Now my grandma's ""sorry"". She was ""stressed out"" so she did that.",871,1,0.833333333,1501376783,5,1.767853107,57,14.86,10.98,99.0,1.0,11.4,14.04,96.49,64.91,26.32,19.3,15.79,0.0,0.0,3.51,0.0,7.02,3.51,14.04,10.53,5.26,7.02,3.51,19.3,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,7.02,1.75,5.26,1.75,1.75,1.75,12.28,3.51,0.0,7.02,0.0,15.79,3.51,0.0,0.0,3.51,3.51,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,14.04,5.26,1.75,17.54,5.26,7.02,5.26,1.75,3.51,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.56,8.77,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,7.02,3.51,0.0,0.0,2.8889,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.74325,1.584,1.82082,0.78,4,3.445,0.033333333 ptsd,5n56lm,"[75, 80]","________________________________________________ I try to keep reading plenty of motivational quotes during the day just so that I can have some more strength during the day and for fuck's sake, it's like these motivational speakers cannot get their shit together. **""Everything comes to you at the right time. Be patient and trust in the process""** VS **""If you keep waiting for the right time, it may never happen. Sometimes you have to make the most of the time you have.”",1051,0,0.571428571,1484056947,5,-0.041666667,78,73.9,69.6,88.5,49.64,19.5,14.1,93.59,57.69,15.38,8.97,2.56,0.0,5.13,0.0,1.28,6.41,8.97,16.67,10.26,3.85,5.13,2.56,20.51,2.56,3.85,0.0,0.0,5.13,3.85,2.56,1.28,0.0,1.28,0.0,10.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,2.56,3.85,1.28,7.69,2.56,3.85,1.28,0.0,1.28,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.97,1.28,3.85,1.28,1.28,1.28,0.0,19.23,1.28,20.51,1.28,6.41,12.82,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,84.62,5.13,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,2.56,0.0,69.23,2.9167,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.69862,1.42424,1.88917,0.69,15,0.994438272,0.161904762 almosthomeless,6aiueq,"(15, 20)","3: This is the big one. I'm currently unemployed, as I was in school (paid for by the Department of Rehabilitation), so I cannot meet ANY income requirement. Even places that overlook my felony won't budge on this. To top it off, I have nobody who is both able and willing to co-sign. I've tried offering more up front to no avail.",13181,1,0.6,1494491099,18,2.290348259,63,36.32,10.22,84.08,25.77,12.6,12.7,88.89,55.56,19.05,9.52,9.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,3.17,17.46,12.7,3.17,4.76,6.35,17.46,7.94,4.76,1.59,3.17,4.76,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,11.11,1.59,4.76,4.76,1.59,0.0,4.76,12.7,1.59,15.87,0.0,14.29,1.59,7.94,0.0,0.0,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.81,7.94,4.76,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,4.76,3.17,0.0,2.4615,2.3,2.6,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.67544,1.41509,1.81487,1.0,10,3.911268657,0.291666667 relationships,7nxjyb,"[0, 5]","Sorry previous post deleted as I didn't include relationship length. As title says. I have enough money to buy a house, my girlfriend has only just started working. It seems to make financial sense for me to go ahead and make the purchase- I'd be paying toward my mortgage instead of rent and my girlfriend can stay and pay cheaper rent. However, when I spoke to her.",838,0,0.8,1515012318,287,4.388695652,67,36.38,18.53,95.74,8.14,13.4,20.9,97.01,52.24,14.93,13.43,11.94,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,2.99,14.93,8.96,7.46,10.45,1.49,22.39,5.97,4.48,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,8.96,0.0,2.99,1.49,0.0,10.45,2.99,2.99,0.0,1.49,0.0,4.48,4.48,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.96,4.48,2.99,1.49,0.0,0.0,7.46,16.42,1.49,13.43,2.99,4.48,5.97,5.97,0.0,5.97,14.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.93,7.46,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.5714,3.0,1.1429,1.125,1.0,1.71688,1.50476,1.90489,0.9,287,4.970362319,-0.133333333 relationships,7tl21g,"(20, 25)","That being said, I love her when she is good, otherwise we wouldn’t be together. She tells she didn’t want to tell all those mean things. But then she does it again. I’m thinking what I can do, and I’ve come up with the following idea: She is straight-A university student, so I’ve devised a rating system for handling aggression.",48899,0,1.0,1517155607,3,3.795909091,61,1.0,68.85,31.05,56.75,15.25,18.03,93.44,65.57,27.87,19.67,8.2,1.64,0.0,9.84,0.0,8.2,4.92,6.56,19.67,4.92,9.84,3.28,31.15,3.28,0.0,3.28,0.0,1.64,4.92,3.28,1.64,0.0,1.64,0.0,19.67,0.0,0.0,9.84,0.0,14.75,4.92,0.0,3.28,0.0,1.64,4.92,1.64,0.0,1.64,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.84,4.92,0.0,3.28,1.64,0.0,3.28,22.95,1.64,13.11,3.28,4.92,4.92,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.59,6.56,6.56,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,8.2,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,2.8,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.73916,1.51538,1.87964,0.72,2,4.576181818,0.221875 anxiety,5xs6yk,"[0, 5]","I'm in the seventh grade and I started an after school activity last trimester. In our school, the year is split into three trimesters, and you can sign up for different activities each trimester. Last trimester, I started the club (Anime/Manga Fanclub) and we received an email with the activities that had too many people signed up. My club was in it! This really boosted my self confidence, and everyone really seemed to enjoy the activity.",329,0,1.0,1488789092,1,6.566923077,77,79.25,60.26,95.47,74.18,15.4,22.08,81.82,51.95,15.58,10.39,6.49,2.6,1.3,0.0,0.0,5.19,9.09,12.99,6.49,3.9,5.19,0.0,9.09,2.6,2.6,0.0,2.6,2.6,2.6,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,2.6,5.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,5.19,1.3,3.9,1.3,0.0,6.49,3.9,0.0,18.18,1.3,9.09,9.09,3.9,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.88,5.19,5.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,2.6,1.3,2.8,2.5714,3.0,1.2,1.1818,1.0,1.76104,1.73443,1.95132,0.66,1,6.423589744,0.203571429 relationships,7s5flh,"(5, 10)","This is where she met her current best friend. Let's call him Rob. Now, she met this guy while she was still dating her ex. They had issues after a couple of years (more than 2), apparently that was the time she and her best friend started to get really close. In her own words, they started texting a lot, going out with their colleagues a lot, etc.",19691,0,1.0,1516624190,287,3.968695652,68,41.45,99.0,6.2,79.41,13.6,8.82,91.18,55.88,23.53,19.12,0.0,1.47,0.0,13.24,4.41,4.41,5.88,10.29,5.88,7.35,2.94,0.0,17.65,7.35,7.35,1.47,1.47,5.88,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,33.82,0.0,5.88,11.76,2.94,7.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.41,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.18,11.76,2.94,2.94,4.41,0.0,10.29,7.35,1.47,22.06,1.47,5.88,14.71,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.12,7.35,7.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,2.94,0.0,2.6667,2.5714,2.8,1.3333,1.0,1.0,1.68874,1.65667,1.87712,0.89,123,4.157217391,0.478571429 domesticviolence,7awaza,"[0, 5]","Short - I live in Christchurch, New Zealand and my friend is currently getting beaten by her husband, but has 3 dogs and will not leave without taking them with her as she fears what he might do to them. Long - She is currently living in a diffrent room to him but is getting beaten most nights, she has not signed a tenancy aggrement and the house she is renting is owned by her husbands best friend. She has pictures of the bruising and blood aswell as screenshots of the messages he is sending her. She has been in contact with womans refuge, unfortunatly there is not alot they can do because she does not want to leave. Also one of the dogs is old and usually sleeps inside.",1750,1,0.666666667,1509866552,5,11.20351563,128,31.26,80.48,1.47,7.63,25.6,17.19,88.28,60.16,15.62,14.84,1.56,0.0,0.0,10.94,2.34,0.78,4.69,13.28,14.84,2.34,8.59,3.91,21.88,4.69,3.12,0.78,1.56,1.56,3.12,0.78,2.34,0.78,1.56,0.0,19.53,1.56,2.34,9.38,3.91,10.16,0.0,0.78,0.78,3.12,0.0,5.47,0.78,0.78,0.0,0.0,3.12,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,8.59,3.91,2.34,2.34,3.12,0.0,0.78,17.97,1.56,12.5,2.34,5.47,4.69,0.0,0.0,2.34,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.59,3.91,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1,1.0,1.69476,1.6463,1.80043,1.0,11,9.328375,0.157272727 assistance,9chhpj,"(2, 7)","I can't afford one of the really nice ones that actually looks more like real hair and not shiny plastic. If anyone, by chance, has an actual nice wig (not a costume wig) that I could have it would be GREATLY appreciated. It'd be so nice to go out in public and not worry that my hair looks super fake. I really miss having nice hair. Thanks.",15349,0,1.0,1535939768,3,3.695652174,67,21.93,1.87,39.49,99.0,13.4,7.46,82.09,55.22,14.93,5.97,5.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.96,4.48,8.96,11.94,5.97,5.97,5.97,20.9,11.94,2.99,0.0,1.49,1.49,14.93,10.45,4.48,1.49,0.0,1.49,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.4,1.49,0.0,4.48,4.48,0.0,11.94,4.48,4.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.42,0.0,4.48,1.49,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.42,7.46,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.99,2.99,0.0,3.0,2.5714,2.8,1.125,1.1667,1.0,1.76712,1.41356,1.94367,0.55,7,5.525333333,0.252380952 anxiety,6g4vsy,"(10, 15)","Since then, I've been having major anxiety about my voice and have refused to speak to anyone because I am afraid that they will think I am a lying robot. If I sound this way when I'm feeling energetic and confident, how must I sound the rest of the time??? However, I know that I am going to have to speak again eventually because not only do I have a job interview AND a party on Tuesday BUT I also have to do most of the speaking for my boyfriend as he is not confident at all in his English. Have any of you ever been told you sound like a robot? How did you overcome it or how did you stop feeling anxious about this?",35675,1,1.0,1496966700,2,7.156744792,126,7.69,53.17,76.81,25.77,25.2,14.29,96.03,69.84,19.84,15.08,9.52,0.0,3.17,1.59,0.79,4.76,5.56,13.49,15.87,9.52,12.7,1.59,24.6,3.17,2.38,3.17,0.0,2.38,6.35,3.17,3.17,2.38,0.79,0.0,13.49,0.0,0.79,0.0,2.38,19.05,3.17,4.76,1.59,3.97,3.97,4.76,7.14,0.0,5.56,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,1.59,2.38,2.38,1.59,0.79,3.97,14.29,3.17,11.11,0.79,3.17,7.14,1.59,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,1.59,2.38,0.0,0.0,3.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77457,1.36897,1.87329,0.76,2,7.9409375,0.138541667 ptsd,82ydgx,"[20, 25]","During this time, my son, the brave little guy, still had the soundness of mind to call my sister, who is a police dispatcher. He couldn’t understand what was happening, so he thought my husband was trying to hurt me instead of himself. Since my sister was off duty so she placed the call to the police while we were up in my room. I heard him slam the front door, so I told my son to stay there and went down to check it out. He had slammed the kitchen knife into the wall and ran out to the woods behind his house.",1148,0,0.571428571,1520523560,13,5.352571429,104,66.79,80.65,79.58,25.77,20.8,10.58,93.27,62.5,20.19,16.35,8.65,0.96,0.0,6.73,0.0,3.85,8.65,17.31,7.69,5.77,5.77,0.96,16.35,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.96,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.96,18.27,4.81,0.96,2.88,9.62,5.77,1.92,0.96,0.96,0.96,0.0,0.96,2.88,0.0,1.92,0.96,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.96,8.65,3.85,0.96,3.85,0.0,0.0,10.58,2.88,0.0,22.12,2.88,14.42,5.77,2.88,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.54,4.81,5.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5556,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.71629,1.72747,1.84994,0.9,36,5.282619048,0.014236111 anxiety,7qx06h,"(0, 5)",So I have been a bunch of strange symptoms over the last 3 weeks which have caused me to freak out thinking that I have MS. The symptoms are 1. A sense of something crawling over my skin. This is very random and never never localized and jumps from one leg to another and to my arms i think i got it even in my lower back and neck (I think),39864,1,0.8,1516148681,5,3.249577465,71,29.18,4.57,99.0,1.0,23.67,11.27,95.77,63.38,21.13,12.68,12.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.45,5.63,14.08,8.45,8.45,7.04,2.82,15.49,4.23,1.41,1.41,4.23,2.82,4.23,0.0,4.23,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.68,5.63,1.41,0.0,2.82,2.82,0.0,2.82,0.0,0.0,1.41,8.45,5.63,2.82,0.0,0.0,5.63,0.0,0.0,4.23,1.41,0.0,2.82,11.27,0.0,18.31,2.82,9.86,7.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.04,4.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.82,0.0,2.6364,2.5,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.69019,1.49667,1.80224,0.86,17,3.90856338,-0.175 relationships,7r976b,"[14, 19]","She seems to want to have longer conversations about her emotions every day. I'm trying to work on my studies. tldr: I'd really, really appreciate some advice. Please don't just comment ""break up with her"". Thanks.",2335,1,0.6,1516276373,3,2.350769231,36,45.11,50.0,58.07,99.0,7.2,13.89,100.0,50.0,16.67,16.67,8.33,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.44,11.11,11.11,0.0,2.78,22.22,2.78,2.78,0.0,0.0,5.56,11.11,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,22.22,5.56,0.0,2.78,8.33,2.78,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,2.78,5.56,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.44,0.0,13.89,0.0,8.33,2.78,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,33.33,13.89,2.78,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,8.33,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.625,2.6,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.75089,1.53714,1.99994,0.72,9,3.888589744,0.2 assistance,9sfxkh,"[0, 5]"," Hello, I'm a 34 year old Transgender woman trying to survive in Montana of all places. I not only have to fight gender dysphoria but also try to stay strong living in a community in which many openly hate people like me. I am trying to reach my goal of Facial Feminization Surgery, as well as Gender Confirmation Surgery (Bottom surgery) and Breast Augmentation with the first two being my main goals by far. I feel intense pressure to get these things done as soon as possible.",549,1,1.0,1540838532,0,7.803956044,88,81.49,28.49,68.33,11.17,22.0,15.91,84.09,46.59,11.36,7.95,7.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.41,3.41,19.32,5.68,4.55,7.95,1.14,14.77,7.95,6.82,1.14,3.41,2.27,5.68,2.27,3.41,1.14,2.27,0.0,5.68,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,9.09,1.14,0.0,0.0,4.55,1.14,2.27,1.14,0.0,0.0,1.14,6.82,2.27,4.55,1.14,0.0,13.64,2.27,7.95,2.27,3.41,0.0,1.14,9.09,1.14,12.5,1.14,7.95,4.55,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,12.5,4.55,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,2.27,2.27,2.7143,2.8182,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.8118,1.5662,1.93006,0.48,6,7.976131868,0.086363636 anxiety,7xnnft,"[4, 9]","I am really worried about my future as it feels my anxiety always has me quitting jobs or having issues while I was in school. I can't even travel and work out of state as last time I tried I missed my interview and was nearly hospitalized with severe anxiety (travel is a trigger for me). I just got out of college and I'm really worried about how I can survive the working world in my future, otherwise I wouldn't care about losing this job. It hurts though and I feel like a total failure... Thanks for reading.",463,1,1.0,1518664410,4,3.86240099,98,17.33,1.0,99.0,1.0,19.6,15.31,97.96,61.22,19.39,16.33,16.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.06,3.06,15.31,9.18,10.2,11.22,2.04,20.41,4.08,3.06,1.02,0.0,1.02,11.22,2.04,9.18,4.08,0.0,4.08,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,2.04,2.04,1.02,2.04,2.04,6.12,3.06,0.0,0.0,3.06,1.02,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,8.16,0.0,7.14,1.02,1.02,2.04,5.1,13.27,2.04,13.27,2.04,5.1,6.12,8.16,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.27,7.14,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.06,2.04,0.0,2.7143,3.0,2.8,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.76306,1.5011,1.8756,1.0,4,5.222858911,0.042592593 assistance,6gkiyz,"(10, 15)","I can't stay standing, or even sitting for extended periods of time without severe consequences to my neck, and my head. And more recently have been experiencing heart trouble. I'm getting some doctors to look at me but they haven't found anything yet. I've literally been going with no money or insurance and bills are piling up. Since I cannot commit to any continuous work, I'm finding it impossible to make money.",36533,1,0.8,1497172604,2,5.48,72,23.63,1.0,99.0,2.09,14.4,23.61,93.06,52.78,15.28,12.5,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.39,2.78,0.0,15.28,12.5,2.78,8.33,6.94,22.22,4.17,2.78,0.0,0.0,4.17,2.78,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.61,2.78,4.17,1.39,6.94,1.39,9.72,2.78,1.39,0.0,0.0,5.56,4.17,1.39,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,1.39,2.78,1.39,2.78,4.17,18.06,1.39,13.89,2.78,5.56,6.94,2.78,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.06,6.94,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.94,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.4444,3.0,1.0,1.1,1.0,1.72419,1.49706,1.79618,0.67,2,6.877435897,-0.091666667 relationships,7r5k3s,"(20, 25)","I am obviously devastated. I feel disappointed, angry, sad and rejected. I'm constantly asking myself why she no longer wants to live with me. She says she wants to have her own space to go to when she wants to be at ease, ""not that she doesn't feel at ease with me, it's just different"". I tried to make her see that we're supposed to make a new home for ourselves where we will both feel at ease, but to no avail.",19888,1,1.0,1516233850,2,4.805116279,82,26.56,54.84,25.63,3.09,16.4,9.76,97.56,60.98,24.39,20.73,8.54,3.66,0.0,8.54,0.0,3.66,1.22,17.07,8.54,6.1,3.66,4.88,28.05,6.1,2.44,3.66,0.0,1.22,9.76,3.66,6.1,0.0,1.22,4.88,14.63,0.0,0.0,8.54,0.0,17.07,3.66,3.66,3.66,1.22,1.22,3.66,6.1,1.22,1.22,3.66,1.22,0.0,1.22,0.0,0.0,6.1,3.66,1.22,1.22,0.0,0.0,2.44,23.17,4.88,13.41,1.22,8.54,3.66,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.51,6.1,6.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,4.88,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73092,1.48861,1.8975,0.67,14,5.662186047,-0.023106061 relationships,7rhzpj,"[15, 20]","She'd deleted evidence years ago. Yet she sat me down, told me she'd been groomed and it was my fault for not telling her. It was my fault she'd be single forever. We're talking incidents happening from when I was 6 through to 16. So I'm angry about that when I think about it.",2443,0,0.6,1516364950,3,0.187336562,54,1.0,57.35,87.07,1.0,10.8,16.67,94.44,64.81,31.48,24.07,12.96,1.85,0.0,9.26,0.0,7.41,0.0,12.96,16.67,11.11,7.41,1.85,31.48,3.7,0.0,3.7,5.56,1.85,5.56,0.0,5.56,0.0,1.85,0.0,16.67,0.0,0.0,9.26,0.0,7.41,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.41,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.0,3.7,14.81,7.41,0.0,18.52,0.0,1.85,16.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.37,9.26,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.26,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.5,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.65577,1.4125,1.80928,0.72,8,1.897142857,-0.242328042 anxiety,71nds5,"(0, 5)","I need help talking about this: you can still be a good person even if you mess up sometimes. As long as you try, it'll be ok. I'm so afraid of people leaving me because I made them sad, I was mean, or I annoy them, anything, and they'll hold it against me even if I try to improve and make concentrated efforts to change. It's crippling. It's a catastrophic thought.",7014,1,0.8,1506039380,25,2.627807018,71,3.2,55.59,76.59,8.79,14.2,16.9,95.77,61.97,28.17,19.72,11.27,0.0,4.23,0.0,4.23,8.45,2.82,11.27,12.68,7.04,12.68,0.0,23.94,7.04,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.86,4.23,5.63,1.41,1.41,1.41,14.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.54,4.23,5.63,4.23,9.86,0.0,5.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.86,1.41,5.63,2.82,1.41,0.0,2.82,15.49,2.82,8.45,2.82,2.82,2.82,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,22.54,7.04,7.04,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.04,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.66677,1.51385,1.91876,1.0,12,3.789473684,-0.0625 ptsd,8uvl8a,"[0, 5]","This will probably end up being a rant. Whoever reads this, thank you. Trigger warning - sexual assault So I was 17 going to a summer camp out of state. This was my first time ever being away from my family for more than a day at a time.",68,0,0.6,1530297960,2,1.326875,48,80.75,50.0,98.01,4.56,12.0,10.42,89.58,60.42,16.67,8.33,6.25,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,8.33,8.33,18.75,10.42,6.25,2.08,0.0,14.58,4.17,4.17,2.08,4.17,2.08,6.25,2.08,4.17,0.0,2.08,0.0,6.25,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,10.42,2.08,2.08,4.17,0.0,2.08,4.17,2.08,4.17,25.0,2.08,8.33,14.58,0.0,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,8.33,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.79524,1.60976,1.9176,0.67,5,3.887333333,0.416666667 relationships,7p79px,"(60, 65)","Why am I being all shelled up? How do I not do that, and what should I do in order to process and handle my emotions without damaging the trust he is trying to place in me? I know he right now what is needed is for me to be stable, loving and light. Why can't I do it? TLDR: going through a rough patch where husband was abusive and raging.",40260,1,1.0,1515506606,0,2.909166667,71,8.82,10.26,68.81,8.79,14.2,11.27,92.96,67.61,19.72,14.08,11.27,0.0,0.0,2.82,0.0,5.63,2.82,12.68,16.9,7.04,7.04,4.23,22.54,1.41,0.0,8.45,0.0,1.41,8.45,2.82,4.23,0.0,2.82,0.0,7.04,1.41,0.0,0.0,4.23,15.49,1.41,4.23,2.82,1.41,1.41,4.23,2.82,1.41,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.45,2.82,1.41,2.82,0.0,1.41,2.82,18.31,1.41,12.68,1.41,8.45,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.68,2.82,2.82,1.41,0.0,4.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.72753,1.48615,1.86764,0.33,20,4.448222222,0.296428571 anxiety,9ojg6d,"[16, 21]","I feel like platitudes are useless, but I really don't know what else to say. ""It's gonna be fine, don't worry"" is basically all I say when I'm not frustrated. So I need help understanding a better way to be a better person to him. ​ Thanks.",256,0,1.0,1539656853,3,2.370192308,47,5.78,6.83,86.65,66.07,11.75,10.64,95.74,55.32,17.02,12.77,10.64,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,4.26,4.26,8.51,17.02,8.51,6.38,6.38,34.04,6.38,6.38,4.26,0.0,2.13,14.89,8.51,6.38,2.13,2.13,2.13,10.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,19.15,6.38,0.0,2.13,0.0,2.13,8.51,6.38,0.0,4.26,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.51,2.13,4.26,4.26,4.26,0.0,0.0,31.91,2.13,6.38,2.13,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,31.91,8.51,4.26,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.26,8.51,0.0,4.26,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.66252,1.40952,1.9354,1.0,1,5.137692308,0.183333333 homeless,9whuab,"[150, 155]","So again, here I am, with no idea what to do. I don't have any particular skills, besides almost never getting fatigued, the ability to walk for hours on end without getting tired, lifting some pretty heavy objects despite my skinny figure, and a few other things. I know some Korean, and am studying Japanese, Chinese, and Spanish (self taught). The only things of value that I have anymore are my phone and laptop that I've had since I ran away, and I mainly use the wifi at work to access the internet. My only source of sleep is a 30-60 minute nap I manage to sneak in inside the changing stalls at the gym I shower at, unless a coworker is nice enough to let me stay with them for a few nights.",634,1,0.8,1542054869,20,11.07562044,135,69.57,10.41,88.31,53.63,27.0,13.33,90.37,57.78,15.56,10.37,9.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.74,5.19,7.41,17.04,8.89,5.19,5.19,2.96,14.81,5.19,0.74,0.74,1.48,3.7,2.96,2.22,0.74,0.0,0.0,0.74,2.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.07,2.22,2.96,0.74,4.44,0.74,2.96,1.48,0.0,0.74,0.74,2.22,0.74,1.48,0.0,0.0,5.93,0.0,2.22,1.48,2.22,0.0,2.22,11.11,0.0,14.07,2.96,5.93,5.93,5.19,1.48,0.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.56,3.7,8.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.74,0.0,1.48,1.48,0.0,2.8462,2.625,3.0,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.67302,1.46667,1.86547,0.83,29,10.51351825,0.003888889 survivorsofabuse,6bh9ht,"(200, 205)","He refused to look me in the face and acknowledge what he had done. Several days later, his sister calls me, feigning friendship, asking if I would like to get the cat I had been forced to adopt while living there. When I got home, a multiple hour drive each way, I noticed the cat behaving strangely. This cat was at this point, less than a year after my leaving, almost entirely feral, and infested with a ridiculous number of fleas. I posted on a local forum for my town about ways to help repair this cat’s now-aggressive nature.",27979,0,1.0,1494938997,8,8.302772277,100,72.8,38.19,74.76,12.51,20.0,15.0,83.0,50.0,16.0,12.0,9.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,0.0,4.0,7.0,13.0,6.0,5.0,5.0,0.0,14.0,5.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,5.0,3.0,1.0,2.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,8.0,1.0,0.0,1.0,3.0,8.0,2.0,1.0,2.0,2.0,1.0,2.0,1.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,1.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,2.0,0.0,3.0,2.0,0.0,8.0,3.0,0.0,17.0,2.0,7.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,5.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70961,1.62143,1.85011,0.91,3,8.060277228,-0.094444444 relationships,7quxrf,"[20, 25]","I can't talk like that."" He put a hand on my shoulder and smiled and said, ""You sure are."" It goes in a circle. He made me feel better there by affirming that he thinks I'm worthwhile. Great, that'll probably get on his nerves.",183,0,0.571428571,1516131902,5,-0.635835866,44,20.93,67.52,31.94,99.0,8.8,9.09,97.73,59.09,29.55,20.45,9.09,0.0,2.27,9.09,0.0,9.09,4.55,11.36,6.82,4.55,4.55,2.27,22.73,6.82,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.36,11.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,13.64,4.55,2.27,0.0,2.27,2.27,2.27,9.09,2.27,2.27,4.55,6.82,6.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.82,0.0,2.27,0.0,6.82,0.0,4.55,18.18,2.27,11.36,4.55,6.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,29.55,11.36,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.82,6.82,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.5,2.8,1.375,1.2727,1.0,1.79912,1.6,1.9162,0.86,3,0.837082067,0.58 assistance,9nfd77,"(0, 5)"," Story's in the link if interested. All I will say here - thanks for reading and considering, and if there's anything I can do to make this more comfortable on you (answer questions, try to clear up any confusion, etc), I'll do the best I can. One thing I will say, also: I know for the food issue that the food pantry/bank subreddits exist, and will try them if I have to. It's just that I'm trying to put that off for a little if I can.",28133,0,1.0,1539302734,0,7.351421053,88,23.36,18.16,68.33,94.75,22.0,9.09,92.05,61.36,20.45,12.5,10.23,0.0,1.14,0.0,1.14,7.95,5.68,12.5,14.77,4.55,9.09,0.0,23.86,4.55,2.27,0.0,1.14,3.41,4.55,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.45,5.68,1.14,4.55,12.5,2.27,4.55,3.41,1.14,2.27,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,5.68,0.0,4.55,2.27,1.14,0.0,0.0,18.18,4.55,7.95,1.14,6.82,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,4.55,6.82,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,5.68,2.27,3.41,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68288,1.44051,1.91417,0.4,1,8.205131579,0.323214286 survivorsofabuse,8tc9jd,"[20, 25]","Is it a true event that happened? Have I made it up somehow? Could a child make this up? Am I overreacting about this all? I have had a great youth and the sweetest family and friends, nothing ever went wrong or something.",1071,0,0.571428571,1529781733,7,1.929069767,43,15.2,32.1,49.53,95.29,8.6,16.28,97.67,65.12,20.93,6.98,6.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.95,9.3,6.98,13.95,6.98,6.98,2.33,23.26,9.3,2.33,0.0,0.0,2.33,9.3,6.98,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.98,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,23.26,0.0,4.65,2.33,6.98,9.3,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,16.28,4.65,0.0,6.98,2.33,2.33,9.3,11.63,0.0,13.95,2.33,4.65,6.98,0.0,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.95,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,9.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8182,2.4286,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.80703,1.43243,1.98271,1.0,4,2.582604651,0.216666667 anxiety,88aibi,"[15, 20]","Can you relate? TL;DR: I did something stupid at work. A coworker called me out for it, and rightfully so. I apologized, she accepted, and all is now good. *But I can't stop thinking about it, dwelling on it.",485,1,0.8,1522418177,7,0.149392857,40,11.24,50.0,97.21,25.77,8.0,17.5,95.0,62.5,25.0,15.0,10.0,0.0,2.5,2.5,0.0,10.0,2.5,12.5,7.5,7.5,10.0,2.5,12.5,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,10.0,5.0,5.0,2.5,2.5,0.0,15.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,17.5,7.5,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.5,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,2.5,5.0,2.5,2.5,7.5,12.5,0.0,12.5,0.0,7.5,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,32.5,10.0,10.0,2.5,2.5,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,2.5,2.75,2.25,2.6,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.64647,1.43529,1.78958,1.0,4,1.978571429,-0.05 relationships,7q8072,"(25, 30)","My mom finally had a response, basically my brother works very hard (and he does, he does manual work, which I know is very hard) but nothing regarding me. I don't know what to do- maybe I am overreacting but I don't know. P.s. my brother stays out of everything, he is kind and asks me questions but doesn't play games with my sister and is usually out of the room doing something. **tl;dr**:I feel like no matter what I do - my family is disappointed at me and if I ask to not be fun of it just gets worse.",40185,1,1.0,1515884864,3,3.024393204,103,3.66,8.72,84.87,43.46,20.6,12.62,94.17,67.96,23.3,17.48,14.56,0.0,0.0,2.91,0.0,5.83,1.94,10.68,14.56,6.8,7.77,5.83,23.3,3.88,1.94,2.91,0.0,0.0,4.85,2.91,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.97,11.65,4.85,0.0,1.94,4.85,15.53,4.85,0.97,0.97,4.85,1.94,4.85,2.91,0.0,0.0,2.91,0.97,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,9.71,4.85,1.94,0.97,0.97,0.97,0.97,23.3,0.0,6.8,0.97,4.85,1.94,1.94,3.88,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.33,5.83,3.88,0.97,0.97,0.0,0.0,1.94,0.0,2.91,1.94,3.88,2.8333,2.7778,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.74371,1.45532,1.8904,0.8,13,4.782706311,-0.157291667 domesticviolence,6zef4o,"(9, 14)","The only woman who ever treated me with respect, my nan, died a few months ago. This household is screwing with all of us. There's nothing we can do, because she refuses to seek help, so this will never change. I want to move out, but I have nowhere to go, no job, and no money. The best I can do is wait it out until someone dies, I suppose.",21227,1,0.833333333,1505123827,5,2.917887324,70,11.74,33.41,70.81,52.57,14.0,14.29,95.71,65.71,20.0,12.86,8.57,2.86,0.0,1.43,0.0,7.14,4.29,12.86,12.86,7.14,7.14,7.14,20.0,2.86,1.43,1.43,0.0,2.86,4.29,2.86,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,11.43,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,15.71,0.0,2.86,1.43,2.86,7.14,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,8.57,4.29,1.43,5.71,1.43,0.0,2.86,20.0,1.43,17.14,4.29,4.29,8.57,1.43,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,2.86,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,7.14,11.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74731,1.52813,1.8654,1.0,11,4.40715493,0.266666667 anxiety,7v88kq,"(2, 7)","My friend is coming to get me in the grocery store parking lot where I wound up after. It is, legally, without a doubt my fault, although actually not because the cops cut the guy in front of me off to let some school busses go past without traffic or whatever, the roads were slick, and I couldn’t stop in time, but I’m still freaking out in my head. Ugh. Mentally just not alright right now. I should not have gone out today.",18283,1,1.0,1517766781,6,5.577529412,83,53.49,1.0,99.0,1.0,16.6,16.87,93.98,60.24,13.25,10.84,10.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.41,6.02,16.87,9.64,6.02,6.02,7.23,14.46,1.2,1.2,2.41,0.0,2.41,7.23,1.2,6.02,1.2,0.0,0.0,2.41,0.0,2.41,0.0,1.2,18.07,0.0,1.2,2.41,4.82,0.0,10.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.61,1.2,1.2,0.0,1.2,8.43,1.2,0.0,2.41,1.2,3.61,3.61,9.64,1.2,26.51,3.61,14.46,8.43,2.41,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,3.61,1.2,0.0,1.2,1.2,0.0,15.66,6.02,7.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.41,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.5,3.0,1.1111,1.1818,1.0,1.73677,1.67143,1.71954,0.88,5,5.616470588,-0.019047619 anxiety,7anshz,"[12, 17]","But one night, I somehow picked up on a pattern or loop in the cricket sounds, and I haven't been able to listen to it since. My brother had the same model in the room next to mine, and I ended up getting him a new one for his birthday because even puddles through the wall, every single loop felt like an ice pick to my forehead. It's like my brain knows what sound is coming and the auditory auto-correct is mentally painful and dread inducing. Any advice/suggestions would be helpful-- can't seem to get the right combination of experiences/symptoms from misophonia, sensory processing, etc. Thanks!",1787,1,0.571428571,1509758165,5,10.081875,109,87.22,29.09,73.51,25.77,21.8,21.1,87.16,50.46,11.01,8.26,6.42,0.0,0.0,1.83,0.0,2.75,8.26,15.6,7.34,1.83,6.42,1.83,17.43,4.59,2.75,0.92,2.75,2.75,3.67,1.83,1.83,0.92,0.0,0.0,6.42,0.92,0.0,0.0,2.75,15.6,3.67,4.59,0.92,3.67,1.83,3.67,5.5,0.0,2.75,1.83,3.67,1.83,1.83,0.0,0.0,7.34,1.83,0.92,1.83,1.83,0.92,4.59,11.01,0.92,13.76,0.92,7.34,5.5,0.0,0.92,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.43,3.67,5.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.92,2.75,0.0,2.75,0.0,1.83,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.66437,1.56854,1.84628,1.0,3,9.265642857,0.088961039 food_pantry,8zp956,"[0, 5]","I'm a freelancer, which means pay isn't always steady. I also have frequent painful and difficult digestive issues as well as migraines that lay me out several times a month. I work hard, I make an effort to save where I can, but some months bills and such wipe me out. I'm just coming through a bout of sick and feeling up to eating again, but thanks to pay waits and bills, I'm broke and down to a bit of brown rice and gelatin in the house. I made a post this morning on r/Random_Acts_of_Pizza and a mod pointed me here for some slightly more substantial help.",628,1,0.6,1531862570,12,8.525892857,111,69.11,10.38,92.7,13.56,22.2,12.61,90.09,52.25,12.61,9.91,9.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,7.21,15.32,5.41,6.31,10.81,0.9,14.41,8.11,2.7,1.8,0.0,4.5,6.31,2.7,3.6,0.0,0.0,0.9,0.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.91,1.8,1.8,0.0,2.7,0.9,2.7,3.6,0.9,0.0,2.7,6.31,0.0,3.6,0.0,3.6,5.41,0.9,1.8,2.7,0.0,0.9,1.8,11.71,0.9,15.32,0.9,6.31,7.21,3.6,0.0,0.9,3.6,0.0,0.0,1.8,0.0,0.9,0.0,0.9,0.0,16.22,4.5,4.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.6,0.0,3.6,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70949,1.5766,1.8222,0.99,6,7.474571429,-0.099570106 domesticviolence,7iphly,"[55, 60]","I clean the living room everyday. I take care of the kids, dinner, homework, put to bed, wash all the bottle stuff at night. I try to make our bed everyday, but have been slacking on that lately. I clean our room (although not nearly as often as I should), I take out garbage, I wash the counters and oven. I ask him to do the kitchen, which sometimes takes days for him to get to.",1226,1,0.8,1512854409,6,4.204342105,76,59.58,29.92,86.55,50.32,15.2,11.84,94.74,59.21,22.37,15.79,10.53,2.63,0.0,2.63,0.0,6.58,6.58,15.79,5.26,3.95,6.58,1.32,21.05,5.26,2.63,1.32,0.0,1.32,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,15.79,0.0,1.32,1.32,5.26,3.95,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.58,0.0,3.95,0.0,2.63,9.21,2.63,1.32,0.0,5.26,0.0,1.32,15.79,0.0,17.11,1.32,6.58,9.21,1.32,0.0,9.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.74,6.58,10.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,2.625,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.2,1.0,1.73881,1.6806,1.87164,0.88,29,4.466947368,0.056666667 survivorsofabuse,772ua3,"[60, 65]","Since then I have heard from him once, in the form of a drunken voicemail pleading with me to forgive him and swearing that he doesn't remember anything. I may be able to believe that if I didn't know he was a manipulative pathological liar. The worst thing about this to me is that he has two kids, a little girl and a little boy who I absolutely adore. I haven't been able to see them in five years (I'm nineteen now). If anyone is reading this, and you're wondering why I didn't call the police, I did.",557,1,0.8,1508285639,9,5.216185897,98,10.9,41.92,59.54,25.77,19.6,14.29,97.96,67.35,26.53,17.35,10.2,0.0,1.02,5.1,1.02,9.18,7.14,11.22,15.31,4.08,6.12,4.08,22.45,2.04,1.02,2.04,4.08,0.0,4.08,2.04,2.04,0.0,1.02,0.0,16.33,0.0,0.0,1.02,6.12,17.35,5.1,3.06,2.04,6.12,1.02,5.1,3.06,1.02,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,1.02,0.0,1.02,6.12,0.0,2.04,3.06,0.0,1.02,7.14,13.27,2.04,9.18,0.0,4.08,5.1,1.02,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,17.35,5.1,4.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.12,2.04,0.0,2.625,2.375,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.66613,1.51905,1.88214,1.0,0,6.033461538,-0.029166667 relationships,7tjakh,"[35, 40]",I’m not living a lavish lifestyle or rolling around in money. I explained to her that if we divided rent based on income percentage she would actually be paying more per month. All this on top of the fact that she turned down a free car. It feels really unfair because I think she blames me for moving us to a “more expensive” location for my new job. So in her mind she shouldn’t have to pay anything more than the dirt-cheap rent I was charging her to live with me at my house.,1563,0,0.8,1517130570,66,5.007766323,95,57.39,37.6,64.06,11.97,19.0,12.63,92.63,57.89,23.16,17.89,8.42,2.11,0.0,7.37,0.0,5.26,5.26,16.84,6.32,4.21,4.21,2.11,14.74,8.42,5.26,0.0,0.0,5.26,3.16,1.05,2.11,0.0,1.05,0.0,11.58,0.0,0.0,7.37,0.0,16.84,3.16,2.11,3.16,3.16,2.11,6.32,1.05,0.0,0.0,1.05,2.11,0.0,2.11,0.0,0.0,5.26,2.11,1.05,3.16,0.0,0.0,3.16,6.32,0.0,15.79,4.21,9.47,2.11,4.21,0.0,3.16,9.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,2.11,2.11,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.78829,1.64198,1.88384,0.86,36,5.556237113,0.137924702 anxiety,5u88ck,"[0, 5]","It's always been something I have feared but it's got so much worse since developing anxiety. I think it stems down to the fact I had a tooth removed when I was only 5. Doesn't sound like a big deal but my mum didn't tell me I had to have it removed till the actual day. She just woke me up and got me in the car and told me we were going to the hospital (the children's dentist was at the hospital) so they could put me asleep and remove my tooth. Obviously at 5 that seemed pretty scary, didn't help that I had to wait 3 hours when I got there.",77,1,0.6,1487174257,103,5.34767507,113,15.83,14.41,98.19,2.44,22.6,8.85,94.69,61.06,21.24,15.04,12.39,0.88,0.0,0.88,0.88,6.19,7.08,10.62,13.27,6.19,8.85,2.65,23.01,3.54,1.77,1.77,2.65,0.88,4.42,0.88,3.54,2.65,0.0,0.0,7.08,0.88,0.0,1.77,0.0,11.5,1.77,0.88,0.88,2.65,2.65,3.54,0.88,0.0,0.88,0.0,5.31,2.65,2.65,0.0,0.0,8.85,1.77,0.0,4.42,2.65,0.88,13.27,7.96,0.88,17.7,5.31,5.31,7.08,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.39,4.42,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.31,1.77,0.0,2.8462,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.75077,1.5703,1.84695,0.95,53,6.324831933,-0.045061728 relationships,7pt64b,"(0, 5)","feel free to delete or disregard if this isn't in the right sub. I saw a guy for months having sex a couple times a week. But not just that, hanging out and being friends too. In December he asked me what we were. I knew that this was something we should talk about and so we sat down and talked it out.",53836,0,1.0,1515721294,3,1.197864583,63,17.96,62.46,89.63,55.71,12.6,7.94,96.83,66.67,22.22,11.11,4.76,4.76,0.0,1.59,0.0,11.11,6.35,12.7,9.52,6.35,11.11,3.17,20.63,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,0.0,3.17,0.0,3.17,14.29,3.17,0.0,3.17,4.76,0.0,7.94,3.17,1.59,0.0,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,7.94,6.35,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,11.11,6.35,0.0,17.46,0.0,9.52,7.94,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,7.94,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.68625,1.62545,1.89086,1.0,2,2.029375,0.176719577 relationships,7o78rj,"(0, 5)","I’m a Canadian traveling in India and staying for a few days at a homestay (paid accommodation). At home I have a beloved rescue dog. Three adult dogs live here at the homestay: one male and two nursing females. The dogs’ body language towards the people who live and work here is positive. The dogs wag, follow people, accept physical affection.",6234,0,1.0,1515111891,2,5.661129032,61,96.5,83.74,52.08,99.0,12.2,22.95,81.97,39.34,4.92,3.28,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,13.11,9.84,4.92,3.28,4.92,0.0,18.03,4.92,0.0,1.64,4.92,1.64,6.56,6.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.11,0.0,1.64,1.64,1.64,3.28,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.56,1.64,4.92,0.0,0.0,3.28,0.0,1.64,0.0,1.64,0.0,1.64,13.11,0.0,16.39,6.56,9.84,1.64,1.64,1.64,1.64,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.67,8.2,3.28,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.28,3.28,0.0,2.8333,2.7273,3.0,1.25,1.0,1.0,1.80682,1.90667,2.04004,0.6,14,6.565354839,0.1375 relationships,7pqoav,"[45, 50]","The past few months especially have been hard on me. I think about her often, not even necessarily in a sexual manner, but I miss her. Even more so, the fantasies have started up again. I have vivid, detailed dreams about her sexually, and they upset me throughout the day, and I don't know what to think. Any advice?",672,1,0.8,1515699757,1,4.038,59,20.17,19.85,90.34,6.73,11.8,11.86,96.61,62.71,18.64,16.95,10.17,0.0,0.0,5.08,1.69,1.69,6.78,11.86,8.47,13.56,6.78,3.39,16.95,6.78,1.69,1.69,0.0,5.08,5.08,1.69,3.39,1.69,0.0,1.69,8.47,0.0,0.0,5.08,0.0,15.25,5.08,0.0,0.0,3.39,3.39,3.39,3.39,1.69,0.0,1.69,3.39,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,5.08,13.56,0.0,15.25,0.0,5.08,10.17,0.0,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.34,6.78,10.17,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.625,2.6,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.73216,1.49434,1.8819,0.66,2,4.823333333,0.142592593 anxiety,73w12q,"(18, 23)","I try to take all opinions with a grain of salt, but ""incel"" isn't really an isolated trend, and there are more cases that it's part of the way our modern male/female gender system works. Also, I don't understand this, but questioning this stuff doesn't mean I hate all women. It doesn't even imply that. But doesn't everyone have a right to vent frustration? I want to talk more and give you more details.",20778,0,0.6,1506981112,3,5.335555556,75,13.41,29.68,34.86,1.0,15.0,9.33,88.0,53.33,18.67,8.0,5.33,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,10.67,5.33,8.0,10.67,5.33,8.0,6.67,22.67,8.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,4.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,2.67,1.33,10.67,0.0,0.0,2.67,1.33,18.67,4.0,1.33,1.33,2.67,4.0,6.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,5.33,1.33,2.67,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,22.67,0.0,4.0,0.0,2.67,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.0,5.33,5.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,2.67,8.0,0.0,1.33,2.7273,2.625,3.0,1.2,1.125,1.0,1.68468,1.46667,1.82853,1.0,8,5.878617284,0.134151786 anxiety,616884,"(15, 20)","*Mindfulness Meditation:* Hopefully you know about this by now:), but there are specific mindfulness meditations that allow you to develop certain parts of your brain. If you want to be happier, there are meditations for that. More concentrated, there are meditations for that. You can choose how to improve yourself and that’s **backed by fucking science. ** Like building a muscle, these changes take a lot of repetitions, but you do start seeing progress in as little as a few weeks if you are dedicated.",26757,0,1.0,1490319837,1,5.206352941,85,41.45,90.21,12.57,95.55,17.0,24.71,96.47,57.65,16.47,9.41,0.0,0.0,9.41,0.0,0.0,7.06,3.53,16.47,9.41,8.24,9.41,0.0,14.12,9.41,5.88,1.18,0.0,3.53,7.06,5.88,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,9.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,5.88,3.53,4.71,4.71,2.35,4.71,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,3.53,2.35,1.18,1.18,0.0,4.71,0.0,2.35,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,15.29,1.18,8.24,1.18,2.35,4.71,2.35,4.71,0.0,0.0,4.71,0.0,2.35,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.18,5.88,5.88,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,7.06,2.7778,2.8,3.0,1.3333,1.0,1.0,1.67174,1.35278,1.87773,1.0,0,5.494411765,0.032397959 domesticviolence,6hdp2o,"(0, 5)","Hi, My partner is a Dv survivor after 15 years, he eroded everything about her and mentally abused her mostly throughout with sexual elements towards the last few years Shes lovely, the most caring girl in the world and so beautiful But its also not easy, she likes a few drinks at weekends and the drink brings out a different girl or maybe its the true girl im not sure, this girl has vivid flashbacks and they are pretty harsh Shes in therapy too and thats tough going as well its popping the cork on all the anger she has bottled up over 15 years",22750,1,0.6,1497514465,3,6.709388379,105,54.14,71.61,21.13,98.56,105.0,13.33,90.48,55.24,15.24,9.52,1.9,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.95,5.71,9.52,12.38,7.62,6.67,9.52,1.9,10.48,10.48,3.81,0.0,1.9,3.81,12.38,8.57,2.86,0.0,1.9,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.95,7.62,0.95,12.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,3.81,4.76,2.86,1.9,0.0,0.95,3.81,0.0,0.95,0.95,1.9,4.76,1.9,0.95,1.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,0.95,16.19,1.9,8.57,5.71,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.0,4.76,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70034,1.60253,1.85309,1.0,16,6.542706422,0.073302469 domesticviolence,8dbbcx,"(5, 10)","I just wrote a 3 page statement, trying to include the entire bad history"" of our relationship.abuse. Is there an pointers or tips you have for writing a statement that lets the judge know exactly what this jerk deserves? A certain length? Do I only talk about what has happend AFTER the assault, because there hasn't really been much. It's more about all the things leading up to it.",52097,0,0.8,1524104519,6,6.102112676,70,55.47,61.26,34.27,1.0,14.0,20.0,91.43,58.57,17.14,7.14,2.86,2.86,1.43,0.0,0.0,10.0,11.43,11.43,10.0,10.0,2.86,1.43,17.14,2.86,2.86,2.86,1.43,5.71,7.14,1.43,5.71,0.0,4.29,0.0,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.57,4.29,2.86,0.0,2.86,5.71,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.86,4.29,2.86,5.71,0.0,1.43,2.86,14.29,0.0,7.14,1.43,2.86,2.86,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.71,5.71,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,1.43,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.4,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.6911,1.46429,1.83827,1.0,0,5.736732394,0.066326531 relationships,7o2mgv,"[0, 5]","I come from an Asian family where kids are not expected to move out, its the opposite where kids are supposed to live at home and take care of the parents when they become adults, however living in America has made me hate this mindset because I am never able to be an individual. My dad is extremely controlling and a downright bully, he verbally abuses me and my siblings about anything possible just for the sake of abusing us. He always demands we listen to him and do things his way and if we don't we are ""disobedient"" and ""bad children"". He even abuses my mom verbally and she knows it but deals with because its how she was raised, even random strangers like waiters and cashiers at stores are bullied, he'll complain about lines being long and blame cashiers for being ""slow"" ect. OVERALL THIS MAD IS EXTREMELY NEGATIVE and if you try to talk back or explain to him to be a little bit nicer he gets defensive and goes on a tantrum how hes our dad and we have no right to talk to him like that.",862,1,0.8,1515068393,5,8.673344788,191,19.66,90.46,5.72,1.0,38.2,17.8,91.1,61.26,17.8,13.61,3.66,3.14,0.52,5.76,0.52,4.19,4.19,12.57,9.42,7.85,11.52,2.62,17.8,2.09,1.57,2.62,0.0,0.52,6.28,1.05,5.24,0.0,3.66,0.0,19.37,3.14,0.0,1.57,6.28,14.14,1.57,3.14,1.57,4.71,2.09,3.66,0.52,0.0,0.52,0.0,1.05,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,9.42,4.71,1.05,2.09,1.05,0.52,1.57,15.18,1.05,9.95,2.09,6.28,2.62,0.0,0.52,1.05,0.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.42,2.62,2.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.14,1.05,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8182,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71175,1.57669,1.84732,0.86,7,8.326975945,-0.199683869 homeless,9quiow,"(3, 8)","I will go homeless soon for reasons i can't stop, i roughly have 1000$ in cash and around 1000$ in possessions such as my PC, second PC, headphones etc etc etc. What should be the first thing i do aside from finding a job? I get the idea of going to a 24 Hr gym and renting a storage unit if i want to store belongings, aside from that is there anything you guys can recommend? ​ edit: Thank you for all your help, it has given me an idea of what i have to do.",37185,0,0.8,1540338709,7,5.54969697,96,54.96,37.72,48.89,44.87,24.0,11.46,85.42,56.25,18.75,12.5,9.38,0.0,3.12,0.0,0.0,6.25,6.25,13.54,10.42,4.17,4.17,1.04,15.62,1.04,1.04,2.08,5.21,1.04,1.04,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.0,1.04,0.0,1.04,10.42,4.17,1.04,3.12,2.08,1.04,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.29,2.08,1.04,3.12,1.04,1.04,1.04,13.54,3.12,8.33,2.08,3.12,3.12,5.21,1.04,1.04,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,2.08,5.21,1.04,1.04,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,4.17,2.5,2.8889,3.0,1.4,1.1429,1.0,1.7112,1.42368,1.89022,0.82,31,6.077454545,0.0375 survivorsofabuse,8luhw9,"(5, 10)","Your responses to the survey items will be anonymous and kept confidential. Clicking the “SURVEY” link below will take you to a page asking you to read through a consent form explaining the purpose of this research, the content of the survey, the type of questions you will be asked, the amount of time it may take to complete the survey, and the risks and benefits of your participation. At the end of the form you can click “AGREE” to consent to the use of the answers you provide and to begin completing the survey. Thank you for your time and interest. ",18224,0,1.0,1527183095,4,9.166,103,98.64,99.0,4.29,79.01,20.6,18.45,84.47,55.34,10.68,8.74,0.0,0.0,8.74,0.0,0.0,1.94,15.53,17.48,6.8,0.0,4.85,0.0,15.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.97,4.85,3.88,0.97,0.97,0.0,0.0,14.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.74,3.88,2.91,0.0,1.94,0.97,0.0,1.94,0.0,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.83,0.0,0.97,0.97,2.91,0.97,1.94,8.74,3.88,6.8,0.0,2.91,3.88,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,13.59,3.88,3.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.88,0.0,0.0,1.94,2.75,2.6,3.0,1.25,1.1429,1.0,1.64171,1.4925,1.8325,0.84,1,8.445714286,0.1 ptsd,6v4el6,"[0, 5]","I'm scared, and I've been on edge for the past few days. He has two 4th degree felony charges and I'm so worried that lack of evidence will push the judge to reconsider his charges. My ex is claiming self-defense, even though I wasn't attacking him. I'm way too small of a person, it doesn't even make sense. He towers over me, how does he expect people to believe him?",1622,1,1.0,1503335892,6,2.725627706,71,7.32,44.41,32.7,1.0,14.2,12.68,90.14,56.34,21.13,18.31,9.86,0.0,0.0,8.45,0.0,2.82,4.23,9.86,15.49,8.45,7.04,2.82,21.13,5.63,0.0,1.41,1.41,1.41,5.63,0.0,5.63,2.82,1.41,0.0,14.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.45,14.08,5.63,2.82,2.82,0.0,0.0,2.82,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.45,0.0,0.0,5.63,0.0,2.82,4.23,15.49,2.82,11.27,1.41,7.04,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.54,5.63,5.63,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,1.41,0.0,8.45,0.0,0.0,2.6364,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.67882,1.63333,1.83129,0.88,1,3.666948052,-0.233333333 relationships,7pqb0y,"(20, 25)","i have asked for her patient while he gets trained, but i understand her not wanting to potentially move into an environment that disturbers her normal way of life, but thats 6 months from now. I am confident that training would fix 70% of the issues that she has with my dog. Could there be something else deeply underlying that i am missing? To me a loving and healthy relationship is one that can come to compromises and that are no winners or losers, but agreements in place to help solve issues TOGETHER . If she has trouble with compromising on a proper solution now, what will happen when it comes to or much larger life decisions like buying a house or moving to a new city.",51241,0,0.6,1515696738,9,11.51929134,126,40.66,31.71,63.15,39.99,25.2,17.46,91.27,57.14,17.46,9.52,4.76,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,7.94,4.76,12.7,10.32,3.17,8.73,1.59,18.25,3.17,1.59,1.59,2.38,0.79,7.14,3.97,3.17,0.79,0.0,1.59,8.73,0.0,0.0,3.97,0.79,15.08,3.17,1.59,3.17,4.76,0.79,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,11.9,4.76,4.76,3.97,2.38,0.79,0.79,15.08,1.59,15.87,3.17,7.94,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.94,3.17,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74434,1.45688,1.92048,0.59,42,10.48292913,0.10719697 anxiety,7amy5g,"[5, 10]","But now i want that to change. My need for paxil is in direct relations to panic attacks or aggression attacks as i refer to them sometimes. I tend to get agitated easily or snap at people if I feel panicky or if I am embarrassed or put in situations I do not like I get agitated to the point of being a dick and yelling a lot. Which my family ends up being on the wrong side of my temper tantrums, my panick attacks turn into agitation and defensiveness. Ha anyone else switched from paxil successfully or anyone with a similar situation using something different?",1782,1,0.571428571,1509749246,2,9.343018868,105,76.3,6.39,98.01,1.0,21.0,20.95,93.33,51.43,16.19,11.43,10.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,4.76,4.76,16.19,3.81,0.95,10.48,0.0,13.33,3.81,2.86,0.95,0.0,0.95,19.05,3.81,15.24,3.81,9.52,0.0,5.71,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.95,2.86,1.9,3.81,11.43,0.0,9.52,1.9,0.0,0.95,0.95,0.95,0.95,0.0,0.95,0.0,9.52,1.9,0.95,3.81,2.86,0.95,0.0,9.52,0.0,14.29,2.86,8.57,2.86,0.95,0.95,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.9,0.95,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,3.81,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8182,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.80895,1.48706,1.79805,1.0,1,10.60064151,0.130555556 stress,8j518o,"(5, 10)","Realistically, because of geographic lockdown, (needed) pay grade, etc, it's going to take a good year for me to switch. I need a way to maintain until I can get out. A couple of years ago, when it started getting bad, I coped by drinking a lot more and being a couch potato. But that's bad for me and my family, not working, so I've stopped. I went on a two week business trip.",20052,0,1.0,1526229530,4,4.008961039,74,72.42,8.84,92.7,9.26,14.8,14.86,90.54,50.0,14.86,10.81,10.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.05,8.11,14.86,6.76,2.7,9.46,1.35,18.92,1.35,1.35,1.35,1.35,4.05,4.05,1.35,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.11,0.0,1.35,2.7,1.35,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,12.16,1.35,1.35,0.0,5.41,4.05,6.76,9.46,1.35,18.92,4.05,4.05,10.81,5.41,2.7,2.7,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.32,6.76,10.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.05,2.7,0.0,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.74238,1.57187,1.84546,0.84,2,5.893922078,-0.05 assistance,97e5x9,"[0, 5]"," my puppy, was born unable to eat or drink for herself. I have been tube feeding her every 4-6 hours for 7 weeks with the hope that whatever the issue is would mend itself. Unfortunately, she has had no such luck. I took her to the vet and they believe it is a disorder called Pharyngeal Achalasia. The test to confirm the diagnosis is between $800 and $1,000, with the surgery to repair it being another $2,500.",1058,0,0.6,1534296404,12,5.529642857,81,59.07,54.9,1.0,48.69,16.2,16.05,76.54,56.79,17.28,9.88,3.7,0.0,0.0,4.94,1.23,7.41,8.64,11.11,13.58,1.23,3.7,1.23,19.75,0.0,0.0,1.23,9.88,2.47,3.7,2.47,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.41,0.0,0.0,4.94,0.0,8.64,2.47,0.0,2.47,3.7,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.17,0.0,2.47,0.0,3.7,3.7,0.0,1.23,0.0,2.47,0.0,7.41,9.88,1.23,3.7,0.0,0.0,3.7,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.75,6.17,6.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.17,3.0,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.66486,1.5,1.86324,0.74,0,6.835809524,-0.333333333 relationships,7tdu4v,"[25, 30]","Snot. Slobber. Just uncontrollable sadness. I was about to explain to her that we would be back later that night and if she was good, we'd bring her a treat. But Mom just scooped her up and coddled her like you would a 9 month old who was crying because they were a bit cranky.",75,0,0.8,1517072165,284,1.487916667,55,8.19,98.47,1.0,5.95,11.0,12.73,89.09,65.45,23.64,18.18,1.82,3.64,1.82,9.09,1.82,5.45,5.45,9.09,14.55,7.27,9.09,0.0,20.0,1.82,3.64,1.82,1.82,1.82,9.09,3.64,5.45,1.82,0.0,3.64,21.82,1.82,0.0,10.91,0.0,10.91,1.82,1.82,5.45,1.82,0.0,3.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.27,3.64,0.0,1.82,1.82,0.0,7.27,5.45,0.0,12.73,1.82,3.64,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.73,9.09,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.7,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.64844,1.54222,1.88185,0.93,56,1.957142857,0.12 ptsd,5n56lm,"(95, 100)","No wonder I get scolded for bad grades, called a lazy, worthless piece of fuck because I am too lazy or too stupid to care about exams and my future, but in reality, I deeply care too much as if I feel like the whole fucking world of 7 billion people, and millions or billions of other organisms are on my shoulders ... and all I can do is to shut down entirely. I shut down by brain, my thoughts, my emotions, everything because I cannot take all the anxiety. All the pressure. All the fear and terror. Sometimes I feel as depressed as if I am a lonely guy in a post-apocalyptic setting where everyone is either dead or absent or gone.",6618,1,1.0,1484056947,5,9.847983871,123,55.11,3.71,96.26,1.0,20.5,17.89,95.12,53.66,13.01,10.57,10.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,5.69,13.82,6.5,4.07,13.01,1.63,15.45,7.32,4.07,0.81,3.25,7.32,13.01,1.63,10.57,3.25,2.44,2.44,4.07,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.81,19.51,3.25,1.63,1.63,6.5,5.69,8.13,1.63,0.0,0.0,1.63,3.25,1.63,0.0,1.63,0.0,7.32,0.0,1.63,3.25,1.63,0.81,1.63,13.01,0.81,11.38,0.81,8.13,1.63,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.81,1.63,1.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.82,6.5,6.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73655,1.58835,1.84677,0.69,15,9.593290323,-0.243300654 anxiety,6toa82,"(14, 19)","It's true that I can probably be annoying (messy, absent-minded so I forget/lose things a lot, I'm also always making (possibly annoying) jokes about everything, and afraid that comes off as attention-seeking or something), but I don't really have any evidence that I was bothering anyone. In fact, it seemed like we were all having a great time. But I'm having a hard time shaking my worry that I acted like an idiot or something. I felt the same way after going to my favorite cousin's wedding last year, who I also hadn't seen in a couple years. **tl;dr**: does anyone else feel reasonably comfortable in social situations as they occur, but then torture yourself over them after they have come to pass?",25891,1,0.8,1502734397,1,5.151818182,127,17.0,29.06,98.33,1.0,25.4,15.75,95.28,56.69,22.83,12.6,8.66,0.79,0.79,0.0,2.36,10.24,4.72,11.02,11.02,4.72,9.45,1.57,19.69,11.02,5.51,0.79,0.0,3.15,11.81,3.94,7.87,2.36,3.94,0.79,9.45,1.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.26,4.72,1.57,0.0,8.66,3.94,5.51,3.15,0.79,0.0,2.36,0.79,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,6.3,3.15,0.79,1.57,0.79,0.79,4.72,12.6,1.57,14.96,3.15,4.72,7.09,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.41,3.15,5.51,0.79,0.79,0.79,0.0,1.57,0.0,4.72,3.15,3.94,3.0,2.7778,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7057,1.42453,1.86111,1.0,0,6.185272727,-0.086309524 almosthomeless,98r5cc,"(30, 35)","I'm going crazy. Now I'm jobless because my attempts to please/help her only screwed myself over and now I'm jobless and my mental health issues are coming out. Getting jobs is really hard for me due to some PTSD from my parents, but I'm trying my best to push through it and get a job ASAP. I'm dropping out of school (again) so I can work on my financials, but in the meantime, I NEED OUT!!!!!!! !",40321,1,1.0,1534745315,27,2.979674797,77,28.22,2.61,99.0,25.77,19.25,14.29,94.81,59.74,20.78,19.48,18.18,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,1.3,2.6,16.88,10.39,7.79,9.09,0.0,18.18,5.19,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,5.19,2.6,2.6,0.0,1.3,0.0,3.9,1.3,0.0,1.3,0.0,9.09,0.0,1.3,1.3,2.6,0.0,3.9,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,2.6,0.0,1.3,1.3,0.0,10.39,2.6,3.9,3.9,3.9,0.0,0.0,16.88,2.6,18.18,3.9,7.79,6.49,9.09,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,2.6,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,28.57,3.9,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.39,0.0,0.0,6.49,2.6,1.3,2.5714,2.7143,3.0,1.2,1.1429,1.0,1.80808,1.50857,1.85883,0.84,20,4.41804878,-0.019444444 homeless,9k40xr,"[30, 35]","I have not been to East Jesus yet, but Salvation Mountain is cool. One of my camp mates, KK, does shifts there a few times a week. The library is bursting with books, roomy and covered in cool shade while being open to the breezes. I spent my first day at the library. The Internet cafe isn't readily apparent at first glance.",48,0,1.0,1538286836,24,4.009047619,62,81.28,9.86,94.58,83.22,12.4,16.13,83.87,48.39,6.45,6.45,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.68,11.29,11.29,3.23,4.84,3.23,14.52,6.45,0.0,0.0,4.84,1.61,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,4.84,4.84,1.61,0.0,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,4.84,1.61,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,9.68,0.0,19.35,0.0,8.06,11.29,4.84,3.23,0.0,1.61,3.23,0.0,4.84,0.0,1.61,4.84,0.0,0.0,16.13,8.06,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.3636,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.67141,1.66667,1.91596,0.92,10,3.93352381,0.11875 relationships,7qi61a,"(45, 50)","TL;DR: I wish to ask out my longtime friend this Valentines, but I am afraid of my past coming back and ruining my renewed trust with both her and my friends that I’ve worked years to repair. Note, what I am not scared of is rejection, I am scared of being feared or hated once again. How I most easily do away with the stigma revolving around my past so that I can be judged by who I am now instead of who I was in the past? That’s what is keeping me up at night. I look forward to what the community has to say.",47138,1,1.0,1516001473,12,3.685119048,107,21.02,15.19,98.77,1.0,21.4,10.28,93.46,64.49,24.3,15.89,14.95,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,8.41,2.8,15.89,13.08,6.54,5.61,0.93,19.63,3.74,0.93,5.61,0.93,1.87,8.41,1.87,6.54,3.74,0.93,1.87,9.35,0.0,2.8,0.93,0.0,6.54,0.0,0.93,0.93,1.87,0.0,3.74,1.87,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,9.35,3.74,0.93,3.74,0.0,0.93,5.61,15.89,1.87,17.76,2.8,8.41,9.35,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.21,3.74,2.8,0.93,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.87,0.0,0.0,2.9167,2.625,2.6,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.68709,1.4625,1.87801,0.93,15,4.74010582,-0.164583333 ptsd,8qz8do,"[0, 5]","I’m going to kill myself. I can’t take this anymore. I was doing so much fucking better lately, and just like a snap of a finger, I am disassociating harder then I ever have before. It comes out of nowhere, when I’m having an other wise good day. No anxiety or depression but out of nowhere I get extremely disassociated.",1465,1,1.0,1528952957,21,2.80952381,60,8.19,1.0,99.0,6.91,12.0,15.0,95.0,70.0,20.0,13.33,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,5.0,13.33,11.67,10.0,10.0,6.67,18.33,8.33,6.67,1.67,0.0,1.67,11.67,5.0,6.67,1.67,3.33,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,6.67,6.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,3.33,3.33,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,8.33,0.0,1.67,1.67,6.67,0.0,1.67,13.33,3.33,21.67,3.33,6.67,11.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.33,8.33,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74872,1.448,1.85844,0.94,10,5.736746032,0.178571429 domesticviolence,9t5tc9,"[100, 105]","I don’t know how to make him leave because he says if I do that he will go and dispute all the charges I ever made on his debit card and say it was fraud and he will have me prosecuted. In the past when we were together I stupidly sent him private photos of myself and he threatens to send them to my church, my parents, and my bosses. He says he will do whatever he can to ruin my life and see that I lose my job and lose the respect of everyone in my life and have legal consequences go using his money (which again, he said I could but now he’s saying I’m lying). I feel like he literally dictates my life. He breaks things in my apartment.",693,1,1.0,1541041237,9,5.727079365,132,3.34,75.24,16.48,1.0,26.4,12.12,93.94,63.64,31.82,26.52,13.64,0.76,0.0,11.36,0.76,5.3,2.27,8.33,10.61,3.79,9.85,0.76,24.24,0.0,0.76,3.03,0.0,0.76,5.3,0.76,4.55,0.76,2.27,2.27,21.97,0.76,0.0,0.0,11.36,11.36,1.52,5.3,1.52,0.76,2.27,1.52,6.06,1.52,3.79,0.76,2.27,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,7.58,3.03,1.52,2.27,0.0,3.03,4.55,16.67,2.27,11.36,3.79,3.79,3.79,2.27,0.0,0.76,1.52,0.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.85,3.79,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,1.52,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.7527,1.59322,1.91677,1.0,10,6.703280423,-0.2125 domesticviolence,6v8jkf,"[9, 14]","I blocked him on FB and then deactivated. One two punch, because my FB addiction is another obstacle in my life. I'm very proud of these decisions, but it also meant leaving my ""Thrive After Abuse"" group. So now here I am on Reddit, hoping to find another supportive community. Best wishes to all.",787,0,0.8,1503374294,3,4.108909091,54,17.96,35.54,79.42,98.27,10.8,20.37,90.74,53.7,20.37,12.96,11.11,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,7.41,0.0,12.96,5.56,9.26,11.11,0.0,14.81,5.56,3.7,0.0,3.7,7.41,9.26,7.41,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.0,9.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,14.81,5.56,1.85,3.7,1.85,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,11.11,7.41,3.7,1.85,1.85,0.0,1.85,9.26,5.56,12.96,1.85,5.56,5.56,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.37,9.26,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,1.85,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.72974,1.50638,1.91825,1.0,6,6.078181818,0.833333333 ptsd,6f8m81,"[7, 12]","I loved this person dearly with all my heart, and it was an extremly tragic and sudden death. I want to go to my doctor but im already in counceling. Ive only gone once and my next visit is on wednesday. Should I tell my greif councellor? Thanks for reading.",245,1,0.8,1496597983,2,0.671401099,50,24.86,21.18,99.0,91.14,10.0,12.0,96.0,54.0,22.0,18.0,18.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,2.0,12.0,10.0,4.0,8.0,0.0,24.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,8.0,6.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,12.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,2.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,4.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,14.0,0.0,20.0,6.0,4.0,10.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,8.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.4444,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.73949,1.44762,1.92359,0.75,4,2.510989011,0.025 homeless,60yxm2,"(0, 3)","I live in BC and im gonna be homeless soon, I'm thinking about just saving up enough money to take a greyhound to the Vancouver island to live out being homeless and to get a fresh start. I'm thinking about either Qualicum Bay or Parksville since they're both small and have good weather. I don't want to be homeless in a big city full of crime and I want to be somewhere where it doesn't get to -20 in the winter, are there any other good places in BC to be homeless?",28836,0,0.6,1490232425,7,8.643181818,92,61.8,13.85,94.19,66.89,30.67,13.04,89.13,57.61,9.78,6.52,6.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,5.43,19.57,14.13,7.61,7.61,2.17,26.09,5.43,1.09,1.09,1.09,3.26,2.17,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,2.17,3.26,2.17,3.26,0.0,3.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,13.04,0.0,0.0,7.61,5.43,0.0,0.0,21.74,2.17,20.65,1.09,15.22,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,3.26,0.0,3.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.96,2.17,2.17,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,1.09,0.0,5.43,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.6667,3.0,1.2857,1.125,1.0,1.65348,1.56883,1.90718,1.0,3,8.007954545,0.194772727 almosthomeless,5qk9mi,"(10, 15)","The contract with Apex is over and they screwed me hard. I don't have another job lined up despite having never stopped looking, and I was counting on my income taxes to pay back all the people who I borrowed money from and buy me some time to get a proper job and fix all of this. Now I have no idea what I'm going to do. Everything is falling apart is even bigger chunks than before. All of the bills are due again and rent is coming up.",24189,1,1.0,1485557076,14,5.526593407,89,41.27,10.84,97.29,11.29,17.8,11.24,92.13,60.67,15.73,10.11,8.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,5.62,4.49,15.73,13.48,5.62,5.62,3.37,19.1,4.49,3.37,2.25,0.0,5.62,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,4.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.24,1.12,0.0,0.0,1.12,5.62,3.37,2.25,1.12,0.0,1.12,1.12,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,6.74,0.0,0.0,4.49,1.12,1.12,2.25,13.48,2.25,19.1,3.37,7.87,8.99,5.62,0.0,1.12,8.99,0.0,0.0,1.12,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.99,5.62,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.25,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.7376,1.54699,1.82331,0.86,19,6.031076923,-0.083333333 anxiety,89gy09,"(5, 10)","I have a fear of fainting so I was like “what if I fainted from so much fear during this test” and next thing you know, worst panic attack of my life during the quiz and I failed it. We have the test the next week and same thing happens, but less intense. I got a D on it. Now I have a D in the class. I am TERIFFIED.",37469,1,1.0,1522780457,2,-1.459825397,70,43.31,19.58,78.4,1.0,14.0,7.14,94.29,62.86,22.86,14.29,11.43,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,8.57,10.0,11.43,7.14,4.29,10.0,0.0,11.43,7.14,5.71,1.43,0.0,2.86,8.57,0.0,8.57,4.29,1.43,1.43,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.29,1.43,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,7.14,1.43,1.43,2.86,1.43,2.86,2.86,10.0,0.0,11.43,0.0,2.86,8.57,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.86,7.14,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8182,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75119,1.40364,1.81209,1.0,8,0.76047619,-0.158333333 relationships,7nnb5k,"(0, 5)","I [26F] have been with my boyfriend [30M] for almost 5 years now. We live together and talk about spending the rest of our lives together. While being home for the holidays, I was re-aquatinted with a friend who helped me through a tough time in high school. In a completely platonic way, he supported me after I was left heartbroken by my first love. He has always been compassionate, understanding, and non-judgmental and has given advice that I still live by today.",31555,0,1.0,1514909288,1,7.48872093,85,61.34,79.49,84.38,70.09,17.0,16.47,89.41,55.29,16.47,14.12,9.41,2.35,0.0,2.35,0.0,2.35,5.88,14.12,9.41,5.88,4.71,0.0,17.65,3.53,1.18,1.18,2.35,0.0,5.88,3.53,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,15.29,0.0,2.35,0.0,3.53,4.71,1.18,0.0,0.0,1.18,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.71,0.0,3.53,0.0,0.0,11.76,9.41,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,9.41,10.59,0.0,18.82,0.0,8.24,10.59,1.18,1.18,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,5.88,4.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.71,3.0,2.8333,3.0,1.4545,1.125,1.0,1.7666,1.62,2.01453,1.0,6,7.308697674,0.111729798 anxiety,5obkv4,"[5, 10]","I have this feeling of dread about school right before I go to bed and I wake up with an upset stomach which lasts all day and nakes me feel like I'll throw up. This causes me to lose appetite and not wanting to drink water for fear of throwing up. I'm not sure where else to go with this, but I need help. If any of you have this, can you tell me how you deal with it? I'm tired of having this every day and feeling like I'll throw up.",1537,1,1.0,1484582548,5,2.010267857,92,46.46,13.85,97.31,1.17,18.4,6.52,96.74,60.87,22.83,15.22,11.96,0.0,3.26,0.0,0.0,7.61,1.09,21.74,8.7,3.26,7.61,2.17,19.57,3.26,3.26,3.26,0.0,3.26,5.43,1.09,4.35,3.26,0.0,1.09,5.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.39,3.26,2.17,3.26,2.17,3.26,5.43,3.26,0.0,0.0,3.26,6.52,2.17,1.09,0.0,3.26,7.61,1.09,1.09,5.43,0.0,2.17,0.0,14.13,2.17,15.22,4.35,6.52,4.35,1.09,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.96,4.35,2.17,0.0,0.0,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.76032,1.49888,1.90096,0.79,2,3.033571429,-0.121428571 ptsd,9x54b7,"[5, 10]","My stress tolerance was already at a zero and I was contemplating suicide a lot, i didn’t want to see where that would lead me and I didn’t want to do that to my brothers. I was incredibly lucky and got referred to a good psychologist that I like. He’s helping me through the problems of getting rehabilitation welfare, which is a hassle because I constantly have to talk to new counselors, psychologists and psychiatrists which triggers breakdowns. I hate talking about myself to strangers, I’m not ashamed at all, I just hate having to share how I truly feel with strangers. It makes it so real.",912,1,0.8,1542235867,2,6.908571429,107,21.02,9.55,53.3,61.21,21.4,23.36,93.46,60.75,21.5,14.95,14.02,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,6.54,4.67,13.08,11.21,7.48,6.54,2.8,21.5,1.87,0.0,3.74,0.93,1.87,11.21,6.54,4.67,1.87,1.87,0.0,6.54,0.93,0.0,0.0,1.87,17.76,2.8,4.67,3.74,1.87,1.87,2.8,1.87,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,8.41,1.87,0.93,1.87,3.74,0.93,6.54,14.02,0.0,6.54,0.93,2.8,2.8,4.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.08,4.67,4.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.74,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.78482,1.45227,1.91502,1.0,2,6.965456885,-0.032900433 homeless,8q8qx0,"(10, 15)","I don't know if it was the campground, or if the probably former friend wanted some revenge. All of the hotels are way out of our price range in our area. We can stay a couple of nights, and our reservation at the campground ends this weekend. I will be asking for a refund of the remaining nights. I'm terrified that our kids will be taken from us for being homeless for less than 6 weeks.",4437,1,1.0,1528716062,31,4.968461538,76,73.18,82.16,59.0,2.51,15.2,11.84,93.42,59.21,15.79,11.84,3.95,7.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.95,9.21,15.79,13.16,1.32,5.26,1.32,18.42,5.26,3.95,0.0,1.32,6.58,2.63,0.0,2.63,1.32,1.32,0.0,11.84,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,11.84,1.32,0.0,3.95,6.58,1.32,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.84,9.21,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,5.26,10.53,2.63,15.79,1.32,7.89,7.89,0.0,2.63,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.84,6.58,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.60207,1.47097,1.90372,0.93,12,5.470923077,-0.083333333 relationships,7oer2s,"[35, 40]","She taught me a bunch at first. In the beginning of the week people asked what me and my Ex did. I informed them we broke up and it was due to infidelity on her part. This was not a cool move, however, I knew her sister would try to paint me as the bad guy. I was spot on.",525,0,0.833333333,1515190153,1,0.741,60,51.43,63.05,88.91,6.91,12.0,6.67,95.0,63.33,25.0,20.0,11.67,1.67,0.0,5.0,1.67,5.0,8.33,15.0,8.33,1.67,6.67,1.67,20.0,3.33,1.67,1.67,1.67,3.33,5.0,1.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,1.67,18.33,1.67,1.67,6.67,1.67,10.0,3.33,0.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,3.33,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.67,3.33,3.33,3.33,0.0,1.67,15.0,3.33,0.0,16.67,1.67,8.33,6.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,11.67,8.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.4286,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.71548,1.65283,1.82054,0.6,3,2.856666667,-0.1875 food_pantry,7irocz,"[5, 10]","I made a wishlist, and it has some ramen on it. If anyone could help out it would be so much appreciated. Thank you! My zip code is 35020. Link to amazon wish list: ",848,0,0.571428571,1512878105,4,-1.181351351,35,16.23,61.26,5.55,98.56,7.0,5.71,77.14,54.29,20.0,8.57,5.71,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,11.43,2.86,8.57,14.29,2.86,8.57,0.0,22.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,5.71,5.71,5.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.71,5.71,2.86,11.43,8.57,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,2.86,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.86,11.43,2.86,8.57,0.0,8.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.86,8.57,2.86,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,2.6667,2.8889,2.4,1.375,1.1818,1.0,1.6848,1.32857,1.93003,0.83,8,1.647351351,0.25 domesticviolence,6y2x5e,"(50, 55)","I close the door and put my back against it. He's slamming into the door, trying to break into it, yelling that I'm crazy and I'm making everything up. I'm terrified and sobbing, yelling for help and for him to leave me alone. At this point I'm begging him to let me get my phone to call my dad to come get me. He finally tells me that I can, and that he can't wait for me to be gone.",9753,1,1.0,1504556699,4,1.947829457,80,19.58,22.67,98.26,1.0,16.0,11.25,98.75,66.25,32.5,23.75,17.5,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.0,8.75,2.5,17.5,10.0,2.5,6.25,1.25,26.25,3.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,7.5,1.25,2.5,2.5,13.75,1.25,0.0,0.0,7.5,6.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,1.25,1.25,2.5,3.75,0.0,3.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.5,1.25,1.25,3.75,2.5,0.0,1.25,17.5,0.0,20.0,5.0,11.25,3.75,0.0,0.0,2.5,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,6.25,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,0.0,2.5833,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.69592,1.59726,1.81069,0.84,9,3.58372093,-0.2 relationships,7s0cu4,"(7, 12)",Apparently it has been going on since the day they moved in together. I don't know what to tell her thought. Since her husband is a good friend of me and my husband it's kinda weird for me to say 'leave him' or 'get out' I don't want to influence any decision she makes. What should I tell her? Tl;dr: friends husband is aggresive and I don't know what to tell her,33658,1,0.6,1516567209,1,1.599097744,73,24.55,79.44,38.05,25.77,14.6,13.7,97.26,60.27,26.03,19.18,9.59,0.0,0.0,8.22,1.37,6.85,2.74,15.07,12.33,1.37,4.11,4.11,30.14,1.37,0.0,4.11,0.0,1.37,2.74,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.29,4.11,2.74,6.85,5.48,19.18,5.48,5.48,2.74,5.48,0.0,1.37,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,13.7,8.22,0.0,2.74,2.74,0.0,2.74,23.29,1.37,13.7,4.11,5.48,4.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.18,4.11,0.0,1.37,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.96,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.625,2.6,1.375,1.1429,1.0,1.6145,1.46667,1.92417,0.67,21,3.083759398,0.083333333 anxiety,7z45n5,"[43, 48]","One second I’m thinking, things are just fine. The next I’m thinking, I’m awful for prolonging this, just do it. It’s exhausting. I know I need a bit of a break for some me time at the very least, but beyond that I can’t tell what’s real and what anxiety. What do I do?",164,1,1.0,1519202716,1,-0.894785714,54,5.74,3.22,95.96,1.0,10.8,9.26,96.3,64.81,29.63,14.81,14.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,7.41,9.26,16.67,7.41,3.7,1.85,25.93,7.41,1.85,5.56,3.7,5.56,7.41,1.85,5.56,1.85,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.96,5.56,0.0,1.85,1.85,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.07,0.0,9.26,0.0,3.7,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.78,7.41,7.41,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,2.6,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.78695,1.37209,1.76169,1.0,2,1.912857143,-0.167619048 anxiety,6yachz,"[0, 5]","Oh Jesus Christ. I blacked out in front of my family- my family with a history of alcoholism (I'm an alcoholic too), my family that I promised I wouldn't get drunk in front of....I don't know what I said but they are PISSED. I come from a sort of passive aggressive family and they won't tell me what I said. I am so terrified and filled with shame and completely embarrassed. I know a lot of my family members' secrets that I'm not supposed to know and I easily could have spouted them out.",162,1,1.0,1504639800,2,2.9535,95,23.69,14.62,96.09,1.36,19.0,15.79,97.89,60.0,25.26,21.05,17.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.16,4.21,4.21,13.68,9.47,3.16,6.32,4.21,18.95,2.11,0.0,2.11,0.0,1.05,7.37,2.11,5.26,3.16,2.11,0.0,14.74,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.68,4.21,0.0,2.11,3.16,2.11,2.11,2.11,0.0,2.11,0.0,4.21,1.05,2.11,0.0,3.16,9.47,6.32,0.0,2.11,1.05,0.0,3.16,12.63,1.05,9.47,1.05,7.37,1.05,0.0,8.42,5.26,0.0,2.11,0.0,2.11,1.05,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,20.0,9.47,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,6.32,2.11,0.0,2.625,2.6923,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68191,1.47857,1.88843,0.76,2,4.861,0.036666667 relationships,7oakdp,"[10, 15]","Does anyone have any similar experience and were you able to become functioning friends with your ex or was it best to cut all ties, even if it meant losing friends? TL;DR Broke up with my girlfriend of ten years because she fell in love with a complete stranger from overseas. Have shared friends and can’t seem to shake the feeling of sadness/anger whenever I see her due to our reason for breaking up. Should I cut her out of my life and lose friends or make more of an effort to be friendly/peaceful towards her?",1928,1,0.8,1515150611,3,8.166363636,99,74.89,86.68,26.17,1.0,24.75,19.19,93.94,54.55,14.14,11.11,4.04,1.01,2.02,4.04,0.0,3.03,3.03,19.19,8.08,2.02,8.08,1.01,18.18,4.04,3.03,1.01,1.01,3.03,13.13,4.04,8.08,1.01,1.01,4.04,17.17,0.0,6.06,4.04,0.0,16.16,5.05,3.03,2.02,6.06,2.02,4.04,3.03,1.01,0.0,1.01,3.03,0.0,2.02,0.0,0.0,17.17,9.09,5.05,4.04,1.01,2.02,6.06,10.1,0.0,10.1,2.02,5.05,3.03,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,2.02,1.01,0.0,1.01,2.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,0.0,2.02,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.76729,1.58667,1.91573,0.71,4,6.91179798,0.309375 anxiety,638anw,"[4, 9]","Now I'm terrified of starting this new job because even if it's better than my old one, I'm scared I'll lose all the progress I've made. When I'm overwhelmed I tend to just sleep and everything else falls to the wayside. I feel like I can't stay with part time work because all my friends and family expect me to get back to full time work ASAP, and feel like I'm not moving forward in my career otherwise. Everyone keeps telling me to just give it a chance, it'll all work out, but I'm not sure what to do/think. Advice on what to do about work and how to calm down enough to sleep tonight and how best to manage everything going forward?",1076,1,1.0,1491240803,11,9.790671642,124,25.22,7.34,99.0,25.77,24.8,12.9,98.39,56.45,19.35,12.1,12.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.26,2.42,16.13,8.87,7.26,10.48,2.42,20.16,6.45,4.03,4.03,0.81,3.23,6.45,3.23,3.23,2.42,0.0,1.61,6.45,0.81,0.81,0.0,0.0,20.16,2.42,4.03,1.61,1.61,5.65,6.45,1.61,0.0,0.0,1.61,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.48,1.61,6.45,2.42,2.42,0.81,0.81,19.35,4.03,16.13,4.84,7.26,8.87,5.65,0.81,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.13,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.06,0.0,0.81,2.7143,2.6667,2.6,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69069,1.49231,1.92042,1.0,4,9.03961194,0.180073462 domesticviolence,9s89k3,"[5, 10]","Why is this the hardest month? Is it that the nerves have cleared, minute by minute anxiety calmed, hopelessness resolved, and now I have to sit a grieve a person I made up in my head? The person I convinced myself he was is so much more attractive than the reality of what he was. He is 27, I’m 25, and now he’s targeting 21 year olds. I am broken but I am piecing myself together.",1059,1,0.6,1540772251,16,3.004230769,76,18.8,29.92,74.76,2.51,15.2,14.47,88.16,60.53,22.37,17.11,11.84,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,5.26,7.89,7.89,15.79,5.26,5.26,0.0,18.42,6.58,3.95,2.63,3.95,2.63,5.26,1.32,3.95,1.32,0.0,2.63,9.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,7.89,2.63,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,2.63,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,1.32,1.32,2.63,0.0,0.0,3.95,17.11,0.0,13.16,0.0,5.26,7.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,3.95,6.58,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71619,1.54237,1.89504,0.94,4,4.608205128,0.3 domesticviolence,74k1gv,"[0, 5]","Hello. As you can tell by the title, I'm concerned about this little girl across the street. She's able to walk and talk, but I don't think she's even 5 yet. From what I've witnessed the four years I've lived in this house, the home she lives in is not at all suitable for her as a developing child. Her parents are constantly screaming at each other in the street, and the girl is bawling, as her mom commands her to get into her car so she can take her wherever.",496,1,0.571428571,1507248318,6,5.944639175,91,36.65,88.65,17.46,11.53,18.2,10.99,94.51,62.64,20.88,16.48,4.4,0.0,1.1,10.99,0.0,4.4,7.69,17.58,12.09,6.59,8.79,2.2,17.58,3.3,3.3,2.2,2.2,2.2,2.2,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.88,2.2,0.0,14.29,0.0,5.49,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,3.3,1.1,0.0,1.1,0.0,2.2,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,7.69,2.2,1.1,2.2,2.2,0.0,1.1,19.78,0.0,17.58,2.2,12.09,3.3,1.1,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.58,5.49,5.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.59,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.62352,1.64878,1.84442,1.0,6,6.087340206,0.1475 anxiety,78jv26,"(0, 5)","Hello r/anxiety. I've dealt with GAD for decades, and have benefitted greatly from therapy and medication. After years of taking Paxil, I've gone *without* medication for the last couple years. It's been mostly ok, but my symptoms are annoying enough that I'm considering medication again. After consulting with a psychiatrist, it seems like an SSRI or SSNI is still my best bet.",39318,0,1.0,1508888805,1,6.781343284,63,58.58,13.32,93.64,55.71,12.6,22.22,87.3,50.79,12.7,7.94,7.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,4.76,15.87,12.7,4.76,6.35,1.59,19.05,6.35,6.35,0.0,0.0,1.59,7.94,4.76,3.17,1.59,1.59,0.0,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,3.17,0.0,0.0,6.35,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.94,0.0,7.94,0.0,0.0,6.35,1.59,1.59,1.59,4.76,0.0,3.17,12.7,0.0,14.29,1.59,0.0,12.7,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,3.17,0.0,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,25.4,7.94,6.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.35,0.0,4.76,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.6391,1.42745,1.82455,1.0,3,8.128537313,0.25 food_pantry,6fye2g,"(45, 50)","WARNING GRAPHIC! That same day my accident and hospitalization insurance claim was denied because that insurance product was canceled in March, by my husband, who claimed we were already divorced. He did this in March, April and May all following court dates or arrests. It will be fixed, but like the rest of the insurance cancellations, it’s going to take a few weeks.",17341,0,0.6,1496891671,11,6.640746269,64,41.7,62.28,55.79,7.63,16.0,26.56,84.38,50.0,15.62,6.25,3.12,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,9.38,4.69,9.38,12.5,1.56,7.81,0.0,18.75,3.12,3.12,1.56,0.0,3.12,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.81,3.12,0.0,0.0,3.12,9.38,0.0,3.12,0.0,3.12,1.56,3.12,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,7.81,3.12,0.0,1.56,1.56,1.56,9.38,4.69,4.69,17.19,3.12,3.12,10.94,1.56,0.0,0.0,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,4.69,7.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,3.12,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.67897,1.58462,1.87527,0.82,10,6.367343284,-0.02 survivorsofabuse,9s28u1,"[25, 30]","What if they were met with a broken system, the same way I was when I tried to get help on my own? What if there were others I never knew about who tried to help me? It's really got me in a tizzy. I feel relieved. At least one person saw and tried to help.",749,0,1.0,1540722576,80,0.383157895,56,28.22,18.6,94.05,59.59,11.2,1.79,94.64,60.71,23.21,14.29,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,8.93,5.36,14.29,7.14,8.93,7.14,1.79,23.21,5.36,3.57,7.14,1.79,1.79,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,3.57,0.0,3.57,3.57,1.79,7.14,3.57,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.07,7.14,5.36,5.36,3.57,0.0,17.86,5.36,0.0,10.71,0.0,7.14,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,5.36,1.79,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.8889,3.0,1.3333,1.2857,1.0,1.68877,1.38824,1.86183,0.99,6,2.312140351,0.02 relationships,7p28z8,"[10, 15]","We've been getting along very well, and our previous repeated complaints on both sides of ceased because of this. But as time has gone on my feelings have changed in regards to me thinking I can accept this and work through it with her. I know I love her, and I don't really know how to explain my emotions here, but I no longer feel like ""her husband"", and I don't feel like she's ""my wife"", it's more like we're partners or room mates or something. I feel a vital part of our marriage (loyalty, and trust) is gone and it can't come back. In the end, I can't shake the thoughts of leaving and restarting my life.",180,1,0.571428571,1515449778,1,5.438095238,118,14.04,36.73,99.0,85.2,23.6,16.95,98.31,63.56,22.88,17.8,11.02,3.39,0.0,3.39,0.0,5.08,2.54,14.41,8.47,5.08,11.86,4.24,20.34,2.54,5.08,0.85,0.0,2.54,7.63,5.08,1.69,0.85,0.0,0.0,14.41,2.54,1.69,4.24,0.85,17.8,8.47,2.54,0.0,2.54,0.0,5.93,3.39,0.0,0.0,3.39,2.54,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,12.71,9.32,0.85,0.0,0.85,1.69,5.08,16.95,0.0,16.95,5.08,7.63,5.08,0.85,0.0,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.85,0.0,22.03,4.24,5.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,6.78,1.69,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.2308,1.0,1.0,1.72148,1.46909,1.95886,0.55,10,5.477619048,0.19047619 survivorsofabuse,7ugt2z,"(20, 25)",I only realized this was a stupid idea in my freshman year of college when I started having flashbacks. I tried once more to do therapy and almost failed out of school. Again I buried it all to be dealt with at a more convenient time. I have now been working in a job that don't mind for the last year and 3 months. I found that November and December were a struggle and because of that I planned to address my stuff by going to therapy starting in 2019.,34810,1,0.8,1517466141,2,6.302967033,90,60.8,13.32,98.69,1.03,18.0,17.78,93.33,58.89,16.67,10.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,5.56,16.67,8.89,5.56,6.67,1.11,16.67,3.33,2.22,1.11,3.33,3.33,3.33,0.0,3.33,1.11,1.11,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,3.33,1.11,0.0,1.11,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,4.44,3.33,0.0,1.11,7.78,5.56,1.11,21.11,1.11,5.56,14.44,6.67,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.625,2.8,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.72456,1.50123,1.82083,1.0,1,6.549758242,-0.042857143 assistance,7cmiju,"(35, 40)","With trying to pay some old bills like a delinquent 500+ electric bill, I rarely had extra to save. Paying that old bill has cleared a hurdle on my path to my own place. I paid that bill and now I can get electric service when the time comes. That was a big win for me. I stayed with a relative and kind of kept pace with expenses and contributing to expenses while slowly paying down that bill.",46463,0,1.0,1510572753,45,5.071518987,77,79.25,18.16,89.63,74.18,15.4,12.99,87.01,49.35,14.29,9.09,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.19,6.49,14.29,5.19,3.9,6.49,0.0,12.99,2.6,1.3,1.3,1.3,2.6,2.6,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,0.0,2.6,3.9,2.6,2.6,6.49,7.79,0.0,19.48,3.9,6.49,10.39,5.19,0.0,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,6.49,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,3.0,2.5714,3.0,1.2,1.1111,1.0,1.74851,1.63429,1.86714,0.89,19,5.060607595,0.185858586 ptsd,7mjfwd,"[16, 21]","Stage 4 would be perfect. I know that's self-destructive thinking; I know I'm supposed to be present, current, not wallowing in my pain and sorrow. I know I'm supposed to focus on healthy thinking and growth. I know that I'm supposed to find joy now, and I really do try. I'm not sure there's such a thing as joy absent my children; it may be a fool's errand.""",688,0,0.6,1514425162,2,1.413176692,69,6.22,2.14,99.0,78.8,13.8,17.39,92.75,55.07,21.74,15.94,15.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.8,2.9,8.7,17.39,5.8,5.8,2.9,33.33,5.8,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,11.59,7.25,4.35,0.0,1.45,1.45,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.09,10.14,0.0,1.45,7.25,2.9,4.35,1.45,0.0,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,1.45,1.45,1.45,0.0,4.35,28.99,1.45,8.7,1.45,2.9,4.35,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.54,7.25,4.35,0.0,2.9,0.0,0.0,1.45,1.45,10.14,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.3,1.0,1.76537,1.36,1.97299,0.76,1,3.239022556,0.338888889 anxiety,7rat6m,"[0, 3]","Something that's started happening to me recently is sometimes the world becomes so unreal that things like houses blow my mind(Don't even get me started on wheels). It's weird because these things in a normal state of mind are just their and barely have any impact on me but when I get into this kind of trance, everything becomes surreal. I googled this feeling and most of the results seem to be related to anxiety so I wanted to hear if others here experience it too.",1528,0,0.6,1516292576,6,6.295492424,86,11.64,20.78,87.51,3.52,28.67,20.93,89.53,62.79,23.26,9.3,8.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,13.95,3.49,12.79,10.47,9.3,9.3,1.16,22.09,4.65,3.49,1.16,0.0,2.33,2.33,0.0,2.33,1.16,0.0,0.0,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.93,5.81,2.33,2.33,9.3,1.16,3.49,3.49,0.0,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,4.65,15.12,0.0,12.79,0.0,5.81,6.98,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.47,3.49,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.49,2.33,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70272,1.4475,1.86692,0.87,6,6.489090909,0.13125 domesticviolence,9en8gv,"[45, 50]","A few days before Valentine’s Day, someone sent me screenshots of him talking to a girl on FaceTime or Instagram saying “you’re so cute” and flirting with her. I decided not to say anything- the girl lived in another state and I didn’t want to bring it up. I figured she was a fried from when he had hitchhiked across the country when he was in college. I waited till Valentine’s Day, and called him up- he told me “I don’t think we should live together, and I just signed a 9 month lease at my apartment.” I was livid. He brought me 2 dozen roses and I smashed them in front of him in a parking lot.",1981,1,0.6,1536586891,2,2.158470067,118,40.89,80.15,81.01,57.83,19.67,16.95,89.83,60.17,23.73,20.34,10.17,0.85,0.85,7.63,0.85,3.39,5.93,15.25,6.78,3.39,8.47,2.54,19.49,2.54,0.85,1.69,2.54,2.54,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.03,0.0,1.69,3.39,5.93,9.32,2.54,0.0,1.69,3.39,0.0,2.54,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,6.78,5.08,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,10.17,5.93,0.0,20.34,2.54,10.17,7.63,0.85,0.85,1.69,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.95,5.08,2.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,3.39,4.24,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71845,1.73478,1.83887,1.0,8,3.065218034,0.145454545 relationships,7sgawy,"[35, 40]","My boyfriend constantly states that we are no longer in a relationship and I need to be constantly working towards showing him that he will want to be with me again. I do 90% of the cooking and cleaning in the house. I try my best to make sure his needs are met, even if it means that my needs fall short almost always. It seems like any ""everyday"" argument we have about something always turns into me being a piece of shit because of what I did to him. He tells me that I made him this way and I need to deal with it until he moves past it, which I understand and agree with.",2100,1,0.571428571,1516730674,15,5.082783883,117,23.17,50.0,35.7,41.21,23.4,11.97,97.44,66.67,29.91,18.8,11.11,1.71,0.0,5.98,0.0,11.11,3.42,15.38,7.69,5.13,5.98,0.85,22.22,2.56,2.56,1.71,0.85,1.71,4.27,2.56,1.71,0.0,1.71,0.0,11.97,0.0,0.85,0.0,6.84,17.09,2.56,2.56,5.13,5.13,3.42,0.85,0.85,0.85,0.0,0.0,1.71,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.85,6.84,4.27,2.56,0.85,0.85,0.0,3.42,16.24,0.85,15.38,2.56,5.98,6.84,0.85,0.85,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.71,0.85,0.0,0.85,0.0,0.0,8.55,4.27,1.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.71,0.0,0.0,0.85,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74564,1.54464,1.88317,0.66,72,5.350793651,0.10625 anxiety,9brylb,"(0, 5)",My anxiety and ocd have been terrible the last few weeks. I've recently started drinking again (stupid I know) and I'm feeling like I need to use it as a crutch again. I am prescribed valium and an anti depressant but I find that the simple act of just having a drink helps more. My main issue is my health anxiety. I have been having the worst sinus and headache flare ups.,36701,1,1.0,1535705406,3,2.695714286,72,26.8,8.25,81.54,1.0,14.4,13.89,88.89,52.78,16.67,13.89,13.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,8.33,5.56,13.89,4.17,8.33,0.0,23.61,11.11,6.94,0.0,0.0,2.78,9.72,1.39,8.33,2.78,1.39,1.39,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,4.17,1.39,1.39,0.0,0.0,1.39,1.39,0.0,0.0,1.39,9.72,0.0,6.94,0.0,2.78,2.78,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.39,4.17,15.28,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,6.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,2.78,0.0,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.80659,1.32203,1.87327,1.0,1,3.840965251,-0.259259259 ptsd,8e1dsh,"(9, 14)","I self harm sometimes too. I’ve also lately begun to have constant, daily, and explicit nightmares about tarantulas, roaches, and beetles crawling over me while I’m paralyzed. I don’t know it’s that’s relevant or anything, but it may be good to add anyways. I’m asking bc I don’t want the therapist to yell at me or call me a liar like the last few did, so I’m low key nervous and I don’t want to get in any more trouble with my school. Any thoughts or criticisms are welcome.",33037,1,1.0,1524375379,0,1.143627087,89,6.63,5.8,95.93,1.0,17.8,20.22,95.51,57.3,17.98,13.48,13.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.49,3.37,11.24,15.73,6.74,12.36,3.37,22.47,5.62,2.25,0.0,0.0,5.62,11.24,2.25,8.99,1.12,3.37,1.12,5.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.85,2.25,1.12,2.25,8.99,1.12,4.49,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,2.25,0.0,2.25,0.0,0.0,7.87,1.12,0.0,2.25,3.37,1.12,1.12,20.22,1.12,13.48,1.12,4.49,7.87,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.25,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,1.12,22.47,5.62,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.11,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.6667,3.0,1.2,1.0833,1.0,1.71815,1.48923,1.84916,0.5,2,3.055974026,0.141666667 almosthomeless,64e6il,"(10, 15)","lost best friend of 12 years also i ""think"" i have some type of skin things weather it's mites or fleas or scabies or something idk i'm guessing scabbies and i've tried the remedy for it multiple times but it didn't cure it just kinda lessened the symptoms so w/e it is i have or if it's all in my head i have no idea also been getting alot of headaches but yeah and i'm completely confused and i have no idea what to do or anything i've been researching and trying to find stuff but google isn't that good apparently, i've found out about couchsurfers, dumpster divers, and stuff i just i don't know what to do i really just wish i could start over, or find some kinda self help group or facility. Some where that could help me out with life skills and with my confusion, depression etc again im just really confused and not sure what to do.",17775,1,1.0,1491758468,9,1.083275862,162,1.48,1.15,92.47,10.27,81.0,12.96,92.59,62.35,21.6,11.73,11.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.88,1.23,9.26,14.2,8.64,12.96,4.32,21.6,0.62,0.62,2.47,0.62,4.32,4.94,1.85,3.09,1.23,0.0,1.23,3.09,0.0,0.62,0.0,0.0,26.54,4.32,0.0,2.47,13.58,1.85,9.88,0.62,0.0,0.0,0.62,4.32,1.23,3.09,0.0,0.0,7.41,2.47,3.09,2.47,1.85,0.0,3.7,14.2,0.62,6.17,0.62,3.09,2.47,1.23,0.0,0.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.09,0.0,2.47,0.62,0.0,0.62,11.73,1.23,3.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,6.17,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.74241,1.37761,1.90509,0.77,5,2.315643678,0.1125 survivorsofabuse,5xiwnm,"[0, 5]","So, a long time ago when I was in around the 2nd or 3rd grade, I went out to a diner with my family for breakfast and when we went to go pay I saw these two girls in my class. So, they asked me if I wanted to come over and my mom said yes so I went to one of the girl's house for a playdate. So, I went over there and they told me that in order for me to be friends with them I would have to do this initiation thing. Apparently it's a thing they do with another girl in our class. And it was to take off all of our clothes and play pretend.",930,0,1.0,1488658702,7,3.228793911,120,41.99,63.05,91.31,40.79,24.0,6.67,97.5,66.67,23.33,16.67,10.83,2.5,0.0,0.0,3.33,6.67,5.0,20.0,6.67,7.5,10.83,0.0,16.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,1.67,1.67,0.83,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,1.67,0.83,3.33,0.0,6.67,0.83,0.83,2.5,2.5,0.83,1.67,1.67,0.83,0.83,0.0,2.5,0.83,0.0,0.0,1.67,8.33,4.17,0.83,2.5,0.83,0.0,10.0,6.67,0.0,18.33,5.0,8.33,4.17,3.33,1.67,1.67,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,9.17,4.17,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.7778,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.70868,1.52453,1.85708,0.9,4,4.554683841,0.0 relationships,7qi61a,"[40, 45]","It’s almost a 50/50 mindset, because on one hand she wouldn’t ever wish to be thought of or treated in a horrid way, I have corrected it best I can, and she is the kind of person to forgive and forget. It’s hard. It’s real hard to decide what to do. So that’s why I’m here today people of Reddit. I realize this isn’t the most pressing, serious, or dramatic post on here, but I stick my hand out in the hopes you can give me some guidance, some past experience, wisdom, or advice on what I can do or try so that the “here and now” are in question, and not “then and there”, so that my confession can go along without regret.",2084,1,0.8,1516001473,12,5.221112323,124,9.68,20.99,82.53,40.25,24.8,13.71,94.35,63.71,17.74,9.68,7.26,0.0,0.81,1.61,0.0,8.06,4.84,12.1,13.71,8.87,12.1,3.23,17.74,4.03,1.61,2.42,2.42,2.42,5.65,3.23,2.42,0.81,0.0,0.81,8.06,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,23.39,5.65,1.61,3.23,9.68,1.61,6.45,4.84,0.0,0.0,4.03,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.81,0.81,0.0,0.81,20.16,1.61,12.1,0.81,6.45,4.03,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.58,4.03,8.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,5.65,0.0,0.81,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.77943,1.50309,1.88809,0.93,15,6.571166848,0.044270833 domesticviolence,9mdt92,"[58, 63]","My tourist visa ends November. Part of me wants to wait shit out until my green card gets here and then leave him. The other part of me wants to walk to my nearest lawyer so that I can hand him divorce papers, and demand money to send me and my dog back home. He said If I am wanting to go home, I should pay him back from my credit card the $2000 for immigration paperwork and $600 lump sum CrossFit membership he paid for me. What to do...",1829,1,0.8,1538995772,6,5.330108696,90,41.99,25.24,36.24,25.77,18.0,10.0,90.0,54.44,22.22,18.89,13.33,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,3.33,2.22,14.44,4.44,4.44,8.89,0.0,15.56,2.22,1.11,1.11,2.22,2.22,2.22,1.11,1.11,0.0,1.11,0.0,10.0,1.11,0.0,0.0,5.56,6.67,0.0,0.0,5.56,1.11,0.0,2.22,4.44,1.11,1.11,2.22,3.33,2.22,1.11,0.0,0.0,4.44,1.11,0.0,2.22,1.11,0.0,2.22,12.22,3.33,14.44,4.44,4.44,7.78,5.56,0.0,2.22,5.56,0.0,0.0,1.11,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.22,7.78,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.22,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69025,1.77317,1.87253,1.0,4,5.822956522,-0.017857143 relationships,7s2odj,"(30, 35)","I don't know what to do anymore. She doesn't want help, but I am feeling hopeless with her, and I'm afraid it's going to take a toll on our relationship. I have my own mental health issues that I am actively dealing with and I just wish she could see that her issues are affecting people other than herself. --- **tl;dr**: My mother has unaddressed mental health issues, how do I get her to take it seriously and seek professional help?",47476,1,1.0,1516588775,3,1.890357143,81,3.63,45.1,3.21,2.98,20.25,13.58,88.89,59.26,28.4,19.75,11.11,1.23,0.0,7.41,0.0,8.64,1.23,8.64,14.81,3.7,6.17,2.47,27.16,4.94,1.23,2.47,0.0,0.0,4.94,1.23,3.7,1.23,0.0,1.23,14.81,1.23,0.0,8.64,0.0,12.35,2.47,2.47,3.7,0.0,0.0,3.7,2.47,1.23,0.0,1.23,3.7,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,11.11,4.94,0.0,4.94,3.7,0.0,0.0,20.99,2.47,3.7,1.23,1.23,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.69,3.7,3.7,1.23,1.23,1.23,0.0,3.7,0.0,4.94,0.0,4.94,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.78632,1.46053,1.93996,0.72,4,3.700285714,-0.086458333 anxiety,5qos1d,"[60, 65]",I don't know... I don't know what to do. I just want out of here. It's too hard. With this house and school work.,1698,1,1.0,1485625502,5,-4.251111111,24,1.8,1.89,48.89,25.77,4.8,0.0,100.0,70.83,25.0,12.5,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,16.67,16.67,12.5,4.17,8.33,29.17,4.17,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,8.33,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,33.33,0.0,4.17,0.0,4.17,0.0,8.33,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,41.67,29.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.625,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.62645,1.39167,1.8096,0.78,2,-1.684,-0.291666667 survivorsofabuse,8u3m2p,"[90, 95]","It is not like her - even when she was that age - to succumb to pressure like that. I'm trying really hard not to victim blame and immediately feel guilt when I think that way but, again, knowing my wife how I know her - as someone that's not afraid to call BS- it just makes it hard to conceive how she went along with it for so long, knowing that it made her uncomfortable, knowing that it was escalating, and then it was actual happening and her not saying no. I just can't believe these things happened on repeated occasions. I can absolutely see him pressuring her once, her not knowing how to respond when it happened, and then her saying ""This is BS, I'm out"" afterwards. But that she stuck around and let it happen multiple times just seems odd to me.",539,1,0.5,1530046451,10,6.954383562,142,1.43,28.65,72.83,1.0,28.4,15.49,97.18,65.49,27.46,13.38,5.63,0.0,0.0,7.75,0.0,14.08,0.0,11.27,7.04,11.27,11.97,4.93,21.13,2.82,2.11,4.23,0.7,0.7,4.93,0.0,4.93,3.52,0.7,0.0,12.68,0.7,0.0,7.75,0.7,19.01,6.34,3.52,0.7,2.11,0.7,6.34,4.23,0.7,1.41,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.82,0.7,0.7,1.41,0.0,0.0,5.63,10.56,1.41,14.79,0.7,4.23,9.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,1.41,1.41,0.7,0.0,0.0,16.2,3.52,5.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.82,1.41,2.82,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5,2.6,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.69302,1.35912,1.79316,0.82,4,7.045308219,-0.0875 relationships,7s7iw5,"[10, 15]","3. Since we are both the only child, we both feel an equal responsibility to carry on our family lines, regardless of our own gender. What do you guys think would be an equitable solution to this problem? --- **tl;dr**: Girlfriend wants future children to have her last name, but I am not comfortable with that due to social conditioning and/or the backlash I would face from my own parents.",703,0,0.6,1516643642,0,4.454658385,71,63.99,95.43,17.93,25.77,17.75,15.49,87.32,52.11,16.9,12.68,4.23,5.63,1.41,1.41,0.0,4.23,5.63,12.68,9.86,1.41,4.23,1.41,15.49,2.82,1.41,1.41,1.41,4.23,2.82,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.72,2.82,2.82,1.41,1.41,16.9,4.23,2.82,7.04,1.41,0.0,4.23,1.41,0.0,0.0,1.41,2.82,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,18.31,11.27,1.41,4.23,0.0,1.41,0.0,12.68,2.82,11.27,1.41,4.23,5.63,1.41,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.94,4.23,4.23,1.41,1.41,1.41,0.0,4.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.04,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.72401,1.57377,1.9521,0.36,28,5.013706004,0.110833333 domesticviolence,81asft,"[40, 45]","How about that? No this isn't just some edgy teen, oh I hate my dad, I have every reason to hate him, for what he has done, and continues to purposely do to me and my family. For nearly killing me, for scarring us all to the point I can't even meet a nice person, or have any friends, and not wonder whether they do or don't treat their family like a lump of sh**. Nobody needs, nor should they ever have to live the life I have been forced to live. Nobody should have to call the police because they don't feel safe within their own home.",401,1,1.0,1519955466,4,5.565833333,108,10.63,25.83,19.04,25.77,21.6,6.48,96.3,65.74,19.44,14.81,7.41,0.93,0.0,1.85,4.63,4.63,4.63,12.96,13.89,5.56,8.33,8.33,21.3,1.85,0.93,2.78,0.0,3.7,5.56,2.78,2.78,0.0,2.78,0.0,14.81,2.78,0.93,0.0,2.78,21.3,2.78,4.63,2.78,5.56,2.78,6.48,1.85,0.0,0.0,1.85,3.7,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,9.26,4.63,0.93,2.78,0.0,0.93,1.85,19.44,0.0,3.7,0.0,1.85,1.85,0.93,1.85,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,17.59,3.7,7.41,0.0,0.0,0.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,1.85,2.8333,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.75706,1.46105,1.8767,1.0,4,5.597142857,-0.011570248 food_pantry,859dvp,"[0, 5]","I got a new job !! yay But there will not be a paycheck until end of April (start date is April14). We are a family of 5, me, my daughter-13, my boyfriend and his two teen kids 15&16. He sells insurance but it averages about 1000/800 a month income and that just barely pays bills. I get foodstamps, but only for my daughter and I, and the next date is April 6th..",1378,0,0.6,1521349935,4,1.898690476,75,29.6,50.0,76.49,50.67,15.0,10.67,88.0,52.0,16.0,13.33,9.33,1.33,0.0,2.67,0.0,2.67,6.67,6.67,6.67,6.67,10.67,1.33,12.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,9.33,0.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.67,4.0,4.0,2.67,4.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,8.0,4.0,0.0,1.33,2.67,0.0,1.33,9.33,1.33,13.33,0.0,0.0,13.33,5.33,1.33,1.33,8.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,22.67,6.67,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,2.67,2.67,2.625,2.3333,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.71695,1.71724,1.95726,0.67,9,2.515873016,0.052613636 food_pantry,9l7uds,"[0, 5]",In the last year I have developed some health problems. I started having seizures and because of them I had to miss work. Because of that I got fired. I was doing okay still while looking for another job by donating plasma. But my car got repossessed a few days ago and I haven’t been able to get there to donate.,1546,1,0.6,1538619752,7,2.576666667,61,34.1,7.01,87.38,1.13,12.2,16.39,96.72,57.38,16.39,13.11,11.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,3.28,3.28,13.11,11.48,3.28,9.84,1.64,24.59,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.92,6.56,1.64,4.92,0.0,0.0,1.64,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.84,0.0,3.28,1.64,1.64,0.0,3.28,1.64,1.64,0.0,0.0,3.28,0.0,3.28,0.0,0.0,11.48,1.64,3.28,0.0,4.92,1.64,11.48,9.84,0.0,14.75,1.64,1.64,11.48,6.56,0.0,0.0,3.28,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,9.84,8.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,0.0,2.5556,2.5714,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.74157,1.45091,1.84679,0.82,10,3.475483871,0.141666667 domesticviolence,87kjti,"[10, 15]","An app made sense for this, since so many people have a phone. But sometimes a solution can raise more problems! If we had an app that says ""domestic violence escape plan,"" and if the abuser checks the user's phone, that's even worse than a paper form. So here's the solution we came up with: the app is ostensibly a ""quote of the day"" app, just like so many others. You open it up and it just looks like any other, with inspirational quotes (carefully chosen to be relevant without appearing relevant, by the way).",736,0,1.0,1522173383,75,7.738673469,95,82.59,58.33,30.23,1.36,19.0,13.68,91.58,54.74,10.53,3.16,0.0,2.11,1.05,0.0,0.0,7.37,12.63,13.68,6.32,7.37,8.42,1.05,11.58,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,4.21,5.26,1.05,4.21,0.0,1.05,0.0,7.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.89,4.21,4.21,3.16,5.26,0.0,7.37,6.32,2.11,3.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.58,2.11,3.16,2.11,0.0,4.21,3.16,10.53,1.05,9.47,2.11,4.21,3.16,1.05,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.21,0.0,4.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.11,4.21,6.32,1.05,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,4.21,3.16,2.11,0.0,2.7143,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.74872,1.45676,1.88146,0.98,32,7.827469388,0.209090909 domesticviolence,9naslu,"(15, 20)","I could stay up here alone, but he says he’ll be where ever we are. I feel trapped and I think it’s making me like I’m acting like a child these days. At least from my perspective. He drained my accounts and I’m financially dependent because I fear not paying bills and I have to feed my daughter and myself. In laws say they can help us...but they’re still his parents.",19944,1,1.0,1539270563,3,1.18262987,72,3.55,50.0,94.42,2.09,14.4,12.5,95.83,63.89,27.78,25.0,16.67,2.78,0.0,4.17,1.39,2.78,1.39,9.72,12.5,5.56,9.72,1.39,20.83,2.78,4.17,1.39,0.0,1.39,2.78,0.0,2.78,1.39,0.0,1.39,19.44,2.78,0.0,1.39,5.56,13.89,4.17,2.78,1.39,0.0,1.39,4.17,4.17,0.0,2.78,1.39,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.39,11.11,5.56,0.0,6.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.06,1.39,11.11,1.39,6.94,4.17,4.17,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.44,11.11,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.94,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.77441,1.64762,1.93549,0.81,7,2.415698052,-0.125 relationships,7ronkg,"[20, 25]","The new man almost immediately moved to the flat previously shared with her ex, which I found strange, but I know she cannot be alone, perhaps because of her troubled childhood/daddy issues. She later confessed she was completely out of her mind in this period, and she would not do it if having a clear head. They never really ended contact, despite all the hurt. She even met with her ex after 3 months apart, confessing she misses him and cried. Since then things between them got complicated.",123,0,0.8,1516428017,0,8.346333333,89,26.69,86.95,44.87,1.0,17.8,15.73,96.63,60.67,21.35,16.85,2.25,0.0,0.0,12.36,2.25,4.49,4.49,12.36,6.74,7.87,6.74,3.37,16.85,8.99,2.25,1.12,1.12,1.12,7.87,1.12,6.74,0.0,0.0,4.49,24.72,1.12,1.12,11.24,3.37,23.6,5.62,2.25,2.25,3.37,4.49,7.87,2.25,1.12,0.0,1.12,1.12,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.49,2.25,0.0,0.0,1.12,1.12,10.11,5.62,1.12,19.1,1.12,4.49,13.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.25,0.0,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.48,5.62,6.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,2.875,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.65099,1.6,1.73797,0.36,18,7.818888889,-0.100530303 survivorsofabuse,6xp7fw,"(18, 23)","It wasn't an issue, nobody needed to know, now I don't even know *what* people apparently ""know"" and are arguing about. Somewhere under all the anger about my mum making an issue out of nothing there's something that makes me wonder if it *is* a big deal. Maybe I'm just pretending I don't care? Maybe none of this even happened? I just don't know anymore.",18443,1,0.666666667,1504388586,7,2.994976526,65,1.6,3.27,86.77,7.8,13.0,12.31,95.38,69.23,23.08,9.23,9.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.31,6.15,10.77,12.31,18.46,3.08,10.77,27.69,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,3.08,4.62,1.54,3.08,0.0,3.08,0.0,4.62,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,27.69,9.23,3.08,3.08,10.77,3.08,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,4.62,23.08,0.0,9.23,0.0,6.15,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,29.23,4.62,3.08,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,3.08,9.23,0.0,6.15,2.4286,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.65171,1.36667,1.80335,1.0,3,4.148943662,-0.216666667 survivorsofabuse,9xxm6e,"[50, 55]","My boyfriend didn't care. I started to get psychotic at 17. I was so scared, paranoid, had delusions and hallucinations. And no-one to help me. All this hell lasted until I was 22.",981,1,0.571428571,1542471793,20,0.91,34,10.28,1.98,91.95,1.0,6.8,17.65,88.24,52.94,17.65,14.71,14.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,11.76,11.76,2.94,11.76,5.88,20.59,2.94,0.0,0.0,8.82,2.94,11.76,2.94,8.82,5.88,2.94,0.0,5.88,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,8.82,5.88,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,14.71,5.88,0.0,11.76,0.0,2.94,8.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.47,14.71,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,2.4286,2.8889,3.0,1.3333,1.3333,1.0,1.71387,1.4,1.87999,1.0,10,2.648571429,-0.5 relationships,7onv8v,"(5, 10)","I of course understand her wanting me to be safe, but I have an IUD and use condoms 100% of the time, which she knows because she pries about my sex life. She knows I'm sexually active and I don't have a boyfriend and is really judgmental about me having casual sex. I had a pregnancy scare last week (I'm not pregnant) and all I wanted was some advice from my mom and she used it as a way to make me feel bad about my sex life. When I was younger, she would constantly slut-shame me for things I hadn't even done, and made me feel so guilty about the idea of even having sex that I didn't have sex even with my year-long high school boyfriend because of this crippling guilt. Whenever we argue she makes it a time to critique my entire personality and not just my behavior in that argument or even within my relationship with her.",40965,1,0.6,1515291682,1,7.489464286,163,9.01,17.87,65.02,1.0,32.6,12.27,95.71,61.96,23.31,19.02,13.5,0.61,0.0,4.91,0.0,4.29,4.29,11.04,10.43,8.59,9.2,3.07,17.79,3.68,1.23,1.84,0.61,1.84,6.75,1.23,4.91,2.45,1.23,0.0,11.04,1.84,1.23,5.52,1.23,15.34,3.68,4.29,1.84,1.23,1.23,3.68,1.23,0.0,0.0,1.23,7.36,0.0,3.07,6.13,0.0,4.91,2.45,0.0,1.23,0.0,1.23,5.52,9.82,0.0,9.2,0.61,3.07,5.52,1.23,0.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.61,0.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.66,3.07,2.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,3.07,1.23,0.61,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.75883,1.58561,1.94506,0.67,5,7.420238095,-0.095 almosthomeless,96i4s2,"[17, 22]","But she's a nurse and works crazy hours, so it would just be too much for her, I think. I'm posting in case there's an option I'm missing. Any suggestions welcome. tl;dr: I have $$$ coming in, but the timing is off. Might be homeless for two weeks to a month.",807,0,0.6,1534007517,13,-1.341184211,51,26.21,34.73,66.34,5.16,10.2,9.8,94.12,58.82,13.73,11.76,7.84,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,1.96,7.84,11.76,19.61,7.84,7.84,0.0,27.45,1.96,0.0,0.0,1.96,3.92,5.88,1.96,3.92,0.0,0.0,1.96,7.84,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,13.73,1.96,0.0,1.96,5.88,0.0,3.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.92,0.0,3.92,0.0,0.0,7.84,1.96,1.96,3.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.61,3.92,15.69,1.96,5.88,7.84,1.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,33.33,9.8,5.88,1.96,1.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.84,0.0,5.88,2.6,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.64145,1.43636,1.80487,0.85,12,1.058925439,0.05 relationships,7r4oeh,"(5, 10)","- Constantly forgets where she put her cell phone (even though she keeps it in the same designated spot) - She was the money-person in my family. Knew everyone's bank account numbers, credit card due dates, utility bills, etc. Recently handed the task of money management to my dad because she was forgetting to pay bills. - On her way to the grocery store, forgot where she was driving to; ended up at my dad's work instead",13848,0,0.714285714,1516226299,12,6.70038961,75,72.8,85.7,34.86,50.67,18.75,18.67,88.0,48.0,16.0,13.33,4.0,0.0,0.0,9.33,0.0,2.67,5.33,13.33,4.0,8.0,2.67,0.0,13.33,2.67,2.67,2.67,0.0,0.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.33,4.0,0.0,9.33,2.67,6.67,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,2.67,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,5.33,1.33,1.33,2.67,0.0,0.0,8.0,4.0,0.0,20.0,2.67,10.67,6.67,6.67,1.33,1.33,12.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.33,4.0,5.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,5.33,0.0,2.67,2.67,0.0,2.7778,2.75,3.0,1.1111,1.125,1.0,1.70881,1.81515,1.85339,0.93,5,6.966649351,-0.03125 relationships,7nmgmt,"[10, 15]","I’m also quite intellectual, I can speak 2 languages other than my native language, English and Japanese. But I only want my boyfriend, he has a shy personality but he’s very knowledgeable, he’s like a walking Wikipedia and I love him so much. He makes me feel calm just laughing at our inside jokes, receiving a cute text from him, and ever since being in a relationship with him I’ve grown to be happy with the smallest things in life. But he never seems to be able to move on from the event from his past, or he‘s just deeply affected by his depression and negative thoughts, also all the stress from his studying in university and family really is a big problem. All of this really took a toll of our relationship, to the point that we hardly called anymore or had any communication.",799,1,0.8,1514900355,2,7.765654362,146,42.11,77.44,33.79,64.72,29.2,16.44,93.84,61.64,19.18,15.75,5.48,2.05,0.0,8.22,0.0,3.42,6.85,15.07,7.53,8.22,8.9,1.37,13.7,4.79,2.05,0.0,0.68,2.74,7.53,4.79,2.74,1.37,0.0,0.68,18.49,0.68,0.68,0.0,8.9,17.12,2.74,2.05,1.37,4.11,2.74,6.16,2.05,0.0,1.37,0.68,1.37,0.0,0.68,0.0,0.0,9.59,6.16,0.68,1.37,0.68,0.68,4.11,10.27,0.0,13.7,2.74,6.85,4.79,1.37,1.37,0.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.01,3.42,6.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.68,2.74,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.70574,1.57705,1.91689,1.0,8,8.146233221,0.107017544 relationships,7oxnjx,"[59, 64]","Update - Thanks all, I have calmed down a bit now. Will sleep on it and hopefully tackle with a clearer head tomorrow. --- **tl;dr**: Found out from stranger on Facebook my partner is most likely going to leave me, feel betrayed she posted it on a public forum like Facebook. Right now feeling useless, am introverted and quiet by nature so I don’t have much of a support network.",1844,1,0.6,1515406706,4,2.540289855,69,80.03,50.0,72.78,78.8,17.25,18.84,85.51,49.28,10.14,7.25,5.8,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,2.9,5.8,15.94,8.7,5.8,4.35,1.45,20.29,2.9,2.9,0.0,0.0,5.8,5.8,4.35,1.45,0.0,0.0,1.45,7.25,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,10.14,4.35,0.0,1.45,4.35,1.45,0.0,4.35,0.0,1.45,2.9,4.35,2.9,1.45,0.0,0.0,8.7,4.35,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,2.9,15.94,5.8,17.39,2.9,8.7,5.8,0.0,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.09,5.8,4.35,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,5.8,0.0,1.45,0.0,5.8,2.7273,2.2857,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71216,1.55714,1.87481,0.57,20,3.646376812,0.058906526 assistance,9gomm7,"[10, 15]","* The survey usually only takes about 5 minutes (or less) to complete - but you can take as long as you like! * Please note that this survey is best viewed via a computer screen, rather than on a mobile phone. Interested? Here's the link: ",1663,0,1.0,1537220645,0,1.326666667,44,79.25,58.97,61.34,99.0,11.0,13.64,86.36,52.27,9.09,4.55,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,4.55,9.09,15.91,4.55,11.36,9.09,0.0,13.64,11.36,11.36,0.0,2.27,2.27,9.09,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.91,2.27,0.0,2.27,4.55,2.27,9.09,4.55,2.27,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.82,0.0,2.27,2.27,6.82,0.0,2.27,13.64,0.0,13.64,0.0,9.09,4.55,2.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,29.55,2.27,2.27,2.27,0.0,2.27,2.27,2.27,0.0,2.27,4.55,9.09,2.7778,2.25,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.61386,1.60541,1.79643,0.42,0,2.528829787,0.186805556 survivorsofabuse,6pbojm,"[0, 5]","I just saw Mystic River, and went online to look at comments and all, and I couldn't believe what I saw. If you have seen the film, people claim that where Tim Robbins character's faith went to was bound to happen because of his childhood assault. Why can't movies represent people who have survived childhood sexual assault as strong? Forrest Gump, Jenny becomes a drug addict and is a mess, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang the girl dies, Mysterious Skin becomes a male prostitute. Is that really how society sees us?",21,0,0.571428571,1500933026,6,8.431935484,90,38.89,67.16,10.08,46.22,18.0,20.0,84.44,45.56,11.11,6.67,3.33,1.11,1.11,1.11,0.0,4.44,5.56,6.67,8.89,5.56,8.89,2.22,20.0,2.22,1.11,5.56,0.0,1.11,7.78,4.44,3.33,0.0,2.22,0.0,11.11,0.0,0.0,1.11,2.22,13.33,3.33,3.33,2.22,2.22,1.11,3.33,6.67,5.56,0.0,1.11,5.56,1.11,2.22,2.22,0.0,7.78,3.33,1.11,3.33,0.0,0.0,6.67,13.33,0.0,6.67,2.22,2.22,2.22,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,1.11,1.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.56,3.33,6.67,0.0,0.0,2.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.78851,1.64167,1.90977,0.81,5,7.904860215,0.159722222 ptsd,7hjgtv,"(15, 20)","Its hard knowing that everyone around you doesn't have these issues, It's hard that it takes an extreme amount of work just to make a normal day in life go by smoothly(which it almost never does) At first I felt like I had a grasps on this whole PTSD thing because it made sense when I first got diagnosed but the longer it's been the harder this is to deal with. Do you know what it's like to constantly feel uncomfortable in your own skin but you can never turn it off? this is the answer I give when people ask me what's wrong, because there's always more than one thing going on at the same time. I find myself drinking more than i'd like to admit,I never drank before this, anything to take the edge off. I feel like I'm having to teach myself everything all over again, I don't even know how to formulate that into words.",6286,1,1.0,1512413992,3,4.590161377,161,25.28,30.97,99.0,10.2,32.2,8.07,96.27,64.6,25.47,10.56,8.07,0.0,2.48,0.0,0.0,14.91,4.97,17.39,11.18,8.07,4.35,3.11,22.36,8.07,7.45,3.73,1.86,3.11,1.24,0.0,1.24,0.62,0.0,0.0,6.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.63,7.45,3.11,0.0,1.24,4.35,2.48,6.83,0.0,0.0,5.59,3.11,0.62,1.24,0.0,1.24,5.59,0.0,1.86,1.24,1.86,0.62,3.73,17.39,0.62,18.01,1.86,8.07,8.07,1.24,0.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,2.48,3.11,0.0,0.0,0.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.59,1.24,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71691,1.44564,1.86432,0.67,4,4.785250134,0.042777778 almosthomeless,5p2625,"[10, 15]","I'm going to be spending only on essentials. I need some advice though. This is new territory to me. You guys got any tips for me? Oh yes and I have a gym membership, so I'll be showering there now.",1162,0,0.8,1484890910,23,-0.772142857,40,5.82,30.86,86.07,25.77,8.0,12.5,95.0,57.5,20.0,17.5,15.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.5,10.0,15.0,12.5,7.5,0.0,25.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,2.5,10.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,5.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,2.5,17.5,5.0,12.5,2.5,5.0,5.0,0.0,2.5,2.5,2.5,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.5,0.0,20.0,10.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.8333,2.6,1.375,1.1818,1.0,1.72595,1.34857,1.92261,0.88,36,2.592380952,0.068181818 almosthomeless,5oji8x,"(15, 20)","As you can tell, this is quite a bit more than my ""income"" of 250... Today, I got my car tax bill; 190 euro. We do have a wellfare/social security thingie office, but they have turned me down, because their limit IS 250 (rent excluded, but they seriously claim that my brother SHOULD house and feed me...so I get nothing) Without the car, I can't GET to the little work I get - at this point, I can't buy fucking toilet paper - my brother loses about 300 euro per month supporting me (heating, food, hygiene) I don't even know what to do anymore.",3534,1,1.0,1484675351,10,7.581775701,104,17.37,7.47,90.44,12.9,34.67,14.42,90.38,53.85,23.08,17.31,12.5,0.96,0.96,0.0,2.88,5.77,3.85,8.65,8.65,3.85,5.77,4.81,15.38,3.85,2.88,0.96,3.85,1.92,4.81,1.92,2.88,0.0,0.96,0.96,8.65,1.92,0.0,0.0,1.92,11.54,0.96,0.96,0.96,0.96,0.96,6.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.88,0.0,0.0,0.96,1.92,12.5,3.85,2.88,0.96,3.85,1.92,1.92,17.31,0.0,9.62,2.88,3.85,2.88,4.81,0.0,1.92,6.73,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,28.85,7.69,8.65,0.0,0.96,0.0,0.0,1.92,1.92,2.88,3.85,0.96,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.67132,1.64045,1.84883,0.79,16,7.974691589,-0.037103175 ptsd,6355u1,"[7, 12]","I am worried that I may have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder due to a few notable symptoms/issues that I experience. (I also have one notable traumatic experience involving an accident my father was in, he got hit by a bus when I was seventeen and almost died, which I do have nightmares and flashbacks of, but that is a different story.) Does anyone have any idea if this is possible to have the disorder due to a multitude of experiences? Thank you for any advice, help, or information in advance. It is greatly appreciated.",1100,1,0.666666667,1491202323,2,8.843578947,95,33.88,41.67,43.37,1.36,19.0,24.21,89.47,55.79,16.84,9.47,7.37,0.0,1.05,1.05,0.0,7.37,6.32,9.47,14.74,3.16,7.37,0.0,18.95,3.16,1.05,2.11,2.11,3.16,7.37,2.11,5.26,2.11,0.0,0.0,8.42,1.05,0.0,0.0,2.11,13.68,3.16,0.0,1.05,8.42,0.0,4.21,3.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,3.16,1.05,1.05,1.05,2.11,0.0,4.21,12.63,1.05,7.37,1.05,2.11,3.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.68,4.21,5.26,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,1.05,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73464,1.46988,1.83433,0.67,4,9.954736842,0.09375 relationships,7tcyek,"(5, 10)","Then about 25 minutes later I got a message from her saying that she was downstairs with Annie and her friends pre-drinking so I came down. I asked her how long she was down for and she said the whole time as Annie was already downstairs. I asked her why she didn't let me know everyone was downstairs already, instead of just leaving me in my room by myself to which she replied ""don't worry about it, it's no big deal."" I said it seemed weird she just din't think to tell me for nearly half an hour to which she rolled her eyes and said ""oh don't you start."" I decided it wasn't worth getting annoyed about it and didn't bring it up again.",13805,0,0.8,1517063039,0,2.589318182,126,6.9,62.46,63.15,3.31,25.2,12.7,94.44,63.49,26.98,19.05,8.73,0.0,0.79,9.52,0.0,7.94,2.38,13.49,8.73,10.32,6.35,4.76,23.81,3.17,1.59,3.17,1.59,0.79,2.38,0.0,2.38,0.79,0.79,0.0,19.05,0.0,0.79,9.52,0.0,9.52,3.17,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.79,3.17,3.97,0.79,3.17,0.0,1.59,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.79,6.35,1.59,0.0,3.17,1.59,0.0,14.29,7.14,0.79,17.46,2.38,7.94,7.14,0.0,0.79,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,15.08,3.97,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,3.17,5.56,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.625,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.64645,1.57586,1.83486,0.38,8,2.946060606,-0.092777778 relationships,7nk002,"[5, 10]","Any problem he had, he would blame on me. If I didn’t take his side during an disagreement he was having with someone else, he would get so mad and start with the insults. I eventually got out of the relationship, and when I ended it, he began obsessively texting me up to 30 times a day, talking to my family and lying to them about what was happening, etc. He finally stopped when I threatened a restraining order. The last time we talked was in May 2017.",955,0,0.571428571,1514865750,1,6.468764045,88,31.44,81.84,53.94,1.0,17.6,15.91,95.45,62.5,21.59,18.18,7.95,1.14,0.0,7.95,1.14,3.41,6.82,13.64,10.23,6.82,7.95,1.14,23.86,0.0,0.0,3.41,2.27,1.14,9.09,0.0,9.09,2.27,5.68,0.0,20.45,1.14,0.0,0.0,7.95,10.23,0.0,0.0,4.55,4.55,0.0,3.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,4.55,0.0,3.41,3.41,3.41,11.36,3.41,2.27,22.73,0.0,5.68,15.91,0.0,1.14,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,5.68,6.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.5,2.6,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71623,1.57067,1.81185,0.67,1,7.26211236,-0.208333333 survivorsofabuse,8vlb0k,"(0, 5)","(Edit: sorry if this is very word-salad-esk and difficult to follow, this is one of the only times I’ve ever spoken about this, and the first time writing the entire thing down. It’s long, but it includes every detail that les to what happened. I would really appreciate anyone who wants to avoid any abuse or is going through abuse of an employer to learn from my mistakes, and be smarter and stronger than I was.) I had gotten my first retail job at a very popular hunting and fishing retail chain-store. I had been given the idea to work there by my boyfriend at the time.",6684,0,0.8,1530558306,9,6.995654762,110,51.43,23.36,55.41,5.95,22.0,12.73,95.45,57.27,16.36,7.27,7.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,6.36,13.64,10.0,6.36,7.27,0.0,18.18,5.45,2.73,1.82,2.73,2.73,9.09,3.64,5.45,0.91,1.82,0.91,4.55,0.0,0.91,0.0,0.91,14.55,2.73,0.0,3.64,3.64,2.73,4.55,0.91,0.0,0.91,0.0,0.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.91,9.09,0.91,2.73,2.73,0.91,1.82,7.27,10.0,1.82,10.91,1.82,3.64,5.45,7.27,1.82,0.0,2.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.45,4.55,3.64,0.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.73,0.0,1.82,1.82,0.0,2.6667,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71087,1.43516,1.82788,0.92,0,6.966785714,0.056203704 anxiety,7z45n5,"(10, 15)",Is he who I would have pictures when thinking of a love interest before we started dating? Not really. He has a different style than my normal type and different interests. However he has an amazing fun personality and our senses of humor mesh really well together. Another big thing that makes us not so perfect is the fact that he got out of his “first love” relationship of 5 years one year before we met.,14919,0,1.0,1519202716,1,6.373421053,76,24.27,85.38,59.0,99.0,15.2,18.42,93.42,57.89,21.05,14.47,2.63,5.26,0.0,6.58,0.0,6.58,5.26,10.53,7.89,7.89,6.58,2.63,14.47,13.16,6.58,2.63,3.95,1.32,11.84,11.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.58,18.42,2.63,1.32,1.32,0.0,2.63,10.53,2.63,1.32,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.42,13.16,1.32,1.32,2.63,0.0,3.95,9.21,0.0,14.47,0.0,3.95,10.53,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,9.21,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.7403,1.49254,1.99564,1.0,2,7.727473684,0.283333333 domesticviolence,9s2hhc,"[25, 30]","Something like that happened again. He was angry with me and wanted me to go to another room so he didn't have to look at me but I wanted to stay (not getting involved in any conflict or anything, just doing my studying and not interacting) so he took me out of the room by force, not hard again, but I got hysterical nonetheless. After calming down I continued my studies in the kitchen, trying not to think of what had happened and where this relationship was going. In about an hour he came to me and it looked like his anger was unresolved as he was provoking me. I decided not to get involved because this time I was genuinely frightened of what was going on.",59,1,1.0,1540725859,3,5.961953125,127,28.75,7.83,93.14,7.54,25.4,18.9,98.43,66.93,22.05,14.96,10.24,0.0,0.0,4.72,0.0,7.09,2.36,18.9,7.87,6.3,8.66,4.72,22.05,3.15,3.15,2.36,0.0,1.57,3.15,0.79,2.36,0.79,1.57,0.0,7.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.72,17.32,2.36,2.36,1.57,4.72,0.0,7.09,2.36,1.57,0.0,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,7.09,1.57,0.79,1.57,3.15,0.0,13.39,4.72,1.57,16.54,3.94,8.66,4.72,1.57,0.0,2.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.45,3.94,3.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,1.57,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.79833,1.465,1.77114,0.8,9,6.50625,-0.30162037 anxiety,5y4goa,"(5, 10)","It helps with the physical symptoms, such as palpatations and elevated heart rate. However I still have attacks that force me to lay down alone for 30 minutes or more, sometimes hours. I have random pains all the time, my arm, leg, chest, stomach, headaches, etc. Constant health anxiety too, I get one mild headache and think I have meningitis or a brain tumor, etc. Well I had a checkup with him today and asked him about medicine I could use PRN.",18381,1,0.8,1488931033,2,5.679308943,82,42.43,19.68,48.21,3.09,16.4,19.51,89.02,46.34,14.63,12.2,9.76,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,2.44,4.88,8.54,6.1,7.32,8.54,0.0,13.41,6.1,2.44,0.0,2.44,2.44,7.32,2.44,4.88,1.22,1.22,1.22,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,12.2,1.22,2.44,1.22,4.88,1.22,3.66,1.22,0.0,0.0,1.22,18.29,7.32,10.98,0.0,0.0,6.1,1.22,0.0,3.66,1.22,0.0,2.44,10.98,0.0,9.76,0.0,1.22,8.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.0,18.29,6.1,12.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.77127,1.65507,1.8465,1.0,3,4.849756098,0.025396825 ptsd,6b9csn,"(5, 10)","Some days I can't hear music from that time period, watch a show that's remotely emotional, or just sit without tearing up. I've never been to see a shrink, although I know I should of, due to past experiences and money issues. I was diagnosed with PTSD and told I should talk to someone. I don't know where to go usually. Especially on nights like these where I can't be quiet without thinking about that night or breaking down in tears.",53750,1,1.0,1494839843,2,6.283837209,81,31.72,1.84,99.0,2.98,16.2,16.05,93.83,60.49,16.05,9.88,9.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.17,2.47,18.52,9.88,8.64,6.17,7.41,19.75,2.47,1.23,2.47,0.0,1.23,2.47,0.0,2.47,0.0,0.0,1.23,4.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.22,4.94,0.0,2.47,6.17,2.47,8.64,8.64,3.7,3.7,0.0,1.23,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,2.47,0.0,0.0,2.47,0.0,0.0,4.94,17.28,0.0,22.22,1.23,9.88,11.11,0.0,1.23,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.28,6.17,4.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.17,0.0,0.0,2.875,2.625,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.75167,1.50833,1.886,0.75,2,6.759860465,-0.088425926 assistance,9w59ur,"(15, 20)","I do not want to use a payday loan or inheritance lending because they take too much in interest. It’s not a huge amount of money but it will help me a lot of I’m smart with it. So, I don’t want to go to a predatory lender. Business is picking up for the holidays, I’ve taken a part time job, and will be ok if I could get a loan of $900 to take care of my car bills so that it doesn’t get repoed. I just don’t have any chunk of change to take care of either bill and register my car.",16080,0,0.6,1541955031,0,5.497297297,104,45.41,4.19,32.46,96.02,20.8,8.65,97.12,56.73,14.42,9.62,8.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.96,4.81,6.73,14.42,12.5,3.85,7.69,4.81,25.96,1.92,0.96,0.0,0.96,5.77,4.81,4.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.42,0.0,3.85,3.85,3.85,0.0,5.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.96,0.0,6.73,5.77,0.0,0.96,20.19,1.92,7.69,3.85,2.88,0.96,3.85,0.96,0.0,9.62,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.0,0.0,14.42,4.81,2.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.77,0.0,0.96,2.8,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.68489,1.51463,1.8707,0.42,0,6.994126126,0.178571429 domesticviolence,7dkmmd,"[5, 10]","He won’t give her access to their bank accounts. He refused to let her learn to drive, told her she wasn’t capable, that she’d get into an accident and kill their daughters. He’s violent, and he tried to kill himself in front of her after abusing her and that’s when she left. He is lying and saying he’s gone to more therapy than he has (she asked his therapist if he was going, no he hasn’t been), and he still refuses to give her access to their bank accounts or give her money. My friend has no options.",1716,0,0.571428571,1510922331,4,5.173142857,98,4.08,99.0,1.0,1.0,19.6,13.27,98.98,63.27,29.59,27.55,1.02,0.0,0.0,23.47,3.06,2.04,1.02,12.24,13.27,2.04,8.16,5.1,26.53,4.08,3.06,1.02,0.0,1.02,5.1,0.0,5.1,0.0,5.1,0.0,37.76,1.02,1.02,12.24,12.24,7.14,1.02,0.0,1.02,3.06,0.0,5.1,1.02,0.0,1.02,0.0,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,8.16,1.02,2.04,2.04,3.06,0.0,8.16,12.24,2.04,10.2,3.06,4.08,3.06,3.06,0.0,0.0,5.1,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.39,5.1,5.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,2.04,0.0,2.7778,2.8182,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.77023,1.725,1.8349,0.84,3,6.069285714,-0.025 anxiety,9sa02k,"[0, 5]","I'm a 24 yr old female and I've never had a person I could call a friend in my life. There was a 2 and a half year period where I barely left the apartment. My first job was when I was 23. Its a warehouse job and it will have been a year since I started working there in a couple of weeks. Even though I've been there for that long I havent formed any relationship with anyone there because i always avoid getting too familiar with anyone, that's my default way of being and I hate it.",1752,1,0.571428571,1540787016,2,3.253475275,99,10.08,15.62,97.04,4.86,19.8,9.09,93.94,64.65,20.2,13.13,13.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.07,9.09,8.08,15.15,11.11,7.07,2.02,20.2,2.02,0.0,2.02,5.05,2.02,2.02,0.0,2.02,1.01,1.01,0.0,7.07,0.0,1.01,1.01,0.0,11.11,0.0,2.02,1.01,4.04,2.02,2.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,6.06,2.02,2.02,0.0,1.01,1.01,8.08,7.07,1.01,18.18,0.0,7.07,11.11,4.04,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.1,5.05,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.04,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.5714,3.0,1.2,1.125,1.0,1.68823,1.45783,1.90048,1.0,4,4.613901099,-0.036458333 ptsd,9u84s0,"[10, 15]","This made me feel somewhat uncomfortable, but I laughed it off and tried to go along with it, and trust him and take it as an innocent compliment. He asked if I wanted to smoke some weed with him, and I knew already from past experience that I tend to have very bad reactions to it. He told me that if I freak out then he wouldn’t let anything bad happen to me. I was having a pretty good day, so I smoked some weed with him. It was actually okay being high.",1021,0,0.8,1541372852,4,5.857978723,93,14.22,25.93,16.07,83.22,18.6,11.83,97.85,64.52,26.88,17.2,10.75,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,9.68,2.15,13.98,7.53,5.38,10.75,1.08,19.35,2.15,1.08,0.0,0.0,3.23,11.83,7.53,4.3,1.08,0.0,0.0,10.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,16.13,2.15,2.15,4.3,7.53,0.0,4.3,3.23,0.0,1.08,1.08,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.15,8.6,1.08,1.08,1.08,2.15,3.23,10.75,7.53,1.08,8.6,1.08,3.23,4.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.15,1.08,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,10.75,5.38,4.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,2.9167,2.3636,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71312,1.47126,1.90449,0.99,6,6.429234043,0.045 anxiety,88mejb,"(1, 6)","Recently my anxiety has gotten really bad, possibly the worse it has ever been and I’ve been experiencing panic attacks, but I still can’t justify taking my medication because I feel like I deserve to suffer. I also struggle with the feeling like I’m making all this up and none of my problems exist which I know rationally cannot be true when I’ve struggled with this for most my life, however I still can’t shift it. I don’t know if this is part of my anxiety making me feel like this or whether it is another thing I’ve made myself believe. I guess I’m just looking for some advice and reassurance. I’m just really tired of feeling this way and constantly being in turmoil with my mind.",14213,1,1.0,1522537003,12,7.43637122,127,2.51,1.0,99.0,1.0,25.4,18.9,96.85,64.57,25.98,17.32,17.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.66,1.57,11.02,12.6,8.66,9.45,3.94,24.41,3.94,4.72,2.36,0.0,4.72,10.24,1.57,8.66,4.72,0.79,0.79,1.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.41,7.09,4.72,1.57,4.72,2.36,7.87,4.72,0.79,0.0,3.15,2.36,0.0,2.36,0.0,0.0,7.09,0.0,0.0,3.15,1.57,2.36,3.15,18.11,0.0,7.09,0.0,2.36,4.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.39,3.94,2.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.09,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8571,2.6,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73935,1.40541,1.88438,1.0,11,8.666214807,-0.08125 relationships,7r1thn,"(15, 20)","When we returned a year ago, we had some very rough boundary issues (trying to forward face in their car, feeding baby junk, criticizing our parenting choices, etc.) with them. MIL has ""anxiety and depression"" and cannot address the issues she causes so FIL addresses them for her. It's the worst case of coddling I've ever seen. She does not see a mental health professional (because narcissist) and blames everyone else for any wrong she may do, which of course she does no wrong.",11807,1,0.6,1516203858,7,10.17982759,84,22.77,90.47,2.82,1.0,16.8,19.05,86.9,51.19,17.86,14.29,1.19,3.57,0.0,5.95,3.57,3.57,4.76,8.33,10.71,4.76,7.14,3.57,14.29,5.95,1.19,2.38,0.0,2.38,8.33,0.0,8.33,1.19,2.38,1.19,17.86,2.38,0.0,5.95,0.0,14.29,1.19,2.38,0.0,4.76,2.38,3.57,3.57,2.38,0.0,1.19,3.57,1.19,1.19,0.0,1.19,9.52,4.76,1.19,0.0,0.0,3.57,3.57,9.52,1.19,9.52,2.38,2.38,7.14,2.38,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.43,5.95,5.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,2.38,4.76,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.79148,1.56486,1.78664,0.9,18,9.168362069,-0.23 ptsd,99z5bu,"[19, 24]","It made me feel so... small. After I left, I felt angry, really fucking angry. I don't want to call the office and make a fuss, I want it behind me. I'm just angry that someone could really think that way. I'm angry.",1306,1,0.571428571,1535129996,9,-0.140217391,43,4.56,1.0,98.96,1.0,7.17,4.65,97.67,58.14,30.23,18.6,18.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.63,4.65,6.98,9.3,9.3,4.65,2.33,27.91,16.28,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.63,0.0,11.63,0.0,11.63,0.0,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.58,6.98,4.65,6.98,2.33,0.0,4.65,4.65,0.0,0.0,4.65,2.33,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,6.98,18.6,0.0,11.63,0.0,9.3,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.33,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,32.56,18.6,6.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.98,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.80008,1.68,1.90688,1.0,5,3.132782609,-0.30625 anxiety,8i37ff,"[15, 20]","I'm feel when I read about sth or learnt sth and I talk loud about that I feel I'm fake. I have this feeling that I try to impress someone or my knowledge is shallow and in fact I don't understand this or that well so actually I pretend and I always waiting for someone to laugh at me or correct me. In fact I feel like a shallow person with lack of knowledge \(even basic\) and I myself against me by judging I'm fake, it's not importan what I know or think and generally it's funny when I'm serious because I'm so kiddo what could I know what real life is and how can I know anything. because of that experience most of the time I am full of anxiety and barely leave my house. I was even too anxious to post online.",1786,1,1.0,1525839895,1,2.472872807,144,1.99,1.64,99.0,15.92,28.8,16.67,94.44,65.28,27.78,18.06,18.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.72,1.39,11.81,10.42,9.72,13.19,1.39,20.14,5.56,1.39,4.17,0.0,0.69,6.25,2.78,3.47,1.39,0.0,0.0,3.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.69,9.03,2.08,1.39,8.33,2.78,5.56,4.86,0.0,1.39,2.78,0.69,0.0,0.69,0.0,0.0,2.08,0.0,0.69,0.69,0.0,0.69,1.39,17.36,0.0,7.64,0.69,2.78,3.47,1.39,0.0,0.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.69,0.0,12.5,3.47,0.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,1.39,1.39,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.67394,1.44031,1.94829,1.0,0,4.410526316,-0.035714286 stress,8gax80,"(5, 10)","- You must own an iPhone or iPod touch (5th generation) in order to participate, and you can earn up to $35 for completing the study. - If you are eligible, you will be asked to download an iOS app called REPS. You will also complete several online surveys prior to and directly following use of the app. For more information please email us at This study is administered by UCSF's THRIVE Lab, which is based at UCSF. The principal investigator is Dr. Aoife O'Donovan and you can contact her at aoife. if you have any questions.",17247,0,1.0,1525201105,0,6.023295615,98,72.22,98.33,5.17,44.45,19.6,16.33,78.57,47.96,11.22,9.18,0.0,1.02,7.14,1.02,0.0,2.04,5.1,13.27,11.22,1.02,7.14,0.0,14.29,1.02,1.02,1.02,1.02,3.06,1.02,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.33,0.0,1.02,1.02,0.0,11.22,2.04,2.04,3.06,5.1,3.06,3.06,1.02,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.1,1.02,1.02,3.06,1.02,0.0,3.06,9.18,2.04,10.2,1.02,6.12,2.04,4.08,1.02,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.43,7.14,3.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,2.04,2.04,5.1,2.6667,2.6667,2.8,1.2,1.1429,1.0,1.67718,1.41449,1.84767,0.5,0,6.627241867,0.2 relationships,7omn3j,"(5, 10)","I started my seizure while on the stairs and as a result was pretty badly injured. I broke my ankle and injured my knee. I also required stitches in my face. Let me make this very clear- I recognize that this experience must have been **terrifying** for Tom. I understand how frightening and anxiety provoking, and even traumatizing this was for him.",18802,0,0.8,1515279303,284,4.193571429,62,6.3,7.34,70.28,1.0,12.4,22.58,96.77,59.68,24.19,17.74,16.13,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,6.45,3.23,8.06,9.68,6.45,12.9,0.0,16.13,4.84,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,11.29,1.61,9.68,4.84,0.0,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,14.52,3.23,6.45,1.61,1.61,3.23,0.0,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,9.68,8.06,4.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.06,4.84,0.0,8.06,0.0,4.84,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.74,8.06,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,2.8462,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77756,1.52222,1.84242,0.94,24,5.183640553,-0.364 assistance,8a4eo8,"[0, 5]","So today was me and my ex's son's birthday, she left me about 3 months ago. We talked here and there but we'd get frustrated towards each other, anyways long story short. I wasn't doing much with her at the end of our relationship, I was just so tired of it all, I was depressed and at the time dealing with PTSD which I had no knowledge I had. I cut all contact with her two weeks ago, going through my mother for my son. Today we finally hung out together to shop for his birthday, we had fun, we laughed, we giggled, we just had an overall good time which we didn't for the longest of time even when together.",159,0,1.0,1522968862,3,5.438095238,121,18.49,85.87,94.46,40.65,24.2,14.88,95.87,60.33,23.14,19.83,9.09,7.44,0.0,3.31,0.0,3.31,3.31,13.22,9.09,9.09,5.79,2.48,12.4,3.31,0.83,2.48,1.65,3.31,5.79,3.31,2.48,0.0,0.83,0.83,18.18,2.48,0.83,3.31,2.48,6.61,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.83,1.65,3.31,0.83,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,11.57,9.92,0.0,0.0,1.65,0.0,10.74,2.48,0.83,20.66,0.83,8.26,11.57,0.0,1.65,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.83,15.7,4.13,7.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.13,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.5714,3.0,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.69414,1.61982,1.90136,0.61,5,5.945873016,0.052083333 anxiety,736pgc,"[0, 5]","I had crippling anxiety and depression during my college years and finally managed to graduate within the allotted semesters after getting diagnosed and learning to cope . I'm about to go in for a set of interviews and wonder if i should be honest about why my grades dropped all of a sudden and got back to normal (fell into depression/anxiety cycle). Also, wondering if it is overall even advisable to talk about mental health issues to your boss AT ALL in a workplace. What was your personal experience? **TL;DR did you tell your boss about your mental health issues?",1701,1,0.571428571,1506676711,6,8.438151815,101,73.09,78.59,61.63,1.7,20.2,21.78,91.09,53.47,11.88,9.9,4.95,0.0,4.95,0.0,0.0,1.98,3.96,19.8,6.93,8.91,7.92,0.0,15.84,6.93,0.99,1.98,0.0,1.98,5.94,0.99,3.96,1.98,0.0,1.98,9.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.89,3.96,0.99,2.97,4.95,1.98,1.98,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.96,0.0,3.96,0.0,0.0,5.94,0.0,0.0,3.96,1.98,0.0,5.94,6.93,0.0,14.85,1.98,5.94,7.92,9.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.87,2.97,0.99,0.0,0.99,1.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.99,1.98,2.97,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.67826,1.43297,1.82679,0.88,15,8.499752475,0.061111111 ptsd,72sxuq,"[4, 9]",I had a panic attack and broke down crying in front of my mom. She scheduled me an appointment for therapy and I just feel like bleh. I dont care about getting better right now. My whole body is in shock from that panic attack and I just feel like death. I honestly doubt I will get better,1362,1,0.857142857,1506525503,10,1.688022599,58,49.46,8.4,91.69,1.0,11.6,8.62,96.55,55.17,18.97,17.24,15.52,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,1.72,3.45,15.52,6.9,6.9,5.17,1.72,18.97,3.45,6.9,0.0,0.0,1.72,20.69,6.9,13.79,5.17,3.45,3.45,3.45,1.72,0.0,3.45,0.0,5.17,3.45,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,3.45,3.45,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,13.79,0.0,3.45,5.17,6.9,1.72,3.45,12.07,1.72,12.07,0.0,8.62,3.45,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.9,6.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.7,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75691,1.69811,1.87531,0.83,12,3.045,0.247165533 ptsd,975a8a,"(20, 25)","The ""me too"" movement I've found to be extremely inspirational and empowering. I am no longer ashamed of what happened to me, but I still don't feel like I'm healing. I was hoping that these flashbacks and the anxiety, fear and dread would go away over time, but they haven't. How do people cope? What do you read?",31719,1,0.6,1534220011,11,3.534032258,58,2.4,6.04,95.26,6.54,11.6,15.52,94.83,67.24,22.41,15.52,12.07,0.0,1.72,0.0,1.72,6.9,3.45,10.34,17.24,6.9,10.34,5.17,29.31,1.72,3.45,5.17,0.0,0.0,12.07,5.17,6.9,6.9,0.0,0.0,5.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.24,5.17,1.72,3.45,1.72,1.72,5.17,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,1.72,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,5.17,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,1.72,5.17,17.24,1.72,12.07,3.45,5.17,3.45,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.14,5.17,5.17,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,3.45,6.9,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.8253,1.40392,1.84709,0.93,8,4.09116129,0.5 homeless,9ne7jq,"[5, 10]","Without my meds I can be kinda unstable, few months back I stopped taking them and ended up breaking my hand because of it. I have no real education except high school diploma and I wasn't smart enough to finish community college as I'm useless with math and science and that's all I needed to finish for a general studies degree. All I seem to be doing is existing and that means I'm a burden on anyone who tries to help me and right now I'm dragging my partner down. I just need help figuring out what to do so I can stop being burdensome and be useful and have a purpose again. I don't really know what to do anymore, but this is all I have left to try.",1032,1,0.571428571,1539293858,32,5.078823529,130,10.98,7.2,96.04,15.03,26.0,15.38,93.85,61.54,20.77,13.85,13.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.77,6.92,2.31,13.08,15.38,4.62,9.23,3.08,23.85,3.85,0.77,2.31,0.0,3.08,3.85,1.54,2.31,0.0,0.0,0.77,5.38,0.0,0.77,0.0,0.0,14.62,3.08,1.54,1.54,3.08,2.31,3.85,0.77,0.0,0.0,0.77,0.77,0.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.54,3.08,2.31,5.38,0.77,1.54,3.85,18.46,0.0,13.08,0.0,6.15,7.69,5.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.77,0.0,0.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,3.85,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71261,1.43025,1.88357,1.0,9,6.657647059,0.011031746 almosthomeless,9ksm1p,"(10, 15)","I refuse to carry both of us anymore and I'm also tired of the drama between us as well. So, part of me hopes he doesn't pay the rent and that'll give me my push to really move on. Anyway, I'm ok with going to a shelter, but I worry about my laptop. I remember when I was living in a shelter when I was a kid, they didn't allow you to have certain items. I don't want to part with my laptop for them to keep it safe and it gets ""lost"".",12284,1,0.8,1538500889,30,2.615151515,93,20.06,22.59,78.86,83.22,18.6,6.45,96.77,66.67,24.73,20.43,13.98,2.15,1.08,1.08,2.15,4.3,5.38,18.28,9.68,8.6,9.68,3.23,23.66,3.23,1.08,2.15,0.0,3.23,7.53,5.38,2.15,1.08,0.0,1.08,9.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,8.6,1.08,1.08,2.15,1.08,1.08,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.15,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.0,8.6,2.15,1.08,3.23,1.08,1.08,5.38,13.98,2.15,10.75,4.3,3.23,3.23,3.23,1.08,1.08,2.15,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,1.08,1.08,1.08,18.28,5.38,4.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.15,6.45,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.7143,3.0,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.68961,1.49048,1.897,0.97,16,4.909646465,0.202857143 survivorsofabuse,9y9hvu,"(5, 10)","It’s a long twisted story about how I found this out, but I was told by my parents that I had been assaulted by R when I was younger. My aunt, not R’s mom, had taken us to the pool and R had taken me to the bathroom to change. When we hadn’t come back in a few minutes she came to check on us and she found me naked with R fondling me and trying to insert his penis into my mouth. She stopped the assault but doesn’t know what happened prior to finding us. Remember I didn’t recall any of these events as a 36 year old.",19913,0,0.8,1542573165,4,4.720263158,109,30.8,42.71,96.77,5.86,21.8,11.01,94.5,59.63,22.02,17.43,10.09,3.67,0.0,3.67,0.0,4.59,5.5,14.68,9.17,4.59,8.26,3.67,21.1,3.67,1.83,3.67,0.92,1.83,1.83,0.0,1.83,0.0,1.83,0.0,11.93,2.75,0.0,4.59,0.92,12.84,5.5,1.83,0.0,1.83,0.0,3.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.75,0.0,1.83,0.0,10.09,4.59,0.92,1.83,1.83,0.92,16.51,3.67,0.0,16.51,3.67,5.5,8.26,0.0,1.83,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.75,0.0,2.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.93,4.59,2.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.59,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75561,1.64,1.84231,1.0,2,5.690175439,-0.08125 ptsd,80if0k,"(5, 10)","Check out r/kratom for some info. I personally swear by it Edit: Seems like it has a bad reputation. From my (and others) experience: If you take it in moderation and get it from a REPUTABLE VENDOR, (some 'kratom' is not actually kratom. I heard some head shops tend to mix it with bad stuff) You will have no issues with it.",4500,0,1.0,1519694709,10,1.76047619,63,58.58,26.27,19.65,1.33,15.75,9.52,80.95,55.56,20.63,7.94,4.76,0.0,3.17,0.0,0.0,12.7,3.17,15.87,6.35,1.59,4.76,3.17,14.29,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,4.76,3.17,0.0,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,3.17,0.0,1.59,7.94,0.0,6.35,3.17,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.17,3.17,1.59,11.11,1.59,3.17,0.0,3.17,0.0,1.59,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.22,6.35,1.59,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.17,6.35,1.59,2.7143,2.6,2.8,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.67703,1.36981,1.79169,0.72,34,3.653333333,-0.18 survivorsofabuse,9kegfm,"[110, 115]","His new wife would get mad at me for asking for basic things. Pads, new clothes for school, new glasses, ect. My grandma was the one who had to buy me new clothes and stuff because they refused to. When I told them I wanted to do Academic Bowl & BPA at school they both laughed at me and said in a mocking tone that its for smart kids. I did it anyways and won many awards.",1269,0,1.0,1538381302,8,2.751754386,76,48.42,78.51,33.36,74.74,15.2,13.16,92.11,53.95,22.37,14.47,9.21,0.0,0.0,1.32,3.95,7.89,2.63,14.47,6.58,2.63,6.58,0.0,15.79,9.21,0.0,2.63,1.32,2.63,7.89,5.26,2.63,0.0,2.63,0.0,17.11,2.63,0.0,2.63,1.32,3.95,0.0,1.32,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,2.63,0.0,2.63,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.58,1.32,2.63,1.32,3.95,0.0,9.21,2.63,0.0,13.16,0.0,6.58,6.58,5.26,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,11.84,6.58,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,2.8889,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.70323,1.59143,1.87071,1.0,2,2.857894737,0.133474026 ptsd,9i57fi,"[30, 35]",Im not physically hurt. My father abd the driver carry on a conversation as if im not screaming. We get to the hospital and the checkup reveals nothing. Im embarrased for screaming. They send us home.,293,0,0.571428571,1537669915,7,1.793076923,36,45.11,28.91,87.07,1.0,7.2,25.0,91.67,55.56,19.44,19.44,11.11,5.56,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,11.11,11.11,8.33,0.0,8.33,8.33,16.67,2.78,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,2.78,16.67,2.78,0.0,0.0,2.78,13.89,2.78,0.0,2.78,2.78,2.78,8.33,11.11,2.78,5.56,2.78,8.33,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,11.11,8.33,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,16.67,0.0,8.33,5.56,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.89,13.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8571,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.87642,1.87692,1.82772,1.0,0,4.698153846,0.0 assistance,89mk7w,"(0, 5)","Hi Friends! In honor of the Challenged Athletes Foundation, my dad is undertaking a great bike ride for charity and would love your support. After completing the Tour du Rouge for the American Red Cross a few years ago, he is now teaming up with the Challenged Athletes Foundation (CAF) for the Million Dollar Challenge. As a loving father, I would love to support him and his endeavor through a 620-mile ride over 7 days in California. The CAF raises money to help people with physical challenges pursue an active lifestyle through physical fitness and athletics and this is one of their biggest events.",35631,0,1.0,1522818049,3,11.20663462,105,98.08,90.87,5.55,99.0,21.0,25.71,83.81,43.81,7.62,6.67,1.9,0.0,0.95,2.86,0.95,0.95,10.48,16.19,4.76,0.95,4.76,0.0,6.67,8.57,2.86,0.0,3.81,0.95,12.38,12.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,1.9,0.95,0.0,4.76,1.9,0.0,0.0,1.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.95,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,16.19,6.67,6.67,4.76,0.95,0.0,0.95,5.71,0.0,14.29,1.9,7.62,4.76,6.67,4.76,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.48,3.81,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.95,0.0,0.0,1.9,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.2857,1.1429,1.0,1.7601,1.71351,1.96906,0.67,0,9.654692308,0.187878788 survivorsofabuse,9vp3fm,"[0, 5]","Hi there, I'm a 21 year old Scottish student studying contemporary art practice at an honours degree level. Is anyone interested in allowing me to use their words for use in my project for university? The consequences psychological abuse has for victims is an incredibly tricky but important subject to portray through art. I have made sure to research rather heavily on the subject of the affects of mental abuse, as well as having my own personal experience with it. I will make sure to represent it with respect for everyone that has went through something similar.",345,0,1.0,1541803402,1,10.71846939,97,91.78,37.84,22.64,81.5,19.4,30.93,87.63,51.55,13.4,7.22,6.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.03,6.19,6.19,20.62,8.25,3.09,3.09,0.0,14.43,6.19,3.09,0.0,1.03,0.0,12.37,7.22,4.12,0.0,3.09,0.0,5.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.46,1.03,7.22,1.03,2.06,3.09,2.06,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.28,1.03,2.06,6.19,0.0,1.03,2.06,10.31,1.03,8.25,1.03,5.15,2.06,7.22,2.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,8.25,4.12,2.06,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1667,1.0,1.73725,1.51765,1.87257,0.66,2,10.23563265,0.185555556 assistance,9b5oxd,"[4, 9]","You may also learn some less widely known information about the high energy content of some of the things you consume, which can help you make decisions about your overall diet. In addition, you can also choose to receive a summary report of the research findings. To read more and complete the survey, please click on the link: Thank you! Roni Botterill",389,0,1.0,1535512942,3,5.072974359,63,86.96,98.62,47.57,95.81,15.75,19.05,87.3,46.03,12.7,9.52,0.0,0.0,9.52,0.0,0.0,3.17,9.52,14.29,4.76,6.35,4.76,0.0,9.52,4.76,3.17,1.59,0.0,6.35,4.76,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.63,11.11,1.59,0.0,6.35,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,3.17,1.59,0.0,3.17,0.0,0.0,1.59,7.94,1.59,9.52,1.59,7.94,1.59,6.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,3.17,4.76,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.17,2.75,3.0,2.6,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.75057,1.55385,1.87008,0.61,2,5.155,0.086388889 ptsd,8hdl83,"(5, 10)","I made a mistake as a result of being shaken up. Now she has complained to my boss but has falsely amplified my one mistake into me being absolutely negligent and incompetent. I found out about this 8 hours ago, had another flashback/panic attack, and my heart is still pounding. I've convinced myself I'm going to get fired. I know I need to go back to counseling.",29893,1,1.0,1525590118,7,3.98347619,68,29.74,9.3,97.06,1.0,13.6,19.12,91.18,57.35,20.59,17.65,16.18,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,2.94,2.94,14.71,11.76,7.35,5.88,0.0,22.06,1.47,1.47,0.0,2.94,1.47,11.76,0.0,11.76,2.94,1.47,0.0,4.41,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,14.71,4.41,2.94,4.41,0.0,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.35,0.0,1.47,5.88,1.47,0.0,5.88,14.71,1.47,16.18,4.41,5.88,7.35,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,14.71,7.35,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,1.47,2.6667,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75836,1.55254,1.78342,1.0,2,5.817142857,-0.17 survivorsofabuse,772ua3,"[10, 15]","One night I was staying up late with my uncle watching movies (this was not odd, we would watch Disney movies all night together during the summer. Like I said, he was my favorite). All of the sudden he decided to propose something to me. I was six. I had no idea what any of this meant.",1202,0,0.571428571,1508285639,9,2.614210526,57,48.42,29.92,88.06,58.97,11.4,12.28,96.49,56.14,24.56,17.54,12.28,1.75,0.0,3.51,0.0,7.02,3.51,14.04,10.53,0.0,0.0,3.51,19.3,5.26,1.75,1.75,3.51,5.26,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,1.75,0.0,0.0,5.26,17.54,5.26,0.0,3.51,3.51,3.51,1.75,5.26,3.51,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,3.51,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,14.04,1.75,0.0,15.79,1.75,5.26,10.53,0.0,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,8.77,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,0.0,3.0,2.2,3.0,1.125,1.3333,1.0,1.67569,1.58889,1.92447,1.0,0,3.554245614,0.070833333 ptsd,9wt5x3,"[0, 5]","Because I have! And it literally makes me feel 10k x crazier than I already feel as it is. She left me alone, meds unfilled, and then told all her colleagues I was trying to scam ADHD medication off of her, so now none of them want to take my case either. Backstory, I’ve been seeing this doctor for 3 years almost now and at first I let her know my commitment issues with mental health, and having people just leave me stranded or pass me to new doctors every week and it made me bail the first few times I’ve tried to get my brain right. So we have appointments every 3-6 ish months depending on medication change.",1640,1,0.8,1542143409,7,6.085679157,120,21.25,25.24,88.91,14.3,24.0,11.67,85.83,50.83,20.0,16.67,11.67,0.83,0.0,3.33,0.83,3.33,0.83,10.83,7.5,5.83,9.17,0.83,20.0,6.67,3.33,0.0,4.17,5.0,1.67,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.0,0.83,7.5,0.0,0.83,3.33,0.0,15.0,2.5,4.17,0.83,3.33,3.33,2.5,2.5,0.83,0.0,1.67,5.0,0.83,4.17,0.0,0.0,8.33,1.67,3.33,1.67,1.67,0.0,5.83,13.33,0.83,15.83,2.5,4.17,9.17,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.83,3.33,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.83,0.83,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.4444,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68926,1.52475,1.88232,1.0,7,6.48911007,0.088868275 domesticviolence,96vr9a,"(5, 10)",He loves them and treats them like gold. I love the type of father he is but I hate the way he treats me. I have no one to open up to or go to if I even tried to leave him. I’m tired of him abusing me mentally and physically me. He has cheated on me several times and each time it knocks my self esteem Lower and lower.,7380,1,0.6,1534138781,5,0.739483568,70,24.86,38.74,62.17,1.0,14.0,7.14,90.0,60.0,27.14,25.71,14.29,0.0,0.0,8.57,2.86,1.43,2.86,12.86,5.71,1.43,10.0,1.43,12.86,4.29,4.29,0.0,1.43,2.86,10.0,2.86,7.14,0.0,4.29,2.86,17.14,1.43,0.0,0.0,10.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,1.43,2.86,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,10.0,2.86,2.86,4.29,0.0,0.0,1.43,12.86,0.0,14.29,2.86,8.57,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8182,3.0,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.81198,1.68571,1.95114,1.0,6,2.98556338,-0.114285714 almosthomeless,9sdqp7,"[5, 10]",This month and last have been very touch and go. I have sold everything under the sun to keep my home but I am probably not going to make it. It's to the point I have sat and weighed the pros and cons of suicide (please don't talk about this subject.) But I've used up every single resource and realized I don't really know many people in the city I'm in. I don't have much of family any where close and none I could live with.,822,1,1.0,1540824593,33,2.29197205,86,15.2,5.19,97.26,47.26,17.2,8.14,96.51,61.63,16.28,10.47,10.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.81,4.65,12.79,15.12,5.81,9.3,5.81,27.91,1.16,0.0,1.16,1.16,6.98,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.65,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.12,2.33,2.33,1.16,2.33,2.33,4.65,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,2.33,0.0,1.16,0.0,1.16,3.49,1.16,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,6.98,19.77,1.16,16.28,2.33,9.3,4.65,1.16,1.16,2.33,1.16,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.12,5.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.98,2.33,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.70447,1.47089,1.89264,0.94,17,3.644409938,0.12478355 ptsd,8mtok1,"(3, 8)","They’re like flashbacks and everything I hated that he did , I want this new person to do to me to the point where I break down again. What the fuck is wrong with me please. These are violent degrading fantasies and they make me feel like a really disturbed person. The thought after an orgasm literally makes me cry. Someone out there has to know what I’m talking about please.",6173,1,1.0,1527544066,18,5.525833333,70,47.35,38.74,78.4,1.0,14.0,14.29,97.14,64.29,24.29,14.29,11.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,10.0,7.14,15.71,10.0,7.14,2.86,0.0,24.29,5.71,4.29,4.29,0.0,0.0,14.29,4.29,10.0,1.43,4.29,1.43,11.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,12.86,4.29,2.86,1.43,1.43,1.43,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,2.86,1.43,0.0,2.86,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,1.43,2.86,17.14,0.0,11.43,0.0,5.71,4.29,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.43,7.14,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.78223,1.56271,1.87845,0.93,11,5.267666667,-0.345598846 domesticviolence,8m1irj,"(15, 20)",#NAME?,29201,0,0.8,1527252930,23,6.356557971,92,4.3,99.0,1.0,99.0,18.4,15.22,96.74,60.87,23.91,19.57,0.0,0.0,7.61,11.96,0.0,4.35,1.09,9.78,11.96,8.7,10.87,0.0,20.65,6.52,3.26,5.43,0.0,1.09,14.13,10.87,3.26,0.0,2.17,0.0,30.43,1.09,0.0,1.09,11.96,15.22,4.35,1.09,0.0,6.52,4.35,1.09,8.7,5.43,1.09,2.17,1.09,0.0,1.09,0.0,0.0,6.52,2.17,2.17,1.09,3.26,0.0,0.0,13.04,8.7,11.96,0.0,5.43,6.52,0.0,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,5.43,3.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.875,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.66671,1.56279,1.95929,1.0,4,6.422608696,0.220833333 anxiety,6yshns,"(9, 14)","I was getting changed into a pair of shorts and was standing. When I lifted one leg to put on the shorts, I was very shaky and it was uncontrollable. Even just when I stand, my legs shake. What is going on?! I'm scared out of my mind because no one else on the internet seems to have this exact issue so I have no idea where to look.",25423,1,1.0,1504843968,2,1.695761905,69,23.89,5.56,98.01,1.0,13.8,8.7,86.96,62.32,15.94,11.59,11.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,4.35,14.49,11.59,10.14,8.7,2.9,20.29,2.9,0.0,5.8,2.9,0.0,5.8,0.0,5.8,5.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.14,2.9,2.9,0.0,2.9,1.45,1.45,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,2.9,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,7.25,8.7,1.45,17.39,5.8,8.7,2.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,5.8,2.9,0.0,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.2857,3.0,1.2308,1.125,1.0,1.68466,1.53333,1.79222,1.0,1,2.951428571,-0.145833333 anxiety,8ko23g,"(0, 4)","It seems like you only ever see people try to complicate mental health, so I woke up this morning and decided that I could try to take one step to start simplifying it/making it more human/honest. Don't hesitate to reach out and message me if you think any of this speaks to you. Feel free to share this guide/brain regimen to somebody you think may benefit from it. It's time to stop talking about ending the mental health stigma and actually start talking about these things more like it's a dentist visit.",7011,0,1.0,1526763511,6,10.47704082,95,51.43,87.65,50.35,82.36,23.75,13.68,94.74,51.58,21.05,7.37,3.16,0.0,4.21,0.0,0.0,13.68,2.11,16.84,5.26,6.32,5.26,1.05,23.16,6.32,4.21,0.0,1.05,3.16,5.26,4.21,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,13.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.89,6.32,1.05,2.11,8.42,1.05,2.11,3.16,1.05,1.05,1.05,4.21,1.05,3.16,0.0,0.0,9.47,2.11,2.11,1.05,2.11,2.11,2.11,15.79,1.05,11.58,2.11,2.11,7.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.58,4.21,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.16,0.0,3.16,2.75,2.625,3.0,1.375,1.0,1.0,1.75002,1.5236,1.98001,0.75,2,9.738469388,0.171428571 ptsd,8fo9w0,"[0, 5]","Dealing with ptsd from rape, and recently found out that someone who I thought was a friend sexually assaulted one of our friends at a party we were at. I get flashbacks of waking up whenever we were at parties together and I've seen him awake once or twice and even though the likelyhood is very low (given the background of what he did), I can't shake the feeling that he mightve done something to me. What he did to her is giving me feelings like what happened to her was actually me. My doctor suggested womens group therapy, but I wanted some opinions first. Any thoughts will help",179,1,1.0,1524965293,1,6.293125,109,26.34,79.55,56.75,13.38,21.8,21.1,93.58,61.47,23.85,16.51,8.26,2.75,0.0,5.5,0.0,7.34,4.59,12.84,11.01,4.59,6.42,0.92,19.27,0.92,1.83,4.59,3.67,2.75,6.42,2.75,3.67,0.92,1.83,0.92,19.27,0.0,1.83,2.75,3.67,15.6,4.59,0.0,0.92,6.42,0.0,4.59,2.75,0.92,0.0,1.83,3.67,0.0,1.83,1.83,0.0,14.68,9.17,0.92,4.59,0.92,0.0,11.93,4.59,0.92,11.01,0.92,6.42,3.67,0.92,1.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.09,3.67,2.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.83,1.83,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.4,1.0833,1.0,1.76262,1.53895,1.96475,0.6,3,6.348214286,0.15 domesticviolence,9g2vjr,"[55, 60]",I thought I did well but I was severely depressed. That weekend was my birthday weekend and he made it miserable. He said I was a brat to ever think that it was a special day. I received the silent treatment from him and him being drunk and telling me that i'm worthless and don't do anything for him. I didn't even get a gift or affection.,231,1,0.8,1537029521,14,1.669857143,67,1.61,18.53,59.13,8.14,13.4,20.9,95.52,67.16,29.85,20.9,13.43,0.0,0.0,7.46,0.0,8.96,5.97,4.48,14.93,4.48,8.96,2.99,23.88,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.45,4.48,5.97,1.49,0.0,4.48,11.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.46,11.94,2.99,1.49,0.0,2.99,1.49,4.48,2.99,0.0,2.99,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,2.99,0.0,0.0,1.49,1.49,0.0,11.94,7.46,0.0,8.96,1.49,0.0,8.96,0.0,4.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,11.94,7.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.48,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73973,1.51333,1.9626,1.0,2,2.975714286,-0.388571429 survivorsofabuse,7g5p1g,"[17, 22]","I just couldn't cope, the abuse I already remembered was bad enough but this...this was just too much for me to deal with. 2 weeks ago I couldn't take it anymore and took a large overdose, which ended up with me being in hospital...I now have done a little damage to my heart and shall have to live with that...I should probably point out that I am under 7st and have had an eating disorder since I was 7...it was the only thing I could control...you see I had no safe place, I'd leave my abusive home and go to school...where I was the only ginger child...sure I don't need to point out how hard that was. This is going to stop quite abruptly now, for I don't really know what else to say right now.. Each and everyday is a constant struggle and I am tired of drs telling me to be strong and just get on with life...I am 26years old for 20years I have had to be strong and ""survive"" well I'm tired of surviving...that doesn't mean I want to die but I do want it all to stop, I want to to be happy and trust people, to realise what love is, I mean I have an amazing partner who loves me dearly but I question him every damn day...you see he doesn't hurt me and love...well as my Dad taught me...love is to hurt and lie....but that isn't love at all is it? !",375,1,0.6,1511889490,8,2.698717949,262,13.01,14.26,77.7,75.37,65.5,9.16,94.66,63.36,20.99,13.74,12.21,0.0,0.76,0.76,0.0,7.25,3.05,12.6,15.27,6.11,6.49,3.05,24.05,4.58,0.38,2.29,0.76,1.91,8.78,5.73,3.05,0.38,1.15,0.76,6.87,0.38,0.38,0.0,1.15,11.45,1.91,1.15,3.05,1.15,1.91,2.67,2.29,0.76,0.38,1.15,4.96,0.38,2.29,0.0,0.38,10.31,2.67,0.76,3.82,1.15,1.91,6.11,16.79,0.76,12.6,1.15,5.34,6.11,0.76,0.0,0.38,0.0,0.0,0.38,1.15,0.38,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.0,25.19,16.79,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.38,0.38,0.0,0.76,3.44,0.0,0.76,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.1,1.0,1.0,1.72488,1.46777,1.90599,1.0,7,3.897161172,0.051879371 assistance,7h0dfh,"[5, 10]","What can I do to make this more manageable for the reader and helpful for him to actually want to hire me? Thanks! ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Dear [Store Manager 3], This is [Synchro_Shoukan], I came in yesterday and spoke to you about transferring from [Store Number] to your store.",194,0,1.0,1512185801,5,0.0,47,75.95,80.25,15.43,99.0,15.67,17.02,91.49,55.32,19.15,12.77,6.38,0.0,4.26,2.13,0.0,6.38,2.13,21.28,6.38,4.26,4.26,0.0,14.89,4.26,2.13,2.13,2.13,2.13,6.38,6.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.77,0.0,2.13,0.0,2.13,6.38,0.0,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,2.13,2.13,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.51,4.26,0.0,4.26,0.0,0.0,6.38,12.77,0.0,10.64,4.26,2.13,4.26,8.51,0.0,0.0,6.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,289.36,2.13,4.26,0.0,0.0,2.13,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,278.72,2.5714,2.625,2.6,1.1667,1.1429,1.0,1.62792,1.52683,1.85702,0.86,9,0.0,0.25 assistance,749k1l,"(10, 15)","My freelance worked has finally shown some fruits as I have booked 2 events for this month, a birthday and a wedding. I also just got hired to be a regular lead photographer at an events company and I start this Saturday. Now my dilemma is this, I am currently financially struggling and would need a help to finally have some stability. I am looking for anyone who can LEND me money. I'm looking to borrow since I will be capable of paying back.",30503,0,0.6,1507136853,2,6.796588235,84,28.22,27.59,68.01,10.67,16.8,20.24,91.67,58.33,17.86,11.9,11.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.95,5.95,10.71,14.29,7.14,5.95,0.0,22.62,2.38,1.19,1.19,1.19,2.38,1.19,0.0,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,5.95,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,2.38,2.38,3.57,0.0,0.0,4.76,3.57,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,10.71,2.38,3.57,5.95,1.19,0.0,3.57,17.86,1.19,14.29,1.19,2.38,11.9,8.33,1.19,0.0,5.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,5.95,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.4,1.1429,1.0,1.69504,1.49315,1.9907,0.56,2,7.698823529,0.033333333 assistance,77vbv3,"(20, 25)","Kate's father was just an angel all day long. We were planning to finally start sleeping at the house again. Evening comes, we all go home, and he puts on some crime drama marathon. It's a little too loud, so Kate asks him if he minds turning it down. He does so...for about five minutes, until she's out of the room again, and then he turns it up louder than it was previously.",49828,0,1.0,1508612854,30,4.192467532,74,39.22,91.16,62.88,25.77,14.8,10.81,93.24,56.76,16.22,10.81,0.0,2.7,0.0,8.11,0.0,5.41,5.41,14.86,8.11,10.81,9.46,0.0,17.57,4.05,2.7,0.0,1.35,4.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.51,1.35,0.0,1.35,8.11,6.76,0.0,0.0,1.35,2.7,2.7,2.7,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.76,2.7,1.35,2.7,0.0,0.0,5.41,12.16,2.7,29.73,5.41,10.81,13.51,0.0,2.7,4.05,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.62,10.81,6.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.05,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.2222,1.0,1.0,1.66932,1.67941,1.8465,0.83,15,4.514701299,-0.07662037 homeless,83d0to,"[0, 5]","Hi, I am legally blind. I was homeless from 2007 to 2013 and traveled around the country. That's why I chose the screen name that I did. In 2013 I was able to rent a room in Boston, MA. I lived there from 2013 to about a week ago.",1031,0,1.0,1520657008,6,0.055,49,76.89,27.03,89.63,25.77,9.8,8.16,87.76,57.14,16.33,12.24,12.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.08,8.16,18.37,10.2,8.16,2.04,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.0,2.04,8.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.12,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.08,4.08,0.0,0.0,4.08,0.0,4.08,0.0,0.0,6.12,2.04,2.04,2.04,0.0,0.0,12.24,4.08,0.0,16.33,2.04,10.2,4.08,2.04,2.04,4.08,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.33,10.2,4.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.1818,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.56509,1.4973,1.82316,1.0,4,1.29,0.0 assistance,772lyd,"[5, 10]"," I am limited and would like dire guidance on how to begin my journey, I want to enjoy myself and life without being restricted and abused any longer by my father. Thank you for taking your time to read this! P.S, I have a therapy cat that has helped me stay strong through out these passing years. I would like for him to be involved with my journey as well. It's been difficult finding youth centers that accept pets.",1552,0,0.6,1508283336,2,6.175375,80,37.39,30.86,74.76,99.0,16.0,18.75,92.5,55.0,21.25,15.0,11.25,0.0,2.5,1.25,0.0,6.25,1.25,16.25,11.25,2.5,6.25,1.25,22.5,5.0,2.5,1.25,0.0,1.25,11.25,8.75,2.5,0.0,1.25,0.0,6.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,2.5,10.0,2.5,1.25,3.75,1.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,1.25,1.25,1.25,1.25,2.5,11.25,0.0,15.0,5.0,6.25,5.0,1.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,11.25,6.25,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.4,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75002,1.472,1.9763,0.58,3,5.8425,0.09047619 ptsd,5mppfy,"[65, 70]","I don't care about compensations but I cant hold a job for health care so I go to the VA. Like, ""we are here to make sure the military is not blamed for what ever is wrong with you"" kind of thing in my opinion. Anyways, I felt I should share some of the basic symptoms I have struggled with and the only treatment I have found that really worked is smoking indica strain cannibis at night when the child is asleep and having some relaxing time with my pets. Here are my symptoms: Panic attacks severe avoidance",681,0,0.6,1483859673,45,5.978833333,97,35.31,15.12,61.04,1.48,24.25,14.43,94.85,58.76,15.46,12.37,10.31,1.03,1.03,0.0,0.0,3.09,6.19,12.37,11.34,9.28,5.15,3.09,18.56,3.09,1.03,2.06,0.0,2.06,13.4,5.15,8.25,4.12,2.06,0.0,5.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.43,2.06,1.03,1.03,4.12,2.06,4.12,1.03,0.0,0.0,1.03,5.15,1.03,3.09,0.0,1.03,9.28,2.06,1.03,4.12,0.0,2.06,3.09,15.46,0.0,7.22,1.03,2.06,4.12,2.06,1.03,1.03,1.03,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.03,9.28,3.09,2.06,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.06,1.03,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73556,1.42469,1.90165,1.0,14,5.896,0.1 ptsd,5yyd61,"[20, 25]","I'm scared I'm going to slip the next time I get in the car or on my motorcycle and just plow into something at full speed just because it'd be so easy and it might end all the pain. But then I don't want to do that, because I have a safe car, and I wear full safety gear when I ride, so those are both maybes. I don't have a gun. I find my thoughts straying from just using one if I had one to thinking of places I could buy one from. Does Walmart sell them in California?",837,1,0.8,1489319903,6,3.737714286,100,11.93,4.48,99.0,44.04,20.0,9.0,92.0,61.0,19.0,14.0,13.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,5.0,5.0,11.0,14.0,6.0,12.0,2.0,22.0,6.0,0.0,1.0,3.0,2.0,5.0,3.0,2.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,4.0,1.0,3.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,2.0,1.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,2.0,1.0,15.0,3.0,20.0,5.0,9.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.0,4.0,3.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72119,1.5236,1.86692,0.88,9,4.833095238,0.326666667 almosthomeless,6y4rpe,"(3, 8)","Though I have been staying with family, their households are getting packed with other members and issues and so they have no room for me. I do not have many friends, and the ones I do cannot help whatsoever. So, I am on my own. I have a wonderful as a baker that I don't want to lose or give up. What can I do in my situation right now so that I am able to keep a roof over my head and still keep my job because I know that if I am just able to keep shelter while continuing to work this job, I will be able to provide decent housing and expenses for myself and never burden anyone with my problems ever again.",37871,1,0.8,1504575516,13,8.922109375,126,4.92,5.64,87.07,14.75,25.2,11.9,92.86,67.46,21.43,15.87,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,5.56,3.17,11.9,13.49,7.94,11.9,3.97,19.84,1.59,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.79,3.97,1.59,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.79,7.14,0.79,0.79,0.0,0.0,10.32,0.79,0.79,2.38,2.38,1.59,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.79,11.11,3.17,3.97,2.38,0.79,2.38,0.79,19.84,0.79,10.32,0.79,5.56,4.76,2.38,0.79,3.97,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.94,3.97,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.73616,1.42353,1.90035,0.79,6,9.2361875,0.436375661 anxiety,9boyl3,"[5, 10]","But I see him during classes and it might be extremely weird. And I don't want to go to the counselling room and knock on the door, what if they're having a session? And I'm probably gonna just nervously laugh while walking in. Talking to my teachers about it is a no no. I can't go to a therapist directly due to my parents lack of understanding and ignorance of mental illnesses.",370,1,0.6,1535675357,1,3.581991342,72,41.22,13.32,74.76,8.95,14.4,20.83,97.22,63.89,13.89,9.72,8.33,0.0,0.0,1.39,0.0,4.17,6.94,15.28,9.72,5.56,11.11,5.56,20.83,2.78,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,4.17,1.39,2.78,1.39,0.0,0.0,6.94,1.39,0.0,0.0,1.39,13.89,1.39,0.0,4.17,4.17,2.78,4.17,2.78,1.39,1.39,0.0,2.78,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,4.17,1.39,0.0,1.39,0.0,1.39,0.0,15.28,2.78,16.67,5.56,6.94,4.17,5.56,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.39,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.89,5.56,1.39,0.0,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.1,1.0,1.69778,1.49688,1.83937,0.99,0,5.352662338,-0.10625 anxiety,8r7wif,"[0, 5]",Its hard to find doctors that take cash within my budget of 100 dollars. I have a Master of Publicn Administration but I have not been able to get a job in that. I meet my therapist Tuesday who works for the same office. I hope I can keep seeing him.but has not returned my calls for a few days. I went to the office today and he sent me an email saying we are on for Tuesday but the email wasnt very compassionate after the messages I left him.,1485,0,0.8,1529033397,11,3.237142857,91,64.27,25.47,89.63,67.32,18.2,10.99,97.8,58.24,20.88,16.48,12.09,1.1,0.0,3.3,0.0,4.4,8.79,13.19,7.69,1.1,4.4,3.3,19.78,4.4,2.2,1.1,1.1,1.1,2.2,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.3,8.79,1.1,0.0,1.1,1.1,0.0,6.59,3.3,1.1,1.1,1.1,2.2,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,13.19,4.4,2.2,4.4,2.2,0.0,5.49,14.29,1.1,13.19,2.2,4.4,6.59,6.59,0.0,0.0,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.59,6.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.4286,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.70058,1.61299,1.90859,0.93,4,4.521758242,0.034722222 ptsd,5qed8s,"[0, 5]","I'm 20 years old and suffer with PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, and Insomnia. But my biggest struggle is my PTSD. When I was 17 i was stabbed in my neck, while i was asleep, by my brother. I remember everything so vividly. But i don't really want to get into all that right now.",315,1,1.0,1485481013,8,2.224909091,53,2.86,1.23,99.0,1.0,10.6,18.87,90.57,58.49,22.64,18.87,18.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.77,0.0,9.43,11.32,7.55,13.21,1.89,18.87,3.77,1.89,1.89,3.77,1.89,7.55,0.0,7.55,3.77,0.0,3.77,3.77,1.89,0.0,0.0,1.89,13.21,1.89,0.0,1.89,0.0,3.77,5.66,1.89,1.89,0.0,0.0,5.66,3.77,1.89,0.0,0.0,7.55,1.89,0.0,3.77,1.89,0.0,7.55,13.21,0.0,16.98,0.0,7.55,9.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.64,9.43,9.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.77,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.65082,1.48696,1.87773,1.0,4,4.361818182,0.177678571 ptsd,7wi5t8,"(5, 10)","And in the 10 years since my emancipation, I've only watched my cognitive state decline. I've been agoraphobic for 3 years now. 3 years ago I moved into the shelter system after a domestic dispute triggered my agoraphobia again. I felt like I was under constant threat, and that I wasn't safe anymore. So I moved.",42678,1,0.8,1518224530,5,4.507457627,56,32.68,1.67,99.0,25.77,11.2,21.43,78.57,55.36,21.43,17.86,17.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,5.36,12.5,8.93,7.14,5.36,1.79,16.07,3.57,3.57,0.0,5.36,0.0,3.57,1.79,1.79,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,1.79,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,3.57,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,3.57,14.29,5.36,0.0,26.79,3.57,5.36,17.86,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.86,8.93,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.4167,2.8,1.1667,1.1429,1.0,1.69341,1.44889,1.87826,1.0,5,5.612,0.125 relationships,7qtdtg,"[10, 15]","Also, stemming from the same background, I am still a virgin (he obviously is not) and I’m not quire sure how I feel about engaging in sexual intercourse with him. Whenever we “talk” about sex, I feel like I’m lying about how I feel. It’s more of an interest in learning the different aspects of sex than actual sexual arousal (I’ve been questioning the possibility of asexuality). If anything, I feel kind of giddy that someone thinks of me in that way but not in the “I want to have sex with you” way. I’m trying to engage him with pictures/videos/etc., but it feels all fake to me.",1937,0,0.6,1516119611,1,4.433673913,109,43.08,15.64,89.24,60.56,21.8,16.51,92.66,59.63,21.1,15.6,11.01,0.92,0.92,2.75,0.0,5.5,5.5,18.35,8.26,7.34,7.34,2.75,18.35,4.59,4.59,2.75,0.0,1.83,5.5,3.67,1.83,0.0,0.92,0.0,9.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.75,24.77,7.34,1.83,1.83,6.42,2.75,7.34,6.42,1.83,0.0,4.59,7.34,0.92,0.0,7.34,0.0,1.83,0.92,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.92,14.68,0.0,7.34,0.0,5.5,1.83,0.92,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.85,5.5,4.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.67,4.59,3.67,1.83,2.7778,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69112,1.54607,1.94069,1.0,9,6.125815217,0.227272727 ptsd,6te2vf,"(2, 7)","I have been either an emt or a paramedic for the past 9 years. I have been a part of way more than I wanted to be, I cant help but see all the god damned faces. I cannot work because I tried to protect my girlfriend and property from a threat, ended up being someone shooting off fireworks... i have been shot at enough and held it in. I just cant. im tired, I want to give up.",45317,1,1.0,1502613475,11,1.829799197,79,57.86,1.17,96.18,2.8,13.17,10.13,89.87,60.76,16.46,13.92,13.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.53,7.59,15.19,12.66,1.27,6.33,3.8,21.52,5.06,3.8,0.0,1.27,5.06,2.53,0.0,2.53,1.27,2.53,0.0,5.06,0.0,1.27,0.0,0.0,15.19,0.0,1.27,2.53,2.53,1.27,8.86,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,2.53,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,11.39,2.53,2.53,6.33,0.0,2.53,10.13,15.19,0.0,11.39,0.0,7.59,3.8,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,1.27,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.92,10.13,3.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72672,1.49231,1.8876,0.88,8,3.453192771,-0.0375 ptsd,6veozn,"(10, 15)","Having expected that, I told myself at the time that it doesn't bother me much and I'll go back to handling it all by myself as I've been doing for years, but it's been nagging at me for most of the day now. I keep doubting whether I really am wallowing in it. My trauma occured five years ago, and it doesn't bother me anywhere near as much as it used to (thanks to some tricks I learned on here and through my own research), and I believe I've been handling it all okay. I do my level best not to dwell on it, I've accepted it's in the past and will never happen again...except that doesn't stop the flashbacks and nightmares. I wasn't directly involved in my traumatic events, I only saw and heard them.",44513,1,0.666666667,1503441768,2,5.540153061,137,9.71,1.77,99.0,1.0,27.4,13.87,94.89,64.96,24.82,16.06,15.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.73,8.76,2.92,15.33,13.14,5.84,8.76,4.38,21.17,3.65,3.65,0.73,0.73,4.38,9.49,2.92,6.57,1.46,2.92,0.0,2.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.6,2.92,0.73,0.73,2.92,2.92,4.38,1.46,0.73,0.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.19,0.0,0.73,0.73,0.73,1.46,8.76,11.68,2.19,16.79,0.73,8.76,8.03,1.46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.73,0.0,0.0,0.73,0.0,0.0,18.98,5.84,4.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.3,1.46,0.0,2.5556,2.625,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.69142,1.40323,1.82231,0.6,7,6.18577381,0.232142857 ptsd,6qeojd,"[5, 10]","I haven't ever been triggered by my grandma(until now) and even though it made me upset I had a ""well, it could be worse"" mentality. So yesterday my grandma got mad. Really mad. She started screaming at me, calling me names, and then threw a book at me. This triggered the trauma from my mom.",17,1,0.5,1501376783,5,1.662321429,56,5.53,10.58,98.37,1.0,11.2,16.07,98.21,64.29,23.21,17.86,16.07,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,5.36,5.36,8.93,8.93,12.5,10.71,1.79,16.07,3.57,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,1.79,10.71,1.79,3.57,0.0,10.71,5.36,0.0,7.14,0.0,14.29,0.0,5.36,1.79,0.0,1.79,5.36,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,1.79,12.5,7.14,1.79,16.07,1.79,3.57,10.71,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,0.0,23.21,8.93,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,1.79,3.57,0.0,2.8889,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.76892,1.575,1.89491,0.78,4,3.122857143,-0.55 anxiety,78fynx,"[0, 5]","Hello All, I'm 27yrs old male, 100kg 194cm. For one year and half maybe I'm suffering from: **Chronic daily headache (dull behind left eye, pressure like)** * When try to think or remember something it seems to getting worse",1947,1,0.6,1508854131,1,0.707857143,38,70.02,39.61,98.54,1.0,19.0,18.42,92.11,36.84,10.53,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,15.79,5.26,5.26,7.89,0.0,26.32,7.89,5.26,2.63,5.26,2.63,10.53,0.0,10.53,2.63,0.0,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,21.05,7.89,0.0,0.0,13.16,2.63,2.63,2.63,2.63,0.0,0.0,7.89,2.63,5.26,0.0,0.0,10.53,2.63,2.63,0.0,2.63,2.63,5.26,15.79,0.0,18.42,0.0,5.26,13.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,36.84,2.63,7.89,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,5.26,13.16,2.7143,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.63906,1.54545,1.81842,1.0,3,1.34797619,-0.144791667 relationships,7q7j0a,"[46, 51]","Should I chill out and let her contact me? --- **tl;dr**: The level of communication outside of face-to-face interaction is making it difficult to maintain attraction and to set up plans with the woman I am dating, and it has become worse the last couple weeks despite our in-person interactions being consistently great. Am I being too anxious/not understanding enough or is she a bad communicator? How do I bring this up with her?",492,1,0.571428571,1515880253,1,5.906406926,78,57.24,69.6,46.75,2.7,19.5,16.67,92.31,60.26,15.38,11.54,6.41,1.28,0.0,3.85,0.0,3.85,5.13,16.67,14.1,2.56,6.41,1.28,16.67,5.13,1.28,1.28,0.0,1.28,7.69,2.56,5.13,1.28,0.0,0.0,15.38,0.0,1.28,5.13,0.0,10.26,2.56,2.56,1.28,1.28,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,2.56,1.28,0.0,0.0,17.95,7.69,1.28,3.85,1.28,3.85,0.0,11.54,1.28,12.82,1.28,7.69,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.08,1.28,1.28,1.28,1.28,3.85,0.0,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.41,2.8,2.9,2.8,1.0625,1.1429,1.0,1.74029,1.50625,1.87428,0.67,3,7.191623377,-0.114285714 relationships,7os7oj,"(5, 10)","The problem is one of these guy friends. I'm typically pretty shy in new social settings and don't really like to make be at the focus of anyone's attention unless I'm comfortable with them. When I first met these guys, it was like 2 polar opposites met. I'm fairly quiet, reserved, respectful and I like to think I'm a smart person. These friends, this one friend in particular, are loud, boorish and really rude.",49444,0,0.8,1515349050,2,4.665416667,74,39.22,55.37,62.88,75.85,14.8,17.57,91.89,52.7,17.57,9.46,8.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,8.11,4.05,14.86,12.16,5.41,6.76,1.35,18.92,10.81,4.05,1.35,5.41,0.0,10.81,6.76,4.05,1.35,1.35,0.0,16.22,0.0,6.76,0.0,2.7,16.22,2.7,1.35,1.35,5.41,0.0,5.41,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.16,8.11,1.35,1.35,0.0,1.35,4.05,14.86,0.0,8.11,0.0,4.05,4.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.97,6.76,8.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.11,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.1111,1.1818,1.0,1.6966,1.42258,1.9607,1.0,0,5.9825,0.09766543 almosthomeless,70sw2f,"[15, 20]",I'm trying to fill out the Claim of Exemption that came with the Notice of Levy packet that arrived yesterday. I'm extremely uncomfortable with this as so much is on the line. Google is useless. The best I've found are instructions stating to fill out the documents (duh!). Can anyone walk me through this?,1690,1,0.8,1505711261,16,4.514736842,54,82.52,28.91,87.07,5.77,10.8,18.52,85.19,57.41,16.67,7.41,7.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.26,9.26,20.37,12.96,3.7,3.7,0.0,22.22,3.7,3.7,0.0,0.0,1.85,5.56,1.85,3.7,1.85,0.0,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.26,3.7,0.0,0.0,3.7,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,3.7,3.7,1.85,0.0,7.41,16.67,0.0,16.67,5.56,9.26,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,20.37,7.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,5.56,3.7,0.0,2.5714,2.5455,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.69968,1.49302,1.7728,0.84,17,4.796350877,-0.035 homeless,7r7wqs,"(11, 16)","I got as far as Illinois when he ghosted me after urging me to leave in the first place. I've been going between three different friends who know I'm homeless but think I'm 19. I want to go to school, get a job to buy my own stuff, and get on with my life. I don't think my mom is looking for me, but I still need her signature to go to school. I don't want my new friends to get arrested for harboring a runaway youth as well.",26851,1,0.666666667,1516258116,9,2.988546099,89,50.79,5.8,98.24,46.47,17.8,13.48,91.01,55.06,21.35,19.1,16.85,0.0,0.0,2.25,0.0,2.25,3.37,19.1,7.87,3.37,7.87,2.25,24.72,7.87,5.62,2.25,3.37,0.0,1.12,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.74,1.12,2.25,2.25,1.12,10.11,3.37,0.0,3.37,0.0,0.0,3.37,1.12,1.12,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,8.99,2.25,1.12,1.12,4.49,0.0,2.25,20.22,1.12,15.73,4.49,4.49,6.74,3.37,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,1.12,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,14.61,5.62,3.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.62,0.0,0.0,2.8333,3.0,2.8,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.75907,1.58734,1.91933,0.8,9,4.454042553,0.217272727 anxiety,9ti73y,"(65, 70)","Are you fucking kidding me? YOU are not comfortable writing something to help me? YOU'RE uncomfortable writing a note and helping someone with a mental illness? Someone who has been trying everything fucking possible to live a normal life, someone who is seeking as much support as possible and only went to the idea of financial support as an absolute last resort? WHAT.",42432,1,0.8,1541147259,1,7.522857143,63,49.61,92.33,2.82,82.57,12.6,33.33,95.24,55.56,20.63,7.94,3.17,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,12.7,7.94,12.7,9.52,1.59,7.94,1.59,20.63,12.7,4.76,4.76,0.0,1.59,12.7,7.94,4.76,1.59,3.17,0.0,19.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.46,1.59,0.0,0.0,11.11,3.17,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.94,0.0,4.76,3.17,0.0,3.17,1.59,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,3.17,12.7,0.0,3.17,1.59,0.0,1.59,4.76,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,3.17,3.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,6.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1667,1.0,1.74824,1.6,1.89432,1.0,0,7.492253968,-0.054895105 relationships,7tji9z,"(105, 110)","But what do I know? I keep reassuring myself that this is normal, and never tell anyone about this - I'm surprising one of the top students at a selective high school, but I really want this to end. I'm good at hiding things like this, because I don't want others feeling pity for me for things they didn't cause or can change. --- **tl;dr**: Older brother psychologically and physically abuses me and my younger brother.",38035,1,1.0,1517134329,1,2.042377622,75,6.85,4.17,98.01,50.67,18.75,14.67,97.33,60.0,28.0,14.67,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,13.33,2.67,10.67,9.33,4.0,9.33,4.0,16.0,6.67,5.33,1.33,1.33,0.0,6.67,4.0,2.67,0.0,1.33,1.33,8.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,2.67,20.0,2.67,4.0,2.67,2.67,1.33,8.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,2.67,0.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,12.0,2.67,1.33,6.67,1.33,1.33,1.33,14.67,0.0,12.0,1.33,5.33,5.33,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,28.0,4.0,4.0,1.33,1.33,1.33,0.0,5.33,0.0,5.33,0.0,5.33,2.75,2.6667,3.0,1.3333,1.1429,1.0,1.6585,1.47647,1.9179,0.6,2,3.665198135,0.225151515 anxiety,9bk0uc,"(10, 15)","In exchange for your participation, you may optionally choose to be entered into a drawing for a $50 Amazon gift card. Eligibility requirements for participants include: Must be at least 18 years of age or older. Must have been diagnosed with one of the following at any point in your life: Major Depressive Disorder, Bipolar Disorder (I or II), Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD), Schizoaffective Disorder, Schizophrenia, or Autism Spectrum Disorder. Must not have been diagnosed with an Intellectual Disability.",37096,0,1.0,1535638793,1,13.2975,79,91.51,60.01,45.06,9.98,19.75,32.91,75.95,44.3,5.06,5.06,1.27,0.0,3.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.06,16.46,12.66,0.0,3.8,1.27,15.19,2.53,2.53,0.0,3.8,2.53,3.8,1.27,2.53,1.27,0.0,1.27,6.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.46,3.8,0.0,3.8,7.59,3.8,5.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.59,0.0,7.59,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,0.0,3.8,6.33,1.27,13.92,2.53,7.59,3.8,1.27,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.78,5.06,7.59,2.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.27,0.0,0.0,5.06,1.27,2.8333,2.6,3.0,1.125,1.25,1.0,1.69181,1.49796,1.81121,0.6,0,12.7125,0.045833333 anxiety,8t5l3h,"(0, 5)",TW: physical abuse? My dad was screaming at me today and I started crying out of fear. Of course in my household crying is not allowed. Hence he physically hit me and tried to cover my mouth which led to me hitting him back out of defense. My gums ended up bleeding and I don't think anyone else was concerned about how I was feeling — they thought I was just overreacting and stuff.,15157,1,1.0,1529708198,27,2.480540541,73,18.84,8.55,97.57,1.0,14.6,17.81,94.52,58.9,23.29,19.18,15.07,0.0,0.0,2.74,1.37,4.11,0.0,15.07,8.22,6.85,6.85,2.74,20.55,1.37,0.0,2.74,0.0,0.0,9.59,0.0,8.22,1.37,1.37,2.74,6.85,1.37,0.0,0.0,4.11,13.7,4.11,5.48,0.0,1.37,0.0,2.74,2.74,0.0,1.37,1.37,6.85,4.11,4.11,0.0,0.0,5.48,0.0,1.37,2.74,0.0,1.37,10.96,5.48,0.0,13.7,1.37,8.22,5.48,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.59,5.48,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77335,1.73803,1.78946,1.0,24,3.485067568,-0.08 anxiety,7ocqe2,"(0, 5)","**As some of you may have experienced; a potential symptom of anxiety is Depersonalisation/Derealisation; a sensation of losing control that has generated the greatest terror I have ever experienced. All of the notions I mention here are applicable to X anxiety but I use DPDR as the focus of my anxiety and the insights/reflections I have come to. ** I have had OCD, a fear of uncertainty, a desire for control and ""normality""/constancy since around 12 years old. A.K.A: Anxiety.",12954,0,0.666666667,1515173417,6,5.007037037,84,90.21,31.71,23.51,1.0,21.0,27.38,88.1,53.57,9.52,8.33,7.14,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,11.9,15.48,10.71,3.57,5.95,0.0,14.29,3.57,3.57,0.0,1.19,2.38,11.9,2.38,9.52,8.33,0.0,1.19,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.86,2.38,5.95,1.19,4.76,2.38,1.19,3.57,0.0,0.0,1.19,3.57,1.19,2.38,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,2.38,4.76,1.19,1.19,1.19,10.71,2.38,7.14,1.19,1.19,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,23.81,7.14,2.38,1.19,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,8.33,2.6667,2.8,2.4,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.8272,1.32381,1.77582,0.76,6,7.964061728,0.54 almosthomeless,8oqkgi,"(14, 19)",But part of me fears that coming back out there I'll find a suicide. He's talked about it a lot and has plenty of guns. I had to take his Kimber .45 Raptor and Kimber .380 yesterday so I didn't have to worry about him shooting the dog. But they were just left o the counter cause I'm no thief. I just... Don't know what to do y'all....,43902,1,1.0,1528203319,64,0.213416988,68,8.52,23.11,37.68,1.0,11.33,5.88,86.76,63.24,20.59,16.18,8.82,0.0,1.47,4.41,1.47,4.41,5.88,11.76,14.71,10.29,7.35,4.41,25.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,2.94,4.41,4.41,0.0,4.41,2.94,0.0,0.0,8.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.41,10.29,2.94,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,8.82,14.71,2.94,7.35,1.47,4.41,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,1.47,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,16.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.82,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.2727,1.0,1.70099,1.51786,1.77712,0.94,15,1.927451737,0.0 relationships,7sj1ut,"(5, 10)","I can hardly step into his room because that is where it is most concentrated. I love keeping a clean and nice smelling apartment. I don't mind doing extra cleaning and buying extra air fresheners to keep it that way. However, Matt's BO literally follows him around and lingers where ever he goes. This has cause our ENTIRE apartment to smell of testosterone and mildew in a matter of days and it's only getting worse.",27754,0,0.6,1516752651,26,6.78,75,15.57,55.29,43.37,50.67,15.0,18.67,88.0,53.33,17.33,9.33,4.0,1.33,0.0,4.0,0.0,8.0,2.67,9.33,9.33,9.33,9.33,1.33,14.67,8.0,2.67,2.67,0.0,5.33,4.0,2.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,10.67,1.33,2.67,0.0,2.67,2.67,1.33,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,5.33,2.67,0.0,0.0,1.33,1.33,0.0,13.33,0.0,17.33,4.0,10.67,2.67,0.0,0.0,4.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,6.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.1429,1.125,1.0,1.71478,1.48182,1.8344,0.85,14,6.529897436,0.1275 ptsd,9koibw,"[2, 7]","I usually ""vocalize"" with rocking then I end up pretty catatonic for a while then mute for another couple hours. I'm stuck in the mute part right now. Too scared to leave my bed, can't talk, and hoping it ends soon. Anyone else wail then go mute? Have you found anything that helps get your voice back?",825,1,1.0,1538463982,23,3.389830508,57,29.42,50.0,99.0,86.53,11.4,10.53,87.72,54.39,19.3,10.53,7.02,0.0,3.51,0.0,0.0,8.77,3.51,10.53,3.51,8.77,8.77,1.75,15.79,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,7.02,5.26,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,8.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.04,1.75,0.0,1.75,8.77,0.0,3.51,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,1.75,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,3.51,15.79,8.77,29.82,3.51,8.77,19.3,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.3,5.26,3.51,0.0,0.0,3.51,0.0,0.0,3.51,3.51,0.0,0.0,2.8462,2.25,3.0,1.3333,1.1429,1.0,1.68151,1.54694,1.86722,1.0,15,3.612,0.071428571 assistance,9nu5c4,"[10, 15]",We would be grateful for any help that would help us guarantee we are able to take care of them. Any help would be a blessing. \- Pictures of Ben and his brother Sam,1673,0,0.8,1539440994,9,0.40825,36,45.11,99.0,1.0,99.0,12.0,13.89,86.11,50.0,16.67,13.89,0.0,8.33,0.0,2.78,2.78,2.78,2.78,11.11,16.67,0.0,2.78,0.0,22.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,8.33,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,5.56,16.67,0.0,0.0,8.33,5.56,2.78,0.0,2.78,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,19.44,2.78,8.33,2.78,0.0,0.0,13.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,30.56,5.56,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.44,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.4,1.2727,1.0,1.75028,1.52667,1.95411,0.65,0,1.88,0.5 relationships,7sqa4a,"[5, 10]","The messages are essentially the guy being flirtatious and asking her to come over to his place. My gf’s responses are not flirtatious but definitely welcoming. She responded to his offer by saying “how about we meet halfway and grab some lunch together some time”. She never told me that she was even still in contact with this guy. And their relationship was explicitly sexual, not friendly.",347,1,0.6,1516827185,2,7.465441176,67,18.92,99.0,3.94,99.0,13.4,20.9,98.51,58.21,17.91,14.93,2.99,1.49,0.0,8.96,1.49,2.99,2.99,11.94,7.46,10.45,7.46,4.48,16.42,2.99,0.0,1.49,0.0,2.99,7.46,5.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,37.31,0.0,7.46,7.46,5.97,14.93,0.0,2.99,0.0,2.99,4.48,4.48,2.99,0.0,1.49,1.49,2.99,0.0,0.0,1.49,1.49,16.42,14.93,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,4.48,5.97,0.0,11.94,1.49,5.97,4.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.43,7.46,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.99,1.49,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.4,2.6,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.73656,1.61034,1.83302,0.67,9,7.587529412,0.078125 stress,9j6aeu,"(1, 6)","I'm doing an article for a Mental Health Blog and I really want to write about people's stories on the importance on opening up/going to seek help from a professional. I would love to hear your experiences, why you went/started opening up, what you have learned, and how it has impacted your life! Of course everything you write will be anonymous on my post (I can even give you a pseudo name if you would like, just let me know)! Feel free to comment down below or message me if you want to be more private, thanks! :)",31244,0,1.0,1537994192,1,4.764186704,100,51.43,95.52,50.0,99.0,20.0,17.0,96.0,59.0,18.0,15.0,7.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,5.0,16.0,11.0,6.0,6.0,0.0,23.0,3.0,1.0,3.0,0.0,1.0,6.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.0,3.0,2.0,6.0,3.0,1.0,4.0,3.0,0.0,1.0,1.0,3.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,3.0,1.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,15.0,2.0,13.0,2.0,9.0,1.0,5.0,1.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,1.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,2.0,2.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.3,1.0,1.0,1.77539,1.49111,1.94547,1.0,3,5.342093352,0.247569444 domesticviolence,5o1pia,"[20, 25]","He backed me into a corner in the kitchen and kept hitting me. When I fell he stomped on my face and also choked me. I was trying to hit back but he's much bigger than me. When he starting choking me, I bit the holy hell out of his arm to get him off. He surprisingly did, after yelling about how it hurt, then went to finish packing.",968,1,0.8,1484450191,19,1.763047619,69,30.76,23.44,90.83,1.83,13.8,11.59,94.2,62.32,24.64,23.19,13.04,0.0,0.0,10.14,0.0,1.45,4.35,17.39,4.35,8.7,11.59,0.0,17.39,5.8,4.35,4.35,0.0,2.9,5.8,1.45,4.35,0.0,2.9,1.45,10.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.14,5.8,0.0,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,2.9,2.9,0.0,1.45,1.45,7.25,2.9,2.9,0.0,1.45,4.35,0.0,1.45,1.45,1.45,0.0,7.25,2.9,1.45,23.19,2.9,11.59,10.14,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,2.9,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,7.25,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.6923,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.72139,1.75484,1.83966,0.89,11,3.12,0.175 homeless,8vpo2r,"[0, 5]","Not actually losing my home at the moment, so so far not in danger of homelessness, but I figured this was the next closest place to ""Tips for Poor as Fuck People"". We're losing cable tomorrow or the next day unless we come up with money we don't have. Losing the internet is brutal, but losing phone service is going to be the real problem. I'm in the middle of a series of surgeries over the course of a year with the final one being a month out. In really shitty medical condition...and now I am going to be cut off from getting messages from any of my doctors, surgeon, or infusion clinic.",1298,1,1.0,1530595671,7,7.079487179,114,90.97,19.02,98.01,1.0,22.8,14.04,94.74,56.14,7.89,7.02,4.39,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.88,9.65,20.18,8.77,4.39,7.89,2.63,17.54,7.02,2.63,0.0,0.88,1.75,9.65,0.0,9.65,0.0,2.63,3.51,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,0.88,0.0,0.88,2.63,0.0,7.89,0.88,0.0,0.88,0.0,6.14,0.88,4.39,0.88,0.0,14.04,3.51,3.51,4.39,0.88,5.26,0.88,10.53,2.63,21.05,2.63,10.53,7.89,2.63,0.0,0.88,1.75,0.0,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,7.02,4.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,2.63,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70656,1.56129,1.74049,0.82,8,8.454316239,-0.097916667 anxiety,7vyggv,"(0, 5)","Has anyone else tried exercising regularly to help with anxiety? It’s been quite a while since I exercised regularly, haven’t really done it since my anxiety started. I’ve been riding my bike every day for the last week or so and have noticed that it’s helped quite a bit. Haven’t had any panic attacks. Some very mild anxiety yesterday that passed within an hour or so, but that’s been about it.",25571,0,1.0,1518030041,3,5.782857143,71,6.01,6.07,99.0,1.0,14.2,15.49,98.59,60.56,16.9,5.63,5.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.27,5.63,9.86,18.31,9.86,9.86,2.82,26.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.63,7.04,0.0,7.04,5.63,1.41,0.0,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.54,1.41,2.82,0.0,9.86,1.41,9.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.82,0.0,2.82,0.0,0.0,4.23,1.41,1.41,2.82,0.0,0.0,15.49,11.27,0.0,19.72,2.82,1.41,15.49,0.0,4.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.31,5.63,2.82,0.0,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.45,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.78848,1.40345,1.81213,1.0,6,6.660155844,0.126666667 ptsd,5og6yr,"[40, 45]",3. Not wanting it to happen So.... Just drunk? ... Or dissociation? Is there a way to tell?,1316,0,0.571428571,1484629990,4,-2.275294118,17,26.21,11.97,6.2,25.77,3.4,11.76,88.24,58.82,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,5.88,11.76,5.88,17.65,11.76,5.88,23.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,0.0,0.0,5.88,5.88,0.0,11.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,0.0,5.88,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,64.71,47.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,2.3333,2.6,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.69448,1.24615,1.74388,0.7,3,1.700705882,-0.5 relationships,7snufx,"(35, 40)","I feel like I have the worst luck with everything, but maybe that's just bias. I feel like life has dealt me a short hand and I feel so guilty saying this because there are people out there with lives far worse than mine. Walking is painful, talking is painful, I don't know what to do. I just want everything to end. I just want to rest and not have to struggle.",19295,1,1.0,1516807928,3,2.812882883,72,15.48,10.58,81.54,1.0,14.4,11.11,95.83,63.89,19.44,12.5,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.94,2.78,13.89,12.5,9.72,6.94,2.78,26.39,8.33,6.94,1.39,0.0,0.0,9.72,1.39,8.33,2.78,0.0,0.0,6.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.44,5.56,1.39,2.78,2.78,2.78,4.17,9.72,0.0,1.39,8.33,6.94,1.39,5.56,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,1.39,1.39,2.78,0.0,23.61,0.0,6.94,1.39,4.17,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.89,6.94,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.72994,1.50145,1.92738,1.0,1,2.614594595,-0.457142857 survivorsofabuse,7dl7go,"[25, 30]","I can recall one situation where I was accused of taking her credit card (I was 6 years old and before we had computers), the one she left in store, so decided to ransack my bedroom, destroying most of the gifts I got the Christmas. This resulted in being given a crumpled, unapologetic five-pound note. No sorry, nothing said, just the silence and dark stair. From a young age I was subjected to social seclusion, I was not allowed to hang out with any of the local kids in my town. Apparently, they were all ‘bad’ children and believed I would be influenced by them resulting in becoming, well I am not to sure what she expected.",523,1,0.5,1510928210,2,8.201299435,118,60.02,33.58,67.53,25.77,23.6,19.49,89.83,55.08,15.25,13.56,8.47,0.85,0.0,2.54,1.69,1.69,5.93,13.56,10.17,4.24,3.39,3.39,16.1,3.39,1.69,1.69,3.39,2.54,5.08,2.54,2.54,0.0,0.85,0.85,8.47,0.0,0.0,2.54,0.0,15.25,3.39,3.39,1.69,2.54,2.54,1.69,2.54,0.85,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.47,1.69,0.0,4.24,1.69,0.85,10.17,3.39,0.85,14.41,0.85,8.47,5.08,1.69,0.0,0.85,1.69,0.85,0.0,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.85,0.0,16.1,4.24,7.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.85,0.85,0.85,1.69,0.0,3.0,2.4444,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.66987,1.5604,1.85269,0.76,2,8.58,0.05952381 almosthomeless,62mxir,"[0, 5]","This is my first post on reddit and I am seeking any advice I can get. Current Situation-I am a 22 year old veteran, living under the good graces of my girlfriend. I have 2 part time jobs. One as a server and another as an Army Reserve soldier (both of which I have just started after being unemployed for almost 3 months.) I have almost $15k worth of credit card and vehicle debt to my name and absolutely nothing in savings.",971,1,0.714285714,1490983848,12,5.81,83,53.49,23.49,82.07,87.64,16.6,16.87,87.95,53.01,14.46,10.84,10.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.61,4.82,13.25,9.64,4.82,7.23,1.2,12.05,3.61,3.61,1.2,6.02,4.82,3.61,3.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.82,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,6.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.61,2.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,9.64,1.2,1.2,4.82,2.41,0.0,1.2,10.84,0.0,15.66,0.0,4.82,9.64,3.61,1.2,0.0,4.82,0.0,0.0,2.41,0.0,1.2,1.2,0.0,0.0,12.05,6.02,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,2.41,1.2,2.875,2.6,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.70808,1.55942,1.91858,1.0,10,7.257238095,0.221428571 survivorsofabuse,98c8lx,"[30, 35]","I never personally did anything beyond a ""show me yours and I'll show you mine"" type of thing where another kid and I would see how we ""measured up"", but it felt like those experiences had heavily sexual undertones for me - I don't know if that was me figuring things out or if my mind went there from what happened to me cousin. When I was about 13 I remember thinking to myself that it was crazy that so many of my peers knew what they wanted - I was just really, really confused. I said to myself ""I don't know what I like or which team I go, and I bet that's because of what happened between me and my cousin. I'll figure it out when I'm older"" and that was it. I did what a lot of other kids my age were doing - I hopped online and watched lots of porn.",1042,0,0.571428571,1534604103,13,3.250362486,152,1.0,4.38,98.54,16.38,30.4,10.53,93.42,70.39,34.87,21.05,18.42,0.66,1.32,0.0,0.66,13.82,1.32,11.18,11.18,7.89,10.53,1.97,21.05,1.32,1.32,6.58,0.66,2.63,1.97,0.66,1.32,0.66,0.0,0.0,6.58,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.11,5.26,1.32,2.63,5.92,0.66,5.26,4.61,2.63,0.66,0.66,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,5.26,2.63,0.66,1.97,0.66,0.0,11.84,5.92,1.32,7.89,1.32,3.29,3.29,0.66,0.66,0.0,0.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.13,3.29,1.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.97,3.95,3.95,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7053,1.46667,1.89483,1.0,6,4.799159954,0.005952381 domesticviolence,956ax9,"(10, 15)","I would comfort her as much as I was able, and once when I was home on break, I even confronted my brother about his behavior. I tried to be empathetic and not accusatory, and have a conversation about his feelings and encourage self-reflection. I talked about how I suffered from depression in graduate school and compared my symptoms of increased irritability and desire to stay at home with his current behavior. He seemed receptive to the conversation instead of becoming defensive as he usually does, and ultimately I suggested he try counseling, as that helped me. He never pursued it, though.",46570,0,0.8,1533597560,9,11.0938835,103,15.09,50.0,45.93,5.27,20.6,28.16,97.09,61.17,20.39,18.45,10.68,0.0,0.0,7.77,0.0,1.94,1.94,16.5,6.8,10.68,13.59,1.94,13.59,5.83,4.85,1.94,0.97,0.97,7.77,2.91,4.85,0.97,0.97,1.94,15.53,0.97,0.0,0.97,7.77,12.62,3.88,0.97,1.94,2.91,0.97,2.91,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.97,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,8.74,4.85,2.91,0.0,0.97,0.0,6.8,5.83,0.0,12.62,3.88,3.88,4.85,2.91,0.0,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.65,4.85,5.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.72535,1.56383,1.90592,1.0,4,10.65953398,0.15 domesticviolence,761azj,"[10, 15]","During a night he came barged into me and my mom's room and started hitting her. I was so confuse and in tears I didn't know what to do, but cry. I didn't get much sleep that night. The abuse continue on for 4 years. There was peaceful time I thought the abuse stopped.",386,1,1.0,1507855266,5,1.622631579,54,30.15,6.93,99.0,1.0,10.8,12.96,94.44,55.56,18.52,14.81,11.11,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,3.7,5.56,11.11,9.26,3.7,9.26,3.7,22.22,1.85,0.0,1.85,1.85,1.85,11.11,1.85,9.26,1.85,3.7,3.7,5.56,1.85,0.0,3.7,1.85,11.11,3.7,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,1.85,12.96,7.41,0.0,24.07,1.85,7.41,14.81,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.67,9.26,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,2.9,2.6923,3.0,1.1538,1.2857,1.0,1.79026,1.62857,1.85108,1.0,3,2.312140351,0.225 survivorsofabuse,8n2y54,"(0, 5)"," *Disclaimer: This Discord is not at all affiliated with this subreddit and is not moderated by anyone from the moderating team here. * Hi all! I run a general mental health peer support chatroom on Discord for people 18\+. At over 2600 members, we still maintain a close community\-oriented atmosphere with rules in place and moderators present at all times.",49688,0,0.8,1527629795,6,6.717344633,60,94.31,74.76,74.76,57.28,15.0,28.33,78.33,45.0,8.33,3.33,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,5.0,18.33,3.33,3.33,3.33,3.33,6.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,3.33,5.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,5.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,15.0,11.67,1.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,20.0,1.67,13.33,5.0,1.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,5.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.64055,1.49048,1.83214,1.0,2,7.045,-0.016666667 anxiety,8hb5f5,"(0, 5)","First it was chest pain and heart palpitations. Then left arm pain and shoulder pain for awhile. Then back pain and tension headaches now it's a little mix of everything, I get breaks in between where it feels fine but then it comes back and my mind now after it being relentless for 2 days is think is this Really anxiety? I mean cmon this is relentless even at time when I'm not anxious. Sorry for the rant just getting sick and tired of constant suffering where I don't even know what's round the corner next...",51917,1,0.8,1525561553,17,3.483655556,96,12.72,17.42,99.0,1.0,19.2,13.54,90.62,56.25,14.58,5.21,5.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.38,3.12,9.38,9.38,12.5,10.42,2.08,18.75,9.38,1.04,4.17,2.08,0.0,11.46,1.04,10.42,3.12,0.0,2.08,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.04,3.12,6.25,1.04,0.0,6.25,11.46,4.17,7.29,0.0,0.0,3.12,0.0,1.04,0.0,2.08,0.0,2.08,15.62,3.12,23.96,1.04,9.38,15.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,6.25,1.04,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.66551,1.54824,1.71112,0.95,7,3.611333333,-0.088174603 survivorsofabuse,91mrea,"[15, 20]",It was all so wrong of me. It started happening when we went to my father's bday weekend and a family member groped me and I remembered that he also did stuff like that. A lot of em did. My partner was sad and fell asleep after I told them. I couldn't sleep.,456,1,0.571428571,1532476591,7,1.282909091,53,5.11,57.49,72.17,1.0,10.6,13.21,98.11,62.26,28.3,18.87,13.21,1.89,0.0,1.89,1.89,9.43,3.77,9.43,9.43,5.66,11.32,1.89,20.75,7.55,3.77,1.89,0.0,3.77,3.77,0.0,3.77,0.0,0.0,1.89,15.09,3.77,1.89,0.0,3.77,7.55,1.89,0.0,1.89,1.89,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.77,3.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.43,7.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.89,16.98,0.0,0.0,13.21,3.77,0.0,9.43,0.0,3.77,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.77,0.0,3.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.21,9.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.77,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.5714,3.0,1.25,1.2,1.0,1.71354,1.50417,1.93078,1.0,3,3.289090909,-0.5 relationships,7qoi8d,"[55, 60]","But this time if she ordered me a shot, I gave it away. I'm one of the only friends left who will go out to eat or drink with her, and I don't want to do it anymore. I feel I am enabling her diseases and I feel extremely guilty. She is worrisomely thin, and I don't think she'll live another 5 years. I honestly think the only calories she retains are from alcohol.",556,1,0.6,1516063515,1,2.219230769,74,6.34,24.95,54.14,25.77,14.8,16.22,91.89,63.51,28.38,20.27,12.16,0.0,0.0,8.11,0.0,8.11,4.05,9.46,12.16,4.05,8.11,2.7,25.68,2.7,0.0,1.35,2.7,1.35,2.7,1.35,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,12.16,0.0,1.35,8.11,0.0,13.51,5.41,1.35,2.7,2.7,1.35,4.05,2.7,0.0,0.0,2.7,6.76,0.0,4.05,0.0,4.05,2.7,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,20.27,2.7,10.81,1.35,5.41,4.05,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.22,6.76,4.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.76858,1.55938,1.89875,1.0,4,4.154358974,-0.023376623 assistance,946sd6,"[6, 11]",I am able to pay back plus interest within a short time frame. If anyone can help me I would seriously appreciate it. I'm extremely stressed out a helping hand would be so amazing. I tried to keep this as short as possible. If you are still reading this thank you for your time.,833,1,1.0,1533272915,0,2.91,54,11.88,64.46,58.07,98.27,10.8,16.67,98.15,64.81,22.22,14.81,9.26,0.0,5.56,0.0,0.0,7.41,3.7,14.81,12.96,9.26,11.11,0.0,18.52,9.26,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.96,9.26,3.7,1.85,0.0,0.0,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,1.85,0.0,7.41,7.41,1.85,3.7,1.85,0.0,0.0,1.85,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.41,1.85,3.7,1.85,1.85,0.0,1.85,12.96,0.0,14.81,0.0,9.26,7.41,1.85,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,9.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8889,2.8,1.1111,1.25,1.0,1.70094,1.55385,1.89546,0.5,14,4.147272727,0.080208333 ptsd,8lrb1q,"[0, 5]","for at least a month i was waking up from 4 hours of sleep to panic attacks. the only thing that calmed it was over the counter sleeping pills.I noticed it help my hypervigilence, i was no longer jumping and getting adrenaline rushes from every little sound. but i forget to take the sleeping pills from time to time like tonight. I slept 2 hours then woke up, no anxiety or panic attacks this time but unable to fall asleep and with much on my mind. I don't want this to affect my work but it has been.",1660,1,0.833333333,1527154049,2,3.5658,99,70.08,6.5,95.7,1.0,19.8,12.12,91.92,54.55,16.16,9.09,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.07,4.04,17.17,7.07,1.01,7.07,3.03,17.17,5.05,3.03,0.0,2.02,3.03,5.05,0.0,5.05,3.03,2.02,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.08,1.01,1.01,1.01,1.01,1.01,4.04,1.01,0.0,1.01,0.0,7.07,5.05,2.02,0.0,2.02,10.1,1.01,2.02,6.06,2.02,0.0,7.07,6.06,2.02,18.18,3.03,7.07,8.08,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,6.06,2.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75971,1.54186,1.80381,0.76,4,4.035,-0.064583333 food_pantry,8ptha5,"(4, 9)","The reason being is just to protect you awesome folks. I know most of the people who request monies are truly in need but there are always a few who take advantage of the generosity of others. So please, let’s just stick to food and hygiene items only, guys. Again, those who help out here are some of the kindest, most generous Redditors there are. Glinda~",45881,0,1.0,1528557714,34,5.234776119,66,52.29,95.2,6.95,99.0,13.2,13.64,90.91,57.58,12.12,4.55,1.52,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,7.58,7.58,12.12,9.09,13.64,4.55,0.0,15.15,6.06,3.03,4.55,0.0,6.06,9.09,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,1.52,1.52,0.0,1.52,15.15,3.03,1.52,1.52,4.55,3.03,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,9.09,3.03,1.52,3.03,3.03,1.52,0.0,13.64,0.0,6.06,0.0,3.03,3.03,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,15.15,6.06,6.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,1.52,2.8,2.8889,3.0,1.3333,1.0,1.0,1.63762,1.38462,1.8897,0.97,0,5.310626866,0.36 anxiety,6uf9rz,"(0, 5)","*Alt account cuz I don't want to be recognized for my embarrassment* Anyway, I just asked a girl out via text and am awaiting her response. I believe that she is probably sleeping since she usually goes to bed early so I most likely won't hear from her until tomorrow. But the wait is eating me up inside. I figured that I'd go for it cuz why not, ya know?",48687,0,0.6,1503026996,2,0.221232877,70,13.85,33.41,93.3,8.64,17.5,15.71,95.71,65.71,22.86,18.57,11.43,0.0,1.43,5.71,0.0,4.29,2.86,15.71,10.0,8.57,8.57,4.29,24.29,4.29,1.43,1.43,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,12.86,0.0,0.0,7.14,0.0,22.86,5.71,7.14,1.43,5.71,0.0,2.86,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,2.86,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,17.14,2.86,17.14,2.86,5.71,8.57,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,5.71,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,1.43,15.71,4.29,2.86,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,2.86,2.5,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.65781,1.48387,1.84615,1.0,1,2.774808219,0.0875 domesticviolence,65jb4y,"[10, 15]","(He knows where we live and go to school) My moms in a ton of debt because of my dad. Right now both of them have a job but if my dad is no longer working, it's gonna be a lot harder to pay it off. I also go to a private school which costs a lot. How do we deal with this?",974,1,0.8,1492266240,6,-0.220307692,63,45.11,68.29,68.01,25.77,15.75,4.76,98.41,61.9,19.05,12.7,6.35,3.17,0.0,1.59,1.59,6.35,7.94,14.29,7.94,6.35,9.52,1.59,17.46,3.17,3.17,4.76,0.0,6.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.7,4.76,0.0,1.59,4.76,11.11,1.59,3.17,1.59,4.76,0.0,3.17,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,4.76,3.17,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.87,1.59,15.87,4.76,9.52,1.59,7.94,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.7,4.76,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.59,3.17,0.0,2.5833,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74057,1.53571,1.84184,0.81,3,2.187692308,0.080519481 ptsd,86cxi2,"[0, 5]",Not sure why but I’m really off today. I can’t stop feeling like a screw up even though I’ve really done nothing wrong today. I feel like it might have been triggered by seeing an old family friend who asked how my abuser was or because I am having an injury flare up after doing really well. I just feel useless and unlovable. I have convinced myself even my husband doesn’t like me.,1401,1,1.0,1521736841,14,2.848831169,73,2.54,1.0,99.0,2.2,14.6,12.33,98.63,68.49,17.81,15.07,15.07,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.74,4.11,9.59,16.44,13.7,8.22,5.48,23.29,2.74,4.11,4.11,0.0,0.0,10.96,4.11,6.85,0.0,2.74,1.37,6.85,2.74,1.37,0.0,1.37,26.03,5.48,5.48,0.0,2.74,2.74,10.96,5.48,1.37,0.0,4.11,2.74,1.37,1.37,1.37,0.0,10.96,4.11,0.0,4.11,0.0,2.74,5.48,15.07,1.37,10.96,0.0,4.11,6.85,0.0,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.74,1.37,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,13.7,6.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.85,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5,2.8,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70497,1.50645,1.97173,1.0,16,4.331168831,-0.078571429 relationships,7sei5e,"[20, 25]","It wasn't a trap (like, wth?) and I just couldn't hide my emotions effectively. I know he has a lot on his mind lately and he's very anxious, but so do I, and I also feel it's unfair to him to use me as his emotional punching bag. I love the guy, but lately I've been thinking almost on daily basis whether to put an end to the relationship. I'm exhausted by his continuous lashing out and bullshit.",503,1,1.0,1516715543,11,1.258214286,78,9.98,18.47,63.54,1.0,15.6,16.67,91.03,65.38,21.79,19.23,11.54,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,2.56,6.41,12.82,11.54,8.97,12.82,2.56,17.95,6.41,2.56,1.28,0.0,1.28,7.69,1.28,5.13,1.28,0.0,0.0,11.54,0.0,1.28,0.0,8.97,16.67,5.13,3.85,1.28,2.56,0.0,5.13,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,2.56,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,3.85,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,2.56,11.54,0.0,10.26,1.28,3.85,5.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.79,5.13,5.13,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,2.56,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75295,1.54203,1.84492,0.82,14,3.957380952,-0.080555556 anxiety,9p48wq,"(0, 5)","I have several issues with anxiety, but urban driving is one of the worst. So of course, my wife drags me along to new york city and expects me to do the driving. Currently emotionally and physically exhausted. One of the worst things, one that i will cause me lose sleep at night is: im anxious because im unsure if paid a toll while traveling in a tunnel from JFK to jersey city. My rental has an easy pass, but it was dark, i was confused.",46072,1,0.833333333,1539822539,1,5.888863636,86,58.63,8.15,83.08,1.0,17.2,15.12,90.7,53.49,15.12,11.63,11.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.49,6.98,12.79,11.63,1.16,9.3,0.0,16.28,6.98,2.33,0.0,3.49,1.16,10.47,1.16,9.3,4.65,0.0,1.16,1.16,1.16,0.0,1.16,0.0,9.3,0.0,2.33,2.33,3.49,0.0,3.49,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,3.49,1.16,2.33,0.0,0.0,5.81,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,4.65,3.49,11.63,2.33,13.95,4.65,4.65,4.65,1.16,1.16,1.16,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.79,5.81,5.81,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7801,1.60274,1.81838,0.67,6,6.694454545,-0.239118457 ptsd,5tpw66,"(4, 9)","How do I decide? I clicked with one guy, but he does talk therapy, doesn't really have a specific method like EMDR or CBT. There are many who use specific methods, and most didn't click, or had approaches I feel iffy about. Ultimately I think I just have to accept that no therapist will make this problem of living with CPTSD go away, and this is something I'll have to learn to live with. What tips do you have for picking therapists, or about therapy in general?",32116,0,0.8,1486947835,2,6.828666667,87,13.98,15.04,55.55,25.77,17.4,16.09,93.1,60.92,16.09,9.2,6.9,0.0,1.15,1.15,0.0,6.9,1.15,14.94,16.09,8.05,8.05,3.45,28.74,4.6,2.3,3.45,1.15,2.3,2.3,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.75,0.0,1.15,0.0,2.3,22.99,5.75,4.6,1.15,5.75,2.3,6.9,3.45,0.0,2.3,1.15,8.05,0.0,8.05,0.0,0.0,2.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,1.15,2.3,21.84,2.3,4.6,2.3,2.3,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.09,3.45,6.9,0.0,0.0,2.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.6667,2.8,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.79264,1.33421,1.91664,1.0,2,7.032222222,0.173295455 relationships,7s2y52,"(0, 5)","We’ve been together for two and half years but went through a rough patch not too long ago because I shipped off to basic. But now that I’m back we were good but now her depression, anxiety and suicidal tendencies are pushing me away. I’m trying my best to support her but it’s so hard because I’m just her boyfriend? Not her shrink or doctor. Idk what to do anymore because I try my best to help her but she doesn’t really care anymore.",36988,1,1.0,1516591383,4,1.782,84,1.0,14.19,92.78,87.2,16.8,17.86,95.24,66.67,26.19,20.24,10.71,2.38,0.0,7.14,0.0,5.95,1.19,9.52,11.9,8.33,14.29,4.76,19.05,5.95,2.38,1.19,2.38,0.0,8.33,5.95,2.38,1.19,0.0,1.19,13.1,0.0,1.19,7.14,1.19,16.67,0.0,3.57,0.0,3.57,0.0,10.71,2.38,0.0,0.0,2.38,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,13.1,5.95,4.76,4.76,3.57,0.0,5.95,14.29,0.0,15.48,2.38,5.95,8.33,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.19,1.19,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,14.29,4.76,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.72803,1.56571,1.84885,1.0,13,2.994444444,0.229166667 relationships,7o83xh,"(55, 60)","bah. Anyway, couple months down the line, I met her family, loved them, they loved me (they're first impression of me was, get this, me clogging they're toileting and it overflowing with me yelling SOS through the bathroom door.. it was awesome lol). L and I continued to grow even closer as my now senior year progressed (her junior). Then March happened. L started to act wierd.",5623,0,1.0,1515119816,1,3.155978261,67,40.46,72.47,88.99,99.0,11.17,17.91,85.07,49.25,20.9,16.42,10.45,0.0,0.0,2.99,2.99,4.48,2.99,10.45,5.97,4.48,5.97,0.0,14.93,4.48,2.99,0.0,1.49,1.49,8.96,7.46,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,16.42,1.49,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.43,5.97,1.49,4.48,1.49,0.0,7.46,7.46,1.49,20.9,1.49,5.97,13.43,2.99,2.99,4.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.48,0.0,1.49,1.49,0.0,1.49,28.36,10.45,8.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.99,5.97,0.0,3.0,2.5714,3.0,1.3,1.0,1.0,1.68286,1.62222,1.91565,1.0,5,3.165054348,0.549074074 homeless,8nfvhl,"[10, 15]","I receive SSI/SSDI. About $1,000/mo. I have a gym membership at 24 Hour Fitness for taking showers whenever I want. I have a membership at REI for buying camping gear and clothes suited to the outdoors. I live pretty comfortably, all things considered, and have figured out a system of outdoor living that both keeps me alive and sane.",1816,0,0.8,1527745090,17,5.440327869,62,81.28,31.43,60.4,83.22,12.4,20.97,82.26,43.55,12.9,9.68,9.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,6.45,12.9,4.84,3.23,6.45,0.0,14.52,4.84,1.61,1.61,4.84,4.84,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.06,3.23,0.0,1.61,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.06,1.61,6.45,0.0,0.0,4.84,3.23,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,9.68,0.0,11.29,1.61,6.45,4.84,0.0,4.84,1.61,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.74,8.06,4.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.84,3.0,2.6667,3.0,1.5,1.1667,1.0,1.77067,1.45333,1.99012,0.8,54,5.804065574,0.221590909 assistance,9tifas,"[0, 5]","Hi everyone my name is Lily, I'm 19, I live in CA and I really need help with rent. I've tried to do everything I can but I can't get any help, so reddit i'm looking to you to help me out over here. I need 200 hundred dollars by the end of \*next week ( unless I get another dog sitting offer which then of course I will let you guys know ). Due to so major life issues ( father dying at age 14, grandmother dying a month later, getting chronically sick around that time, PTSD ) I'm having trouble getting my GED which is making it harder for me to get a job but I am trying.",1353,1,0.8,1541150141,9,1.825123967,116,32.84,27.32,95.26,6.54,29.0,10.34,91.38,52.59,21.55,15.52,13.79,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,6.03,2.59,13.79,10.34,4.31,6.03,0.86,21.55,3.45,1.72,1.72,3.45,1.72,1.72,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.21,1.72,0.86,0.86,1.72,11.21,0.86,0.86,1.72,1.72,1.72,4.31,1.72,0.86,0.0,0.86,3.45,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,12.07,3.45,1.72,4.31,4.31,0.86,0.86,14.66,1.72,13.79,0.0,5.17,8.62,1.72,0.86,0.86,1.72,0.0,1.72,0.86,0.0,0.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.1,3.45,5.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.31,3.45,1.72,2.875,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.74525,1.49608,1.87411,0.63,9,4.147181818,-0.09255276 ptsd,971wi1,"(20, 25)",I am a stay at home mother of 3. My oldest is my husband's as his mum gsve up on him 5 years ago. My youngest was born with a congenital condition and my middle has ASD. I live to look after them and they are what keep me grounded. Just for some reason recently I have been struggling more and more to just suck it up and carry on.,16972,1,1.0,1534192409,4,2.718873239,70,51.43,38.74,97.55,1.91,14.0,10.0,91.43,58.57,20.0,17.14,11.43,0.0,0.0,2.86,2.86,2.86,2.86,17.14,10.0,2.86,7.14,0.0,20.0,11.43,11.43,1.43,2.86,4.29,2.86,0.0,2.86,1.43,1.43,0.0,10.0,4.29,0.0,2.86,4.29,2.86,1.43,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,5.71,1.43,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,5.71,15.71,0.0,22.86,2.86,11.43,10.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.375,1.125,1.0,1.6668,1.4459,1.89945,0.75,3,4.40715493,0.227272727 assistance,70wxok,"[9, 14]",Thank you! EDIT: Thank you to /u/dan_coyle .... He purchased my entire Amazon wishlist. I can't even express how thankful I am to know that I will be ready with a few staples for the cooler weather. Thank you also to everyone who made very useful suggestions for low-cost places to shop for clothing in the future.,1851,0,1.0,1505759368,10,2.502421308,59,60.02,84.55,16.91,99.0,11.8,15.25,89.83,54.24,20.34,15.25,6.78,0.0,6.78,1.69,0.0,5.08,5.08,15.25,5.08,6.78,3.39,1.69,13.56,5.08,1.69,3.39,0.0,3.39,11.86,10.17,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,13.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,10.17,1.69,3.39,0.0,0.0,3.39,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,11.86,3.39,6.78,0.0,5.08,1.69,3.39,3.39,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.73,11.86,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,5.08,3.0,2.5,3.0,1.3333,1.125,1.0,1.68564,1.46522,2.00766,0.73,13,3.297142857,0.078 survivorsofabuse,780iwp,"[20, 25]","I’ve been trying not to get triggered or stamping on the instincts to just leave the place and be silent. Even with that, I couldn’t even really keep a hold and have had hard days where I just wanted to stay isolated from the world and disappear in my mind and try to heal myself and it isn’t working. I struggle to sleep sometimes and I do struggle with self worth, being comfortable with myself because I just don’t see myself as someone who’s important to other ppl. I'm really unsure how to deal with it. Also, I'm not sure if I should tell anyone because that couldn't have happened right and it could not have been that bad?",829,1,0.571428571,1508682910,3,6.333082115,119,4.32,2.7,55.62,14.22,23.8,14.29,95.8,68.07,19.33,10.92,10.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.4,3.36,12.61,15.13,8.4,11.76,5.88,26.89,2.52,0.84,2.52,0.0,0.0,7.56,3.36,4.2,2.52,0.0,0.84,5.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.01,0.0,3.36,5.04,6.72,0.84,7.56,3.36,1.68,0.84,0.84,1.68,0.84,0.84,0.0,0.0,7.56,0.0,2.52,2.52,0.84,1.68,4.2,16.81,0.0,8.4,1.68,5.88,1.68,0.84,0.0,0.0,0.84,0.0,0.0,0.84,0.0,0.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.45,3.36,2.52,0.0,0.0,0.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.72,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,2.8,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.69343,1.41538,1.90411,0.72,3,6.351856018,0.038095238 domesticviolence,8nh4jj,"(0, 5)","I just posted my whole story but it's literally too long for anyone to actually read. I mainly want to know if this would be considered rape: MOST RECENT ABUSE: I worked 7 days in a row and finally had one night off on a Friday. I expressed I wanted to spend it with him, but since I went out the night before he was determined to go out with his friends that night. I guess that also comes with ignoring me all night.",26019,1,0.6,1527760076,4,3.726401515,85,58.07,24.0,97.63,3.42,21.25,9.41,95.29,57.65,21.18,14.12,10.59,0.0,0.0,3.53,0.0,7.06,3.53,17.65,5.88,5.88,5.88,0.0,21.18,3.53,3.53,0.0,2.35,3.53,4.71,1.18,3.53,0.0,2.35,0.0,8.24,0.0,1.18,0.0,3.53,18.82,3.53,1.18,4.71,5.88,1.18,4.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.35,0.0,0.0,1.18,1.18,3.53,1.18,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.06,9.41,0.0,22.35,3.53,7.06,11.76,2.35,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,4.71,1.18,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,2.35,2.75,2.5,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.67145,1.50513,1.90123,0.83,5,5.148181818,0.116666667 domesticviolence,7wl1cu,"(5, 10)","She claims that because she is a woman, nobody will believe me. I'm not exactly sure what she did to herself, but when the police came she claimed that I hit her and had a flushed cheek to show for it. Fortunately, the police were able to put together what actually happened based on my blood trail. Thank God I was sitting when she hit me and that the blood all around me proved it otherwise I would be in jail for something I didn't do. Things have been escalating for a while and this is the second time she has been arrested in the past 3 months for assault.",40149,0,0.6,1518263716,11,5.283839286,110,10.35,26.22,37.51,60.23,22.0,14.55,92.73,67.27,25.45,15.45,8.18,0.0,0.0,7.27,0.0,10.0,7.27,10.0,14.55,4.55,8.18,2.73,22.73,0.0,0.0,3.64,1.82,0.91,3.64,2.73,0.91,0.0,0.91,0.0,9.09,0.0,0.0,8.18,0.0,12.73,1.82,1.82,0.91,0.91,3.64,4.55,0.91,0.91,0.0,0.0,2.73,2.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.45,0.91,0.91,3.64,0.0,0.0,9.09,8.18,0.91,12.73,1.82,5.45,5.45,1.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,4.55,2.73,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,2.6,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70807,1.61212,1.785,0.84,7,5.505357143,0.042857143 ptsd,7m9h5q,"(235, 240)","I don't trust anyone, especially myself. I am going fucking crazy. I feel there's really only 3 conclusions to my life currently. The psych ward, which after being involuntarily admitted in January and paying close to $11K for that 4 day stint where no one gave a shit about me or even attempted to ask me more than 3 questions about my mental health a day, isn't an option. Plus I can't take off work indefinitely because I'm a basket sake.",10426,1,1.0,1514313966,12,6.263522727,81,41.65,2.45,99.0,2.98,16.2,13.58,87.65,54.32,16.05,12.35,12.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,6.17,13.58,7.41,9.88,4.94,4.94,14.81,7.41,3.7,2.47,4.94,1.23,4.94,1.23,3.7,0.0,2.47,0.0,6.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.28,4.94,1.23,0.0,6.17,1.23,6.17,1.23,0.0,0.0,1.23,4.94,1.23,2.47,1.23,0.0,4.94,0.0,1.23,0.0,2.47,1.23,2.47,14.81,1.23,12.35,1.23,4.94,6.17,3.7,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,2.47,2.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.28,6.17,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.17,0.0,1.23,2.9167,2.8,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.7161,1.59091,1.8925,0.89,4,8.035363636,-0.057142857 survivorsofabuse,78w4hb,"(4, 9)","I feel like these experiences have totally altered my psyche and now i find gratification through exploitation. I even had the painful realization that ive never had any normal sexual relationship and these abuses are all i know. I broke down the other night just crying realizing that i dont get to be normal, and that i have sick urges. I heard that theres high rates of abused people become abusers too, and i hate that im part of the issue. Tl;Dr: I was abused and now i abuse, what can i do to cope?",38230,1,1.0,1509030147,10,4.719307359,96,4.15,5.92,91.31,1.0,19.2,11.46,91.67,60.42,25.0,15.62,15.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.38,3.12,7.29,14.58,8.33,5.21,2.08,22.92,4.17,1.04,1.04,0.0,3.12,11.46,1.04,10.42,0.0,6.25,2.08,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.46,6.25,0.0,0.0,1.04,3.12,1.04,4.17,0.0,1.04,2.08,4.17,0.0,3.12,1.04,0.0,5.21,1.04,0.0,3.12,1.04,0.0,5.21,18.75,0.0,6.25,0.0,2.08,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.42,4.17,3.12,1.04,1.04,1.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.7273,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.80924,1.44938,1.86821,0.92,9,5.778239538,-0.157712843 assistance,9cyd0d,"(5, 10)","(I haven’t had to go in and get him for any reason since he started!) On top of all that, I now have a boyfriend who is a real partner in life things. He helps out with childcare when he can, he splits household chores, and we split some bills. I’ve never had this kind of support before and it feels amazing, if not a little strange since it’s a new experience for me. My marriage was certainly not a partnership like this.",50261,0,0.8,1536085731,13,5.298023256,82,35.74,40.36,91.58,88.08,16.4,15.85,97.56,63.41,21.95,13.41,6.1,1.22,0.0,6.1,0.0,8.54,6.1,15.85,10.98,3.66,6.1,4.88,17.07,6.1,3.66,2.44,0.0,3.66,6.1,4.88,1.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.63,1.22,3.66,0.0,7.32,19.51,2.44,3.66,1.22,4.88,3.66,7.32,2.44,0.0,0.0,1.22,1.22,0.0,1.22,0.0,0.0,9.76,7.32,1.22,1.22,1.22,0.0,4.88,14.63,0.0,20.73,1.22,9.76,9.76,1.22,0.0,2.44,1.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.07,4.88,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.22,0.0,0.0,3.66,2.44,0.0,3.0,2.5714,3.0,1.1111,1.1818,1.0,1.73693,1.51233,1.89254,0.84,8,5.524976744,0.246621347 ptsd,7ilbpi,"(5, 10)",The thoughts that have been pouring into my head theses past few days are terrifying. I wonder what driving my car off the side of the freeway would feel like. The relief that would come at the end. I feel so hopeless & I don't want to feel this way anymore. I wish I had a gaping wound so I could go into the hospital and they could fix me.,43766,1,1.0,1512802393,10,1.468,69,42.38,9.62,96.48,8.47,13.8,11.59,94.2,59.42,21.74,14.49,13.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,7.25,10.14,10.14,13.04,2.9,4.35,1.45,24.64,2.9,1.45,1.45,0.0,1.45,4.35,1.45,2.9,1.45,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.94,7.25,0.0,8.7,1.45,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,4.35,4.35,1.45,2.9,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,4.35,14.49,1.45,20.29,5.8,8.7,5.8,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.14,7.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,1.45,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.72298,1.54286,1.93625,0.92,4,2.807142857,-0.483333333 anxiety,5mgzev,"[3, 8]","Has anyone else had this sensation? Also, if I close my mouth so my teeth are close together, I can tell that they are constantly chattering. I've definitely been much more anxious than usual lately as I work full-time at an emotionally challenging job and just decided to go back to school to pursue a Master's degree via night classes, but this shaky sensation has been a little alarming as I can't tell if it is anxiety related or something worse (which certainly contributes to the anxiety!!). If anyone has any suggestions or words of wisdom, I would be so appreciative. Thanks in advance!",1060,1,1.0,1483744988,2,10.1725,105,16.23,19.58,95.88,25.77,21.0,20.95,94.29,57.14,16.19,8.57,7.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,7.62,3.81,10.48,12.38,7.62,11.43,0.95,16.19,8.57,4.76,0.95,0.0,2.86,11.43,5.71,5.71,4.76,0.0,0.0,8.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,3.81,0.0,3.81,9.52,1.9,8.57,1.9,0.0,0.0,1.9,3.81,3.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,1.9,2.86,0.0,0.95,1.9,3.81,15.24,0.0,15.24,1.9,8.57,5.71,4.76,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.19,2.86,3.81,0.0,0.0,0.95,2.86,0.95,0.0,2.86,1.9,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71178,1.42979,1.84329,1.0,2,10.09696296,0.022749256 homeless,5m3iwd,"[0, 5]","In Nashville, it's going to be below 30 tonight (possibly snow tomorrow). So far it seems my sleeping bag is doing it's job, but my laptop was uber cold. Also gave me some screen errors (I think it may be humidity build up related, because later in the day it worked fine). Right now it's in a laptop case. But that didn't help much.",943,0,1.0,1483581764,10,3.240294118,64,16.07,21.73,99.0,55.21,12.8,12.5,85.94,50.0,17.19,6.25,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.94,3.12,9.38,15.62,4.69,7.81,1.56,25.0,7.81,1.56,0.0,1.56,3.12,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.62,4.69,1.56,0.0,6.25,0.0,4.69,3.12,1.56,0.0,1.56,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,1.56,1.56,4.69,0.0,0.0,6.25,14.06,6.25,20.31,1.56,10.94,7.81,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,7.81,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,6.25,0.0,2.5,2.8889,3.0,1.1111,1.1818,1.0,1.65621,1.62857,1.88096,0.92,12,4.984588235,0.050297619 ptsd,979c2k,"[5, 10]","Stop! "", not being aware of what happens around her anymore. Apparently she also dissociates during this time and she doesn't remember anything afterwards. It breaks my heart to see this but it also kind of scares me. It's difficult to watch.",1333,1,0.571428571,1534260683,4,5.194767442,40,1.15,22.67,59.88,1.0,8.0,22.5,95.0,65.0,32.5,12.5,5.0,0.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,20.0,0.0,12.5,7.5,10.0,10.0,5.0,17.5,2.5,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,5.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,17.5,5.0,0.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,5.0,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.0,2.5,15.0,0.0,15.0,0.0,2.5,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.5,10.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,2.5,5.0,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.5,2.8,1.125,1.3333,1.0,1.73499,1.52308,1.81964,1.0,4,5.616453488,0.1 survivorsofabuse,6balnx,"(5, 10)","I'd wake up in the middle of the night to him feeling my ass and masturbating. I was scared, and didn't know what to do so I just pretended not to notice. I can't even remember how long this must have went on, but soon enough I had decided to put my pillow on the other side of the mattress, because he'd touch me when I sleep on my side. I thought putting my pillow on the other side of the bed will help because as I fall asleep and turn on my left side my back will be towards the wall, and he won't be able to reach. I even remember him asking me the next day why I'd decided to move my pillow to the other side of the mattress.",7773,1,0.8,1494857459,4,6.862173913,132,31.44,2.93,99.0,15.17,26.4,10.61,98.48,65.91,21.21,17.42,14.39,0.0,0.0,3.03,0.0,3.79,7.58,15.15,10.61,6.82,8.33,3.03,21.21,3.79,1.52,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.0,0.76,0.76,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.03,15.91,6.82,3.03,0.76,0.0,0.76,5.3,1.52,0.0,0.0,1.52,3.79,3.03,0.0,0.76,0.0,2.27,0.76,0.76,1.52,0.0,0.0,6.82,6.82,3.03,21.97,4.55,13.64,4.55,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.36,3.79,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.69211,1.57018,1.85215,1.0,2,7.574202899,0.0075 ptsd,97fygb,"(20, 25)","I was in my front yard talking to him on the phone, when I refused to hang-up she had a temper tantrum and screamed loudly enough for the people outside to hear her say I ""got online and talked to little boys."" Her father refuses to do anything about her or the other daughter or treats me just as bad. I try to stand up for myself, I mean I am their uncle after all, but they just yell, scream and call me names anyway. After about 6 years of this happening I've become a virtual prisoner in my own house. I stay in my bedroom all day, on the computer, making things to sell or doing art.",39882,1,1.0,1534313389,8,3.213166667,119,64.96,56.68,89.63,1.0,23.8,10.92,94.96,59.66,21.01,17.65,11.76,0.0,0.0,4.2,1.68,3.36,5.04,19.33,5.88,5.04,7.56,0.0,16.81,4.2,2.52,0.84,0.84,1.68,5.04,0.0,5.04,0.0,2.52,0.0,17.65,2.52,0.0,4.2,3.36,10.08,1.68,0.84,0.0,4.2,1.68,4.2,5.88,0.0,5.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.72,0.0,0.84,4.2,0.84,0.84,3.36,10.08,0.0,15.13,1.68,9.24,5.04,0.84,1.68,2.52,0.84,0.0,0.0,0.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.84,12.61,4.2,5.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.84,1.68,0.84,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.7434,1.71089,1.8927,1.0,2,4.458333333,-0.103571429 relationships,7oluxk,"[55, 60]","And I’m at a complete loss as to how we resolve this. (BTW, we have talked about all of this about 1,957 times already. There is nothing written here he hasn’t heard before.) TL;DR – Husband has always been the primary earner with well-paying jobs, but has experienced serious burn-out. As we’re eating into our savings, it looks like I’ll have to put my business on hold and go back to work.",1637,1,0.6,1515271918,167,2.91,75,36.49,74.76,52.22,25.77,15.0,14.67,92.0,60.0,14.67,10.67,4.0,5.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,4.0,2.67,20.0,12.0,10.67,8.0,2.67,22.67,5.33,5.33,1.33,2.67,1.33,5.33,2.67,2.67,0.0,0.0,1.33,10.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,2.67,10.67,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,5.33,2.67,5.33,1.33,1.33,1.33,2.67,0.0,1.33,0.0,1.33,12.0,6.67,4.0,1.33,0.0,1.33,6.67,14.67,1.33,14.67,2.67,6.67,6.67,6.67,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,24.0,6.67,5.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,5.33,2.67,0.0,2.875,2.4286,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.65045,1.47,1.88195,0.75,135,3.871428571,0.193333333 relationships,7o7mq8,"[30, 35]","She talked sarcastically about how my life is ""obviously so horrible"" and I'd say ""yeah, mom, it is."" She denied yelling at us all the time, and said that if I can say she yells all the time then she can say I yell all the time too (at my little siblings), which is just not true. I am nice to my siblings, excluding today where I was angry at everything. But I still didn't yell at them. She said that for months I've been terrorizing her about this ""yelling thing"" and how I think that one small mistake automatically means someone is a bad person.",261,0,0.571428571,1515115534,7,6.104434251,106,4.45,61.15,60.79,1.0,21.2,12.26,99.06,61.32,26.42,17.92,10.38,0.94,0.0,5.66,0.94,8.49,3.77,8.49,11.32,8.49,8.49,1.89,22.64,4.72,0.0,3.77,0.94,2.83,12.26,1.89,10.38,1.89,6.6,0.0,18.87,2.83,0.0,6.6,0.0,16.04,1.89,1.89,1.89,1.89,5.66,4.72,9.43,0.0,9.43,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,6.6,2.83,0.0,2.83,0.0,0.94,6.6,16.04,0.94,13.21,0.0,6.6,6.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,19.81,4.72,4.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.66,2.83,1.89,0.0,2.8333,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.68432,1.51579,1.84659,0.7,11,6.542706422,-0.316071429 assistance,63m6p0,"[9, 14]","[Facebook [Criss Please help and share the word. Most importantly, SPREAD AWARENESS. **Edit** available are regular Hanes shirts, women's fit shirts, and sweatshirts",1240,0,1.0,1491405803,8,0.0,25,81.4,94.5,1.59,99.0,8.33,24.0,72.0,16.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,4.0,8.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,12.0,12.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,8.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,12.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,12.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,64.0,8.0,12.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,40.0,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.625,1.375,1.0,1.90986,1.61429,2.09811,0.7,0,0.0,0.34 ptsd,8m8e1j,"[8, 13]","I even tried to settle this outside of their insurance so that their insurance rates wouldn't go up. I feel afraid every time it becomes nighttime and when I have to go to school, because I know there is a chance I may see him again. I don't know how to stop thinking about what happened that night, what I could have done differently, or what would have happened if someone had come to save me. It's hard to tell my family I've begun to think about killing myself again. I've struggled with depression for years and this incident has only made it so much worse.",1601,1,1.0,1527317147,2,8.722162162,106,3.33,14.96,88.81,1.0,21.2,15.09,97.17,64.15,24.53,14.15,11.32,0.0,0.0,0.94,1.89,10.38,0.94,13.21,15.09,10.38,8.49,1.89,29.25,2.83,0.94,4.72,0.0,1.89,5.66,0.94,4.72,1.89,0.94,0.94,5.66,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.94,17.92,5.66,2.83,3.77,4.72,0.94,2.83,2.83,0.94,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.66,0.94,0.94,1.89,0.0,1.89,5.66,19.81,0.94,13.21,2.83,1.89,8.49,0.94,0.94,0.94,1.89,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.26,4.72,2.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.72,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.69853,1.41373,1.89127,1.0,0,7.73827027,-0.215277778 domesticviolence,76sqd8,"(70, 75)","Not being able to let go of the fact that I let this go on for so long, and even the fact that in my heart I still care and want him. In my mind I think ""if only"" or ""what if"" but I know those are facades. I know he will never be real, open or honest about who he is or what he did. I have to forgive myself for letting this take over my life, my heart, my emotions. I have to forgive myself for not listening to my gut and my intuition.",13489,1,0.8,1508180433,7,0.7115625,96,4.85,2.43,98.01,92.4,19.2,7.29,94.79,71.88,29.17,20.83,16.67,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,8.33,2.08,13.54,10.42,6.25,10.42,3.12,20.83,1.04,0.0,3.12,0.0,0.0,5.21,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,17.71,5.21,0.0,3.12,5.21,3.12,8.33,1.04,0.0,1.04,0.0,4.17,3.12,1.04,0.0,0.0,3.12,0.0,1.04,1.04,1.04,0.0,1.04,14.58,1.04,10.42,2.08,6.25,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.54,5.21,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5,2.8,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.70993,1.44045,1.98249,1.0,5,2.856666667,0.21 assistance,95an5n,"[0, 5]",Good day. I am from the Philippines and I was recently diagnosed with Depression and Anxiety almost a month ago (July 10th). Since then it has been a very challenging and difficult time for me and my family. Work required me to secure a fit to work order before I can get back to work. My medical insurance does not cover mental health conditions and it took me over 3 weeks to secure one.,937,1,0.571428571,1533639787,3,3.523146718,74,62.04,11.21,97.14,51.03,14.8,14.86,93.24,54.05,13.51,10.81,10.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,5.41,13.51,8.11,4.05,8.11,1.35,9.46,5.41,2.7,0.0,2.7,0.0,9.46,5.41,4.05,1.35,0.0,1.35,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,1.35,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.05,0.0,4.05,0.0,0.0,17.57,1.35,5.41,2.7,4.05,4.05,5.41,10.81,1.35,18.92,0.0,4.05,14.86,6.76,1.35,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.46,6.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,0.0,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71889,1.53333,1.87644,0.57,3,5.116640927,0.195 food_pantry,9qr1nd,"[15, 20]","I have 2 wish lists because Amazon is expensive on items, so I created a Wal-Mart (zip code 40219) wishlist too. I also have a PayPal account. The meats are cheaper at save a lot because save a lot has pick5 for $20. Hi Friends and Family! ",964,0,1.0,1540314901,7,0.979615385,49,61.73,50.0,1.69,99.0,9.8,16.33,73.47,44.9,6.12,6.12,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.2,6.12,10.2,6.12,10.2,0.0,18.37,2.04,2.04,0.0,6.12,4.08,6.12,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.12,2.04,2.04,0.0,0.0,12.24,0.0,6.12,2.04,4.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,10.2,6.12,2.04,2.04,0.0,0.0,2.04,14.29,2.04,4.08,0.0,4.08,0.0,2.04,2.04,2.04,8.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.45,6.12,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.04,2.04,0.0,0.0,4.08,6.12,2.6667,2.3,2.8,1.3333,1.1818,1.0,1.68289,1.5875,1.91354,0.81,4,3.442923077,-0.625 relationships,7q04cm,"(0, 5)","Sorry if this is kinda long... We met in highschool and became best friends. Even after we still talked everyday, hang out almost every weekend and I felt everything was okay. She then started getting kinda distant e cold toward me and I had no idea why. I talked to friend in commom and she said my this friend(I'll call her P.) felt that I was too negative and was always complaining.",22396,0,0.8,1515794668,1,2.1875,73,5.84,83.12,93.59,25.77,12.17,13.7,95.89,57.53,23.29,16.44,9.59,2.74,0.0,4.11,0.0,6.85,0.0,8.22,8.22,6.85,9.59,2.74,21.92,5.48,2.74,1.37,0.0,1.37,5.48,2.74,2.74,0.0,0.0,1.37,20.55,0.0,4.11,4.11,0.0,17.81,5.48,1.37,1.37,5.48,5.48,1.37,5.48,0.0,1.37,4.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.96,8.22,1.37,1.37,2.74,0.0,16.44,2.74,2.74,19.18,1.37,8.22,9.59,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.11,0.0,2.74,1.37,0.0,0.0,16.44,10.96,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,2.74,0.0,2.7778,2.5714,2.6,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.71212,1.58182,1.9223,1.0,6,2.787444444,-0.03125 survivorsofabuse,62doqq,"(5, 10)","Participation is completely voluntary. If you are interested in participating, you will complete an online screener to see if you qualify to participate. If you qualify, you will complete a variety of questionnaires online. The study will involve four online assessments over the next month that should take about 40-50min to complete and you will be compensated up to $70 in online gift cards to Amazon. A few important things to know about the study are:",46212,0,1.0,1490877639,1,8.893461538,77,84.15,95.41,1.46,74.18,15.4,23.38,80.52,53.25,10.39,7.79,0.0,0.0,7.79,0.0,0.0,2.6,7.79,16.88,11.69,3.9,5.19,0.0,15.58,3.9,1.3,0.0,3.9,2.6,2.6,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.69,1.3,0.0,5.19,3.9,5.19,3.9,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.19,0.0,0.0,3.9,1.3,0.0,0.0,9.09,5.19,7.79,0.0,5.19,2.6,2.6,1.3,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.69,5.19,2.6,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,2.7778,2.75,3.0,1.2857,1.1429,1.0,1.67101,1.46441,1.94047,0.67,6,8.799128205,0.10625 domesticviolence,77hu1t,"(0, 5)","Our justice system is not aimed at helping victims. I feel totally violated, put down, and blamed for requesting an extension on an order of protection. Which was denied because he is living in another state. Even though, he was unable to show, as he’s out on bond for assaulting a new woman. Judge told me, if he harasses you and violates you again, then you can go back through the process to get an order.",54818,1,0.8,1508451456,8,5.966363636,76,55.9,92.6,41.67,1.0,15.2,19.74,92.11,61.84,15.79,13.16,2.63,1.32,3.95,5.26,0.0,2.63,6.58,17.11,9.21,6.58,9.21,1.32,15.79,2.63,1.32,1.32,0.0,1.32,9.21,1.32,7.89,0.0,6.58,0.0,17.11,0.0,0.0,1.32,5.26,7.89,1.32,1.32,1.32,1.32,1.32,3.95,2.63,1.32,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,17.11,1.32,1.32,11.84,1.32,1.32,5.26,9.21,1.32,18.42,2.63,9.21,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,6.58,7.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.5455,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.72596,1.52188,1.79408,1.0,15,6.813402597,-0.103838384 anxiety,77j1hn,"[10, 15]","I get it; my one friend has personal reasons for being against medication, the other one has a bad personal experience, and my boyfriend had a small midwestern town upbringing that allowed no room for mental weakness so he has a hard time understanding. I guess I just...I don’t know. I felt empowered to do this going into the appointment and even during it. I felt like people were on board with me seeking treatment if that’s what I felt was right. And now that it’s a reality..it just seems like people have turned their backs and no longer are okay with it.",1883,1,0.8,1508464125,1,4.814166667,105,21.75,22.31,89.63,25.77,21.0,16.19,91.43,60.0,21.9,11.43,9.52,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.95,10.48,5.71,10.48,12.38,4.76,5.71,2.86,20.95,5.71,2.86,0.95,1.9,0.0,3.81,0.95,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.62,0.0,1.9,0.0,1.9,11.43,6.67,1.9,0.95,2.86,0.0,2.86,4.76,0.0,0.0,3.81,0.95,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,6.67,1.9,0.0,2.86,0.95,0.95,6.67,13.33,0.95,11.43,1.9,6.67,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,15.24,9.52,1.9,0.0,0.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.1429,1.125,1.0,1.78088,1.50213,1.88532,1.0,2,5.517592593,-0.075661376 anxiety,6m45k9,"[15, 20]","They taunt me and remind me of my weakness. They remind me of my failures, and they are loud. Louder than anything. And there's so many of them. Swirling and swirling and telling me what an awful fucking person I am.",1383,1,1.0,1499555791,6,1.834285714,41,3.27,23.22,40.2,1.0,8.2,17.07,87.8,65.85,31.71,26.83,17.07,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.76,4.88,2.44,9.76,7.32,4.88,14.63,0.0,9.76,9.76,4.88,2.44,0.0,2.44,7.32,0.0,7.32,0.0,2.44,2.44,14.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,2.44,4.88,0.0,4.88,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,4.88,0.0,2.44,4.88,0.0,2.44,0.0,7.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.07,12.2,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73476,1.45,1.82052,0.88,3,2.014571429,-0.25 relationships,7t9m12,"(80, 85)","I can't take much more. I hate being unworthy of the truth and feeling like I'm crazy for thinking this. This feels like my entire life, with everyone I've ever expected to love and care for me. I'm fucking over it. TL;DR I know my boyfriend is probably on drugs, or at least was actively using for some period of time recently, and you will probably agree with me if you read the evidence.",47844,1,1.0,1517019219,83,3.728846154,75,43.85,14.3,94.62,75.29,15.0,16.0,97.33,58.67,21.33,16.0,13.33,0.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,5.33,2.67,17.33,9.33,4.0,6.67,1.33,21.33,6.67,6.67,0.0,0.0,6.67,10.67,6.67,4.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,6.67,0.0,1.33,0.0,1.33,22.67,6.67,1.33,2.67,6.67,5.33,4.0,2.67,0.0,0.0,2.67,6.67,0.0,4.0,1.33,0.0,6.67,2.67,0.0,2.67,1.33,0.0,1.33,13.33,2.67,9.33,0.0,4.0,5.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,17.33,6.67,4.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.33,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.1667,1.1818,1.0,1.74546,1.42,1.95951,0.98,13,5.213333333,-0.153333333 ptsd,9dota1,"[0, 5]","(TW sexual abuse mentions) When I was 14 I was sexually abused regularly for 8 months, resulting in PTSD, and recently I realised that afterwards I completely changed how I looked. I went from being this pretty normal looking student, short cropped hair, I would wear normal casual clothing on weekends, I was healthy, all that, now, over three years later I look completely different, I'm stick thin, hair grown out past my shoulders, I only wear black and almost always clothes that cover as much of me as possible, heavy scarring covering the majority of my body, and messy facial hair growing in. I feel like I've completely altered myself so nobody is tempted to hurt me again, like I'm blaming how I looked for what happened, so completely changing it seemed like the most sensible thing. I've never heard of anyone else doing this before though, is this normal?",1405,1,1.0,1536279343,18,10.79084793,151,14.85,7.27,98.28,5.02,37.75,21.19,88.74,52.32,21.19,13.91,13.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.28,1.32,11.92,7.95,10.6,7.28,1.32,16.56,9.93,6.62,2.65,1.99,2.65,5.3,1.32,3.31,0.0,1.99,0.66,2.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.23,1.32,3.31,0.66,3.97,4.64,1.99,5.96,3.31,0.66,1.99,5.3,3.97,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,7.95,7.28,0.0,17.22,3.31,4.64,9.27,0.66,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.22,1.99,10.6,0.0,0.0,0.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.65,1.32,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70239,1.56444,1.92623,1.0,6,9.870230415,0.051333333 stress,7zbmqe,"(0, 5)","Hello, You are invited to complete a survey for a WMU psychology department research project designed to assess treatment preferences among adults seeking treatment for a variety of concerns. We hope to learn if and how preferences for treatment change over time, and if patient’s perception of their treatment’s match to their preferences is related to the benefit received from treatment. The survey is open to anyone ages 18 or older who is currently engaged in mental health treatment for at least one month and four therapy sessions, and not longer than one year. If you choose to participate, you will be asked to provide some demographic/background information, respond to survey items about your preferences for treatment and how they have changed over time, and about your quality of life.",45385,0,1.0,1519268757,1,18.49710526,131,89.35,92.64,32.77,68.97,32.75,29.01,82.44,47.33,8.4,6.87,0.0,0.76,3.82,0.0,2.29,1.53,3.82,19.85,5.34,3.05,9.16,0.76,9.16,4.58,3.82,2.29,3.05,2.29,2.29,2.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.56,6.87,3.05,6.11,5.34,0.76,4.58,0.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.29,0.0,2.29,0.0,0.0,3.82,1.53,0.0,1.53,0.76,0.0,1.53,8.4,1.53,12.98,2.29,5.34,6.11,4.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.92,3.05,4.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.53,0.0,0.76,3.0,2.6667,2.8,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.70638,1.48621,1.8755,1.0,0,14.94441729,-0.019047619 assistance,9pr36f,"(5, 10)","At the end of the survey, please select “” when prompted for the name of the student who gave you this survey. If you know anyone else who might be interested in taking this survey, we ask that you please pass it on to them as well. Thank you for your time. **To anyone who has already taken the survey:**",8585,0,1.0,1540008865,17,0.965934066,62,62.27,99.0,20.84,99.0,15.5,9.68,85.48,61.29,25.81,11.29,0.0,1.61,8.06,0.0,1.61,14.52,8.06,16.13,4.84,4.84,4.84,0.0,16.13,1.61,1.61,6.45,0.0,0.0,8.06,8.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.68,1.61,0.0,1.61,6.45,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.45,1.61,0.0,1.61,3.23,0.0,4.84,9.68,1.61,12.9,1.61,4.84,6.45,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,22.58,4.84,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,9.68,2.7778,2.25,3.0,1.2857,1.1429,1.0,1.59735,1.45283,1.80984,0.84,9,2.554505495,0.25 anxiety,8eqm3d,"[15, 20]","It takes them **three weeks** to call me. I'm currently working 7.30am to 6pm with a 30 minute lunch that is not at a set time. We spend about 2 weeks playing voicemail tag but never getting to speak. - I get a call from my GPs office, stating that the o2 place reported I had said I didn't want the machine because it was too expensive. I told my GP that I hadn't even gotten prices out of them yet!",227,0,0.571428571,1524627711,4,1.896071429,81,34.9,19.38,79.42,48.69,16.2,12.35,86.42,54.32,20.99,14.81,11.11,1.23,0.0,0.0,2.47,6.17,6.17,11.11,8.64,6.17,2.47,4.94,22.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.94,0.0,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.41,0.0,1.23,1.23,0.0,1.23,3.7,3.7,0.0,3.7,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,7.41,1.23,1.23,0.0,4.94,0.0,8.64,11.11,0.0,12.35,0.0,3.7,8.64,3.7,1.23,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.28,4.94,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,1.23,0.0,3.7,0.0,4.94,2.5556,3.0,2.8,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.72725,1.49231,1.85592,0.84,2,3.137619048,-0.3125 assistance,89npx6,"(9, 14)","Maybe programming, I can spend more than 12 hours a day if needed to learn programming. My point is, I´m not looking for any handouts or anything like that, I´m ready to spend countless of hours to work so I can help my family. What are your thoughts? TL, DR: Father passed away, my mother can´t pay the rent and bills etc. Now I ask for advice for jobs and ways to increase my income so I can help my mother pay the rents",40061,0,0.6,1522830995,14,3.0175,87,49.46,24.51,81.76,46.99,17.4,9.2,89.66,50.57,17.24,13.79,12.64,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,3.45,3.45,12.64,6.9,4.6,6.9,1.15,10.34,2.3,3.45,1.15,1.15,2.3,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.34,4.6,0.0,2.3,1.15,11.49,2.3,0.0,2.3,5.75,0.0,4.6,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,5.75,3.45,1.15,3.45,0.0,0.0,2.3,13.79,0.0,9.2,2.3,2.3,4.6,9.2,1.15,3.45,9.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.94,3.45,5.75,1.15,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.77747,1.55616,1.93034,0.85,6,3.278095238,0.233333333 anxiety,7zdpmf,"[25, 30]","I can't even use the restroom because then I think about how if I were in the restroom when a shooter entered, the shooter could easily get me and the classrooms would be locked and I'd be locked out. I was late for one of my classes because I was afraid to leave my classroom. Does anyone else feel the same way? It's like I can't function normally anymore, school is such a scary place to be all of a sudden when it used to be a place I felt safe and comfortable, even though we had an open campus. Ugh.",1539,1,1.0,1519292169,41,6.878285714,101,23.33,6.88,90.06,25.77,20.2,13.86,93.07,63.37,15.84,11.88,10.89,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.96,9.9,9.9,13.86,7.92,10.89,1.98,22.77,6.93,1.98,2.97,0.99,0.99,5.94,2.97,2.97,1.98,0.0,0.0,1.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.82,2.97,4.95,3.96,1.98,0.99,4.95,1.98,0.0,0.0,1.98,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.97,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.99,0.99,6.93,14.85,0.99,13.86,1.98,5.94,5.94,4.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.99,0.0,11.88,3.96,2.97,0.0,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.96,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5,2.8,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.62447,1.51395,1.85042,0.88,43,6.76,0.007575758 anxiety,9i78dj,"(0, 5)","I'm now 18 Years old,from Germany and going to school right now, planning on study psyochologie. The only thing that seems to slow me down right now is chronic panicattack-like illness that seems to destroy everything I've build up for myself. It is a constant strain of thought that I fear the most that developed from the time I was six. Eversince I was six years old I started having weird forced habits like touching certian things for x amount of times or making weird noises. The older I got, the less I had these forced habits and the more I had something like a second ""voice"" in my head that was thinking of something entirely else and actually disturbing that I couldn't control.",22167,1,1.0,1537695259,2,6.896453488,126,58.58,10.22,96.31,1.0,25.2,18.25,92.86,54.76,20.63,10.32,10.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.32,6.35,13.49,8.73,3.97,3.17,0.79,15.08,5.56,5.56,0.0,3.17,3.97,5.56,0.0,5.56,3.17,0.79,0.0,0.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.49,3.17,3.17,0.79,4.76,1.59,2.38,2.38,0.0,1.59,0.79,2.38,0.79,1.59,0.0,0.0,6.35,0.0,0.79,4.76,0.79,0.0,5.56,7.14,1.59,16.67,1.59,4.76,11.11,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,3.97,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79,1.59,2.38,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.75,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74801,1.52963,1.7745,1.0,0,5.974718992,-0.023053666 anxiety,7obq34,"[5, 10]","One of them was “Catchphrase”. Similar to Taboo, but you pass around a device, and have to get your team to guess the word/phrase before the timer runs out. Of course, it has to make a countdown noise/beeping which makes me even more anxious. My partner has gotten quite good at gauging where I am on a scale of 1-10. He noticed that I was getting more tense as it was passed around the circle, headed towards me.",855,0,1.0,1515164689,11,5.393703704,81,82.52,59.76,65.91,10.27,16.2,12.35,86.42,55.56,16.05,11.11,6.17,0.0,2.47,1.23,1.23,4.94,7.41,18.52,8.64,4.94,3.7,0.0,20.99,7.41,6.17,2.47,3.7,2.47,3.7,1.23,2.47,2.47,0.0,0.0,7.41,0.0,1.23,0.0,1.23,7.41,1.23,2.47,0.0,2.47,0.0,1.23,2.47,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.41,2.47,1.23,0.0,4.94,0.0,7.41,12.35,0.0,16.05,4.94,8.64,2.47,2.47,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.28,6.17,4.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,2.47,0.0,0.0,2.47,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.77554,1.52121,1.82064,1.0,7,4.858864198,0.186111111 ptsd,9dnauw,"[10, 15]","But I’m pissed, I waited to long for this like I honestly could have killed myself before they got back to me. I know there’s a lot of people in the system and their funding is low, but this is bullshit! The government doesn’t give a shit about mentally ill people. If they did then there honestly would be way less crime rates and suicide rate because people would be getting the help that they need instead of waiting for some bad shit to happen before they get help. The urgency is just NOT there at all.",1206,1,0.833333333,1536269237,6,7.5984,97,38.08,26.81,34.18,1.0,19.4,12.37,93.81,59.79,14.43,11.34,6.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.15,3.09,6.19,13.4,13.4,7.22,7.22,2.06,22.68,3.09,4.12,0.0,0.0,4.12,8.25,2.06,6.19,0.0,4.12,1.03,11.34,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.43,1.03,1.03,5.15,3.09,1.03,5.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.12,3.09,1.03,0.0,0.0,8.25,2.06,0.0,4.12,3.09,1.03,3.09,14.43,1.03,11.34,0.0,6.19,6.19,1.03,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,2.06,4.12,4.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.31,4.12,2.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,3.09,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0833,1.0,1.69927,1.4814,1.7841,0.81,6,7.078,-0.074242424 domesticviolence,7x72so,"[20, 25]","He certainly had/has the ability to. The worst/best part of this story is that I am still with this prick, trying to get away safely. Best part is that my story may be horrifying enough to convince women in an early stage DV situation to run before it escalates to my story. After the 2nd severe incident, I called family who took me to the ER. Had lots of tests done.",1394,1,1.0,1518498052,5,4.516438356,73,85.84,60.81,29.73,51.4,14.6,9.59,90.41,54.79,16.44,8.22,6.85,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,8.22,6.85,17.81,12.33,1.37,0.0,0.0,19.18,8.22,6.85,1.37,0.0,4.11,9.59,5.48,4.11,0.0,1.37,0.0,10.96,1.37,0.0,1.37,1.37,6.85,1.37,0.0,0.0,4.11,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.33,1.37,5.48,2.74,5.48,2.74,6.85,9.59,1.37,10.96,1.37,2.74,6.85,1.37,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.74,1.37,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,12.33,6.85,2.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.74,2.7273,2.75,3.0,1.2222,1.1818,1.0,1.70765,1.61311,1.91315,1.0,3,6.268383562,0.069047619 domesticviolence,9tw3f3,"(5, 10)","They can’t all be wrong or insane, can they? Abusers spend so long abusing and being nice and abusing and being nice that you start to think that you play a role in the abuse and the only reason he/she is nice to you again is because of some demand you met. And your will to live/be safe/feel secure will override any trauma you have been through. You will do anything to make them nice again, because that means you get to be safe/secure. It's not contingent upon you, but on them, but you forget this.",8567,0,0.8,1541267194,34,3.184705882,100,7.16,98.17,12.17,80.22,20.0,9.0,99.0,65.0,22.0,16.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,2.0,4.0,6.0,3.0,10.0,15.0,4.0,11.0,2.0,24.0,8.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,15.0,9.0,6.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,18.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,1.0,17.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,5.0,1.0,5.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,1.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,8.0,1.0,0.0,1.0,1.0,5.0,2.0,19.0,3.0,7.0,0.0,4.0,3.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,4.0,2.5982,2.8182,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.7297,1.38913,1.86108,1.0,20,3.380539216,0.13 anxiety,9nr40z,"[35, 40]",You’re losing control Juststopthinking— —You’re panicking Stop —Panicking,1027,1,0.571428571,1539404966,2,17.61,8,1.8,99.0,7.84,1.0,8.0,50.0,87.5,25.0,25.0,25.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,37.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,37.5,0.0,37.5,25.0,0.0,12.5,25.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,37.5,0.0,12.5,12.5,0.0,25.0,0.0,25.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,0.0,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.0,0.0,0.0,2.1429,2.2222,2.6,1.0,1.5,1.2,2.0074,2.06667,1.58333,1.0,0,12.83111111,0.0 domesticviolence,8puhi6,"[0, 5]","No Idea why I am here, guess I just need to vent. Well my troubles started last weekend, my parents flew over from Malta to visit my brother whose in hospital. He is in bad shape and initially he lost the use of his legs few years ago and now his paralysis is rising up to his waste. So am I headed of to the hospital and stayed up north for the weekend. I told my gf that she could stay at home rather than spend her time at the hospital with me.",470,1,0.8,1528566393,3,3.944516129,93,65.15,54.29,87.68,4.24,18.6,11.83,96.77,59.14,19.35,17.2,9.68,0.0,0.0,7.53,0.0,2.15,4.3,18.28,5.38,7.53,4.3,1.08,17.2,2.15,1.08,2.15,0.0,1.08,4.3,1.08,3.23,0.0,0.0,1.08,13.98,2.15,1.08,3.23,6.45,8.6,1.08,2.15,3.23,1.08,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.38,1.08,4.3,0.0,0.0,9.68,3.23,1.08,3.23,0.0,2.15,6.45,10.75,0.0,25.81,6.45,11.83,9.68,0.0,2.15,1.08,1.08,0.0,0.0,2.15,0.0,1.08,0.0,1.08,0.0,7.53,5.38,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.6,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71763,1.57471,1.85233,1.0,16,4.792634409,-0.22 survivorsofabuse,5lspep,"(5, 10)","I was having a fucking panic attack.Once we payed and where done, we went into the thrift store to tell my mom we where done. I finally told i was having a panic attack because he threatened to smack the crap out of me. ""he threatened you?"" i could tell by my tone she doesn't believe me. ""we're probably not coming here anymore"" she said.",18404,1,1.0,1483459828,5,0.633660131,66,10.74,81.84,51.41,1.0,13.2,12.12,96.97,66.67,27.27,25.76,12.12,6.06,1.52,6.06,0.0,1.52,6.06,9.09,12.12,7.58,3.03,3.03,24.24,1.52,0.0,3.03,1.52,0.0,12.12,0.0,12.12,6.06,9.09,0.0,21.21,1.52,0.0,4.55,3.03,7.58,1.52,1.52,1.52,1.52,0.0,1.52,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,3.03,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,12.12,6.06,0.0,6.06,0.0,3.03,10.61,7.58,1.52,13.64,3.03,6.06,4.55,1.52,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,3.03,3.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.7,7.58,1.52,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,6.06,3.03,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.8187,1.61429,1.83851,0.86,7,2.280196078,-0.466666667 domesticviolence,8shses,"(26, 31)","Since I knew him I haven't had active suicidal thoughts. Even now. I hate how I am and I wish I could die right now, but I don't have the drive to do it myself anymore. How do I leave him if I know that life without him has been and will be a worse circle of hell? FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE IF I HAD THE MONEY I'D HIRE A HITMAN TO DO ME IN",32084,1,1.0,1529496564,9,-1.554170274,75,1.0,1.0,94.62,1.0,15.0,6.67,98.67,72.0,26.67,22.67,18.67,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,4.0,5.33,8.0,20.0,6.67,9.33,4.0,29.33,4.0,1.33,2.67,0.0,0.0,8.0,1.33,6.67,0.0,5.33,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,17.33,4.0,4.0,5.33,2.67,0.0,6.67,1.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,5.33,0.0,2.67,2.67,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,5.33,22.67,2.67,10.67,2.67,2.67,5.33,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,1.33,2.67,4.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.67,4.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.1429,1.125,1.0,1.78009,1.54203,1.929,1.0,5,1.079134199,-0.341269841 assistance,9qjjz8,"[5, 10]","I would want to major in Broadcasting/Film but I will end up coming out with 30-40k in debt before additional scholarships and debt is something that I really don't want. ​ OR I could go to Brescia University on a full ride for esports (i would even get paid to go there) and although they don't have the major I wanted, the coach said it would be a good idea to get my major in a business degree and get my minor in graphics design. They also have many connections with different companies within esports that im not sure if WKU has. Here is also an estimated award letter they gave me: ",1670,0,1.0,1540253049,5,12.253,115,41.59,11.18,60.58,74.37,28.75,13.04,86.96,57.39,14.78,11.3,8.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.61,3.48,5.22,13.91,12.17,5.22,7.83,2.61,22.61,3.48,1.74,0.0,0.87,0.87,2.61,2.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.78,0.87,0.0,6.96,2.61,0.87,6.09,1.74,0.87,0.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.96,0.0,0.87,2.61,4.35,0.0,3.48,13.91,1.74,13.91,3.48,8.7,1.74,4.35,1.74,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.91,2.61,0.87,0.87,0.87,0.0,0.0,0.87,0.0,1.74,1.74,4.35,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.65971,1.50417,1.87708,0.78,17,11.94166667,0.16375 relationships,7rebww,"(16, 21)"," --- **tl;dr**: Met this guy a few months ago, we've only hung out a few times. I'm a little wary of the age gap and don't have much experience with accurately ""reading signals"". He is mildly physically affectionate (leans towards me, hits my arm playfully, pulls things from my hair) and gives compliments that seem genuine and sincere, but aren't quite non platonic. What do you think/what should I look for?",6248,0,0.6,1516321155,1,2.707066667,72,37.39,50.0,66.83,98.27,18.0,16.67,86.11,47.22,18.06,11.11,6.94,1.39,1.39,1.39,0.0,6.94,5.56,8.33,11.11,1.39,5.56,2.78,20.83,4.17,0.0,2.78,0.0,4.17,5.56,5.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.72,0.0,1.39,0.0,2.78,11.11,4.17,0.0,1.39,2.78,1.39,2.78,2.78,1.39,0.0,0.0,4.17,1.39,2.78,0.0,0.0,6.94,4.17,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,4.17,13.89,0.0,12.5,1.39,5.56,5.56,0.0,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,36.11,4.17,5.56,1.39,1.39,1.39,0.0,4.17,2.78,5.56,2.78,6.94,2.5,2.625,3.0,1.3333,1.1429,1.0,1.71706,1.54915,1.84065,0.6,3,3.708,0.04125 almosthomeless,5yodg7,"(25, 30)","In the end I think I do want to move to SoCal because I like the warm weather. Not a huge fan of cold and/or perpetually rainy places. I have no family support, am 23, and I'm finding it really hard to get gainful employment. I would just like to be able to get on my feet, not need government assistance, pursue my art and at least say I have a year's work experience. Thanks!",14151,0,0.6,1489176466,9,4.253636364,76,59.58,3.3,81.22,97.58,15.2,13.16,90.79,52.63,13.16,11.84,11.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,5.26,13.16,9.21,2.63,6.58,3.95,22.37,5.26,2.63,0.0,1.32,1.32,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.16,2.63,1.32,3.95,1.32,0.0,5.26,6.58,0.0,1.32,3.95,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,1.32,3.95,2.63,3.95,0.0,0.0,22.37,0.0,10.53,1.32,6.58,2.63,5.26,2.63,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,1.32,2.7143,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.80108,1.48182,1.93153,0.74,18,5.893922078,-0.011458333 assistance,6m22f1,"[5, 10]",She is so hardworking. At multiple times in her life she has worked multiple jobs to support herself and her family. She has never been on any type of government assistance. Even when she divorced her abusive alcoholic husband she didn't seek child support or alimony. She is incredibly self sufficient but it just seems that she can't catch a break.,83,0,1.0,1499533183,11,5.127142857,61,5.72,92.99,1.0,56.75,12.2,24.59,91.8,55.74,21.31,18.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.03,0.0,3.28,1.64,8.2,9.84,8.2,8.2,4.92,16.39,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,4.92,4.92,3.28,1.64,0.0,1.64,0.0,26.23,4.92,0.0,18.03,1.64,11.48,1.64,0.0,0.0,4.92,1.64,6.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.28,0.0,3.28,0.0,1.64,8.2,3.28,1.64,3.28,0.0,0.0,4.92,13.11,0.0,13.11,1.64,4.92,4.92,8.2,3.28,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.48,8.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.28,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.72987,1.74545,1.85367,0.74,2,5.549444444,0.1625 anxiety,7w2rf4,"(0, 5)","I changed jobs last year and moved up into a management role. I run a small program for kids and have 3 staff. Shortly after accepting my position, my job duties completely changed, I hired one new staff person, 2 staff quit and I hired 2 more, and it was up for debate on whether the program would cease to exist by 2019. It feels like I’ve been in survival mode, and everyone was abandoning me...even though I know it wasn’t me they were abandoning. This was rough for me.",15871,1,0.8,1518069336,2,5.16,91,36.65,16.12,99.0,11.53,18.2,15.38,93.41,54.95,18.68,13.19,12.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,5.49,3.3,13.19,9.89,4.4,7.69,1.1,19.78,5.49,3.3,1.1,5.49,1.1,3.3,1.1,2.2,0.0,0.0,2.2,6.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.09,3.3,2.2,1.1,0.0,2.2,3.3,2.2,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.19,0.0,2.2,9.89,0.0,1.1,12.09,5.49,0.0,18.68,4.4,8.79,5.49,12.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.48,8.79,5.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.75,3.0,1.2,1.125,1.0,1.70516,1.62,1.88313,1.0,0,5.30016129,0.055194805 relationships,7u0r27,"[15, 20]","She wants to live off these 400.00 and cut back on everything there is, even her own only connection back to her family if needed. My plan was, to get back to our parents for a while, until we both earn a bit better or find a cheaper place. But unfortunately, for her this is no option. She is afraid she can't go home, as she already once switched jobs and is afraid her mother won't accept her at home again. She blocks every attempt of mine to bring up the possibility of going back.",169,1,0.833333333,1517316310,1,6.818659794,95,36.68,82.83,14.82,4.46,19.0,9.47,94.74,62.11,17.89,14.74,2.11,2.11,0.0,10.53,0.0,3.16,4.21,15.79,6.32,9.47,8.42,3.16,15.79,5.26,3.16,0.0,2.11,3.16,6.32,2.11,4.21,2.11,0.0,0.0,16.84,3.16,0.0,11.58,0.0,12.63,2.11,0.0,3.16,4.21,2.11,4.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,10.53,4.21,3.16,2.11,3.16,0.0,3.16,11.58,4.21,20.0,3.16,11.58,9.47,2.11,1.05,3.16,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.63,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.66994,1.64318,1.84093,1.0,2,7.060536082,-0.021969697 relationships,7tweo6,"[5, 10]","She's been doing exams as of late and we've both had some personal problems so we haven't had time to work on our relationship. We both said we would stay together but sort it all out after she came back from a holiday she was going on with her uni. On the second last night she tells me she has kissed another guy and feels horrific about it. I tell her i'm going to leave because she has cheated in hope she realizes what life is like without me (stupid I know). I've always put her needs before mine, i've tried to give her everything and be the perfect boyfriend and because my natural defense mechanism is to retreat into my shell and shut the world out I don't reply to her texts that day.",884,1,1.0,1517267000,3,7.055321932,135,20.87,88.2,48.27,15.37,27.0,14.07,95.56,60.74,25.19,20.74,8.15,3.7,0.0,8.89,0.0,4.44,2.96,15.56,13.33,2.22,7.41,2.22,25.93,6.67,2.96,0.74,0.74,3.7,5.93,2.22,2.96,0.0,1.48,0.0,20.74,0.0,1.48,8.89,1.48,13.33,2.22,1.48,2.96,2.22,2.96,2.22,1.48,0.0,0.74,0.74,0.74,0.0,0.74,0.0,0.0,11.11,6.67,2.22,0.0,0.74,1.48,5.93,17.04,2.22,20.0,4.44,10.37,6.67,1.48,0.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,3.7,0.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.19,1.48,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71394,1.60635,1.88457,0.8,9,7.362273642,-0.111111111 ptsd,9o4zpp,"[5, 10]","Ok here we go.... My original trauma was being molested by my grandfather starting around 7-8 (my best guess, only have a few memories, could’ve been earlier). I have very few memories of this, although I have gotten some back recently. I don’t know how long it continues for but he died when I was 10/12 or so Around this time I was also severely bullied in school, my cousin being the ring leader.",880,1,0.8,1539541221,4,4.071341991,76,3.43,17.84,97.59,25.77,19.0,17.11,93.42,57.89,18.42,14.47,11.84,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,3.95,2.63,7.89,14.47,13.16,9.21,1.32,22.37,7.89,3.95,2.63,5.26,3.95,7.89,3.95,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.58,2.63,0.0,0.0,2.63,13.16,3.95,1.32,1.32,3.95,0.0,3.95,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.58,2.63,2.63,2.63,2.63,0.0,10.53,10.53,0.0,15.79,1.32,6.58,9.21,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,22.37,9.21,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,2.63,2.63,1.32,2.625,2.4,3.0,1.2,1.0,1.0,1.71656,1.53968,1.91974,0.84,0,5.505909091,0.124090909 relationships,7u7e01,"(24, 29)","What do I do? --- **tl;dr**: My fiance completely cuts himself off from our son and me and sulks for days if his sports teams lose. I am tired of having to plan our lives around his teams and cancel plans when they lose, but he doesn't see a problem. I don't know what to do, but I feel like I can't keep doing this.",17624,1,1.0,1517373628,389,-0.511455224,65,4.27,43.89,24.83,1.0,16.25,4.62,93.85,66.15,26.15,21.54,10.77,3.08,0.0,6.15,1.54,4.62,1.54,12.31,12.31,4.62,10.77,4.62,23.08,1.54,1.54,4.62,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,4.62,0.0,0.0,3.08,16.92,3.08,1.54,0.0,9.23,12.31,3.08,0.0,3.08,1.54,1.54,6.15,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,4.62,0.0,4.62,0.0,0.0,16.92,7.69,9.23,1.54,0.0,4.62,0.0,21.54,3.08,6.15,0.0,3.08,3.08,3.08,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.69,4.62,3.08,1.54,1.54,1.54,0.0,4.62,0.0,4.62,0.0,6.15,2.8,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.76451,1.49333,1.84747,0.94,259,1.061324627,-0.15 relationships,7r976b,"[0, 5]","Every single day I'm getting fb messages from her saying a combination of the following: I'm feeling sad, I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm scared you aren't attracted to me,",1360,1,0.571428571,1516276373,3,0.439285714,29,15.89,24.51,95.26,1.0,29.0,20.69,96.55,48.28,27.59,27.59,20.69,0.0,3.45,3.45,0.0,0.0,6.9,10.34,20.69,0.0,0.0,3.45,34.48,17.24,0.0,0.0,3.45,6.9,13.79,3.45,10.34,3.45,3.45,3.45,17.24,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,10.34,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,3.45,6.9,0.0,3.45,3.45,3.45,3.45,3.45,0.0,3.45,10.34,6.9,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,3.45,20.69,0.0,6.9,3.45,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,37.93,0.0,13.79,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.69,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.4444,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.65032,1.64615,1.9195,0.72,9,4.3425,-0.317857143 domesticviolence,8puhi6,"(35, 40)","She does dissociate and is on all kinds of psychiatric meds. One day she loves me the next day she hates me. I really don't know what to do, I moved down south to be with her and so I have no friends or family here. She suffers from agoraphobia so we never leave the house. Its also her place so Im scarred she is going to kick me out, she has used that against me in the past, it makes me feel very vunrable and scared.",46799,1,1.0,1528566393,3,0.766803995,87,6.81,36.51,69.96,3.63,17.4,9.2,93.1,65.52,25.29,20.69,10.34,1.15,0.0,9.2,0.0,4.6,3.45,12.64,10.34,9.2,9.2,3.45,21.84,2.3,0.0,1.15,1.15,1.15,4.6,1.15,3.45,1.15,1.15,1.15,13.79,1.15,1.15,9.2,0.0,11.49,2.3,2.3,0.0,1.15,2.3,4.6,1.15,0.0,0.0,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.75,4.6,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,3.45,19.54,1.15,16.09,3.45,6.9,5.75,0.0,1.15,2.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.34,5.75,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.625,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.68981,1.68378,1.85723,1.0,16,2.188014981,-0.100925926 assistance,7fdd6b,"[10, 15]","My primary concern is to get her the surgery and treatment she needs to save her life. To that end, I've set up a fundraising campaign here: Every little bit helps! I know it's a long shot to reach the goal, but every dollar you can spare goes a long way to help, even if the goal isn't reached. I would be so grateful for any and all assistance, even if it's just to share this story/fundraising with your family and friends.",366,0,0.6,1511589457,1,5.363333333,84,43.99,68.29,4.35,95.81,21.0,13.1,88.1,52.38,15.48,10.71,4.76,0.0,2.38,3.57,0.0,4.76,7.14,10.71,9.52,5.95,8.33,1.19,15.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.95,4.76,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.1,1.19,1.19,3.57,0.0,13.1,1.19,0.0,4.76,3.57,3.57,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,13.1,5.95,2.38,3.57,3.57,1.19,0.0,16.67,0.0,8.33,1.19,5.95,1.19,3.57,1.19,1.19,1.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.05,3.57,4.76,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,3.57,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.64389,1.52703,1.9429,0.53,6,5.458888889,0.01640625 relationships,7u0qc4,"(20, 25)","And he said that he had some deep feelings for me. So I suggested meeting at another time without booze. In the morning I had a text from him apologising for being an asshole. I replied and said I didn't think that, but that I was a little overwhelmed. Since then I have not heard much from him, but I can't stop thinking about it.",53869,1,0.5,1517316084,0,3.54761194,65,17.02,10.93,98.32,1.51,13.0,16.92,98.46,67.69,26.15,18.46,12.31,0.0,0.0,6.15,0.0,7.69,6.15,13.85,9.23,3.08,9.23,6.15,16.92,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,3.08,0.0,3.08,1.54,1.54,1.54,16.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.15,16.92,4.62,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,9.23,6.15,0.0,4.62,1.54,3.08,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,10.77,4.62,1.54,13.85,0.0,6.15,7.69,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.85,7.69,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.5,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.7006,1.44211,1.83928,0.5,3,4.253910448,0.004166667 assistance,940ioc,"[0, 5]","just in case you feel like helping a person in need, I am short of responses to complete my thesis data. it is about content co-creation in gaming enviromnet :-) it takes about 10 min :-) without the 400 respones I can not finish my work and will be obliged to pay extra semester university fees :-( please help me get out of desperation , thank you I appreciate every filled survey ;-) it would be great if you can fill it and share it as well with your friends :-) ",52,0,0.8,1533225555,15,4.084670947,87,52.74,59.08,47.93,99.0,43.5,16.09,87.36,51.72,17.24,11.49,6.9,0.0,4.6,0.0,0.0,5.75,2.3,16.09,9.2,4.6,4.6,2.3,13.79,4.6,2.3,0.0,2.3,2.3,10.34,9.2,1.15,1.15,0.0,0.0,10.34,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,12.64,2.3,2.3,3.45,1.15,2.3,3.45,1.15,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.2,3.45,2.3,1.15,3.45,0.0,0.0,14.94,1.15,11.49,0.0,8.05,3.45,5.75,1.15,0.0,2.3,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.15,0.0,24.14,1.15,2.3,4.6,1.15,0.0,0.0,6.9,0.0,0.0,5.75,2.3,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.71161,1.54933,1.91396,0.89,6,5.146099518,0.23 ptsd,8g5gxj,"(10, 15)","If you were raped on a daily basis from infancy through adolescence then you should ""radically accept"" it. Check out the parts of Linehan's book where she explains how unconditional positive regard is a myth, nonexistent. The part where she explains about paradoxical intervention. That is where you manipulate and jerk your client around using head games and reverse psychology. Then there is radical genuineness.",51689,0,1.0,1525145156,5,9.576363636,65,42.69,96.73,11.67,25.77,13.0,26.15,76.92,52.31,12.31,9.23,0.0,0.0,6.15,3.08,0.0,3.08,6.15,10.77,7.69,10.77,9.23,0.0,13.85,3.08,0.0,6.15,0.0,1.54,6.15,3.08,3.08,0.0,3.08,0.0,13.85,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,15.38,4.62,6.15,3.08,1.54,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,4.62,1.54,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,1.54,7.69,3.08,13.85,0.0,9.23,4.62,4.62,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.85,7.69,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.4615,3.0,1.2,1.1429,1.0,1.6727,1.49057,1.84045,0.67,7,8.509515152,0.113636364 ptsd,5n433d,"[40, 45]","The reality is acceptance is a huge step in moving forward in any treatment, thing of AA and the whole 12 steps first is admitting your an alcoholic because denial will not help SHIT. It will make you resistant to treatment, and all kinds of things. #7 Develop a Vice...I recommend a healthy one. Develop an addiction..and no not a drug/drinking addiction (the white coats give us as enough meds...don't seek out more) but you have have health immoral habits, if binge watching tv is your thing, eating an entire cake to yourself, buying expensive tabletop games, whatever. DO IT, don't do it everyday but set some time once a month, twice a year, every few months depending on your vice and exercise it.",1511,0,0.571428571,1484039934,7,8.048239203,128,59.34,68.03,35.37,14.89,25.6,19.53,88.28,47.66,13.28,6.25,0.78,0.78,4.69,0.0,0.0,7.03,9.38,7.03,9.38,0.0,7.03,3.91,14.06,3.91,1.56,0.78,4.69,6.25,3.91,1.56,2.34,0.0,0.78,0.0,9.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.28,1.56,2.34,0.78,3.12,3.12,4.69,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,8.59,0.78,5.47,0.0,3.91,4.69,2.34,0.78,2.34,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.38,1.56,12.5,3.12,4.69,6.25,1.56,3.91,0.0,1.56,0.78,0.0,0.78,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.88,10.16,7.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,1.56,1.56,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.79951,1.58491,1.83545,0.82,6,7.604894795,0.038461538 domesticviolence,98cx6n,"(35, 40)","He tells everyone we’re his life. My family victim blames and they’re are ok with a multi millionaire pedophile in the family. So they’re disgusting and no help. I wouldn’t be surprised if he’ll try to kill me one day. I’m moving soon if I can get a damn plan together to his parents, they understand he’s crazy, but he really messes with my head.",22997,1,1.0,1534609811,2,2.625,65,9.98,82.21,7.38,1.0,13.0,13.85,95.38,56.92,21.54,20.0,9.23,1.54,0.0,7.69,1.54,1.54,4.62,7.69,12.31,4.62,9.23,3.08,21.54,3.08,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,12.31,3.08,9.23,0.0,4.62,0.0,27.69,4.62,0.0,0.0,9.23,12.31,1.54,0.0,4.62,4.62,1.54,6.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,15.38,9.23,3.08,3.08,1.54,0.0,0.0,18.46,4.62,7.69,1.54,3.08,3.08,0.0,3.08,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,21.54,7.69,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.77,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.2727,1.0,1.82704,1.66923,1.92455,1.0,4,4.659444444,-0.145833333 ptsd,96l6b5,"[25, 30]",okay. ANYWAYS. that was my long way of asking if like. was i molested? okay no that’s a bit much of a question.,1293,0,0.571428571,1534033005,6,-2.945,23,34.48,19.23,54.89,99.0,4.6,17.39,100.0,56.52,17.39,8.7,8.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.7,8.7,8.7,13.04,4.35,4.35,4.35,17.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.7,17.39,13.04,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.7,4.35,0.0,4.35,8.7,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.7,4.35,0.0,8.7,0.0,8.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,0.0,0.0,8.7,0.0,4.35,26.09,17.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5,2.0,1.2308,1.4,1.0,1.75139,1.25263,1.8847,1.0,6,0.228333333,0.2875 ptsd,962cxt,"[10, 15]",I have an amazing group of friends filled with the most genuine people you'd ever meet. And I'm a college graduate. I have this deep fear that he'll be right. I'm terrified that I only think I've broken the cycle but I haven't really. Thanks to PTSD I'll probably still have those moments.,1345,1,0.428571429,1533862926,33,1.067714286,53,3.85,17.27,99.0,25.77,10.6,15.09,98.11,60.38,24.53,16.98,15.09,0.0,1.89,0.0,0.0,7.55,7.55,5.66,18.87,9.43,3.77,1.89,26.42,11.32,1.89,0.0,0.0,3.77,7.55,3.77,3.77,3.77,0.0,0.0,11.32,0.0,1.89,0.0,1.89,15.09,3.77,0.0,0.0,3.77,1.89,5.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.66,5.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.75,3.77,13.21,0.0,5.66,7.55,3.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.64,9.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.21,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.76583,1.4913,2.03477,1.0,5,2.896190476,0.220634921 relationships,7pz60l,"[13, 18]","He explained that he didn’t think it was such a big deal that he disclosed such personal information about me without my permission to his friends then he tried to flip it and said it was no different then a time I canceled plans with a friend and told them the reason was because he, Tom was sick with the flu and I was going to stay in and take care of him. How is me honestly explaining that the reason I would have to cancel on a friend because my boyfriend is sick, the same as him giving away very detailed information about our sex life plus other very personal traumas that I experienced without my permission? I feel like he’s trying to gaslight me and I’m seeing a side to him I’ve never seen. I’m honestly thinking about ending things with him over this. TL;DR my boyfriend told his friends VERY detailed information about our sex life plus other personal things about my life without my permission and I feel so betrayed but he’s trying to act like it’s no big deal.",70,1,0.8,1515786644,896,6.683650643,185,17.63,52.16,46.94,35.2,37.0,17.3,93.51,62.16,25.41,18.38,9.73,1.08,0.0,7.03,0.54,7.03,4.86,15.14,8.65,7.03,8.65,3.78,18.92,5.41,2.7,0.54,0.0,0.0,5.41,2.16,1.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.3,0.0,3.24,0.0,8.11,14.59,6.49,2.7,0.54,1.08,0.54,4.32,3.24,1.08,0.54,1.08,4.86,0.0,3.78,1.08,0.0,11.89,4.32,2.16,3.78,1.62,0.0,6.49,8.11,2.16,7.57,1.08,4.32,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.11,2.16,1.08,0.0,0.54,0.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.78,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.74639,1.5441,1.92516,0.95,107,6.565064255,0.075634921 relationships,7txy81,"(0, 5)","Hello all, I'm a new submitter to this channel. I went here a few nights ago and honestly it's been helping me cope with my current situation by reading what others are going through. One of the things I noticed is that a lot of responses are brutally honest -- and I am here for just that while still accepting that I'm a hopeless romantic who sees the value in ""If you really want it don't give up"". Let's get started -",18844,0,1.0,1517281209,3,5.411294118,80,27.79,35.37,80.92,96.76,20.0,18.75,97.5,61.25,23.75,11.25,8.75,1.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,12.5,7.5,11.25,11.25,6.25,5.0,1.25,25.0,3.75,0.0,2.5,1.25,3.75,10.0,7.5,2.5,0.0,1.25,1.25,7.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.25,2.5,1.25,2.5,2.5,1.25,3.75,1.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.75,3.75,0.0,3.75,1.25,0.0,6.25,17.5,1.25,13.75,2.5,2.5,8.75,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.5,3.75,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.75,2.5,6.25,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.625,2.8,1.3333,1.0,1.0,1.64135,1.40833,1.92353,0.67,12,6.865882353,0.190909091 anxiety,78tayl,"(15, 20)","His response was to constantly remind me that ""not everything is about you"" and then taught me a technique which was to ask more questions in conversations because people always love talking about themselves. Anyway. I quit my antidepressants several months ago because I am in a good place now, and I can survive without them. I just find that thoughts like this are still very present, and can be very difficult to deal with. I never do apologize on Facebook.",14188,0,0.8,1508992437,2,8.301111111,81,8.74,50.0,94.99,48.69,16.2,23.46,96.3,66.67,20.99,14.81,9.88,0.0,1.23,1.23,2.47,6.17,2.47,13.58,11.11,12.35,7.41,3.7,14.81,2.47,2.47,1.23,0.0,2.47,3.7,2.47,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,13.58,3.7,3.7,0.0,1.23,3.7,2.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.47,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,11.11,3.7,2.47,2.47,1.23,1.23,4.94,13.58,1.23,16.05,0.0,4.94,11.11,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,11.11,6.17,2.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.71269,1.46234,1.88361,0.76,0,7.044049383,0.15 ptsd,93r98f,"(5, 10)","I just want to get rid of the pent up confused bouncing energy inside me, so I cry because I've overwhelmed myself... not because I'm weak... That's what I tell myself at least.... I force myself to do things even if they make me uncomfortable just because I know normal ppl would not have the same issue.... Must act normal.. They won't like me if I don't... I am tired all the time, I just want someone to guide me. Take my hand and just understand I need their company to stop the war in my head, but torn because they say I should be able to do that for myself..",16926,1,1.0,1533145859,40,3.320086207,111,5.23,2.42,75.94,1.0,13.88,10.81,94.59,64.86,27.93,23.42,19.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.6,4.5,3.6,9.91,11.71,5.41,8.11,3.6,21.62,5.41,1.8,0.9,0.0,1.8,7.21,1.8,5.41,2.7,0.9,1.8,8.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.82,1.8,5.41,7.21,3.6,1.8,4.5,1.8,0.0,0.9,0.9,3.6,1.8,1.8,0.0,0.0,7.21,0.0,0.9,3.6,1.8,0.9,0.0,17.12,0.9,6.31,0.9,3.6,1.8,0.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9,0.9,0.0,0.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.93,19.82,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.41,0.0,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72785,1.54175,1.87432,0.96,15,4.408103448,-0.130555556 anxiety,99jk9r,"(17, 22)",I'm so grateful to this sub- it was really amazing to see that I wasn't alone in this. Reading other's struggles and accomplishments inspired me beyond belief. So I hope that if you're reading this you can find your own inspiration. Thank you for listening to me babble. I wish you all luck on your journey :),3844,0,1.0,1534991443,15,2.9595,57,4.78,70.08,72.35,99.0,11.4,17.54,92.98,57.89,31.58,21.05,10.53,0.0,10.53,0.0,0.0,10.53,0.0,12.28,8.77,7.02,7.02,1.75,21.05,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,17.54,14.04,3.51,1.75,0.0,1.75,12.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.3,7.02,0.0,5.26,5.26,1.75,5.26,3.51,1.75,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,1.75,1.75,1.75,0.0,3.51,12.28,3.51,7.02,1.75,5.26,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,7.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,7.02,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.4444,2.6,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.71681,1.47059,2.02105,0.89,3,4.24,0.39375 domesticviolence,7tu13t,"[7, 12]","As she was leaving she told me ""now I have to go back there again"" as she was sobbing. I didnt know what to say or what I could do to help. Everyone I've talked with as told me I should've gotten her phone number because looking her phone number up through our receipts and membership files is an invasion of privacy. Did I miss my only opportunity to help her by not asking for her phone number? Sorry for the sad story, I just don't know what to do and it's painful to think what is happening to her right now.",287,1,0.6,1517247920,5,3.952389853,102,12.98,75.38,14.7,1.0,20.4,13.73,94.12,66.67,24.51,18.63,9.8,0.98,0.0,7.84,0.0,5.88,1.96,16.67,13.73,6.86,6.86,2.94,28.43,4.9,2.94,3.92,0.0,0.0,5.88,0.98,4.9,0.0,0.0,3.92,21.57,0.0,0.0,7.84,0.0,9.8,2.94,0.98,1.96,0.98,0.98,2.94,5.88,0.98,3.92,0.98,0.98,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.0,7.84,3.92,0.98,3.92,1.96,0.0,8.82,15.69,0.0,8.82,1.96,2.94,4.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,3.92,0.98,0.0,0.0,0.98,0.0,0.0,1.96,3.92,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.8889,2.8,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.72463,1.50638,1.83574,1.0,3,5.148998665,-0.235714286 anxiety,6wnl4e,"[0, 5]","I started a new job last Tuesday, and I have had some pretty severe anxiety most days, especially my first day. (As probably to be expected) This is my second job, and unlike my first one I have ZERO customer interaction so my social anxiety hasn't been nearly as bad as it was with my previous job. Now tomorrow morning I start my second week, and I was feeling fine all day today, but it's time to sleep and I can't even lay down without freaking out. I'd hate to call in sick after only one week but I don't know if I can make it like this. I'm freaking out and it's stopping me from getting any sleep.",1428,1,1.0,1503965780,2,3.325952381,119,11.97,1.21,99.0,1.0,23.8,15.13,100.0,56.3,19.33,14.29,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.04,0.84,13.45,12.61,5.88,10.08,3.36,19.33,6.72,5.04,0.0,5.88,3.36,8.4,1.68,6.72,1.68,0.84,0.0,2.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.97,1.68,0.84,1.68,5.88,1.68,5.88,0.84,0.0,0.0,0.84,2.52,1.68,0.84,0.0,0.0,6.72,1.68,1.68,0.84,0.84,1.68,5.04,15.13,1.68,20.17,0.0,3.36,16.81,3.36,0.0,0.0,0.84,0.0,0.0,1.68,1.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.97,4.2,4.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,1.68,0.0,2.8462,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.7018,1.54237,1.85991,1.0,4,5.322380952,-0.032361429 relationships,7sq7uv,"(15, 20)",I just feel kinda gross because I was giving her fucking college advice and stuff. I'm fucking furious. My clearest memory of my dad in highschool is him ramming my head repeatedly into a wall because I didn't want to pick engineering as a *second choice*. And NOW he chooses to support and help this fucking girl through college when I had to do all that on my own? He even skipped out on my graduation!,54732,1,0.833333333,1516826707,37,4.634615385,76,27.32,21.49,74.76,1.0,15.2,23.68,93.42,57.89,22.37,18.42,13.16,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,3.95,2.63,14.47,7.89,5.26,9.21,1.32,14.47,6.58,1.32,1.32,1.32,1.32,9.21,2.63,6.58,0.0,5.26,0.0,11.84,1.32,0.0,2.63,5.26,14.47,5.26,3.95,1.32,1.32,1.32,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,5.26,1.32,0.0,3.95,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,3.95,10.53,0.0,11.84,0.0,7.89,3.95,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,3.95,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.84,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,2.63,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.2,1.0,1.0,1.77615,1.67761,1.9658,0.89,14,5.818461538,-0.175 anxiety,6hojgc,"[0, 5]",Hello I am having a massive anxiety attack over feeling nauseated. I hate the stomach flu it's a phobia of mine. Even meds don't take my anxiety away completely and they don't even help a lot honestly celexa is just the only medication where I don't get side effects and sometimes not even my clognezapan kicks in when I'm having panic attacks. I am at work and I cannot focus at all. I'm so scared I hate nausea I hate it.,364,1,1.0,1497639080,4,3.994015152,81,5.25,2.45,96.76,1.0,16.2,16.05,93.83,59.26,18.52,16.05,14.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,2.47,6.17,7.41,14.81,11.11,6.17,6.17,22.22,2.47,0.0,2.47,0.0,2.47,13.58,1.23,12.35,6.17,6.17,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.88,2.47,1.23,0.0,2.47,2.47,2.47,1.23,0.0,0.0,1.23,7.41,1.23,6.17,0.0,0.0,11.11,2.47,1.23,6.17,2.47,0.0,0.0,19.75,0.0,12.35,0.0,9.88,2.47,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.58,6.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.41,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73575,1.51176,1.79003,0.84,5,5.952727273,-0.2625 ptsd,7ovih7,"[1, 6]","I also have pretty bad dissociative episodes which I've had since I was about 5. Anyway, a month ago I was prescribed prazocin to take before bed and I'm just on 1mg since I just started it. I'm wondering if anyone has had success with this med? Because I've gotten to a point in my life where I'm so run down that I just can't anymore. I don't know if I should even bother going up in dose or if it's just another waste of energy",941,1,1.0,1515379842,2,1.364342105,86,3.18,1.43,99.0,47.26,17.2,11.63,91.86,69.77,24.42,15.12,15.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.3,2.33,15.12,16.28,11.63,9.3,2.33,24.42,1.16,1.16,2.33,1.16,1.16,5.81,3.49,2.33,0.0,1.16,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.12,2.33,3.49,4.65,8.14,0.0,5.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.49,0.0,3.49,0.0,0.0,6.98,0.0,1.16,2.33,3.49,1.16,8.14,15.12,1.16,18.6,2.33,8.14,8.14,1.16,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,15.12,3.49,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.3,0.0,0.0,2.8571,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.67521,1.38667,1.8578,0.62,7,3.698092105,-0.101111111 ptsd,60neb4,"(10, 15)","How could I when I felt so unwelcome? Idk, I'm sorry, I'm just so sick of carrying on when it's so fucking exhausting just to be told that it's never bloody fucking good enough for anyone. I'm fucking trying so hard. They claim to understand that I have ""issues"" (I had confided before they abandoned me) yet I'm never fucking good enough. I just want to drink a bottle of bleach and be fucking done with it.",4217,1,1.0,1490100800,29,2.714354561,77,1.0,2.61,72.99,1.0,15.4,14.29,92.21,63.64,24.68,16.88,14.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,7.79,1.3,11.69,15.58,16.88,10.39,3.9,23.38,11.69,1.3,3.9,0.0,0.0,15.58,2.6,12.99,0.0,6.49,2.6,6.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.69,2.6,1.3,2.6,2.6,2.6,0.0,2.6,0.0,0.0,2.6,11.69,1.3,2.6,6.49,1.3,5.19,1.3,1.3,0.0,2.6,0.0,6.49,14.29,0.0,10.39,1.3,1.3,7.79,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,7.79,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,22.08,5.19,2.6,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,2.6,7.79,2.6,0.0,2.75,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74156,1.4169,1.90335,1.0,9,4.246333907,-0.214177489 anxiety,82dnj5,"(5, 10)","We clicked well, we chilled in, we went out, we laughed and got to know each other. She was a daily texter type of person, good mornings and good nights and hearts often. Feb 12, while I was away during the week traveling for work, she texted me to say she liked me and to ask if I would go out with her (make it official, like bf/gf). I told her I liked her too but we should talk a bit more that weekend. Feb 15, she started a prescription for Zoloft, half dose to start.",37817,0,1.0,1520326191,2,2.161469072,97,58.4,95.04,28.13,99.0,19.4,10.31,92.78,54.64,21.65,18.56,6.19,5.15,0.0,7.22,0.0,3.09,4.12,14.43,4.12,3.09,7.22,0.0,18.56,2.06,2.06,0.0,3.09,3.09,6.19,6.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.62,0.0,2.06,8.25,1.03,8.25,1.03,1.03,3.09,2.06,0.0,3.09,3.09,0.0,3.09,0.0,4.12,1.03,3.09,0.0,0.0,13.4,8.25,1.03,1.03,3.09,0.0,8.25,9.28,0.0,17.53,3.09,4.12,10.31,1.03,2.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.09,0.0,2.06,0.0,1.03,0.0,17.53,5.15,9.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.06,1.03,2.8333,2.5714,3.0,1.2857,1.2,1.0,1.71651,1.54,1.94559,1.0,2,2.763492268,0.389814815 ptsd,8hb65r,"(0, 5)","Hey. I have PTSD from something totally different than my topic. I've been going to therapy for it, and it has been doing wonders for my triggers! I haven't felt this healthy in years. But, as therapy often does, it brought up some stuff I thought I had handled but turned out to be bigger than I thought.",10170,0,1.0,1525561756,22,3.41,58,15.89,1.0,99.0,58.39,11.6,20.69,94.83,67.24,24.14,13.79,13.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.34,0.0,18.97,17.24,3.45,6.9,1.72,29.31,10.34,8.62,0.0,0.0,1.72,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,25.86,6.9,1.72,0.0,6.9,1.72,10.34,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,3.45,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,10.34,12.07,1.72,15.52,5.17,6.9,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.24,6.9,5.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5,2.6,1.3333,1.0,1.0,1.70472,1.37407,1.88218,0.94,16,4.233333333,0.166666667 ptsd,893djm,"(5, 10)","Last week it happened so many times in one trip I decided to go to urgent care about it (at one point I was driving with my window down, in hail, slapping myself in the face to stay alert). Anyway, I figured I would share what I learned in case anyone else is experiencing this. Apparently nothing to do with asthma, actually caused by PTSD. After vitals were normal, the doctor said that when I drive for awhile, my body's posture is activating my sympathetic nervous system. Apparently, your nervous system has two parts; sympathetic (SNS) and parasympathetic (PNS).",8456,0,0.8,1522695330,4,8.145433333,99,56.58,27.23,97.04,44.24,19.8,18.18,86.87,51.52,17.17,11.11,10.1,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,6.06,2.02,16.16,7.07,8.08,3.03,1.01,14.14,4.04,1.01,2.02,3.03,1.01,5.05,3.03,2.02,2.02,0.0,0.0,6.06,0.0,2.02,0.0,0.0,12.12,3.03,2.02,1.01,3.03,1.01,2.02,2.02,0.0,1.01,0.0,5.05,2.02,3.03,0.0,0.0,5.05,3.03,0.0,2.02,0.0,0.0,6.06,8.08,0.0,18.18,5.05,8.08,6.06,2.02,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,20.2,5.05,7.07,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,6.06,0.0,2.75,3.0,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.72185,1.57209,1.84783,0.84,0,8.256,0.177160494 assistance,868txb,"[15, 20]","i quickly think to check them all out in seperate windows, and i confirm again that all of the profiles had been made very recently within the past month even up to the day of adding me. it's becoming really annoying having these profiles add me, and it's just weird that they're obviousy fake but why so specifically pose as a certain kind of person and add another? stuff about me: im a lesbian so don't date older men, and i've never really hung out with anyone older than 40 so i know i can't actually know these people. and if its some weird joke; i have no daddy issues, my dad is still around and its not really a funny joke its just weird. i also note that one of the profiles, which has since disappeared, was really REALLY creepy.",551,1,0.428571429,1521692266,19,6.500878378,140,7.45,9.94,95.88,15.69,28.0,12.86,90.71,64.29,19.29,9.29,8.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.71,10.0,5.0,11.43,10.0,15.0,9.29,3.57,13.57,7.86,3.57,1.43,1.43,5.0,6.43,2.86,3.57,0.0,0.71,0.0,7.14,1.43,0.71,0.71,2.14,18.57,2.86,2.14,0.71,2.86,3.57,7.86,0.71,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.71,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.71,2.14,0.0,4.29,10.71,0.0,12.86,0.71,4.29,8.57,0.0,1.43,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.57,2.86,4.29,0.71,0.71,0.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,2.8571,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.65309,1.46129,1.88074,0.82,6,7.331756757,-0.108473389 survivorsofabuse,8cyuca,"(5, 10)","Your responses to the survey items will be anonymous and kept confidential. Clicking the “SURVEY” link below will take you to a page asking you to read through a consent form explaining the purpose of this research, the content of the survey, the type of questions you will be asked, the amount of time it may take to complete the survey, and the risks and benefits of your participation. At the end of the form you can click “AGREE” to consent to the use of the answers you provide and to begin completing the survey. Thank you for your time and interest. ",44385,0,1.0,1523989902,2,9.166,103,98.64,99.0,4.29,79.01,20.6,18.45,84.47,55.34,10.68,8.74,0.0,0.0,8.74,0.0,0.0,1.94,15.53,17.48,6.8,0.0,4.85,0.0,15.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.97,4.85,3.88,0.97,0.97,0.0,0.0,14.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.74,3.88,2.91,0.0,1.94,0.97,0.0,1.94,0.0,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.83,0.0,0.97,0.97,2.91,0.97,1.94,8.74,3.88,6.8,0.0,2.91,3.88,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,0.97,0.0,0.0,13.59,3.88,3.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.88,0.0,0.0,1.94,2.75,2.6,3.0,1.25,1.1429,1.0,1.64171,1.4925,1.8325,1.0,0,8.445714286,0.1 ptsd,9762gg,"[0, 5]","I've been through sooo much for so long. I've worked so hard to overcome my addictions and have been sober since March 19, 2012, I finally quit porn a little over 2 years ago, right before I got together with a woman who became my wife. She's sober too. I'm a junior in college majoring in Psychology with a concentration in Addictive Studies. I lost 40 lbs.",877,0,0.8,1534228342,3,4.51,67,65.49,32.72,98.62,8.14,13.4,16.42,92.54,50.75,14.93,13.43,11.94,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,5.97,16.42,10.45,7.46,4.48,0.0,20.9,5.97,1.49,1.49,5.97,1.49,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,7.46,1.49,0.0,4.48,0.0,4.48,2.99,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,1.49,4.48,0.0,2.99,1.49,0.0,13.43,2.99,5.97,2.99,1.49,0.0,10.45,8.96,0.0,20.9,0.0,11.94,8.96,8.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.91,7.46,4.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.97,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.4286,2.8,1.2222,1.1429,1.0,1.65922,1.48679,1.91622,1.0,0,5.736732394,0.01739418 anxiety,72huy6,"[5, 10]",This kind of thing just makes me want to stop. Why do people go out of their way to be negative to someone asking a question and trying to get help? It stresses me out.. Anyone else have this issue or get anxious over this? Or am I just being silly?,1291,1,1.0,1506397858,40,1.494117647,50,29.6,50.0,69.14,4.95,10.0,12.0,98.0,64.0,22.0,8.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.0,14.0,2.0,16.0,10.0,6.0,6.0,2.0,24.0,4.0,0.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,2.0,4.0,4.0,0.0,0.0,14.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.0,2.0,4.0,2.0,14.0,0.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,2.0,2.0,4.0,4.0,2.0,0.0,18.0,0.0,12.0,2.0,8.0,2.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.2222,1.0,1.77407,1.44167,1.82197,0.91,7,3.195843137,-0.1125 domesticviolence,9pr9in,"[13, 18]","Years ago on this day, you did things to me I will not say. Although I might have lost a fight, nothing about that at all was right. I hope it bothers you oh so much, to know you hurt me all by touch. Everything about you is so mean, I just wish you could get clean. I wrote this all straight from my heart, take responsibility for your part.""",1826,1,0.6,1540010695,8,0.641142857,70,9.85,66.59,62.17,1.0,14.0,8.57,100.0,61.43,28.57,20.0,11.43,0.0,8.57,0.0,0.0,8.57,1.43,12.86,10.0,7.14,4.29,2.86,22.86,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,7.14,1.43,5.71,0.0,2.86,2.86,12.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.57,2.86,0.0,4.29,2.86,7.14,2.86,4.29,0.0,1.43,2.86,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,1.43,0.0,2.86,0.0,7.14,11.43,5.71,10.0,0.0,5.71,4.29,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,15.71,7.14,7.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.5714,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.62239,1.45,1.89544,0.91,1,1.308214286,0.14797619 assistance,9q9nvo,"(5, 10)","I can't afford to buy new clothing, not even from goodwill. Right now, I've currently got two pairs of workout capris and that's it. And in the northeastern us it is getting colder. I could really use a couple pairs of jeans, some shirts, and a nice pair of black dress pants for interviews that I have lined up. Used is fine as long as they don't have holes in them.",15345,0,0.6,1540176141,3,4.1564,71,44.23,24.06,60.11,77.59,14.2,9.86,84.51,54.93,15.49,9.86,5.63,1.41,0.0,0.0,2.82,5.63,4.23,15.49,11.27,4.23,7.04,4.23,16.9,8.45,4.23,0.0,1.41,2.82,2.82,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.86,0.0,2.82,1.41,1.41,0.0,4.23,2.82,1.41,0.0,1.41,2.82,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,5.63,1.41,0.0,1.41,2.82,0.0,2.82,15.49,0.0,14.08,0.0,9.86,4.23,1.41,1.41,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.31,7.04,5.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.63,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.68223,1.54754,1.87283,0.57,9,4.42,0.17775974 ptsd,6z73mq,"(35, 40)","People who need support, regardless of the elements that brought them to needing that support, are welcome here. If you are a robot or a fish person you are also welcome. If you are a crab from an enemy faction other than that of Hip Healz’ native crab please consider the danger present to you. **Whisper Channels**: Basically a channel to help anyone in need of support, whether it be for venting, companionship, advice, commiseration, or someone to talk to. The Whisper channel is a judgement-free zone, used solely to comfort those in need of help.",50589,0,1.0,1505030021,3,5.851778351,97,86.35,93.89,1.0,99.0,19.4,25.77,88.66,53.61,14.43,5.15,0.0,0.0,4.12,0.0,1.03,9.28,9.28,15.46,6.19,3.09,6.19,0.0,18.56,2.06,1.03,2.06,0.0,0.0,10.31,8.25,2.06,0.0,1.03,0.0,18.56,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,16.49,1.03,1.03,7.22,6.19,0.0,7.22,2.06,0.0,2.06,0.0,1.03,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.25,6.19,0.0,3.09,0.0,1.03,2.06,15.46,0.0,4.12,1.03,2.06,1.03,0.0,3.09,0.0,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.62,5.15,8.25,1.03,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.03,0.0,1.03,0.0,4.12,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.68048,1.528,1.92105,0.81,0,6.29132732,0.36875 anxiety,9ayy1f,"[4, 9]","Yet my job requires me to always be reachable and the staff under me always ask me to help them, but I can't even help myself. I'm torn between wanting to be alone, wanting to reach out for help, talking to people just so I can yell and push them away. I don't know what to do. That's a lie, I think I do but I don't want to. Any effort is exhausting and I can't bring myself to fix it.",1793,1,1.0,1535463151,3,1.898965517,81,15.74,4.21,94.99,1.0,16.2,8.64,93.83,65.43,23.46,19.75,17.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.47,3.7,2.47,16.05,12.35,4.94,7.41,4.94,23.46,1.23,0.0,1.23,0.0,1.23,3.7,0.0,3.7,0.0,1.23,1.23,9.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,2.47,0.0,3.7,1.23,2.47,4.94,1.23,0.0,1.23,0.0,1.23,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,7.41,3.7,1.23,6.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.22,0.0,9.88,2.47,3.7,3.7,4.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.52,6.17,4.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.41,0.0,0.0,2.5556,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.7824,1.57662,1.85922,1.0,1,3.899482759,-0.4 anxiety,9ub5yo,"[20, 25]","I feel like a complete and utter fuck up. And it just fucking hurts. I’m filled with what if’s. “What if you didn’t ever use pot and was that what made you feel physically ill?” “What if it wasn’t that, but just high anxiety?” “What if I pushed through and got the job and things turned out well? How happy would you be compared to where you are now?” (I should mention I am not at a great place in my life right now in many ways, including employment).",1379,1,1.0,1541398419,3,0.018870968,89,6.63,15.59,88.13,11.29,11.12,10.11,95.51,66.29,22.47,11.24,6.74,0.0,4.49,0.0,0.0,11.24,3.37,11.24,10.11,8.99,11.24,3.37,19.1,5.62,2.25,7.87,0.0,1.12,7.87,3.37,4.49,1.12,2.25,1.12,5.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.98,2.25,3.37,5.62,3.37,2.25,7.87,3.37,0.0,0.0,3.37,5.62,0.0,3.37,2.25,0.0,4.49,0.0,0.0,2.25,2.25,0.0,6.74,11.24,0.0,16.85,2.25,11.24,3.37,2.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.37,2.25,0.0,0.0,1.12,0.0,24.72,4.49,2.25,0.0,0.0,4.49,0.0,0.0,6.74,4.49,2.25,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.75088,1.42821,1.92075,1.0,1,1.262607527,0.140519481 anxiety,89vf65,"[15, 20]","I'll let you know!"" I guess their wires got crossed - he meant he'd let her know whether could make it or not. But apparently, she took it as him confirming he'd go, but that he'd let her know the details, what time, etc. Her Christmas party rolls around and he last minute asked if he and I could spend it together (we were still kinda new at this pt, only 1 month into dating). I agreed.",407,0,1.0,1522890299,2,2.840291667,76,1.0,88.18,25.8,74.74,15.2,9.21,89.47,60.53,31.58,23.68,5.26,1.32,1.32,14.47,1.32,7.89,1.32,5.26,13.16,5.26,10.53,1.32,27.63,2.63,1.32,2.63,1.32,0.0,2.63,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.68,0.0,0.0,5.26,9.21,21.05,5.26,1.32,3.95,6.58,0.0,7.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.89,5.26,0.0,0.0,2.63,0.0,6.58,9.21,1.32,17.11,1.32,5.26,10.53,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.68,5.26,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,1.32,1.32,5.26,2.63,0.0,2.6667,2.75,3.0,1.125,1.2222,1.0,1.67305,1.44118,1.88397,1.0,2,3.475,0.046590909 anxiety,6ayc98,"[14, 19]","Neosporin and ace bandage if one starts bleeding. Life lesson: Don't let your dog run on wet concrete, and let the vet tell you what you should worry about. If you think your worries sound ridiculous, they probably are. Bonus: Molly needs to lose 2.5 pounds because she hates the rain and doesn't want to walk in it. Lol.",1152,0,0.571428571,1494688674,13,2.539274005,59,23.73,93.63,1.0,1.0,11.8,13.56,86.44,49.15,15.25,11.86,0.0,0.0,8.47,1.69,1.69,3.39,3.39,8.47,10.17,3.39,10.17,3.39,27.12,0.0,0.0,1.69,3.39,0.0,11.86,3.39,8.47,3.39,3.39,1.69,13.56,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,15.25,3.39,1.69,8.47,5.08,0.0,3.39,3.39,0.0,1.69,1.69,5.08,1.69,5.08,0.0,0.0,5.08,0.0,5.08,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,23.73,0.0,8.47,3.39,3.39,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.64,8.47,3.39,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.39,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.2857,1.0,1.76776,1.6,1.77829,0.85,12,1.736440281,0.183333333 relationships,7sk75k,"[0, 5]","My online friend -- let's call him Jim -- is a Jehovah's Witness. I've known him on and off for about a decade. Nowadays, we only email each other about thrice a year, but I still consider him one of my favorite online friends because of how deep and insightful our conversations are. We've rubbed each other the wrong way in the past because we have different ideas of God. I was raised as a Born Again Christian and am now looking into becoming a Unitarian Universalist.",2480,0,1.0,1516763422,11,7.315505618,85,41.45,85.52,88.59,25.77,17.0,18.82,89.41,58.82,17.65,15.29,5.88,5.88,0.0,3.53,0.0,2.35,8.24,12.94,9.41,8.24,9.41,0.0,16.47,5.88,2.35,1.18,1.18,2.35,2.35,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.29,0.0,2.35,0.0,3.53,14.12,5.88,3.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.71,2.35,1.18,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,9.41,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,7.06,10.59,0.0,15.29,0.0,7.06,8.24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.65,5.88,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.71,0.0,4.71,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.5,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.6907,1.53043,1.85729,0.79,13,7.394696629,-0.005 survivorsofabuse,9kegfm,"(90, 95)",So he leaned in and kissed me with tongue. I was embarrassed because that was my first kiss. Then the next time I saw him he stuck his fingers in me even though I said no and unzipped his pants. I kicked him off of me and rode my bike all the way home with blood running down my legs. I didn't tell my dad because I was afraid he would beat me.,34485,1,1.0,1538381302,8,2.964189189,73,5.84,16.88,85.69,25.77,14.6,8.22,95.89,63.01,30.14,28.77,19.18,0.0,0.0,9.59,0.0,1.37,2.74,9.59,6.85,4.11,10.96,2.74,16.44,2.74,0.0,0.0,1.37,1.37,5.48,2.74,2.74,2.74,0.0,0.0,15.07,1.37,0.0,0.0,10.96,8.22,0.0,2.74,1.37,0.0,1.37,2.74,5.48,1.37,1.37,1.37,5.48,5.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.85,2.74,2.74,2.74,0.0,0.0,12.33,1.37,1.37,16.44,2.74,8.22,5.48,0.0,2.74,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.22,6.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,2.8333,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.76085,1.79706,1.88464,1.0,2,3.098216216,-0.126388889 ptsd,60vz99,"(67, 72)",You will have been given a chunk of life experience most people will never get hold of. You will have emotional super-strength. Things that throw others completely off balance won't even phase you. Tasks you previous had no courage for may now be a bit easier... You might soon find yourself being looked up to more than before...,17599,0,1.0,1490203137,2,5.2155,59,20.17,91.23,34.72,97.07,11.8,13.56,93.22,62.71,15.25,10.17,0.0,0.0,10.17,0.0,0.0,5.08,3.39,13.56,20.34,8.47,0.0,5.08,28.81,11.86,8.47,0.0,0.0,5.08,8.47,6.78,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.56,1.69,0.0,0.0,5.08,3.39,3.39,3.39,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,6.78,0.0,1.69,3.39,1.69,0.0,8.47,11.86,11.86,13.56,1.69,3.39,8.47,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.64,15.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.7143,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.71573,1.45556,1.9123,1.0,2,4.823333333,0.186666667 assistance,9hihy8,"[0, 5]","Hello! I've found myself in between a rock and a hard place: the project I was working on lasted longer than I expected, and I've run out of money. I've been applying for local (Arizona) jobs, but most won't get back to me until after October 1st, which is my doomsday. I need 650 for rent. If I can't get it, it's over, which is frustrating and scary!",1680,1,0.8,1537473930,0,3.282432432,68,37.39,1.44,99.0,1.0,13.6,13.24,94.12,60.29,20.59,14.71,14.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,4.41,17.65,13.24,1.47,8.82,2.94,22.06,8.82,5.88,2.94,1.47,1.47,4.41,0.0,4.41,1.47,1.47,1.47,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,1.47,0.0,4.41,2.94,0.0,5.88,1.47,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.82,1.47,1.47,1.47,2.94,1.47,4.41,16.18,2.94,19.12,1.47,11.76,7.35,4.41,1.47,1.47,2.94,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.94,4.41,7.35,1.47,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,8.82,2.94,0.0,2.7778,2.75,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.68594,1.48136,1.84794,0.5,0,5.01172973,-0.130952381 assistance,999mvd,"(1, 6)","Won't have any income until after I graduate, so whatever I spend this shit on, that's it. I have no social life anyways, so I won't be missing out on anything since I just stay in my room when I'm not in class. I have a pretty terrible idea to make money that I'll need about 1200 in supplies to attempt. It doesn't involve gambling, buying crypto, or buying stocks. Do I do it?",19542,0,0.666666667,1534906027,3,3.997,74,4.28,1.6,97.14,2.3,14.8,13.51,95.95,64.86,24.32,13.51,13.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.81,1.35,16.22,16.22,8.11,6.76,6.76,22.97,2.7,1.35,2.7,1.35,1.35,5.41,1.35,4.05,0.0,1.35,1.35,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.16,1.35,2.7,1.35,5.41,0.0,2.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,1.35,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.57,4.05,16.22,1.35,10.81,5.41,5.41,0.0,1.35,9.46,0.0,1.35,2.7,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,21.62,5.41,6.76,0.0,0.0,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.11,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.76739,1.46571,1.88309,0.56,9,5.695,-0.233333333 anxiety,8vf2jc,"(0, 5)","For ever since I can remember I have suffered from anxiety. But in the past 5 or so years, my anxiety has shifted to almost entirely work. I’m only 18 and am working part time, but for some god damn reason work scares the hell out of me. I have quit my past three jobs because of it and have recently got a new job. I started on Wednesday and am actually good at it.",46453,1,0.8,1530497653,4,3.8325,75,43.85,3.11,99.0,1.0,15.0,16.0,96.0,57.33,13.33,10.67,10.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,4.0,14.67,10.67,6.67,10.67,0.0,18.67,2.67,1.33,0.0,4.0,4.0,9.33,1.33,8.0,4.0,2.67,1.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.0,2.67,4.0,0.0,4.0,2.67,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.33,0.0,5.33,1.33,2.67,0.0,8.0,14.67,0.0,18.67,0.0,5.33,13.33,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.67,0.0,2.67,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.67,6.67,2.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.78777,1.45,1.80537,0.84,1,5.709052632,0.048051948 assistance,75uaq8,"[10, 15]","I'm in need of quick assistance to make a purchase at a store next door to my condo. I planned on splitting an items cost across two cards and paid $3.40 on one card and went to put the rest $1.60 on my other card which shows it has the balance and more available but is declining for some reason. I would appreciate it if someone sent me $1.60 via google wallet, as it should transfer over within minutes allowing me to make my purchase. And in return/or before, I will send you $1.60 via bitcoin. At the current rate bitcoin is going, that amount should continue to increase in value.",218,0,0.8,1507777877,11,9.06974359,112,87.4,21.07,99.0,59.59,22.4,16.07,87.5,52.68,15.18,8.93,8.04,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.0,6.25,5.36,19.64,7.14,0.0,7.14,0.0,15.18,3.57,2.68,0.89,5.36,2.68,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,1.79,3.57,4.46,3.57,0.0,4.46,0.89,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.68,0.0,0.89,1.79,0.0,0.0,2.68,8.93,1.79,25.89,6.25,13.39,6.25,1.79,0.89,1.79,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,4.46,2.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.89,0.0,4.46,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.2857,1.0,1.0,1.71599,1.55319,1.88229,0.66,4,8.563350427,0.184722222 domesticviolence,6c7mtz,"[20, 25]",He was going to choke the name out of me. I am his 24/7 caregiver i do not have time to cheat even if i wanted. He said i would die if i didnt tell him. He snapped out of it. That was a couple days ago and i am finding out how close i really came to dying.,153,1,0.571428571,1495241954,3,-1.2795,60,12.41,12.17,65.14,6.91,12.0,5.0,93.33,66.67,25.0,21.67,13.33,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,3.33,3.33,13.33,13.33,5.0,6.67,3.33,23.33,0.0,0.0,1.67,3.33,1.67,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,13.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,15.0,1.67,1.67,6.67,3.33,0.0,8.33,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.67,10.0,1.67,15.0,3.33,6.67,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,8.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,2.4,2.625,2.8,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73099,1.53846,1.86001,1.0,2,1.88,0.2 ptsd,8pzu1n,"(33, 38)","I would be lying if I said using heroin didn’t get more tempting everyday. Atleast I could either slowly die high and numb, or accidentally high and numb. I feel like I’ve had a noose tied around my neck sense the first day my incest abuse happened 14 years ago. Ever sense I was 9 or 10 I knew I would die by my own hand. It’s only a matter of time.",43793,1,1.0,1528624210,40,1.9644,72,17.96,1.89,99.0,2.09,14.4,6.94,81.94,47.22,18.06,15.28,15.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,4.17,5.56,12.5,4.17,6.94,1.39,25.0,5.56,4.17,0.0,5.56,2.78,2.78,0.0,2.78,0.0,2.78,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.83,5.56,1.39,5.56,4.17,2.78,6.94,6.94,0.0,1.39,2.78,4.17,2.78,0.0,1.39,0.0,5.56,0.0,1.39,2.78,1.39,0.0,9.72,9.72,0.0,15.28,1.39,4.17,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,6.94,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.1111,1.0,1.75787,1.51111,1.9168,0.96,11,3.759666667,-0.003 domesticviolence,6li0ey,"(10, 15)","He's been violent pretty much since 6months in. Nothing too horrendous at first just a slap or a punch or he'd spit in my face during an argument or grab me. I reasoned I could deal with that because he was always so remorseful and depressed afterwards. A year in we split up because he stole my car keys out of the ignition, got in the car and threatened to kill me rip out my hair and nails etc. I went to the police and they issued him with a domestic violence order.",53111,1,0.6,1499299214,2,6.513368421,93,70.64,33.35,87.68,1.0,18.6,16.13,88.17,59.14,17.2,16.13,8.6,1.08,0.0,5.38,1.08,1.08,8.6,16.13,5.38,3.23,10.75,1.08,9.68,1.08,0.0,0.0,1.08,1.08,8.6,1.08,7.53,1.08,4.3,2.15,8.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.38,13.98,1.08,5.38,1.08,4.3,2.15,4.3,1.08,0.0,0.0,1.08,2.15,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.6,1.08,1.08,4.3,2.15,1.08,5.38,1.08,0.0,20.43,3.23,9.68,6.45,1.08,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.6,5.38,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.0,2.8462,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.76353,1.74595,1.78707,1.0,9,7.097894737,-0.02 ptsd,7lg1vq,"[0, 5]","Don’t take this lightly. Acid isn’t for all, and I didn’t take it for a fucking therapy session—but, here I am sat down in front of paper and pastels on a wood floor, not thinking about whatever happened to me however long ago. I am more than my pain and I deserve that. LSD has helped me realize this. Don’t just take this willy nilly, it takes a lot of mental preparation.",1078,0,0.6,1513929357,15,2.909134199,73,24.55,1.0,96.0,2.2,14.6,16.44,91.78,57.53,19.18,9.59,9.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.59,4.11,13.7,9.59,5.48,6.85,6.85,21.92,5.48,2.74,1.37,0.0,4.11,2.74,0.0,2.74,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.7,2.74,0.0,0.0,1.37,1.37,8.22,2.74,0.0,0.0,1.37,4.11,0.0,2.74,1.37,0.0,6.85,0.0,0.0,1.37,5.48,0.0,6.85,15.07,1.37,10.96,0.0,8.22,2.74,2.74,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.81,6.85,5.48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.48,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.65128,1.54667,1.80592,0.83,6,4.279935065,-0.000925926 assistance,9x81x9,"[0, 5]","I created this gofundme as a way to help my mom pay our cats vet bills and because they all need to see a vet pretty badly. This is . I don't know if it is overtly clear in the picture but he has a cyst under his eye and treating it at home isn't working anymore. My mom is still paying off the vet bills from almost a year ago when my oldest cat Honey needed emergency surgery. Honey, Shea, and my youngest cat Emily all need to see a vet pretty badly but cost is too much.",385,1,0.6,1542257957,4,4.25566343,99,47.97,42.0,26.17,44.24,19.8,11.11,85.86,49.49,15.15,10.1,6.06,1.01,0.0,2.02,1.01,5.05,7.07,9.09,7.07,4.04,9.09,2.02,16.16,4.04,3.03,1.01,0.0,3.03,5.05,3.03,2.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,2.02,2.02,2.02,2.02,16.16,1.01,2.02,4.04,4.04,3.03,4.04,7.07,5.05,0.0,0.0,3.03,1.01,2.02,0.0,0.0,5.05,2.02,2.02,2.02,0.0,0.0,3.03,12.12,0.0,12.12,0.0,5.05,7.07,3.03,0.0,1.01,5.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,5.05,2.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.02,0.0,2.02,2.8462,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.67732,1.66341,1.87383,0.6,0,5.539951456,-0.1 ptsd,9ogdaz,"[7, 12]","The only truly good therapist I've been to was in Sweden, she listened, took extensive notes, remembered stuff and didn't talk about herself or her personal life. I need to see a therapist but I don't know what to do. I can't teach my therapists how to do their job nor should I feel like I need to in the first place. I also have chronic illnesses which makes it tiring (if not at times impossible) to have to constantly fight back against all my doctors to make sure they actually treat me and my symptoms and not just the numbers on my chart. It's gotten to the point where I'm really pessimistic about getting better or even being able to get good help.",1495,1,0.8,1539634615,3,6.840637363,124,16.97,4.54,78.86,83.22,24.8,15.32,95.97,62.9,18.55,14.52,10.48,0.0,0.0,2.42,1.61,4.03,4.03,14.52,10.48,10.48,8.06,4.84,20.97,3.23,1.61,3.23,0.81,0.81,7.26,4.84,1.61,0.0,0.81,0.81,8.06,0.0,0.0,2.42,0.0,20.16,2.42,2.42,4.03,2.42,2.42,9.68,2.42,0.81,0.81,0.81,7.26,0.0,7.26,0.0,0.0,10.48,0.81,2.42,2.42,5.65,0.81,5.65,14.52,0.0,9.68,0.0,6.45,4.03,2.42,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.9,4.03,2.42,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.84,1.61,0.0,2.8333,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.1,1.0,1.72001,1.48829,1.88716,1.0,2,7.083626374,0.191666667 almosthomeless,7o15dc,"(0, 5)","Hi, I'm a senior in high school, and I just turned 18. While at school one day, my mom collected some of my belongings and put them in a bag by the door, and then confiscated my house key, telling me I had to leave by the next morning. I have no where to go, no car, and no access to my savings. I have a part-time job, but it auto-deposits into a checking account that my dad has control over.",9330,1,0.6,1515047112,19,3.791428571,83,60.25,11.43,99.0,25.77,20.75,12.05,91.57,56.63,16.87,14.46,13.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.2,2.41,7.23,13.25,6.02,2.41,8.43,3.61,12.05,2.41,0.0,1.2,2.41,2.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.02,2.41,0.0,1.2,1.2,3.61,0.0,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.43,2.41,0.0,4.82,1.2,0.0,2.41,7.23,1.2,24.1,6.02,9.64,8.43,4.82,0.0,2.41,3.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.07,4.82,9.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.41,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,2.875,2.2857,3.0,1.2308,1.0,1.0,1.73025,1.66765,1.88628,0.86,5,5.150095238,0.053333333 survivorsofabuse,62doqq,"(25, 30)","We will provide links to treatment resources throughout the study. 7. This study will include only participants who are 18 years and older. Please send us a private message if you are interested in participating. Once you contact us, we will send you a link to the screening questionnaire to see if you qualify and to tell you more about the study.",26283,0,1.0,1490877639,1,6.116935484,62,62.27,99.0,20.84,83.22,12.4,22.58,90.32,53.23,17.74,14.52,0.0,6.45,8.06,0.0,0.0,3.23,8.06,11.29,8.06,3.23,6.45,0.0,14.52,3.23,3.23,1.61,4.84,1.61,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,30.65,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,6.45,3.23,0.0,3.23,3.23,0.0,3.23,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.06,8.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.9,4.84,12.9,3.23,4.84,4.84,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.68,8.06,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.75,2.6,1.375,1.2857,1.0,1.6967,1.52692,1.99731,0.67,6,5.804064516,0.183333333 ptsd,693g89,"[40, 45]","I'm starting to really believe that my brain is the problem here and not trauma. Everyone just thinks I'm a dramatic slut anyway, so does it even matter? Like maybe they are right? I feel like I'm too embarrassed to even go back to my psych now. Today I seriously looked like a total basket case.",63,1,0.571428571,1493848129,4,3.230169492,56,7.09,7.67,94.05,1.0,11.2,12.5,94.64,66.07,19.64,14.29,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,5.36,5.36,10.71,10.71,21.43,3.57,1.79,21.43,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,1.79,8.93,0.0,8.93,1.79,0.0,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.07,5.36,0.0,1.79,1.79,3.57,3.57,3.57,1.79,0.0,1.79,3.57,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,1.79,21.43,0.0,10.71,1.79,3.57,7.14,1.79,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.79,16.07,5.36,1.79,0.0,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.4444,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.6961,1.46531,1.9734,0.76,5,4.812,-0.040136054 homeless,7m5752,"[5, 10]",I was just going to bail the next morning and not come back but I called the cops to come get me that night that how unsafe I felt. I feared for my life. Please people I need to get a job and some type of place to stay. In Florida. Shelters do more harm than good,1719,1,1.0,1514255935,1,0.094210526,57,67.78,5.73,99.0,6.35,11.4,5.26,92.98,50.88,15.79,12.28,12.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,5.26,14.04,3.51,5.26,7.02,1.75,19.3,7.02,3.51,1.75,0.0,3.51,8.77,3.51,5.26,1.75,0.0,0.0,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.28,1.75,1.75,1.75,1.75,0.0,5.26,1.75,0.0,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,8.77,0.0,0.0,1.75,5.26,1.75,5.26,12.28,1.75,17.54,7.02,7.02,7.02,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.02,7.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.78071,1.52941,1.88177,0.54,2,1.364122807,0.3 relationships,7teiv7,"[45, 50]","I’ve been reading through the raised by narcissists subreddit that some of you linked to, and a lot of it matches with my experience growing up. The situation may be more severe then I had originally thought. For now, I’m just going to keep saving up money for the future, taking precautions and doing things to protect my own mental health. I am seeing a therapist for my anxiety, and the next time I have a session I’m going to bring get up everything I talked about here and maybe get some help in dealing with it. Again, thanks to everyone who took time out of their day to give me advice when I was struggling, I really appreciate it.",1747,0,1.0,1517077607,64,10.36097561,120,60.8,36.95,94.93,14.3,24.0,16.67,93.33,60.83,19.17,12.5,10.83,0.0,0.83,0.0,0.83,6.67,5.83,18.33,9.17,7.5,5.0,0.0,21.67,2.5,0.83,1.67,0.0,3.33,4.17,1.67,2.5,1.67,0.0,0.0,7.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.17,2.5,0.0,0.0,4.17,1.67,0.83,1.67,0.83,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.83,0.0,4.17,3.33,0.83,4.17,10.83,4.17,16.67,3.33,5.0,8.33,0.83,0.0,0.0,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.67,4.17,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.77602,1.46729,1.92027,0.88,21,10.21700813,0.221875 homeless,9lx6bo,"(10, 15)","It's also frustrating because I'm finally getting the kind of help I would expect from family and BEYOND from a woman I met while panhandling this summer. Thanks to a stranger: I've been able to finally get mental health assistance, I got my benefits fixed, I got a job, and I have a safe place to sleep out of the rain or snow. I have somewhere to leave my pack and bed roll rather than carry it around 24/7. I could probably ask to store that stuff, but it seems so asinine to ask more of this woman and especially so since it's just extra supplies for my dog I don't really need. I can't understand why even the bare minimum is too much to ask of the people who are supposed to care the most.",30163,0,0.6,1538842811,28,8.64629108,136,31.61,18.88,57.02,67.46,27.2,13.24,90.44,60.29,17.65,10.29,10.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.62,6.62,13.97,8.82,11.76,8.09,1.47,20.59,4.41,2.21,1.47,1.47,2.94,3.68,2.94,0.74,0.0,0.74,0.0,7.35,0.74,0.0,1.47,0.0,15.44,1.47,2.21,3.68,5.15,0.74,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.74,0.74,0.0,0.0,7.35,2.21,0.74,0.74,3.68,0.74,3.68,15.44,0.74,9.56,2.21,3.68,3.68,2.21,0.74,1.47,0.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,3.68,2.94,0.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.41,0.0,0.74,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.67483,1.46721,1.94152,0.83,5,8.847042254,0.178125 ptsd,7xu04j,"[51, 56]",I make a good living and only want to get on with life. Plus I know filing a claim at the VA is humiliating and I don’t want to go though what others I fear have. Thanks for listening. I posted this as there was a guy on the foxnews site dogging people with fake PTSD because his son served in combat and is fine. Mike,782,0,0.6,1518732536,4,1.657661692,66,68.79,32.48,23.51,25.77,13.2,7.58,86.36,56.06,13.64,9.09,7.58,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,4.55,7.58,16.67,7.58,4.55,10.61,1.52,22.73,4.55,1.52,1.52,0.0,0.0,9.09,4.55,4.55,3.03,1.52,0.0,7.58,1.52,1.52,0.0,4.55,10.61,1.52,3.03,3.03,0.0,0.0,3.03,1.52,0.0,1.52,0.0,3.03,0.0,3.03,0.0,0.0,6.06,0.0,0.0,1.52,4.55,0.0,3.03,16.67,0.0,9.09,1.52,7.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.58,6.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.52,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.875,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.72689,1.47857,1.84272,0.76,2,3.206791045,0.163333333 assistance,9f7wfh,"[0, 5]","This isn't my post, I have copied and pasted from a friend. It is about a small boy that lives in our neighborhood: On May 5th Brody was a very normal 2 year old boy. His parents took him to the doctor for what they thought was an ear infection. Shortly thereafter he was diagnosed with a very rare brain cancer and given 2 months to live.",1130,0,0.8,1536760048,151,5.563676471,67,57.34,85.2,22.25,25.77,16.75,10.45,91.04,56.72,16.42,10.45,2.99,1.49,0.0,4.48,1.49,5.97,8.96,11.94,10.45,7.46,2.99,1.49,17.91,4.48,0.0,1.49,2.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.93,1.49,2.99,0.0,7.46,5.97,2.99,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,1.49,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,11.94,2.99,8.96,0.0,0.0,10.45,5.97,0.0,2.99,1.49,0.0,7.46,7.46,2.99,13.43,0.0,7.46,4.48,1.49,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.45,5.97,1.49,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.6667,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.6736,1.60377,1.86072,0.95,39,5.269411765,0.095227273 anxiety,9b7tzl,"(0, 5)","I'm 21, and have been on Lexapro for about 2 years. Was diagnosed with GAD the same time I was put on medication. Just graduated this past May from college (I had the worst anxiety of my whole life during my last semester), and I have been doing well since graduation. I started working the graveyard shift a month ago at a non-profit, and the anxiety hit me like a big wave about a week ago. Just all of a sudden, out of nowhere.",11164,1,0.6,1535536022,1,5.517093023,85,87.04,14.48,99.0,3.42,17.0,15.29,92.94,57.65,10.59,9.41,9.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,10.59,17.65,11.76,5.88,3.53,1.18,16.47,4.71,3.53,0.0,2.35,2.35,7.06,2.35,4.71,2.35,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.88,1.18,1.18,0.0,1.18,2.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.53,0.0,3.53,0.0,0.0,4.71,0.0,1.18,1.18,1.18,1.18,10.59,3.53,1.18,24.71,2.35,7.06,15.29,7.06,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,15.29,5.88,4.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,2.35,0.0,2.875,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.71289,1.47059,1.81974,1.0,1,6.348232558,-0.15 domesticviolence,9u771q,"[5, 10]",(One is 3 yrs old and the other 19) . Now my dad would beat my mom but over the course of the years as I grew older he turned the violence onto me. He would see that I defended my mom and since I called the police one time (I found him choking her onto the wall) he stopped hurting her and transitioned into beating me. Now I know you guys may ask why did you continue to allow the abuse with you if you had stopped it with your mother before? Well I have an answer to that my mother loved my father very much and every time I tried contacting the police she would stop me and I have a lot of love towards my mother and would do anything for her... but anyways back to the present we no longer live with him anymore and we have cut all ties with him except for my brother.,1402,0,0.571428571,1541366114,3,5.206540881,159,35.27,79.32,60.79,10.06,26.5,10.06,96.23,64.15,25.79,22.01,11.32,1.26,3.14,6.29,0.0,3.77,6.92,12.58,7.55,4.4,6.92,0.63,15.09,2.52,2.52,0.63,2.52,2.52,5.03,1.89,3.14,0.0,0.63,0.63,18.87,5.03,0.63,5.66,6.29,12.58,1.89,1.89,3.14,2.52,1.26,3.14,1.26,0.63,0.0,0.63,2.52,0.0,1.26,0.0,0.0,10.06,3.14,1.26,3.77,0.0,2.52,5.66,8.18,0.63,15.72,1.26,5.03,10.06,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.63,0.63,7.55,4.4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.52,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73634,1.62336,1.89529,1.0,1,5.62327044,0.193114478 relationships,7nvl5v,"(30, 35)","Sister kicked off because she wanted to come to. It was a couple type thing and all of us were bringing a SO or a friend (if one of us didn’t have a partner) even if it wasn’t, I would have just wanted it to be Harry. As I don’t want his sister clinging on to us every single time. Harry asked me if she could come too because “it so unfair that you are isolating her like this.” I stood my ground and said that please can he just come. He said no.",12226,0,0.6,1514995750,1122,1.336005155,94,4.22,73.84,1.0,11.87,15.67,6.38,95.74,68.09,24.47,15.96,5.32,3.19,1.06,6.38,0.0,8.51,4.26,10.64,12.77,6.38,11.7,4.26,24.47,3.19,2.13,0.0,2.13,4.26,3.19,1.06,2.13,0.0,0.0,1.06,18.09,2.13,2.13,5.32,3.19,15.96,0.0,2.13,8.51,4.26,2.13,6.38,2.13,0.0,2.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.45,7.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.7,10.64,0.0,8.51,4.26,3.19,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.89,6.38,1.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.13,3.19,2.13,0.0,2.7143,2.4286,2.8,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.7312,1.50617,1.92482,0.96,292,3.006791237,-0.285714286 domesticviolence,7ctfu6,"[0, 5]","Today i came home from and the girls were up and had the Halloween candy all over the room. Their dad was sleeping alongside them. After a couple minutes of ""bitching"", he says to my oldest, tell your mom to shut up. And so she does. So i get on top of him and i say, don't you ever do that again.",1322,1,0.8,1510636855,3,0.716190476,62,39.58,92.66,70.28,7.28,12.4,8.06,96.77,64.52,19.35,17.74,6.45,0.0,3.23,4.84,3.23,1.61,6.45,16.13,9.68,6.45,9.68,1.61,20.97,8.06,4.84,0.0,0.0,3.23,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.0,20.97,3.23,0.0,4.84,4.84,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,3.23,0.0,3.23,0.0,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,1.61,8.06,0.0,1.61,6.45,1.61,0.0,6.45,12.9,0.0,22.58,1.61,11.29,9.68,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.74,8.06,4.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.71767,1.65,1.84338,1.0,4,2.36531746,0.5 almosthomeless,73wqwy,"[15, 20]","He is not allowed to show up and cause a scene like that, and he definitely isn't allowed to talk to a child like that, handicapped or not. So, yes, I'm moving. My brother is having panic attacks now, he shouldn't be afraid to be at the house. The only thing is, finding a house on such short notice is proving to be very difficult. We have some blemishes on our rental history from past problems, but have gotten to a much better place since then.",409,1,0.666666667,1506988353,11,6.045393258,86,45.47,45.37,41.87,1.0,17.2,15.12,96.51,63.95,11.63,8.14,2.33,2.33,0.0,3.49,0.0,3.49,6.98,16.28,15.12,6.98,6.98,4.65,18.6,4.65,3.49,0.0,0.0,2.33,8.14,2.33,5.81,2.33,1.16,0.0,9.3,1.16,0.0,0.0,4.65,18.6,3.49,4.65,2.33,2.33,2.33,5.81,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.95,3.49,1.16,5.81,2.33,2.33,2.33,16.28,1.16,13.95,1.16,6.98,5.81,0.0,0.0,3.49,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,17.44,5.81,8.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.49,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70459,1.54737,1.82616,0.87,5,6.466606742,-0.125 relationships,7tnc9c,"[30, 35]","come up and live with us and she'd leave me alone with him, wasted out of his mind, while she would be with her boyfriend (who shes now married to). Eventually I moved back with my dad and everything was fine. I'd call and talk to her and she sounded like she had her life together. Well then they broke up for a short period of time, and she moved to live with her half siblings. She would drink excessively, and call me and cry about her life.",2040,0,0.571428571,1517175636,3,3.03010989,88,18.69,99.0,1.0,11.17,17.6,9.09,96.59,67.05,26.14,23.86,5.68,1.14,0.0,15.91,1.14,2.27,1.14,18.18,9.09,5.68,11.36,0.0,18.18,3.41,1.14,1.14,1.14,0.0,5.68,2.27,3.41,0.0,0.0,3.41,29.55,3.41,1.14,12.5,4.55,3.41,0.0,0.0,2.27,0.0,1.14,0.0,1.14,0.0,1.14,0.0,5.68,0.0,4.55,0.0,1.14,7.95,5.68,0.0,2.27,0.0,0.0,5.68,9.09,2.27,18.18,4.55,6.82,7.95,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,14.77,5.68,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.27,2.27,0.0,2.8333,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.25,1.0,1.74357,1.68706,1.8839,0.8,2,3.354725275,0.035858586 ptsd,7nh1gg,"(25, 30)","When you can’t remember the simplest things, but your mind is racing a thousand miles a minute, you know it can’t go on. It felt like my sanity was whirling away from me. So I arrived in what I remember to be a thatch of poisonous thorns, ripe with painful, tearful memories. Instead, I have been given the give of honestly looking and starting to deal with the damage of deep scars. Today, instead of jumping on the operating table, eager to right the very wrong right foot, I got to take a bike ride.",48599,1,0.6,1514835210,2,7.449896907,95,87.77,26.38,98.22,4.46,19.0,17.89,88.42,54.74,13.68,9.47,6.32,0.0,3.16,0.0,0.0,4.21,9.47,16.84,5.26,5.26,4.21,2.11,18.95,4.21,2.11,2.11,1.05,0.0,6.32,2.11,4.21,0.0,1.05,0.0,4.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,3.16,1.05,0.0,2.11,4.21,1.05,3.16,0.0,0.0,4.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.16,1.05,8.42,10.53,0.0,16.84,4.21,8.42,4.21,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,5.26,8.42,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.11,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.875,3.0,1.25,1.1429,1.0,1.72866,1.6026,1.89999,1.0,0,7.303835052,-0.025510204 ptsd,9x6u3k,"[0, 5]","When I was younger, not even double digits, another minor around my age came very close to sexually assaulting me. It luckily didn’t happen and my two cousins busted the boy’s door. Years later, I couldn’t be around men without feeling anxious. I don’t remember having any nightmares but, I couldn’t trust men. Not even my own father.",51,1,0.8,1542248422,1,4.906190476,58,2.4,1.0,99.0,6.54,11.6,22.41,94.83,51.72,17.24,13.79,13.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.45,1.72,6.9,12.07,10.34,5.17,12.07,18.97,5.17,3.45,1.72,3.45,5.17,8.62,3.45,5.17,1.72,1.72,0.0,10.34,3.45,0.0,0.0,6.9,18.97,3.45,0.0,3.45,3.45,0.0,8.62,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,1.72,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,8.62,1.72,0.0,5.17,0.0,1.72,6.9,6.9,0.0,17.24,1.72,6.9,8.62,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.14,8.62,6.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.62,0.0,0.0,2.9167,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.71588,1.59556,1.93625,0.67,4,5.431936508,0.148148148 anxiety,96imew,"[5, 10]",This week has been bad. I'm crying over everything. I'm struggling at work to get basic tasks done. I am SO HEAVILY OVERWHELMED by the smallest things. My sink was so full of dishes to the point where I had no clean ones left and because the pile was so high I couldn't go near it and just cried.,1564,1,1.0,1534011345,9,2.470483871,59,9.35,11.78,84.61,1.0,11.8,11.86,93.22,62.71,16.95,10.17,10.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.78,5.08,11.86,16.95,8.47,10.17,3.39,25.42,8.47,1.69,1.69,0.0,0.0,8.47,0.0,8.47,3.39,0.0,5.08,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.08,0.0,1.69,1.69,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.69,11.86,0.0,1.69,6.78,1.69,1.69,11.86,11.86,0.0,18.64,1.69,15.25,1.69,3.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.56,8.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,2.375,2.7,3.0,1.0,1.1667,1.0,1.68192,1.48727,1.77293,1.0,9,3.139548387,-0.074814815 relationships,7tnxwk,"(15, 20)","The few days following this I was a wreck, an absolute mess. Crying at work, shaking, anxious, sweating, and couldn't eat. Through the week I wound up losing nearly 6lbs and have been everything from manic depressed to furious, to scared out of my wits to utterly confused aaand all the way back around again. The other night I told him I needed an answer. WHAT are we doing?",23653,1,0.8,1517181175,3,4.319904762,69,77.02,38.58,54.89,1.0,13.8,17.39,91.3,56.52,15.94,10.14,7.25,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,5.8,10.14,14.49,8.7,5.8,2.9,1.45,17.39,4.35,0.0,1.45,0.0,2.9,13.04,0.0,13.04,5.8,1.45,4.35,5.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,13.04,1.45,0.0,2.9,2.9,4.35,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,1.45,1.45,0.0,1.45,5.8,1.45,2.9,1.45,0.0,1.45,5.8,5.8,0.0,15.94,1.45,8.7,7.25,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.39,5.8,8.7,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,2.625,2.7778,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7617,1.62182,1.7433,1.0,4,4.637142857,-0.105 anxiety,7z45n5,"[30, 35]","I think it’s possible that these feelings are coming from the fact that he has said he loves me while drunk but can’t say it sober. I haven’t brought his up to him, but it makes me feel like he can’t say it because of his ex. Which I understand, but it also makes me sad that he’s not excited to be in love with me. I think part of me also feels like a second choice, or like I’m being compared to her. It’s eapecially awful when I think about how ready I would have been to to go back to my ex when I was still heartbroken.",1530,1,0.833333333,1519202716,1,3.421921182,109,3.02,15.64,89.24,42.41,21.8,8.26,99.08,69.72,30.28,20.18,12.84,0.0,0.0,7.34,0.0,10.09,1.83,14.68,11.93,7.34,10.09,3.67,24.77,4.59,3.67,3.67,0.92,0.92,6.42,3.67,2.75,0.0,0.0,1.83,13.76,0.0,0.0,0.92,6.42,21.1,7.34,3.67,0.92,1.83,0.92,7.34,5.5,0.0,2.75,2.75,2.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.92,3.67,1.83,0.0,0.92,0.92,0.0,3.67,21.1,0.92,9.17,2.75,2.75,4.59,0.0,0.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.76,4.59,2.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.42,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.9091,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74531,1.46526,1.94142,1.0,2,4.605615764,-0.13875 survivorsofabuse,8bwuex,"(10, 15)","Long story short, someone presented a very powerful monologue as a precursor for a healing art session. FollowIng healing art, there were 4 powerful guest speakers. The monologue shook me and put me in a vulnerable space when heading into the healing art. The 4 speakers solidified this. I searched for the right words, and for the first time, I found them.",8006,0,0.8,1523597546,3,6.572741935,62,92.84,50.0,90.96,56.22,12.4,29.03,87.1,45.16,11.29,8.06,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.61,3.23,14.52,9.68,1.61,4.84,6.45,0.0,14.52,3.23,1.61,1.61,4.84,0.0,8.06,4.84,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,3.23,1.61,0.0,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,4.84,1.61,3.23,0.0,4.84,0.0,4.84,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,4.84,4.84,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,1.61,20.97,6.45,9.68,4.84,1.61,4.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.52,8.06,6.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5833,2.5,2.8,1.125,1.1667,1.0,1.81192,1.76744,1.88175,0.81,0,6.375032258,0.084464286 anxiety,825pgm,"(1, 6)","I desperately miss my childhood and I wish I could have it back. After being molested, I feel that it was cut short. I'm afraid of getting older, and getting to the age where l have less time left than I've already lived. I think about it every day and it consumes me entirely. I'm obsessed with extending my lifespan on one end, and just killing myself on the other",23408,1,1.0,1520254279,5,4.580958904,70,13.85,2.31,99.0,1.0,14.0,17.14,94.29,58.57,25.71,17.14,17.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,2.86,11.43,11.43,7.14,5.71,0.0,22.86,8.57,5.71,1.43,1.43,4.29,10.0,0.0,10.0,4.29,1.43,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.43,2.86,0.0,2.86,0.0,2.86,2.86,1.43,0.0,0.0,1.43,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,1.43,2.86,0.0,5.71,11.43,1.43,20.0,0.0,8.57,12.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,5.71,4.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71652,1.52581,1.87908,0.74,3,5.460164384,-0.202777778 relationships,7pm546,"[10, 15]","But I don’t know why I get this feeling. What can I do to stop feeling this way? I want to focus on me and my things without having to think about her and what she’s doing all the time, so I can be less distracted and focused on my other priorities. TL;DR I want to focus on my priorities in life but I find myself getting wrapped up in my thoughts about what where, and what my girlfriend is doing.",835,1,1.0,1515650964,17,1.519307229,82,6.73,1.93,99.0,25.77,20.5,13.41,91.46,68.29,29.27,19.51,17.07,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,9.76,1.22,15.85,12.2,6.1,8.54,2.44,20.73,1.22,1.22,7.32,0.0,2.44,1.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.66,0.0,1.22,2.44,0.0,18.29,8.54,1.22,2.44,0.0,1.22,4.88,2.44,0.0,0.0,2.44,2.44,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,7.32,1.22,0.0,2.44,2.44,1.22,0.0,15.85,0.0,12.2,0.0,9.76,2.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.98,3.66,2.44,0.0,1.22,1.22,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.44,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.625,2.6,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.73128,1.42667,1.91143,0.9,2,3.383960843,-0.145833333 survivorsofabuse,6fqhfs,"[19, 24]","Part of me wonders if it's not my mom's fine-tuned manipulation at work, but it's sure as hell eating at me. How do I get out of his harmful headspace? It feels like my emotions and my logic are at war right now. Even after the abuse and trauma I've endured at the hands of my mom I still question the validity of my experience because I know there are people that have it a lot worse. And seeing that video was like watching a train wreck, it made me feel so awful because of its violent nature but it also made me doubt a lot of what I'm still experiencing.",852,1,1.0,1496801063,6,6.073076923,112,24.06,9.03,89.63,1.0,22.4,12.5,93.75,60.71,22.32,13.39,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.89,0.0,8.93,5.36,13.39,8.04,7.14,10.71,0.89,16.96,6.25,4.46,1.79,0.0,2.68,10.71,1.79,8.04,0.89,3.57,0.0,4.46,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.89,17.86,5.36,5.36,0.89,5.36,0.89,3.57,7.14,2.68,0.0,2.68,1.79,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.89,5.36,0.0,0.89,1.79,0.89,1.79,2.68,14.29,0.0,8.93,0.0,5.36,3.57,0.89,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.89,0.89,0.89,0.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.61,3.57,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.89,0.0,0.89,0.0,4.46,0.0,0.0,2.7273,2.7,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.72285,1.51789,1.86472,0.88,4,7.143205128,-0.282857143 domesticviolence,9sh99c,"[16, 21]","Everytime, he gets mad he takes my phone or other items away from me and tells me he bought it so it's his. He's even broke my iPhone which I bought a long time ago. He doesn't give me money and if I want some, I need a good reason why. He works overnights which makes things very hard for me, because the Long island railroad barely runs during those times and even then I have a 2months old, where would the baby and I go overnight? I don't know what to do, but I'm tired of feeling trapped and helpless.",1655,1,0.833333333,1540847135,7,3.737277628,101,4.31,21.41,55.17,5.05,20.2,8.91,92.08,60.4,27.72,19.8,12.87,0.0,0.0,6.93,0.0,7.92,4.95,5.94,7.92,6.93,10.89,1.98,22.77,1.98,0.0,4.95,0.0,0.99,3.96,0.99,2.97,0.0,0.99,1.98,10.89,0.99,0.0,0.0,6.93,15.84,2.97,3.96,3.96,3.96,0.99,3.96,2.97,0.0,0.99,1.98,0.99,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,4.95,0.0,0.99,0.99,2.97,0.0,3.96,17.82,0.99,12.87,1.98,3.96,6.93,0.99,0.0,0.0,2.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.85,3.96,4.95,0.0,0.0,0.99,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.95,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70951,1.59778,1.8929,0.89,4,3.562884097,-0.097916667 survivorsofabuse,6ciajd,"[70, 75]","(NOTE: my grandma was kind to me, but she doesn’t speak a word of English and had no idea about how to get me help) July 30 2011: I think it’s the 30th I’m not sure anymore. I’ve been sleeping so much I can’t tell how long I’ve been asleep. Mom is having a family party today at our house.",152,0,0.6,1495393302,7,-0.872987013,60,3.09,20.24,88.91,96.76,20.0,6.67,90.0,58.33,20.0,16.67,13.33,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,3.33,5.0,8.33,18.33,6.67,8.33,6.67,26.67,3.33,0.0,3.33,3.33,1.67,5.0,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.0,5.0,0.0,5.0,0.0,13.33,3.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,1.67,5.0,1.67,0.0,1.67,0.0,3.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.33,6.67,0.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,6.67,20.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,3.33,5.0,0.0,3.33,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.33,5.0,1.67,3.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.0,3.33,0.0,2.8889,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.71407,1.63478,1.9309,0.9,10,1.675021645,0.1 domesticviolence,7au1qv,"[29, 34]","It’s subconscious for sure, but just a feeling I get. I’m terrified of him, and praying that he gets the real help he needs at the same time. And I just don’t know how to sort that out. I don’t know how to stop worrying and wondering what he’s doing, we have several court dates coming up so I think that adds to it. I’m just so exhausted and ready for this fight to be over.",952,1,1.0,1509837495,6,0.467195122,76,7.38,44.78,41.67,2.51,15.2,10.53,96.05,64.47,23.68,14.47,7.89,1.32,0.0,5.26,0.0,9.21,3.95,14.47,11.84,9.21,11.84,2.63,26.32,2.63,1.32,3.95,0.0,2.63,7.89,2.63,5.26,2.63,1.32,0.0,9.21,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,14.47,6.58,2.63,1.32,2.63,1.32,1.32,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,10.53,2.63,0.0,3.95,3.95,1.32,0.0,19.74,2.63,10.53,1.32,5.26,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.42,6.58,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.89,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.2857,1.1429,1.0,1.73363,1.4381,1.9069,0.88,1,2.653841463,0.071428571 relationships,7oa1e8,"[5, 10]","But even after that he still says things that makes me feel uncomfortable. For example, when I suggest we do something or go somewhere that could be somewhat unique/interesting (e.g., watching a documentary about sex workers in their 60s, or going to a church in Vienna to listen to the choir boys sing), his first reaction via text is ""wtf?"" I instantly feel bad and angry because he is saying wtf to my plans and interests. When I confront him about it, he says he ""wasn't saying it to me."" His excuse is that he was saying wtf about [insert whatever the subject matter was].",1708,1,0.8,1515142837,0,6.285380507,106,16.81,71.43,12.68,5.57,21.2,16.04,91.51,59.43,24.53,15.09,5.66,0.94,0.0,7.55,0.94,8.49,3.77,12.26,8.49,8.49,7.55,0.94,20.75,2.83,1.89,2.83,0.94,0.94,5.66,1.89,3.77,0.94,1.89,0.0,17.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.49,12.26,1.89,2.83,0.94,4.72,0.0,3.77,10.38,0.94,7.55,1.89,0.94,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.0,5.66,1.89,2.83,0.94,0.0,0.94,2.83,12.26,1.89,11.32,1.89,3.77,5.66,0.94,1.89,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.0,2.83,2.83,2.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.75,5.66,4.72,0.0,0.0,0.94,0.0,0.0,3.77,0.94,1.89,2.83,2.8333,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.72563,1.60652,1.88681,0.33,25,6.582643525,-0.287878788 ptsd,8he2bd,"[5, 10]","I instantly thought of something I rarely think about, being molested in a pool locker room when I was 10. My heart started beating incredibly fast as I readied myself to tell them the thing I couldn’t even tell my family at the time. I started crying, something I haven’t done in years and something my friends have never seen me do. When it got to me, with my hand over my eyes all I could say was “I don’t think I can”. It felt like I was reliving what I’d gone through, like I could see it happening in front of me.",1618,1,0.571428571,1525597384,0,4.084445928,103,8.41,2.09,99.0,5.27,20.6,15.53,95.15,66.02,30.1,22.33,21.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.97,7.77,2.91,14.56,13.59,5.83,3.88,3.88,28.16,0.97,2.91,2.91,0.97,0.97,1.94,0.0,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.97,5.83,0.97,0.97,0.0,0.0,12.62,3.88,0.0,2.91,2.91,1.94,0.97,5.83,2.91,0.97,1.94,2.91,2.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.85,1.94,0.0,1.94,0.97,0.0,9.71,10.68,0.0,18.45,1.94,6.8,10.68,0.0,1.94,1.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.56,4.85,3.88,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.94,3.88,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.7,3.0,1.2,1.125,1.0,1.79008,1.59318,1.98133,0.38,7,4.928437917,0.075 almosthomeless,99af7s,"(0, 5)","Posting this here as I didn't know about this sub until I was directed to it. Had originally posted in /r/assistance, and have only received a handful of PM's. Hello I've had a room in my house that I've used in the past to house a few friends who were not doing great economically while I find them a job. Most of these guys work in the IT field, and once I got them on at Microsoft, they got their own place.",35835,0,1.0,1534913195,123,6.823275862,83,43.21,40.48,93.56,48.1,20.75,10.84,91.57,61.45,21.69,13.25,8.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.82,8.43,7.23,15.66,10.84,4.82,6.02,2.41,18.07,4.82,2.41,1.2,1.2,2.41,1.2,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.84,0.0,2.41,0.0,1.2,7.23,2.41,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,2.41,1.2,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.23,2.41,1.2,0.0,3.61,0.0,12.05,7.23,0.0,16.87,1.2,9.64,7.23,4.82,0.0,3.61,1.2,0.0,0.0,1.2,0.0,1.2,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.66,4.82,3.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.82,0.0,2.41,2.6667,2.5,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.67245,1.46479,1.81523,0.99,33,7.540775862,0.265625 ptsd,8a2e26,"(125, 130)","  I asked my friend and Psychological guru if he happened to know of a washing machine I could pop my brain into for a while. He said yes and I have a neat little machine (expensive at $800+) which literally rinses my brain, I run it at the highest charge possible to electrodes attached to each ear lobe and I sleep for an hour, waking up with a rinsed brain.   Electric pulses and the use of magnetic fields in the treatment of psychiatric issues is not new but we no longer have to hook you up to the transfer station, in fact despite big pharma trying to stop the research (I kid you not), it’s moved forward exponentially with researchers in the University of Texas in Dallas amongst many pushing their findings into the stimulation of the vagus nerve to alleviate the symptoms of PTSD, anxiety, depression and over all mental f*ckery.",36801,0,1.0,1522954173,9,14.67,155,97.26,39.81,68.37,16.54,51.67,20.0,78.71,49.68,11.61,9.68,5.81,0.65,1.29,1.29,0.65,1.94,9.03,19.35,3.23,0.0,5.16,1.94,9.68,3.87,1.29,0.65,0.65,1.94,1.94,0.65,1.29,0.65,0.0,0.65,6.45,0.0,0.65,0.0,1.29,9.03,1.29,1.29,1.29,1.94,1.29,3.23,1.94,0.0,1.29,0.0,5.16,3.87,1.29,0.0,0.0,6.45,1.29,0.65,3.87,0.0,0.65,2.58,4.52,0.0,16.13,3.23,10.97,3.23,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.65,0.0,0.0,0.65,0.0,0.0,0.65,0.0,0.0,13.55,1.94,3.87,0.0,1.29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.65,2.58,3.23,2.7273,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.76917,1.60678,1.86619,0.92,1,13.41650955,-0.044460227 anxiety,70o1bt,"[0, 5]","I'm 26. Tuesday is day one of therapy. Day one of me trying to talk about whatever has been going on in my head for the last decade, last 2 decades. I'm terrified to talk but tired of living like this. Tired of the nocturnal panic attacks, tired of crying in the shower, tired of not feeling in control of my head, tired of the pointless thought circles that eat me up daily on something that doesn't matter.",635,1,1.0,1505661182,2,5.393703704,78,95.02,15.25,96.7,1.0,15.6,16.67,93.59,51.28,14.1,7.69,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.41,5.13,24.36,7.69,1.28,1.28,2.56,16.67,10.26,1.28,1.28,5.13,0.0,5.13,0.0,5.13,2.56,1.28,1.28,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.97,2.56,1.28,0.0,2.56,0.0,2.56,1.28,0.0,0.0,1.28,12.82,2.56,8.97,0.0,1.28,5.13,0.0,1.28,3.85,0.0,0.0,1.28,10.26,1.28,19.23,1.28,7.69,10.26,0.0,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,6.41,5.13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8571,2.8,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.73222,1.69565,1.75783,1.0,6,5.878617284,-0.245 ptsd,8ism05,"(3, 8)","Most diagnoses, except those relating to the endangerment of children, are welcome. This is a first person group, so you need to be the person with a disorder to participate. To join visit our site [https://thehaven.support](https://thehaven.support/) or check out our Instagram: We believe we are stronger together, which is why peer support is so helpful and important. Care when you need it; care for others when you can. \-Zen",21862,0,1.0,1526085918,11,7.792916667,77,45.51,99.0,13.15,99.0,15.4,23.38,88.31,50.65,15.58,9.09,0.0,5.19,3.9,0.0,0.0,6.49,5.19,11.69,9.09,6.49,7.79,0.0,22.08,3.9,2.6,5.19,1.3,2.6,11.69,11.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.99,3.9,1.3,2.6,2.6,0.0,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,18.18,12.99,1.3,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.78,0.0,9.09,1.3,3.9,3.9,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,2.6,0.0,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,29.87,7.79,5.19,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,2.6,10.39,2.6,2.6667,3.0,1.5,1.1818,1.0,1.63695,1.46102,2.00173,0.87,0,6.953888889,0.4875 ptsd,9bejlb,"(0, 5)","I do a style of emotional release bodywork called Amanae (or Emotional Release Therapy) and I feel compelled to help veterans. What are the ways I might be able to get in touch with an organization in my area to see if I can volunteer? It can be an intense process and I want to know if it could help people suffering from PTSD, especially veterans. I don’t know if it would be like rattling a cage that shouldn’t be rattled, or if it is exactly the right thing for treating PTSD. I would volunteer my services to learn more by working with sufferers.",13816,0,1.0,1535586415,25,6.909842767,104,48.13,10.58,10.47,1.0,20.8,23.08,85.58,57.69,15.38,8.65,8.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.73,5.77,13.46,14.42,0.96,7.69,1.92,22.12,2.88,1.92,0.96,0.0,0.96,3.85,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,1.92,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.27,3.85,0.96,8.65,6.73,1.92,5.77,2.88,0.96,0.0,1.92,1.92,0.96,0.96,0.0,0.0,6.73,1.92,1.92,3.85,0.96,0.0,0.96,16.35,0.96,3.85,0.0,3.85,0.0,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.58,3.85,1.92,0.0,0.0,0.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.92,1.92,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,3.0,1.2857,1.1429,1.0,1.76191,1.46429,1.98652,0.88,19,7.330188679,0.216964286 ptsd,6qh35m,"(15, 20)","But I have two questions - 1) should I stop hanging out with these men altogether? My therapist and mother have told me they don't think what these men confessed were a big deal because they were so young while it happened. And 2) I kind of want to tell the most recent guy that him confessing that to me made me uncomfortable, but I don't know if I should or not. I need help because I don't always have the best judgment of what to do and I'm not always the best judge of character. I think it's because of my aspergers, and also because I really want to see the good in people.",44490,0,0.8,1501417504,19,6.535070028,113,6.61,10.78,82.25,59.28,22.6,14.16,94.69,61.95,23.01,15.93,13.27,0.0,0.0,0.88,1.77,7.08,4.42,8.85,11.5,2.65,13.27,4.42,21.24,5.31,3.54,1.77,2.65,0.88,3.54,2.65,0.88,0.88,0.0,0.0,11.5,0.88,0.88,0.88,3.54,24.78,5.31,4.42,5.31,4.42,2.65,6.19,0.88,0.88,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,6.19,0.88,1.77,4.42,2.65,0.88,4.42,15.04,0.0,7.96,0.0,2.65,5.31,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.0,1.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.27,3.54,1.77,0.0,0.0,0.88,0.0,0.88,0.0,4.42,1.77,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.7457,1.48431,1.90601,0.85,9,7.01894958,0.36 survivorsofabuse,5mxyq9,"(10, 15)","I was terrified and scared and couldn't get away. She just said he was ""joking around"" but it was horrible. I get a sting of panic and fear if anyone pinches me today. I can't even use a lighter without fear of it (Fire is fine, it's Just that kind of lighters). I also panic if anybody raises their voice or sounds angry.",26445,1,1.0,1483972575,9,3.010909091,62,3.03,9.86,13.99,1.0,12.4,14.52,93.55,61.29,22.58,12.9,8.06,0.0,0.0,3.23,1.61,9.68,3.23,8.06,9.68,8.06,12.9,4.84,16.13,9.68,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.13,3.23,12.9,11.29,1.61,0.0,9.68,0.0,0.0,1.61,1.61,17.74,0.0,1.61,4.84,9.68,0.0,9.68,6.45,0.0,4.84,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,0.0,6.45,11.29,0.0,4.84,0.0,3.23,1.61,0.0,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.97,8.06,1.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.23,4.84,3.23,0.0,2.375,2.5833,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.73093,1.48364,1.75207,1.0,5,4.039818182,-0.120833333 survivorsofabuse,7ghafd,"(5, 10)","My mother and younger sister lived in another city where my mother worked and my sister studied. I was supposed to stay in city 1 until college, but my mother persuaded me to come with her, move, change schools and be near family. She was concerned of me an wanted to have me close. So i moved, but it took me a good while to shift and make friends and such. Thing is, i was never meant to be here.",49133,0,0.8,1511994319,6,4.762375,80,19.58,30.86,99.0,49.0,16.0,11.25,97.5,61.25,20.0,16.25,13.75,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,3.75,2.5,13.75,8.75,6.25,12.5,1.25,23.75,1.25,1.25,1.25,1.25,1.25,2.5,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,7.5,1.25,8.75,0.0,11.25,2.5,2.5,1.25,1.25,1.25,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.25,0.0,1.25,0.0,0.0,10.0,5.0,1.25,1.25,2.5,0.0,13.75,10.0,0.0,20.0,6.25,10.0,5.0,5.0,1.25,1.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,6.25,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.5,3.0,1.1667,1.0,1.0,1.73761,1.58701,1.93488,0.81,0,5.105,0.2 assistance,7sqh0r,"(0, 5)","One of my closest friends was recently diagnosed with stage II Hodgkin's Lymphoma. The problem though, is that needs help paying for treatment. She lives with a single parent, and can't work anymore due to her disease. Her health condition isn't in completely dire straits like some others on here, but it will be very tough to pay for chemotherapy and the ER visit that led to her diagnosis Any contribution would help, or simply sharing through Facebook or spreading the word is also great. ",30748,0,0.6,1516828596,3,7.115421245,86,55.38,54.63,8.57,47.26,17.2,23.26,86.05,52.33,11.63,5.81,1.16,0.0,0.0,4.65,0.0,5.81,4.65,13.95,8.14,6.98,8.14,2.33,12.79,5.81,3.49,0.0,2.33,3.49,4.65,2.33,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.79,1.16,1.16,4.65,0.0,18.6,2.33,1.16,3.49,4.65,1.16,8.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.98,0.0,6.98,0.0,0.0,10.47,6.98,1.16,2.33,1.16,1.16,2.33,9.3,1.16,9.3,2.33,3.49,3.49,3.49,1.16,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,15.12,4.65,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.49,0.0,2.33,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.1111,1.0,1.0,1.74852,1.48696,1.88347,0.6,0,6.274450549,0.028287982 relationships,7onv8v,"[10, 15]","For example, she told me I was too stubborn. This is definitely true but she criticized my political opinions, my social behaviors, and my pop culture opinions in addition to just my relationship with her. She also constantly mocks me when we fight, literally repeating my words back to me in a childish/cartoony voice and putting words in my mouth. She refuses to listen to my point of view. We recently got into a fight where I thought a Christmas present my father had gotten me was cheaper than it was.",226,1,0.666666667,1515291682,1,7.022101449,92,28.96,62.78,91.79,1.17,18.4,25.0,90.22,58.7,25.0,22.83,15.22,2.17,0.0,5.43,0.0,2.17,3.26,13.04,5.43,8.7,5.43,0.0,11.96,5.43,3.26,2.17,0.0,0.0,7.61,2.17,5.43,0.0,5.43,0.0,18.48,1.09,0.0,5.43,1.09,5.43,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,2.17,3.26,1.09,2.17,0.0,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.78,4.35,0.0,3.26,2.17,0.0,7.61,4.35,0.0,16.3,2.17,7.61,7.61,1.09,1.09,0.0,1.09,1.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.87,5.43,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.09,2.6667,2.5714,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.73069,1.68293,1.91338,0.67,5,7.576956522,0.054761905 survivorsofabuse,9orm49,"[20, 25]","Come one, come all. Join us if you need support, or a friendly community to become apart of. **Invitation Link:** We also have a subreddit for people who can't get Discord: r/AngelsWingsSupport **DISCLAIMER:** *We are not medical professionals.",1830,0,1.0,1539722692,1,1.774312896,40,44.33,89.42,59.88,72.57,13.33,25.0,85.0,45.0,12.5,10.0,0.0,7.5,2.5,0.0,0.0,2.5,5.0,7.5,7.5,2.5,7.5,5.0,22.5,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.5,2.5,5.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,22.5,5.0,0.0,5.0,5.0,2.5,12.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,17.5,15.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,25.0,0.0,10.0,5.0,5.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,2.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,52.5,7.5,5.0,7.5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.5,0.0,30.0,2.6667,2.5,3.0,1.1111,1.375,1.0,1.77261,1.64516,1.91274,0.67,0,4.046173362,0.1875 ptsd,9rxgr1,"[20, 25]","The misery is so much worse than pre-lamictal, the torment is so much scarier. It feels almost demonic, like someone outside of me is tormenting me (I do not mean this literally or psychotically, it's just my subjective description). I have crying spells all day, I mean the entire day, doesn't matter who I'm hanging out with, doesn't matter if I'm at work (I had to quit for the time being), doesn't matter if I'm working out. I shake and cry and shake and cry, like wailing violent cries. It's terrifying, it feels very ""chemical"" and out of control, like the absence of the drug does this to me, and it's scary for the people around me.",581,1,1.0,1540672175,15,5.087893701,118,27.64,5.39,81.01,1.0,23.6,16.1,87.29,61.02,18.64,11.02,11.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.63,5.93,15.25,14.41,5.08,8.47,3.39,22.88,6.78,5.08,0.85,0.0,3.39,10.17,0.0,10.17,5.08,0.85,4.24,2.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.86,3.39,0.85,1.69,4.24,1.69,4.24,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.85,0.0,0.85,0.0,0.0,4.24,0.0,2.54,0.85,0.0,0.85,0.85,17.8,0.0,9.32,1.69,5.08,2.54,1.69,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,27.12,4.24,9.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.85,1.69,7.63,3.39,0.0,2.7143,2.7,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.72138,1.54082,1.81328,1.0,8,6.303612205,-0.222395833 ptsd,8a2e26,"[170, 175]","ISOLATION KILLS US   UNTIL YOU CAN FIGHT THIS WITH THERAPIES ABOVE, FIGHT ISOLATION   ARE THERE ANY OTHERS?",1287,0,0.571428571,1522954173,9,11.12421053,19,33.88,99.0,19.27,1.0,19.0,15.79,89.47,52.63,21.05,10.53,0.0,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,10.53,0.0,15.79,10.53,5.26,5.26,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,26.32,0.0,26.32,0.0,15.79,10.53,21.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,10.53,5.26,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,0.0,10.53,0.0,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,31.58,0.0,5.26,0.0,10.53,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,2.6667,2.5714,3.0,1.3333,1.25,1.0,1.71327,1.66154,1.79585,0.92,1,9.830526316,0.0 almosthomeless,9b4ig4,"[15, 20]","My Social Security disability case is still winding its way through the labyrinth of that particular bureaucracy, but there'd be no need to worry about me cutting into your food, as I do receive SNAP. I *could* get a small storage unit for my belongings while I ""hold out"" around these people, though that'd be less than ideal (and dangerous)... and paying for the unit would cut into the funds I'd need to cover fuel and such getting out and going up North. Hence why I'm trying posting here. I suppose it's also worth mentioning that my friend's car is on the smaller side, which might make a tight squeeze, so if anyone has a larger vehicle, and is able and willing to move me and my stuff from Fort Worth to Fort Wayne, that'd be cool. I'd be able to cover fuel and such (well, so long as it's not a major gas guzzler we're talking about - I've got about $200 for that purpose).",458,0,1.0,1535503266,3,11.73423729,165,24.18,25.24,43.37,36.42,27.5,14.55,84.85,58.18,16.97,9.7,8.48,0.61,0.61,0.0,0.0,7.27,4.85,14.55,12.12,9.09,10.3,1.21,20.0,7.27,4.24,1.21,0.61,0.61,4.85,2.42,1.82,0.61,0.0,0.0,4.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.91,0.0,2.42,3.64,3.03,0.0,3.03,1.82,0.0,0.0,1.82,0.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.61,10.91,1.82,3.03,2.42,2.42,1.21,0.61,12.73,1.21,12.12,2.42,8.48,1.82,1.21,0.0,0.0,2.42,0.0,0.0,1.21,0.0,0.0,0.61,0.61,0.0,22.42,4.85,4.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.61,1.21,6.67,2.42,1.82,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.65477,1.51389,1.84525,0.66,3,10.98166667,0.071175595 anxiety,8nv9kc,"[0, 5]","I was on a tear. I was dressing better, eating better, losing weight, dating a little, saving some money, I was on my way out of this pit. Now nothing seems to matter. Everyone else is so far ahead of me. I finally felt like I was making up ground and the people around me did too, so they took off the kid gloves they'd been using around me a little bit and sharing more of their lives and I am realizing how completely inadequate I am compared to them and how far behind I really am in life.",1252,0,0.571428571,1527885533,1,2.9064,99,28.9,27.23,99.0,44.24,19.8,9.09,94.95,63.64,18.18,16.16,12.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.04,2.02,5.05,16.16,11.11,11.11,8.08,1.01,21.21,6.06,5.05,2.02,0.0,3.03,5.05,3.03,2.02,1.01,0.0,2.02,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.14,3.03,4.04,1.01,2.02,3.03,2.02,2.02,0.0,0.0,2.02,4.04,0.0,2.02,0.0,2.02,10.1,2.02,5.05,2.02,3.03,1.01,8.08,7.07,1.01,19.19,0.0,15.15,4.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.12,5.05,6.06,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.01,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.5,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.71049,1.53913,1.88324,0.67,2,4.861,0.111363636 domesticviolence,77lawd,"(60, 65)","Above all else he made me feel not that I owed him for such affections. He made me feel worth something, that I was important and beautiful. He gave me back my soul and so very much more until I married him. I know this story might not be what you want to read – I didn’t fight the good fight by myself. Nor did I find my self-worth by myself – well I did in a way, but my friend, my love and eventually my husband held my hand with every shaky step I took.",42368,0,1.0,1508496375,10,1.124270833,95,3.86,8.57,96.09,82.36,19.0,7.37,100.0,62.11,31.58,26.32,20.0,0.0,1.05,5.26,0.0,5.26,2.11,8.42,6.32,6.32,7.37,4.21,18.95,3.16,1.05,1.05,0.0,4.21,9.47,6.32,3.16,1.05,2.11,0.0,15.79,2.11,1.05,0.0,6.32,18.95,4.21,2.11,1.05,3.16,2.11,6.32,4.21,1.05,0.0,3.16,2.11,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.42,4.21,0.0,2.11,2.11,0.0,10.53,6.32,2.11,7.37,1.05,4.21,3.16,1.05,0.0,0.0,3.16,1.05,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,10.53,5.26,3.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.74688,1.59545,2.04702,1.0,6,2.459583333,0.287878788 anxiety,8uez2n,"[50, 55]","Lightheadedness/flushed feeling, Burning in head and extremities, Dull Headaches (sometimes in back of head and radiates to front) Disassociation, Vision issues,",778,0,0.571428571,1530147136,1,18.25818182,22,96.29,50.0,85.21,1.0,22.0,40.91,68.18,31.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.18,0.0,4.55,9.09,0.0,4.55,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,4.55,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,9.09,0.0,0.0,9.09,13.64,9.09,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.73,0.0,18.18,9.09,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,31.82,0.0,18.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.09,4.55,2.7143,2.9,2.8,1.0,1.3636,1.0,1.73111,1.875,1.68148,1.0,0,14.44454545,-0.145833333 almosthomeless,8og12v,"[25, 30]","However, I still need to figure out my best options. That said, I have a few hundred USD to roll with, as well as a part-time job. I know a shelter that's not awfully far from where I work too. So I have my short-term plan, save for possessions. I'll need to call up some storage units tomorrow to check locations and prices.",260,0,0.571428571,1528105604,7,2.985223881,65,55.78,8.32,97.02,95.12,13.0,13.85,90.77,52.31,15.38,12.31,12.31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,4.62,16.92,6.15,9.23,7.69,1.54,13.85,9.23,4.62,1.54,1.54,4.62,4.62,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.31,3.08,0.0,3.08,3.08,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.15,0.0,4.62,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,12.31,4.62,16.92,1.54,9.23,6.15,3.08,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,20.0,7.69,6.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.25,2.8,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.70451,1.47931,1.87386,0.82,7,4.077791045,0.25 ptsd,8uvl8a,"[45, 50]","He gave me a pill to “stay awake,” claiming it was a caffeine pill. It didn’t seem to work. We started having sex, and right off the bat I could tell this was weird. He was completely quiet, wearing all of his clothes. He touched my labia (I have an innie vagina) and was like “What the fuck is this...”",106,0,0.571428571,1530297960,2,1.257923497,60,28.78,56.63,1.79,1.03,12.0,11.67,91.67,60.0,23.33,15.0,6.67,1.67,0.0,6.67,0.0,8.33,8.33,8.33,15.0,1.67,3.33,1.67,26.67,3.33,1.67,1.67,0.0,1.67,3.33,0.0,3.33,0.0,1.67,0.0,11.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,8.33,1.67,0.0,1.67,1.67,3.33,1.67,3.33,0.0,1.67,1.67,13.33,5.0,3.33,5.0,5.0,3.33,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.67,11.67,0.0,6.67,1.67,5.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.67,1.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,28.33,11.67,5.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.67,1.67,3.33,0.0,2.7778,2.6667,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.74031,1.57917,1.93577,0.67,5,2.10942623,-0.153571429 relationships,7t4kf0,"[0, 5]","I started talking to a girl, 'J', on Tinder about a month ago. She's funny, attractive and quick-witted, however she was apprehensive to meet up for a drink to get to know each other in person straight away. We are both from the same town (we matched over Christmas) however she lives an hour and a half away in a much larger city. She first claimed that she could not afford to travel to see me even when she was back in my town (she also refused to let me pay for anything involving her, including travel to her city to meet her), however said last week that she did not want to meet me until she knew that I was genuine about her, and wanted to talk on the phone every evening for a week. If I did this, then she would meet me on the day afterwards.",493,0,1.0,1516974194,2,9.369492274,150,64.41,80.69,65.14,25.77,30.0,12.0,96.0,61.33,20.0,16.0,5.33,1.33,0.0,9.33,0.0,4.0,6.67,19.33,6.67,6.0,7.33,1.33,17.33,4.0,1.33,0.67,1.33,2.67,1.33,0.67,0.67,0.67,0.0,0.0,18.67,0.0,0.0,10.0,0.0,11.33,2.0,0.0,3.33,2.0,0.67,4.67,2.0,0.67,1.33,0.0,1.33,0.0,0.67,0.0,0.67,8.67,4.0,0.67,2.67,0.67,0.67,6.67,9.33,0.67,24.0,1.33,12.0,11.33,0.67,2.0,0.0,0.67,0.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.0,3.33,5.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.67,0.0,2.0,2.67,0.0,2.6667,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.70359,1.64412,1.87521,0.76,9,8.838245033,0.146212121 anxiety,5qxuyo,"[1, 6]","Secondly; after 3 years of countless meds and as many strains of dank as you can think of, I finally discovered my cure to anxiety. I've heard handfuls of people say music helps but that's never been that case for me. Until tonight. I started listening to kid Cudi during an anxiety attack, I've been listening to him for a long time but never during an episode, I discovered his music helps me significantly. More than any meds I've ever tried.",278,0,1.0,1485741413,6,5.379921569,81,59.07,40.24,96.76,2.98,16.2,18.52,87.65,53.09,17.28,14.81,11.11,0.0,1.23,2.47,0.0,2.47,3.7,19.75,8.64,4.94,7.41,2.47,18.52,7.41,6.17,0.0,1.23,3.7,7.41,2.47,4.94,3.7,1.23,0.0,13.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.47,12.35,3.7,0.0,0.0,1.23,3.7,3.7,8.64,0.0,7.41,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.17,2.47,1.23,2.47,0.0,0.0,6.17,11.11,1.23,16.05,0.0,1.23,14.81,0.0,2.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.05,6.17,3.7,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.94,0.0,0.0,2.875,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.77855,1.48571,1.87845,0.87,9,6.593823529,0.158333333 homeless,9whuab,"(95, 100)","Anxiety my \*\*\*, that \*\*\*\* gave ME anxiety, being surrounded like that. * ​ Skipping to college, at this point I really didn't care about anything anymore, and it didn't help that I met a girl who completely split me and my friend apart (that's a long story in of itself), and started skipping a lot of my classes. I had good grades in my computer programming class, because I was actually curious for a while, but that was about it.",45537,0,0.571428571,1542054869,20,6.207777778,78,13.57,6.21,99.0,25.77,26.0,20.51,96.15,65.38,28.21,12.82,12.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,5.13,12.82,8.97,6.41,7.69,2.56,14.1,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,1.28,5.13,2.56,2.56,2.56,0.0,0.0,8.97,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,15.38,1.28,1.28,0.0,2.56,1.28,8.97,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,3.85,0.0,1.28,1.28,0.0,10.26,2.56,0.0,14.1,0.0,10.26,3.85,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,42.31,3.85,8.97,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.85,2.56,21.79,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.3,1.0,1.75027,1.53429,1.87809,0.83,29,6.89837037,0.17 assistance,9qjmat,"[3, 8]",I was able to get my old office job back and that comes with okay pay and good benefits I start November 1st . Just trying to take steps to make sure we’re okay before we get too behind and stuck on the streets . Anything is appreciated all I have 11$ to my name until Friday . Pm me you would like to help . I am starting a gofund me sometime this week to help us if anyone is interested in that I will keep you updated,1338,1,0.6,1540253481,0,1.764741379,85,41.45,68.09,96.33,99.0,17.0,11.76,95.29,55.29,22.35,16.47,10.59,3.53,2.35,0.0,0.0,5.88,2.35,14.12,8.24,3.53,5.88,0.0,21.18,1.18,1.18,0.0,1.18,1.18,9.41,9.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.76,1.18,1.18,2.35,5.88,2.35,1.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.12,5.88,2.35,2.35,5.88,0.0,2.35,14.12,2.35,21.18,2.35,7.06,12.94,4.71,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,0.0,2.35,0.0,0.0,2.35,0.0,0.0,7.06,4.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.18,0.0,1.18,2.7778,2.8889,2.8,1.3333,1.1429,1.0,1.72421,1.46494,1.96585,0.42,3,3.706422414,0.259090909 relationships,7tqiy7,"[25, 30]","His mother would say, ""Who would love you if you look like that?"" or ""Why couldn't I have a fit and handsome son."" So he has his own issues with his body image and weight. He also went a few years without being physical with anyone because he never thought that anyone would be interested or love him because of his appearance. He had a few years where he got very fit and had six pack but eventually lost it as he got older.",383,0,0.571428571,1517208335,1,5.466705882,84,1.49,95.2,1.0,87.2,16.8,11.9,96.43,65.48,23.81,16.67,1.19,0.0,2.38,13.1,0.0,7.14,3.57,7.14,11.9,8.33,14.29,3.57,20.24,7.14,3.57,3.57,1.19,2.38,5.95,4.76,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,25.0,2.38,0.0,1.19,14.29,19.05,1.19,3.57,5.95,5.95,1.19,5.95,5.95,3.57,1.19,1.19,5.95,1.19,1.19,0.0,1.19,5.95,2.38,1.19,0.0,2.38,0.0,7.14,5.95,1.19,10.71,1.19,3.57,5.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.1,4.76,1.19,0.0,0.0,1.19,0.0,0.0,4.76,1.19,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.6364,3.0,1.2222,1.1429,1.0,1.69919,1.5038,1.87218,0.67,1,6.032941176,0.276060606 ptsd,8n627t,"[105, 110]","It sent me into a full-blown crisis by breaking open the “no one believes me and I’m worthless” wound. I had to up my level of care, now I’m in IOP 5 days a week, 3+ hours a day. It’s given me just enough relief to return to weekly EMDR. I had my first session in this round, last week. It was the most physically symptomatic I’ve ever been in-session.",1217,1,0.8,1527658024,12,0.646753247,72,60.8,8.25,99.0,51.78,14.4,9.72,90.28,52.78,19.44,13.89,13.89,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.56,6.94,13.89,11.11,4.17,1.39,1.39,18.06,5.56,1.39,0.0,5.56,1.39,4.17,2.78,1.39,0.0,0.0,1.39,1.39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,1.39,0.0,0.0,1.39,1.39,0.0,1.39,1.39,0.0,1.39,4.17,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,5.56,0.0,1.39,2.78,0.0,1.39,8.33,11.11,0.0,27.78,1.39,11.11,15.28,2.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.61,6.94,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.78,2.78,5.56,0.0,1.39,3.0,2.4286,2.8,1.1429,1.0,1.0,1.65943,1.66154,1.8858,0.82,12,3.411688312,-0.03125 domesticviolence,9igudu,"[8, 13]","I keep trying, hoping we can be what we were...that the man I fell in love with will return. What’s happening here? Why rage at your wife when she tries to be affectionate? Is this just another control tactic? He also stated that I had completely cut him out of my life (I have been spending time with women friends and taking classes).",1913,0,0.571428571,1537785555,5,4.127384615,64,4.85,92.02,12.38,55.21,12.8,12.5,96.88,64.06,26.56,17.19,7.81,3.12,1.56,4.69,0.0,9.38,1.56,10.94,15.62,9.38,4.69,0.0,26.56,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.0,1.56,7.81,4.69,3.12,0.0,1.56,0.0,17.19,1.56,1.56,4.69,4.69,7.81,0.0,3.12,1.56,3.12,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.12,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,14.06,7.81,3.12,1.56,1.56,0.0,6.25,12.5,3.12,12.5,1.56,4.69,6.25,1.56,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.75,7.81,1.56,0.0,0.0,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,3.12,0.0,3.0,2.8333,3.0,1.1667,1.0,1.0,1.74772,1.56333,1.95168,0.86,11,4.910769231,0.166666667 relationships,7u67uj,"[8, 13]","He doesn't have to spend a load of money on things I like! He can use it to spend on himself. I don't understand why he feels that just because we're in a relationship that he has to ""spoil"" me. I enjoy being spoiled but only when I'm the one spoiling myself, haha. TL;Dr: My boyfriend doesn't like that I don't want him to do anything for me",2394,1,0.6,1517362877,5,1.730855856,69,4.06,28.11,9.25,98.72,13.8,13.04,92.75,71.01,31.88,23.19,13.04,1.45,0.0,8.7,0.0,8.7,4.35,13.04,14.49,5.8,4.35,5.8,24.64,0.0,0.0,2.9,1.45,0.0,5.8,5.8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.04,0.0,1.45,0.0,10.14,11.59,2.9,4.35,1.45,1.45,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,0.0,1.45,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,5.8,4.35,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.64,0.0,5.8,0.0,4.35,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,0.0,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.19,4.35,1.45,1.45,1.45,0.0,1.45,0.0,2.9,10.14,0.0,0.0,2.7778,2.625,3.0,1.375,1.2857,1.0,1.76385,1.52903,1.91809,0.78,10,3.571351351,0.2 relationships,7nhofe,"(20, 25)","Sometimes I feel like I’m the third wheel in their relationship. And this doesn’t even include what they may do when I’m not around! Also, whenever roommate will talk about boys or finding a boyfriend, I notice husband will quickly try to shut that idea down fast, and say he knows roommate isn’t attracted to said guy or doesn’t want/need a boyfriend. There’s definitely an emotional dependency there. I know my husband has explained to me over and over how much he helps her and how important he is in her life.",43980,1,0.833333333,1514841312,44,8.118787879,93,5.41,74.07,83.66,83.22,18.6,19.35,97.85,61.29,18.28,15.05,7.53,0.0,0.0,5.38,2.15,3.23,4.3,11.83,12.9,11.83,11.83,4.3,25.81,2.15,1.08,5.38,1.08,1.08,5.38,4.3,1.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.58,2.15,5.38,2.15,9.68,20.43,7.53,2.15,2.15,5.38,1.08,4.3,3.23,0.0,2.15,1.08,1.08,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,13.98,8.6,1.08,4.3,0.0,0.0,3.23,21.51,3.23,15.05,2.15,9.68,5.38,0.0,0.0,2.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,16.13,4.3,3.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.08,0.0,0.0,6.45,0.0,1.08,2.8571,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.71311,1.6525,1.94486,0.83,34,7.269373737,0.13968254 survivorsofabuse,8g5h7r,"(10, 15)","If you were raped on a daily basis from infancy through adolescence then you should ""radically accept"" it. Check out the parts of Linehan's book where she explains how unconditional positive regard is a myth, nonexistent. The part where she explains about paradoxical intervention. That is where you manipulate and jerk your client around using head games and reverse psychology. Then there is radical genuineness.",27850,0,0.8,1525145232,6,9.576363636,65,42.69,96.73,11.67,25.77,13.0,26.15,76.92,52.31,12.31,9.23,0.0,0.0,6.15,3.08,0.0,3.08,6.15,10.77,7.69,10.77,9.23,0.0,13.85,3.08,0.0,6.15,0.0,1.54,6.15,3.08,3.08,0.0,3.08,0.0,13.85,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,15.38,4.62,6.15,3.08,1.54,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,4.62,1.54,0.0,1.54,1.54,0.0,1.54,7.69,3.08,13.85,0.0,9.23,4.62,4.62,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.85,7.69,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.08,1.54,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.4615,3.0,1.2,1.1429,1.0,1.6727,1.49057,1.84045,0.88,14,8.509515152,0.113636364 ptsd,81qwvk,"[5, 10]","1) They are considered a ""small business"". I know that small businesses are still required to follow ADA standards for customers, but does the same go for employees? I haven't really read anywhere about my rights except that I can't have FMLA. 2) I feel safer to wear a heavy coat at work, I know it looks unprofessional and my boss constantly asks me to take it off. Is it unreasonable that i request an ""accommodation"" to be able to wear it and is it considered harassment if I make them aware of why I'm wearing it and still ask me to take it off?",1231,0,0.666666667,1520092341,1,5.167896825,105,30.55,7.67,97.09,25.77,21.0,15.24,90.48,59.05,22.86,13.33,11.43,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.9,9.52,3.81,13.33,8.57,6.67,4.76,1.9,24.76,4.76,1.9,0.95,1.9,0.0,1.9,0.95,0.95,0.0,0.95,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,5.71,1.9,0.95,1.9,0.0,5.71,2.86,0.95,0.0,1.9,2.86,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.52,0.0,1.9,4.76,1.9,0.95,0.0,22.86,0.0,10.48,1.9,5.71,2.86,7.62,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.24,2.86,1.9,0.0,0.0,1.9,0.0,0.0,3.81,2.86,1.9,0.0,2.75,2.5,3.0,1.1429,1.1667,1.0,1.6805,1.47174,1.87017,0.67,1,6.051216931,0.03125 ptsd,9vkbbr,"[0, 5]","Whenever I have a reaction or meltdown, he always tries to give shitty advice like ""just think about the things you're grateful for."" I'm sorry, but in the therapies I've taken and in the books I have to help me, nothing *anywhere* says anything about gratitude and it tends to trigger me when he says this because it's what my narcy mom would say to me. I tried to explain this and asked him to read my books and he got mad at me because in his mind I was trying to tell him what to do and I was being ""ungrateful"" for his help. I told him how important it was to me for him to read these books because it would help me feel more understood, but he keeps coming up with excuse after excuse about why he doesn't want to read them. I just don't know what to do anymore.",614,1,0.571428571,1541769275,3,4.323207547,153,12.51,62.81,15.99,16.43,30.6,11.76,98.04,67.97,28.1,19.61,11.11,0.0,0.65,7.19,0.65,8.5,2.61,16.99,10.46,6.54,9.15,1.96,26.14,1.96,1.96,4.58,0.0,0.65,4.58,1.96,2.61,0.0,1.31,0.65,18.3,0.65,0.0,0.65,7.19,15.03,3.27,4.58,1.96,2.61,1.31,1.96,2.61,0.0,1.96,0.65,1.31,0.65,0.65,0.0,0.0,6.54,1.96,1.96,3.27,1.31,0.0,5.88,15.03,0.65,7.84,0.65,3.92,3.27,3.92,1.96,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.65,0.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.73,3.27,2.61,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.61,3.92,0.0,1.31,2.75,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73122,1.48936,1.86938,0.81,2,5.15691195,-0.060714286 ptsd,77hxog,"(20, 25)","I’ve started unearthing old albums; I’ve gone back to practising the drums regularly; I’ve been watching more movies and reading more books. Weirdly enough, I feel more in touch with the world. And what now? Will I continue along the road of abstinence? I don’t see any reason to jump off the wagon at this stage.",16708,0,1.0,1508452423,5,4.195,56,67.14,10.58,99.0,6.15,11.2,16.07,87.5,50.0,14.29,10.71,10.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.57,7.14,14.29,10.71,5.36,3.57,1.79,23.21,5.36,5.36,1.79,0.0,7.14,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,3.57,1.79,0.0,1.79,0.0,0.0,7.14,3.57,0.0,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.36,16.07,1.79,23.21,3.57,10.71,10.71,1.79,5.36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.43,5.36,1.79,0.0,3.57,3.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,0.0,0.0,2.5714,2.5714,3.0,1.1429,1.2,1.0,1.74774,1.7,1.87549,0.79,4,4.233333333,0.228571429 anxiety,67cj5c,"(13, 18)","- Lastly, it may be perceived to imply that having a positive mind frame will solve problems. As I understand it, this is not the message, only that there are methods to help overcome negative thinking of which this is one, but there are no guarantees. To be clear, this is not intended to be a 'cure', nor do I know if it applies to everyone, understanding is an important to recovery/reducing anxiety. and for me it helped. Beneath I will post what I discovered and how this has helped me.",7055,0,0.8,1493073484,2,7.596923077,91,8.68,7.67,49.19,25.77,18.2,21.98,93.41,67.03,20.88,6.59,6.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.29,4.4,10.99,16.48,4.4,7.69,5.49,24.18,3.3,1.1,3.3,1.1,0.0,4.4,2.2,2.2,1.1,0.0,0.0,3.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.08,7.69,4.4,2.2,2.2,4.4,5.49,2.2,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.79,2.2,3.3,2.2,1.1,1.1,2.2,16.48,3.3,3.3,0.0,1.1,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.58,5.49,7.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,2.2,0.0,1.1,2.75,2.8889,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.68582,1.32857,1.85379,0.76,1,8.105802198,0.071212121 assistance,6di1yb,"[5, 10]",We could make an arrangement where I occasionally ship you boxes of stuff. (PS I'm new to this subreddit and not sure how to ask for proof from you... I guess you could PM me a pic of your kid? Idk if that's weird. I'm happy to PM a pic of my kid bc he's super cute :),633,0,1.0,1495816619,33,-2.02045082,58,19.07,69.76,11.5,99.0,11.6,5.17,87.93,60.34,27.59,22.41,12.07,1.72,6.9,1.72,0.0,5.17,5.17,13.79,10.34,3.45,6.9,3.45,15.52,8.62,0.0,3.45,0.0,0.0,10.34,8.62,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,18.97,0.0,5.17,5.17,5.17,3.45,3.45,3.45,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.9,1.72,1.72,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.07,0.0,5.17,0.0,1.72,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.62,0.0,8.62,0.0,0.0,1.72,18.97,8.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.9,1.72,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.125,1.1429,1.0,1.66417,1.47727,1.91031,0.93,8,1.311618852,0.189962121 anxiety,6864lx,"[25, 30]","Leaving was one of the hardest things I had ever had to do. My parents really disagreed with me taking time off from school, so as fall came, they spent every day trying to get me to go see if I could come back in the spring, and to get a job. Now job has always been a scary word for me, because my only job I've had is teaching people how to hit things beautifully (Percussion Private Lessons). I had come so close to interviews in the past, but I could never get myself to leave as the day came. This lead to my parents becoming more and more frustrated, and the only person I could seek refuge with, was Sarah.",64,0,0.6,1493421046,1,9.212195122,122,40.78,20.62,94.0,3.01,24.4,11.48,95.08,59.02,13.93,11.48,10.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.82,2.46,5.74,14.75,12.3,8.2,9.02,0.82,24.59,4.92,4.1,0.82,0.82,2.46,2.46,0.0,2.46,0.82,0.82,0.0,5.74,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.11,1.64,2.46,3.28,1.64,3.28,2.46,1.64,0.82,0.0,0.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.38,1.64,1.64,1.64,3.28,0.0,9.02,10.66,0.0,18.85,7.38,4.1,8.2,6.56,0.0,0.0,0.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.3,4.1,5.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.82,1.64,0.0,3.0,2.7778,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.74836,1.58182,1.86632,0.67,2,8.873918699,0.073076923 ptsd,6l8kok,"(0, 5)","While sitting on my normally-quiet front porch today, one of my unbelievably extroverted neighbors was carrying on the loudest conversation I've ever heard on a quiet street. Her conversation partners used a normal volume - she was the only one yelling words at the top of her lungs. I wanted to snap her clueless little head off. Or at the very least, tell her to shut the f$*( up. Grumpy?",22104,1,0.6,1499190673,6,5.051455399,70,94.13,80.42,62.17,8.64,14.0,17.14,88.57,48.57,12.86,12.86,5.71,0.0,0.0,7.14,0.0,0.0,10.0,15.71,4.29,4.29,2.86,0.0,14.29,10.0,4.29,0.0,2.86,1.43,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,1.43,0.0,15.71,0.0,2.86,7.14,0.0,7.14,0.0,1.43,2.86,1.43,1.43,1.43,7.14,0.0,7.14,0.0,2.86,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,5.71,1.43,2.86,0.0,0.0,7.14,4.29,0.0,25.71,1.43,20.0,4.29,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.57,5.71,2.86,0.0,0.0,1.43,0.0,2.86,0.0,1.43,1.43,2.86,2.625,2.6,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.71928,1.75926,1.81143,1.0,6,5.810915493,-0.025357143 relationships,7r1pfj,"[25, 30]","She never messaged him back, but I asked her why she still had him on Snapchat. I only asked it because she had claimed to have deleted her ex's on social media. Whatever, that's a nice feeling and I'm glad, but at the same time it wouldn't really be an issue for me if she did still have them. Fast forward to last night... My fiance was acting all weird and put out so I tried figure out what was going on and what she was upset about.",2354,0,0.6,1516202936,316,2.547950311,88,3.76,67.52,46.36,25.77,17.6,10.23,94.32,68.18,25.0,18.18,6.82,0.0,0.0,10.23,1.14,6.82,3.41,11.36,13.64,10.23,9.09,2.27,21.59,5.68,1.14,4.55,0.0,1.14,4.55,2.27,2.27,1.14,0.0,0.0,18.18,1.14,1.14,7.95,3.41,12.5,2.27,2.27,2.27,1.14,2.27,4.55,1.14,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.68,4.55,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,5.68,1.14,19.32,4.55,9.09,10.23,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.14,0.0,1.14,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.91,7.95,3.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.55,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.6,3.0,1.2,1.2222,1.0,1.71985,1.5325,1.81345,0.89,110,3.772670807,0.093939394 relationships,7qq6ko,"(25, 30)",I have been trying to make plans recently and she keeps having things come up but i understand because i am doing it on kind of short notice. This last little bit after the break happened in about a 8 day span. TLDR: I am awkward and need some help with relationships. I feel like i ruined my chances with this girl and i am hoping i can fix it. I also may just be overreacting to things.,11165,0,0.571428571,1516080783,0,2.558736264,77,22.3,21.79,93.03,9.71,15.4,11.69,94.81,59.74,22.08,14.29,12.99,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,7.79,2.6,12.99,12.99,3.9,7.79,0.0,24.68,3.9,3.9,0.0,1.3,2.6,3.9,1.3,2.6,1.3,0.0,1.3,6.49,0.0,0.0,2.6,0.0,15.58,3.9,2.6,2.6,6.49,0.0,1.3,1.3,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.49,2.6,2.6,2.6,0.0,0.0,2.6,16.88,3.9,15.58,1.3,7.79,5.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.79,6.49,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.74412,1.47027,1.90074,0.4,6,4.035201465,-0.03125 domesticviolence,5pzqcv,"(15, 20)","My friends and family don't understand why he is so jealous and controlling because they know when I'm in a relationship I'm faithful. Im ready to take him out of my life, but what should I do? When hes angry I don't know what extent he would go to. How should I handle it? Ignore him or communicate calmly so he doesn't get mad?",4199,1,0.8,1485301414,1,0.889315895,64,1.0,37.72,12.38,1.42,12.8,12.5,96.88,67.19,28.12,23.44,12.5,0.0,0.0,9.38,1.56,4.69,1.56,7.81,18.75,9.38,15.62,4.69,29.69,1.56,0.0,9.38,0.0,0.0,10.94,3.12,6.25,0.0,4.69,0.0,17.19,1.56,1.56,0.0,9.38,18.75,4.69,6.25,4.69,1.56,0.0,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,10.94,6.25,0.0,1.56,3.12,0.0,0.0,25.0,0.0,7.81,1.56,3.12,3.12,0.0,1.56,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.19,3.12,1.56,0.0,0.0,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.81,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.7,2.8,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70174,1.50169,1.88608,1.0,2,3.489657948,-0.15625 ptsd,9hk4mi,"[5, 10]","She's a real healer. She's beautiful in so many ways 🐰🥕 but it's just insane. I won't lie, she is the most expensive medication that I've ever had as she's already cost £2,000 ($2,654.510) (when I say medication, I mean that she's a therapy rabbit) but I do love her to bits. I'm actually thinking of getting another pet soon. My mum has said ""yes"" but she won't allow me to have another big animal as she has to sometimes help me with Alaska because believe it or not bunnies can sometimes be a handful.",824,0,1.0,1537486189,11,3.688277704,96,2.12,30.11,35.37,81.93,19.2,17.71,88.54,60.42,23.96,17.71,9.38,0.0,0.0,8.33,0.0,6.25,4.17,8.33,17.71,7.29,9.38,3.12,22.92,7.29,3.12,1.04,4.17,5.21,3.12,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.54,1.04,0.0,9.38,0.0,15.62,3.12,2.08,0.0,4.17,1.04,6.25,4.17,1.04,2.08,1.04,5.21,0.0,4.17,0.0,0.0,5.21,2.08,0.0,3.12,1.04,0.0,3.12,17.71,3.12,8.33,0.0,2.08,6.25,0.0,0.0,1.04,2.08,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,0.0,1.04,0.0,0.0,26.04,5.21,4.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,9.38,4.17,1.04,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.74512,1.50602,1.88071,0.92,1,6.251802403,0.07375 anxiety,8jy4ib,"[10, 15]","Maybe kind of nauseous? Not in a normal nauseated feeling. Its more like that pit of my stomach, I'm about to get in big trouble, or I'm waiting for the cops to come pick me up or something haha. Like, it has that prickle in my spine to it. And that restlessness in my head.",1447,1,1.0,1526501715,2,0.837894737,54,70.5,2.1,98.01,1.0,10.8,18.52,98.15,62.96,24.07,11.11,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.96,3.7,24.07,5.56,3.7,5.56,1.85,14.81,5.56,5.56,0.0,0.0,1.85,7.41,1.85,5.56,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,1.85,1.85,0.0,9.26,0.0,5.56,1.85,0.0,0.0,1.85,11.11,7.41,3.7,0.0,0.0,9.26,0.0,0.0,5.56,1.85,1.85,0.0,11.11,0.0,14.81,1.85,11.11,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,1.85,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.52,7.41,5.56,0.0,0.0,1.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.7,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.3333,3.0,1.0,1.2,1.0,1.6818,1.53333,1.83309,1.0,4,2.813245614,0.121428571 domesticviolence,6rcdh9,"[10, 15]",I don't live in the country anymore. She thinks no one will help her and has a hard time trusting people. She doesn't want to go to a shelter. I at least gave her the number for a bilingual support person from the ywca. My mom also wants my dad to pay for my graduate school degree.,1437,0,0.8,1501767932,5,2.112542373,57,76.19,70.08,4.05,86.53,11.4,12.28,91.23,54.39,17.54,15.79,8.77,0.0,0.0,7.02,0.0,1.75,10.53,14.04,7.02,1.75,3.51,5.26,21.05,5.26,1.75,0.0,1.75,1.75,3.51,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.3,3.51,0.0,8.77,1.75,5.26,1.75,0.0,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,1.75,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,3.51,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,1.75,1.75,15.79,3.51,10.53,1.75,5.26,3.51,5.26,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.28,8.77,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.1667,1.1429,1.0,1.80128,1.6913,1.92029,1.0,5,3.612,-0.063825758 ptsd,7gis8x,"(0, 5)","Hi everyone, I'm giving writing a go to try and cope with my PTSD. I was recommended to start a blog on an app called Vocal, you get paid per 1000 views, but that doesn't really matter to me, it'd be a cool bonus though. This blog is for people who need someone to relate to, so maybe they don't feel alone anymore or that they feel as if someone can understand them. I've only started today but any support would be so appreciated, a blog is the only way of helping myself and helping others at the same time, I have one post up at the moment but I'm going to write as many as I can.",40296,0,1.0,1512007372,5,8.290645161,118,23.73,43.26,87.71,97.07,29.5,10.17,94.92,61.02,19.49,11.02,7.63,0.0,0.85,0.0,2.54,8.47,6.78,13.56,12.71,5.93,11.02,1.69,24.58,5.08,3.39,0.85,1.69,1.69,6.78,5.93,0.85,0.0,0.0,0.85,13.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.8,4.24,0.0,2.54,5.93,0.85,6.78,3.39,0.85,0.0,2.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.24,0.85,1.69,0.85,1.69,0.0,3.39,19.49,0.85,11.86,1.69,4.24,5.08,1.69,2.54,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.0,1.69,0.0,0.85,0.85,0.0,0.0,14.41,3.39,5.93,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.08,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.70255,1.45306,1.92216,0.73,0,9.022322581,0.178571429 anxiety,7e3pmc,"(0, 5)","It was my 21st birthday and a couple of friends came into town. We went out for dinner and I had 2-3 drinks. Afterwards, we smoked a bunch of pot. I am a regular smoker, but I smoked a decent amount that night so I was quite high. We decided to take the tram back, and that's when things started to feel weird.",4312,0,0.8,1511127551,2,0.531164835,64,46.07,56.21,95.6,25.77,12.8,9.38,92.19,54.69,18.75,12.5,7.81,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,7.81,10.94,7.81,4.69,9.38,0.0,17.19,4.69,0.0,1.56,3.12,4.69,3.12,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.25,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,6.25,3.12,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,1.56,1.56,0.0,0.0,1.56,7.81,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.81,9.38,6.25,0.0,1.56,1.56,0.0,10.94,6.25,0.0,18.75,3.12,7.81,9.38,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.62,7.81,4.69,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.56,0.0,1.56,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.5714,3.0,1.1429,1.3333,1.0,1.69734,1.67547,1.91956,0.75,4,2.191428571,-0.028888889 ptsd,8nav9p,"(6, 11)","I am just sick of this being my daily life. Between the derealization and the hypervigilance and paranoia even on good days I still don't feel like a person - and that's not even touching the flashbacks and nightmares. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't find a shrink who I trust or who seems equipped to help with the particular symptoms I have, and that seems like my only option. What do I do?",49851,1,1.0,1527704203,54,5.351125,76,14.15,7.4,90.72,9.56,15.2,14.47,93.42,68.42,22.37,11.84,11.84,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.53,7.89,10.53,11.84,6.58,7.89,5.26,18.42,3.95,3.95,5.26,0.0,0.0,6.58,2.63,3.95,1.32,0.0,0.0,6.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.84,6.58,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,3.95,2.63,0.0,0.0,2.63,3.95,0.0,3.95,0.0,0.0,3.95,1.32,0.0,1.32,1.32,1.32,0.0,19.74,0.0,6.58,0.0,1.32,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.47,5.26,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,2.9167,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74848,1.41311,1.94035,0.95,23,5.8425,0.108730159 stress,9oobp7,"[15, 20]","I'm 18 and I'll be leaving home for the first time. At this point, you can see that my dad like to ""collect"" things but it not like our house looks like and episode of Hoarders (yet). Fast forward 18 months, I'm transferring to a college closer to home. Between traveling and not being able to find a job in the barely populated, conservative, town I was in, it was in the best interest. Also a key point, I changed my major from Veterinarian Bio to general Psychology since my hometown college didn't have vet bio.",1705,0,0.8,1539701526,2,4.788357143,96,69.04,14.87,98.01,65.25,19.2,18.75,85.42,56.25,15.62,10.42,8.33,1.04,1.04,0.0,0.0,5.21,6.25,17.71,10.42,3.12,5.21,3.12,15.62,3.12,5.21,0.0,3.12,0.0,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.12,1.04,0.0,0.0,1.04,8.33,1.04,2.08,0.0,1.04,0.0,4.17,2.08,2.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.17,1.04,3.12,1.04,1.04,0.0,4.17,8.33,1.04,19.79,6.25,9.38,7.29,5.21,1.04,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.79,5.21,6.25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.08,4.17,2.08,0.0,2.8333,2.375,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.67583,1.60488,1.94678,0.75,0,5.793428571,0.2640625 relationships,7ql1y2,"(0, 5)","I was in a rabbit hole of youtube videos over the weekend, starting off from music videos, then vine compilations, and then somehow fight videos. On one of the side videos, I noticed a video involving ""XYZ high school"" where my boyfriend attended. The video was actually pretty clear and my blood kind of ran cold when I realized one of the 2 kids in the video was my boyfriend. It was absolutely brutal. And there's no doubt that this was him.",14540,1,1.0,1516036169,1,6.844939759,81,62.48,40.24,92.47,2.98,16.2,17.28,93.83,53.09,12.35,8.64,7.41,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,3.7,8.64,11.11,7.41,7.41,7.41,1.23,12.35,3.7,0.0,2.47,3.7,0.0,4.94,1.23,3.7,1.23,2.47,0.0,7.41,0.0,2.47,0.0,3.7,11.11,2.47,0.0,0.0,4.94,2.47,1.23,12.35,9.88,1.23,1.23,1.23,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.17,2.47,0.0,2.47,0.0,1.23,11.11,1.23,2.47,19.75,2.47,11.11,6.17,1.23,12.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,14.81,6.17,4.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.47,1.23,0.0,0.0,2.875,2.5714,3.0,1.1429,1.1429,1.0,1.74776,1.68485,1.87024,1.0,6,5.953879518,-0.052142857 survivorsofabuse,9kegfm,"[85, 90]","There was this one guy I would see around a lot and he was good looking. But he was 18. I talked to him sometimes and he seemed to like talking to me, said I was cute. This made me happy at the time. One day we were at the park and he asked if I had a boyfriend I said no.",57,0,1.0,1538381302,8,-1.428041475,61,15.98,74.41,14.89,99.0,12.2,8.2,96.72,62.3,24.59,21.31,11.48,1.64,0.0,8.2,0.0,3.28,6.56,8.2,11.48,3.28,8.2,1.64,27.87,3.28,0.0,0.0,4.92,1.64,6.56,6.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.31,0.0,3.28,0.0,11.48,11.48,1.64,1.64,3.28,6.56,0.0,3.28,6.56,3.28,3.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.92,3.28,0.0,0.0,1.64,0.0,19.67,3.28,0.0,9.84,0.0,4.92,4.92,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.84,8.2,1.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.2308,1.2,1.0,1.70526,1.57143,1.95228,1.0,2,0.425576037,0.666666667 domesticviolence,7whlce,"[5, 10]","Husband, I wanted to do this amicably. We could have made it through this heartbreak to our mutual benefit. I was willing to give you everything in exchange for your helping me furnish a tiny studio apartment. The value of such furnishings pale in comparison to the value of the property I was going to let you keep in exchange for allowing me to break free smoothly. I was going to let you keep my puppy.",1709,0,0.8,1518219074,16,6.249473684,76,79.01,88.18,19.27,97.58,15.2,22.37,90.79,59.21,22.37,17.11,9.21,2.63,5.26,0.0,0.0,5.26,5.26,19.74,10.53,1.32,0.0,0.0,19.74,5.26,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.21,6.58,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,13.16,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,6.58,0.0,2.63,2.63,0.0,1.32,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.21,3.95,0.0,2.63,2.63,0.0,6.58,6.58,2.63,9.21,2.63,5.26,0.0,1.32,0.0,2.63,3.95,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.89,6.58,1.32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.6,2.625,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.7059,1.55,1.89973,0.94,7,7.416947368,0.14 anxiety,7ymj1a,"[11, 16]",We went home the next day. And now i fcking dont know what to do. My heart rate feels like it’s shaking the whole bed. Im dying. TLDR i got friendzoned at the beach and I cant take it like a man,158,1,1.0,1519045692,4,-3.298695652,42,40.66,11.7,95.13,3.31,8.4,4.76,92.86,54.76,21.43,14.29,11.9,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,9.52,9.52,9.52,2.38,4.76,4.76,21.43,2.38,4.76,2.38,0.0,2.38,2.38,0.0,2.38,2.38,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,7.14,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,2.38,0.0,0.0,2.38,2.38,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,2.38,0.0,0.0,4.76,0.0,4.76,21.43,0.0,11.9,2.38,2.38,7.14,0.0,2.38,4.76,0.0,0.0,2.38,2.38,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.9,9.52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.38,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.7778,3.0,1.1818,1.125,1.0,1.75634,1.69032,1.98098,0.84,2,-0.264891304,0.1 domesticviolence,913aa1,"[38, 43]",He said you better get a job by Friday or the homeless shelter. I'm thinking of going to stay at my cousins place who is supportive but it's a tad dirty but I'm considering just packing up my bag left clothes and going to stay with him. He also has my car and I'm not gonna try to take it back because he paid for my head so he gets my car. It's not worth much but still. Thank you for reading and I'm open to suggestions thank you Agian and I'm glad I got to share this,590,0,0.666666667,1532312837,1,-0.617201258,98,12.31,37.96,92.38,99.0,19.6,11.22,94.9,58.16,24.49,19.39,11.22,0.0,3.06,5.1,0.0,5.1,3.06,12.24,9.18,5.1,11.22,2.04,28.57,4.08,1.02,1.02,0.0,1.02,6.12,6.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.27,1.02,0.0,0.0,5.1,10.2,2.04,1.02,0.0,2.04,0.0,6.12,1.02,0.0,1.02,0.0,2.04,2.04,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.2,2.04,2.04,2.04,5.1,0.0,4.08,19.39,3.06,15.31,7.14,8.16,3.06,1.02,0.0,0.0,2.04,0.0,0.0,1.02,0.0,1.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.22,4.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.14,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.5,3.0,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.688,1.57079,1.91881,1.0,1,1.658773585,0.105555556 assistance,7j76q5,"[9, 14]","Any help is greatly appreciated, I'll be sure to pay it forward when i'm back on my feet. Thank you. Edit: removed bitcoin address, missed that in the rules. Sorry! Edit2: thank you so much",187,0,0.833333333,1513042880,0,0.366036036,35,16.23,71.61,89.63,98.56,7.0,17.14,97.14,45.71,20.0,14.29,8.57,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,5.71,2.86,8.57,11.43,8.57,5.71,0.0,20.0,2.86,0.0,2.86,0.0,5.71,17.14,11.43,5.71,0.0,0.0,5.71,8.57,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.57,2.86,0.0,0.0,2.86,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.86,2.86,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.71,2.86,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,2.86,14.29,2.86,17.14,5.71,11.43,8.57,8.57,0.0,2.86,5.71,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,28.57,8.57,5.71,5.71,0.0,0.0,2.86,0.0,0.0,5.71,0.0,0.0,2.6667,2.8889,3.0,1.1667,1.1818,1.0,1.73107,1.47742,1.90685,0.44,3,2.442027027,0.055 ptsd,8niv99,"[13, 18]","For those that have sought help before, is it as bad as I am imagining? Will I be taken seriously? I feel that because I put myself in that situation, I sort of don't deserve help if that makes sense. I'm not even sure this is the right place to post as I'm not sure it's even a possibility to get some sort of ptsd from something like this. Sorry for the rambling, and thank you for reading.",457,1,0.8,1527777095,10,4.403780488,78,23.17,10.0,78.04,25.77,15.6,11.54,94.87,65.38,24.36,11.54,10.26,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,12.82,3.85,17.95,12.82,3.85,7.69,3.85,21.79,6.41,6.41,0.0,0.0,1.28,7.69,3.85,3.85,0.0,0.0,1.28,3.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.51,5.13,2.56,1.28,7.69,2.56,3.85,3.85,1.28,0.0,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.41,2.56,0.0,2.56,2.56,1.28,2.56,16.67,1.28,7.69,1.28,3.85,1.28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,3.85,3.85,0.0,0.0,2.56,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.13,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.8889,2.6,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.66879,1.32055,1.9001,0.92,6,5.62795122,-0.166269841 relationships,7q3nno,"[5, 10]","He apologizes if I point it out later, but the first instinct is always to blame me. And often the thing he's blaming me for is exaggerated, and made to look like a routine flaw in me, even if it's a once off thing. He doesn't hesitate to show his bad mood/displeasure (which applies to how he is around most people not just me, but I think it's worse when it's about me). He doesn't hide it at all even if we're around other people, so I have to be particularly cautious not to piss him off or bring up anything that could upset him in public. When he's upset/displeased in private, he withdraws and it's up to me to grovel and convince him to talk to me again.",815,1,1.0,1515837132,56,10.03064286,131,9.41,40.96,47.4,1.0,26.2,11.45,93.13,70.23,25.95,16.79,7.63,0.76,0.0,8.4,0.0,9.16,3.05,18.32,10.69,9.92,10.69,3.05,14.5,3.82,3.05,3.05,1.53,1.53,6.87,0.0,6.11,2.29,2.29,0.0,15.27,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.4,16.03,1.53,1.53,3.05,6.11,2.29,6.87,1.53,1.53,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.63,0.76,0.76,2.29,0.0,3.82,0.76,14.5,0.0,16.03,0.76,9.16,6.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.76,0.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.32,3.82,4.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.87,1.53,1.53,2.7143,2.6667,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.69976,1.54622,1.80003,0.88,90,9.995714286,-0.080833333 anxiety,9ti73y,"[5, 10]","After talking with my psych she made me realize that anxiety has been the route of my negative feelings and it was likely anxiety causing depression. Despite this, however, she never seemed to understand just how severe my symptoms were. I would try to stay calm and describe how i felt to the best of my ability, however it wasn't until she saw me have an anxiety attack over asking her a \_very\_ simple question that she finally understood the severity. She said I seemed to downplay how I felt, so I took this into account for future reference. Eventually I move on to starting antidepressants, citalopram to start off.",143,1,0.5,1541147259,1,11.01351351,110,26.98,20.66,95.06,1.0,22.0,24.55,97.27,60.91,21.82,16.36,10.91,0.0,0.0,5.45,0.0,5.45,4.55,15.45,6.36,10.0,8.18,2.73,23.64,3.64,1.82,2.73,0.0,0.0,7.27,1.82,5.45,2.73,0.91,0.91,9.09,0.0,0.0,5.45,0.0,20.91,9.09,4.55,0.91,4.55,0.91,3.64,4.55,0.91,0.91,2.73,1.82,0.0,1.82,0.0,0.0,5.45,0.0,2.73,2.73,1.82,0.0,11.82,8.18,1.82,13.64,1.82,5.45,7.27,0.91,0.0,0.0,0.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.64,4.55,4.55,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.91,0.0,3.64,2.5714,2.8,2.8,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74982,1.47071,1.83752,1.0,0,10.71484685,0.125 ptsd,8da15v,"[0, 5]","Hello. I have been on these support subs the last four months or so, and they have been so very helpful, thank you to everyone on her, and reading this. I have a situation where I am not sure what advice to give. My younger sister is twenty one years old. She has BPD or something much like it, and can become very emotional, begin panicking about the potential of abandonment, and threatening suicide, to cut of all her hair etc.",1305,0,0.666666667,1524092634,1,4.974074074,81,15.74,68.92,26.79,10.27,16.2,16.05,93.83,60.49,18.52,11.11,4.94,0.0,1.23,3.7,1.23,7.41,3.7,11.11,12.35,7.41,9.88,1.23,17.28,3.7,2.47,2.47,3.7,2.47,11.11,4.94,6.17,2.47,1.23,1.23,13.58,1.23,0.0,4.94,0.0,11.11,1.23,0.0,0.0,4.94,3.7,3.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.17,3.7,1.23,1.23,0.0,1.23,2.47,14.81,1.23,11.11,0.0,3.7,7.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,6.17,8.64,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.73381,1.54247,1.91175,1.0,14,5.262654321,0.03125 anxiety,5ydg3l,"(0, 5)","I've been suffering from anxiety and ptsd since I was 13, actively working towards recovery for the past three years. It's been up and down, of course, but overall I've made really encouraging progress. For the past six months I've been dating a really sweet guy, someone I think is worthy of my trust and good for me. We're both interested in being together long-term. This is the first healthy relationship I've ever been in, and I've been working really hard not to let past experiences and my own issues negatively affect our partnership.",8257,0,1.0,1489039495,1,8.995294118,95,31.19,29.92,99.0,97.58,19.0,18.95,94.74,56.84,15.79,12.63,10.53,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.16,4.21,13.68,16.84,4.21,6.32,2.11,24.21,3.16,0.0,0.0,4.21,1.05,9.47,7.37,2.11,1.05,0.0,1.05,10.53,0.0,2.11,0.0,1.05,12.63,1.05,3.16,0.0,2.11,1.05,5.26,3.16,0.0,0.0,1.05,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,16.84,7.37,5.26,2.11,1.05,1.05,10.53,11.58,0.0,18.95,0.0,8.42,10.53,3.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.95,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.05,0.0,7.37,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.73045,1.47907,1.94457,1.0,6,9.256196078,0.097048611 anxiety,7scfbe,"(15, 20)","I feel like I’m sabotaging our relationship. Making up scenarios to pick a fight and give us a reason to break up. I really don’t want to lose him. In the beginning, I was hesitant to go out with him but the more we hung out, the more I started to like him. Now that I know more about him and met his family, the more determined I felt to make this relationship work.",23288,0,0.6,1516687551,6,3.894473684,73,75.23,83.12,72.89,9.1,14.6,12.33,95.89,58.9,23.29,20.55,9.59,4.11,0.0,6.85,0.0,2.74,8.22,17.81,4.11,4.11,4.11,1.37,21.92,5.48,6.85,0.0,0.0,5.48,6.85,2.74,4.11,1.37,1.37,1.37,19.18,1.37,0.0,0.0,6.85,16.44,6.85,5.48,1.37,1.37,0.0,2.74,2.74,0.0,0.0,2.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,17.81,9.59,4.11,2.74,0.0,2.74,5.48,17.81,0.0,13.7,1.37,6.85,4.11,1.37,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.7,6.85,4.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.74,0.0,0.0,2.7143,2.5714,3.0,1.0,1.2727,1.0,1.80445,1.57778,1.93923,0.88,3,5.864315789,0.44 assistance,8bu9vx,"(5, 10)","About Sean One thing that describes Sean best is his huge thirst for new experiences and knowledge. He would never sit still and was constantly trying to grow - waking up at 6am to go for a run, taking every opportunity to improve his Spanish and learning new skills while volunteering. A real nature lover; his biggest hero is David Attenborough and he would always serve us with the weirdest fun-facts about nature. He came across as the most positive guy, embracing life with all its aspects and trying to take the most of it.",30465,0,1.0,1523572002,28,11.470625,95,78.46,82.83,5.83,99.0,23.75,15.79,85.26,47.37,11.58,7.37,0.0,1.05,0.0,6.32,0.0,4.21,5.26,15.79,5.26,5.26,7.37,1.05,16.84,10.53,6.32,0.0,1.05,4.21,8.42,7.37,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.47,0.0,2.11,0.0,7.37,14.74,2.11,0.0,2.11,4.21,6.32,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.16,1.05,1.05,1.05,1.05,14.74,2.11,6.32,4.21,5.26,0.0,2.11,8.42,0.0,17.89,4.21,6.32,7.37,2.11,1.05,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.47,4.21,2.11,0.0,1.05,0.0,0.0,2.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,3.0,3.0,1.3333,1.1818,1.0,1.73455,1.56962,1.96827,0.91,0,10.11791667,0.31 ptsd,6jcuct,"[15, 20]","I couldn't speak but finally managed to say, ""Bag, get my bag."" He was able to help me with my pills and touch me and talk to me enough that I came back. Now boyfriend is back to bed, and I'm assuming I'll be up for the rest of the night. I don't know what to do with this. This is scary stuff.",211,1,1.0,1498369702,3,-0.24039801,63,12.64,13.32,89.63,7.46,12.6,7.94,93.65,68.25,25.4,17.46,15.87,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,7.94,3.17,15.87,14.29,6.35,6.35,3.17,23.81,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,1.59,0.0,0.0,9.52,0.0,1.59,0.0,3.17,6.35,3.17,0.0,1.59,1.59,0.0,1.59,4.76,0.0,3.17,1.59,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,1.59,9.52,3.17,1.59,4.76,1.59,0.0,4.76,19.05,1.59,11.11,1.59,4.76,7.94,1.59,0.0,1.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.22,7.94,4.76,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.17,6.35,0.0,0.0,2.5,2.8889,3.0,1.4545,1.1429,1.0,1.6612,1.57627,1.92428,1.0,3,1.445597015,0.0 assistance,6hajy7,"(0, 5)","Hi Everyone! My aunt is currently helping out the bus service in San Andres Ixtlahuaca, Oaxaca. The bus that is used currently is over 10 years old, which is over the limit required by the Mexican Government. The pueblo do not have the funds to afford a new bus and are at risk of losing the most affordable option of transportation. The people are concerned with raising funds, and it would be amazing if they got help.",39739,0,1.0,1497475302,1,6.822727273,77,91.48,65.17,18.34,25.77,15.4,18.18,84.42,50.65,7.79,2.6,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,5.19,11.69,12.99,12.99,0.0,3.9,1.3,16.88,5.19,1.3,1.3,1.3,1.3,6.49,2.6,2.6,1.3,0.0,1.3,9.09,1.3,0.0,1.3,0.0,9.09,0.0,1.3,2.6,3.9,1.3,2.6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.69,2.6,2.6,5.19,1.3,2.6,2.6,14.29,0.0,14.29,1.3,6.49,6.49,3.9,0.0,0.0,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.39,5.19,3.9,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.4,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.1818,1.0,1.7526,1.55333,1.78546,0.54,2,6.813402597,0.190909091 anxiety,9vyk77,"(5, 10)","I am quite introverted and the broken friendship I had with my previous roommate made me feel very anxious, so I moved into an apartment on my own. I love living alone, but when I have severe anxiety attacks it becomes lonely and almost unbearable. I sometimes think so much that it feels like I am going crazy. I have terrifying thoughts and I make up scenarios in which I have some terrible condition, or I am dying. My parents know that I have anxiety, but never took it too seriously.",43607,1,0.857142857,1541889224,36,7.803956044,91,3.98,3.1,99.0,1.0,18.2,20.88,93.41,58.24,24.18,17.58,17.58,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.59,2.2,6.59,9.89,8.79,9.89,1.1,20.88,6.59,1.1,2.2,0.0,2.2,13.19,1.1,12.09,4.4,1.1,2.2,3.3,1.1,1.1,0.0,0.0,17.58,6.59,2.2,0.0,5.49,1.1,3.3,2.2,0.0,0.0,2.2,2.2,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,6.59,3.3,0.0,2.2,1.1,0.0,5.49,14.29,1.1,12.09,2.2,5.49,4.4,0.0,0.0,2.2,0.0,0.0,1.1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.89,5.49,4.4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8571,3.0,1.0,1.1429,1.0,1.84278,1.43614,1.89517,0.95,18,8.494813187,-0.238636364 domesticviolence,9j7nty,"[76, 81]",He tells me he loves me with his smile and outstretched arms every day. I need to be a good mom for him. ​ Thank you for reading. I have been holding this in for so long and I guess I just wanted to be heard.,1836,0,0.833333333,1538004278,13,1.009782609,46,28.96,80.77,1.0,99.0,11.5,6.52,93.48,60.87,26.09,23.91,13.04,0.0,2.17,8.7,0.0,2.17,2.17,15.22,8.7,4.35,6.52,0.0,23.91,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,8.7,8.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,19.57,2.17,0.0,2.17,8.7,8.7,0.0,0.0,4.35,2.17,2.17,0.0,2.17,0.0,2.17,0.0,4.35,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,2.17,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,6.52,17.39,0.0,6.52,0.0,4.35,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.22,8.7,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,3.0,2.4444,2.8,1.2,1.2727,1.0,1.72305,1.53333,1.98705,0.94,8,1.977608696,0.316666667 anxiety,86efsk,"[15, 20]","She has not once shown disappointment. When she sees me get frustrated, she lays next to me and holds me. Asks me what I need to relax. But it's becoming a self perpetuating cycle and I'm getting panicky that this is going to drive a wedge between us because she will start to feel that she doesn't excite me or satisfy me or whatever. Before anyone asks, the pipes all work.",828,1,1.0,1521747982,50,3.703963964,71,7.32,33.62,60.11,25.77,14.2,14.08,92.96,60.56,29.58,19.72,11.27,1.41,0.0,7.04,0.0,9.86,4.23,8.45,9.86,1.41,9.86,2.82,25.35,2.82,1.41,4.23,1.41,1.41,8.45,4.23,4.23,1.41,1.41,1.41,14.08,0.0,0.0,7.04,0.0,14.08,2.82,1.41,1.41,4.23,1.41,5.63,2.82,1.41,0.0,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.04,1.41,1.41,0.0,4.23,0.0,0.0,21.13,2.82,11.27,2.82,0.0,8.45,1.41,1.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.08,7.04,2.82,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.23,0.0,0.0,2.8,2.4444,2.6,1.125,1.1818,1.0,1.74452,1.66333,1.86997,1.0,11,5.006486486,-0.2125 anxiety,8y522q,"[13, 18]","This SUCKS, we're booking plane tickets next Wednesday and half of me is ecstatic but the anxious half of me is dreading it. I need to figure out how to calm all this anticipatory anxiety so I can just let myself enjoy my relationship, the excitement leading up to our trip, and even the trip itself (although I feel like once I'm there I'll be fine)! This is the same anxiety that has stopped me before, and I am NOT letting it stop me again. To anybody who's experienced this before, what tips or strategies can you give me to help overcome it? TL;DR- Very anxious about upcoming trip because I'm afraid of being trapped/away from the comfort of my home, to the point where it's affecting other parts of my life, how do I get over the anticipatory anxiety so I can enjoy myself?",1450,1,1.0,1531355642,2,6.257273392,147,19.28,15.37,91.54,16.1,29.4,18.37,94.56,63.27,24.49,14.97,12.93,1.36,0.68,0.0,0.0,9.52,4.76,13.61,10.88,7.48,7.48,0.68,15.65,6.12,2.72,3.4,2.04,0.68,10.2,4.76,5.44,4.76,0.68,0.0,5.44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.2,1.36,3.4,0.68,1.36,0.68,3.4,1.36,0.0,0.0,0.68,1.36,0.0,1.36,0.0,0.0,10.2,2.72,2.04,3.4,1.36,2.04,0.68,14.29,1.36,12.24,2.72,4.08,5.44,1.36,1.36,0.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.68,0.68,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.65,1.36,4.76,0.0,0.68,1.36,0.68,0.68,0.0,4.08,1.36,0.68,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74849,1.54062,1.86547,1.0,7,7.066403509,0.034821429 almosthomeless,8i9bjd,"(0, 5)","I might be homeless soon, I have about 500 dollars in my bank account and I NEED to get out of Massachusetts. I am going to be a college drop-out in my 3rd year due to family reason instead of academics. After a lot of research, I am contemplating between Wichita, Kansas and Columbus, Ohio. I really just want a minimum wage job so I can have a bed and private bathroom. Afterward I can get my life together and start taking programming jobs again.",28428,1,0.8,1525898726,15,5.179108527,86,58.63,12.25,95.83,25.77,17.2,20.93,90.7,54.65,12.79,12.79,12.79,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.65,15.12,10.47,8.14,5.81,0.0,16.28,1.16,1.16,0.0,1.16,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.49,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.3,2.33,1.16,2.33,2.33,0.0,2.33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,6.98,2.33,0.0,1.16,3.49,0.0,0.0,15.12,3.49,16.28,2.33,5.81,8.14,9.3,2.33,3.49,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.63,5.81,4.65,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.3333,3.0,1.4,1.25,1.0,1.6862,1.6338,1.96242,0.9,8,6.739534884,0.01875 anxiety,99uoqb,"(30, 35)","**I don't want to be anxious in drawing class. ** It's supposed to be my escape, my one place where I can do what I want and be who I choose. Instead it's turning out to be a trigger for anxiety. I refuse to drop my drawing class- I've already committed to trying to be an artist. What kind of artist doesn't take drawing in high school?!",5563,1,1.0,1535087583,2,-0.565774648,65,23.17,6.21,86.77,1.51,13.0,18.46,93.85,60.0,21.54,13.85,13.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,3.08,15.38,18.46,4.62,1.54,3.08,24.62,3.08,0.0,6.15,1.54,0.0,3.08,0.0,3.08,3.08,0.0,0.0,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,13.85,1.54,1.54,3.08,4.62,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.69,0.0,1.54,3.08,1.54,1.54,3.08,23.08,0.0,13.85,3.08,9.23,1.54,4.62,3.08,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.15,6.15,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,1.54,1.54,0.0,7.69,0.0,6.15,2.375,3.0,3.0,1.0,1.3,1.0,1.75769,1.6254,1.88087,1.0,1,1.471957746,0.183333333 domesticviolence,8yudhv,"[40, 45]","All of this has made me feel really horrible. It has destroyed my self esteem and made me feel depressed, unlovable, worthless, responsible, etc. It has also had severe and debilitating impacts on my mental and physical health.",1019,1,1.0,1531585012,3,7.585701754,38,8.78,14.62,50.35,1.0,12.67,23.68,89.47,47.37,18.42,10.53,10.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.89,0.0,5.26,10.53,5.26,10.53,0.0,21.05,10.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.63,15.79,0.0,15.79,2.63,2.63,5.26,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,5.26,5.26,0.0,0.0,2.63,2.63,5.26,0.0,0.0,5.26,5.26,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,7.89,13.16,0.0,2.63,0.0,2.63,0.0,2.63,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.42,7.89,10.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.7,2.4444,2.8,1.0,1.3333,1.0,1.85416,1.53529,1.86217,0.8,0,7.981578947,-0.34 ptsd,6a230p,"(0, 5)","I know the rules say no self-fundraising posts but I thought this might be an exception. This is all going to MAPS Canada, a non-profit who's current goal is legalizing MDMA-assisted therapy. I thought this sub would be interested in supporting! This is the same ORG that is legalizing MDMA-assisted psychotherapy in the States with promising results. Link to page: ",22949,0,1.0,1494289557,19,5.085343137,65,68.26,32.23,53.59,99.0,13.0,23.08,80.0,44.62,13.85,4.62,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.23,7.69,7.69,12.31,0.0,1.54,1.54,21.54,1.54,1.54,1.54,0.0,1.54,6.15,6.15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.38,6.15,1.54,1.54,1.54,1.54,3.08,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,4.62,0.0,1.54,1.54,3.08,0.0,0.0,15.38,4.62,9.23,1.54,6.15,1.54,7.69,0.0,0.0,1.54,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,4.62,1.54,1.54,0.0,0.0,1.54,6.15,0.0,1.54,0.0,3.08,2.7778,2.375,3.0,1.2308,1.1818,1.0,1.6105,1.44,1.91152,1.0,2,6.009411765,0.1525 relationships,7thdhf,"[20, 25]","Even when she hated me, I didn't hate her. There weren't enough good friends in my life for me to afford hating her, and there still aren't. I can't describe it. She and my mom were chatting at dinner (they're the talkers of the family), and the whole time, I was just glaring at her. She tried talking to me, and I felt my entire body physically tense, and I was just viscerally angry.",2483,1,1.0,1517104967,18,4.356075949,74,5.23,20.87,54.14,1.0,14.8,10.81,94.59,64.86,24.32,22.97,14.86,0.0,0.0,8.11,0.0,1.35,4.05,9.46,9.46,9.46,8.11,5.41,18.92,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,2.7,8.11,1.35,6.76,1.35,5.41,0.0,17.57,2.7,1.35,9.46,0.0,8.11,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.35,5.41,1.35,0.0,0.0,1.35,5.41,1.35,2.7,0.0,1.35,6.76,4.05,1.35,0.0,1.35,0.0,10.81,6.76,0.0,8.11,0.0,4.05,4.05,0.0,2.7,1.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.32,6.76,8.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,6.76,2.7,0.0,2.8333,2.6,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.71515,1.59385,1.89618,0.82,29,5.209974684,-0.204166667 relationships,7qcvxy,"[0, 5]","BACKGROUND: paul and i met 1.5 years ago on okcupid and hit it off right away. at the time, we were both in long-term open relationships with other people, so we fell into a pretty quick routine that involved seeing each other once a week for a meal or drinks and sex [the best of his life, allegedly]. About 6 months into it/the December before last, he and his partner of 8 years broke up, which sent him into a bit of a depression/naturally intense period of introspection. Independently/for unrelated reasons, my own longterm relationship also came to an end. Paul and I saw each other less but kept in touch.",2423,0,0.6,1515948292,24,10.01582609,115,92.84,72.86,96.86,25.77,23.0,14.78,87.83,47.83,13.91,7.83,2.61,1.74,0.0,3.48,0.0,6.09,7.83,17.39,0.87,2.61,7.83,0.0,9.57,2.61,2.61,0.87,3.48,4.35,3.48,1.74,1.74,0.0,0.0,1.74,11.3,0.0,0.87,0.0,3.48,7.83,1.74,1.74,0.0,1.74,0.0,4.35,2.61,1.74,0.0,0.87,3.48,0.0,0.87,0.87,1.74,6.96,5.22,0.87,1.74,0.87,0.0,7.83,0.87,0.0,26.96,2.61,12.17,12.17,0.0,0.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.65,4.35,5.22,0.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,3.0,2.8182,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.67216,1.64255,1.8782,0.8,17,9.797391304,0.155952381 domesticviolence,9kahd2,"[5, 10]","He speeds up and tries to catch up to her, and continues to yell at her face. The girl turns around in pushes him out of frustration and can tell it wasn't meant to hurt him or anything. The guy reciprocates by immediately pushing her multiple times, and they were NOT soft pushes, and seems like he was trying to push her to the ground. Couple pushes in, I was in shock, by the fact that you could really be in a relationship with someone that is abusive or that physically hurts you, or maybe it was that moment, she found out who he really was. She got up immediately and walked the opposite direction, walking back towards me, and I try not to look at her but she was just devastated I can tell.",734,0,0.833333333,1538345127,4,7.366712185,135,40.97,72.32,75.74,1.0,27.0,12.59,99.26,68.15,21.48,14.81,2.96,0.0,1.48,9.63,0.74,6.67,4.44,18.52,8.89,5.93,8.15,2.22,21.48,0.74,0.74,0.74,0.0,1.48,5.19,0.0,5.19,0.0,2.22,2.22,17.04,0.0,0.74,6.67,4.44,14.81,2.22,0.0,0.74,6.67,0.74,7.41,3.7,0.74,0.74,2.22,1.48,0.74,0.74,0.0,0.0,5.93,0.74,2.22,2.22,0.74,0.0,8.15,9.63,0.0,22.96,6.67,11.85,5.19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.11,3.7,6.67,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.74,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.1,1.1429,1.0,1.75929,1.58319,1.84228,1.0,5,7.778319328,0.03125 assistance,9prcrt,"(4, 9)","I have very little understanding of developing workout regiments to challenge my body with and could great use insight. I've tried reading the r/fitness wiki, for example, but I didn't couldn't make heads or tails of the information that was presented. If there's anyone here that can help, please do! Thank you for reading,",48973,0,0.8,1540011642,7,6.940423729,57,21.43,19.02,19.27,99.0,11.4,24.56,89.47,52.63,14.04,8.77,7.02,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,5.26,3.51,10.53,15.79,5.26,7.02,3.51,24.56,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.02,7.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,21.05,5.26,3.51,5.26,5.26,0.0,7.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,7.02,3.51,3.51,0.0,0.0,7.02,1.75,3.51,1.75,1.75,0.0,5.26,14.04,0.0,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,3.51,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,22.81,5.26,7.02,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,7.02,0.0,1.75,2.625,2.8889,3.0,1.4,1.0,1.0,1.81294,1.37826,1.94599,0.77,7,6.7625,0.378125 domesticviolence,80glwf,"[20, 25]","Accounts incredibly overdue. A life entirely unattended to, without organization or care. Chaos. I knew none of this. The man he presented to me was one of principle (honesty, loyalty, your word is your bond, etc), always ready to protect and serve in whatever way necessary.",1630,1,0.666666667,1519679905,18,5.491304348,46,80.03,50.0,16.76,99.0,9.2,30.43,78.26,45.65,15.22,10.87,4.35,0.0,4.35,2.17,0.0,4.35,4.35,15.22,4.35,0.0,4.35,4.35,8.7,2.17,0.0,2.17,2.17,4.35,8.7,8.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.7,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,13.04,2.17,0.0,0.0,2.17,6.52,4.35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,4.35,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.17,4.35,4.35,0.0,6.52,0.0,4.35,2.17,2.17,0.0,0.0,2.17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,26.09,10.87,10.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.35,0.0,3.0,2.3333,2.8,1.2222,1.1818,1.0,1.67753,1.49,1.85567,0.88,13,6.724086957,0.275 assistance,9ryv5e,"(5, 10)",The father has one of the most notable family lawyers in Illinois working his case. Justine cannot afford a lawyer. She has followed through with her treatment for PPD and has had psychiatric evaluations and physical home visits to prove she can provide a safe and loving home for her child. For over a year Justine has been fighting merely for the right to even see her child. She's been issued Skype visits.,21967,0,1.0,1540683621,2,6.9196,73,83.53,97.21,1.0,51.4,14.6,19.18,84.93,50.68,9.59,9.59,0.0,0.0,0.0,9.59,0.0,0.0,8.22,15.07,13.7,1.37,4.11,1.37,16.44,4.11,1.37,0.0,1.37,1.37,4.11,2.74,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,21.92,2.74,0.0,8.22,2.74,5.48,2.74,0.0,0.0,1.37,1.37,1.37,1.37,1.37,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,12.33,2.74,1.37,6.85,0.0,1.37,5.48,12.33,0.0,10.96,4.11,5.48,1.37,4.11,1.37,4.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.22,6.85,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.37,0.0,0.0,3.0,2.8,3.0,1.1111,1.125,1.0,1.73233,1.70333,1.90969,0.56,0,5.993333333,0.269387755 relationships,7o3cgi,"[16, 21]","to me I feel like that is someone older than my current age dating an age that seems like a child to me.... I creeped her facebook and she appears to be a "" normal"" 23 year old...going out partying...saying things I would have found funny at that age but cringe at now.....and he did share with me that he supported her for the most part and so on...I asked if she had any "" life skills"" and his answer was "" not really"". What are people's thoughts on this? --- tl/dr...i'm creeped out by a man dating a woman 20 years younger even my last relationship was with a man 22 years older.",2346,0,0.6,1515076682,2,2.621794872,116,49.46,66.68,89.26,85.87,29.0,10.34,93.1,58.62,21.55,14.66,8.62,0.0,0.0,6.03,0.0,6.9,6.03,13.79,8.62,3.45,6.03,0.86,14.66,6.03,6.03,0.86,2.59,2.59,3.45,3.45,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,18.1,0.0,0.0,4.31,4.31,12.93,4.31,0.0,1.72,5.17,0.0,4.31,2.59,0.86,0.86,0.86,0.86,0.0,0.86,0.0,0.0,9.48,5.17,0.86,3.45,0.0,0.0,6.03,9.48,0.86,18.97,0.86,5.17,12.93,0.86,1.72,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,31.03,19.83,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.86,0.0,2.59,5.17,1.72,0.0,0.86,2.8333,2.8571,3.0,1.125,1.0,1.0,1.73706,1.54,1.90687,1.0,23,3.700512821,0.125925926 anxiety,5s3m9z,"[0, 5]","Hey, So I come from a middle class family and study far away from my parents for university (already scary for me as you can imagine). After going home this winter my parents dropped the bombshell on me that they are struggling to pay my tuition. The thing is, although we are not super rich or anything, my fathers work covers 80% of my tuition and housing, the reason that my parents are unable to pay is that my dad is fairly disorganized and let his expenses build up. My tuition is due this friday and I just called my parents and woke them up to inform them that its getting really serious now (my dad promised to make an arrangement with his friend to pay my tuition).",1341,1,0.8,1486246624,1,11.05632813,128,33.25,53.12,82.31,25.77,32.0,18.75,94.53,59.38,24.22,17.19,11.72,0.78,0.78,1.56,2.34,7.03,3.91,13.28,7.81,3.91,7.03,0.78,11.72,6.25,2.34,0.0,0.78,0.0,4.69,2.34,2.34,1.56,0.0,0.0,14.84,6.25,0.78,0.0,3.91,8.59,2.34,1.56,0.0,2.34,0.78,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,12.5,5.47,2.34,3.12,0.78,0.78,2.34,10.16,0.78,10.94,1.56,4.69,4.69,5.47,0.78,2.34,7.03,0.0,0.0,0.78,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.16,3.12,3.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.12,0.78,2.8333,2.4286,3.0,1.0,1.125,1.0,1.74138,1.65714,1.94071,1.0,0,10.25025,-0.05 relationships,7s05hb,"(5, 10)","But then I'll get there and he'll drop the bomb that his GF is coming over and to be honest, it totally makes me want to bail early. It's just annoying to be invited to come over and thinking you're gonna have some bro time gaming and what not, only to get there have him drop the bomb that his GF is coming over and being stuck between either listening to 5th grade cheesy/cringeworthy convos or figuring a way to bail early without coming across as an asshole. How can I talk with my buddy in a polite way about the matter, that when he invites me over I'd prefer it to be bro time without coming across as an asshole or that I'm against his GF as a person which I'm totally not! Again, she's really sweet and he has every right to want his GF to come over to, I'm just tired of the surprise third wheel through the most goose bump inducing conversations and want some strategies how I can communicate with my friend that I don't like sitting through that. Thanks in advance!",20394,1,0.6,1516565451,1,9.468806533,188,41.79,41.59,68.76,55.87,37.6,13.3,93.09,59.57,17.02,11.17,6.38,0.0,0.53,4.26,0.0,5.85,5.32,17.55,10.64,6.91,9.04,2.66,19.68,6.38,2.66,2.66,0.53,2.66,4.79,3.19,1.6,0.0,1.6,0.0,12.77,1.06,3.19,2.66,5.85,13.83,2.13,2.13,2.13,2.66,1.6,5.32,1.06,0.0,0.53,0.0,2.66,1.06,0.53,0.0,1.06,10.11,5.32,1.06,2.66,1.6,0.0,0.53,14.36,4.26,16.49,5.32,7.45,3.72,0.53,0.53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,4.79,1.06,2.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,11.7,1.6,2.66,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.06,0.0,0.0,5.85,0.0,0.53,2.8571,2.7143,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.67752,1.48026,1.82457,1.0,3,9.053963568,0.075824176 relationships,7oee1t,"[35, 40]","* Her, a week ago: Precious, how are you? (I ignored her.) * Her, Jan 1: Happy year precious, happy year love for more years at your side we haven't lived much together but we will stay all our lives to live and it that stays to live. **You are one of the best people I have met in my life. ** You are one of the best people I have met in my life (she says this twice) that you have always been here for everything and you always will be.",1713,0,1.0,1515187044,13,-1.369333333,89,19.41,99.0,37.57,99.0,17.8,5.62,97.75,57.3,25.84,20.22,5.62,3.37,6.74,4.49,0.0,5.62,3.37,10.11,12.36,2.25,4.49,1.12,23.6,5.62,3.37,1.12,4.49,3.37,8.99,7.87,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,23.6,0.0,0.0,4.49,0.0,7.87,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,4.49,2.25,1.12,0.0,1.12,0.0,7.87,0.0,6.74,0.0,0.0,10.11,7.87,2.25,2.25,2.25,0.0,6.74,15.73,2.25,15.73,2.25,7.87,7.87,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,24.72,4.49,4.49,2.25,0.0,1.12,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.12,4.49,6.74,3.0,2.75,3.0,1.4,1.0,1.0,1.71133,1.45301,2.00304,0.84,16,0.254444444,0.552066116 ptsd,9p4ung,"[20, 25]","I don't have the ability to cope with it anymore. I'm trying, but a lot of things are triggering me, and I'm shutting down at work, just finding the place I feel safest, and staying there for an hour or two until I feel like I can do something again. I'm tired of watching my back, tired of traveling to places I don't feel safe, tired of reliving that moment, tired of being triggered, tired of the stress, tired of anxiety and knots in my stomach, tired of irrational thought when triggered, tired of irrational paranoia. I'm exhausted and need a break, but know it won't be enough until I journey the long road through therapy. I'm not suicidal at all, just wishing this pain and misery would end, to have my life back again.",1133,1,1.0,1539827412,33,9.425477855,135,40.97,4.45,98.01,1.0,27.0,17.78,96.3,58.52,16.3,11.11,11.11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.19,5.19,16.3,11.85,5.93,8.15,2.96,19.26,7.41,1.48,0.74,0.74,1.48,7.41,1.48,5.93,4.44,0.0,0.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.81,4.44,2.22,2.22,2.96,0.74,2.96,3.7,0.74,0.0,2.96,9.63,0.74,8.89,0.0,0.0,4.44,0.0,2.22,0.74,0.0,1.48,0.0,14.07,1.48,17.04,2.22,8.15,8.15,0.74,0.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.74,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,20.0,3.7,10.37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,5.93,0.0,0.0,2.8333,2.8,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.65003,1.56842,1.81527,0.96,6,8.640664336,-0.22037037 anxiety,9nam6l,"(5, 10)","In case this is the first time you're reading this post... We are looking for people who are willing to complete some online questionnaires about employment and well-being which we hope will help us to improve services for assisting people with mental health difficulties to obtain and retain employment. We are developing an employment questionnaire for people with personality disorders; however we are looking for people from all backgrounds to complete it. That means you do not need to have a diagnosis of personality disorder – you just need to have an interest in completing the online questionnaires. The questionnaires will only take about 10 minutes to complete online. For your participation, we’ll donate £1 on your behalf to a mental health charity (Young Minds: Child & Adolescent Mental Health, Mental Health Foundation, or Rethink).",10442,0,1.0,1539269312,2,11.06067518,134,79.52,97.34,2.27,80.01,22.33,25.37,84.33,48.51,12.69,8.21,0.0,4.48,3.73,0.0,0.0,4.48,5.22,16.42,9.7,4.48,2.99,0.75,17.16,4.48,0.0,1.49,2.24,1.49,5.22,3.73,0.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,14.18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,10.45,2.24,0.0,2.24,2.24,2.99,2.24,1.49,1.49,0.0,0.0,3.73,0.0,3.73,0.0,0.0,11.19,5.97,2.24,1.49,2.24,0.75,0.0,11.94,2.99,6.72,0.0,2.99,2.99,4.48,0.0,0.0,1.49,0.0,0.0,0.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.75,0.0,14.18,5.97,2.24,0.75,0.75,0.0,0.0,0.75,0.0,1.49,1.49,0.75,3.0,2.8889,3.0,1.125,1.125,1.0,1.79768,1.49074,1.92286,1.0,1,9.951523723,0.045454545 almosthomeless,5y53ya,"[5, 10]",Do you find this normal? They have a good relationship. Main problem I have is She will see her mom in a jail jumpsuit She will see other inmates and women behind bars The guards could be intimidating Is that ok for a 15 year old to see? Actually my daughter does not seem scared but instead seems excited and enthusiastic to visit. This is strange to me.,1834,0,0.571428571,1488938143,4,2.421911765,68,29.74,61.58,21.06,25.77,13.6,16.18,92.65,57.35,17.65,11.76,4.41,0.0,1.47,4.41,1.47,5.88,5.88,8.82,16.18,2.94,4.41,1.47,26.47,5.88,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,11.76,5.88,5.88,1.47,1.47,0.0,14.71,2.94,0.0,8.82,0.0,14.71,4.41,0.0,2.94,2.94,0.0,7.35,4.41,4.41,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,8.82,1.47,0.0,0.0,4.41,2.94,0.0,20.59,2.94,7.35,1.47,2.94,2.94,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,1.47,0.0,0.0,7.35,4.41,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.94,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,2.75,2.9091,3.0,1.1111,1.1429,1.0,1.71642,1.57627,1.89972,0.75,7,4.036764706,0.159722222 ptsd,5y25cl,"[0, 5]","I was talking to my mom this morning and she said that about my sister. Her trauma was worse than mine but she didn't develop PTSD. (My mom has no idea I even had a traumatic event) I told her it's not that easy, and she said it just needs to be done. Now I am scared.",961,1,0.571428571,1488909516,2,0.835254237,57,1.0,29.92,28.23,1.0,14.25,7.02,98.25,68.42,31.58,22.81,14.04,0.0,0.0,8.77,0.0,8.77,1.75,7.02,15.79,7.02,5.26,5.26,24.56,7.02,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,8.77,1.75,7.02,1.75,0.0,0.0,21.05,5.26,0.0,14.04,0.0,10.53,1.75,0.0,1.75,0.0,0.0,7.02,3.51,0.0,3.51,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.75,14.04,12.28,0.0,5.26,0.0,0.0,5.26,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,15.79,7.02,1.75,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,3.51,3.51,0.0,2.5,2.2,3.0,1.0,1.0,1.0,1.68891,1.44615,1.89707,0.76,2,2.412,0.016666667